Stormy Wellington/ FTC Probation, Male Dominated Cults: Nature Boy, Trust Me & The Testaments

Ajouté : 2026-05-18

[00:00:07]What's up everybody? It's me, Erica, and we are back for another video. I have actually actually no idea what's going on in the world. I realized that I didn't know what was going on in the world until like in the middle of the night last night. It was like 10 o'clock and I was like, I don't even know what's going on down to the blogs, girl. So, let's go see what's going on down to the blogs, honey. I did I sponsored the sponsored.

[00:00:30]>> Let me tell you something.

[00:00:30]>> See a clip of a Mother's Day like a Mother's Day um event and Stefan and Cardi were there and her mother and his mother was there and they were like laughing and you know joking and um hugging on each other. I don't know.

[00:00:50]Were they kissing each other? I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I'm just really tired of male centered pickme women. And I also realized that when I was watching the Real Housewives of Atlanta that every single woman at that table is a Pikmi. Everyone. Even Even Fedra. Even Fedra. Pinky a pikmi.

[00:01:13]Angela a pikmi. Porsha a pickme. Fedra a pickme. Drew a pickme. Shamia a pickme.

[00:01:22]Kelly a pikme. All male centered women.

[00:01:25]That's why their conversations are so shallow because they really don't have anything else to talk about but men and then sex that only thing that comes out of that pervert Fedra's mouth is about sex. Every single thing that comes out of her mouth is about sex and it's it's perve it's giving perve energy. But I noticed that all these like male centered women I do I have a an a problem with them. I do like all of them. Cynthia, all of them male centered.

[00:01:56]I'm not I'm not here for it. So, let's see what's going on down to the blogs, honey, because I don't know what is going on. I did watch the interview with Coach Stormmy and uh Carlos King, Stormmy Wellington. I told you that I've been at a conference with Stormmy. I think two conferences with Stormmy when I was involved in the MLM that she was she didn't mention the MLM, but when she said she started, that's around the time that I started in the MLM. I wasn't in her downline um but I knew people in her downline and she was very impactful and she was the um she was the mentee to one of the head people in the organization.

[00:02:36]So, she learned and that became her like her uh network. That became her network.

[00:02:43]Um I do think people want to uh align MLM with scam with a Ponzi scheme. But a Ponzi scheme, like she explained, you don't get anything in return for it. You're just giving money and you don't get anything back.

[00:03:00]like what um uh what's his name that killed himself?

[00:03:06]Medov Bernie Med Bernie Med killed himself. He was doing a Ponzi scheme and that's telling you you can give me money and I'm going to give you so much money back after a while.

[00:03:18]There's no product being exchanged and I'm promising you something back. And then you just keep taking from people, taking from people, telling everybody that you're investing for for them and you're not investing for them. You're just taking their money and then asking them for more money and they're not getting anything in return. And so many people lost their like literal life savings. Um, what's his name? Bernie Med Bernie. Bernie, what is his name?

[00:03:46]Bernie Med. What was his name? I think his name was Bernie Medov. Let's see.

[00:03:54]Yeah, Bernie Maidoff. Bernie Maidoff.

[00:03:57]Bernie Maidoff. Bern Bernard Lawrence Maidoff was a an American financier, con artist, and stockbroker who was a who was the admitted mastermind of the largest known Ponzi scheme in history worth $65 billion.

[00:04:17]He was at one time the chairman of the NASDAQ NASDAQ NASDAQ stock exchange made off formed firm had two basic union units a stock brokerage and an assess management and he he hung himself right yeah hanged himself is that what I said that's right he was born in Brooklyn raised in Laurel graduated from Hoff Hofster University founded a penny stock brokerage in 1960.

[00:04:51]It eventually grew into Bernard Elm made off Investment Securities. That's a Ponzi scheme. You're not getting anything in return. How she explained it if people are are just going to be willfully obtuse and not understand. She got in trouble for saying that these are you're going to have these results from working with me and you cannot do that.

[00:05:14]And like I said in the comments, even Weight Watchers has a disclaimer on the bottom. Results may vary.

[00:05:22]Everything you see where the people are like, I got this in this amount of time and I did this in four months and I did this in a year and I did this. You cannot tell a person if you work with me, you'll be a millionaire in 6 months.

