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Hi, what's up guys? Welcome back to my channel. In case you're new here, my name is Casta. If you're returning, thank you for always coming back and watching my videos. So, Yo, I'm really struggling with this, but I've decided I just want to update you guys on what has been going on.
Uh if you are new to my channel, my name is Casta. I don't always look like this.
Sometimes I look like this, other times I look like this, other times I look like this. It just depends on what season we are in.
So, please subscribe to my channel, road to 30,000 subscribers, and thank you for the 29,000 of you who are already part of the family. Thank you to my members for putting on a monthly subscription to support me and to watch my videos. So, if you want to be a member, you can place you can press join on the dashboard of my channel, and you're going to be able to join membership, and you're going to be able to support me in one way or the other. So, Oh my god, today is a beautiful day, and hopefully you're going to get this video tomorrow or tonight. I don't know when, but I'm going to try so hard so I can edit because of course you guys have been worried about me, and I really, really appreciate it so, so much. Okay, I don't I don't know.
I really appreciate it so much. So, a couple of I think a couple of days ago or a week or it's been a long time basically since I created a video. So, a couple of, you know, um I think days ago, uh you guys came together and helped me raise some funds for a medical procedure that I needed urgently. Glad to inform you guys that I actually did get the procedure. But before I get to the procedure and everything that has happened after, let me let me put you guys through the journey of the past couple of days that I've been able to shoot and create. I hope you guys enjoy this video. Please subscribe, like, and comment on the comment section down below. Let me know what you think.
Hi guys, what's up? Welcome back to my channel.
Um today is the night before my procedure. So my procedure is going to be tomorrow.
And >> [sighs] >> I've actually decided to start this video today because I'm sure that maybe tomorrow I won't be able to start this video properly cuz I don't know how tomorrow is going to look like.
But I'm so panicked. I'm so panicked, guys.
Like it's crazy, but I'm also very excited that we are going tomorrow. So Today I am really really grateful and um >> [sighs and gasps] >> I am so nervous. I was just doing my Bible study, the normal one, and then I did my prayer because right now it's actually at night. We're almost going to bed.
And I was just telling myself, "Oh my goodness, it's just beautiful and that I'm getting the procedure, but it's also very scary cuz I do not know what to expect."
Um I've also been thinking of how privileged I am to be able to get a procedure this quick and this soon as I have been asked to get it.
and it has just made me think about how many Kenyans or I don't know if it's general Africa or it's just in Kenya, but I think in Kenya is where this the the health care rules are so strict like for you to experience some, you know, high-end medical care, you have to have a lot of money. For you in the normal hospitals, it would take longer.
For families to even be able to raise enough money for hospital needs, it takes even longer.
And I can only imagine the financial baggage that comes with, you know, being sick. So, whether it's, you know, yourself who's sick or your parents or your relative or just someone who's close to you, like And I'm asking myself, is uh taking longer, raising the money for, you know, medical procedures one of the factors that affects us as individuals and makes us stay sick for longer or am I just overthinking? And is it Is the um lack of finances one of the things that makes people Anyway, guys, I lost that thought, but all in all, we thank God, and um I pray that everyone who seeks medical care actually gets enough money to actually um be able to get the, you know, like proper medical care, cuz I have seen along my journey how, you know, lack of proper care can actually affect your entire journey.
And um yeah, so tonight I am really excited, nervous, very nervous, but I'm also very excited. And I can't wait for tomorrow to get the procedure done so that I can be able to eat, to do my normal things normally.
Um Lately I've not been able to eat in the past couple of days. I just feel, you know, Yeah, and then eh I'm having a lot going on, but above all, we thank God. And as long as I'm breathing, God has a great reason and purpose for me, so sticking to that and holding on to that, and um I hope to see you guys tomorrow morning.
So, it all started with the normal the night before uh the procedure. I was really nervous. I was very very nervous. But I actually understand the reason why I was nervous cuz um uh the the last procedure that I had that uh had to do with the liver, it was very very intense. And um that's when I was getting my liver resection.
And uh getting past that was so hectic because it was something that I had never done. And the the liver is a very important organ, so obviously you'd be worried if you're told that you need a surgery uh that has to do with your liver.
Uh fast forward, my mom was very very happy as well that night.
And she was like and I told her I'm going to shoot an intro for tomorrow's video, which is the procedure day because I feel like I want to start a proper intro at home so that when I get home, I can actually be able uh when I get to the hospital, I can be able to continue without the stress of starting a new video.
