This raw account transforms a distant geopolitical crisis into a visceral story of survival against systemic cruelty. It serves as a sobering reminder that for many, the risk of death is the only available path toward a life of dignity.
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Okay. Uh my name is George Emmanuel Idoko.
I was a professional baba.
I was a professional baba that is doing very well. Not really very well per se, but I was working in one of the big salom in Abuja.
And my average pay then was actually average. It was okay for me as a young guy. And um I have a lot of clients. I have good clients that they were like family to me. So I would say life wasn't that bad. Just my ambitious I was very ambitious. So I wasn't really seeing the blessings I had as at that time. So I needed more for myself cuz I was actually rentree and my monthly income plus home service tips and everything at least was averaging 500,000 and above. at 2022 2021 my money was actually a lot as I did. So I was just telling professional I just say there I don't know that I'm from Ben states local government I was born and brought up in the north here I was born in slea and my family came to Abuja that was 1993 there But okay, sorry. I mean 1995 was still very tender then.
So I grew up in Abuja.
Yeah. Just when Jillos beggar campus beggar they employed my dad to we renovated to uh beggar camp in Kuba. So my dad was among the first beggar workers. So that was how we came to Abuja.
Yeah. Uh when I grow up in B camp before I start husband my life before the journey I can say uh is this quest to always want to be more like there has never been a time in my life that I was settled that I felt settled. I was always looking for more.
So I think even during the journey those those things was keeping me going because I knew where I started from. I started from the streets like the real street over the barbing I was doing then it was not really something that I like doing. It was just a thing you get somebody actually just go and do this thing. So when I started things were rough but then I was like this thing just have to work out even when I had no idea the place I was overworking I went there as a novice but I have to stand out to be one of the best baba a time so there's this push that has always been there yeah I remember my first salary then where I was working was 6,000 while my colleagues were receiving far more beyond that he yet but there's this resistance like guy small to this thing and this thing has be the regular baba for street so I remember I added I start I stopped calling myself a baba I started calling myself professional baba like so so it makes more sense to me so my life before then was this guy that just always wanted more want more for himself so there was never a time even okay I was working at this place called case ba that place where we were being paid uh record is just 4,000 naira and there it's in the street there in Koba but before I get the connection I meet one of my big clients that's honorella I get to meet him and from there we started working together introduced me to I where I was working that place I was working Yeah, the difference was so much.
But I remember going to work. I don't have transport. I don't have money to feed there. But I just cover it off. I cuz I I see the end. I was always seeing the end. I knew that this place, this is where I'm supposed to be right now, and this is going to work out. So with that, it kept me going. I wasn't seeing the challenges around it. over when I I remember I would check and when clients call me I would just tell them okay I'm coming and I would start going I don't have transport but know I would just beat everything and that was I started meeting people I met a lot of celebrities many of them have my contact and they were like and we became good men like good pals so yeah I think that's all I have to say for now I've concerned my life before then it was just this guy that was just outgoing I became very good in the hair industry, the barbing industry like I got a lot of clients. I was doing very well and you hear some of my client they will come be like more he did very good. They say this guy spoil my hair for so please for so please and good lot of those hair I was correcting and I have people also who have traveled as at that time uh just like I said I always wanted more for myself so at a point even the place was no longer I was I wasn't feeling I wasn't feeling it anymore I feel there's something more I need to push ahead but there's nothing I could see with I could see myself doing in Nigeria except I want to start another skills and if I want to start another skills what was that skills that will take me to this point so since this thing is also paying well it's paying outside and they paying good currency why not push up because at that time it looks like where I was working was the biggest in Abuja and look like I have all the big client that I needed But then this thing would not give me that thing that I that life I really want inside of me. So I felt like okay I just have to go I couldn't sleep at a point I stopped going to my house. I stopped going home.
I was sleeping in shop. I had I have my own house then but then I wasn't going back home because I needed more phones like if not nothing makes sense to me again. The only that makes sense to is just to be in that place I can I can get that dream life that thing I've always want for myself place I I know I never wanted my children to struggle the kind of struggle I went through so I I just that was the point the idea started coming that you have to leave the country and from there I started reaching out to one or two I talked to some of my clients and you just be like okay uh we'll reach out somebody that will call person for you and uh nothing was coming out but then there's this mindset already there that man need help man but we got fight oursel to survive we got figure it out so I reach out to some agent and they were like got 8 million to travel my initial plan was to go to Canada or USA but to go to those places they like you need to also some amount and half.
This was not my budget. Not somebody told me 10 million. I need 10 million. The other one was like I need like 8 million. The list was just 8 million they were calling and I don't have that kind of money you get.
And also I feel like I'm become coming to age that I need to put things in place too for myself and for my farm. I need to prepare the ground for my family too. So I wasn't seeing the bargaining work to be able to take care of that and so I felt so let me just raise my capital. So when I got my capital what I have with me was I don't know if I should mention the amount.
So what I had then was enough to go through the road part. So I made contact and when I made the contact and the guy was like huh this thing can bring you here and when you get to this place you get to leave all you just need to do in leia is to work more and gather more money. you just cross there's nothing there and it's just high just 4 months journey for you know you all they go and I'm like I take the subtraction although I knew it was a dangerous one but then I wasn't seeing it to be that like I didn't know it was that dangerous though so I was just thinking okay do they give and take 4 months man don't face everything need to face everything finish and the danger I was just seeing was meditarian sea if you survive medit arian sea you enter Europe if you don't survive you die there so that was just all I knew about the journey yeah so the day I we spoke with the guy and the guy was like guy okay how much you get so I told him okay Cece see like okay this will bring you And we were like we were two me and my brother said the money was enough to carry me and my brother. So I was not like okay I believe from that day I started preparing myself for the worst for something that I don't know about. I remember that day I called my guy uh David Dave touch. So I called him my colleague. I called I say guy travel see the view and this only you I want me know want make anybody get involved so come to za we drink that we dry take we do te ch fish so from that day I was just trying to catch enough fun that would take me for the next four months that I will look back to I was just opening my mind I was just preparing my mind from That very day we had had that conversation with that guy. So I left when I left Abuja to Bini.
From Bini I have to stay have to make another we did other things other preparation traditionally now do other traditional preparation and the rest. So from there I also call some of my I called my pastors them. I just told them that I'm about to engage in something that I don't know where it to take me to but then I know at the end of it there's light at the end of the tunnel so just wish me well just pray for me they ask me where you go I go j my flight I know they greeted there see I won't do so just left for me well that moment was all preparation until the very day where he come on the 20th of January 20th th of January 2023. Yeah.
223 or 24th of January that day that was supposed to go to can cross border. They don't want to cross border. That was when it was a different thing done on me against a guy. I remember that moment we were three three of us that was going me my brother and my in-law.
when my mother escort us they go my sisters they cry so just play for my head it's a guy just like soldiers now they go war and that battlefield we don't know what to go see we don't know go die we don't know collect injury we don't know anything so when the thing hit me I was seeing some of those movie then and I was like and the reality actually this now I don't know where we go don't know anybody there nobody know us so it was like we are going to a battlefield. I had that that feeling was so cold there. It was so cold that day like well they just select us they just recruit us for military training know they prepare for send us go battlefield and now in my head okay we don't know who's going to survive this thing we don't know we're going to see there know they we don't know what is the enemy home we know we can't describe it I was just thinking that I saw my sister crying my mom was crying everybody was crying I don't know if I know if I ever see them again or how long it will take me to see them even the country I know I say I won't go I don't know the hus did here. I don't know if the if this one for better pass that one that is the Italy the Europe itself. So all those things was just playing in my head but then I was like we are the line man can't I can't say no now I already tell my guy I don't move so really sh me but then I was like when I see my sister tears my last born when I see that tears it didn't really break me but I know see I did no matter what I go see there one thing was just confident I had a scripture in my back of my heart And the spirit of the Lord God has gone before me and he has made the crooked way straight. That was my quote scripture. And even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil. I had those things, those scriptures strong. Those things were just my motivation. So anytime I think about those things, I just be like the spirit of the Lord God has gone before me and he has made a crooked way straight. So anything I want see for this road, I bet majorly was fooled.
Gary furry for us enough because we don't want to cross desert and that we need no we need to go actually fast so car diary car glucose k granut peanuts gluci and mick and yeah see it was that's me and those things where they that White stuff that's glucose now. Yeah. Yeah.
