Food for Thought, 5-18-2026

Added: 2026-05-19

[00:00:14]While I'm waiting for a moment of freedom from this body, There's something else I want to leave you with.

[00:00:39]Call it food for thought. Something for you to consider. Consider unless someone's harming anyone else. I never tell people what they need to do to express those understandings.

[00:01:02]That's what went on myself again. That's Lily and I be doing helping everyone out with that. But that's what real free will is about that you supposed to have supposedly have now which is a joke that God sacrificed his only son tor let him tortured him to make sure that uh you be happy. It's like what?

[00:01:31]All the crosses and churches still have them on there.

[00:01:35]JC and I have been very close for the longest time.

[00:01:39]I had to do something with him to get him out of the way, but he's coming back once we're all back home on the other side less than six years from now. But anyway, I don't want to talk about that.

[00:02:01]There's things I would like you to take a moment to consider for you to find your own truth about.

[00:02:14]I had as is pro probably obvious I'm really having trouble here at the end to talk and collect any thoughts. It has to come from myself outside of this body going through it without attaching to it.

[00:02:37]So I had to write them down.

[00:02:42]So, if it looks like I'm reading something, I am. But I'm reading what I wrote.

[00:02:51]Oh, I'm like, I don't know.

[00:02:59]The people that are abusing others and hurting them, they call me a monster.

[00:03:05]But I am very strong, but I'm more dragon than anything else. Lily and I where dragons and unicorns came from, but I'm a hammer at a forge creating swords, uh, creating intelligence, um, understanding, but I'm not a teacher. I mean, a little bit, but I'm not a real good teacher.

[00:03:35]The people that are still here to help you from the group that I have is over 8,500 of us total, but it's about 4,800 of them are really good teachers. They're going to be explaining helping you to understand the full extent and finer points of what true reality is and explain what's happening.

[00:04:13]at the same time getting on here and making trying to make a decent video.

[00:04:22]But making a video I I don't have a program I can just record and upload which is fine because I don't have anything left in the brain to make an actual video. But uh but they're going to bring more sense to this. Anyway, um I'd like you to consider a few points and again I have to read them because I have no memory.

[00:05:07]Um okay, that's why the glasses.

[00:05:14]All right. How can all these contradictions I'm about to offer you exist together and at the same time?

[00:05:28]We often talk about that ongoing eternal battle of good versus evil.

[00:05:46]Goes on and on forever.

[00:05:49]How's that possible?

[00:05:59]If there's an all powerful being, which is what has had you call it God from the very beginning since uh we all come from the first being world family, but most of us are cleaner than uh it was it was 27 and a half% lower frequencies.

[00:06:21]which doesn't have a lot of heart energy in it.

[00:06:25]It's got some, not much.

[00:06:29]So, if there's this God being that's so all powerful, why does it let this thing called the devil mess with us?

[00:06:45]How can that How can that be?

[00:06:50]Is he not strong enough to overpower him?

[00:06:54]Is he not strong enough to destroy it?

[00:06:57]Actually, the original first being uh when it was together or halves was never strong enough to destroy uh energy.

[00:07:08]uh this thing that I am Jara that developed from Ara just this life uh does it easily the only other one who could do it before was Aramelius and I've dealt with him he's gone and his energy was taken cleaned and taken anyway how would this god why would this god let this happened.

[00:07:39]Uh they say he created they say this God created everything. Well, I guess that means he created the devil and if not, where to come from?

[00:07:49]Why doesn't he destroy it? Isn't he strong enough? Doesn't does he want to?

[00:07:54]Or does he want it to abuse us or harm us? Or is there even one?

[00:08:01]Well, there's no God. There's no devil.

[00:08:04]his original first being which split into two halves, male and female, creating male and female format.

[00:08:13]But he released other spirit. He made sure that it went that way except for the angels. They're both they don't they're called Z as in Zoro Zhe.

[00:08:25]I can't talk too good because of the lack of teeth. They rotted with the whole rest of the body my body which is one way to I had to get out of here. So, who cares? Anyway, um angels X uh were made like this.

