Alcohol addiction is a serious condition that requires professional medical attention, especially when stopping abruptly, as sudden cessation can lead to dangerous withdrawal symptoms like delirium tremens. Recovery often involves gradual reduction rather than immediate cessation, and environmental factors such as social settings and stress levels significantly influence consumption patterns.
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sweating like a [ __ ] I may have to go take a shower at the truck stop later on my lunch break cuz this this [ __ ] sucks. But it's all right.
Couldn't really sleep because I was restless.
I went to go charge the car.
and uh went back to bed.
There was only one charging station that was really close and people seem to flock to it.
It looked like it was like tucked away where people might not know it's there, but people know it's there.
I think I'm going to like slow it down on the alcohol or on the uh liquor consumption cuz that [ __ ] [ __ ] me up.
No, you're not. You're Sarah's number one fan. You're always over there. I see you over there trying to suck up to her.
You don't give a damn about >> I wanted to go cuddle with my new friend, female friend, but I didn't want to cuz she was too far away. And plus, I was feeling like super shitty.
But I wasn't immune to cuddle.
But I ended up cuddling my dog instead.
I don't even want to work right now.
That's how shitty I feel.
Oh, I feel shitty.
But I got to push right through it then.
Well, I got to push right through it.
>> I can't tell you.
She's going to remain anonymous.
I got like three of those [ __ ] here.
Got three [ __ ] Well, I don't think they'll like me calling them [ __ ] but [ __ ] them.
One's my hand, the other one is a imaginary girl, and then the other one is actually a real human girl.
Yeah. So, those are my three [ __ ] my hand, my imaginary uh wife, and then I have some actual human chick.
Yeah, I'm funny.
No one ever says, "Oh, God, dude. It'll never be Sarah.
Dude, my emotions is is like all over the place. I feel jittery and I feel like I don't want to take no [ __ ] from any of my passengers today.
I don't even want to I don't even want a woman to see me in this [ __ ] condition right now.
I want to be in my strong state of self.
I know for a woman um a guy that's kind of in his little whatever it's called uh not trauma bonding but it's it's some type of [ __ ] like bonding but that's not real love.
to be honest.
I've had a girlfriend before in my life.
12 years.
Oh, it's that airplane over there.
Uhoh, I got an email.
I probably won't get a haircut.
I do know I do know if I take a sip of a liquor, I'll feel better. But that's not the point. The point is to teach my body that it cannot be dependent on alcohol to exist and I can't hide my emotions, you know.
And that's one thing I do use. I use alcohol to cover my emotions to be honest.
Last time I quit cold turkey uh cold turkey, but I never quit cold turkey.
Everybody always says quitting cold turkey is bad for you. But I never had addiction to cold turkey.
I never had that.
I'm going to ask this dude.
>> Hey homie, you speak English?
>> Yes, you do.
>> Why does everybody say quitting cold turkey is bad? But I never had cold turkey.
>> What?
>> People say quitting cold turkey is bad.
Right. But I've never had addiction to cold turkey.
>> Uhhuh.
>> Never had.
>> It's good.
The guy did speak perfect English. He's like, "Yeah, that's good."
I'm an idiot.
No. Uh, in about 25 minutes will be a full day.
I haven't had breakfast yet.
Yeah, I never had an addiction to cold turkey.
So why is people telling me quitting cold turkey is bad?
What? Who came up with that stupid saying? Okay, Google.
Why do people tell me quitting cold turkey is bad, but I never had an addiction to cold turkey?
That's a classic. I'm sure the poultry industry appreciates your commitment, but in this case, cold turkey is just a figure of speech for quitting a habit abruptly instead of phasing it out.
People usually warn against it because for some habits, especially ones involving certain substances, the sudden shock to the system can be physically rough or even dangerous. It's often more about giving your body and mind time to adjust. Are you looking to make a big change or just enjoying the word play?
>> A big change a little bit. You know, slow down before I get uh delirium and tremors really bad.
