The Fat Tea Ep.1 - Introduction

[00:00:29]We go where the soft [music] hearts where every curve gets a crown.

[00:00:36]Laughing loud in our group chat [music] palace. [singing] Girl, we run this town.

[00:00:44]Finger [music] hearts up in the air. We show love [music] everywhere. No shame, no fear.

[00:00:55]Just [music] us right here.

[00:00:59]Welcome to paradise, [music] baby. We shine. Every shape divine, everybody a [music] shrine. We lift each other higher. Yeah, we rise. This is our world, our home. [music] Welcome to paradise.

[00:01:22]Welcome to paradise.

[00:01:30]When the world gets [music] cold, we don't fold.

[00:01:34]We hold.

[00:01:37]Welcome to paradise.

[00:01:39]Baby, we shine. Every [music] shape divine, every body shrine. We lift each other higher. Yeah, we rise. This is our world, [music] our home. Welcome to paradise.

[00:01:58][music] Welcome to paradise.

[00:02:05][music] Heat. Heat. N.

[00:02:12][music] Heat. Heat. N.

[00:02:31][music] Got little Miss Kneck right here.

[00:02:49][laughter] >> Very pretty.

[00:02:51]>> Hello everybody.

[00:02:53]Welcome to the first ever fat tea. I uh hope you're all ready for this because this is a first for all of us. Some of you all have watched uh the LOL cow stuff before and so you've seen me and Audrey and uh Kbug. Um but yeah, guys, this is it. This is us now. We're doing it ourselves.

[00:03:19]So, are you ready for this?

[00:03:25]It's going to be a wild >> It's going to all introduce ourselves.

[00:03:29]>> Bumpy, right? Yes. I think that's a great idea. Audrey, you are top left.

[00:03:35]Let's start with you.

[00:03:37]>> Give us your whole story.

[00:03:40]>> Well, my name is Audrey. Um, I started coming to Paradise about four or five years ago or how many years ago? Uh like I think the first time you ever here was in 2020 and then afterwards like >> 2020 and um I met through Stefan through Tik Tok and came and visited the house.

[00:03:58]Fell in love with it. Been here ever since. Um and I love this place. I'll never leave. [laughter] >> I mean I'll never escape. That's what I mean.

[00:04:08]>> I was going to say, you sure you're not trying to escape, Audrey?

[00:04:11]>> Yeah.

[00:04:14]>> Yeah. That is our one and only Audrey.

[00:04:16]Always a pretty face.

[00:04:18]>> Stop. [laughter] >> That's pretty face is Kbug.

[00:04:26]>> Hi.

[00:04:28]>> Uh, I met Stefan off Tik Tok in 2021 2020 and then I came for the first time in 2021 to the house for a birthday bash and then I'm still here. Like I've gone I've left and come back a few times like taken breaks. But yeah, we're here. And >> that was the '8s party, right? Your birthday party.

[00:04:54]>> That was the '8s party.

[00:04:56]>> Man, that was that was wild. Like I still have the I still have the pictures of that and like some videos. Sadly, like, you know, on the tech side of things, I'm not quite yet set up to like immediately pop this out and say like, "Hey, look, this is like what we did."

[00:05:10]But like um yeah, I remember that '8s party. That was wild. Like we decorated the whole house. Um >> I want to dye my hair that color again.

[00:05:18]That green.

[00:05:20]>> Oh, that was wild. Yeah, the the wild hair colors. I remember those too for myself. Like remember I went through like a whole >> You and I used to be crazy hair colors all the time. [laughter] >> Oh my lent. Yeah. Um including like I think that was June of 20 21 when I did the whole rainbow thing.

[00:05:37]>> Yeah. for Pride. We did a different hair color every month or like for every holiday.

[00:05:44]>> Yeah.

[00:05:45]>> And didn't we record like a whole freaking produced Tik Tok video during your birthday party?

[00:05:50]>> Yeah. [laughter] >> I saw that. I think >> um >> the >> What is your story, little one?

[00:06:06]Well, I don't really have much of a story. I came here in December of 2024.

[00:06:13]Hi, I'm Russa. I came here, I'm 23. I came here in December of 2024 to the paradise. Spent two weeks here. Um, went home, came back two weeks later, and I moved in.

[00:06:28]>> And you can't get rid of me. Like Audrey says, the paradise effect.

[00:06:32]>> It's the paradise effect. you come here and you don't want to leave. And it actually like I actually live that [ __ ] Like I came here and I didn't want to leave. But mind you, when I came here in 2024, that wasn't my first time meeting Stefan. That was just my first time coming to Paradise.

[00:06:50]>> And then she didn't want to leave, >> right? [clears throat] That's usually what happens.

[00:06:57]>> Or she's trying to escape, but [laughter] no escaping this. Free, I need help. Let me out. [laughter] >> I just let her out of her cage, actually.

[00:07:11]>> Help me.

[00:07:12]>> Sumi is our newbie. Like, when did we first meet Sumi?

[00:07:17]>> Um, >> in Arizona like a couple months ago.

[00:07:24]>> When did we go to Arizona?

[00:07:26]>> April.

[00:07:29]>> April. Yeah.

[00:07:32]So, Sumi, what's your story?

[00:07:34]>> Hi, I'm Sumi. I'm a model and fat advocate. I didn't know that plus-sized spaces existed until like 4 months ago.

[00:07:45]And then I was very fortunate to find Paradise through Tik Tok. And now I feel like I have a second family and somewhere where I >> can belong.

[00:08:00]I'm also not escaping.

[00:08:03]>> No, you're you're trying to escape to Paradise, right? Aren't you coming back soon to Vegas?

[00:08:08]>> Yeah, I'll be back soon.

[00:08:11]>> There's going There's going to be a Sunumi alarm.

[00:08:16]>> Um, >> probably very soon.

[00:08:19]Let me go back into here and tell you guys um my story because I'm assuming that like you know a lot of the viewers here first of all I see I've I've been looking at the chat with like a half an eye. So guys we're going to we're going to be interactive too. We're going to talk to you guys. We're going to take questions all that kind of stuff. uh every um you know all respectful questions are always going to be answered, right?

[00:08:49]>> Um Audrey is pouting in the camera.

[00:08:52]Audrey [laughter] Audrey is like always rocking that um she's rocking that RVF.

[00:08:59]Um of course uh to answer that question really quick to the chat, of course we're still going live on TikTok. We're going to give you guys our big mukbangs and just entertainment and goofiness and all that kind of stuff. But like, you know, I don't know how many of you all did watch the LCU stuff, the local streams, the the local bus and that stuff when they interviewed me on it and they actually gave me they in invited me to be a host for them and I was like, you know what? Let me try this. Let me try this. like ourselves. If they can do it, we can do it. Like because this is literally just cooking with water like anything else. So, I'm just going to give you guys a paradise podcast. And with you, the viewers and the audience, I'm hoping that we can make this something that is actually worth watching. We're going to have topics that we can talk about. And I absolutely invite every single one of you watching or re-watching later, come to our Discord. The link is in the bio, paradise.net.