Car glucose. That's glucose. Yeah. That was the things and the confluence enough and full bag. Then clothes. Wear clothes. Yeah. Double clothes. We double our clothes. But the time we were that was early. It was January. That is the cold time uh winter period. Yeah. So the season was so it was very cold there. So they told us that the things they very cold they prepare. So for my mind I just be like I don't cool I never really come off I really cross I travel before I don't get the idea. So just wear noral sweater and carry sauce. I remember my sister they tell me say guy carry B sheet if there's anything you can carry carry. They go pass this place. I was like you don't get any co never see before God I don't get any co never see before but that was a mistake man that was a mistake because those are those are the things we carried carry those food we carry food and enough food enough food and few clothes sweet the journey it was always from Frank P of fire.
So all were frank to fire. So at first I never knew that we'll be running from police. We'll be running from all these um border gu and the rest. In my heart in my head I thought it was just a normal journey the way I travel to Bini.
So when I get to Cano is just the same thing. You are just traveling to reach vegetarian sea where you want to cross.
So when we get to Cano the place we went to buy sweater go buy this sweater there. Let me use PJ now let's go buy this there. So the guy was now like guys so make say you know the north they know you come from the east and you come from neighbor they just know you new there I don't know how it happened. So those people going to buy it and I'm like go it. So but they just like they figure that any new person that's come to that cano border there wants to cross. So the guy was not like mo allow those police see and I like police don't see us. So that day we just s by the whole forces and they come see all these not around those policemen there they just drive their car come begin they search they check people and I'm like who these f they find but these guys they very aggressive but since Nigerian Nigeria so I never really I don't listen but I'm coming to the ring north now for the first time so and those guys they really look kind of tough The next guy in day that's my in-law that guy piece of body I call the holy house guy come to go for the first time and just the guy be really guy man but a very good guy though so they see this thing they shake I let my brother stay my brother stay just before speak very well they in shake but you see they bit relaxed than me so they look the guy go like they they H they define people. So just g that guy first told us make not let anybody know. So we travel. So we come all of us come leave our bag just hide our bag. We just come like normal from car wash our bag and that our bag if anything I go to that bag I get our food and water everything. So we just they look the bag but the guy just come go. So now from there that was the first time I start having this instinct like okay. And so when they hide when they see people like this until we come follow those N guys who want to cross the border, follow those people talk the connection man come pick us carry us go guys come buy goose they come buy good after they buy things finished they come put us after they don't load the motor enter inside as we enter inside comes go they burn they hide inside the goose they come use something cover up And all those guys sit down for front like they come hide us. So for my head I come be like okay maybe cross one cross border but they hide us from our country the place is tight guy the place tight they feel your leg we go already and we don't know how long it won't take to n guy my bro as we first come off for start that journey they pass that Nigerian border the level of co where hits me first first my body just like the temperature change my body begin jam was vibrating so hard I've never experienced such cold in my life that was the first time I get there say this kind this word because normally in a freezer and a fridge we see something like that but this one they guide the code too much when I begin they shake my guy they shake all over the beginning those guys they be like ah shake like You see I won't come I won't go I want enter desert and I never see anything this not be cold can this cannot be compared to the co in desert and I'm like what the [ __ ] won't continue this thing so that was the first time the thing hit me say I don't enter just start journeying this is the actually start now reaching in town they drop us outside the guy just outside grand expect They actually give us one house day but the guy just carry Bit spray for grant for day after one night for road we sleep till motor come carry us again like okay the cool don't get nothing to cover I carry things where I don't really pack things the cool was crazy the cool they shake but they They tell you say cold day front, cold day front and you be like okay that day come pass we survive those day we buy clothes we buy food we eat we change our currency they now come go aades I think that was my first experience yeah the journey to aadis the journey to aadis journey to aadis when they load we go see other migrants where they go and Algeria guys, Nigeria guys where they travel to.
So those guys too they come pack those ones first best put this normal 18 bus we there like 50 and you ask yourself see now all of us want enter this bus everybody won't enter this bus nobody they don't speak English you don't talk to you now your connection they don't talk to so this time now you don't like you are now an outsider they don't care about you again no be like our fellow black from the jail like mat you people come this side I don't come this side like that they don't pack all of us they don't count us count us count us they begin to put everybody pack load the first line they so my mind they bring another moto three more everybody like everybody have to enter inside that boss it's his normal boss bro so enter that boss face. I as they enter that bus face first your leg not feel anything again. Could the as they still cover us with goose or that goose once they cross border again we will start that one never dry go anywhere.
Jesus I thought the I thought what we entered from Nigeria to Zentan was tight and then the thing for P of fire between us they were coming they say more so be there enjoy for the other bottle to hear my brother now what we go do one person got stand small the other one go sit down will get small comfort then the come sit down again get more comfort and this other person lock it big the guy grab to all of us there. They very it was so inconvenient they very very tight like very very tight but guy who you want talk to you want say they tight so the only thing could just reach where we go we just reach where we go and the more just the journey just they start until we reach one reach one border reach that border those police they come stop us when they stop us they call my guy. They call that one out. They just point one people call those ones and they call that guy out. Call that guy mother actually get put for my hand. The woman tell me personally say my pick.
So that boy so I hold the me.
So as that guy go out mean I have to follow my brother come out.
We come out they come to say Nigeria goal speak. So I go Italian wife that first carry agility right now tell us if you go outside they kill nothing you do not anybody do and tr they push you they m you so like first they come bill us money actually just put that fear for my Hi buddy to me now that goof front I mean walks come just settle follow the talk we just want go buy one or two go I call it get there come say okay we come collect money for our hand we can't continue the journey again as we continue the journey my bro we reach a go drive after like two days they drive this When we come reach one place in the night, the in midnight to come pack stop as to pack my brew.
Every other person carry tick tick duvie and bit me and my brothers not carry.
You see the co the guy as they come down inside motor person run enter inside the motor back door. So lie down for grand and grand now the cold and the first time I see I see the cold they be like the little describ rub my body they rub my body they hit my body they try everything I try they go I see some they carry they do I put there make four years.
So we hide from speak. So we just got to give everybody space. So guy that night was crazy. The night was hell.
So the thing we reach where we go side where we go now enter border border. That's where we going to now.
Now we don't come realize a guy. We will not actually carry anything to protect ourel from the co they still tell you say co different mad you still here you feel me. So when we reach that man actually see [ __ ] we reach that we be buy drugs the drugs they make the drugs people see the drug they say anything like they say blah blah blah now through everything medication one of my worst experience there realize this bro that is there toilet all of us the man house one m house and they go hide us m where they hide us. So they we get our Gina car drink from cross border. So they wait for other passengers the toilets as I see the toilet for the first time.
I never seen that kind of toilet before man go bush and if you actually go bush the toilet was so messy reach their face black guy it's come out so go back but with time discover get another one to use that same toilet cuz I use that toilet I almost die after that day After that they moment I use that I go use that toilet first but they begin crashing when you go there you go see other people mess for grand like stuff they grand but I this I wonder how these people think they like this bro but then they don't actually careers they good so this travelers migrants they not really take us as anything you get I mean we live how we leave before.
So coming to meet this thing he did me very well like out of the blue completely no be waiting my mind see ever comprehend this kind thing day you get at least normally I be try small for a day for Abuja I don't know see this kind thing so when you see the toilet bro the toilet was crazy my guy used the toile that toilet guy body begin scratch me my ass scratch me with no nice guy that was another battle ass Ah low key this one me just know within myself before we come actually they come begin the call they come they call people they call people say okay time meet other Nigerians Nigerian guys want travel from Delta Bin all those guys they stay all of us come ginger the ginger one quickly one is the desert deserve. So they meet our meet.
So now they go say how many days we do for this. Some tell you say one week, some tell you say one month, some tell you say this, tell you say that you be like oh boy. But you and I everybody never travel before. If you don't travel before, you not actually you understand?
