My heart found home In You ❤️”| fazza poerty world| fazza prince of Dubai| fazza poem| fazza

本站添加: 2026-05-10

[00:00:00]Welcome to Faza poetry world where hearts turn into poetry.

[00:00:06]There are some truths a person hides so deeply that even silence becomes heavy from carrying them.

[00:00:14]For weeks, I carried one of those truths inside my chest like a storm no one could see.

[00:00:21]I smiled when people looked at me.

[00:00:25]I answered messages.

[00:00:27]I continued my days as if nothing had changed.

[00:00:32]But inside me, something was quietly breaking.

[00:00:37]Something was tired in a way words could not explain.

[00:00:42]Three weeks ago, I walked into a hospital with an ordinary heartbeat and walked out feeling like life had suddenly become louder.

[00:00:52]The white walls, the cold air, the sound of footsteps in the hallway, all of it stayed in my mind long after I left.

[00:01:02]The doctor looked at me carefully before speaking.

[00:01:07]And in that moment, before he even opened his mouth, I already knew something was wrong.

[00:01:15]He did not tell me I was dying.

[00:01:18]He did not tell me it was hopeless.

[00:01:22]But he told me something that shook me deeply.

[00:01:26]He told me my body was tired.

[00:01:30]Not the kind of tired sleep can fix in one night.

[00:01:34]Not the kind of tired you laugh about with friends.

[00:01:39]A deep tiredness.

[00:01:41]The kind that builds slowly while you keep pretending to be strong.

[00:01:46]The kind that grows quietly while you continue carrying pain you never speak about.

[00:01:53]He told me stress had been living inside me for too long.

[00:01:58]That my body had been fighting battles my lips never admitted existed.

[00:02:04]And then he mentioned my heart.

[00:02:07]Not a tragedy.

[00:02:10]Not an ending.

[00:02:12]But a warning.

[00:02:14]A soft warning from life itself.

[00:02:17]Slow down.

[00:02:19]Rest.

[00:02:21]Breathe.

[00:02:23]Take care of yourself before your body forgets how to keep carrying you.

[00:02:29]I sat there listening quietly while his words echoed through my chest.

[00:02:34]But strangely, while he was talking about my health, my mind was somewhere else completely.

[00:02:43]It was with you.

[00:02:45]I thought about your smile first.

[00:02:48]Then your voice.

[00:02:51]Then the way you make ordinary moments feel soft and safe.

[00:02:56]And suddenly the fear inside me became smaller.

[00:03:00]Not gone.

[00:03:02]Just smaller.

[00:03:04]Because somehow, even in the middle of that cold room filled with medical words and quiet tension, your love reached me without even touching me.

[00:03:16]That was the moment I realized something terrifying and beautiful at the same time.

[00:03:22]You had become the calm inside my chaos.

[00:03:26]After that day, I became quieter.

[00:03:30]Not because I wanted attention.

[00:03:33]Not because I wanted sympathy.

[00:03:37]I simply did not know how to explain what I was feeling.

[00:03:42]People around me continued their lives normally while mine suddenly felt fragile.

[00:03:48]Every morning I woke up pretending I was okay.

[00:03:53]Every conversation felt normal on the outside while my thoughts were screaming underneath.

[00:03:59]And every night became difficult.

[00:04:03]There were nights I stared at the ceiling until sunrise because sleep refused to visit me.

[00:04:10]My chest felt heavy.

[00:04:12]My thoughts became loud.

[00:04:15]Fear sat beside me like a shadow that would not leave.

[00:04:20]I kept asking myself questions I was too scared to say aloud.

[00:04:26]What if I don't get better? What if I lose myself completely? What if one day my body gives up before my heart does and then somewhere in the middle of those dark thoughts, your name would appear softly in my mind like moonlight entering a dark room.

[00:04:44]I would remember your laughter.

[00:04:47]The warmth in your words.

[00:04:50]The softness in your presence.

[00:04:53]And slowly, my breathing would calm down.

[00:04:57]You never even knew it, but you saved me during nights you were not even there.

[00:05:04]That is the strange thing about real love.

[00:05:08]Sometimes it heals people silently.

[00:05:11]I began realizing that everything else in life drained me.

[00:05:16]Work drained me.

[00:05:19]Stress drained me.

[00:05:21]Expectations drained me.

[00:05:24]Pretending drained me.

[00:05:27]But loving you never drained me.

[00:05:30]Loving you gave me strength.

[00:05:33]Even when I was exhausted physically, emotionally, mentally, the thought of you still brought energy back into my soul.

[00:05:43]That is when I understood something powerful.

[00:05:47]Real love is not heavy.

[00:05:50]Real love feels like rest.

[00:05:53]And you became my rest in a world that never stopped exhausting me.