[00:10:08]Go to paradise.net. Uh invitation link is halfway down the website. And everybody is invited. Paradise Discord is open to anybody. There's no weight requirement. There is no height requirement. There is no race requirement. And there's no gender requirement. Everybody is welcome. The only requirement that we have or the only two requirements that we have is that you're being respectful adults.

[00:10:33]Adults, you have to be 18 plus. That's the second one. So, anybody 18 plus is welcome on the Discord. And we now have a uh um channel on the Discord where you guys can give us input. You can give us topics. You can give us ideas. You can give us feedback about this. And you can be on it. you can be in here on the panel and discuss things with us and um you can challenge us or you can just shoot the [ __ ] with us like whatever it is. The only thing that we're not going to do on here ever is intentionally being mean to people for content and like body shaming people, bullying people. Um, whatever tea we spill, if there is any hot tea to spill, is going to be based on evidence and receipts. So, we're spilling tea, not lukewarm piss.

[00:11:32]And um now um with a half an eye on the chat right now, I am not letting Tina up. No, absolutely not. Mhm.

[00:11:43]>> And I too miss Tech, you know. He was actually kind of cool. Like to those watching right now, um, who watched Loa Bus with us, Tech came here to Paradise. He came to visit us and he was actually a fun dude. Like I I would I would invite him back any any day. So if anybody still has contact with him, let him know. Um, and um, now I skipped my introduction.

[00:12:12]I'm assuming that most of you all know who I am. I'm that crazy German. I'm the guy that likes bigs butts and cannot lie. So [laughter] um, I don't think I have to say too much other than um, you know, you all know who I am. You all know who I am. I'm Stefan. I grew up in Berlin and I got bullied my entire life for liking plus-sized women. Like it started in high school pretty much. Like I always told people like, "Hey, I like him round. I like him chunky."

[00:12:43]And as a result of that, like I got made fun of. Like my own friends in high school told me like, "Yeah, like you know, why the [ __ ] you dating whales?"

[00:12:50]Or like blah. Name it. And I've heard it.

[00:12:53]>> And it was always, >> huh?

[00:12:56]>> Whales.

[00:12:57]>> Yeah. Whale. Whale. Whale. But like, you know, >> whale.

[00:13:01]>> No, not me. But like my friends, >> my friends did. So I always had to defend myself like [ __ ] growing up. And like uh I even had to stand up to my parents which was actually pretty sad.

[00:13:14]But like at the end at some point like uh even they accepted me for who I am, right? And I came to America because you know I always wanted to live here after coming to visit.

[00:13:29]Um, America was just it. Like I I visited New Orleans and um I was like one day I want to live there. And um then I then I actually like I met somebody online. I met somebody on a uh [ __ ] what's the website? Dimensions magazine. If anybody in here is old enough.

[00:13:56]Um, dimensionsmagazine.com was the page that like I met my girlfriend back in 2004 and I literally just packed two suitcases and I came to America. I'm I don't know. I don't know what happened right now. Where did Audrey go?

[00:14:13]Audriana.

[00:14:15]>> Sorry, I'm fixing something.

[00:14:17]>> Oh, okay. No worries.

[00:14:21]Um, [snorts] I've always been a nerd, you know, like I always liked to tinker with electronics and software and stuff. So, back then in 2004, I already had my own business. Um, and um, that business allowed me to come to America. And most of you all know my story. I've told it before and I was supposed to tell it on this documentary. There's also a bunch of people with questions about this damn documentary that just came out. you know, Big Girls Wanted Escaping Paradise.

[00:14:54]And so, if there's any questions about the documentary, please feel free to ask.

[00:15:00]Um, you can also now super chat it. I think it's >> Yeah, I was about to say if you have a crazy question and you know for a fact we're not going to answer it, you might as well send some money and send it in a super chat and then we'll answer it cuz >> yes, >> the only way I'm answering something out of pocket is if I'm getting paid for it.

[00:15:19][laughter] >> Um, so there's a lot of questions unanswered and a lot of things that got cut out of the documentary. Like I sat there for a half hour and explained like, you know, growing up, my childhood, like how I found out that I like plus-sized women, coming to America, moving around because I lived in five cities and four states since I came to the US. Like I lived all the way from like, you know, Witchah, Kansas, LA, New Jersey, and then Vegas. Um, and >> what about dropping your Venmo and PayPal as well? Yes, we can also do that. that I would have to also research a little bit and I um would um hope that you know maybe somebody is able to um jump in that has like some experience with YouTube if that is allowed on YouTube if if we can actually like you know >> I think it is I think you can >> um >> in any in any uh case you can on the bottom where you chat there is a symbol right there next to it you can now become members there is um oh wait The memberships thing is not ready yet.

[00:16:26]There's super chat and stickers. I think um just today, literally 3 hours before going on stream, I got the notification from YouTube that my channel is finally eligible eligible for monetization.

[00:16:40]So, just like on the LCA bus, there's going to be pretty soon there's going to be a bot that's going to read out your super chats loud and play a jingle. But um for now um we're starting small, you know.

[00:16:55]We're starting small. And um let Exactly. We we are establishing the show. We're telling you guys who we are.

[00:17:07]We're talking about like what is paradise? You know, where did this whole idea come from? Um I've been part of the plus-size community since like 2006.

[00:17:16]I came into I came to the US in 2004 and I went to my first BBW bash. That's what it's called, like a B, like a big girl party in 2006. So, since then, I've been, you know, part of this community and I always wanted to support people that I like. And, um, when I ended up single after 18 years of monogous relationships and I had this damn house, I was like, you know what? Um, why not throw a party or two? Why not invite my friends over to hang out? And before TikTok was even a thing, I had people here. I was like, you know, throwing parties and like my friend Rita, I don't know the the chat might know Rita Rita Best who used to run the best BBW bash.

[00:18:00]Yes, her literally her name is Rita Best and she she used to throw the best BBW bash in Canada in Niagara Falls and that was a blast of a bash. She has always been here in Vegas.

[00:18:14]>> Oh, first super chat.

[00:18:16]>> I see it. She's always been here in Vegas, uh, helping me run parties, organizing parties, inviting people, getting a DJ, and turning my house into a fun space. The name Paradise came later. Yeah, Stefan and Riss are dating. Hey, Spooky. Thank you for the first super chat on our first episode. Um, well, I mean, to a certain extent, yeah, we are, um, we're very close. Everybody here is friends.

[00:18:45]Um, but you know, um, we're not in a relationship than others.

[00:18:52]>> Exactly. We're not in a relationship right now, but [laughter] like I mean, honestly, honestly, guys, look at her.

[00:19:00]Just look at her. Isn't she like cute as a button? Who wouldn't want to date her?

[00:19:06]>> Back off my girl. I'm the one dating her. [laughter] >> Back it up.

[00:19:11]>> Like me, okay? I like to share.

[00:19:15]Wind it up. Wind it up. Wind it up.

[00:19:16]>> You can have me. You can have me.

[00:19:20]>> Um, >> I'm winding it up.

[00:19:22]>> What about us, Rissa?

[00:19:24]>> You can have me, too. I love both of you. You and Sue me. All All four of you can have me. [ __ ] >> A. What about your husband?

[00:19:33]>> I mean, he can, too.

[00:19:35]>> Why? What do you mean no? [laughter] >> What do you mean no straight answer given? That's a pretty straight answer.

