I DID almost 6 years in segregation here’s the first time !🤬( TBP REAL PRISON STORIES)

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[00:00:13]My name is uh Frankie, man. Everybody calls me Frankie. That's a name that I got from my grandmother when I was young. I'm coming out here after 30 years. I ain't got nothing, but I'm going to have something because I'm rich in personality, you know, and uh I'm rich in love. My family love me and that really that's that's really the all that counts.

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[00:01:22]Woo. Look, in my 33 years of doing time, I probably spent anywhere from five and a half to six years in segregation.

[00:01:38]Five and a half, six years. I'm guesstimating probably around that amount of time. Um, I probably went to the hole in every institution I've been on besides maybe one.

[00:01:54]And that's just off the top of my head.

[00:01:56]Maybe maybe uh the wall. I don't think I was there long enough. I whatever the issues I got in in the wall I ended up, you know, uh getting away with cuz I told you they won't really, you know, locking you up in the wall. you know, it was dangerous.

[00:02:16]So, a lot of people was getting away with a lot of stuff in there. But every other institution I've been on, I would probably say I've been to the whole I think I've been to in total maybe 10, 11 different prisons and transferred probably 13, 14 times, 15 times. I've been to a couple of prisons twice. Uh, I've been to Nawway twice.

[00:02:49]I've been to Augusta twice. I've been to not twice. Augusta twice.

[00:02:57]Greensville three times.

[00:03:02]Sussex two twice.

[00:03:05]So, whatever the math is with that, let it be math. Um but maybe 10 to 11 different prisones prisons in total and I believe I went to SEG and everyone besides the wall that I can remember and uh I'm going tell y'all about these uh incidents. some some institutions I was on so long I went to the hole several times but this is the first time that I ever went to the hole um besides receiving so receiving is considered you know but I wanted receiving hold for a little while and they boom sent me straight to the wall but in prison the first time I went to the hole this is what this story is about the first time I went to the hole was on Augusta and I think the first time I ended ended up spending like two months in the hole and it was a eye opening wake up experience man um and I went to the hole the crazy part about it is I went to the hole for something that wasn't even it wasn't even my issue it was my s issue super deep but I'mma explain to you how this went down and also you know the type of dude I am the loyalty and you know what I'm saying the the the honor that I show amongst you know, comrades or whatever. But so when I get on Augusta, I think Super D was like my first selling. You know what I'm saying? This is the part where I met Dixon in part where I met Church in Speedy, Snider, uh Mo, uh Lynn, um Super D, all Mayo, all these was DC homeboys. Now, prior to this time that I've been locked up and receiving and in the wall, I only ran into a couple of dudes that was from DC. So, I'm really feeling like out of pocket. I'm young.

[00:05:03]I'm green. I don't know what's going on.

[00:05:05]I'm thinking like boom, I've been fighting all through the jails, you know, because dudes, oh man, you DC woo woo. I'm, you know, trying to, you know, impose their will and and and whatnot.

[00:05:17]And I'm like, I'm I'm rejecting all that. You know what I'm saying? I'm I'm with all of that. Let's just get it.

[00:05:22]Bang, bang, boom. I'm fighting. I'm in the hole. I'm going now. I went to the hole plenty times in the jail cuz I was in the jail for a minute. So, I'm fighting in the jail. So, I'm thinking this is the life that I'm getting ready to live. You know what I'm saying? So, even when I get in in the penitentiary and I don't run into but a certain amount of dudes from DC. So, once I hit Augusta and I'm like boom, you got six, seven, eight, nine dudes in the from DC.

[00:05:48]I'm like, you know, I'm thinking I'm the only dude out of out of bounds. You know what I'm saying? The came to Virginia and got late. But there dudes in here and these good dudes, real dudes. You know what I'm saying? And none of them I knew on the street, but just the fact that they was from the city.

[00:06:03]That's where I started learning about how the bond was like, you know what I'm saying? You we from the city. You know what I'm saying? Joe, it ain't too many of us, man. We got to stick together. We got to ride together. You know what I'm saying? All you know what I'm saying?