And so, this is what my mom had to say, and um Yes, my mom is not really a social media person, and anytime she has ever appeared on YouTube, it was purely because she wanted the best of me, and she wanted to support me. And for her to actually offer to send a message to you guys, it felt unreal cuz she has a She holds a lot of trauma from social media, and I don't think she ever wants to be on here. So, she's saying to me, "Please, just send this voice to them."
>> Hello everyone. Kastle's mother. I'm here grateful for everyone who came up to support my daughter, Mary Kastle.
I was alone, but when you came up to support my daughter, you became a family. You held her.
You are with her. Actually, you have been the vessels that God is using, and has been using all her long.
I am very much grateful.
I just want to thank each and everyone who volunteered and came up with an idea for supporting my daughter.
>> [snorts] >> Ever since the journey began, it has not been easy. It has been like a burden, but God has always been coming through.
He has promised us in his word, Deuteronomy 31, verse number eight, that he will go ahead of us. He will go before us.
So, he has promised us not to fear, not to be dismayed. I've just kept on the promise that God has given us in his word.
I always tell myself that the Bible has already told me that yes, the enemy can rage, but the Bible tells me New King Version, Isaiah 59, verse number 19, that so those shall they fear the name of the Lord from the west, and his glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy comes in like a flood, the spirit of Lord will lift up a standard against him. I have always been grateful because I have seen God lifting a standard against the devil. And I have been always there trusting and believing in God that everything happens for a purpose for those who love God. I know that a lot will arise that when God is with you, you raise a standard against all the temptations that God has been targeting. I thank you all. I am grateful. May God bless you. May God provide for you. May you never lack. May God see you through. May he answer your prayers whenever you call. He has told us in Jeremiah 33:3 that we call on to him. He shall answer and show us great things that we know not. May he reveal things that you don't know for you guys and your families. May he always be there for you to support you whenever you need the support. May he stand with you always. May he grant you wisdom, knowledge, and understanding and understanding in all the matters of life. May he also come through for you whenever you need. May God receive all the glory for it belongs to him.
>> After everything is said and done, uh we definitely woke up the next morning and went straight to the hospital.
Hi guys. I am on the way to the hospital now. I hope you guys are doing well. Um yeah, I am really excited. I am not really excited. I'm very nervous and I can't wait to get there and get everything done. So, yeah, come with me.
Let's go and um get the procedure done. I just want to say a big, big thank you to all of you guys for making it possible for me to go and get this procedure uh ASAP.
So, yeah.
Anyways, guys, I hope you guys are going to watch this video up to the end so that you can get an update of how everything is and so that you can be able to see, you know, everything as it is. So, yeah.
I am so, so nervous and I am also very excited at the same time. I don't know how to describe that feeling, but thanks be to God. I am very grateful and I don't feel uh so bad. Like, I feel like okay. Just that now I know in my mind like this has to be done. So, thank you, guys, for clicking the video and also for sticking around to watch it. I hope that everything is going to be sorted and then we can be able to go back home or whatever the doctors are going to be saying. I am open to anything. I'm just very, very happy that we're going to be able to do this now and then once we are done, I can be able to eat again like normal. Like, guys, if you don't know, like, I know you guys already know that I'm an actual foodie.
Like, I love eating. Like, I can eat like 10 times a day. But, lately I've just been having like just one meal and it's crazy or even nothing. So, I'm so excited to get back to eating, mostly.
And yeah. So, let's go get it done quickly, quickly.
Some of you guys who have experienced the same thing, uh one of you told me that actually immediately after that procedure, you'd be able to eat comfortably. And I'm like, I wish. I just want to eat. Like, I just want to be able to go back to just uh you know, normal eating habits uh where like I'm not worried of nausea or vomiting or diarrhea cuz now the past couple of days it's been a combination of both nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea. And it's very uncomfortable. You guys already know, so let's go to the hospital. Let's Let's get it done and let's see how everything goes.
Yeah, so I just thought I should update you quickly on my way so that when we get there cuz I know uh when I get to the hospital I won't I won't just be putting this camera on everyone's face, you know, cuz it's very very wrong, so I'm just going to I'm going to keep updating you, and I hope you guys are going to watch this video up to the end. Make sure you give the video a like.
Subscribe if you haven't.
And also, thank you so much for 29k subscribers. Oh my god, I'm so so grateful. You guys have been so good to me. You've been subscribing. You've been showing me love. Like, I have never I I I could never imagine that such um kind of love like it's beyond my imagination that people can love someone that they have never gotten uh in contact with like physically. So, I I'm so so grateful. Thank you so very much. God bless you all. Road to 30,000 subscribers, you know. 30,000, here we come. Yay!