[00:19:42]Like, you know, we're currently we're not in a relationship, but we're very close.

[00:19:45]>> What do you want from them?

[00:19:48]>> Bait, but we don't have a title. That's how you put that.

[00:19:52]>> Kiki, we see you, >> Kiki.

[00:19:56]I >> And yes, Georgiana, that is absolutely right. Um um we are both our orientation is uh poly polyamorous. So, like I am definitely interested in hopefully at some point exploring uh a poly relationship again if that works out with the right people. And Stacy, there is no bot yet. There's no jingle, but ta, thank you so much for the $20 super chat.

[00:20:24]>> Stacey, you before the loyal bus. Love the confidence of the ladies here. People get judged way too much. Exactly. The LOLA bus was actually fun. Honestly, the people at the time that invited me to come to the LCA bus, >> um, Tech, uh, FA and Foxy, you all know if you if you are part of the LCU, if you seen the Loco Bus, there was a certain reason why they dragged me onto that show. But I don't regret it. I honestly do not regret going on Loco Bus. So, um, thank you, Stacy, so much for your $20. And here we go. The next one. Maps. Happy belated birthday to Sumi.

[00:21:09]>> We should we should sing happy birthday to Sumi.

[00:21:14]>> Happy birthday to you.

[00:21:17]>> Happy birthday to you.

[00:21:23]>> Happy birthday [laughter] to you.

[00:21:28]Happy [singing] birthday so happy birthday [laughter] Audrey. You put your whole heart and soul in your performance.

[00:21:46]>> Thank >> there's a reason why I was in marching band.

[00:21:51]>> [laughter] >> See, sometimes technology technology makes [ __ ] more complicated. Like the way that the echo cancellation works or server like you can't hear the other people sing while you're singing.

[00:22:03][laughter] It's like a that chat says me sing not me singing along. Also, thank you Eevee Fixen for the $2. Thank you. Thank you.

[00:22:12]Thank you.

[00:22:13]>> Sticker is cute.

[00:22:14]>> Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to >> ready. This is the one that my aunts and uncles used to sing to me. This is your birthday song. It isn't very long. Hey, >> it's your birthday song. It ain't very long. Hey, >> I was so cheated.

[00:22:32]>> That's my new one. It's the birthday song. It ain't very long. [laughter] >> Oh, you get the German version.

[00:22:43]>> Oh, yes.

[00:22:45]>> Come on. Keep going. I don't know very long.

[00:22:48]>> I don't know if there's any Germans in the chat or any [clears throat] Germans going to be re-watching this.

[00:22:53]>> Rude.

[00:22:55]>> Audrey, question for you from the chat.

[00:22:57]Did you get did you get any hate or flack at the bash this year because of the documentary?

[00:23:03]>> No, because I'm nice to everyone.

[00:23:05]Everyone loves me because okay, the thing is if you are the if you make yourself the problem, they'll make you a problem. Like of course on TikTok we can't help people talking [ __ ] to us and whatever like that happens but in person you're not going to bully me. You're not going to let me not have a good time and people know that. I make people very aware of that you can't upset me. So they don't because I make them know that there's nothing that they can do that will bother me. So everyone I was in every room one of every one of those girls that doesn't like us was in. I didn't say anything. I didn't do nothing. I don't need to be fake friends with people. You mind your business, they'll mind their business. You know what I mean? Like you can't give them the fire, then they're not going to have a [ __ ] fire, you know?

[00:23:49]>> Exactly.

[00:23:50]>> Like real mad that I was there.

[00:23:53]>> Who was?

[00:23:54]>> Oh, which day did you Which days did you go, Kug?

[00:23:57]>> I didn't go to any of the bash stuff, but I was at the pool like three or four days out of the week.

[00:24:01]>> Wait, who was mad you were there?

[00:24:04]>> I was getting nasty looks from the girls.

[00:24:06]>> Which ones?

[00:24:08]>> Oh, PG.

[00:24:10]Oh, I will unfortunately that's really unfortunate because the b the bash is supposed to be a safe place. The bash is supposed to be like, you know, a welcoming environment, a friendly environment. Like that's the way it used to be back in 08, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13.

[00:24:26]When I went, there was no social media.

[00:24:28]There was no [ __ ] There was no clickishness. There was no pack to to gang up on people. Like you would go to the bash and people would come and welcome you with open arms.

[00:24:38]>> Yeah. Hey, Kitty Girl Rock with a super chat.

[00:24:41]>> Kitty girl.

[00:24:43]Kitty rock. Kitty girl. We don't have any um sound effects for it, but here's what I got.

[00:24:52]>> Yes. [laughter] >> All right.

[00:24:58]>> I'm not going to answer that question because it's a little too >> Well, we can say this. We They say, "Can you all discuss the betrayal your experienced after we lost Shay?" I'm really confused honestly.

[00:25:13]>> Yeah, >> we are all confused as well. And >> let's just say Shay was the glue >> and we all miss Shay dearly. Like anybody that's watched Paradise in the last year and a half or like you know the almost two years will always remember her sitting in this chair. Like every time I was on live she was in this chair. Like she was like literally my office sidekick right here. And losing her this unexpectedly like um was tough was hard. And then having like certain people almost like instantly turn their backs on us, on me in particular, it it hit hard. But like while this is called the fat tea, let's not start this out on the first day with talking about other people. And um let's just say we all grieve her loss tremendously and we miss her. And um we wish I personally absolutely wish that like you know things were different but we have to we have to keep living you know life is short. I keep saying like you know um once you realize that your life your actual existence on this planet literally just consists of two dates and a dash in between. We need to make the most out of that dash. Like we cannot like stop and we all have to realize and we have to sit down and really like look at ourselves and say like okay what do I want to do? What what do I want this life to be? Because there's one thing that no money can buy and that is time.

[00:27:13]So, um, oh, Doriana's in the chat. Hi, Doriana.

[00:27:21]I just saw you. Like, again, apologies to the chat. I'm not I'm not constantly reading everything.

[00:27:27]>> Um, Sheay would have not only loved the podcast. She would she would have probably made another song for it.

[00:27:34]Um, because as you guys know, she had a real talent of writing songs. She made the I found paradise song that is now on um uh Spotify and she made the intro song that you guys listened to when this podcast started. That is all. Shay, >> I'm sorry to interrupt, but there is a another very very very very good topic to discuss and somebody put it in the super chat and this one we can discuss for $10 because it's really not worth much.

[00:28:05]>> Okay. Well, tada. Somebody somebody hit the soundboard because I'm not prepared for this.

[00:28:11]>> Hold on. Hold on. [laughter] >> Yay. Thank you, Jenny.

[00:28:18]>> For the $10 super chat. Can >> we discuss K Bear? Okay, now you guys are asking for tea.

[00:28:30]Um, >> we're going to start tea in the next episode, right? How much how much do we want to get into this? Like um >> how about we give a little um splash of it so then next episode we can talk talk about it.

[00:28:44]>> Yes. So people will want to come back too because when it comes to when it comes to K bear technically I could probably dedicate an entire episode to her. The things that she did to people to the house to the neighbors. The betrayal is real. So, let me just say, let me just say, um, back in 2024, um, Kia came to visit and then pretty quickly she came to me and asked me if she could live here and make content.

