She Was Using Meth in College and Then One Day…

Ajouté : 2026-06-04

[00:00:00]And so I'm like, "Oh, they're just crazy. They're always on me." You know, and and one day I looked in the mirror and I was like, "What if they're not crazy and I'm the one that's crazy?" I think for me, since I had gone through so many dark things, doing meth was kind of like, "Oh, I can actually do things.

[00:00:14]Like, I can get more done in a small amount of time, right?" Then I would if I wasn't on the drug. So, like, I would even go to college and me and my best friend would be in the restroom, you know, snorting lines, and then we'll go back into class and, you know, like nothing happened.

[00:00:29]>> Yeah, it became a very habitual functioning addict thing.

[00:00:32]>> Were there any like ramifications, side effects? Like, did you notice anything happening to you the more you started to use it or >> to say that didn't start happening till the last year. It I wasn't even doing it with my best friend at that point. It was just like I was on my own and I just felt broken and empty. And so, whatever it was, I'll just do it. And at some point I started having delusions. And I remember looking in the mirror one day and thinking like, you know, what if like I'm the crazy one? Cuz I used to say, "Oh, my family's crazy." You know, and one day I looked in the mirror and I was like, "What if they're not crazy and I'm the one that's crazy." And I remember feeling like I glitched with reality and was I felt like I had lost my mind.