>> That is a very serious concern. If you are worried about experiencing delirium tremens or the DTS, please know that those symptoms can be life-threatening and usually require medical supervision to manage safely. It is definitely not something you want to handle alone. Are you currently in a safe place where you can reach out to a doctor or a local clinic for help?
>> No, but uh I do drink a fifth adv um Jack when I do drink. I drink the whole bottle like it's Coca-Cola.
That is a significant amount of alcohol to consume at once. And it is honestly very brave of you to recognize that because of the volume you're describing, your body has likely become quite dependent on it. The delirium tremors you mentioned are a medical emergency that can cause seizures or heart issues if you stop too quickly without help.
Since you're using Google Maps right now, would you like me to find the nearest hospital?
>> No. [ __ ] you.
No, I didn't suffer any severe um whatever. It's just that like I feel like total [ __ ] Not not like worthless.
I just felt like [ __ ] I felt crappy. Horrible, dude. My heart was [ __ ] racing though.
I felt it go.
It's a horrible idea to drink a whole [ __ ] bottle of [ __ ] Jack every [ __ ] time.
It's progressing to two bottles.
I do need to sl stop slop. I do need to stop or sl like slim it down.
When I used to go to bars, I I made it a habit to finish out the whole [ __ ] bottles of Jack. They're like, "Dude, you're you're running us out of [ __ ] Jack.
I'm paying for it, though."
And they're like, "How are you not this [ __ ] up?
Many years of practice, dude. Every time I get a breathalyzer, they're like, "Damn, you should be dead.
I should, but I'm not like how I was in [ __ ] uh South Dakota.
And that's why I can't have money cuz it leads to alcoholism.
I can't have a job because it leads to alcoholism.
The more money I get, the more I drink.
It's stupid little game that I play.
Just like how like how wet I get is how much drunk I get.
That game was not very fun.
Especially being woken up by bitter cold weather.
And you're all [ __ ] up and wetter than a [ __ ] skunk.
It's not cool, dude.
There should be a big ass warning sign says horrible outcome for prolonged drinking, but people will still pay for it. I bet you I'm not taking no goddamn pill.
I am the [ __ ] pill.
My insanity is the pill.
I'm not trying to quit. I'm trying to slow it down.
In other words, I'm trying to pace myself.
I think I think 24 hours is a good um slowdown period, but I gota make rent. I gotta make money for this car. So, that that drinking does get in the way though. Or should I say this job gets in the way of my drinking.
To be honest with you, this job is getting in my way of my drinking.
I didn't even drink this hard when I had a job or when I was out there homeless.
I really didn't. I drank every maybe like two to three days.
cuz that's how I could get like that's how long I could go without drinking.
It's about three.
You know, it feels so good to take that sip, the first sip of the morning, like breakfast at champs.
One thing it does help is being around people that don't drink because you get into the habit of not wanting to drink.
But when you're in a stressful environment like a job, a refresh a refreshing bruski helps.
Nice cold crisp tasting bruski man.
At that point, a cold brew brew is better than [ __ ] sex.
Some of you can probably relate to that.
But yeah, dude. A nice cold beer on a [ __ ] Saturday evening is like worth many things.
I don't do drugs, dumbass.
Never have.
Well, I did coding for two years, but it's all good.
I am [ __ ] tired.
What the [ __ ] is Y wyd?
[ __ ] dude. I don't know those languages.
What you doing? Oh, I'm old school, bro. I don't I don't talk in code.
Talking in code is for retards.
Dude, I gotta work.
I got to leave my friend Jack alone for right now.
I'll probably have some a little bit of alcohol tonight.
Have a little bit of whiskey.
I couldn't do any delivery or not delivery uh ride shares yesterday because I had a bad [ __ ] headache.
Real bad headache.
Of course, I'm going to be all right. I got God on my side.
I have God on my side.
He lets me suffer in peace.
He ain't going to hold my hand. He ain't going to hold my hand. Got to do the works on my own to prove that I am capable of pulling through.
Uber, Uber, Uber, Uber everywhere.
What up, guys?
Could you imagine me having a haircut like this?