[00:29:15]Um, in her recent, I don't even know 2586 part series about like, you know, how Paradise is a bad place and how she escaped and how she's a victim. In the very first part of it all, she claims that um she came here to make money. She saw the house, she saw me that like, you know, this guy has money. Let me milk him. Let me let me use the situation.

[00:29:39]Right? So, she came here with a very clear idea. I'm going to benefit from this place. I'm going to make some money there. And at the end of the day, very sadly, you know, um, [ __ ] went sideways when she didn't get along with another person living in the house and took it all online and and split it spread it all over TikTok for drama, created some false allegations against people, and then moved out in the middle of the night. And ever since she's been claiming that I'm everything under the sun, right? You know, it this is always how how it works with these women. When they don't get what they want, then all of a sudden, oh, Stefan is a predator.

[00:30:24]Stefan is this, Stefan is that. Yeah.

[00:30:27]Um, you can rewatch it later. Just Jennis. Yes. The entire stream is going to be available for you guys to rewatch.

[00:30:34]Exactly like Low. Oh, Pinky. You can go in later and you can restart the stream and you can watch it all in peace and quiet with your headphones or whatever. And you can like um listen to my annoying voice again. Um who was the other woman to to sell cars? Oh, that was Alana. Her name was Alana and she lived here too. There was a time when Alana and K bear both lived here and them two they just did not get along.

[00:31:05]And um very sadly um it got it got very toxic. It got toxic to the point that I had to ask both of them to move out like ASAP and they did.

[00:31:18]So, um, Jenny, um, to answer that little bit of your question, I definitely got some pretty incriminating tea on Kar and, uh, depending on, you know, how this goes, like how the interest level is on this kind of stuff. Uh, LOL bus was one of those um shows or one of those YouTube situations where I was finally able to actually present some evidence in some shape or form.

[00:31:45]And uh I have so much evidence on abusive on and toxic people that have been through this house. I was actually somewhat surprised to not see Kbug on the documentary. Uh K Bear, sorry. Kbug was >> excuse me. Kbug was K Bear was not. I would have been at this point like the way this documentary was produced like I would have been not surprised to see K bear on there like you know claiming that she's another survivor.

[00:32:14]>> The tea on him and me.

[00:32:17]>> The tea on who? On you and K.

[00:32:20]>> The tea on you and Kbug.

[00:32:22]>> Well Kbug spill it. [laughter] Reason number 832,963.5 why I left paradise.

[00:32:32]>> You escaped paradise. [laughter] >> Uh, it was because his towels weren't big enough.

[00:32:44]>> His towels weren't big enough.

[00:32:46]>> Yeah.

[00:32:46]>> How many of them How many of my pool towels do you still have at your house?

[00:32:49]Huh?

[00:32:50]>> I have none. I have two from the Tuskanyany. [laughter] >> [snorts] >> Well, Kbog is one of those few people like when she came here to visit the first time beforehand just like the other women that like started all the allegations against me later. Kber and I worked somewhat flirtatious like you know back in the Discord days like you know there was a little bit like loaded chats or whatever [laughter] and then she came to the house and it was just a different vibe like Kbug and I just vibed as friends like there was never really any like disco stick writing or anything and it's never turned >> it's never turned >> never call it that again please [laughter] literally >> disco stick writing >> like Rissa Yuk how does the song Oh.

[00:33:40]>> Oh. Want to take a ride on your disco?

[00:33:42]>> I want to take a ride on your disco stick.

[00:33:44]>> Disco stick. Let's have some fun. This beat is sick. I want to take a ride on your disco.

[00:33:50]>> Exactly. When Ka came here, we immediately had like a friend vibe. Like And it never It was never awkward. It was never weird.

[00:33:59]Um, you know, she participated in the in the in the communal booty tapping like and it was never an issue. and >> she's been here. She's been here and then she met her now husband T-Bug. So sometimes when they come over, we need some bug spray.

[00:34:17]>> And um we we actually had like K and T got married here in Vegas, right? You got married?

[00:34:22]>> No, we got married up in Oregon. We did our one-year >> renewal. You did the renewal here.

[00:34:28]>> Yeah. At the house. Yeah. But you got married in Oregon.

[00:34:32]>> Yeah.

[00:34:33]>> And you met him where?

[00:34:34]>> Uh here at the house.

[00:34:36]>> No, no, no. Facebook dating.

[00:34:38]>> Facebook dating. Yes. Right. She met him on Facebook dating. She brought him to paradise. She She brought him to the house and said like, "Hey, uh, this is this crazy house in Vegas that we all hang out at. Like, you you need to come over." And >> I was living there at the time.

[00:34:53]>> And he came to visit. That's kind of cool. Yeah.

[00:34:56]>> And never left. He was supposed to be just a one night stand. Those are always [laughter] >> And so the chat really quick. Every now and then I still talk to Alana. She's been here recently. Uh she cooked at some point and she made her famous her famous um cowboy pie and uh then the other day she was here and picked up some mail.

[00:35:23]>> Um so yeah, I still I still talk to Alana.

[00:35:28]Like we're still friends. Um, >> who do you think is the most dramatic person to ever be there? And who do you think is the funniest?

[00:35:35]>> The most dramatic person that's ever been here is hands down Kar.

[00:35:39]>> Yeah.

[00:35:40]>> K Bear is like nothing beats Kar. It's like it's that Italian blood. Like you know when you when once she doesn't once once she doesn't like you, she will literally like her own boyfriend was sitting on the on the living room floor floor crying and complaining that how abusive she was and that he that she wouldn't let him leave.

[00:36:00]Um legit question. If they have to sign an NDA, hold on. If they sign have to sign an NDA, why can you share house gossip? Um, the NDA is is new. The NDA has only been in place since uh very very shortly before she passed and K bear obviously never signed it.

[00:36:25]Otherwise, I would have had her in court for the [ __ ] that she said online about me and the house. Uh, Rissa is doing selfies. I don't know.

[00:36:34]Would you all be interested in doing a cruise meet and greet? I don't know if anybody >> if anybody would be comfortable going on a cruise. Like I've >> I've been on a cruise before um >> they're not very fat friendly though.

[00:36:49]>> I know. But they have buffets.

[00:36:52]>> Yes. Like especially like the bathrooms.

[00:36:55]>> Is the buffet the part that makes it fat friendly? [laughter] >> Somebody just said, "I've never seen a man involved in so much drama with women. Insane." Well, I mean, have you ever tried to be part of a group of women?

[00:37:12]>> Hey, we're very dramaree.

[00:37:18]>> I mean, you are.

[00:37:20]>> Women have no drama.

[00:37:22]>> I mean, some women.

[00:37:24]>> I'm just kidding.

[00:37:25]>> Okay, Audrey, what foundation do you use? Your makeup is flawless.

[00:37:29]>> I use the Thank you, babe. I use the Fit Me foundation and the E.L.F. Camo concealer. This stuff is really good, too. So, those two combinations will get you right.

[00:37:43]>> And uh will you cover the piggy style dirt [laughter] piggy style dirt drama? Maybe eventually I'm also scheduled actually Oh [ __ ] I almost forgot. Like this Wednesday I have to go to a professional studio in town. Um I'm getting interviewed for a pretty big podcast.

