A Look Inside My Brain When I'm Overstimulated

Added: 2026-06-04

[00:00:00]I'm vlogging. It's boring. I'm clean.

[00:00:04]That's you, mommy.

[00:00:06]>> Hello everybody. How are you doing today? I hope you're having a grand day.

[00:00:08]I'm obviously home from Las Vegas. We had so much fun. I hope you guys enjoyed those vlogs. There's one more Vegas vlog for you, and it is this one. But I wanted to let you guys know that it's not like a full on my phone just vibrated. It's not like a full-on vlog because I filmed at this art installation museum thing that we went to, and I filmed so much footage there and didn't really film anything else the rest of the day. This vlog is essentially just my experience at that art installation museum. I don't even know what it was. It was a grocery store. I'm still confused by it. But I was kind of narrating my experience through it. And it's one of the weirdest videos I think I'm going to post on here just because it's just kind of like an insight onto what my brain is saying when I kind of do anything. So, you kind of get to hear the inside of my brain in this vlog. But, you're not going to see like a typical day in the life vlog. In this one, it's mostly just that museum cuz that's all I filmed. But, I have been filming things here and there since I got home that will be going up in the next few days or so um as I prep to get ready to go to Philly and Boston. I have a show in Philly on June 7th and a show in Boston on June 9th. And I don't have any more shows planned after that right now. Hopefully, we plan more, but honestly, I don't see any on the horizon, unfortunately. So, this is your last chance to come see me live. My sister's going, Aby's going, Eric's going, Flynn's going to come, and it's going to be a blast. So, I hope to see you guys there. Make sure to get your tickets before they're all gone. The ticket link is below. And enjoy the inside of my brain. Here you go. Hello.

[00:01:34]Welcome to the vlog today. Still in Vegas, but we're leaving today. I am not feeling great. I'm not a drinker, but I had some alcohol last night. Just a little tiny bit. A few sips of champagne and then a few sips of an espresso martini. And just that little tiny amount of alcohol destroyed my body. I feel very yucky. But we're going to some museumy thing. Rachel Abby said we should go to it. So that's what we're doing. It's a museum, but it's a grocery store. I'm very confused by it, but Rachel said it was cool. So, we're going to do that. I'm just packing up my room right now, getting ready to go. I'll see you when we get there. Okay, we are Oh, there's a zipline thing here. Oh my god, this is very overstimulating.

[00:02:07]We are here, whatever this place is that Rachel said we should go to. I thought I was going to a grocery store. This is not a grocery store. I'm not at a grocery store at all, actually. It's very loud. There's a zip line above me.

[00:02:17]I think I might have BL. I don't. But we are in line to do something. I'm I'm not expecting this, [music] but I do think I did something very similar to this a couple years ago, a few years ago. I think I was in Phoenix, Arizona or Denver. Were we in Denver? It might have been Denver, but the same company I think had this like art installation that we went to in Denver and it was very intense and cool. But I do believe Rachel said we are going to a grocery store. So, is this a grocery I'm very I'm confused. Okay, we are at a grocery store, it seems. All right, we are in a grocery store, but I'm not quite sure what we're supposed to do. Rachel, lead the way. Where are we going?

[00:02:50]>> You use it. You look at art and you can buy these things on the way out if you want. And then you go through these refrigerator doors into layers.

[00:02:58]>> Okay. A tattooed chicken. You can get a tattooed chicken. You can get corn, a corn drink, cheddar cheese drink. Ooh, a shrimp drink. Root beer. What kind of root beer? Vape juice. Hammer. Okay.

[00:03:09]Aroda. Okay, got it. Diet dude. This is very overstimulating. So, these are all pillows, but they look like chip bags.

[00:03:17]I'm just very overstimulated. Cage-free toes. I am so overstimulated.

[00:03:24]Where is she going? Oh my gosh. We're going inside. What is happening? This is crazy. What is going What is happening?

[00:03:33]I don't understand. There's another door. Where did it take you? Oh my god.

[00:03:37]I wasn't expecting all this. Holy smokes. What's in here? I don't know what's going on. I'm just very confused.

[00:03:44]It's all so cool, but it's overstimulated.

[00:03:47]>> Wait, is that Can we go in this door? Oh my god. What? There's so many doors to Oh, an axelottle. Would be so excited about this axelottle. It's a freaky axelottle, but it's a mop. It's a mop axelottle. This is so weird. What the heck? Flynn would know what all these things are, but Oh my god, this is craziness. I think Oh my god, this is so weird. Okay, so this is the employee of the month. Here's a shark mop squid.