I'm so excited about that as well.
Like, you guys have just been filling my life with merry lately, and I'm really really grateful.
And all I can say is I just pray that God blesses you guys and gives you more and more and more and more. Keep praying for me, and I will definitely come back to you guys and let you guys know how everything is looking like.
>> [music] [music] >> Hi guys.
I've gotten to the hospital now.
Ooh, that was so painful.
Oh well, I've just gotten here now. I'm getting to the washroom and then I can go to admissions and then I can go I can proceed now to my specialist so that everything can be done. I'm so so glad.
I'm really feeling like I can I can just get myself off of this body.
Oh my god, this is crazy.
I don't know, but it is what it is, man. So, I've gotten to the hospital safe. I I'm so grateful to God and I've never been so scared like I've had something like this before and it wasn't this scary, but today it just felt weird. I don't know if it's because it's the liver because the last time I had a liver situation I was very tense and so My God.
>> Token number 80061, please proceed to admissions.
>> So, guys, we are >> Token number 80090, please proceed to triage two.
>> So, guys, we're waiting. I'm still at the waiting area.
>> Today's the morning of the procedure.
I'm so lazy.
Um and I had My arm still pains.
So, I need to take and see this part of the injection better.
But, my sore um my throat is not as sore as yesterday.
But, I'm super grateful.
Everything went okay.
I just still feel like some pain in this area.
But, I'm so grateful that everything is okay.
And um yeah.
This morning, I am going to start my medication.
And then So, I'm going to bring you guys with me.
I just feel so much um discomfort and uh on my hand as well.
This area is still always Guys, so my mama's made me this breakfast. Oh my god, I feel so grateful. Look at that.
>> [snorts] >> So, this is some porridge.
There's bananas and they they have been mashed.
There's eggs that have been mashed as well. There's fruit juice.
>> [snorts] >> And there's water and my medication over there.
Oh my goodness.
I feel so grateful like I feel so grateful and blessed.
This is This is so good like not having to worry about what you eat when you wake up because someone has been taking care of you.
And she knows my sore my throat is sore.
So, she's just like if porridge works, good. If juice works, good. If bananas work, but try and eat at least um three of them. So, she's like try and have the hot porridge instead of the warm juice because the past couple of days I've been surviving on juice.
And she just made sure that it's here.
And there's porridge here.
There's the bananas and she has literally mashed them because she feels like maybe I won't be able to eat or maybe it's going to be really harsh or the eggs.
Like I think a mother really understands these things and I don't know, but I'm just grateful that she has done all this for me and uh So, let's eat. Let's eat. I'm going to wash my hands.
And then I'm really really grateful.
So, yeah.
>> The seasons [music] come and go like thoughts of you.
Like a wave [music] it [singing] turns to the sea into the blue.
They [music] change but in a cycle [singing] that I can't lose.
Each [music and singing] painful but delightful to live through.
You came into my [music and singing] life just like another season.
>> Having all of that that has happened in the couple of days, I am doing so much better. I cannot complain. I am feeling better genuinely.
I no longer feel the nausea. I no longer vomit.
Um I do not diarrhea like I was diarrheaing before the green items.
And um now I feel greater.
Uh my throat is still sour. I think it's because of the What is it called? Because of the the pipe that had to go through my throat.
And I did get um I think I'm going to place you guys somewhere so that I can actually explain.
Okay, so maybe right there.
Okay.
So, I did get the metal stents cuz uh my specialist thought that that one is more of a long-term solution than the plastic stent. So, if you are new or you have never heard about stents before or you're wondering why are you getting stents, it's because my bile was um my bile was uh leaking and uh it's because my bile duct were narrowed by the scarring of a liver section that I got last year. And so, when I went to the hospital, my doctors recommended for um the metal stents, but they were very expensive. So, I came on and um uh you guys did help me raise the money for that, which I am forever grateful because I have foreign items in my body right now because of you guys.
Uh God really used you guys as vessels and I am forever grateful. And so, my doctors recommended for metal stents instead of plastic stents because um chances of the plastic stents clogging again is higher than the metal ones and the metal ones are also wider than the plastic ones, meaning that it allows the bile to actually uh ducts to actually widen a little bit more and better.
With a plastic, you have to change regularly, but uh the metal are sort of a more long-term solution and so, that's basically what we got. I am uh since that day, I have not experienced a couple of things anymore.
I am going for a new checkup in um 2 days.