[00:06:15]All for one. We got to be in it. You know what I'm saying? He got a beef. We all in it. We all, you know what I'm saying? This how we got to represent. So by them putting me straight in the sale with Super D, I fall straight into this.

[00:06:28]Now the thing about DC was in the Virginia penis system is like Alexandra, Maryland. They all came up under, you know, like DC bound. You know what I'm saying? Because DC is like the biggest one. So we all like stuck together because it was like they all looked at us like offsiders. You know what I'm saying? But what I learned was off the top that you know most of these dudes from the city they they they not playing. They going they going all the way. If they got to go they got to go and this is how they making their stand in the system. So like I say by me being green I'm earning all of this. So I'm in the sale with Super D. And Super D probably a couple of years older than me. But you know, Daryl, he he he he getting money. He get money. He like probably one or two, three at the most.

[00:07:16]Only dudes on the compound is getting dope. He getting raw dope. His girl bringing them the dope. He killing them.

[00:07:22]He getting money hand over fist. I'm learning all of this new stuff. I remember, you know, like DC, we wear we wear new ballers and Kwiss, especially like in the 80s and stuff like that.

[00:07:33]That's what we wear. Man, Super D was getting suede K Swiss and you know what I'm saying brand new new balances and stuff like so I'm looking I'm like man you know it's crazy because at the time I I don't see this in prison I haven't seen it even in the wall you know I'm in the wall with a bunch of old heads man these jokers in there wearing pleats in their pants these dudes in there wearing pleat in their pants wearing hard church shoes to the VI and tight shirts and tight clothes, bell bottoms. These dudes been locked up 20, 30 years. This is how they currented in there. You know what I'm saying? You go in the vis room, I'm telling you, that's my good word. You go in that visit room and the wall when I was in that joint like 88. You man, dudes got ple in their pants, crease hard, sharp, man, the crease will cut you straight down the middle. You remember how you dudes uh uh iron creases in their pants, man? They got dim joints. They got pleats in there.

[00:08:35]Y'all probably don't even young people probably don't even know what pleats is.

[00:08:38]They got pleats in their pants. They got tight shirts on. The pants is tight.

[00:08:43]They bare bottoms. They got hard gator shoes on. You know what I'm saying? In the vision room cuz you can have hard shoes in in in in the wall. They wearing hard shoes over man. I was like, man, it's like I'm in the throwback to the Commodores concert.

[00:09:00]So it was crazy. And so when I get to Augusta and I see dudes can get their own stuff, you can order from East Bay or you can order from JC Penis or people was finessing them and you get your people can send in a box a box of stuff every six months. People sending in shoes and stuff like that. So Super D.

[00:09:20]So he got K Swiss, he got New Balances, he got Super Timberland, he got whatever you could have, he had it. So I'm picking up on that. And then he, like I said, a couple years older than me. We get the bond, we get the cool. And I see he moving. He he working, he getting money. So I'm learning how you, you know what I'm saying? You get money in the prison, too. How you can get money, what drugs will do. But at the same time, I won't trying to get involved in that at the time. I'm new. I'm green. I ain't trying to get involved in nothing like that. You know, I'm trying to figure this out. I'm trying to see what's going on. I'm sitting on lnotes. I'm in the beginning stage of this. Alls I've been doing since I've been in is fighting and beefing and arguing and you know what I'm saying? So I'm trying to relax and settle down and see what's going on.

[00:10:07]Even in the wall we was moving in what they call controlled movement because they was only letting out a block out at a time because they just come off a major lock from years of being on just lock down like they lock down all day every day. You know what I'm saying? So and then they was in the transition of closing the prison down. So I ain't been in like a open population like when you go out on the yard it's everybody out there. That's how it was on Augusta.

[00:10:33]When you go out it it's it's a it might be 600 people out there. You know what I'm saying? So and you got one, two, three, four towers. They can't control 600 people if they get out there and get out of control. It's every man for himself. So it was just like a eyeopening experience to me. Everything was just like new. Everything was moving fast. Everything was like, man. And and and Super D is like he was navigating.

[00:11:01]He was getting respect. Dudes dealt with him. They knew he get money. They know he he dangerous. They know DC behind him. So it's like boom. I just fell right into the fold. So I'm like, "Wow."