So who you want believe? So now the thing just come give you the idea say bro we don't know how long stay for this I don't know how the days are be so but then I come try to trick some people see some kind get idea we do some beginning actually get those video I don't I never see any those videos most of those things most of those survive to the end if you survive if you want get one or two clip no survivor till you come out you understand so then they tell you This that this that so so time we just check our water plenty check our food we go buy more Gary the nar we go buy more buy more water again for for come pick up drive come plenty stick cut plenty plenty stick this long stick most of And the whole court come around that kind in the evening and say everybody do line the people get the tall ones we stay one side those guys just normal wear short and the women the children car everybody enter the pick up they car stand stand you sit down sit down sit down here go for line for the pick up perform like four line don't get any space one line be like 15 people like we plenty then they can't carry those stick where they carry now for us the tall ones we want stay for the edge of the healers you come ch the stick for your middle you come the stick you can't hold that stick God help you make that stick no break or make the stick no make your life with that stick now cuz now these days I want enter now everybody now on that stick this was already for the line so at first I was like I was actually scared was like I don't want stay here I want make I enter inside the middle but thank god I actually thank God I don't actually enter that middle because people enter that middle say before we read the nurs die for that middle there no space no ventilation you see some people leg No come to go stand now move your leg again your leg bone shift see leg don't swell up for the long run but for them don't know to me I just want the door but they no break for my height so they come put all of us for the after everybody finish they carry us now come for the edge my brother so for the edge like this me I come for the end of the pick up they buy No way. This 50 lit like five of her bag sit down on top put the stick inside.
Well, me I just place actually good. So I find other place but God say my brother for more convenient place my senior brother. So when we go start the journey that place where day more safe than where I the one thing about these days that they say as smooth to start it all start if you fall for road you're on your own not to know they stop so if you fall anybody fall for road they go they stop for you so now why would they careful of us they careful one stick they already tell us you go your Think well they stop for you then they run up that desert they get some kind people like all those kidnappers then stay there for the desert they get their business to find migrants for the desert but they for the migrant too they migrants so they hunt migrants so they don't want stop at all start the te that so now we know when I come for that place now I come My brother say really my heart I actually fear for my brother change me for the middle for me for this other side. So I just for the middle side my brother come for that start our journey every day for desert.
Every [ __ ] day for dizzard, man. You forget. Every day.
Every day for that dard.
The dard will ever forget like. So if you ask me one month we do almost one month for desert almost one month desert I don't know I start from show but then as we start the enter we enter the desert first first we see some stones we see some kind tree drive one they see some and stone and everything be like ah see s the next day the next day see like that again one day first they see stones again they see small stick one dry tree about one stone on the city they change small and they be like wo okay bless days are different days are different like two days 3 days for road they go confess they see some kind like be ready for grand they edge now like that for front day you get be that be person be that for grand but then never really close. But now they see complete sand. Now they see the red desert team. They see for picture and for fil and truly the cool now enter that level entirely but they shake with no but they shake and drive for two days drive and don't stop like drive and stop for two days they go. Ah this go you know about the desert at that time you go day they wait make sun come you don't go know when sun pass you get so when the cold too much they wait for sun we don't know say that small breeze that this we see where like hey that moon we see now pass be that the next say everywhere all dark again we be like come and now they enter inside the days of eat You choke hand from mouth need to stop the motor drive like four to 5 days before you stop first go break. So people everything you want stop but then they see some kind things for grand. Do you understand?
Then for they call later tell us all the things that they see human being and when we reach the first place where we stop they tell us I pick this thing I need to raise so we won't reach the first place where we will stop so that everybody take But this time around now we don't do like 2 days 3 days we never see anything be like stand and the more you come say the car move again come say the car just be one side they turn now I turn us me personally I turn me so my brother can't carry our clothes cover my face when they looking at me can go for on that on the sea again. If you come the next thing they turn on the road and the breeze, the sand, everything, the cool follow up with everything, bro. When we reach our first place where we stop that night, the co was mad. All of us were everybody come down. Everybody calm down now. We got do body heat. Everybody hug we ho ho ourself day for the car side. So we come first sleep proper sleep for the first time after some days after sleep proper sleep but the next day we wake up eat everybody come eat everything you carry for bag you prepare you do you drink your water everybody come day normal come like refresh ourself to start again to start again we go we drive we drive another two days journey drive that two days journey we come stop for somewhere We stop for we stop for that place where all of us stay s one of the Nigerian guy wants so like me go down go [ __ ] my bro that's why I take go the first thing hit us with that go down go shoot look I'm normal my pro normally everybody our mind no go never No see that kind play. So nobody mind go just the Nigerians they talk about how our life go be for Europe and we read stuff like that. So nobody they look anybody be [ __ ] you want [ __ ] go [ __ ] now my guy go down we begin they talk we wait know we don't expect when come never come they expect come never come we look they see again then the drivers come tell us say where if go make nobody come for that cycle go Final cuz that desert spirit don't carry on and be with that.
Say if anybody hold anything now make you bring her out. The first answers for road if you anything like Quran, Bible, necklace, bead, iron, anything where you get bring them now. Come like this spirit don't do anything.
Eh these guys they were not laughing.
They're like if you got anything bring down now stuff like that like everybody begin their prayer book olive oil everybody begin the man tell make clear say make nobody go find her if you go find her say if no come back so fear for we nobody go go find her like play like play they don't be arrang this guy name again.
[ __ ] what's this guy's name? We wait for we never see her like play arrange put us for stick move again bro like we legit they go we legit go don't leave this guy explain they do like that come hear different stories for the motor they come tell us say if anybody if you see your relative for here call you make you no Oh, if you see person maybe your papa, your mama call you mean you no follow desert spirit and I'm like wo so this is actually day when it first do me say okay we don't enter the desert they talk about the desert be this guy so now this drive two days we go see food shop no food sto we eat after that thing happen those guys now take her more seriously now they come they top again it just they won't dry I think for that days I after I do like one week I be two weeks I realize woman skin actually they peel the way lizard skin they peel when I when I raise my clothes I see my skin begin they peel bath for days now never touch our body they go through never touch our body you understand skin they lizard skin they pee some Kingdom begin to peel. They say new one they come outside like wow. So we do for we do we do nor one month now we do for the desert one month we dry steady inside the cool reach one time I don't forget the name of that area now take get blanket those place one rogue just there for that side ro they dr there good something like that for that side there so as people they walk there so that's reach there they come give us food actually seen came they said camel meats and everything we eat all those normal food my brother come get the [ __ ] for us after 3 weeks then that one happen from there we come start another journey again I don't start this journey take our don't finish our water he for the motor everybody get water carry water they put for the motor there for the engine side so now our come finish for desert my god Ah after the test come begin come the test come begin come after the test and the hunger for some days go drive reach one well you see the water brown water and salt for desert water and actually know when we get the water for the first time we don't care for that one as we drink the water.
Whatever body they drink finish at the end of the day we see woman inside the water see dead body inside that water they drink a dead body inside God we don't meat do anything the co and everything inside our body drink finish say too late woman got follow up game. We go see that they carry us get that one knack some of those things relax for the night or we continue the journey until we come out inside there people stop you say person leg up any stop move again put inside some people again leg Some stand you get you going two three motors they follow themsel if you go check some motors somebody don't die for inside the boat for that place stay like that some of those guys don't die there some guys don't die stop they say this person don't fall just the way our own happen talk not come back I say this person for heal us they don't stop I Say this person. See we bury two people actually but the debas story for now man.
Okay. Wait. Something actually happened.
they reach one reach two significant thing approach Libya tell you reach desert spirit still enter people to cause confusion everybody begin fight for that this thing my brother just pick on me my brother small talk on the spark like maybe my guy be this one where me and him come off for house be with this he change with nice all other people they come begin they pray those other guys see desert spirit be this one now kind of desert spirit be this one myself I get I get my zoom you understand the guy the guy with the drivers he got stop that Ah come out with gun shoot before we get oursel back because of what happened that time the one use scatter the motor I don't know if you understand now I sit down for line instead sit down for line so talk now don't bring to talk we don't do our nor begin to each other as begin to each other we won't begin start fight or talk that place what we for that line there and Definitely for start that fight for there everybody this line must definitely go I don't know if you understand so now from there that guy take stop gone come I have to shoot gun before we go get ourself this one I want the second one be this Libya desert desert for Libya now we don't reach Libya come for that desert one even for the Libya you still got to pass desert another You get this one never bath for days. We never brush.
But this one you know they put us for they put us for the for desert. They put us lie us lie down. Some lie we lie straight like this person up after somebody lie again for up.
See they put everybody like two step I don't know if you get carry tapoline cover my god as they do that thing my brother now they convenient when they in leg they shake they like they don't press in leg that they break legs they try they push people make my brother for day one by my side just turn give me brush the smell will come out just hook me for to th like they see they choke immediately like I begin they lost my I begin to lose my spirit they come that was my first attack my spirit begin to come out to my body no ventilation I begin to shake as I shake the my brother See me say oh my brother I begin shout I im just sh in tear that this thing and lucky so they tear they scatter the the line and they scatter the line sharp sharp drag me come outside put me up I know breathe I could not catch my breath before the Arab man now Arab man I actually stop for the first time where Arab man stop carry water come pork dig water me almost die from that the desert story face one team where they told Because they say for day they say you stay there inside the desert no talk about the desert until you leave the desert.
get so you come out for this and talk about so talk about the talk about the things we see for inside this day. I think that was helping us helping subconsciously it was helping us without we knowing.