[00:04:14]This is so crazy. Oh, I would thrive at this doing the crafts of of whatever this is. Okay, please open the door slowly. Go ahead, Levy. Levy's going to open the door slowly. Get us out of here. Oh, we're going back to the grocery store. Let's go.

[00:04:25]>> Yeah, let's go through another door.

[00:04:26]There's so many places to go. Oh my god.

[00:04:28]Here's the meat counter. You can go back there, I guess. Oh my god. We just went into the freezer section. Wait. Oh my god. Oh no. We already got separated from Rachel. This isn't good. They have Coca-Cola and cookies for real. or they pretend. This is all in the grocery store. This isn't This is crazy. I don't even know how to film this or what to say or what to show you because it's so much There's so much going on. I think I'm too over stimulated to even think right now. Rachel's ordering food, I guess. All of the sudden there's food over here. This is so overstimulating.

[00:04:55]Wow. Okay, I'm going to walk around a little bit. What's over here? This is all inside of a grocery store, I guess.

[00:05:00]Oh, they're going upstairs. I don't want to get lost. I don't want to get lost.

[00:05:03]What's in there? It's sparkly a little.

[00:05:05]There's so much to see. This is very overstimulating.

[00:05:09]I think we should count how many times I've said overstimulating because it was probably upwards of a hundred at this point. This is crazy. I don't I don't know even what to think. Maybe I should stop filming until I've collected myself a little bit. But I also want you guys to come along the experience with me. So maybe this is just going to be one long weird clip. What is this place? It's super cool, but it's just confusing, right? Look at this cool room. Maybe I'll I'll stop filming for a second.

[00:05:33]Take a picture in here. I'll start filming again once I've calmed down.

[00:05:36]Okay, there's a slide it looks like we can go down. I'm still the same amount of overstimulated, guys. It didn't change. And I'm still the same amount of confused and bewildered. Look at there's like a little weird dystopian fairy garden kind of thing. Is this like a little fairy garden area? Maybe Maisie would like that. I don't know. All I'm trying to do to like calm down is try to find things I think my kids would like.

[00:05:57]What is this room? Is it video game? I'm going to get lost. I don't know where Rachel and Abby are. But look at this.

[00:06:02]What is going on, guys? There's so many little things. So much happening.

[00:06:07]There's phones I can pick up. I think there's a lot of video games or something. I don't I don't know even what to show you. I don't know. There's a zipline we saw. Maybe we can figure out how to get to that. What are all these turny things? There's all these things you can turn. Oh, there's video games. Okay. I'm just so confused and happy, but also scared. Look at this beautiful room. My goodness. It's like a magical flower land. I wish there was a way to take pictures in these places so you could see. We tried to take a couple pictures and you couldn't see anything.

[00:06:32]It's too dark in here. But then also, if you use the flash, then you just can't see anything cuz it's all lit for a certain way to make it art artsy and cool. Look, it's a praying mantis. Would love this. That's so fun. See, that helps me to feel calmer when I see things my kids like. What's in this hole? There's lots of holes to look in at this place. What is that? A scorpion.

[00:06:51]But it's an eyeball scorpion. Look at this neato hallway. Ooh, I bet this would be a cool picture. They're in there. Oh my god, there's so many hallways. Hello, it's me from the future editing this video to give you a flashlight trigger warning. If flashing lights is an issue for you, please skip ahead to the time code you're seeing right now. Okay, goodbye. This is crazy cool. I'm scared. There's flaps. Should we go through the flaps? Let's go through the flaps. Oh my god. Flash trigger warning before you go in. I It's a flash trigger warning for me. This is crazy. Oh, it's pictures of us on the walls when it flashes. That's really intense. Oh my god. I don't know that I can be in here. This is hard for me. I think I need to leave. My goodness. Ow.

[00:07:33]I just bonked my whole brains off. This is craziness. That was [music] intense.

[00:07:37]What's in here? Okay, it looks like there's nets on the ceiling. Is Oh, it's like chicken wire. I'm telling you right now, this part [music] of the installation of this art installation was the most painful part for them to create because that is chicken [music] wire. And I know whoever made that bled a lot. Those people were bloody. Chicken wire is so Wait, Rachel, is that the slide? Oh no, it's a rope thing you can climb. My god, look at this bottle caps on the walls. There's so much detail in here. This is so bananas. Eric just says he found a cool secret door. This is what my um front door looks like after I've had a night of buying things online. Okay, so there's the grocery store. So this is a secret door apparently. You going to open it?

[00:08:15]>> Oh.

[00:08:17]>> Oh, cool. What?

[00:08:21]Oh my god, this place is huge.

[00:08:24]Everywhere you go, there's more stuff to see. This is so crazy. Everywhere you look, just like Full House says, there's a place somebody who needs you.

