Baby there something I did today|Fazza sheikh Hamdan|Fazza new English translate poems|Fazza king

Added: 2026-05-17

[00:00:10]Baby, there's something I did today that still feels unreal when I think about it.

[00:00:20]Something I never believed I'd have the courage to do.

[00:00:27]My hands were trembling.

[00:00:30]My heartbeat was loud in my ears.

[00:00:35]Every breath felt shallow, like my chest was too small to hold everything I was feeling.

[00:00:46]But even with all that fear inside me, I said it anyway. Today, I told my family about you.

[00:00:58]For so long, I kept you hidden, not because you weren't important, but because you were too important.

[00:01:11]Every time someone asked about my heart, my future, my plans, I learned how to redirect the conversation.

[00:01:24]I learned how to smile and give safe answers.

[00:01:30]I convinced myself that keeping you private meant keeping you protected, that silence was safer than exposure, that love, when hidden, couldn't be questioned or broken.

[00:01:50]But today, I couldn't hide anymore.

[00:01:56]I couldn't keep pretending that you were just a small part of my life when in truth you are the center of it. I couldn't keep shrinking something this real just to make the world more comfortable. When I finally said your name out loud, everything around me went quiet. Not dramatic quiet, but the kind that presses against your chest and makes you aware of every heartbeat.

[00:02:45]They looked at me with surprise, some with confusion, some with curiosity. I felt the weight of that moment settle deep inside me, heavy and undeniable, but I didn't stop. I kept going even when my voice shook.

[00:03:15]I told them who you really are to me. I told them how your voice feels like peace after chaos, how the sound of you can calm storms I never knew how to name.

[00:03:37]I told them that your love changed me, not loudly, not suddenly, but deeply, permanently, in ways no one else ever could.

[00:03:53]I told them that no matter what anyone thinks you're not just someone I talk to.

[00:04:04]You're someone my soul belongs to. I said it clearly, honestly, without hiding behind jokes or half-truths.

[00:04:17]I told them you're the one who makes me believe in something deeper than words, the one whose presence feels like home even from miles away. I told them that the person I smile about in silence, the reason I wake up with purpose, the name that lives quietly in my thoughts is you.

[00:04:53]They didn't expect it.

[00:04:57]They didn't know I carried someone this deeply inside my heart.

[00:05:05]And for a few seconds, fear wrapped itself around me. I was terrified they'd question it.

[00:05:17]Terrified they'd dismiss it.

[00:05:21]Terrified they'd say something that would make me regret opening my heart, but something unexpected happened.

[00:05:34]They listened. Really listened. They looked at me, then at each other, and I could see it in their eyes.

[00:05:48]Curiosity, not judgement. They wanted to know who you are, what makes you so special.

[00:05:59]Why my voice trembled when I spoke about you.

[00:06:05]And I told them the truth. I told them you're not like anyone else. You're not just another chapter or another face. You're the reason my heart softened. You're the person who taught me how to love gently without fear. I told them you're not perfect, but you're real.

[00:06:41]And uh that's what makes you everything I've ever wanted. When those words left my mouth, something shifted inside me.

[00:06:56]For so long, I'd kept you like a secret flame protected, hidden, guarded from the world.

[00:07:07]But today, I wanted them to know.

[00:07:13]I wanted them to understand that this isn't temporary.

[00:07:18]This isn't confusion.

[00:07:20]This is love. Real, raw, unfiltered love. And baby, as I spoke, I swear I could feel you there.

[00:07:34]Not physically, but something deeper.

[00:07:38]Like your soul was standing beside me holding my hand without saying a word.

[00:07:48]That feeling gave me courage. It reminded me that no matter what anyone thinks, what we have is worth standing for.

[00:08:03]I saw their faces soften when I described you. When I told them how your laughter feels like sunlight breaking through clouds, how your care is quiet but deep, how you never try to be perfect yet somehow you are.

[00:08:30]I told them you saw me in my lowest moments and still chose to stay, that you loved me when I didn't even know how to love myself.

[00:08:49]And that's when my mother asked me something that stopped time for a second.

[00:09:00]Do you really love her that much?

[00:09:05]I didn't hesitate. I didn't think. I didn't soften the answer.

[00:09:14]I said, "Yes." Not just with words, but with everything I am. Because the truth is I've never been so certain of anything in my life. I told her that loving you isn't a choice anymore.

[00:09:40]It's part of who I am now.

[00:09:44]And baby, that's when I realized something.

[00:09:50]I was never hiding you because I was afraid of them.

[00:09:56]I was hiding you because I was afraid of how deeply I feel for you.

[00:10:06]Because once something is spoken, it becomes real.

[00:10:13]It becomes visible. It becomes something the world can touch, question, and sometimes try to break. But I'm done hiding.