[00:38:01]>> I thought that was great.

[00:38:03]That was what?

[00:38:05]>> I thought that was today.

[00:38:06]>> No, Wednesday.

[00:38:08]You said >> the 22nd.

[00:38:10]>> Yeah, I thought that was today.

[00:38:11]>> Today's the 20th.

[00:38:13]>> My bad.

[00:38:14]>> Today is the 20th. Yeah. So, maybe, you know, I still have a lot of stuff that I'm I've been sitting on. And um again, it would probably be best placed in an episode about like the documentary because the documentary originally the production people had told me that like I was going to be able to tell my story which kind of like didn't really happen in the full capacity that it should have. you know, like they gave me 10% of my camera time that like they they aired they aired about 10% of my interviews and they showed about they showed about 1% of my evidence.

[00:38:55]>> So, if I if you guys want to ask us personal questions or um experiences or whatever, this is the time to do it.

[00:39:02]Next week when we start or this week, we might talk about this week too, but when we plan to talk about more of the drama, the tea, that's the stuff we'll answer.

[00:39:09]But if you guys want to know like personal questions about each each other or what we do for work or whatever the hell whatever anything personal that what to ask right now, >> right? And just to go really quick to the chat. Yes, I still talk to both of them. Um, how many nights a week will we be on?

[00:39:28]That depends on you guys, Link. Like honestly, how often do you want to see us? How many topics do you have that you want us to talk about? you know um everybody watching and everybody re-watching later this stream you are all invited to come on the discord and we have a channel in the discord it is called um the fat and you can drop our you can you can drop your ideas like if you have a specific topic you want to talk about if you want to come on the show and be in one of these boxes right here you can and um you know if you have any input for There is a channel for you all to participate in this. This is not supposed to be a one-way like broadcast like we are just sitting here babbling and and you guys are consuming. This is just like the Tik Tok lives. This is supposed to be paradise, a place of acceptance and love, which also includes being very interactive with you guys. We love you viewers. We want you to participate.

[00:40:32]We are not just like the real housewives of New Jersey that like bicker at each other and you guys can sit there and giggle. No, we want to include you in any way, shape or form with your questions, your super chats, of course, >> they are always welcome, ideas, and even your face. All you need is a phone and a Discord account. That's all it takes to come on the show.

[00:40:55]>> I mean, if we wanted to try out with our first guest, we could. Any volunteers?

[00:41:04]>> I want to see what it would be like to pull a person in from the waiting room.

[00:41:07]I want to see >> Oh, like I don't know if anybody is watching right now that's actually active in the Discord and has access to the to the [clears throat] waiting room because what you need to know about this Discord too, Paradise Discord always has been from January 1st of 2021, the entire Paradise Discord has been ID verification and 18 plus. So, if you are a member of the Discord, you have access to the studio channels and you can come into the waiting area and then we can pull you in the show. Um, [clears throat] I think Paradise, very good comment in the chat right now. I think Paradise needs to come back being more positive.

[00:41:47]It was so nice when Sunumi came to the house with her positivity. I agree. I agree. That's why we're doing this, too.

[00:41:55]We want to bring you guys not just [ __ ] tea. We don't just want to like, you know, bash people and say like, "Oh, how bad was K bear when she was at the house." No, we already have topics in the back of our minds like, you know, burlesque dancing as a plus-sized woman.

[00:42:09]Audrey might want to do a a full-on makeup tutorial. Maybe Sumi wants to do one. Uh, you know, there's all sorts of topics. You know, that could be a hair dye party. You guys, >> we were talking about get Rissa was talking about getting a slip and slide and putting in the backyard and doing an episode where we all slip and slide.

[00:42:26]like we have like a bunch of it's going to be a lot of fun stuff like stuff that you don't see us doing on regular lives all the time. Um we're not just talking about tea, but if there's some drama and things that happen, we'll do an episode.

[00:42:37]So if there's something there's always stuff happening in the Paradise universe. So >> guys, you always have to remember that this is literally um it's a it's a open space. Like this is more open and free than Tik Tok. So we have to censor oursel on Tik Tok. you don't get all the words and like the full story because we can't say everything. So just remember if a topic is rehashed it's it's for good reasons like >> we can be more open about it.

[00:43:08]>> Yeah.

[00:43:09]>> On here on this platform I can actually talk freely unlike Tik Tok. On Tik Tok, there are certain things when you just mention them, you get a violation. And um here >> I am not eating the dirt under my nails.

[00:43:24]I am biting my nails. And if you don't like my bad habit.

[00:43:27]>> Uh yes, Robin J. I do.

[00:43:29]>> Oh, yummy.

[00:43:31]>> Unfortunately, I think the tea raises so much more bigger important questions like with everything with the K bear woman, which I've never met her. I've never met Sheay. I still feel like her presence and stuff, but I've never met these people. But when I saw the K bear situation, I cried. I baldled and I couldn't stop crying for like 5 minutes because it was so intense. It was so dramatic and it raises so many questions about trauma about how people treat each other. And especially as a plus-sized person, we get treated pretty poorly almost everywhere we go. like in person, especially online with people hiding behind screens.

[00:44:15]>> And by raising these questions and bringing this visibility and awareness, it's such an important discussion and conversation to have in public spaces.

[00:44:24]>> Exactly. Period. Like there is that's such a big topic in itself like you know how are plus-sized people and people who associate with plus-sized people being treated in society out what I always call the muggle world right uh Emily actually made a really good point in her in her in the on the documentary when she said like you know when she came to paradise it almost felt like a little a utopia like a place that is not real like a Disneyland And um and that comment it really makes sense you know because from what I've heard sadly I mean very sadly it happens but for me it's also just secondhand information like you know plus people are treated like [ __ ] everywhere and it's upsetting and there is like you know there should be more movement against that there should be more uprising there should be more like you know I don't know what else to say but Like you know Sumi makes a really good point like there could be a whole discussion like what can we all do as a society as members of the society as members of the community and not members of the community. There's probably a bunch of skinny people watching this this this uh stream right now. Like you guys can be part of this.

[00:45:45]You can be supporters the same way I am a full like a hardcore supporter of LGBTQ. Like I'm I'm boring. I'm straight and pretty like uh uh vanilla, but I am a hardcore supporter because I believe in allowing everybody to participate in or to to to do whatever you want to do as long as it's legal and as long as nobody's getting hurt.

[00:46:05]>> What's the problem?

[00:46:07]>> Exactly.

[00:46:08]>> So, that's a whole >> um >> so there's more like we don't want to just talk [ __ ] on here, which is obviously fun. And it's fun to talk [ __ ] but we want to talk our [ __ ] The our experiences, our things we've been through, like what what it is to be a fat woman, you know, or a man who likes fat women. You know, it's like, you know, you get hate being anything in this world. You know, everyone's judged for c certain things and then especially fat people. It's crazy. Like fat people are fat because they eat, not cuz they're they do anything else. Like so the shame that they get is just unbelievable. Same thing for being gay.

[00:46:42]Like being gay is you're just gay. like it has nothing to do with your personhood, who you are, what you do, how you think. Like you just like the same sex. That's it. As simple as that.

