I get "snuggle sneezes"

Added: 2026-05-26

[00:00:00]All right, dude. I literally didn't know what else to call this video. I I get snuggle sneezes, bro. That's That's what they are, okay? I don't know what else to call them. What I don't [laughter] even know. Let me at least try to clarify a little bit because it's really really weird. So, I'm going to try my best to explain what I mean by this.

[00:00:20]Also, I'm like 99% certain that I'm like the only person in the entire Milky Way galaxy, probably the universe for that matter, that even experiences this. But, if you do, please comment down below, bro, because, you know, I'm pretty convinced I'm alone on this. But, but yeah, so let's just jump into it. So, like most of my stories, this one begins in high school, more specifically about 10th grade, okay? I got hit by my first wave of loneliness, and, you know, I was going through a bunch of tough emotions that were just super hard to process.

[00:00:52]You know, it was complicated. I had never felt this way prior. I had never felt loneliness, you know, that pure utter feeling of loneliness before in my entire life. And, of course, like, yeah, to a degree, I was a freaking emo depressed loser or whatever. But, you know, it it was just It was It was so foreign to me. It was so foreign to me.

[00:01:12]I never felt lonely like that before.

[00:01:14]And, specifically for me, that like feeling of loneliness came in the form of like the craving for touch. I felt a lot of cravings for physical touch around that time, which, again, I had never felt before. And, yeah, I've mentioned in a few other videos of mine that, like, yeah, I've I've experienced like this {quote} {unquote} phenomenon of touch starvation or whatever you want to call it. And, like, yeah, I think it's a real thing. Like, don't get me wrong. It's just It's just so hard to like really like diagnose, if that makes sense. And, it's hard to say exactly if that's exactly what I'm dealing with or if something else entirely different is at play. Like, I don't really know.

[00:01:54]Especially because, like, for me, this all happened after puberty. You know what I mean? Like I had never really felt that way until after I had gone through puberty and I started So like maybe it was like something to do with that. Maybe this was some sort of weird like emotional development that happened within me because I started to going through puberty. I mean honestly, dude, I have no idea. Now, okay, here's when it gets really, really interesting, okay? This was around the time, all right, that lo-fi hip hop was really big, if you remember that. is kind of like around, but most of it's kind of slop. It's kind of just copy and paste the same instrumental over and over and over again with the same drum loop over and over and over again and that same obnoxious like vinyl cracking sound that's used in every single song. Well, okay, I'd listen to this all the time back when it was like super big and like, you know, while doing schoolwork or just hanging out, like whatever it was, man. You know, going for a walk, I'm going to listen to some lo-fi hip hop. Video games? Yeah, dude, totally.

[00:02:52]Put on some of that. It's like super relaxing, gets my head in the right space, helped me keep my cool and everything. You know, it it it it was good music, okay? Now, if you remember, there was a a series of like live streams that would go on with like this like the lo-fi study girl or whatever.

[00:03:07]And, you know, I that was like the main thing I'd listen to. I'd usually listen to that and I'd listen to it while going to sleep, while waking up in the morning, while studying or whatever. I remember there was one particular live stream. I don't remember what account uploaded it, but it was just called something like lo-fi hip hop beats to relax/sleep to. And I would go to sleep to that literally all the time. And it had like this little video of like the lo-fi study girl like laying in bed and she was just like petting her cat that was like laying down on her lap or whatever, sleeping. Like super cute and harmless thing, right? And like I don't know why, okay, but just felt like really nice because it kind of felt like she was with me in a way. Like Like does that make sense? Like it was it I mean it was innocent, right? It felt completely innocent. It was just like she was like a friend or something, you know? I don't really know. It's like at the time I didn't really have a whole lot of friends and everything. It felt like a bit of an escape of sorts, you know what I mean? Like after I got home after a super long day of school, I could just, you know, listen to this music, fall asleep, and I would, you know, imagine that, you know, she was there with me. And look, I always had an aversion back then to like these sorts of like role-play-esque scenarios because I was an edgy teenager and I thought, you know, it was like considered morally wrong for me to ever even think about the possibility of a solid relationship with anybody, Rem or Misa or not, okay? It [laughter] was just like really really weird. It was like the thought that it was like cringe or something. Don't know. At night, around that time, I started to get this really weird innate urge. It just kind of happened out of nowhere. Against my will, right? But like I just like got the bright idea like I'm going to grab this blanket in my bed and I just start like, you know, cuddling with it or whatever. And I'd pretend that it was like the lofi study girl. But like that's what I would always do every single night whenever I'd go to sleep.

[00:05:06]I'd grab a blanket and I'd pretend that I was like, you know, snuggling with the the lofi study girl and, you know, that like she was like consoling me or something and telling me that like I was going to get through X, Y, and Z. You know what I mean? And I'll tell you what, man, it it definitely did help me a lot, but it I definitely felt like weird about it because, you know, again, I felt weird about the role-play-esque scenarios. I It felt like {quote} {unquote} degenerate behavior, you know?