[00:11:13]You know what I'm saying? This is this is, you know what I'm saying? More than I even imagined. So it was just crazy, man. It was crazy work. And De was getting money, man. We ain't had to worry about eating. He was like, "So, you ain't got to go to the store, man. I got this. I got that." Cuz people bringing them stuff all day long, right? And we got cool, man. He was just, it came to the point he was like, "Man, look, Sean, if I get in this, that, or you just hold my hold me down, you know what I'm saying? In my back, you know what I'm saying? I got yours.

[00:11:41]Um, you ain't got to worry about nothing, man. I got this. I got that."

[00:11:45]But, man, these mammers ain't gonna play with my money. They play with my money.

[00:11:48]I'm tell you, I'm going out. You know what I'm saying? Woo. I remember I told y'all we had to pull up on on Fleetwood and I thought we was going to have to do Fleetwood and I'm off. I'm I'm all with it. I'm ready to throw throw, you know what I'm saying? Throw my life on the line already because this the loyalty that I'm I'm displaying. This is how I'm going start doing my time because this is what he telling me. You know what I'm saying? the the the the strange thing about that. He could have been fake balling and and I would have known until he came there to the to to the you know what I'm saying to the show and tell part. But he wasn't. But this is how dudes get tricked up when they first come into prison. Dudes will say you all listen act like they like this and like that. But when something happened then you know you're on your own. So you got to be real careful about that. But D was de was head up. He won't play no games.

[00:12:35]He he he gonna push when it's time to push. He gonna do what he got to do.

[00:12:39]He'll throw it all on the table. Even though he getting money, he not gonna let nobody play with him and take his money. So, I'm taking notes to all of this. You know what I'm saying? And I'm I'm seeing this is okay. This is what it is. You know what I'm saying? At the same time, you know, I'm getting cooler with the dudes that was from DC. That's how me and Dix started getting cool. Um, you know what I'm saying? Snider, Church, uh, you know what I'm saying?

[00:13:02]Speedy, you know, all the little young dudes I was getting cool with because these was like some of the only dudes I was talking to besides a couple of dudes that I knew from in the wall or in Southampton this evening, stuff like that. And it was a couple of dudes that was outside of our part that I had knew from the season. So I kick it with them, you know. But it was just crazy work, man. But everybody knew that D was was working. He was getting he was getting at work. You see what I'm saying? So everybody was catered to him kissing his butt, whatever. Especially dudes that wanted to get high because like I say, he one of the only shows in town on a 1500 man compound. You talking about like two or three dudes that might could get the dope and could get it anytime he wanted cuz his girl was going to bring it to him and he knew how to get it out.

[00:13:48]I ain't never asked him how he get out, but he knew how to get it out. You know what I'm saying? So he always got money.

[00:13:55]He always on the hustle. He always on the grind. Right. So they always trying to catch them too. So I remember they roll down on us a couple of times.

[00:14:05]They ain't get nothing. You know what I'm saying? Like they come shake us down middle of the night, come early in the morning, come in the evening time. They ain't never catch nothing. So I remember one time they came shook us down and um they just boom hit the door. Hey, shake down, shake down, shake down. It's probably about 6 o'lock, 5:'lock in the morning. They come in the joint, they tear the whole joint up. But D stayed on point. You know what I'm saying? He was smart. Like even then I learned that he might have something, but he gonna have somebody else holding it for him. So they'll never catch it in the sale. You know what I'm saying? We had the Bethlehems.

[00:14:40]Another dude hold it for him. He he giving me this game. I don't know this stuff. He been in penitential already for a couple of years. I don't know none of this. So they come in, they shake down. I guess they had got a note to say D had some some work. And he he did. He had just got some work. You know what I'm saying?

[00:14:55]This probably was like on a Sunday then he got to work. They running down like that Monday. You know what I'm saying?

[00:15:02]So they come in, they don't find that.

[00:15:04]They don't find that. So they start going through everything. I mean everything. Then they wanted to get petty. You we could buy razors off of the commissary. At the time I want I ain't shaving. I ain't never put a razor on my face anyway. But at the time I wasn't even shaving. I ain't had nothing. You know what I'm saying?