[00:46:53]And we just like food. So >> yeah. and and and and there's a whole discussion that like uh when Shay first came here, there was this whole drama about like this you this Tik Tok channel where they were literally making they were they went live on Tik Tok with a background picture intentionally making fun of plus size people and saying things like obesity is a choice. I got into it with them. Like I got into it with them hardcore because I personally believe that obesity is not always a choice. Yes, we all have eating habits.

[00:47:26]Mine too. Like I eat like I eat like trash. Like you know I've I've I I put some weight on, you know, since I've been in the US. But there's also plenty of medical conditions. I have a friend in uh in Washington state who at some point weighed over 700 lb. And um the reason for that was a thyroid issue. And it was [clears throat] not laziness. It was not like oh like blatant overeating like all that kind of stuff. The thing is that like what I hate is when people generalize so much and they say everybody is this, everybody does that.

[00:47:58]As soon as there's one case that is not the case, that statement is invalid. What are you saying, Audrey? I was just saying I mean I love the girl but 700 lb just from a thyroid issue. Are we sure she wasn't going to McDonald's a little bit?

[00:48:13]>> She was actually vegan too.

[00:48:16]>> How can you be 700?

[00:48:17]>> I weighed I weighed 600 lb when I was vegan.

[00:48:21]>> Yeah.

[00:48:22]>> Yeah.

[00:48:24]>> Oh, >> period.

[00:48:26]No, cuz I agree that not everyone is fat. I agree with that. But because of but 700 lb that just seems a little bit >> she was putting a little effort in.

[00:48:37][laughter] >> She I I did not judge the girl like I can just say that like you know tell you the what she was going through like radiation therapy and and and stuff and surgeries and like she was [clears throat] trying really hard and um >> yeah did she lose it?

[00:48:52]>> She lost some now. Yeah. she's she's been doing better. And um the the comment in the chat right there, the stigma attached to overweight is ridiculous. Yes. Like something something that I will never understand is look look at Audrey for example.

[00:49:13]Um Oh, you lied to [laughter] the ghost. Look at Audrey for example.

[00:49:20]Right. absolutely like immaculate face card, right? But people get pissed.

[00:49:26]People get downright outraged when they see somebody like her just for the fact that she's plus-siz, you know? She doesn't even have to say anything negative. She She doesn't have to be mean to somebody. She doesn't have to to to do something. Just sitting there and existing. Like people get pissed about other people existing.

[00:49:50]Yeah, it's even like worse when you're you are like a pretty fat girl too. It's like well it's like both like I don't know everyone gets it in both ways. It's like even if you're a fat person that's just try not all done up and not trying to be like that. But it's like kind of in the way that I do this. This is myself. Like I would be doing this if I was skinny or fat like getting all ready, putting on my outfits, all that stuff. And I feel like as a fat person you're like shamed either way. like you you're you're not allowed to be pretty or like you're not allowed to like it's like oh lipstick on a pig type [ __ ] You know what I mean? Like that we're not allowed to enhance our features because we're fat like or we're not allowed to like love ourselves or it's just ridiculous. Like we're the same type of people as a skinny person. Like we're no different than anyone else. Um and to shame someone is just un it's just unbelievable. Like I would never shame someone else for how they want to live, what they look like, whatever it is.

[00:50:40]Like as long as as long as you're not a bad person on the inside, like I'm not going to care what you look like on the outside, you know? Like, and >> like how can you shame someone for just existing >> existing like simply existing like I'm not bothering anyone. No one else is.

[00:50:54]Like >> that's what I'm saying. That's exactly the point that I was making. It's kind of like people should be judged by how they behave, like what they do to others, how they treat others, you know, uh the things that they contribute to society or to their friend circle or whatever. And not just by looks. It's like it's sadly like one even in 2026 America, it's still very sadly in society a very very acceptable uh um action is to bully and harass people just based on their appearance like you know when they're plus-siz like um and I always asked the question you know I that's why I made my Tik Tok you know that's why I came on Tik Tok and I I first when I found Tik Tok I was like hey you know this is a platform where I can go and I can talk about like how I feel about things, you know, the things that I like, the things that I dislike.

[00:51:48]And that's how the whole paradise Tik Tok even came about because I wanted to speak up. I wanted to say, hey, not only do I like him round and chunky, but I also encourage all the other males out there, all the other dudes to say, "Hey, I like him big, too. There's no reason to be in a closet about it."

[00:52:09]Like, you know, if you go to a bar >> real quick, real quick, I just want the chat to calm the [ __ ] down, going off on Rissa the way they are for no reason.

[00:52:21]>> What are they saying?

[00:52:23]>> She's trying to become Shay. She's copying Shay. She's doing all this.

[00:52:28]Like, it's it Y'all need to chill the [ __ ] out.

[00:52:36]Rissa, where you at?

[00:52:39]Oh, I'm here.

[00:52:41]>> Would you turn your camera off?

[00:52:43]>> Yeah, I'm smoking.

[00:52:45]>> Oh, I was just going to say >> No, I'm still here. I'm still in the background and my mic's on.

[00:52:53]>> We have um five minutes left. Do you want to like how we go down the line and like say what we want for from this podcast and like what or I don't know something like a little ending statement.

[00:53:05]Oh, like us like we make statements.

[00:53:09]>> Yeah. I'm saying like go down the line or something like say something you're excited about that you want to do or I don't know.

[00:53:16]>> Yeah. I mean honestly what I hope that comes from this is um the original mission of Paradise is like you know acceptance and love and try to tell people you know plus-siz people are actually people and obviously we're all going to have like some juicy topics that's why it's called the fat tea there's going to be tea there's going to be receipts there's going to be some drama here and there you know but at the end of the day what I'm hoping the most coming out of this is uh viewer interaction. I want to I want this to be funny and entertaining and captivating and I want people to be here and participate in it and uh we should all laugh together and we should all like you know uh uh come up with [ __ ] that like um is going to be interesting to watch because why is anybody watching YouTube right now? For the content.

[00:54:12]>> Mhm.

[00:54:13]>> That's it at the end of the day. Uh guys, this is content. We are um on here for a reason and um a people are saying I'm excited for the show. It seems great so far.

[00:54:28]Yes, thank you guys. Remember everybody also remember especially the chat right now. This is our very first time that we're doing this format. You've seen us for years on Tik Tok just with a camera walking around just like you know completely unplanned un you know just taking the Tik Tok everywhere and you can see us you can watch us you can interact with us. This is a little bit of a different format. This is where we really go in like uh Kbug said earlier we will be able to go really deep into certain questions. on Tik Tok it's kind of like fast-paced and you know music playing and then there is like you know somebody walking in or like you know the chat is just tripping over each other here um we can have certain topics that we really go deep into and that we also can talk about a lot better and a lot more freely and the fact alone that like you know Audrey can be sitting there completely like uh appropriately dressed like this and and us not getting a [ __ ] violation for sexual activities or whatever is worth is worth a lot. So this is the platform for you guys. If you want to know more about us, if you want to find out more, if you actually if you are planning to visit paradise, you know, uh there's always ways to do that. You can come on the discord, you can get to know Audrey, you can get to know Rissa, you can get to know Sumi and um you can chat with us. Like this is not all just centered around me. like I just live here, but like you know if you like Audrey, you can come here to visit Audrey to to to meet her and stuff like that, right? So you can always send us messages on Discord. My personal DMs are always open on Instagram and everybody that you see on the screen right now is also listed on paradise.net in the girls section. They all everybody has their link trees. I think um Kbuck, you don't, but like everybody else has a link tree.