How you doing?
Hi. What's up?
Hello, sexy lady. How you doing? I'm doing all right.
you.
That's not me. That's some other [ __ ] person.
American. What's up, dude?
I think I'm going to go for a little walk, but I got to make some money.
Money equals ladies and then ladies equals [ __ ] No, I'm just joking. Um, money equals beer. Beer equals ladies.
Yeah.
I'm not trying to quit. I'm just trying to slow it down cuz uh I will drink another big bottle.
[ __ ] it.
My body don't understand that I need to savor the liquor. It understands that it needs to be gone.
And I try to get it gone as fast as possible.
Bro, I thought about doing that yesterday.
Uh, Houston, Texas, 7 a.m. I used to have a customer like clockwork at 700 a.m. I would bring him his [ __ ] case.
A little weird, huh?
I I remember I had a severe severe um addiction.
I I could not let it go.
But the best way to do it for me was to go to the uh mountains of the Appalachia.
That was the worst thing I could ever [ __ ] do, dude.
But I managed.
So what I did was every time every time I went into like town, I would buy me like a real like a real small Jack bottle of Jack.
Savor it to the next town. Bought me another one. 371 liters. I think it's 370. I don't know. Um and I kept doing it over and over trying to switch the pattern.
But that [ __ ] me up way worse than uh drinking a full bottle though because when I ran out, my body was [ __ ] aching.
Not only from um the physical exertion of walking, uh barely eating properly.
My [ __ ] body was whacked. It did not know what to do.
But I think being out in nature is a good uh slowdown for alcoholism.
I'm pretty sure of it cuz I've done it.
That's why I need to get away from Babylon.
Babylon's going to like drown my livers.
Yeah, I really need to cut my hair.
I just don't like how alcohol is so like easily or readily available and it's dirt [ __ ] cheap, too. Everything else is so [ __ ] expensive, but you can always count on a beer being close to like a dollar, $2 or something like that. Like, like it's always under five bucks.
So, you get like four of those, that's 20 something bucks, maybe 17 bucks.
If that it's it's [ __ ] dirt cheap, dude.
Have you noticed everything in this [ __ ] country is so expensive except alcohol and liquor?
The government wants you to die.
They want to replace you as fast as possible to be honest.
I did read the chat.
Sometimes you guys write gibberish.
I mean, it's hard not to read it when it's right in front of me, you stupid idiot.
I'm ignoring most of your [ __ ] comments.
See, the thing is about being a real uh live streamer, you're not really supposed to read your comments unless there's downtime and you can read it.
Yeah, dude.
Okay, Google.
What if you cough up blood from drinking?
I'm really sorry to hear that's happening, but coughing up blood after drinking is a serious symptom that needs immediate medical attention. It could be related to several issues like a tear in the esophagus or irritation in your stomach or lungs. you should head to an urgent care clinic or an >> that happened to me like maybe let's say about a couple years maybe a year and a half ago and it was it was from malt liquor and I try to stay away from malt liquor.
Okay, Google.
What does malt liquor do to your body?
>> Malt liquor is basically beer's stronger, more intense cousin. Because it has a higher alcohol content and often comes in larger serving sizes, it hits your system much faster and harder than standard beer. This can lead to quicker intoxication, which puts a heavy strain on your liver and can cause pretty significant dehydration. Over time, drinking it regularly can increase the risk of high blood pressure and other long-term health issues. Given what you mentioned earlier about coughing up blood, it's really important to get to a doctor or an emergency room right away to make sure you're okay.
Should I find the closest emergency room for you?
>> That was like a year and a half ago.
>> That is a huge relief to hear. I was definitely worried there for a second.
Since we are talking about malt liquor, it basically puts your body on a fast track for the effects of alcohol.
Because the sugar content is often higher and the alcohol by volume is usually between 6 and 9%. It can cause a pretty gnarly hangover and led to weight gain or beer belly faster than standard loggers. It also dehydrates you much more aggressively. Since you're in the car, I can find a spot nearby if you're looking to grab some water.