[00:15:19]Little peach fuzz. You dig? I had nothing. I'm young. So D used to shave though. So they they they had he had razors and stuff in there. Plus he used to use them razors.

[00:15:31]You know what I'm saying? Cut that dope up and stuff like that. So he would break the razor and take out the razor blade and you know do what he got to do.

[00:15:39]But then he'll hide the razor blade somewhere because if you break the razor you, this is what's so crazy. You can order a razor from prison from the commissary. You know what I'm saying?

[00:15:49]Big razors, whatever you call them. But it if if they come to your sale and it's broke and the razor is missing, they gonna give you a weapons charge. Yeah.

[00:15:58]They gonna give you a weapons charge for that. You you cannot break it and you cannot take it outside of the uh the casing, right? So they found a broke razor, right? And once they found that broke razor, you know what I'm saying?

[00:16:12]It was in the trash can. The part that you shave with, it was in the trash can, but the razor won't. So they start turning the cell up looking for the razor blade. You know what I'm saying?

[00:16:21]The razor blade, bro. They looking for a little small razor blade because they can't find no dope. They can't find no money. They can't find nothing on him.

[00:16:29]You know what I'm saying? Because he was on point. So, they looking for a little small and they find a little razor blade which he had here in the lip of like like the desk and stuff. They find the jump. Pull the joint out wrapped up in a little piece of toilet paper. So, they said, "Who's is it?" Right? I don't say nothing. You know what I'm saying? I'm sitting there. We cuffed up and there I don't say nothing. So he don't say nothing. So he said, "I ain't going to ask y'all no more. Who is it? If it ain't one of y'all claim it, both of y'all go in the hole. Both y'all going to get the charge." And they could do that. They could get both people to charge for one item. And ain't nobody said it was theirs. And they find it in a common area. If they find it on my bed, they say it's mine. They find on his bed, they say it's his. If they find it in what they call a common area, then it don't nobody claim it. Both of y'all going to get the charge. And they they'll literally take you to the kangaroo court, which is called the justice justice committee, and they'll find both of y'all guilty for one thing.

[00:17:25]How is that even possible? But this is what they doing in there, right? It's the skull duggery, the ling, the tom foolery, the trickeration. You know what I'm saying? The flim flamy that they running in there and getting away with it on a regular basis. So don't nobody say I don't say nothing. He don't say nothing. Right. So the co talking, look, I'mma walk out. I'mma give y'all uh 60 seconds. Decide if one of y'all gonna claim this. If damn one of y'all claim it, then both of y'all going to jail straight up. Pack your stuff up. So he walk out. They out there kicking and kikiing and hahaing and whoop the woo and all that whatever they do. And he said, "Look, yo, man, take the charge from me. You you know it's mine, but take the charge from me. I got you." You know, I'm like, "What?" He was like, "Take the charge, man. He go to jail.

[00:18:12]You ain't never been to jail on here.

[00:18:13]You know I got that sack coming in again. I got you. You ain't got to worry about nothing. I'm going look out for you woo. You just got lined up, man. You ain't got no charge. They ain't going to do nothing hold you back there for a couple of weeks. You gonna be all right.

[00:18:25]You know what I'm saying? I got you. He said, "Man, they just trying to get rid of me." You know what I'm saying? They trying to lock me up. You know what I'm saying? So, I'm like, "Hi, I'm nervous because I ain't never been to the whole I don't know what's going on." I'm like, but you know what I'm saying? This is my dog. Oh, he done kept it a 100 with me since I've been in here. You know what I'm saying? We done had some issues with Alabama since I've been here. I see how he moved. So, I'm like, man. So, I'm asking my man, what they going to do? He said, man, they gonna give you a choice.