[00:05:37]You're going to get in trouble. So the FTC has put her on a goddamn baby 20year probation for making false claims because the people are coming out and saying, "Well, after 6 months, I didn't make $500,000 or whatever she was promising." I don't know the time length and the amount that she was promising.

[00:05:59]Um, but then she even said that when they had a show, remember they were going to they were going to have a reality show. I remember it was her the girl this girl named China who was also in the bis in artist remember body magics that's that's how I knew who Stormmy was outside that's my connection to Stormmy Wellington is through artist international and that was an MLM selling fajas and supplements and actually they were really good they were really good fahas and they were really good supplements they were um they had a vanilla shake they had this um juice that was like mango Mango steeen asai um all the red berries mangoeen asai. It was all the red berries and they had like different drinks and stuff like that. They were really good and I use the products and so when you use the products just like I use the products I come down here I tell you about my you know whatever I tell you about my nails I give you the link and that's it's the same exact thing. I get a percentage of whatever you buy from my word of mouth.

[00:07:01]So, if I'm wearing this this faja and I'm like, "Look how it snatches me in.

[00:07:06]Look at, you know, it gives me a smooth this and that." You're like, "Erica, where'd you get that from?" "Oh, I sell them, girl. You want to buy one from me?

[00:07:14]Here's the link. Go buy it. Go to the site and you can buy it." And then I get a percentage of that. I buy the product and it's just like literally it's called direct sales. If you understand Avon, if you understand Mary Kay, it is the same exact model. And either you you see the you see the ladies in the pink Cadillacs, they done done something. It was a lot of pink Cadillacs in LA, baby.

[00:07:36]Rolling around. The Mary Kay girls was rolling around in pink Cadillacs. You hear me? So I feel like people are being willfully obtuse when it comes to her explanation because unfortunately I agree with her that when we see a person successful, we assume like you went from welfare, you went from being a teen mom, you went from that and then you went to this. Oh, you scamming people. And it's not what she did. What was part what would be considered a scam is telling you you're going to have these results in this amount of time and you just can't do that. That's against the law. I can't promise you results. You can come into the business. You can work with Stormmy. What's his name? Work with Stormmy. Funky Doniva. He got people buying from him. He got a percentage of that and she got a percentage of what he got a percentage of. Do you understand?

[00:08:27]So it's like and then you know he kept saying underneath underneath underneath because that gives the impression of a pyramid, right? somebody at the top and there's always somebody underneath and then all the people working and that one person making a bunch of money. But in this kind of situation, you're going to make money as well. And then the person that referred you into this business, they're going to make money off of you and the work that you do. Why wouldn't you want to do that? Why is that a bad model? You work a 9 to5. You work a W2.

[00:08:59]what you're doing every single day, 40 hours a week, right? Complaining, dragging your ass into work, you are essentially the bottom of the pyramid, working your way up, and the person at the top is making the most money because your work, a percentage of what you do is going up and up and up and up and up, up the ladder. But I like the way she explained it there. We're all in the same line, and they're not necessarily in the same line. I think she wanted you to get out of the visual of of seeing it as a pyramid when it's not a pyramid because you are saying like the people like they accuse Whitney Rose of doing going down to Alibaba and buying a bunch of jewelry and then marking it up and selling it. There's no difference what the girls do with their eyelashes. They go to Alibaba, buy a bunch of eyelashes, create a eyelash boutique on Instagram, and they're getting they mark it up and they get the money from it. So, you have a supplier giving you the the product directly and then you resell the product or you sell the product, not resell because it hasn't been sold before, but you sell the product and it helps when you use the product, right? So, apparently she's doing something with uh she left um the people with the coffee and the uh life changes or something like that.

[00:10:21]Something life changes or something. And they had been around a long time. even even I remember them doing travel. I think it started off as like a travel um MLM and then um and it's basically just direct sales. So if you skip over the middleman and you get you go to the warehouse, you get the stuff yourself, you have a party, you tell I mean it's like Avon, y'all been to a Tupperware.

[00:10:47]Tupperware is the same thing, same model. Direct sales, that's all it is.

[00:10:51]Direct sales. It cuts out the middleman.