If you say this person die no cry for the m you could die inside you never come out. So until you come out before you go talk the only do we just count our guy everybody just swallow but see nothing happen. Do you understand? So everybody swallow swallow everything.
You hear say this person say this person day again for that moto discuss talk about talk about the desert don't talk anything bad about the desert until you are out because you are still inside and know how many will come out from her so everything your mind supposed the end of the desert everything you do you beg you tell go tell God I will see the end of this desert I will see the end of the day I did the break they always tell God so you will see the end of desert so that also help He also teach me not to look at your struggles.
Just be looking at the end of the struggle because subconsciously build that thing also in me. You get so even outside even after the desert since we still did the journey come we still did the journey not talk about the journey until you come off for the journey you get? So I don't I don't know what English word I should use to qualify that explain but that was what he thought we don't talk about the evil you are in until you are out that's that's true about Libya experience G actually stay Libya host is biggest speak Arab and every day where I wake up a day for survival.
Every [ __ ] every day like this where you wake up as you wake up even inside your house where you bullet bust come with you for where you for inside your house.
So if you can't talk of if you go outside with this black skin let's think first blacks or migrants blacks not just migrant like blacks there we are like animals Libyans they not regard blacks as human being mostly migrants precisely migrant I come as I don't know even when I go prison I still see people just airport they car enter they carry companies in there from airports to qualify this remember what they do our footballer footballers this one now big big boys so people where the nation recognize the nations know them we see how they treat them like [ __ ] for when they reach there imagine us welcome through desert welcome illegally we are not coming to live here we're crossing You get this talk for there. Imagine the way they do us.
I tell you the gospel truth. Slave trade still day up to now. You see all these stories of our forefathers. Go Libya say very active for Libya.
The stories we hear about our forefathers. You see they very very active for Libya.
First thing we reach that first day come out for stopard.
So go buy food man of my kind of guy or meet for the road as go buy food. I see the way he looks military wrong adjust those police they hold you they catch you don't finish they give food they give bail and you go one country they carry you go underground prison or desert prison don't Finish. So dodge careful. So that come signal for my head. Say guys just got careful.
Buy that day. Go buy spaghetti with oil rubber set fire cook. The first time eat good food after I mean after 1 month plus. First I want eat good food. As we set this thing we just eat drink water sleep. rest before that I believe I say I still look around I tell myself in case anything what happen the fence they hide where they put us so they hide us they hide us that fence high I look I jump the fence now one car way they carry all this animal grass dry okay I go run enter inside my guy don't tell me I don't know never be corn that place before first time so I just they try put myself in check in case of city now I just think I'm not lie down my bro I never close eye the next two he drive enter full speed more see everybody everywhere scatter me myself I hear when I finally jump that fence where I be Why all of us don't go jump scolders they push another moto another migrant motor and they pure enter there. So those men see inside they still be get the camp now they come settle with so they call us we come back say nothing say everywhere good last come back we jump you see that jump we jump some people jump some people drop brick leg jump enter come out on your leg like this see bleed Those of jump injur to go to the next states everybody get used to stay injury for there they drop those ones for there we don't know what happened to them for now you get but they don't follow us imagine the pain the bleed and everything they follow us or they stay that time go this See how we go be another country far waiting on we do almost two one month again for road till we reach the other state they still with the past where we reach for after sabah don't go this journey they places why they call after sab one camp go my friend about this camp just like one building they build the outside tall we come see like 100 people how many people inside this room tight but this one don't know roof that side where we brother the toilets toilet they there toilet this pit toilet this normal toilet this p toilet not the village kind of p toilet normal p toilet more than p toilet or don't block a floor on the come side see where we sleep and that same place now they eat now we still set our fire it look at inside that toilet there what we drink they put one pipe hot water we go drink and we for seven days for 7 days one in the night I see things you stand everywhere still dark M stone you raise yourself and you go back.
Those guys no reason say human being they no regard us as anything.
The first time I reach Libya, I reach my burger place or reach there that night.
Welcome for that place.
Do come to Libya like I begin see bullets they fly. You see bullets they fly for air like this thing for they hear sound.
They hear sound of God.
and said that place now begin finally reach.
So the best tell us oh our word for now to jam they go they fear they come they fear you understand so now we go now guys see the war like which one I want talk which one I want actually leave out this was the first time we get to that I reach that house there come out to this 10 house okay let me just play which one now that our bger from there come say after a while the guy come off for there come the come begin this kid no I don't escape something you get one guy I see for road oh meat for sah this guy was kidnapped he just they come out for kalabjal they call they said them from saw that is for nij and they for I tell you they catch people say and some of those they say people from there. So as you they go where you go now already very calabush.
So reach there just enter the park all of the room when that guy come face they tell us in story whining what we back whining tell us say for day for morning to night they beat them put phone or speaker show us them back carry this pipe put fire for back for pipe the fire burn this rubber now that this is not burn on top their You understand people for send money and whining the talk the story will be like guy this thing see things so but this thing not be true they feel me so they want some people they c instantly they could jam your head like they jam jam head for war jam you p with gone make money in the Morning early in the morning start that show I will do this to pick pain or I do bicycle this thing from morning around 7 till 44 they put like that begin you cry me people send money come they be how much they send 4,000 that's almost 2 million you get 4,000 depends who catch now depends the place where the previous people they collect 10,000 Libya. So they collect 7,000 major 4,000 mostly they collect. So tell us come out just run for people just send BA. So the be us like F. I don't feel we don't believe until we come off our bongo the first camp where we go on our own.
The camp the girl get the camp now they do the camp like prison like prison we enter that the first day the second day the car they car somebody we will be Mike passenger know Mike so come be like guys for so we now come save they say the best place to drop your tina to give thief a thief hand. So blessed M car was given my bro that night I will confess the year where one guy they shout they they beat the guy where flu where flu flu they char like voice like that they remember what this guy tell us about Calabushi the calabush clear for our true play for years. So you understand somebody beat that guy. They beat that guy from nimmon they beat her they put the phone for speaker put for phone mean people they yell in this thing and mind you if they beat you say you die for a day that person die for a day to carry and go to work for outside you get so they say they beat you say maybe want to keep you so that make your people make your people your people just got send the money on time there is no way out either they send the money or you c or you die. That's the only way out. All you fear escape and the next morning come see the guy. You see the guy they beat more do that guy but we camp and that guy we not feel let go for the leave there. You understand realize the kidnapping all those things real start work for feed work of our daily kit like we go there we go there we go find work all of us gather for that place there come walk the first time they carry I just follow the motor carry me go walk reach there I'm not conf they see the ending of the confl corn so my mind the ridges stay long I be like okay maybe if we just do like four ridges we don't finish that You see the ridges I don't do do I plant plant the guy carry bags after I plant plant I plant I'm almost seven ridges I wait when the guy tell me say it all do alas when you come they go nothing like that I look what they happen for like this my mind say this guy know the things we plant this whole thing finish the entire year to Arab man farm they be plant corn I plant corn again my leg I don't move again like I begin craw and dia don't reach there you must plant just imagine they come carry you from Abuja here carry go place like go walk if you understand so you don't feel wrong say you don't run go back where you want you don't know the road where you take and this person carry you come for be there. If you provoke him there, open fire on you only. They feel me. So my guy, you just got do the work for their mind. They just they see they see us like tools as a black man. Why you go feed one?
Be black man. You be you supposed to feed one.
If you see this thing after I do that plant and finish that day, I reach I stand.
And Imag see the end of the farm and this guy he make you plant you've reached that end and as you finish that one you go turn again plant go back up what described this thing is how heavy is a glass of water you go glass of water as described that day so many experience so many experience I don't they try to kidnap my brothers.
I don't want which one I want. Which one I want actually?
Okay. This get this the truth is those guys here they don't regard black as anything but that countryside not regard black as anything. Black were just a little bit different from dog. They regard their cats basel blacks.
Now say as a black man if they eat like normally if you buy if you want eat you eat the meat you should carry the cow leg the f leg through give animal so be for them and when they eat they put food for us for ground for far for eat and you must eat the food if you don't eat the food nothing come out for you I don't know if you it say you want drink water they go point water for you go you go there brown [ __ ] see brown water but then they don't they drink and then they take all those things I don't if you understand that's the kind of life there and secondly as you be commut every morning where you come they beg or make you enter kabush my guy lucky before I actually die he run from he escaped kalabush like two three times Two times.