[00:18:55]They going to take it to the All you got to do is tell him, man, said, "Man, I bought the razor razor broke and I just, you know what I'm saying? I put it over there, man, because I'm still might use, you know what I'm saying, to cut this, cut my letters up or something, you know what I'm saying? Or I shave with it like that. He said, just tell him something like that, man. He said, "Man, they'll do give you a little charge. It's petty charge, right?" So I'm like, "All right, bro. I got you." He like, "Word?" I said, "I got you." He said, "I got you, S. Don't worry about this my word. You know I'm good, y'all. I got you. I got you, Mo." So I'm like, "Bet." So boom.

[00:19:26]I go ahead on take the charge, come back in there, man. They say, "Man, who who?"

[00:19:30]All right. I'm ask y'all one more time.

[00:19:32]Say, "Who raises this?" Right? I say it's nice, man. Said, "All right. Well, then you going in the hole. Pack your stuff. Where your stuff at?" Woo. Start packing my stuff up, right? So they take me to the hole, man. I'm like, man, this crazy. I ain't never, you know what I'm saying, been like this. You know what I'm saying? So they take me to the to the joint. I get up in the joint, man.

[00:19:53]They they separate my property where they say you can only have this amount of mail. Um, if you got a phone book, you can have your phone book, be able to call your people. You can't use a phone book once a month. once a month. Right now I'm way up here in the mountains, man. My people I'm green. My people be coming see me. They be talking to him. I talk to him every day. You can't use a phone but once a month. I'm like, "What?

[00:20:20]I ain't know none of this. Can't use phone once a month. Can't get no commissary back here. You can't um a book. You can get a book. They bring the library around once a week. You get a book off the library cart. You can't have your TV. You can't have your radio.

[00:20:36]You can't. I'm like, oh.

[00:20:42]I'm like, man, this is what I signed up for though, right? So, I get back the joint. They take me to the sale. I'm in the sale. Bro, I ain't got nothing but a little bag, man. Little less than a grocery bag of stuff. I get in there. I ain't got nothing but a a toilet, a sink, uh the bed, four walls, door, window. You know what I'm saying?

[00:21:06]Windows small. Can't hardly see out of that joint. Close the door, they gone.

[00:21:10]I'm like, man, you know, I start unpacking the little stuff that I got. I ain't got nothing, man. I'm like, boom.

[00:21:17]Now you got to rely on only thing you can eat is what they gonna bring you three times a day. You ain't got no food. If they don't feed, you gonna die.

[00:21:25]You gonna starve.

[00:21:29]If you don't eat what they bring you, if you don't like it, you ain't got no chores. This all you got coming. So I'm like, man.

[00:21:39]And um they bring me back there, man.

[00:21:42]They take me to the judge committee. You know, I found guilty because I said that J was mine. Them people say uh 45day review, right? What they they gave me 45 days and they said review. So what that means is you got to at least 45 days and then they take you up for review to see if you know what I'm saying you suitable for release back to the population. So I'm like man 45 days like this for four days before I see the people and I'm like 45 four days you mean tell me I got I got 40 44 41 more of these things man it was crazy. It was brutal man. So, I'm back there. And the thing about that is when you first get locked up like in prison and then when you you you know you trying to one of the worst things that happened to you in prison, man, this some real spill right here is that you get alone time with yourself and you get a time to think about your life.

[00:22:50]That's one of the worst things that can happen to you, bro. Real talk. because you forced to deal with the reality of your mistakes, the reality of your, you know, your your mishaps, you know, your your miscalculations, you know, when you when you went left and you should have went right. You see all of that cuz you faced with it. You ain't got no choice. It's just you and your brain and your thoughts. And man, to be alone with your thoughts, man, and don't have no distractions.

[00:23:19]Oh, man. That's a different that's a horse of a different color right there.

[00:23:24]You know, real talk, that's a horse I ever did with color. So, I'm sitting back there and I'm trying to occupy my time and I'm thinking about everything I ever did wrong. Everything that I wish I wouldn't have did, all the situations I put myself in that I've said, man, why you do that thing? And and and they never they never add up. When you out here and you moving around, it it add up. Oh, I could do this. I could make this lick. Oh, I could I could rob this joke. I might come up on. It never adds up when you sitting up in that cell and you looking up and all you see is four walls and you ain't got no family. You ain't got no friends. You ain't got no girl. You ain't got nothing but you. You ain't got no money. You got this sale, bro. And that's all you got. And you and you young and you saying to yourself, man, life over for me already.