[00:10:52]You want a faja? I got them. I got the link on my in my description. Go go go go go go to the link in my description and get a faja and then I you get 10% off or whatever. You can buy the product or you can decide you want to become a seller. And if you want to become a seller, then you will I will be the one that referred you. So everything everything that you make, I get a percentage of everything that you make simply for referring you into the business. Now what you have to do is work.

[00:11:20]And that's what she's saying. You got to work. You got to work. You got to do you got to do you got to do meetings. You gotta give parties. You gota ask somebody you want to give a party. Have a party. Have the drinks out. Have the faja standing up. Have some orurves out.

[00:11:35]We used to do them. We used to have little parties, little little like gettogethers. Talk about the product.

[00:11:40]Talk about what it is, what it can do.

[00:11:41]Give a demonstration of what it can do.

[00:11:43]Especially like with the body magic. You can give a right right there a demonstration. Have a woman go in the bathroom with her clothes on. Put on a body magic. come out with her clothes on and she looked 10 lbs lighter and everybody's like, "Oh, [ __ ] I need one of them." And that's how that works. So, I think people again when we see especially black people just make it like really pull themselves up by their bootstraps with no formal education and just make it and then you literally have to have a charisma about you to be a salesperson. Everybody can't do that.

[00:12:18]But everybody sees the flash and the money and they want to try to do that, but they don't have the hutbah to do it.

[00:12:26]They don't have the I or the T. They're there. And then that's when I learned when I was working in MLM and I was like truly there are some people who are workers. There are people who are entrepreneurs and there are just some people who are workers and they don't want to have a business. They don't want to have their own business. They don't.

[00:12:47]They would rather someone else tell them what to do, right? And not have that responsibility of being your own boss.

[00:12:56]And everybody's not built for that.

[00:12:58]That's what that's something that I learned. I also learned when I was in I learned a lot of really good things. Um there's a lot of motivational conversations that they have with you, mindset changes. I learned a lot from working in MLM. Um, but yeah, Artist International and that's the company I think that she started at. She didn't say it. I was waiting for her to say it, but she didn't say it because I, you know, she's affiliated with somebody else now. So, she didn't necessarily say it. And I think artists still like sells body fajas and stuff like that. Really good fajas faja for men, fajas for women.

[00:13:34]like all different kind like one's for your postures, one's just for your midsections, one's for your butt that will hold your stomach in and have your butt hanging out of the back girl with the legs like real like tight like have it's like a it's like girl I can't even remember what the name of it was but it's a it's a it's a faja but not coming all the way up. It's just almost like shorts and you put the shorts on and there's a string up the back with your but the legs are and the stomach is so you could put your jeans on and your booty be looking all big and juicy and so the women want that and so they're like yeah by the faja and this and that. So I did it with a friend the friend that her and I ended up we ended up falling out um cuz remember I was talking about her on I talk about her every now and again. Um she was a friend for like 15 years and um we moved together. We moved together to Atlanta.

[00:14:29]Um and we started that business together and I had just had my oldest son and it just wasn't it just wasn't a good match.

[00:14:40]It was just weird. Like it it became weird when we started doing business and I remember my father telling me you don't want to go into business with her.

[00:14:47]Don't do he was and my father, my mother, and my brother had told me about her like personality like way when we were when we were still in high school.

[00:14:58]And um and my my dad said I wouldn't go in I I definitely wouldn't go into business with her. We had a cute name for our little business and everything like that that I came up with. And um yeah, and then we fell out as friends um because I found out that she was like reing in my misfortune with my son's father. So I was like, "Girl, I do not need you as a friend, not as a business partner. We did make money. We we made some good money um recruiting people. I think I know how to do it better now. It was new to me then. And then I had the I had the stress of being in a terrible toxic, you know, relationship. I just had a baby. I was studying Islam at the time. It was just not I would be I would be I would be a better salesperson now, but you know, I only will promote things that I use, right? So, when I I do these nails, there's a link in my bio, I do the mushroom coffee, there's a link in my bio. It's the same [ __ ] You just using a link to get to the to the point, but I get a percentage every time you purchase something. using that link, I get a percentage of your purchase. And I think that's really how it should go to cut out the middleman. Um, so I did watch her interview and I thought it was good and I think I think Carlos asked really good questions. He was trying to get an understanding. He was explaining it and she was explaining it to Tim and she had a lot of critiques on the mindset of black people when it comes to other the success of black people who don't have a formal education who really come from food stamps and being a single teen mother and this and that. So, and she's flashy and I think as a people part of our culture I feel like we're like with like Indian people, Asian Indian people, I feel like we're we have we're flashy. were flashy and flamboyant with the things that we have. And she said when they were doing that reality show, her name was China, I can't remember her last name. It was it was Stormy China. It was literally all the women, the top earners from artists.