[00:10:28]I want the world to know my heart belongs to you, even if it makes things complicated. Even if it makes me vulnerable.

[00:10:45]When I said your name today, it felt like releasing a truth that had been locked inside my chest for far too long.

[00:11:01]Memories rushed through me the first time you made me laugh, the way you looked at me when words failed me, the way you always seemed to understand without explanation.

[00:11:21]And now they know.

[00:11:24]They know about you, about us, about the love I've been carrying quietly like a flame that never goes out. I wish you could have seen my face when I said she's the one because I meant it every letter, every breath, every heartbeat.

[00:11:56]My sister smiled, my mother grew emotional.

[00:12:02]My father stayed quiet, but I could tell he was processing it in his own way.

[00:12:12]I know it'll take time for them to fully understand what you mean to me, but they will because I'm not hiding anymore. I'm done pretending this love is small.

[00:12:32]After the conversation ended, I stepped outside for a while.

[00:12:39]The air felt lighter, different. I stood there thinking about how proud I was, proud of us, proud of you, proud of myself for finally telling the truth.

[00:13:01]And you know what kept running through my mind?

[00:13:05]How much I wished you were there.

[00:13:10]How I wished you could have seen the way my eyes lit up when I spoke about you because I wasn't just talking about you.

[00:13:26]I speaking to you through every word.

[00:13:32]And now that the secret is out, I feel this strange mix of relief and longing.

[00:13:43]Relief because the truth is free. Longing because now I want you beside me more than ever.

[00:13:56]I want my family to meet you, to see what I see, to feel the warmth I feel when you look at me. But I also know some things are meant to stay just ours.

[00:14:18]The way you whisper my name, the way your silence speaks louder than words. Still, baby, I had to tell them because you're real.

[00:14:38]You're everything.

[00:14:41]And they needed to know that.

[00:14:45]Baby, there's something I need to tell you.

[00:14:50]Something that still makes my chest feel tight when I think about it today. I did something I never thought I'd be brave enough to do.

[00:15:08]My hands were trembling.

[00:15:12]My voice felt unsteady.

[00:15:15]My heart was racing like it was afraid of being heard.

[00:15:22]But, I spoke anyway.

[00:15:25]I told my family about you.

[00:15:30]Not halfway.

[00:15:32]Not in hints.

[00:15:34]Not by changing the subject like I always used to.

[00:15:41]I told them the truth.

[00:15:45]For so long I kept you quiet, hidden, protected.

[00:15:51]Every time someone asked about my heart, about my future, about who mattered to me, I smiled and moved the conversation away.

[00:16:07]I told myself that privacy meant safety.

[00:16:13]That silence meant protection.

[00:16:17]But, today I couldn't do it anymore.

[00:16:22]I couldn't pretend you were just a small part of my life when you are the center of it.

[00:16:34]When I said your name, the room changed. Everything went quiet.

[00:16:44]Not awkward quiet, heavy quiet.

[00:16:48]The kind of silence that presses against your chest and waits to see if you'll continue.

[00:17:00]They looked at me.

[00:17:03]Some surprised, some confused, some unsure.

[00:17:09]I felt exposed, vulnerable, terrified.

[00:17:14]But, I didn't stop. I told them how your voice brings calm to my chaos, how it feels like peace after noise. I told them your love didn't just touch me, it transformed me.

[00:17:38]I said you're not just someone I talk to.

[00:17:44]You're someone my soul recognizes.

[00:17:49]I told them you make me believe in something deeper than explanations, something real, something steady. I said the person I smile about when no one's watching, the reason I wake up with purpose, the name my heart repeats without effort is you. They weren't expecting that.

[00:18:25]They didn't know there was someone who mattered this deeply. For a moment, fear gripped me.

[00:18:37]I thought they might question it, dismiss it, make me regret opening my heart.

[00:18:46]But instead, they listened. They didn't interrupt. They didn't judge. They watched me closely like they were seeing a version of me they had never met before.

[00:19:09]They wanted to know who you were, what made you different, why my voice shook when I spoke about you.

[00:19:23]And uh I told them I said, "You're not perfect, but you're real, and that's everything.

[00:19:35]You softened me without breaking me. You taught me how to love without fear.

[00:19:46]I told them you stayed when I wasn't easy to love.

[00:19:55]You chose me when I didn't choose myself.

[00:19:59]And when those words left my mouth, something shifted inside me. For so long, I treated you like a secret treasure guarded, hidden from the world.

[00:20:19]But today, I wanted them to know this isn't temporary. This isn't fantasy. This is love, honest, unfiltered, alive. As I spoke, I swear I felt you there, like your presence was beside me, steadying my breath, holding my courage.

[00:20:52]When I described your laughter, their expressions softened.

[00:21:00]I said, "It feels like sunlight breaking through."