[00:24:21]how I end up in this position, man.

[00:24:24]How you know what I'm saying? And it's just it's just crazy, man. It's a heavy weight on you. So, and I'm like, boom. I signed up for the more than I bargain for because I told him I take the charge. I ain't know I was going to be going through. I was going through it.

[00:24:37]You know what I'm saying? Cuz I'm back here. So, I try to do things to take my mind away from trying to read books because that's all you could have is read books, looking at magazines, man.

[00:24:49]Man, I'm eating dumb stuff.

[00:24:54]I'm reading that's how working out.

[00:24:56]That's how working out crazy. So I be like, boom, I just work out. But then you working out in there. So you get to sweat so much and you putting in so much work and you ain't got no no change of uh clothes. You know what I'm saying?

[00:25:07]You got two two sets of boxes and t-shirts. Two sock. You got two socks, two boxes, two t-shirts. And they they'll switch that out once a week, every seven days. So you work out, you got to literally get up in the sink and and and hand wash your drawers, your socks, and your t-shirts and hang them up and let them dry and put your dry set on and reverse the process. Now, if you want to work out twice a day, then you know what I'm saying? You putting on wet clothes, you got to put on wet clothes, you know, because it ain't even fully dry just to work out. So that was a problem. You know what I'm saying? And you hear all these voices and everybody holling at night, screaming and trying to talk to each other because everybody You got dudes been back there for months. You got dudes been back there probably a year. You got dudes that's just they so bored they talk to each other all night long. So you hearing all of this crazy conversation that you ain't got no choice but to listen to because it's coming across your earshot.

[00:26:04]And you lay it up in here. You looking up at the ceiling and you started counting the blocks on the wall, the cracks in the wall, the the crevices, the holes, the you know what I'm saying?

[00:26:15]The smell of the cell, the everything, man. It's just like you just alone. And then you start thinking about again, you can't get away from your thoughts, man.

[00:26:25]Why do I end up in prison, man? Why this happened to me? And you got to answer all these questions because ain't nobody else that you talking to but yourself.

[00:26:34]So, Man, I was going through it, man. I I ain't gonna lie to you, bro. I was like, man, I can't I can't be doing this. I I I can't be in the hole. You know what I'm saying?

[00:26:47]At least if I'm out there with all the chaos to come, the confusion, the the the you know what I'm saying, it doesn't matter because I can move around. I can call my people. I could, you know, and at the time, young coming in calling my people gave me a you know what I'm saying? It gave me some peace of mind, bro. I felt like at least I could talk to somebody. You know what I'm saying?

[00:27:07]At the time, I'm still married. I can talk to my wife. I can talk to my mama.

[00:27:11]I can talk to my brother, my sister. I can see what going on out there in the real world. Cuz at this time, you know, you want to stay connected to the real world so much because everything around you is new. Everything around you is fun. Everything around you is crazy. So, you like, man. And then you try to set up visits. You want people to come see you. you want to hey look I'mma call at 4:00 to then get you know be by the you know we had no cell phones you got to be by that phone at 4:00 I'mma call stuff like that so it was crazy man and you couldn't do none of that when you in the hole you don't none of that you don't even know and then if somebody pop up on you to see you to get a visit which happened to me because they wondering why I ain't calling home and they pop up to see you go over there in handcuffs and shackles and you got to talk on a phone through a plexiglass window. You know what I'm saying? It's just, you know, when you was can get a visit and you can sit down there, hug your people, talk to your people, eat some food out the vending machine. Couldn't do none of that in the hole. You had to go from the rough.

[00:28:13]They had to come all them ways, five, six hours just to come in a vision room and talk to you for 45 minutes to an hour on a phone through a plexiglass when you, you know, handcuffed up, can't touch them, can't do nothing, and then they got to leave and go back. So, you talking about four, five, six hours just for an hour to see you and talk to you on the phone. Only difference is you seeing them and talking to them on the phone opposed to just talking to them on the phone because they couldn't talk to you on the phone because you can only use phone once a month for like 15 20 minutes man. I was like man my life is gone man.