[00:17:06]They were going to do a re like a little reality show. And they said that when they started showing all of their accuchimmons that they were like, "No, the FTC will get y'all because you're sell you are showing people that this is what you have by doing this." And that's misleading because because you you're you are acquiring this wealth by doing this, but you're you have a a good network behind you. Everybody doesn't have a really good network behind them.

[00:17:36]Um, and like Stormmy probably takes her teams. Like when she leaves one MLM, she probably takes her entire girl. She probably takes her entire team. We going over here and this is where we're going to make money. And now it's skin care supplements.

[00:17:51]Uh, it's called pharmacy. I think skin care supplements and something else that they do, but it's all like health and wellness. So that's what she's doing now. and she's probably taking her entire team with her and she just keeps making money cuz she comes in at the top. You come in at the top cuz you have this network with you. So it it so when you bring that network with you, it just shoots you it shoots you right up into the top and now you're a top earner. You got 20 people on your team.

[00:18:21]They're all doing sales and this and that. They're traveling. They're all of that. Um I don't think that there's anything wrong with it. I think that you just have to be that type. Like you have to have charisma to be a salesperson.

[00:18:36]You have to be a people person to be a salesperson. You have to connect with people on a level where they're going to buy into what you look like with what what you look like, how the products are making you look and what kind of money what's going on with this money. Right? And that's what people are seeing. And that's why she got in trouble because she was promising people. And she said, "If I knew that promising people would make a certain amount of money, I would have never said that." And so they put her on 20 she had she didn't pay any fines and they ended up putting her on a 20 year probation.

[00:19:14]So they're going to watch her for the next 20 years. I said, "Oh girl, oh girl." So that's what that's all about. So let me make sure that this is recording. Hold on.

[00:19:30]cuz the last time. Okay, so it is working. I just want to make sure because when you plug in something else to one of these receivers or this mic, it just goes blank. So I don't know what happens. So um what else is going on? So I did I watched Stormmy I watched Carlos King on sto um Stormmy on Carlos King. I watched the Nature Boy documentary and I also watched the documentary called Trust Me.

[00:19:57]um something about a false prophet, this guy named Samuel Baitman in Arizona who was running a basically child trafficking uh ring basically under the guise of I'm the prophet and like it's part it was part of LDS and FLDS I guess they're fundamentals where they like wear they don't wear contemporary clothes um they wear all the same color, you know, it was giving very much Testaments. If you're not watching Testaments on Hulu, Testaments are the daughters of the Handmaids and their their story is now on Hulu. So, go watch it. It is so good. But, Nature Boy, trust me, Testaments, the theme is patriarchy through religion. Um, I just don't understand how people don't see the correlation and how they don't see that it's detrimental for anyone practicing it, including women and children, especially women and children.

[00:21:03]Um, if you notice, Nature Boy's eyebrows are shaped exactly like Shawn Combs. The exact same shape going up like little horns. Um, this attractive dark-kinned man is talking about how he is in the jungle and he is, you know, being connected to life. I'm going to tell you something. If you ever, and I think this is something that you should tell your daughters and your nieces and any women around you, if you're going into like a group and a space and you're creating community and a man is the head of the community, leave. If a woman is ahead of the community, I would be more relaxed in going in, but I'd still watch for the male centered ideas to come out, right? And words to come out. Um, it is all about exploitation, domination, submission, control, and hierarchy. And this is evident in the way that the men are running these cults, these religious cults. and using religion as the foundation and using women and children, getting closer to women and children, having sex in front of children. Um, introducing children to sexual themes very early.

[00:22:31]It's abuse and these men don't seem I just I just had another story popped into my head where this man was also the head of this group, religious group um where the women were subjugated and the children were subjugated and the men were really just allowed to run a muck and do whatever they want. in this Samuel Baitman story, in the Nature Boy story, in this story about this man, he called himself a medium, a psychic, and all this other stuff. I would be really cautious, especially with white men who say that they're mediums and psychics.