[00:05:59]I remember one evening very clearly.

[00:06:02]The sun was disappearing slowly outside my window, painting the sky in soft orange colors.

[00:06:10]Usually, I would force myself to continue working no matter how tired I felt.

[00:06:18]I had spent years ignoring my pain because I thought strength meant surviving silently.

[00:06:25]But that evening was different.

[00:06:28]My hands felt weak.

[00:06:30]My chest felt tight.

[00:06:33]And my heart finally whispered something I could no longer ignore.

[00:06:38]Stop.

[00:06:40]So, I stopped.

[00:06:42]For the first time in a very long time, I allowed myself to sit in silence without pretending.

[00:06:50]And suddenly everything I had buried inside me came rushing out.

[00:06:56]The fear, the exhaustion, the loneliness, the pressure, the sadness of always trying to appear strong.

[00:07:08]I cried harder than I expected.

[00:07:12]Not small tears, not quiet tears, the kind of tears that come from years of holding too much inside one heart.

[00:07:23]And strangely, those tears did not destroy me.

[00:07:28]They freed me.

[00:07:30]It felt like my soul had finally opened a locked door.

[00:07:35]After crying, I sat there breathing slowly while the room around me became quiet again.

[00:07:43]I was still tired.

[00:07:45]I was still scared.

[00:07:48]But something heavy had left my chest.

[00:07:51]And once again, I thought about you.

[00:07:55]Because somehow, every path inside my heart always leads back to you.

[00:08:02]You are the light my mind searches for automatically.

[00:08:06]The comfort my soul reaches toward naturally.

[00:08:10]And I realized then that I no longer wanted to survive life halfway.

[00:08:16]I wanted to truly live.

[00:08:19]Not just wake up every day exhausted.

[00:08:23]Not just exist inside routines that slowly destroy me.

[00:08:28]Not just smile while secretly falling apart.

[00:08:33]I wanted to heal.

[00:08:35]I wanted peace.

[00:08:38]I wanted mornings that did not feel heavy.

[00:08:42]I wanted a heart that felt calm again.

[00:08:45]And most importantly, I wanted a future with you in it.

[00:08:51]That thought changed everything for me.

[00:08:54]Before you, I accepted pain too easily.

[00:08:59]I accepted exhaustion as normal.

[00:09:02]I treated myself like someone who only existed to survive.

[00:09:08]But loving you made me want more from life.

[00:09:12]It made me want to become healthy, present, alive, whole.

[00:09:20]Because you deserve more than a broken version of me.

[00:09:25]You deserve someone who can love you fully without constantly fighting his own darkness alone.

[00:09:32]So now I am learning.

[00:09:34]Slowly.

[00:09:36]I am learning how to rest without guilt.

[00:09:40]How to breathe deeply again.

[00:09:43]How to listen to my body before it begins screaming.

[00:09:47]How to stop punishing myself with endless pressure.

[00:09:52]And maybe the hardest lesson of all, how to receive love.

[00:09:58]I have always known how to give love.

[00:10:01]That part was easy for me.

[00:10:04]I support people.

[00:10:07]I care deeply.

[00:10:09]I protect others emotionally even when I am hurting myself.

[00:10:14]But receiving love, trusting it completely, allowing someone to truly see my weakness, that terrified me.

[00:10:22]Even with you, I kept little walls around my heart.

[00:10:27]Small distances.

[00:10:30]Small silences.

[00:10:32]Small fears.

[00:10:35]Not because I did not love you enough, but because I was afraid that if you saw all my pain, all my exhaustion, all my broken pieces, maybe you would stop loving me.

[00:10:50]But these past weeks changed me.

[00:10:53]Because when life suddenly reminds you how fragile everything is, you stop wanting fake strength.

[00:11:02]You start craving honesty.

[00:11:05]And honestly, I do not want walls between us anymore.

[00:11:10]I want your love to reach every wounded part of me.

[00:11:14]I want to trust your care completely.

[00:11:18]I want to stop acting strong all the time.

[00:11:22]I want to rest inside your love without fear.

[00:11:26]Some nights, I imagine a simple future with you.

[00:11:32]Nothing dramatic.

[00:11:34]Nothing perfect.

[00:11:36]Just peaceful.

[00:11:38]A quiet morning beside you.

[00:11:42]Soft sunlight entering the room.

[00:11:45]Your sleepy smile.

[00:11:48]Coffee growing cold while we talk about ordinary things.

[00:11:53]A life where my heart is no longer fighting to survive every single day.

[00:11:59]A life where love feels safe instead of frightening.

[00:12:03]And every time I imagine peace, you are always standing in the middle of it.

[00:12:10]That is how deeply you have become part of me.

[00:12:14]People think love is only passion.