[00:56:20]I need to you and I need to figure that out.

[00:56:23]>> You need to make like a profile page or something. Yeah, >> I think you need to moderate me cuz so small needs to be timed out.

[00:56:32]>> Oh, I mean that's that's also a question that can be very very quickly answered.

[00:56:37]>> Yeah, but it's annoying. They just keep sharing it and they just keep putting it and putting it. You know what? Like nobody in this box, nobody up here besides me um is should be talking about anything between me and Shay because any of the stuff that happened between me and Shay is mine and Shay's business.

[00:56:53]And if I don't want to share it, I'm not obligated to share it. You know, everybody knew me and Shay weren't close. That's between me and Shay. It doesn't matter why. Just know we weren't close.

[00:57:04]>> And um why I'm wear Why I wear Shay's clothes, they were [ __ ] given to me.

[00:57:09]her friends went through her clothes after she passed away and they gave me stuff. Why wouldn't I wear something that was given to me?

[00:57:16]>> Right. And I also feel like, you know, just like same as Loco. Um some things you don't even have to >> like don't give don't don't give it don't give it any energy, you know. Uh obviously we are going to that's normal.

[00:57:31]It's social media. There's going to be hate watchers in here.

[00:57:34]>> I just said like you need time the person out. That's it.

[00:57:38]Um, >> they can talk all they want about me.

[00:57:40]It's not going to bother me none.

[00:57:46]>> It ain't even about the fact that they just keep talking about Russa's wearing Sha's clothes. First of all, this top isn't Shay's. This top was Esme's. Me and Ezme traded. So, yeah, I'm wearing an Esme top, but Esme has my top. So, what about that?

[00:58:02]>> Um, the chat says, "We love you, Rissa."

[00:58:05]>> I love you guys, too. And um we um there's obviously it's social media, there's going to be hate watchers and there's going to be people recording this and doing [ __ ] reaction channels and try to like exploit us for their [ __ ] content.

[00:58:21]Always remember, we are the original. We are the ones that go on here and we talk to you guys.

[00:58:28]Everybody else like talking [ __ ] or using our content for their [ __ ] entertainment is literally just copying us because they can't be us. So um the world makes you sad. They hate Exactly. Tinker. Exactly.

[00:58:46]>> And Tiny. Hi. Also guys, um remember um if you haven't subscribed yet to this channel, um you would do good doing so. And then set your alarm, the the little alarm bell.

[00:59:06]When you subscribe to the channel, there's a little alarm bell. You can tap that and you can turn your notifications on.

[00:59:13]And once you have done that, you will get a ping on your phone the moment we go live. When you come in the discord, if you are a member of Paradise Discord, you can give yourself a role in the roles and channels section, you can choose a role which is called live ping and then you will get a notification the moment the channel goes live right here on YouTube. So, there's different methods of like, you know, staying connected.

[00:59:41]And um the schedule for the podcast right now is like 6:00 p.m. And we'll see how it goes. It it depends on you guys. Like you play you play a role in this guys.

[00:59:53]If you keep us on our tippy toes, if you keep us entertained, if you keep us entertaining you guys, we're going to be on here every day at 6:00 p.m. Pacific, 9:00 p.m. Eastern for 1 hour.

[01:00:06]Yes, we are still in this. No, wait. Um, Sunumi is at home in Arizona. Kbug is at home in Vegas and >> down the road.

[01:00:14]>> Down the road, like 10 minutes away from here. Audrey is in her room downstairs.

[01:00:20]>> I got a tinkle >> and I'm in the office. Yeah, we're we're almost done. Like it's it's uh it's 7:03.

[01:00:26]Uh I would uh >> Yeah, really quick to finish >> to to finish this off. Okay, you're you're ready to leave. To finish this off, let's do what Audrey said. Like, I went on a long tangent, but like Audrey, Audriana, what do you want to come out of this? Like, what gets you excited about being on here?

[01:00:48]>> I want to reach out to more I can't put this up. I want I want a better stand. I want to reach out to more fat women and make them feel confident and like help them with their their confidence and like be able to live this life as a fat woman because everyone deserves to live life as themselves and whoever they want to be.

[01:01:11]If that's fat, gay, weird looking with a mohawk, I don't care. Whatever you want to do, you do it because all we have in this life is our expression and us as people and to like be able to show who we are. And like if you can't do that, you have nothing in this life. I feel like if you can't be yourself fully and be comfortable in this body cuz you only got one. And even if you don't like it, do I like myself this big? Not all the time. But do I love myself just the same as if I was skinny? Absolutely. You can hate, you can not like the fact that you're fat and health reasons and stuff like that or it's not your body you want to be in. But you should love yourself the same even if you were skinny or not.

[01:01:49]And that's where it's really important.

[01:01:51]And I want everyone to feel that way about themselves.

[01:01:54]>> And Audi's Audi's message for this summer, >> wear that damn bikini.

[01:01:59]>> Damn bikini.

[01:02:01]>> Yes. Kbog, what's your take on this?

[01:02:05]Like what do you want to come from this?

[01:02:07]>> I want to come from this. Like I want to do different type of episodes on like just a girls episode where we talk about what it's like trying to be intimate while being big.

[01:02:18]>> Oh, good one. Good one. you know, >> put that in the put that in the host chat. That's a good topic.

[01:02:24]>> Okay. Cuz like, you know, I grew up in a town in a state that you're not fat, you're skinny, you're a runner. Like >> that's what you do. And you're also not gay unless you're in like Portland.

[01:02:42]>> Like outside of Portland in Oregon, it's very red. It's very Republican. It's very racist. And so coming from that type of an area, I was in very deep in the closet.

[01:02:53]>> Um, God, that's a really good idea.

[01:02:55]Really quick, sorry to interrupt you, Kbug, in the chat. Very good idea.

[01:02:58]Somebody says, "Do you guys ever meet people in Vegas out in public?" We could >> we could do an IRL stream and go to Freemont Street or something. But like we currently we currently have not done anything like that in regular. But if the interest is there >> as a result of this uh podcast or YouTube stream right here, we can definitely set something up where we can go out in real life in a safe public space and uh organize a meet and greet.

[01:03:26]I would totally be down for that. Sorry, KA. Keep going.

[01:03:30]>> Uh I totally lost track. Um, basically, yeah, I want to talk about things that, you know, are taboo to talk about.

[01:03:40]>> I want to, like Sumi said, like a lot of stuff gets opened up that we can't talk about on TikTok.

[01:03:47]>> Oh, but I Yeah, like even like um what's it called? Like health like like um how to take care of yourself as a fat girl.

[01:03:54]Like how to wash your body correctly.

[01:03:57]Like stuff like that. Like things that like like we don't talk about. Like we'll do girl nights where we'll talk about our tips and tricks and stuff like that. Like cuz being a big girl like there's lots of stuff you have to do to make sure you you're taken care of and stuff like that and you don't get rashes. Like there's stuff that that's gross >> products we use.