[00:23:13]I would be very cautious, very, very cautious. I would observe them for a long time before making a decision to join their group or their community.

[00:23:25]When a when a religious like a offshoot a religious offshoot cult is happening and the man is the head of it, it will become hierarchal doineering.

[00:23:39]The women will be submiss submissive.

[00:23:42]The men will have to let their wives sleep with this man. It's always a man at the helm. And that's when when we say that these religions are male- centered, these father god religion, the women are trained and programmed, the men are too to be male centered.

[00:23:58]And then for y'all to deny it and act like it's not happening when we have too many cults where the foundation is some type of father god religion, Christianity being the most uh used. Uh, but you got the Mormons, you got Islamic cults, you have Judas, Judas, Jewish cults, you have them, you have them. Um, and when the men are the head of them, they will eventually be this God complex. You don't. That's why I'm saying like it's it's weird for women to act like they don't see the quote god in men and feel like they have to stand in front of men and protect men. When they um when the FBI came to Samuel Baitman's properties, the girls were like, "I need my AR-15 for what?" Like they were ready to go.

[00:24:53]They were ready to shoot up some federal agents for this fat roly pololy. When I tell you this man looked like he looked like a goddamn meatball sub. That's what he was shaped like. A goddamn meatball sub. Sweating.

[00:25:11]His hair was black, fat, nasty. And then like having sex with these girls in front of their fathers, having their f having the girls watch their fathers have sex with other women.

[00:25:26]having group sex with minors.

[00:25:30]But he was a prophet. He was a prophet.

[00:25:32]And they when I tell you that when I tell you just like the women in Nature Boy, they're all governed by fear. And that's what the father god religion teaches you. You govern your life in a state of fear. You govern your life in a way that you don't end up in hell. So that's a state of constant fear, right?

[00:25:53]Everything you do is considered a sin.

[00:25:55]Everything you say is considered a sin.

[00:25:57]If you don't do this, it's a sin. And the sin means that you're going to hell.

[00:26:02]So these women, you think after they they come there with good intentions, right? Because nobody goes to a group or a community wanting to be exploited and abused. you go to a community because when those endorphins, right, when those that that those chemicals hit because it's the same chemical that hits when you're doing drugs where you feel like euphoric around these people. They're singing, they're dancing, we're in nature, you know? I feel in community, but the community, the head of the community is a damn dog, a damn beast who needs his goddamn chopped off and shoved in his mouth. That's what I think they should do with these men on the public square. Chop your off and shove it in your mouth.

[00:26:50]That's what I think they should do. No jail. You don't You don't You don't have to be in jail. We're going to chop your penis off and then we're going to put you in a psychiatric ward.

[00:27:01]Yeah. We're gonna we're gonna we are going to dismantle whatever is happening in that brain of yours where you think you're a god to the point where you can create fear amongst people, exploit people, harm people, harm adults and children. You don't deserve to to me I would you would be removed pixelated out of the entire scene and these girls be young haven't had sex with anyone and they come to these you know because you say oh they're trying we're building community but when they start talking crazy and you could tell you could see him the way he was sitting down at one point he was sitting down at a table and I'm talking about Nature Boy and the women were like rubbing on him and he did his mouth he was like that like at the camera like I'm this is this is a [ __ ] I got these dumbass [ __ ] and and when and when I think of and see remember I just said a couple weeks ago I didn't think I would actually in my life see women be so mesmerized and controlled by a another man claiming to be their helper claiming to want to help them and they're not be a whisperer when I see the way the women's Eyes are wound up over another man creating harm and you just right there with him.

[00:28:26]Mesmerized. Eyes wound up. Another man using women. You using you. Using you to get off their hatred. I have a common theme with all of the women that are on my page. They hate the same people I do.

[00:28:43]So I can create this like little cult following based in hatred, based in fear, based in lack, based in scarcity.

[00:28:53]And your religion helps you fall into that. That's what I Well, that's why I always say y'all don't understand that the way that you look at men and your religion and how that influences you.

[00:29:06]Hold on. I took some notes the other day. Let me see if I can find them.

[00:29:12]Quickly, quickly, quickly. Cognitive bias.