[00:05:35]Not to say that it is or that it was. It was just like back then that's like how I felt about it because I guess I was just like super emotionally closed off or something. It It wasn't as bad as I was making it out to be. I mean, if at all, really. And it was 100% innocent every time. Like, it was just, you know, I needed a way to help myself get to sleep, bro, and that's what I did. I mean, really, is there Is it really a moral failing to to hug a blanket while you fall asleep? I don't really think so, okay? But, here's what's weird though, okay? When I first did this, I discovered something very weird about my body. So, whenever I got too deep into thought, all right? Whenever I was snuggling with this blanket, and I got to the point where I truly convinced myself that I was cuddling with a real-life person, you guessed it, I'd sneeze.

[00:06:22]Okay? A single sneeze. You know, not like a chain of two or three sneezes like a normal person. No, no, no. Just one sneeze. I don't know why, okay? It's It was so freaking weird. It would happen every single time though. And no, this hasn't gone away, either. I'm talking about this in the past tense, but this still happens today. I'm 21 years old now, and this has been happening since puberty practically, since I was like 14 or 15 years old. I mean, today, I mean, every single time I sleep with a stuffed animal, it has the potential to happen if I tell myself that it's like a real person. Heck, I don't even have to be physically touching anything, either. Like, if I just think really hard, if I think hard enough about it, like, I could feasibly force myself to sneeze, okay? Albeit, much harder to do so than if I'm like in bed or whatever, right? But, you know, it's happened before. It's definitely happened before where I'm at work, and I just get bored, and I drift off to la-la land, and then suddenly, I just freaking sneeze by accident, and it's one sneeze.

[00:07:28]And then, like, people will point out to me, and they're like, "Bless you. Huh, that was kind of weird. That was just one sneeze. Normally, you sneeze more."

[00:07:35]And I'm like, "Haha, yeah. Totally wasn't like fantasizing about freaking cuddling with whoever the heck." It's like, "Oh my gosh, dude. It's so freaking strange, bro. What?

[00:07:45]So yeah, before you assume that like you know, I was just like allergic to the fabrics or fleeces of you know, whatever I was hugging while I was going to sleep. No, it happened to without any physical stimuli as well. Like it's just so freaking strange though. I mean heck this is even happened like in class. I remember after I had first discovered this or whatever. I would like be in my science class and I would be spacing out and you know, I'd just be imagining being back in bed at home, being in bed with the Lo-Fi study girl and then I just start sneezing. Like I just start sneezing in class and you know, it was like the middle of the lecture. So like obviously like no one was going to tell me bless you. Also like who says bless you anymore, dude? They just like stare at you like you're a deranged lunatic.

[00:08:31]But whatever, okay? Here the real question I got to ask is what the heck is wrong with me? I mean like why does this even happen, all right? And yes, I've tried doing research on this too.

[00:08:40]And you know what I found? Okay, look, I thought I'd find others. I thought I'd find some people who might have possibly gone through the same thing as me, but no. All I found was some freaking weird foreign page for people with a sneeze fetish of all things. I didn't even know that was a thing. How could you even be freaking turned on by sneezing? That doesn't even make any sense to me. Like that's not even remotely similar to what this is at all, okay? But hey, shout out to my sneeze fetish folks out there, bro. y'all got it rough. The oppression is crazy. Honestly though, okay? I just can't even possibly come to a actual hypothesis as to why this even happens to me. I mean sneezing from that? This doesn't make any sense, okay? Like nothing is happening, you know? Like nothing is happening. I'm just chilling, you know? And then I'm thinking about something and then I sneeze. That's a bit strange. #50 shades of awkward, me thinks. I don't know. That's really strange. I don't know why it happens, okay? My best possible guess is that maybe there's some sort of weird genetic overlap or crossed wires where, you know, there obviously shouldn't be. You know, think about how like they're like, what is it? It's like one in four people or something who experience that weird thing where whenever they walk outside in the sunlight, they sneeze or something like that. You know, like it's like a thing that like kids are supposed to do. Like it happens with kids, but sometimes whenever they get older, it stays with them and then they keep on sneezing whenever they go outside whenever it's like super sunny. It's like really weird and I don't know why it happens. But maybe it's something like that. Maybe it's some sort of thing like that. I've also found a few other things like there's some sort of like really rare, yet slightly documented situation where like people can like sneeze whenever they become aroused or something. And that's like definitely weird and like I mean, come to think of it now, like as I'm recording this, you know, the sneeze fetish thing kind of does make a little bit of sense then, doesn't it?

[00:10:41]>> [laughter] >> Listen, okay, whatever it is, all right, I don't really know, all right, but you know, I couldn't really find any documented cases about anyone experiencing this exactly, whatever I'm experiencing. Probably no one is going to relate, but like I'm curious, okay? I genuinely have no explanation or anything for this, so the moral of the story is try your best to sneeze into your elbow and not your hand, I guess. Okay, I don't freaking know.

[00:11:06]>> [laughter] >> Other than that, I don't really have anything else to talk about. So, I am going to mention really quickly, I do got a Discord server, link in the description. Just to hang out, bro. It It'll be It'll be a blast. Come on. Come on. Additionally, take a look here. We got some fan art. Whoa, look at that, dude. People just keep on drawing stuff of me and it like it's wild, okay? It's been like a number of weeks since people started drawing fan art of me, but it's still like really scary to see. But anyway though, it's raining outside. So I hope like that doesn't get picked up in the recording. It probably will.

[00:11:41]Whatever. Anyways though, I'll catch you guys in the next one. So yeah. Bye.