Part 2 | The Moment My Life Changed Forever 🎗️

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[00:00:01]Hi everyone.

[00:00:02]Uh first of all, I'm so sorry for uploading this video very late because like I was very very tired and I am lazy while shooting for YouTube like a YouTube video. So, I'm going to improve this thing. And this is part two. I have already uploaded part one before, so you can go and check uh that video.

[00:00:28]Uh and yeah, let's begin the next chapter.

[00:00:35]So, uh let's begin the story.

[00:00:39]As we know, uh my hand it was hurting a lot. It was paining. It was tingling.

[00:00:46]And like I had lump in my neck. So, one day me, my sister, and her friend, we were uh like staying together and uh early in the morning uh my hand it was paining a lot and I wouldn't bear the pain and I just uh told them, "Let's go hospital.

[00:01:07]No, I can't wait. Please let's go." And my sister, she had a uh work, so she wouldn't come with us, but uh her friend and me, we went to hospital uh in uh London, uh Queen Elizabeth Woolwich. So, yeah.

[00:01:27]So, we went hospital early in the morning in 6:00 a.m. and uh they started uh doing different test, uh blood test, X-ray, CT scan, and so on. And I was like um I was very nervous because uh my doctor uh and my nurses, they were uh asking me the question that was making me very uneasy. And I didn't hear this question before.

[00:02:03]Like in my entire life. So, they were asking me uh has anyone in your family ever had cancer?

[00:02:12]Or is there anyone who is suffering from tuberculosis?

[00:02:18]And I was like, "No."

[00:02:21]Uh No, no, no, no one has uh the cancer and tuberculosis.

[00:02:29]Then like I was hearing this question several time.

[00:02:35]And like I cried.

[00:02:38]I didn't uh uh get any report, uh but still I cried.

[00:02:45]And because like uh the cancer uh was the word that I only studied.

[00:02:57]Uh and I never never heard in my uh real life.

[00:03:02]So, I cried and in my uh like back of my mind, I was uh prepared.

[00:03:11]I was like telling myself either they're going to say it's cancer or it's uh TV or a simple uh sorry lump. And yeah.

[00:03:25]And after in the same day, uh my report came.

[00:03:32]And my sister, she came uh from her work.

[00:03:37]And then like uh my doctor, uh they told us to come inside.

[00:03:45]Huh.

[00:03:46]And he said uh me that "You are so You're so uh to have this.

[00:03:56]And uh he told me that you have cancer.

[00:04:03]He didn't say anything. He didn't say which cancer, what kind of cancer, how many months it's going to take to recover, like I'm going to die, I'm going to be alive, nothing.

[00:04:17]And he left.

[00:04:19]And me, my sister, we hugged each other and we cried, obviously. But back in my mind, I was prepared that I can hear this word, too.

[00:04:30]So it made me stronger.

[00:04:34]And because I had already prepared this word in my mind.

[00:04:43]So that day from that day they kept me on in hospital.

[00:04:48]And I stayed hospital for 18 days. And like I had a biopsy and MRI and different kind of things. It was horrible. The food were very, very horrible.

[00:05:05]And like my life paused.

[00:05:12]Uh like when we tell this thing to my father, my mother, and my brother, and my whole family, they were not believing this thing first, but like what should we do? We need to accept things, right? It was very hard for my family, but somehow uh as you guys know, I am very flimy and like I just say Kal Ho Na Ho.

[00:05:47]Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham. Ta Ra Rum >> So like I just made everyone happy around me.

[00:05:56]Like and I never let them feel uh sad.

[00:06:04]Um Like I do remember the biopsy test. It was here.

[00:06:11]Like they put a little thing inside like inside this skin.

[00:06:18]And yeah, it hurt. Mhm.

[00:06:20]My like blood pressure was very low.

[00:06:24]And but my doctor, nurses, they were very kind.

[00:06:29]And Mhm. Oh my god, I'm going to cry.