[00:29:16]Have you practiced a daily prayer, worship, and obedience towards a male supreme being, especially one described as lord, king, father, daddy? Have you noticed they all call the man father, daddy? It's all like and it's and it's all coming from that religion. You are training your brain to associate maleness with trustworthiness, protection, and rightful authority.

[00:29:42]That's why I tell you, if you don't see the correlation between the way that y'all jump in a booth, put your boots and your cape on for these whack ass [ __ ] and jump to stand in front. I had to tell a girl yesterday, don't stand in front of a man. Why can't we protect our black men? girl, you let's see you in peril and see if they stand in front of you. Y'all have if y'all haven't learned because there's this trustworthiness and this benefit of the doubt and I believe it comes from the practicing of worshiping male deities.

[00:30:18]Look at your churches. Look at the men who are part of these churches. Look at the male-centered women who run these churches.

[00:30:28]Hold on.

[00:30:30]Look at them.

[00:30:33]Look at how they abuse. Look at how they exploit you. So many people yesterday went to church and gave a man some money, thinking it was going to a love offering, thinking it was going to a building fund, thinking it was going to something. But it just went to that man who got in his Bentley and drove off while you got in your Sentra and drove off. talking about, "Oh, I feel so filled with the Holy Spirit, girl." And your pop your [ __ ] pocketbook is empty.

[00:31:02]>> Real good.

[00:31:02]>> The volume is real loud over there.

[00:31:04]>> And the nigga's running off with the bag.

[00:31:07]God bless you. God bless you.

[00:31:11]can lower your critical vigilance around human males because the same neuropathways of difference and and idealization are activated.

[00:31:23]That's why I say it's it's it's to me there is a correlation of patriarchal religion and women worshiping male humans in a in a slight way, putting them above them, putting them at the center, putting them before them. Even like you have to be in a cult to say that you came from a man's rib. There's I don't I don't there's no other explanation. You you have to be in a cult to believe that. And people don't want to call Christianity or the Father God religions cults, but they absolutely are manmade cults. All of these religions are man-made.

[00:32:00]And then when they tell you to get back to nature, they're calling you pagan.

[00:32:03]And now you have a negative association with being connected to mother. Practice these father god religions that are rooted in fear, lack, scarcity, doom.

[00:32:17]Follow that. Follow that. You give all your rewards away in this life and you'll get them in the afterlife. You have no idea what the [ __ ] is happening afterlife.

[00:32:27]Nothing. Nobody has come back and told you.

[00:32:32]So I do believe that there is a correlation between being being a male worshipper, your rel practicing a religion that's male focused, male-centered, father god, the removal of the mother, the absence of the mother. Where's the mother? Y'all don't think it's weird that this 20some year old man was running around with a 14-year-old version. That's the setup right there. Even in your story, it's a setup where an older man is running around the desert with a a 14-year-old virgin. That's the story. That's the story. Joseph wasn't in his teens, according to the story. He was in his early 20s, according to the story. He might have been older than that, but what we know from the story, she would have been 14, 13, 14, 15, like Celeste Rivas. Can you imagine that 14year-old girl whose body was dismembered, fingers cut off, running around with an old man as a virgin, and then now they're calling you the Virgin Mary, the mother of God.

[00:33:43]Y'all don't see the correlation.

[00:33:45]It's just me. Okay. I'm just saying girl.

[00:33:50]I'm just saying girl girl. But we know correlation isn't causation. So it is what it is.

[00:34:02]But like it says here, theological frameworks don't work. the mainstream Christianities um Islam and Judaism. God conceived as a male is understood as good, wise and loving. A nightmare uh partner would be attributed to human free will, personal misjudgment and spiritual testing, not the deity's gender.

[00:34:27]What predicts a Okay.

[00:34:31]Male god language reinforces male dominance. Some women leave traditions for exactly this. So the realization does happen. It's just not universal.

[00:34:44]Yeah, I do believe that because women women worship a male deity that they see that deity in men and that's why they jump to the front to protect men all the time. So that's it for this video. So what do we talk about? Stormy, Nature Boy, that Nature Boy story and those stories about these men. Like I said, go watch them and you'll see that it's the same theme throughout. Maleled, control, submission, domination, abuse.

[00:35:13]Um, he abused that girl. They had he had different names for her, but she was like the queen or whatever. She was a cute little girl. Reminded me of Left Eye. Um, she got she had a baby with him. I hope she didn't give the baby his last name. I hope she didn't connect anything of that baby to Nature Boy.