[00:08:43]They're both um okay, if um if there is a God and we're his children, why would he allow anything to harm us?

[00:08:58]Why would he let all this stuff to harm us? A few examples. um the devil, disease, war, hunger, uh all the rest.

[00:09:09]And there's so much. It's a daily thing.

[00:09:15]Why would he make cancer take away someone who we really love for a long time, even years, while everyone suffers? Everyone that loves that person suffers. Where the hell's the love in that?

[00:09:32]Let me ask you something. If you were this God thing, would you allow your children to suffer like that?

[00:09:42]And if you would, what are you teaching them? Well, God doesn't teach us to teach you what. The only thing you can learn from that is he doesn't love you.

[00:09:52]He doesn't care about you.

[00:09:54]He abuses you for what it it abuses you for what it wants you wants out of you.

[00:10:02]And that's explained in my books. Um, and if is that how you treat your your children? If if you do, then you suck and you're not staying around long anyway.

[00:10:19]Something else. How the hell can this God thing be all loving and all forgiving when he also made hell to brutally torment and torture others that he's not happy with? And that's eternally.

[00:10:39]Where where's the forgiveness in that?

[00:10:44]Where's the teaching in that?

[00:10:48]That's just blown out abuse.

[00:10:55]See, you're supposed to God the original first being male and female.

[00:11:10]Say that you have free will, but you don't. They control you all the time.

[00:11:18]They go, they usually abu, they've been abusing the angels from the beginning.

[00:11:25]I'm bringing a lot of them back when I get out of here. But some of them I can't. They're too far gone. And I'll clean their energy and heal it and make them something else, which is like what they were, but new, free of the abuse they've gone through. They won't even have the memory of it, but they'll be able to find it for themselves.

[00:11:49]They go inside your upper crown, down into the middle crown, down through the lower crown, and right into the hypothalamus, and they run you.

[00:12:04]They control you. They did it to me when I was first waking up. The original first being female did. I was walking down a few steps to the lower level of my house.

[00:12:16]and I got locked up, couldn't move, and I slammed right into the concrete.

[00:12:21]Really bruised myself up. But after I got up, I told her, I looked right at her and I told her, you know, screw you, I said, you will never be able to do that again. And they haven't. And that was 2009.

[00:12:39]They wanted me to start singing the praise mother, father, God thing. And you know that that wasn't going to happen.

[00:12:49]They created me in the beginning to serve and protect creation and them and everything else. And I when I go along with all of it except in protecting them. They're the abusers. They had to be stopped and they were they're dead.

[00:13:01]They're they're destroyed completely.

[00:13:10]So now, as far as this free will goes, um, as soon as we're done here, a little little less than a bit less than six years from today.

[00:13:31]when you come home, you do whatever you want, unless you're trying to control or abuse or hurt other people.

[00:13:41]And you don't have to be compassionate towards everyone, but if if you're not, fine. Just leave them alone. If you don't, then then you and I got to meet on a different level.

[00:13:55]Lily and I love everyone and everything, but as soon as anything becomes abusive, then it It literally becomes no more than uh cold ash in a fireplace. And I deal with it appropriately. We're not going to have that in creation anymore.

[00:14:12]Everything is changing. And you know, for the people that might think it, that don't know me, I don't think I'm better.

[00:14:20]I I know for a fact I'm not better than anyone else. I don't think more of myself than I do anyone else. I think of other people's first and more at most.

[00:14:33]I've proven that financially, etc. Anyway, so when we're free of body or when I'm out of here, free of the body, anything you want to do, you know, if if you want to go in a sports car and go flying on a mountain cliff with a 2,000 foot drop, don't try to do this and run off the road. I'm using this as an example. Um, if you get a little too close to the road, there'll be a smooth, soft, invisible wall that I will use to keep you from going off the road. Now, when I say this, I'm speaking to keep you on the road and from harming yourself. Um, the what I'm actually saying here is that when you're out of your body and you're we're all home on the other side, if you're going the wrong way, I'll give you soft guidance to, you know, take care of you and help you. And if I have to, we'll have a little talk.