[00:12:17]Only romance.

[00:12:20]Only beautiful words and unforgettable moments.

[00:12:24]But real love is softer than that.

[00:12:27]Real love is the person your soul searches for when life becomes unbearable.

[00:12:33]And for me, that person is you.

[00:12:37]These three weeks taught me many things.

[00:12:41]They taught me that health is fragile.

[00:12:44]That stress destroys quietly.

[00:12:47]That silence can become dangerous when you carry too much alone.

[00:12:53]But they also taught me something beautiful.

[00:12:57]They taught me that love can heal parts of us medicine cannot touch.

[00:13:02]Because no doctor could explain why thinking about you made my breathing calmer.

[00:13:08]Why remembering your voice helped me sleep.

[00:13:12]Why imagining your hand in mine made fear disappear for a little while. Maybe love really does have its own kind of medicine.

[00:13:22]And if that is true, then you became mine.

[00:13:26]I know healing will take time.

[00:13:29]There will still be difficult days.

[00:13:33]Days when my body feels weak.

[00:13:36]Days when my mind becomes heavy again.

[00:13:40]Days when fear tries to return.

[00:13:43]But now I do not feel alone anymore.

[00:13:47]Because even during my darkest moments, your love became a quiet light inside me.

[00:13:54]And lights matter most in darkness.

[00:13:58]I want you to know something clearly today.

[00:14:02]I am not telling you all this because I want pity.

[00:14:06]I am telling you because I trust you with the truth of my heart.

[00:14:11]I trust you enough to let you see my fear.

[00:14:15]My weakness.

[00:14:17]My exhaustion.

[00:14:19]My tears.

[00:14:21]And trust like that is rare.

[00:14:24]Maybe that is another form of love, too.

[00:14:28]For so long, I thought strength meant hiding pain.

[00:14:33]Now I understand real strength is honesty.

[00:14:37]Real strength is admitting, I am tired.

[00:14:42]I am scared.

[00:14:44]I need care, too.

[00:14:46]And today, I am finally honest enough to say those things.

[00:14:52]There is one moment I keep remembering again and again.

[00:14:57]After leaving the hospital, I sat alone for a long time in silence.

[00:15:03]Cars passed by.

[00:15:06]People walked normally.

[00:15:08]The world continued moving while my thoughts stood completely still.

[00:15:14]I looked at the sky and suddenly realized something heartbreaking.

[00:15:19]Life can change quietly.

[00:15:22]One appointment, one conversation, one warning, and suddenly you begin seeing everything differently.

[00:15:33]You notice how precious peace really is.

[00:15:37]How important health is.

[00:15:40]How short life can feel.

[00:15:43]But most of all, you notice who immediately appears inside your heart when fear arrives.

[00:15:51]And it was you.

[00:15:53]Always you.

[00:15:55]Not because I forced myself to think about you.

[00:15:59]Not because I wanted distraction, but because my soul naturally ran toward you when it needed comfort.

[00:16:08]That kind of love cannot be explained easily.

[00:16:12]It simply exists.

[00:16:15]Some people enter your life loudly.

[00:16:18]Others enter softly and change everything without even realizing it.

[00:16:24]You changed me softly.

[00:16:27]You taught me that being loved does not always look dramatic.

[00:16:32]Sometimes it looks like feeling safe enough to breathe.

[00:16:37]Safe enough to cry.

[00:16:40]Safe enough to stop pretending.

[00:16:43]Before you, I survived life alone emotionally.

[00:16:48]Even when people surrounded me, I still carried everything by myself.

[00:16:55]But your presence changed that loneliness.

[00:16:58]Even from far away, you made my heart feel accompanied.

[00:17:04]Do you know how rare that is to make someone feel less alone without even touching them? That is your magic.

[00:17:11]And maybe that is why I am fighting harder now.

[00:17:16]Not because I suddenly became fearless.

[00:17:20]Not because healing is easy.

[00:17:23]But because love gave me a reason to take care of myself.

[00:17:28]For the first time in a long time, my future matters to me deeply.

[00:17:34]Because when I imagine tomorrow, I imagine you there.

[00:17:40]I imagine holding your hand during peaceful evenings.

[00:17:44]Listening to your voice after difficult days.

[00:17:49]Laughing together over small things.

[00:17:52]Building a life that feels gentle instead of exhausting.

[00:17:57]And suddenly healing no longer feels like a burden.

[00:18:02]It feels like a promise. A promise to myself.

[00:18:06]A promise to my heart.

[00:18:09]And a promise to you.

[00:18:12]I promise I will try.

[00:18:14]Even on difficult days.

[00:18:17]Even when progress feels slow.

[00:18:20]Even when fear returns.

[00:18:23]I will try to become healthier.

[00:18:27]Calmer.