[00:28:53]And I remember being young and my mama always tell me when I'm out there I'm getting in trouble fighting or this happened that happen she said boy you gonna ruin your life. You gonna make a mistake and your life gonna be ruined.

[00:29:04]And that word just always stuck in my head. Ruin. Ruin. Cuz that's the words that she use. You ruin your life. And um I just was laying in that se and all that stuff come back to y like man. My life ruined. It's ruined. I'm 21. 22 years old. Life is ruined. You know what I'm saying? Muhammad Ali was 22 years old as a heavyweight champion of the world. I'm sitting up in the penitentiary. 22 years old. Life ruined.

[00:29:32]You know what I'm saying? So, it was just crazy, man. Then I go to the 45day review, right? And I get to the 45day review and um I think they say they recommend 15 more days.

[00:29:48]I'm like, for what? Did that recommend 15 more? So, I had to do 15 more and then I went back up for a review and then they let me out. You know what I'm saying? And man, that was a eye opener right there. Little Do I know? You know what I'm saying? I would be in the hole several more times doing my bit and for longer way longer stretches than that.

[00:30:12]So I end up doing like two months, you know. But I I I would I would, you know, surpass that, you know what I'm saying?

[00:30:20]Far surpass that in the future. But I remember at that moment I said, I can't be in the hole, dog. That gonna drive you crazy because you're alone with your mind. You're alone with your thoughts.

[00:30:29]And you I didn't want to be there no more because all my thoughts was just making me more depressed, making me more, you know what I'm saying? And um man, I didn't even know what was to come, man. But yeah, I ended up in the hole, man.

[00:30:44]Man, undetermined amount of times in 33 years. And I just remember just that feeling the first time like I don't want to be up in this joint no more, you know? But you never know what's going to happen in the future, man. But it it it was crazy work. Uh that was that was cra and the first time I ever went ho was for somebody else for Super D. You know what I'm saying? So I ped Super D. But I took that on and he did he did look out for me. He looked out for me. I ain't had to want nothing when I was on the compound with Super D. Even when I they put took me out, they put me in a whole another building. He was like, "Send me commissary then there. Send me your bags and bags of com. You good? Sh. Do you need some shoo?" You know what I'm saying? I'mma get my girl to put some money on your books. You know what I'm saying? I got you. You know what I'm saying? And he kept it he kept it 100.

[00:31:30]You know what I'm saying? He kept it 100 with me the whole time. And that's why when he ended up passing away years later, man, that don't hurt me. That don't hurt me to my heart, you know? But um yeah, man. That was my first experience in the hole of of of unfortunately of many experiences in the hole, you know. So, uh yeah, man. So, this is part one. Y'all want to know the rest of them, man, it's going to be by the comments. Let me know and I'll run them down to y'all, man. step by step.

[00:31:57]Um, I relive it just for y'all. You dig?

[00:32:03]Crazy work, man. I'mma tell you. I will tell you this though. Being in isolation like that, we being human beings, we social people, we used to socialize and being when you by yourself like that, bro. It's torture. It's mental torture on you. It's physical torture on you.

[00:32:17]And um, it has effect on you for sure.

[00:32:20]For sure. You know, I think it has to.

[00:32:23]That's why they use it as punishment.

[00:32:25]You know, it's deeper than what the surface say. You You just going to say it's deeper than that. You know what I'm saying? It's deeper than that. But anyway, y'all talk to me in the comments. I talk back. You dig? Let's get it. Let's go. Let's get deep into this thing, man. We in the penitentiary, man. We up in here. We at TBP nation. We in the prison trying to keep you out the prison. So, what you going to do?

[00:32:48]Barbecue or me? Do Let's go.

[00:32:58]The bank is special. Yeah, sure.

[00:33:00]Delicious. Delicious.

[00:33:04]My name is uh Banky, man. Everybody calls me banky. That's the name that I got from my grandmother when I was young. I'm coming out here after 30 years. I ain't got nothing, but I'm going to have something because I'm rich in personality, you know, and uh I'm rich in love. My family love me and that really that's that's really the all that counts.