Two times. The first time we say God is still helping my brother. But mean once I experience her now once once God save me from once. But guys experienced them more than once. Guess fall victim my own part when I actually won't begin the reason to come back. Now I come see my own. So I just talk about my own. How morning my sister send us voice notes.
He send me voice note say daddy I dream say they they shoot you come go anywhere I don't see that voice not I don't come out any money one guy I meet for prison for me and go the guy just enter the country but me I don't like one year before come now one year plus one year 16 month before he come speak Arab by that time understand the people we all know how to navigate our way. So that morning I no brush I don't brush in the morning. So my mouth I very uncomfortable I go plug it to this olive stick. So I come plug the holy stick wash my mouth stick follow the man they talk you know they speak around they do this the moment I see her I begin give sign enter he don't see me he pay attention said the give that sign the guy say be too So I don't do anything again and those people you know you just call them bad people like you just got I don't know if you understand if you go and say now you be bad person now do you kill de so you just got see what fits get for you I don't know if you get so I can't look up so follow the guy continue say okay smoke enter as the guy enter for cuz me I want follow the back door entering back as I following back open when I open up first my AK-47 for that stick for that seat.
My mind just tell me say yes finally do I enter inside the motor guy just the commot just three hand comm I sit down my guy sit down and open my door but I had a think if I on this thing now if I see man run my guy be there never really know what the guy mind if I go fast forward So I don't know what I want do I just calm they pray for my heart my car as he go I come drive small answer they go where she done on me so okay actually taxi guy or person walk but he don't answer us again where they go be say person in the The next thing goes back telephone like phone if you tell you get phone it don't finish for you that mean you get people where you go You understand? So they carry you go inside be that if you say you get money it finish for you. So you do better work with that.
Now why carry my phone? I leave my already know all those things.
I said my face telephone where telephone where flu flu when gone found this guy you want to fire the jam for my chest.
I'll be like I don't I don't come talk again. I like the guy jam gun for me like [ __ ] gun for me. They're like the guy face my guy again do the same thing the thing just like the gun jam two good times two good times it's like wow my fish telephone just come here they carry me come here I don't get anything begin cry begin cry they beg this guy he cry the guy look say my telephone come search us normally we go like mad wear dirty clothes wear any clean clothes dirty everything come discover anything that my guy want to get the guy also I go they save me and my guy for that place guy I don't see I on call they talk to my guy from call they talk to my guy for there the next the camp next camp close to us. They bomb the camp where migrants and you go outside from your own you go see people survive for people not survive I don't know which one which one hand really have you say anything way about the country talk.
I don't know if you get car go do work with they build house under two days 3 days with a beautiful house labor side I don't pack almost 800 blocks I talk 800 8,000 go see block I have some videos these things I'm saying I have some videos the farm experience I get on the farm videos I get some pictures there from my Google Five you get again the first block first academy go park block I take the block my play for my eye I raise how many bedroom pass window level white blocks you supposed one as a black man you get supposed feed one as a black guys do not [ __ ] care and at the end of car one give you one.
If you follow the enter moto like they carry you for moto say you come down as you come down they go take clean their seats put perfume like they completely treat blacks like animal like we not be human being we be tools that's how they see us so that was the life so whether you are tools to work on their farm or you be tools to give them money so if they torture you to human being they tortur animal I get my guys say they back to calabush that for kidnapping. So they see their back you go like I one guy I for that go jungle they go sight go walk when the guy come me and the guy we go walk together I come see the guy again for like some months almost four months like for very long time see the guy when I see the guy I don't recognize I see the guy the calabush dry I don't Like the guy completely change for day for day and we find gather come we not expect we not expect everything from me I not expect I don't believe for that road you get so now every hour ahead now what could we just to gather money, leave this country because we know say there's light at the at the end of the journey which is Italy. I mean God just keep us to come out for Libya.
So I would just say that Libya is crazy man talk the incident for Libya. It's not finish today.
>> I swear already very significant.
This guy come carry us carry us go very far place that's normal we go walk when we reach there will be six of us so reach that place there want the price normally they do day work but it doesn't make say we do everything they understand say how much take us more do everything do like that they use a day walk that day use you do everything.
So it's not like everything like they think they all strange like guy.
So for my mind now this one of them but I just come won't give price me come out I say no we were like everything cost like 800 lip so dinner and it was not like no say too much we intentionally give her that price car go back clear use that small knife What we did use the clear grande so I give her that price not like no say the money too much saying do saying give us 700 you give us 700k will give you 700 on a normal day they pay us 40 din not up to 100 din they understand talk of 200 100 dinner of three me in waste.
I just need to speak English now when I tell my guys you understand I give them signal so they do give us 1,000 just play so the guy notice our e go nothing but not do for that amount you understand just car walk again. So the guy just config for for self-defense or protection saying they fear God. So definitely for walks do you understand? So for the first time this guy come carry he carry me and one of that guy in camo go buy car go noral restaurant buy confirmed food confirm rice come confirmed chicken stuff like that carry and corn give us give us one we eat first start the work you get and so for our mind now we finish this guy actually pay us say that Anything and if you want know the main bad Arabs those time what they fear the more those will get diesel warrior because for you get money if you just go buy this military car put for house they use they do your stuff yeah they do they do streets they do their streets you understand I didn't get like two for a house you get no worries now that with the fear and everything we actually do the work finish the work the guy our money give Still add on top say we do carry us go else saying go call us again if the gas come up again the first nice guy I see that actually talk one other man again too where he say he carry me and children all of us will eat for this for the same plates.
Do you understand? You see how imagine how eating with your fellow man become big deal.
Do you get to me you eat now? It do me as if miracle happen for that place.
like one community Nigerians and even Nigerians where you see for day they travel they get before then December 24th December last year first week or second week of December then the thing first hit under wicked reality first hit us this guy who all of us go John Bar And younger younger ones for the same come here saying go crossing die for water like die for water like like a very lively man like we cried that day you feel me. All of us we cry. We cry with no eyes. Break me.
They break us past we still go enter that water.
We go to say our own case different before that John Barry call that what they call something trend one video trend where some people both capsite from meditating trend they post that guy and my roommate all of us did together Jane too I still get compound Now see you see the guy carry guy say I don't die say I been boy I don't know if you see the video but the video actually trend that time so we come see this guy me together they eat together phone I call my people that time or house you understand so we don't the stories of the vegetarian see the way day before you go see your people say this one don't go prison or this one prison they catch them or water and I said they all this thing at the back of your mind why you why you actually come here because of that water come find money I don't you understand why would body of pay for crossing money to cross is 2.5 million to cross the sea where you pay for boats 2.5 7,000 dB I'm going pay you 8,000 pay you 10,000 for is not 7,000 my guy move.
So it was like and there was an this expectation.
We're just we're preparing for the worst. We're hoping for the best.
Preparing for the worst.
That was what that was. That was the mindset.
We hope for the best. We're preparing for the worst.
So when you hear say this kind play like this be like different but at the same time you still yourself say anything can happen that say anything happen but until you reach that water that you going to say you can never be prepared enough until you reach the water fair space.
So now we go camp I come out all this while where I come off Nigeria I reach Libya I do one year for Libya they find money for the country for there my family say they put things go be three so calculate the money they pay for three people that's about 7.5 million you understand small money be that so we got holes for me myself I'm kind of independent I put myself on the road I myself I want travel person some of those business people say I can't travel come pass road so they actually sponsor me now decide I won't gather small money you understand road now they come as they come they prepare they gather our tell us before that died. My babe sent me message that time camp that was January this year camp this year camp first go for camp for seaside call side weather good no wave for water okay you know about these things no wave for water they balance so they watch weather so they check weather. So anytime weather good, if they get two, three days weather, major 3 days weather push people. So if that 3 days weather come, they strike us, they go push. So before water go sp you get. So that was it for that camp until reach. So some people say for the camp two months inside camp like lock nothing inside that place go bring food for owner then go bring water carry ghetto go buy water and food come inside that camp nobody come up for there and they plenty choke if you make use nice so everybody They always respect themselves steady. You get then now that day my babe tell me say she see me they swim for water.