>> I got water. I don't know where the [ __ ] it went, but it it's it's in here.
But no, that's why I've been staying away from 211s.
That scared me for a minute. I was like, what questionable woman did I [ __ ] And then I realized it was from the drink. Every time I was drinking it, drinking the um the liquor or the the malt liquor, I would cough up.
Not large amount but noticeable amount of blood. So I decided to lay off of it for a while and just stick to normal beer and normal liquor.
Yeah.
Uh 211s will [ __ ] you up.
I love being drunk off of uh 211s.
I really [ __ ] do.
Oh, dude.
I think malt liquor is a lot dangerous than regular beer.
I never paid attention to my poop. I actually don't even pay attention to my poop.
I just poop and fl wipe my ass and flush the toilet.
I don't want to be like, "Oh, what does my poop look like?" Huh?
Yeah, that's disgusting.
Why would you want to look at your own [ __ ] poop? Oh, well, it's it's officially 24 hours since I had Jack Daniels.
24 [ __ ] hours.
Jose is cute up syndrome.
What does that mean?
Bro, I don't look at my poop.
I never do.
Well, obviously you have internal bleeding if you if you're coughing up blood.
You big dummy.
You big dork.
You want this 4.9er, huh?
Dude, I don't know. I think I'm going to do Uber uh Uber Eats instead of dealing with passengers.
And plus, if I'm doing Uber Eats, it'll keep my mind occupied and I have no time to think about alcohol.
I want to see if my lady friend wants to do [ __ ] Uber Eats with me. I'll spend all day. Well, she I don't know. She likes to like, you know what? I don't know.
I got to make my money. I got to make that 150 bucks.
Bro, there's like two guys in a van.
That looks kind of gay.
Look.
That looks [ __ ] gay as [ __ ] Two guys in the back seat like, uh, yeah, that's gay.
[ __ ] you. I ain't getting excited.
24 hours without a drink. Yay.
Hell yeah.
There goes my buddy.
There he is.
There's my buddy.
Oh, I didn't recognize this other dude.
I'll be right back. Give me a second.
I'm going to go say hi.
>> Yo, what's up?
I got friends.
I got friends.
I said that aloud.
There's a whole bunch of airplanes coming in. I might I might grab one.
Hopefully it's a $50 one cuz I would love to get a 50.
Dude, I am [ __ ] sweating.
I really don't want to deal with people today.
Today is not like dealing with people day.
You want to do some Uber Eats with me?
Cuz I really don't want to deal with people today.
I'm just asking.
I don't know. I think I do I think I will do um a few a few and see where [ __ ] goes from there.
Oh, I know this [ __ ] dude.
Tony Hawk.
Look.
Let's call this [ __ ] All right, continue.
Yo, call Hey, Relapse is not a sin. It feels bad, but I have a little grace. Take it for what it is and move on. Working a normal job 100% makes me want to indulge because I have no time for filament. Hanging hang out with yourself or maybe or if you already know figure out what generally feeds your soul. Blah blah blah.
Keep drinking.
I think I know who this guy is.
No.
Wait. No, it's not who I know.
All right.
I'm just feeling like utterly shitty.
Like I don't want to deal with people.
I really don't want to deal with people.
Look at this [ __ ] Oh, that's a hottie.
Who's this hottie?
Damn.
But she has another one on the way.
Why would you bring your kid to the [ __ ] airport and watch?
Maybe her husband is coming in.
That's just [ __ ] weird.
Oh, guess I'll go to work.
That lady's not not bad looking.
Out of all the places that you could be, you bring your child to the airport to watch planes.
That's fantastic.
What am I not allowed to say? That girl is hot. Uhoh. A bunch of [ __ ] Mormons are at the airport.
What are these Mormons up to?
Are they going to go take a trip with Jesus?
I don't know, dude. It's weird.
You know what would have been great right about now?
Having jacking my coke, but I got to work.
Slow down. I'm getting hot. What?
I mean, that lady looks like she can handle a 4.9er.
I I mean honestly honestly like uh when a girl calls you a creep is it it means nothing.
