A Storm Inside a Teacup — My Final Statement Before Court

[00:00:00]Heat. Heat.

[00:00:22]Heat. Heat.

[00:00:59]Hi everyone. So, um this will be um the last statement that I make concerning the ongoing um civil litigation.

[00:01:17]Um I want to start with let me be clear here and let me just start with saying that um I did have help from uh AI writing this today. It wasn't chat GPT actually co-pilot's been a lot better. But anyway I just want to be clear that this is not drama. This is not YouTube beef. Um, this is about due process and my first amendment rights and a judgment that was entered without a single shred of proof of service.

[00:01:58]There is no proof of service in the court record. None. And until that exists, I was not served. That's not my opinion. That's the law.

[00:02:12]And I want to make something else clear because I I think some people are twisting this on purpose and a lot of people just are confused as I still am actually. Um saying that I was not served is not the same as saying that I was not aware.

[00:02:32]Those are two completely different things.

[00:02:35]Awareness does not equal service.

[00:02:37]Talking about it doesn't equal service.

[00:02:40]specul like going online speculating about it even doesn't make it service.

[00:02:45]If I wanted to do a 24-hour live stream prior to this hearing and talk all about it, I could have and that can't be service. That's the law. I was not served. And before anyone tries to twist that further, I would just like to go into a little bit about me and who I am.

[00:03:08]I'm a survivor.

[00:03:10]I'm a survivor of domestic violence.

[00:03:14]I spent years in and out of a court system during active addiction.

[00:03:19]Actually, several court systems.

[00:03:23]I have real trauma tied to courtrooms, police, government power. My channel name sixup media exists because I used my channel to call out government overreach, police misconduct.

[00:03:38]That is actually why my channel started and exists, not because of the plaintiff.

[00:03:43]I'm a constitutionalist because I've lived what happens when the system fails people. And the plaintiff knows all that about me. She These are things that I've shared publicly.

[00:03:55]>> She's weaponized my trauma. She's weaponized my past. She's made a false police report on me.

[00:04:04]Um gone real life over and over again.

[00:04:06]And I she's done everything that she accuses me of and more.

[00:04:15]I need to remind something like remind people of something that happened on this platform a couple years ago. Um, the same plainif Ziggy, the one claiming to be a victim, brought my abuser on her platform while an active protection order was ordered against him.

[00:04:38]He was literally violating that order while being up there harassing me publicly while she hosted him.

[00:04:47]You cannot claim to be a victim while you are actively platforming my abuser and helping him violate a protection order.

[00:04:57]You cannot claim to be a victim while you're harassing me in my real life for the entire time we've been here.

[00:05:05]This is not victimhood. It's targeting.

[00:05:08]It's cruelty. And that's exactly what she's done.

[00:05:13]Last night, she went on another creator's platform and claimed that she emailed the filing. She showed a screenshot. All that screenshot proves is that an email sitting in an inbox, not mine. And even if it is in my inbox or ever was in my inbox, it still wouldn't matter.

[00:05:34]I could, you know, as I mentioned previously, I could stream about it, talk about it publicly. It still would not matter until there is proof of service uploaded in the case summary, I was not served.

[00:05:49]Period.

[00:05:51]And yes, I did say publicly a couple times actually that I got bad advice.

[00:05:56]That's true. And that part is on me.

[00:05:59]That that was the part that I was trying to express that it wasn't on anybody that gave me advice. It was on me.

[00:06:06]But I want to concentrate for just a a short time here on the good advice I got because I got a lot I got a lot of people supporting me, guiding me, helping me understand that what was happening. I as you guys know, I spoke to attorneys directly one for almost an hour and they gave me, you know, the advice they thought was right.

[00:06:29]I want to thank those people directly.

[00:06:31]Your support mattered, your clarity mattered. And I'm I I can't even express in words how grateful I am for that. I'm also grateful for my criticizers because my criticizers have obviously always been a, you know, part of the fuel kind of that I need to keep going sometimes. And I need to say something else and it's going to be personal. Um, but this is personal. I'm an addict in recovery and this entire situation has absolutely affected my mental health and to the point where I've had to reach out while in crisis for the support and these are things that I teach on my platform all the time.

[00:07:13]I share these things through the years always have. Recovery is a center. It's everything in my life.

[00:07:21]I want to know why is that okay with this community?

[00:07:26]Why is it acceptable for me to be pushed to that point while someone else is claiming it's being done to them?

[00:07:33]Especially when it's simply not true.

[00:07:36]I don't reach into people's real life. I don't file false. I don't file anything.

[00:07:41]And there's something else that I didn't expect to talk about. I'm also a victim of violent crime.

[00:07:47]That's a part of my history. It's a part of my trauma. I have a complex C PTSD from some of my trauma from violent crimes that were done to me. And when I saw that rolling that money was being directed into a victim fund, it triggered me away, you guys, that I was not prepared for. It put me in a place that I've I've spent so many years, so much work, so much therapy, so many group therapy meeting, like so many things to heal from. It brought back memories, feelings that I didn't ask for. I reacted emotionally and like had a physical reaction too because I'm a human being.