[01:04:13]>> Yeah. So we'll talk about that stuff too.

[01:04:16]>> I just got like some text messages while we're talking from somebody that's like been in contact with me. They're saying I want to know what it's like being on top. How >> how does that work? How does the girl keep from smooshing the guy? I always wonder about things like that. Well, there's different put it in the put it in the I mean that's that's a good talk like that's the entire topic about like you know um girls talk if you like one of these days uh we can organize it so it's only the girls on stream so it's like uh the chat behaves better uh uh and then you guys can literally or you girls can talk about all these things you know um Kbuck that is a very good point how to be intimate and um you know the challenges I think Rissa has A couple of really good things to say about that, too, because um you know uh when the experience is there, like uh to actually help people out here watching this being plus-size and wondering like, oh, they I'm shy like I I can't do this or I can't do that or I I I uh I feel like, you know, I wouldn't be able to. and then having other people like encourage them and say, "You know what? If you do it this way or if you put the pillows here or whatever or you turn around, you can do it. You all you need to do is like do it. Try it."

[01:05:37][snorts] Um, anything else? Um, okay. Buck that you wanted to say. If not, then Mike microphone to Rissa.

[01:05:48]Um, I think that I'm mostly excited about having a platform where we can voice ourselves freely. Um, and you know, being a host and being a part of the show like yeah, of course, I'm going to take all my other hosts opinions into um into um what's the [ __ ] word? Like >> consideration.

[01:06:09]>> Consideration. Yes. Um I've been hitting this pen too much. Um, [laughter] but I also know I'm in a space where I can vocalize myself and nobody's going to judge me. Nobody's going to shut me up.

[01:06:23]Yes, they might disagree with me. Um, it's life that happens, but um, yeah, I'm excited about all the things that are going to come from this platform and like sharing experiences.

[01:06:36]Um, it's pretty much it. And like all the exciting challenges like Audrey and them said, like I do want to build a [ __ ] slipping slide in the backyard and do like fat girl slipping slide and [ __ ] but I don't want to do the hospital.

[01:06:51]>> I'll be doing the next night from the hospital.

[01:06:56]>> Wait, what do you want?

[01:06:58]>> Yes.

[01:07:02]Sumi, >> your turn.

[01:07:07]Um, I don't know. I'm I'm really looking forward to honestly like just the visibility. You don't see a lot of like I can't name fat like 10 fat actors off the top of my head. Like you really don't see fat people, plus-sized people anywhere. And so having a space where there are fat people talking so openly is super important. Like we could easily fill an hour just reading out hate comments, going one at a time, reading out hate comments because there's so much hate in this world and so much stigmatization and dehumanization. Like all of the bad things are projected onto people that look like me or that look like Rissa or that look like Audrey or that look like Kbug. Like it's everywhere. Literally everywhere. It's billion dollar industries. So even something small can make such a big difference to people because you don't see people that look like us talking openly.

[01:08:10]>> And you were so right. It's one of the things I've said on locom too. Um you'd be hardressed to find any single Hollywood production like movie or TV show or whatever where the plus-sized person isn't the laughingtock of the show. the crazy one, the one that needs to lose weight or the one that like, you know, is is somehow out of the ordinary.

[01:08:33]Like, why can't Wonder Woman be fat? You know, why can't there be like any kind of movie with a plus-sized person in it, like decently plus-siz, you know, and just acting the role, like no attention given to her size, like literally just a random normal role acting the character and like that their size just doesn't matter.

[01:09:01]>> Exactly. I don't know any I mean Shallow Hell is all about the the the fetish or like the weirdness like you know of that person and even filming that they used a fat suit. They didn't even use a real plus-siz actress but like you know >> crazy.

[01:09:16]>> It's sad. It's really sad. Like you know why wouldn't somebody like Audrey be a real character in a real movie? And >> that's like that's like having a disabled person in a in a movie in a wheelchair and not actually just having a real disabled person like having someone fake it. Like why there's so many people in wheelchairs. Why would you give the opportunity to someone in a [ __ ] actual wheelchair?

[01:09:40]>> Like what?

[01:09:41]>> Really quick to the chat. Yes, Stacy.

[01:09:43]We're very much aware of this. This is what we said earlier and I am, as you can see, I'm not even reacting to the negative comments. There is some people here talking some vile [ __ ] about me.

[01:09:51]Honestly, I don't give a [ __ ] This is YouTube. You can literally just [ __ ] off. Like, I I I don't care. Like, you can say anything you want. Like, if the chat gets too toxic, we're just going to turn it to um members only. So, this this this week when we when we go on here, if the hate takes over, you guys just going to have to pay to chat. Easy as that. And um um other than that, like you know, who cares? It's just a random person with no significance in anybody's life trying to talk [ __ ] in the chat instead of just sitting down, shutting the [ __ ] up, grabbing a bag of popcorn, and listen to us talk because that's what we're here for. And yes, to reiterate that before we get off of here, um this channel is called the Fat Tea. There is going to be tea, guys.

[01:10:44]We're going to keep it interesting, but we also don't want it to degrade into just another one of those like we talk [ __ ] about everybody all the time and we create [ __ ] and we we invent [ __ ] and we we make fanfiction [ __ ] about people. No, we are going to be answering questions honestly, truthfully, and with receipts. You know, if uh there are situations where um Rissa feels the need to defend herself and she has the receipts for it, you guys better be ready.

[01:11:15]And um I will not overly moderate this because this is YouTube. On Tik Tok, if you get nasty, you get blocked.

[01:11:24]uh on here on YouTube, if you're behaving nasty in the chat, you are literally just showing the rest of the viewers who you really are because we don't give anybody any reason to be nasty in the chat. And if we talk about real tea, about abuse, like K bear and stuff like that, if K bear comes in the [ __ ] chat, we're going to address her and not mute her. If [ __ ] Piggy shows up in this chat, I'm gonna address her and I'm gonna throw the evidence that I have in her face and make her look like the person that she is.

[01:11:58]>> We're not scared of nobody.

[01:11:59]>> We are AI on here.

[01:12:03]>> I ain't afraid of no ghost. I ain't afraid of no ghost. Like, nobody's good.

[01:12:07]>> I'm going to pee myself. So, >> all right, Audrey.

[01:12:12]>> Bye, guys. Then I had to take my eyelashes off cuz I had a massive eyelash right in my eye socket that I've been Look what I did.

[01:12:19]>> Oh my lanta.

[01:12:21]>> I'm dying. So I got to go take it out, too. I got to go flush my eye out. Love you guys.

[01:12:27]>> Later, Audrey.

[01:12:29]All right, guys. Well, for now, make mark your calendar. Set your alarms.

[01:12:35]We're going to be back on tomorrow. Same time, same place. Tuesday, 6:00 p.m.

[01:12:41]Pacific, 9:00 p.m. Eastern. Be there or be square. And if you don't like watching us, if you think this is boring, then [ __ ] off. Easy as that. Watch something else.

[01:12:56]And uh yes, guys.

[01:12:59]Thanks for watching and we will see you guys tomorrow.

[01:13:05]>> Bye.

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