[00:08:36]Copyright reasons. I'm not singing any more of that. There's a robot in here.

[00:08:39]There's dollar bills floating in a tube.

[00:08:41]I want to There was like a rope you can climb. Oh my god, there's so much to see and do. Abby and Rachel want to go in every single room, see every single thing. I'm sure there's a story allore that is very cool behind Oh my gosh, this one looks like a Dr. Seuss land. I like this one. This one's calming to me.

[00:08:59]This is very Dr. Seussy. I like the vibes here better than other places.

[00:09:04]There's like a an organ dangling from the ceiling. Oh, I wonder if this spins.

[00:09:08]Hold on. Does it spin so you can Oh, darn. I was hoping that would spin. I'm sure there is some sort of button [music] or something somewhere. Feels like I'm in an escape room and I need to figure it out, but I don't think that's what it is. I think it's just you just enjoy the art. You could literally spend hours and hours in here. Oh my gosh.

[00:09:23]What's this? Is this like an octopus?

[00:09:25]Kind of octopusy looking, right? There's hands and balls. I don't know. Oh, it's a crystal. I like those. Oh, and there's a lot of hands above me. Oh my goodness.

[00:09:34]The thought originally was we'll go there and we'll take some cool pictures cuz there's cool backdrop. There's no way to take pictures really [music] because the lighting. So, instead of taking pictures, I'm just going to walk you through everything as much as I can.

[00:09:44]Oh, this one says the internet. This is the internet. And it says staff only.

[00:09:48]This is the luxophone. What's the luxophone, lovey? Oh my god. Wait, what?

[00:09:52]This place, you can't see anything.

[00:09:53]Sorry, guys. Is [music] something going to happen? Is it just lasers?

[00:09:56]>> I don't think we're high enough.

[00:09:58]>> We've lost Rachel and Abby, so that's unfortunate. Eric is feeling He said this place makes him feel nauseous. So, I don't know how much longer he will be able to stay here. But this door says the internet [music] staff only. So, we're going to go in here and see what's Oh, never mind. That one's locked. We can't go in [music] the internet. Oh, good. I found Rachel Nabby. I found you.

[00:10:17]So cool. You going to pick the nose, Abby. Um, wow. Wow. You guys, look at this area. Kind of looks like a cave. I don't know. It's kind of cool, but it's glittery, which I like. And Erikson is very cool area. Look at this. Here's these weird cave things. We're very up high, too, which is kind of scary. But then over here, look at this cool space.

[00:10:35]I think Eric's trying to get hypnotized.

[00:10:37]Are you trying to get hypnotized, Levy?

[00:10:39]Oh, I'm scared. But look how cool this is. Neato mosquito. This is cool.

[00:10:45]Whatever science alien sci-fi person did this wall did a great job because there's rhinestones. Look at the rhinestones. Can you see them? I can't tell what I'm filming. We can I don't know what to do. I'm I'm very interested to see what this footage looks like because I feel like it's just going to be me muttering to myself like I'm confused. Go down this hall. I think I've already been down this hall.

[00:11:05]There's stairs over here that I have not been up. So, I think I'm going to try that. Oh, wait. There's a slide right here, I think. Oh, but it's closed off, I think. So, yeah, let's go up the stairs. So, now we are going up the stairs to I don't know what. More strange things that won't make any sense. There's hand sanitizer. That's important. This is a area with lots of buttons. You can make a cool song. Very exciting. This is so over stimulating.

[00:11:30]There's so much going on. I'm very high in the sky. That's fun. Okay, moving on.

[00:11:34]We're going over here now. Is my narration making this more overstimulating for you? This is like the booger room, I think. Looks like it's a bunch of boogers. Very low ceilings. If you're claustrophobic, this is not a good room to be in because the ceilings are so low. Oh, yeah. See, this was a slide at some point, but it's all blocked off. But they made it look like there's a bunch [music] of slides you could go down, and there's not. Um, interesting. Okay, let's go downstairs.

[00:11:54]Now, we're going all the way down. We're going to try to figure out how to get back to the grocery store because I think we're going to leave soon. This is very fun, but it's also very What's this? Hold on. This is a scary black curtain. I'm alone. I don't know where everyone went. Oh, okay. It's just a creepy room that What is this? I think I don't like it. I'm scared. Going to go this way. Yeah, let's go this way. We're lost. We're literally honestly just trying to figure out how to get back into the grocery store. We went through What? Where did we go? The meat section.