[00:08:34]And that's another reason why I wanted to apologize. I want to apologize for that reaction. Not because I did anything wrong, because I know better than to have expectations.

[00:08:47]I talk about that all the time. But again, I'm still human. And I don't I did not deserve for any of this to happen and for any of that to be thrown in my face. And I want to say something else. Something else that I've struggled with a lot. I do not like calling myself a victim. I've been a victim so many times in my life. I've overcome every single one of those moments.

[00:09:13]I've survived things in my life that should have broken me, should have taken my peace, should have actually killed me more time. Like so many times I clawed my way into recovery.

[00:09:34]I learned how to stand up again and again and again.

[00:09:41]And so, yes, I don't like saying that I'm a victim, but in this situation, I am.

[00:09:50]I am.

[00:09:51]And at the same time, compared to what I've already survived, this is like it's nothing. It's a storm inside a teacup.

[00:10:02]doesn't mean it hasn't hurt me. Doesn't mean it hasn't pushed me into crisis, but it does mean I know exactly who I am.

[00:10:11]And I know I will get through this, too.

[00:10:17]Let me explain why I went on another creator's platform.

[00:10:22]She has been through this same kind of harassment.

[00:10:26]Someone even filed a RICO on her and she's been defending herself for years just like I have been.

[00:10:34]Not saying I'm not at all saying it's the same. I'm just saying that I I and that's the reasoning. Also, that creator has a lot of reach, the most reach in my opinion in the in the community. I went there because I work a program.

[00:10:53]Recovery is my everything. And I needed to apologize to anyone that I had ever hurt on this platform. Not because I had to, but because I want to remove any exc like excuses for resentment removed.

[00:11:12]I wanted to show good faith. And I have done that you guys on this platform again and again and again and again.

[00:11:20]Here's the truth. I have always called out injustice even when it happened to people I don't like.

[00:11:29]Even when it happened to creators who couldn't stand me or vice versa. If someone was dragged into court unfairly, I said, you know, I was saying so if someone was targeted, I said so.

[00:11:41]I've been some of, you know, some of the times the first creators and I I'm a very small community, but I've always called it out every single time.

[00:11:54]Speaking of this community, this community claims to love, forgiveness, grace, things like supporting the underdog, but instead they give second, third, 15th chances to grips, scammers, bigots, racists.

[00:12:09]While someone like me, someone who stands in their morals, who uh I just have to say I don't I feel like well I just feel like being crucified for a mistake.

[00:12:28]It is what it is.

[00:12:31]Now back to the plainif.

[00:12:35]She claims she didn't want money while requesting $10,000. She claims that she was forced to go real life while she's the only one who's ever taken it. It's almost been five years. She is the only one who's ever taken it into the courts and into real life. This case doesn't even belong in a small claims court.

[00:12:55]It's not the proper venue for a multi-year online speech dispute.

[00:13:01]It's government overreach. And I'll call it exactly what it is.

[00:13:06]I reacted emotionally because I was blindsided by a judgment entered without due process. And I don't think that I was the only one blindsided in this community. I don't think that I'm the only one confused.

[00:13:18]It's and you got to remember it's my real life.

[00:13:23]I'm human. I'm also a constitutionalist.

[00:13:28]I'm a woman in the LGBTQ community. I care deeply, like so deeply you guys about civil rights, minorities, people that are in vulnerable communities, and especially the ones in my space, in my community.

[00:13:42]I will always stand up when rights are violated. Mine, anybody else's, I I will always do that.

[00:13:51]Everything is entertainment till it's not. People supported me when it was content until I make decisions they don't like. And that's that is fine. I'm not here to argue. I'm not here to beg for support. I'm not here to convince anyone of anything. But I'm definitely here to defend my rights. I'm here to speak. And I'm not going anywhere.

[00:14:16]This will be my finally p it'll be the final public statement before court. And I want to say again, thank you to those of you who have uh stayed grounded and didn't jump to conclusions. Um this uh hearing that's coming up July 14th will be publicly viewable. I will make sure that everybody has the link so they can participate. As citizens, you have a right. Um and that that's it. I I will not be speaking about it further. Not meaning I won't be streaming. I just won't be speaking about this specific instance in court. So, uh, one last thing, I will be turning off comments on this recording. Um, not because I'm afraid of crit criticism. I actually enjoy it a lot. Um, it's because, and I want you guys to know, too, I don't want to silence anyone because I would also get a ton of support um, comments. They th those would outweigh any any um, crit critical comments. That's not the point.

[00:15:20]I don't want it to be about that. I want people to focus on what I'm saying right now. And it's about protecting my mental health and respecting the legal process.

[00:15:28]I'm trying to do better. It's progress, you guys, for me, not perfection. I never ever ever claim to be perfect.

[00:15:40]I am far from it. Free speech, you know, I hear a lot people keep saying free speech doesn't include not being held accountable for your words. I absolutely agree with that. But free speech includes the right to set boundaries in your own space.

[00:15:54]And this one is mine.

[00:15:58]So again, thank you for all the support and I hope to see you guys again soon.