You feel me? So for my mind I was like I don't want to tell her because our greatest joy not the sweetest our greatest hope and expectation when we cross use Italy number plus still recall you just be like our graduation. In fact that be our birthday cross after everything say everything for back. So when she tell me that to me I don't want her I don't tell her say they prepare also they want push also and for my mind the be like sign to me say cross the dream so I just like wow thank god that time like operation say we see Arab The Mina, the owner of the camp, the push man getting boys, all of them confirm 47 confirmation cuz the thing be like drugs trafficking they do now. So then they do because in as much as Libya get government they get system I don't if you understand they get system they keep the keep on go there's no president in the country. Yeah but system day. So even so you if you your power strong beat the system fine the system beat you fine. So you just got to prepare. I say everybody for everybody.
Nobody get gone for Libya.
Even small of my people my friends say they die for work.
Deviate now that operation we just see just come with boys. So the whole rush us right name you don't pay or come side never pay M customer passengers come in the operation was like okay we say today we won't cross with that we check for the track rescue we check say two rescues don't enter water ocean Vikings and lose forget this other guys remember ocean Vikings ocean Vikings they water you get. So now they won't push us so that we feel go jam rescue just this weather all day we don't know how many this weather be that like they come arrange us from morning that kind us for us carry us go the main sea for night see cool you see the cool for that This you see the for the filler can go wear this one know say carry sweater or anything they carry any sweater daylight the only way you carry your tube and see happen that day arrangers we don't pay for tube they never give me my own tube I give my brother that tube I ask the guy say how far of my tube say you don't really need tube know this thing our own work need all those things nothing happen again you feel me nothing happen don't worry you don't need give you so they come give me they give me come be like this small tire be big tube come I talk too much at that time ask question make I just lock up I say guy this thing be actually small but I just swallow I carry my tube test my toe.
So they say hold you or whatever but nothing like that happen and we dare talk that kind be like you winch for the boat. So everybody now you got like hopeful and focus when the car reach the sea for the first time. So we just see the sea normal it done say okay this is the due day when we for look the sea we say either we come out from the other end or we float or we enter prison three things it was 80/20 either water if water spoil either die for there you see so if water spoil if Libyian's coast guard catch you from there you go prison and the prison. We don't want to talk about the prison or you enter Europe.
See out of that three one must definitely happen.
Now what was down for there? I begin see some kind splash of water. Some kind splash. I tell my boat that water spoil.
But this Libyan co say Italy spoil finish. No good for now.
Those boots those ship where we enter those rescue they all come back.
Don't forget they won't target us for international sea.
You understand we do 3 days we meet for international but them now they not continue again then they go back for that same place where we Ghana Ghana G say for prison the guy you understand there so this Ghana guy with he tell Water don't spoil you. The moody actually know but the moody say we enter the water die for there with their guns and everything no turning back if you go back if police for enter man they come keep quiet just hear talk noatter was supposed to be 80 safe before another law come bring more people bring more people you know this bouncor as a couple the boat finish carry the boat for head of carry the boats on the seaside like enter the shore enter the water and the women and Children let's enter Sedan and before we s for line again the men them sneeers actually chop this leg this one for boots you get so so they push also they push us no good already for the beginning but never sp so our captain drive go far when you see something before we go far I can't discover the guy the captain now one Gambian guy they stay together for the same camp because for that person different people don't meet people not know again you understand so this Gambian guy now my neo what we do for the same camp together they leave or there be our captain so see be like boy hey boy say boy don't worry we read boy yeah boy so we're very happy say don't worry but if Gambia and Sudan drive on our boats no worry those people they did very good for the boat stuff so guys told us we happy all of us they cheese just start the journey they push us around 4 in the morning to the drive they come break see our see okay see people close to you we're like All of us celebrates. We just continue the journey. They go as they go. So first small wave, first knack the boats a knack and the thing just shake.
But the guy beat the wave.
The thing happened so fast like very fast.
And then the thing first do me a say. So the thing they be like there's nothing to hold. I don't mean pass you go you get anything my bro and the boat they very tight just the way all those cars they tight the boat very tight will be 120 for that other boat I get the picture of him do you get like they very very tight guy to my head now come please excuse me my head come play say I saw this thing be my brother But the captain not worry say go say the water go to front say for front that was what we were not hoping we were hoping so the more we go but the more we go the more we enter the sea they do one day the more we go enter inside come for li now the meditarian sea back you understand now go my He placed it very tight. So the guy with my front come out in tube. All of us we wear our tube around the guy come out in tube. So the place come get more space as if get space this 4:00 like in the evening Sunday they come down the guy come out in this thing come to you I say come out space there I come my own we can actually get more space feel me for hand never say And they never say wave sp as the wave they hit us this time all of us for that edge for but before I enter the water I don't know how tomorrow I tube back I don't know face hit me like you enter water and see you there like god forbid you know like they do me like thing I actually the first way they do me like we actually meet bad weather I don't if you understand this bad weather we don't actually meet bad weather and now we just need bad weather I want everybody me myself I don't find know I struggle struggle struggle rush go the guy get balance but some people fall inside they rush car go the back of the boat the engine side tide go say no boy if you enter through here the whole boat will turn everybody for everybody will die but don't come through here boy go through this other side mean the only hope will get in this boat my brothers my two brothers inside boats so I just quickly do that calculation like okay the best to go to this My brew as I come my hand from that engine side as I just come on my hand I go struggle go the other side the next don't carry me like what happened to that guy for this that like this don't carry me I don't see myself for three Jesus how you say I die for water just enter my head How my mama say I die for water.
I know they die today. I know they die.
My mama hear say I die for water. God forbid I die for water.
My head go. So the other guy they shout y they shout different they shout be three where they go like that with the wave before this thing turn again. It don't carry me go again. Wo bro this thing where they turn you enter inside the water my to allow me sink and enter bro you don't drink that salt water they call sea water now sea salt day first all your skin you first lose all your strength I try do this thing no walk just eat me just eat me say don't fight with water I don't struggle with water you feel me so I just be calm say God forbid I die for water.
I don't want so my people my brother they shout they cry brother they cry see my brother for water I hear from far see my brother for water see water they carry my brother they go they carry my brother they go I still inside I look the thing like the captain guy tell me say boy don't worry boy come and save you boy here.
So the guy was like, "Boy, we'll come and save you." Say, "I'm coming now." Just the way they stop for the person. So to be because if you turn if you miss compass they give you. So when they stop you got beat that compass make you beat that compass you going see you actually enter Meditarian sea. If you do one year you not go see land.
So they greet.
But because of me Gabia guy see the guy that begin try turn the boats and this why they tell you say wave they better wave with three where they go. So he tell me say I hold these guys because me now all my focus was on him was on the boat as they carry do my hand they small the boat they small I come they do my hand make they see me know say I still day I never die I do my hand say I die I die today I go for I die today so say save enough energy save strength just be in the present I was just trying to be as alive as long as possible. So I wave my hand for around make noise hold those guys those guys they go and any make them come off for sight it don't finish. So now I not swim I got I can't put my hand out for the distance I can't follow the boat as the thing they turn I can't follow the wave turn catch one hold one hand as they turn the guy hold the other one so we come form cycle we come around for one place two of us too they round as they run for that side and the guy come beat those wave come come rescue us come carry us Yes. That picture day that picture take we see the picture come back dry land. I swear the picture day now when they take car enter boats they come carry us the first time for my head. So I supposed diabetes.
So I suppose never actually see the order of the day.
But how crazy that night be that day will never actually see the horror of the day you go when they don't carry us finish now find it step back with compass that's find this one day don't go for water come the next day don't reach time don't go Never see resational li again approach evening whenever it's me I drink salt water dry nice pressure you see how dev they walk you know see that desert spirit believe that over water spirit day. You can imagine that we people begin fight my leg you see that for my leg that same pain and my leg you know dress this fight they start this that spirit you see spirit just enter people the Gambia boy will say boys everybody keep quiet everybody shut boy if you do anyhow I show you anyhow now boy stay calm in the tails you understand so if you talk People come fear balance more again or know people start again like never eat lost strength. People told him be but at that time what they go through my head three family me and my brother with my cousin God now they enter our boat you get enter our boat take b water so we use one small rubber before rubber so we come to use our head warmer ch on our clothes they bail water out the water out my bro. Oh no rescue and rescue everybody begin so rescue.
You feel me? That's why I had one of my first one of you actually forget.
You get this guy like Christian meet for Libya. Me and Crystal will become very close when they able to stay together. I woke up for my brother come day two for the same place.
