I Never Thought I'd Have | Fazza Poems | Emotional & Tribute Poetry Inspired by Sheikh Hamdan Fazza

Añadido: 2026-06-02

[00:00:00]I never thought I'd have to say it like this. Love, never thought the day would arrive when the words inside my chest would grow so restless that they would begin knocking against my ribs like travelers asking to be let out before nightfall. Because once I believed that love was something understood without instruction, something that moved naturally between two hearts the way wind moves through open fields, gentle and effortless.

[00:00:30]But life has a strange way of teaching us that even the most beautiful feelings sometimes lose their direction.

[00:00:42]And so here I am speaking these quiet words I never imagined I would have to speak. Love, do this.

[00:00:52]Please understand this. Please see what I am trying to hold together before it slips silently through my hands. I remember the earlier days when everything between us felt like a simple melody that did not need explanation.

[00:01:07]When laughter arrived easily and the future seemed like a road we were already walking together without needing to discuss every step. When your voice felt like a place I could rest and my thoughts felt lighter simply because somewhere in the world you existed breathing the same air beneath the same wondering sky.

[00:01:27]And I never once imagined that there would come a time when I would stand here carefully arranging sentences just to explain how much something still matters to me. Love, do this one small thing that feels enormous to my heart. Listen, not the polite listening that people offer while their minds wander somewhere else, but the kind of listening that slows down time for a moment.

[00:01:56]The kind that allows another person its truth to sit quietly between two souls without being rushed away or misunderstood because I am not speaking to accuse you or blame you or reopen old wounds that both of us have already tried to close.

[00:02:14]I am speaking because sometimes silence begins to feel like a heavier burden than honesty. I never thought I'd have to say love.

[00:02:22]Do this. Look at us again. Look not only at the tired moments or the misunderstandings that have scattered themselves across our path like fallen leaves, but also at the quiet kindness that once lived so naturally between us.

[00:02:36]The way we once held each other's thoughts with patience instead of suspicion.

[00:02:42]The way our conversations used to wander freely like rivers before they began encountering too many walls.

[00:02:50]Perhaps somewhere along the way life became louder than our affection.

[00:02:54]Responsibilities piled themselves on our shoulders.

[00:02:57]Worries arrived uninvited and suddenly the easy warmth we once shared began hiding behind small distances that neither of us fully understood how to cross.

[00:03:09]And now I find myself standing here saying words that feel strange on my tongue. Love. Do this.

[00:03:18]Remember who we were. Remember the version of us that did not measure every gesture with doubt.

[00:03:26]The version that believed in building something together even when the road ahead was unclear.

[00:03:32]The version that laughed without wondering whether tomorrow would change everything because sometimes memory is not meant to to trap us in the past, but to remind us of the strength we once carried without even realizing it.

[00:03:46]I am not asking you to pretend everything is perfect because perfection I it's a fragile illusion that disappears the moment real life touches it.

[00:03:55]I am only asking you to meet me halfway in this quiet effort to understand what still lives between us. Love, do this. Speak honestly.

[00:04:05]Tell me if your heart still feels something when my name enters the room.

[00:04:09]Tell me if somewhere beneath the confusion there is still a small corner of warmth that refuses to disappear.

[00:04:15]Tell me the truth, even if that truth is complicated, even if it arrives slowly and uncertainly. Because honesty may sometimes hurt, but it never leaves the lingering shadows that silence creates.

[00:04:31]You see, I never wanted to become the person who stands here asking for reassurance like someone lost in a crowded city searching for a familiar face. But love changes people in unexpected ways.

[00:04:46]It makes us braver in some moments and strangely vulnerable in others.

[00:04:53]And tonight I am allowing myself to be both. Love, do this. Do not let pride speak louder than your heart.

[00:05:03]Pride builds tall walls that feel strong in the moment, but later become lonely fortresses where no warmth can enter.

[00:05:12]And I would rather stand in a field of uncertainty with you than hide safely behind walls that slowly erase everything we once cared about. Because despite everything, despite the questions and the distance and the quiet fear that sometimes visits my thoughts, there is still something stubborn inside me that believes our story does not deserve to end as a misunderstanding.

[00:05:38]And maybe that is why these words keep arriving. Maybe that is why I am still here saying what I never imagined I would say.

[00:05:47]Love do this. Stay for a moment long.

[00:05:50]Are before deciding that leaving is easier.

[00:05:54]Sit beside me in this fragile pose where two hearts can still choose patience instead of farewell.

[00:06:00]Look at my hands not as empty promises, but as simple human hands that are still willing to hold yours through the confusing chapters that every real relationship eventually faces.

[00:06:15]I never thought I'd have to say these things. I thought love would already know.

[00:06:21]But perhaps love sometimes forgets its own language and someone must gently remind it how to speak again.

[00:06:30]So if these words reach you tonight like a quiet echo traveling across distance, if they find even the smallest place inside your heart where understanding still lives, then listen to the request hidden inside them. Love do this. Come a little closer to the truth of what we are before deciding what we are not and maybe, just maybe, we will rediscover that the love we thought was fading was only waiting patiently for us to remember how to hold it again.

[00:07:04]And maybe that is where the real story begins.

[00:07:08]Love in this quiet moment after the words have already been spoken and the air between us feels a little heavier yet strangely clearer because sometimes when the truth finally leaves the mouth, it does not shout.

[00:07:22]It simply sits down beside the two people who have been avoiding it and waits patiently for them to notice its presence. And tonight I feel that presence here with us like a lantern glowing softly in a dark room that neither of us knew how to light before.

[00:07:43]I never thought I would become someone who stands here saying, "Love do this.

[00:07:48]Love understand this. Love, please see what my heart has been carrying because I always believed that love was a language we would speak without effort, the way two birds know how to fly in the same sky without rehearsing their direction."

[00:08:04]But, somewhere along the road life became louder than our quiet understanding.

[00:08:10]And the small distances between our words began to grow like shadows stretching at sunset.

[00:08:17]Do you remember those evenings when time moved slower around us?

[00:08:21]When even ordinary conversations felt like small adventures because we were sharing them together. When your laughter would arrive unexpectedly and fill the empty corners of my day the way sunlight fills a window that has been waiting all morning to open.

[00:08:37]And I would sit there thinking how strange and beautiful it was that someone so simple and real could suddenly become the center of so many of my thoughts. Those memories are not just old photographs to me. Love, they are living things that still breathe somewhere inside my chest. They walk quietly beside me when I move through the day.

[00:09:06]They appear in small unexpected moments when a song plays or when the evening sky begins to turn the color of quiet promises. And every time they return, they whisper the same gentle question, "Was that happiness only temporary?"

[00:09:22]Or did we simply forget how to protect it? Love, do this.

[00:09:28]Pause for a moment before answering.

[00:09:31]Do not let tiredness answer for you. Do not let disappointment rush you toward conclusions that the heart has not fully agreed with yet because sometimes what we think is the end of something beautiful is only the moment when it begins asking for a little more patience. I'm not pretending that everything between us has been easy because real connections are never built on smooth roads alone.

[00:09:57]They grow through misunderstandings, through awkward silences, through days when two people must learn again how to recognize each other beneath the dust of ordinary life.