[00:15:38]And I'm no better than nothing else.

[00:15:40]Never have been, never wanted to be. I could never understand how people wanted to be better than someone else. I'm better. I said, "Okay, that's not my problem." Um, and destiny. What is destiny? Well, destiny is the life you're going to have. Well, who decides that? Well, it must be your god. It was the original first being doing that.

[00:16:07]And little things would change here and there, and they'd let you make some decisions for yourself, but not the big ones. And they wanted you abused. you got abused if they had to. They did it themselves depending on how strong you are.

[00:16:25]So anyway, um the angels, like I said, I'm bringing most all of them back, but they're going to go through a lot of healing, too.

[00:16:56]There's a whole group of them uh hanging out with Timothy.

[00:17:01]Timothy uh PJ I'll he's he'll come out when it's time.

[00:17:10]There are different groups of PE there are different people in our groups that come from different religions and uh they'll be helping everyone understand what's going on. All religions are false. They're all control measures.

[00:17:35]A bunch of lies and then they throw some sprinkles on there that look pretty and actually have some value to them, but the whole thing them there themselves is garbage. You don't pray to anyone. If you pray to something, you're literally admitting, telling it that it's more important than you are, that it's better than you. Nothing's better than you.

[00:17:59]Not your brother, sister, mother, father, not especially not me. Nothing is. We can do things better than each other, but we're not better than each other.

[00:18:10]We're all of equal value within creation itself, and that's everything. So most everything you'll understand that when you're on the other side anyway, one last note.

[00:18:32]I pushed myself from outside of the body through this body to give you this information for another reason.

[00:18:44]I'm about to finally make it home after 12 years of waiting and trying and yada yada.

[00:18:52]It could only happen through this body dying.

[00:18:56]But I had to remove my energy from it and come back in from outside. That's there'll be a lot of information about that later. Who cares? It's not about me.

[00:19:07]It's about you. It's about all of you.

[00:19:12]I'm Stone Mountain. I'm just a big stone that's there. Give you a little shade, block the wind, yada yada.

[00:19:22]I'm creation's janitor. I'm the caretaker. Lily and I are.

[00:19:28]Our job is to care for you. And mine is real strong in protection.

[00:19:34]That's why they always called me the destroyer. But the compassionate which is more of us than the others than the abusers. Uh you all know me as the protector but also the destroyer.

[00:19:54]I don't want to destroy. I want to build.

[00:19:58]I'll be able to do that soon anyway. Um Oh yeah, I knew there's something else I wanted to say, but trying to talk through this body is getting one of those megaphones and blasting trying to blast through a huge chunk of mud.

[00:20:29]Um, things are about to get crazy.

[00:20:35]There will be a few dragons. Everyone will be me or my angels, you know, part of me, my angels.

[00:20:42]Archangel Michael, he's still around. Of the angels, they're still around.

[00:20:47]There's Archangel Michael and then Lucifer. Lucifer was your first protector before any of us. He was number one.

[00:20:59]They had the balls to call him Satan like Lilith.

[00:21:03]Lilith is a large entity that Lily came from. You see, oh, Lilith is the wife of Satan. I I've never heard a bigger bunch of bull crap than that.

[00:21:16]It's all about telling you lies to control you.

[00:21:22]When I first started dealing with the original first being male and female, especially the female, she's more active in the personal stuff. She She literally literally all she did is lie.

[00:21:38]Everything was a lie. Original first wing mail, same thing. Lie, lie, lie, lie. They want to control.

[00:21:46]They don't care about you. They never did.

[00:21:50]You literally meant no more to them than the callous that you throw off your arm that falls off your body.

[00:22:02]loving God. Yeah.

[00:22:06]But you're going to see the dragons.

[00:22:07]You're going to see all kinds of stuff.

[00:22:09]You're going to see healing. You're going to see people, some of the worst of them are going to be elevated and literally lit on fire. I'm going to burn them from the inside out.

[00:22:19]So, uh, you know, that's crazy. People going to be saying, "It's Armageddon." No, no, there's nothing like that coming. It's just creations purge.