This the day where I go where I do actually pay come me and him I go buy I go buy Fanta I buy Fanta I buy sweets I use Fanta bath I do pray I throw his feet sweet for ground the cross water on tradition the cross water mean the spirit of the water go before me pray and pray bay leaf is the bay leaf born prayer As we go through buy those things in the money actually complete.
You know why Christian boss me and Christian we hustle for Libya. Christian gather me my family come true for me but Christian gather every d from that hard labor.
I said we go walk today. Our body go break the next morning and genu rest and fire up again. Suppose fire up again. No matter the work where we see gash best tell us how much give us best follow money.
I tell her no come no enter this water you make me a first go you like brother to me and my three brothers me and my two brothers enter that one boat you know me say no before and secondly in case anything happen say they carry us now go prison get somebody call outside and if you say if you want enter if I don't enter Europe you get you still call say CCB you get but Christian die for water again that time people die for water die again now see that boots why they tell you so Christian ask me say how far blood I rescue so I can keep quiet calm down for my mind you see reach and everybody distracted and both going lose balance so me the boots they okay win for front.
So if I shout as I shout to my like that all people come they don't relax. So my reach where they go we will celebrate everybody celebrate together. So far we don't see the boat you understand but as we pass that boat moment we pass the water sp now now water come actually spoil the first time I just small small wave now just imag come with wave brew in the night before you knew water but the captain smooth everything get power bank say to offer say to off anybody get power bank off now call Libya call Libya again make Libyan himself carry Come out rescue. We never see rescue for two days. This go see rescue to now call.
Okay. Better mean you go prison and say you die for water. You feel me?
Nothing again. Only us. No, no compass, no nothing. No nothing.
After you go see the next man for your for your front die like they alive or don't go everybody begin fearful boat you see the wave I go high wave high like this they come side we try maintain balance if the wave big wave go slap us it go down as it go roll again as they roll they come knock us So when they try gain balance the boats they break the wood they break for boats my brew everybody now fear catch everybody people run confront one guy rest back get quiet boy you talk too much boy keep quiet boy let me die in peace I take that first week you get hit me again say Come on now. This boat actually deal. If I allow this guy foolishness, everybody go die here. But when I slap that guy, when I slap her, come on. That's my M my friend go front.
Push push and go front cuz I push everybody come come they try gain balance for both our captain tell us say will stay as much as possible. We come we survive that night. We survive the night. They actually come to actually jam rescue only alive as that boat the boat break they alive you understand guy people don't begin fear fear don't enter inside boat everybody begin to shout the women don't begin they shout we cry people they cry but if you let that sound alone when the water they come meet you alone bro I just tell myself I'm not dying Today anything won't happen I die today I die alive I will stay as long as possible till help come at the same time say waiting make they believe like this do you get now our boat water enter our boat finish wave now hit us like increase come down we not get any way out one guy phone from the beginning of our boat oh start the journey Oh sh don't carry phone enter normally that make Libyans get signal say the water so your phones you offer hide down inside clothes you come the card nothing like the water that guy car this you get phone will let her save us. That phone after two days come to make the person on the phone touch maybe if we get help just on the touch.
So you come under touch night everywhere dark that touch come on they shout they bro I tell you see as just under the shine for the white board they shine now this thing now the wave now for back there people don't stand so they break water they enter inside now from there so we just see light this kind shine from far sheep shine our boat Jes see miracle Now I have prayer and make a quick decision reach our boots before our boots finish or the thing turn and become our prayer. So then they drive they come speed they touch back when they drive come my bro now everybody they fear they shout Jesus they shout they shout they cry they cry you understand as the boats as the fisherman they come I say power back everybody where they back all of them they go boats they capide they get the wave When cross everybody back enter water ah for the fisherman they reach us they come throw us rope throw rope to balance our boats quickly cuz we hold the boat it come balance people don't fall inside carry us like everybody want come out immediately now and they c everybody calm down they come calm down calm down calm down calm small way. I was jump I for that edge.
I jump drag me enter inside boat my brother said enter no more as a car boy they enter inside finish now we first enter they rescue the women and the children they collect picking me I just carry the first picking drop I won't carry the second pick for I get the say people don't begin die.
I don't know if you understand like this small people don't begin dying now dead just floats on my front like this why I don't look I could before I turn again I see my in-law brother see water and look for the two boat cover the sheep and this one I look again and so I see what Jesus now I not see now some people that shape they see around they see I see this one topian guys all of us I see topian man they go I see my people do me like what just tell me say Life not be movie.
S just like the reality just snack me say life not be movie where you go hear the good story after you suffer finish you go just make her like see people they cool.
So we now come quickly they carry those ones we will see whenever sink we come to throw them our tube they carry our own first enter they give them life jacket for they th some people quick people some people carry everything I hand find my brother my Brother Samson I see Samson destiny one of my god for camping name Christian actually Christian break me that night I beg for like Christian I want say Christian weak Like but that moment I still get energy they carry those children still they carry children they give people hard to come when the thing hits me finish now when we don't come sit down when now they come they drive us they go back to Libya like me my blood don't die don't die Christian don't That's crazy. That's crazy.
From there these fishermanmen go sell us give Libya Coast Guard.
After this whole thing we see they sell us give Libya guard from Libya cross guard there they carry us straight to prison. It's like some people block us with chop people see the trauma. See everything for prison.
See that prison covered prison you know say I actually go prison two times actually go prison two times I enter without two times so meditarian say I go two times I try to cross again after that first one I take go prison My family come me. I feel reach out to my family.
So my family resc me finish.
Oh after all this suffer come back Nigeria I come begin again.
Didn't know how long I I left after the suffer.
So the guy need to try again make a come back but we are no grill and the second one they just carry us safe but I was cut the long story short I just go camp for this for camp and the rest as after I went to prison the first time in January ruary 202nd of January 2025.
Then I came out around 20 around 27 28 stayed like for 5 days for the prison.
My family money they pay me. Then I come home again for Libya.
We find money.
that people say for money for my sister my baby finding money again I go try again try again because just make sense to me I don't realize what happen that very day I realize what that place say or should I say this The scripture makes more sense to me. It's not of him that will of him that runth. It's of God that showeth mercy. Traditionally I realize say life is about destiny.
Because those of us where come first thing if life be about destiny none of us deserve to see that for water. If I don't know of anybody I know of Lucky me and Lucky will start the journey together. I know that boy might bust your head. So rest in peace. Looking at veggie lucky they pray 247.
Look they fast 9 to 9.
The days see food and pray they pray back to back. The same person they pray and they cry they beg say God I beg you cannot die for water. Make nothing happen to me for he they pray steady.
My guy Christian go Dubai now from Dubai he do what they do stuff things go wrong when car actually go marry another person for so double up he enter straight for Dubai the deorter you understand this travel again use road excuse me can't use road take on It don't feel good the first time. They try pushing the first time but they are both everybody die. This one li open fire open fire on them.
The ones where survive they go prison coast guard before come out people that first one say property before come out start again fresh me and begin do on Christmas day me and this guy pack this cab this [ __ ] so this big cow that day park and rain all four we use leg enter inside the park clear the place for that make the things those animals feed day we walk like donkey like we walk steady they see houses what we build if person they suffer they gather money so Christian they gather in 7,000 Libya I don't feel me and at the end of the day die for that water Lo with Lo get good heart L get good heart forget everything die for water so I my destiny live actually fair see those things I mean I talk the way I suffer struggle and everything but to me I didn't make any sense to me coming back to Nigeria and not just that against coming back to Nigeria really make sense coming back to Nigeria is equal risk do you understand where I take come to reach that point so you need to go back all those states need to travel all those journey again constra desert so it's another is also a very long one except you want use flights And that flight now as a black man he wanted me to work that flight on a miracle. The same miracle God still do for me at the end of the day. So I had to go back I try again me. So this time we go again as they enter they sell us direct from there go prison from sea and go push us the second time.
This one I say the first prison the first prison different prisons there the first prison nice prison I don't name of that prison but they for their capital the second one now go for this mafia and they if you now as a military personnel now where get money if you form your own guys you form your own guys give them amination Come some of the catch people too or the same people for creating our own prison. One of the car people they come I don't know if you understand they carry people. So those people now this like something like just they wear uniform or as they conceive beating break my leg key because of iPhone 7 make open on the trauma and everything remember anything password open they beat that boy the boy die as this boy They don't come out in body for prison. All of us do with the body for prison but let it swell up smell they come day four days for they come out body for day and as they do and they will still come the next day beat us with eyes no food don't give us food we only eat in the night and carry that's one long bread like that give us sh the mama are finished. No water.