Uh cuz in actually 2 days because it's been almost um the other days have passed when I was not recording anything.
And uh I think it's great that um I can go to the hospital because I've also been experiencing uh abdominal pains um on and off. So, I don't know if it's as a result of the stents or what. But, I no longer feel the nausea. I can actually eat now. Not so much, but I'm trying. And um it feels so much better. My body feels more relaxed. Uh just that pain that I'm telling you guys that's on my upper um abdomen. And um yeah, so hopefully in the next 2 days when I go for my next uh check-in, uh they're going to find the reason. Um or they're going to um let me know after the check-ups, after the tests, whatever they're going to do, they're going to determine what the problem is uh for sure. So, that's basically what has been happening.
Uh nothing much. And uh I'm sure you guys are wondering, why are you closing your mouth on a mask and all of that?
But, in the midst of everything, like I said, on the first day when I came back, um the first day when I came back, I think you've seen on the video or I don't know if I really told you.
I think I did.
So, you've seen on the video, I did um I did uh eat something and I told you guys that uh this part of my uh knee of my throat is very sore. And uh apart from that, uh eating things, uh maybe heavy things, was quite hectic because it came with uh some pain. So, the evening I spent it uh sleeping entirely because I was still so tired. I think it's uh because of the anesthesia.
Because during the procedure I didn't hear any single thing.
Yeah, so I only woke up and I found myself on a bed and I was like, "Oh, okay."
And uh everyone was happy that I woke up. I don't know if they thought I was going to go.
Anyways, that's what's up. So, I'm going to show you guys what's happening with my face. Um I have this thing going on and and uh together with the one that is uh on the throat. I don't know what uh is resulting to that, but it's actually uh filled with uh fluid. I don't know what fluid that is. And um I feel like also my knee is a little bit swollen, but I think it's because of this thing and also still the pain that is in my throat. And I just felt like wearing a mask is better than creating this video like this because someone would be triggered by such a physique and I do not want to trigger you guys. And I also don't know if I you know, yeah. So, I am really excited and uh I hope you guys know that I am so so grateful. I am so so thankful and I will never take your love and support for granted. So, I will update you more and uh I hope to see you guys on a new video. And uh yeah, so let me know if you have gotten uh the stent placement procedure, if you experienced this, the abdominal pain that I'm talking about, and also the sourness uh ness on the throat. Which I think the sourness on the throat I'm going to it's going to um end after maybe a couple of days. And the other thing is that this thing is actually itchy and it only appeared the day after my procedure. So, I'm wondering, is it uh from the procedure or not? I just don't know. But, we're going to find out when we go to the hospital anyway. So, thank you so much for sticking around. I hope you um put me in your prayers till and let's journey along together. Thank you so much for each and every one of you who has come to my inbox and um you know, talk to me and uh ask me did the procedure go or not and everything.
I really appreciate and I'll never take it for granted.
Hi guys, what's up? Welcome back to my channel. So, um I'm getting better.
Things are getting so much better. I look Okay, I don't look so much better, but yeah, it's coming It's coming together, okay? So, I just wanted to inform you guys or update you guys on why I haven't shot a video on in such a long time. This is probably going to be a snippet in just another video or something, but here's the thing. So, when you look at me from here, I look so pretty. I look so good, right? Assume uh my mouth was back to normal. But then, when I bring the camera like this, do you guys see this?
Do you?
Do you see it?
Do you see it?
They actually these pimples are appearing and then they form black spots. So, for some reason, even though I am told that this is like reactions of the meds that I'm taking, I still feel like I'm not sure if I I want you guys to be seeing me like this in more of my videos, you know? So, when I have um cuz my face has changed like five times now or even six. Like, things just come and go, happen and disappear. But, then um I just realized that every other time I get different changes. So, like right now, that's what I'm I'm looking like like It's like I'm scaling.
Being a girl who has always had like a very clear skin, it's it's definitely um it makes me feel insecure, you know? It makes me feel like, "Huh, I'm not pretty enough right now." So, I feel like I need to hide.
But, then I just I just think that today and also with social media, you just don't know.
You put something on trying to express yourself or just and everyone has an opinion. But, genuinely, when I when I do like this, you'd probably not even see how badly off it is. That's the best thing about cameras and filters and everything because you can barely see things. But, you see like right now, when I give you guys the reality like that you see why I've been disappeared for a bit. That's the reason. So, >> [sighs and gasps] >> I'm feeling better. I am so much better.
And I hope to see you guys on the next video. I have really missed you guys though so so much.
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