[00:22:36]They locked up my account on that. But it doesn't matter. The ET uh internet is about to turn on. I I just got to get out of here first. The ETSs and hybrids, they're not allowed to get too involved until I get out of here. And once I am, then everything everything happens.

[00:22:58]And once I finish doing most all the destruction, should be about four and a half months somewhere around there. Then they're going to show themselves in mass.

[00:23:08]They're already being sneaky showing themselves here and there, but not much. You'll see. There's a parking lot in the space that you're not allowed to see. The problems are here on this planet, but not for long. Jails are going to be empty except for maybe three, four% of the people in it that are good.

[00:23:32]It's going to be a lot of dust, powder, going to be a lot of fire. Anyway, my putting out a video and then not long after this body finally coming to its end, abrupt end. And however it happens, there'll be spirit in the other side.

[00:23:59]But this body's been aging. The I'm only 70 years old, but this body inside it's like 98.

[00:24:17]the other side. See that to get me out of here along with using her energy to do so. Anyway, um I'll be gone very shortly after. I mean, I'll make a video.

[00:24:32]you all know see me for something and then very shortly later I'm gone and here comes this dragon that's um manipulating the timeline to make it easier when you finally see this stuff to understand what I was telling you wasn't a lie you have to decide that for yourselves anyway but as spirit from on the outside.

[00:25:04]I have to do everything plausible to help you come to the correct proper decision when it happens.

[00:25:16]I've said so much about it and I go I tell you in a video not much longer you see that it happens and it's easier for you to put two to two together and get four instead of 87.

[00:25:33]and the other people I talk with daily, they'll have videos of us talking to supplement that with I can all I can say is what I've said too many times before that I am leaving but finally we're there anyway.

[00:25:57]You're all that are in abusing others.

[00:25:59]It's all about you.

[00:26:02]The abusers, they're leaving creation all together.

[00:26:08]So, Lily and I love you. Um, all that stuff about Lucifer and Lilith, and it's the creation's greatest lie.

[00:26:21]The only one close to it is God loves you.

[00:26:26]There's no God. There's no devil. It's just family and our family problems are being destroyed.

[00:26:35]Creation's purge, I'll see you all as soon as I can.

[00:26:45]And for those that really get mad at me for taking so long and everything else and saying that I'm full of fertilizer, well, I understand why you feel like that. And until you see for yourself, until you understand for yourself, how can I think you think anything else?

[00:27:10]When I found out what I was so many years ago, I did everything I could to sidestep saying what I am when people would ask because everybody we live in a reptilian society and everything's better than better than better than.

[00:27:26]And you can do something I can't that means you're better than me. I mean, bull crap.

[00:27:36]Everything I do other than, you know, eating blah blah blah, it's always been for everyone else. All the money that I've created has immediately gotten to someone else. I've never had it.

[00:27:51]I don't matter. I just am like Stone Mountain in Atlanta, G in Georgia.

[00:27:58]I'm just there. I'm about to activate on a big schedule in a big way.

[00:28:07]along a schedule. Okay, folks, that's enough of me talking as things continue, you're going to see what what's actually happening. It's going to be scary as hell at first, but then you're going to see. And these other folks that are with my group, they're going to tell you about things that I'm about to do right before I do them. Why? because I'm going to tell them so that you know they're real.

[00:28:40]I'm real. You're real. We're all real.

[00:28:44]But you're about to become awake, aware of creation's true reality.

[00:28:53]I want nothing but the best for every one of you. And the last five plus years, you know that you're here in body, those of you that are staying is going to be better than anything you've ever had in any life. It is going to it'll be unreal. You'll see. And it doesn't matter if you're healthy, unhealthy, strong, weak, um, uh, rich, poor, it doesn't matter your youth.

[00:29:26]You're you and you're not abusive.

[00:29:28]That's all it means. That's it.

[00:29:33]See you soon, folks.

[00:29:36]Soon as I'm able, as soon as it happens and when it gets good, wonderful. But I'm going to keep making it better.

[00:29:45]You'll see. That's my job.

[00:29:48]And I love you. I'll see you soon.