[00:35:31]What was his name? Joshua or something.

[00:35:33]I don't know. But then that old roly pololy of a man over there having sex with those little girls and the little one girl was running away and and trying to get away from the feds. But she's finally woke up and she was like, you know, I see what the woman was trying to do because they went in. Let me tell you how they went in. When I tell you that that lady went in acting like she was filming a documentary on them people.

[00:35:57]All she wanted to do was catch that man and his activities with children. That's all she wanted. But she went in there acting like she was doing a documentary on their life. And the one girl that was his like I think she was his 13th wife, she was like I just knew something was up. But when I when I mentioned it to him, he got on me for not trusting him for trusting them. And so after that, I just shut up. But one of the women were like, well, she was she was a older, she was like in her 20s. Um, but one of the mothers, five of her daughters were his wives and she was the one that kind of helped the feds because she was like, "This is wrong." She was like, "I've done something terribly wrong as a mother. I did not protect my children.

[00:36:45]The her husband had sex in front of his children with other women." Um, she said, "I spoke to my husband the first time like I've never spoken to him before. I told him how I feel." And she's like, you know, women should have a voice. Like they're you're really taught that you shouldn't have a voice.

[00:37:01]And if you do have a voice, you're aggressive, you're loud, you're bitter, you're hostile, you're insecure. Why are you so loud? And it's like, I have a voice. I'm going to use it. And I'm going to use it against what I see is wrong. And you're not going to police me. That's why I don't believe in policing women at all. Say what you going to say, girl. Say it. And I encourage women to speak their minds. I encourage women to stand up for themselves. None of this [ __ ] that's happening in this system is conducive to women. Everything in this system is literally upside down. And until you flip it upside down in your mind's eye and understand that it's upside down, your life will get better. It will because you're not centered, you're not afraid. You know that your mother renews. You know that your mother regenerates. You know that you can go sit on the grass and your mother will comfort you. You know that you could sit amongst trees and they will comfort you.

[00:38:02]But you've been told that being in nature. Let me tell you something. I don't I I I I'm old enough to remember when hiking to black people was white people [ __ ] Anything that were outdoors was white people [ __ ] And I think it was a trauma response to uh slavery where people were always in the fields, their feet in the dirt, their hands in the dirt, and nobody wanted to be in nature. Nobody wanted to be But that is that's that was that was the purpose to remove you from your mother, give you this book, tell you that your your god is a man, tell you you came from a rib, and for generations just keep repeating it, repeating it, repeating it, repeating.

[00:38:47]I'm telling you, I remember when black people would say white people [ __ ] and it would be something simple as going to a goddamn a a a river or, you know, kaying or some [ __ ] But now we see the black people are like, "Girl, that is not going to stop us. We're in nature.

[00:39:03]We're hiking. We're getting back to mother earth." And that's where that's where you're going to be fulfilled. A lot of these religions aren't fulfilling because of their foundation and its operation of lack and scarcity and fear and domination and submission and restrictions and confinements and all of these things.

[00:39:25]People are waking up and they're just like, "No, I need to be in nature. I need to have my feet on the ground." I remember Nate used to get mad at me. He was like, "Why are you walking barefoot?

[00:39:33]Why are you outside with no shoes on?

[00:39:37]Why do I need to have shoes on? I'm on the ground. I'm I'm I'm walking on mother. I'm okay. I'll be fine. I'll be fine. I'll be fine walking with no shoes on. I used to never wear never ever wear shoes. Be out wearing with be like around the house outside just no shoes on shoes for what?

[00:39:59]But that's the goal. And I think so many people, they still say things that are outdoorsy and there are still groups of black people that still call it white people [ __ ] And it's like, girl, no, that's mother. Get close to mother and you'll see your [ __ ] life change. Get out of this father god [ __ ] you know. Um, practice what you want to practice. You have a free will to practice. But I'm not practicing anything where I feel like I'm confined. I feel like I'm afraid. I feel like I'm in fear. I feel like I'm going to get punished. That's all male male energy. That socialized male patriarchal hierarchal energy. Even the way you discipline your children.

[00:40:42]You keep your hands off your children.