[00:06:37]Because I'm saying this thing in detail and you guys understand as this thing is trauma for me and uh >> [sighs] >> Yeah. And 18 days I stayed in hospital.

[00:07:03]And like they transferred me on another hospital which was Royal Marsden.

[00:07:11]And uh I had my bone marrow biopsy that day.

[00:07:17]The hospital was very beautiful.

[00:07:20]My like ward was pink color and it was very pretty.

[00:07:31]Oh my god.

[00:07:35]Um Now I have to remember the bone marrow test or sorry biopsy.

[00:07:45]They put the drill kind of injection. I don't know how like what to say the name of the injections, whatever. And like I was tired and I came back in my ward.

[00:08:03]And my doctor and my nurses, they came.

[00:08:07]I was with my sister.

[00:08:09]And they told me that uh I was hoping when I was having those test, I was hoping that I was hoping like please I won't get cancer, please. But my doctor and my nurse, they came and they said you have cancer and uh the name of the cancer is Ewing's sarcoma.

[00:08:56]A very rare and aggressive kind of cancer.

[00:09:01]And it is a type of bone cancer.

[00:09:06]I was froze.

[00:09:12]No one is uh strongest.

[00:09:18]Like the time it made it makes us stronger.

[00:09:27]Otherwise, it's hard.

[00:09:29]>> [snorts] >> And they were explaining about the chemotherapy.

[00:09:36]Like I'm going to have 14 doses 14 cycles of chemotherapy uh radiotherapy and major surgeries.

[00:09:46]>> [snorts] >> And uh they were saying uh the long-term uh effect of chemotherapy everything. Like there is very less chance to be fertile and everything. And I was like, "No, what? I don't think about children now. I want to survive. I want to survive. I want to live."

[00:10:07]>> [snorts] >> And like from that day, like uh when I was in hospital, I had a diary with me and I I like I wrote everything in that diary.

[00:10:21]Oh, so like when they said about the treatment and everything and about my cancer, the thing I was asking them was uh from when I am having my treatment and uh like how is things going to work out? What's next?

[00:10:41]Now what?

[00:10:43]>> [snorts] >> Because those uh days when I was uh like having test I was also being mentally prepared about everything. I was slowly uh I was slowly uh accepting things.

[00:11:00]So that uh made my life easier.

[00:11:06]Acceptance is everything. Like and I accept and I asked, "What next?" Like how the chemotherapy will work.

[00:11:20]Like and from when I will start working, but that was dumb question because now I complete my treatment and then I still I am very weak and my left hand it doesn't work.

[00:11:35]So, like And like what Yeah, I was scared, but I was strong at the same time.

[00:11:45]I was like being mentally prepared about everything. I never never ever thought that I can die because of cancer. Like I never I just think that cancer is a chapter, not my story.

[00:12:04]I need to end this chapter and move forward. So, like I just keep motivating myself. I was smiling. I will I'm very flimy and I like by seeing my confidence and the way I'm handling everything.

[00:12:24]My family, everything everyone around me like they were getting strength and motivation too. So, yeah.

[00:12:37]This was the part where I got to know that I had cancer and Yes.

[00:12:46]Sorry for being so emotional because >> [snorts] >> this uh chapter of my life it changed my life. So, it's really important for me. So, yeah.

[00:13:02]So, next time I'm going to say about my treatments, how chemotherapy worked for me and how things been, like how I keep uh moving forward.

[00:13:16]So, yeah.

[00:13:18]Stay tuned and I will try my best to upload video on time. I'm so sorry, guys.

[00:13:25]So, yeah.

[00:13:28]Once again, you. If you like the video, please like, do subscribe to my channel, and share with your friends and families. So, yeah, you are never alone, and you guys are very strong. We all have problems in our life, but yeah.

[00:13:46]We will fight together.

[00:13:48]Bye. Thanks for watching.

[00:13:52]Bye.

[00:13:54]I have my matcha with me. I was just carrying it. I was not drinking because you guys were watching me, and I don't want to drink this alone. So.

[00:14:14]Sorry, not sorry. Bye.