[00:12:20]And this is where we ended up. The ground has like a river of lasers on it down here. This is so bananas. Wo, look at this wall. This is a cave from earlier, but it's turned into like a a light show or something. [music] This is crazy. I'm very stressed. I don't even know what I'm filming cuz I'm not looking at the camera lens. I'm realizing now I think I'm just [music] filming the ceiling. This is very nuts.

[00:12:40]Oh my god. I just want you guys to see how large this is. Like this is a very massive insane arts installation. And this is like everything is this. This place is huge. I I don't know that I can even explain the scale of this place. There's And there's stuff to see. It's crazy.

[00:13:01]But we do want to try to figure out how to get back to the Oh, look, a stained glass window. I can't even finish a sentence. Cuz every time I even try to have a thought, it's interrupted by something insane. Going into a paperier-mâché leaf forest, it looks like I think we lost our partners.

[00:13:12]Rachel, where's your woman and where's my man? Okay. Ooh, look, a flower wall.

[00:13:15]We found a flower wall. I don't know where Eric is. I need to find my husband. I think I might be a horrible narrator. I think I shouldn't narrate these things. I think maybe I should have just filmed it and then let you guys see it with like some music or something because me trying to narrate this while I'm here is maybe too much.

[00:13:30]Where's Eric? Oh, there he is. Oh my god. Whoa. Whoa. There's eyeballs in that flower. Oh, the grocery store.

[00:13:36]Thank god. Thank god. Oh, my eyes need to adjust. Back to normal life. Holy smokes. This is crazy. All right, let's check out the fruit. Here's the fruit section. There's no such thing as a bad apple, it says. Ooh la la. Here's some angry eggplants. Oh, these little carrots are so fun and cute. I love these little carrots. Oh. Oh, look at this impact corn. That's pretty neat.

[00:13:57]There's so much to see. I feel like just one of these little boxes of all these things, I could look at it forever and find new fun things to laugh at or to think is cool or to think about. But because there's so much, it's just too much for my little tiny brain to comprehend. I want you guys to really experience this with me. So, I'm trying to show you everything in here. This is a I don't know. I I need to not narrate anymore. What's this? A magnetic puzzle cube. Love. We should get this for Flenny. Kind of like a Rubik's cubeish sort of. Can you buy things here or no?

[00:14:25]Oh, look. They have an infinity lamp you can buy. It's only $50. The hell? Moving on. This aisle has sprays with a nicel looking lady holding a weed. Okay, these are stuffies, but they're sprays. Who told you this was better? Do not eat. I mean, the amount of work and detail that went into all of this is crazy because every single bottle has some sort of pun or joke or think piece. Nothing is just what it seems, which obviously is the point. But it's shocking how much detail went into all of this ridiculous stress swan thing. I need that. I should have bought that before I went in there. I feel like that would have helped me. Can you buy any of this? I don't even understand what I'm experiencing.

[00:15:06]There's a pillow. Eric's looking at um Chip Street. Okay. A reversible donut.

[00:15:11]Oh, a silica gel packet. That's funny.

[00:15:12]It's a huge silica gel packet. It's a fanny pack. That's so funny. Oh, those.

[00:15:18]That's a great name for food. Oh, look at these. A wasabi. Did you film that on a potato? Oh my gosh, that's amazing.

[00:15:24]That I Oh my gosh, I love that. Oh, and these things are so Oh my god, there's so much to see. Look, you can get some meat grass, rabbit shards. How about um melancholic recollections, cubed peas, pierced potatoes, and the tattooed chicken, rose, beef, moth milk, supernova. Oh my god, Chapel Rona is shaking in her boots. Millennium beans.

[00:15:46]Do millennials like beans? I don't think I get that joke. Is that a joke? Maybe not everything's a joke. Maybe it's just supposed to be weird for no reason. Oh, medication. Oh, this is crazy looking.

[00:15:53]It's like the milk and then the milk is stretched to the butter. What does that mean? I'm sure it means something. Maybe it doesn't. Silt. I don't get it. See, I feel like I'm stupid sometimes here because I don't understand half of these things. Here's the soup, but instead of soup, it says salt. I feel very stressed, but also hungry. This is a crazy place. I think this is enough. My brain is at capacity. My brain is like, this is enough things. I can't look at any more things. Eric just asked if I saw a hand backpack. I did not see a ham backpack. Where's the ham backpack? I didn't see any ham backpacks. Oh god, Maisy would like it. Maisy loves ham. If this ham backpack wasn't $50, I would get it. We're leaving. Rachel's like, I'm out. We're done. Yeah, let's get out of here. This is too crazy. I got to go.

[00:16:33]Hope you enjoyed that. Probably you didn't because that was stressful to watch probably for you. But it was a fun experience. I'll be thinking about it for a very long time with confusion. I got to go.

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