[00:40:44]That's that's not it. You know, even the way you discipline the children, corporal punishment is not how you discipline children. But men will tell you that that's how you that's how you got to break them down. like the like in the Testaments and I won't go after this. In the Testaments, um when they start their periods, they get assigned to a captain as their husband.

[00:41:09]So, you have to think when a girl starts her period, but these girls look a little older for the show because they have to be older. They cannot literally be children being minors in these positions with these grown men in real life as actors. They can't they just can't. So they have to get girls that are not minors but look very very young because they're starting their periods.

[00:41:31]So typically a girl depending on the region of the world that she's in, she's starting her period in her double digits. Um I think like in South America they might start their periods in it just depends on where you are in the world geographically but it's like 11 right 12 13 right 14 for some late you know later um but for one girl she started her period they're so happy they're so happy to start their per they've been groomed right they're so happy to start their peers because they know they're going to get a husband so you have to think these girls are like 12, 13, 14, and they're being assigned to men that are in their 40s, 30s. So, one of the girls, she wants to be assigned to her guardian who will become a captain soon, and he's a little younger, and she's very much attracted to him. He's attracted to her, but he's her guardian right now. He's not a captain. She told uh Miss Lydia who is the head mistress. She told Miss Lydia that she liked like would she be would she didn't tell her that she liked her liked him but she told her could he be up for assignment because my guardian could he be up for assignment? Oh, she put him up for assignment but she put him with her best friend. I said these [ __ ] are nasty. Lydia is nasty. And just when you get like a glimpse of Lydia thinking like, oh, she kind of sees like when they they showed their their origin story on how Lydia became who she is. Um, she was willing to kill another woman and they were like, oh, we got our girl. She was willing to kill her home girl that that was came to the camp with them when they kidnapped all of the women when they said, "Oh, we have a new world order going on. We have a new order." And they picked up all the women and they gave them assignments and they killed a lot of women. They women who had abortions, they killed them.

[00:43:23]Women who had um were it was women who were not married and women who had abortions and I I don't remember but they were just they were taking them out into a field and then shooting shooting these women in the head. That's how they rounded them up.

[00:43:39]Lydia was one of the women. They they she she was there. She's a she was a school teacher and so she was there with this Asian woman and she they the guy told her you have to prove who you are basically you got to prove that you're down with us and he gave her a gun and told and when she took off her mask she was like Lydia no don't like we're friends like why are you shooting me she held the gun up [ __ ] and was like bow but he put blanks in it he just wanted to see if she would do it and now her and Lydia the girl that she put the gun in her face her and Lydia are now in charge charge of the girls. So Lydia gave the c the the guardian who's going to become a captain to her best friend.

[00:44:20]Her best friend, the main girl's best friend is um what's her name's daughter?

[00:44:24]The handmmaid. The main handmaidaid in Handmaid's Tale. I can't remember her name. Her daughter. She's remember she's biracial, right? So she's the main girl of the Testaments. And her best friend is like I think she's a lesbian because she is very enamored by her best friend.

[00:44:39]She like loves her best friend. She's looking looking at her with loving eyes and she's like, "I don't want to do this. I thought we were alike. Why are you so like happy to be assigned to some man like she was just really like she's not with it."

[00:44:52]So, she got assigned they they assigned her guardian to her best friend. So, she feels a certain way about it.

[00:45:02]She said to the captain, he came to visit her, a older man who on paper we found out was abusive to his wife and his wife died. He shared why his wife died after the young girl.

[00:45:17]She like I don't know if she checked him. I don't know what that was about.

[00:45:20]She was like, "Hopefully I could be a good wife for you since you were married before." And then her mother, who is not her biological mother, she looked at her and then when he left, she was like, "Get away from me before I hit you." And she like ran out. And then when she ran out, she saw her guardian. And her guardian was out there smoking a cigarette. And they were having a conversation without saying, you know, they like each other.

[00:45:43]You can tell that they like each other.

[00:45:45]And um but we'll see what's going to happen. I just watched the latest episode over the weekend. Testaments is good if you haven't watched it. Anyways, I got to go. Take care of each other.

[00:45:55]Protect your energy. Let me know what you think about the topics we've discussed and then we'll get on the blogs. All right, we're I'm going to come back and do another video for the vlogs. Peace.

[00:46:06]You ain't even feeling my dark side.