No water.
They maybe after some kind drink salt water.
When they say salt water, salt water was concern.
So how they come back as I come off of prison the second time.
Honestly, I was thinking what to come and do because aside this whole thing my dream also is still there and I I mean I feel that was my that's that that's my priority make me go again that life always see and I wasn't saying anything Nigeria in the sense that job opportunities the thing that available for us here in Nigeria is very limited so and if I won't come back again mean I will need to start a fresh so I was battling with those stuffs but actually if me between my life now and this thing actually spend money I don't spend money spend money spend millions they get Whe so I got make out the try find way to come back house I reach out to one of my guy off school I come back because there you don't know do business with me and you really on thrust with on the pushing I pay you money pay you big money without seeing your face I don't know you the next taxi I don't know if you understand so now if he go Pay money give that go the wrong person you carry your money go you don't finish your hard work and everything don't go so everything prayer and to use flight come back you come illegally guy ask deportation camp I want to go to deportation camp you want to enter taxi so now the state side for like for can and the airport this for capital for los so you need to travel to that place.
Do you understand? And you want travel need to pass. You need to pass police.
So there's every chance he say she go for carry enter prison again.
So rough like we were stopped and to come back now 1.5 after my people spend with so me I since I don't decide I come back time to begin.
So I start to do again.
I put my body inside the hard work inside the lab. I follow up follow up everything. But that time this time was [ __ ] hard because every day I won't go carry work.
I feel help say I go carry work at this Christian do something else. No bed or something else.
Everything just make sense to me again.
It doesn't really make sense.
I should tell you nothing like it doesn't actually make sense. But then we are here.
I don't know if you get now but at the end of the day it's of no use.
So begin it was very difficult that time actually know but this time I find like 5,000 I need money buy one or two clothes you understand I don't get anything again life suck everything you don't suck everything the dream nobody suck everything. So I was like from that side nobody cares.
Nobody cares. You just got to put your [ __ ] together. Life is crazy. Life no be movie. Nobody actually send your papa.
But luckily for me I find small money. I find reach 700.
So one of my guy my clients call me say how far I reach out to another time before someone still see my story say what still here I say yes so being up I will drop you so he send me funds one of my other guy again these are my clients now send me money you know my money will come up I fine I find 1.5 million nor actually on 2 million fine but the flight itself is 1.5 so those man they help me raise some car my guy still call me other guy just like [ __ ] like true life do you get because nor me I feel work again like I feel I don't get the power the mot those days not be power they work now motivation they work and I dream die of going through any rope through sea of crossing the meditarian sea all die so that ginger no day again I carry block I clear I remember one day I go I dig ground still After I talk the price is finished. As I begin walk, the other man the other man see me see walk tears come off my cry carry me go back house give me the same money. You give me the same money work again just but you got you got I go back house these guys I make boss I use toilet for this get infection when I reach the door I reach I call my man client I need fun I beg to it's okay I'll send it to you but then he said he get challenges for Nigeria too he couldn't meet up two three times he reach out to me that you see my situation okay I turn off for you but then turn up understand my guy actually buy some kind treatment talk again after one year plus now when time make I come back in fact I need I need like 300k man I need so this guy just write my big say what did they hear from George say yes they hear from George has tried so and so he didn't work out he wants to come back to Nigeria and this money has complete say serious say yes come say yes send account like said I have five I say shock give me give me 350 I'm very significant because this particular person my first girl but then come since until now and I don't get that power again you understand of that guys send me small money over money from one or two person but the phones just come out as the phones come out we call one guy called This guy it's f the make her no worry make I send her my picture I send her my picture normally that they just come out like that I know my state of emergency travel come out my certificate of emergency travel so the thing come out now using they after month again still like almost 1 month my paper come and they do my papers for So 100 carry me on it own right now. So I really I feel I really myself but on another story on its own just run out I find myself a triple triple I've come back Niger come back home come back I start come out but it's not about this until is over man I would have been patient man say calm Uh you have a good job that will give you the capital where you want.
Stick stay calm and it's not greener anywhere man. Swear to God it's not greener anywhere.
I get to realize I still hustle they gole for that side pe and if you still good some people see this street people actually reach my level where I be so if I know those things why I know now I tell myself say calm down that money where I got I buy my plan to buy cora for boot my mobile you understand so if you just call me I will just come meet I would have stayed on that grind. Buy that cora follow up.
I'm I'm rent free. So any money I make.
So the money actually enter my own hand.
You get? So I've actually use do greater myself say calm down. Follow up with this thing. Believe in this thing. This thing that you have now is actually enough to take you to anywhere you want to go.
You get that's what I would have. That was the Buddha. That would have been the advice to my younger self.
>> I lost I lost my friends 3 days ago for where they cross they cross the water 3 days ago. I lost 44 people 40 people for our camp for the camp where I come back Nigeria. So day before yesterday and my guy is the inside too. So always people they always go but I wasn't worth it right now. Yeah. Yeah. Just I believe in doing what you just have to do.
I'm not going to lie you personally. No work hard nobody say lazy a destiny because it's actually it clear for me say life be movie I've seen some people that think that is by their hard work that they are where they are today but that's not [ __ ] true cuz anything you think you are doing people are doing it well better than you let's just let's just take it out let's talk about the artist musicians never let single never let whiskey get good voice Enter street you see people with good voice.
Enter street you will see people pass with no nice but destiny. Do you know why I'm saying this? I enter prison on the 21st 22nd.
He gone of my guy he enter on the 23rd.
This guy if he don't talk like if he tell us a story people enter road you see most people enter that road either cies courtesies or not commit and most of them they run they do so they feel me but Crossg true as cross.
You see some people they just come they try and once they go enter people for Libya now they try seven times they never go eight times they never enter they see they li come back [ __ ] for prison do you get even me myself I tried twice it didn't work but people once they enter once I see they actually get the suffer if you tell them what we see for Libya they do like for Libya this country they for Libya.
Do you get? So it's not by hard work.
Some of us we work these things like we put body we gather around we gather. I was learning Italy Italian language then for Libya. We begin our squad. We learn the entire language like we prepare for no nice.
Do you get? But at the end of the day, drug life just have it way of doing in [ __ ] man. Just letting know your destinies waiting for you.
So what I look at hope is I see hope as a man waiting.
I here today because make me I here I could I could run from today being here. There's no other place where I go but here the same time we go prison.
When I enter prison then people will enter together now destiny want make that guy actually die there not be anything be that guy they see not be me they see when the guy [ __ ] gone put gun for my chest I don't know where to stop him it's not be destiny when I for when I go my destiny make me enter the first time first where day the bright captain see me imagine the captain die that I tell you that part right the captain died that day captain no survival captain Gabia guys fish you can't supposed no see normal on her destiny so hope is just just do what you are doing when my man I told her say see I need your help he know turn up time I won't come he turn up for me now that was destiny Now I don't blame no man who you blame anybody not do just alive.
I know how many people they actually get this thing but life just for them. They come out and some people do those man carry them. They carry you understand that you put boots cross.
I told somebody anybody want Chris say anybody anybody this small talk saying mad when he grow want to be a mad man nobody ever wish that for himself or herself or you could you can't run from it anything you are doing today anything if you check that open your eye people there for the lower side and people see there for Destiny make you wait till you hear the time you supposed make you here now me and you today let us say okay me and you you be my client as at this time because there will be a time that I will go through this part and me and you day you record me hear the story that's why that day where you come but that The way you actually come that day I mean you see you don't choose of the other people they get good bab mad pass me but with the bar you nothing come out you go accept him except George because of it destiny so that's what I have submit myself to destiny I struggle again with anything and tell me I struggle give me food I str I was regretting that day in water two I regret some thingsable but I the thing somebody tell me something I read when I watch movie one day I see something the guy say you have seen many people die military personnel I said for war he said but one thing when he notice among all of them sniper in he shoot say the person surprised like now me want die I'm not supposed to die say everybody get that thing in common like I'm not supposed to actually die Why be me that surprise and everything and they come they feel like put this thing be actually true cuz I know say that very day there are some crazy things if you actually laugh where actually matters to me I'll be like wa so I'm not actually going to do this [ __ ] again so like I didn't have enough for this man why do now you get and one of them are food Like I die hungry hungry beat me so many days I suffer for live I still eat better without food before I die the [ __ ] was crazy man is funny but then it means something to me for that place so right now I get the opportunity I go eat I I'm just living in my moment man I'm living in my moment doing the main thing life is notable
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