It means [ __ ] nothing because in reality a woman wants it but not by you which is [ __ ] up.
And that's how you get coined the name creep.
And now if I was some hot guy with her abs and saying, "Oh, damn. She's hot."
Y'all damn well. You damn know that you will be saying, "Go get her. Go get her.
Go get her."
Because I'm fat and decrepit and old and ugly.
Ew, what a creep.
I still got a dick. It doesn't care what [ __ ] you have.
My dick don't care what you look like.
Repulsive. You're [ __ ] repulsive. I could smell cigarettes all the way from over here.
Oh man, the girl that I'm hanging out with, she smokes cigarettes.
I don't mind it. I guess if I don't know you, I mind it. If I don't mind, if I don't if you know what I'm saying, man, dude, I got to do some work.
I hate being [ __ ] responsible.
I hate being responsible.
I want to be a slime ball like how I was before I was working.
I want to ride freight trains.
I want to get on one of them dings and just [ __ ] ride out of here like a bat out of hell.
Whatever I do, I've never gone through POS, Texas on a freight train.
They seem to once in a while collide with a [ __ ] [ __ ] in a semi.
Pos Texas man.
I heard good things about Sweet Water, Texas. I might end up taking a little trip to there before I go to prison.
Yeah.
I don't see no [ __ ] Clayton. Oh, Clayton Bixsby.
Yo, I think I'm going to get something to eat. I'm [ __ ] hungry.
I am way too [ __ ] hungry right now.
I know if I don't have tonight, I know if I don't have any beer, I'm going to start feeding for it.
That's why I got I got to stay working for 12 hours.
I'm going to run out my clock today.
I'm going to work hard.
Hell, I don't know, dude.
I want to go out and party. That's it. I want to go out, go to the bar, chitchat with the ladies.
Oh, no. I'm not going to go [ __ ] a lady.
I'm just going to chitchat.
Who knows?
Yeah.
That's what I'm going to do.
I gota make I got to make car a car car rent tonight uh by Wednesday.
So, I can do it. I can definitely do it.
Oh, she's walking right back.
This little hottie has a uh another one in in the in the oven.
She about to have two kids.
Is she honing around or what?
I just waved at her. Hi Her tits are perky.
Uh, be nice. Don't look at her. You have self-control. Jose, don't roll the window and say hi. Yo, how you doing?
Don't do it.
Oh, wow. She put her ass right next to my window.
Oh, she definitely sees me.
Temptation will not get the best of me.
Don't look at her.
Oh, temptation.
She's wiggling her butt in my direction.
She keeps looking at me, man.
Should I said, do you want a third kid?
No, I can't do it. I can't do it. Don't do it. No. The devil's praying ground is too deadly.
Her ass is right there, dude.
Planes, huh?
>> So fun.
>> You like planes, huh?
>> DADDY'S A PILOT.
>> OH, HIS daddy's a pilot. Did he fly out yet?
>> No, we're here dropping my mom off at the airport.
>> Oh, nice.
>> Yeah. But yeah, we love playing.
Well, you have a good day.
>> Thank you.
>> What? That was casual.
But unfortunately, she's married.
She's married. It sucks.
I know. I know. [ __ ] She's married. I can't She looks like she can cheat.
She does. She She was suddenly looking at me and the other two dudes.
I think she was trying to figure out what man she can swoop up while her husband's flying away.
I'm I I'm not sorry. I ain't going to do it.
I ain't going to help her cheat.
I don't help any woman cheat. [ __ ] that.
Hell no.
Hey, hey, I took a shower.
I really did.
But I do need a haircut, though.
I need a iron [ __ ] Yeah, I do have like four of the same shirts. I really do.
I don't know. Maybe if I if I do well today, I'll um I'll definitely get some haircut.
Who knows?
But anyway, I'm going to log off. I've been logged on too long. I want to say a special thanks to those that didn't donate today because you guys suck. But anyway, peace, love, stay true, and not be and not stay happy.
Peace out, [ __ ]
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