A PAIN I NEVER SHARED WITH ANYONE 😭 [fazza price of Dubai] sheikh Hamden very crying and alone

Added: 2026-05-25

[00:00:07]No one was ever the keeper of my heart.

[00:00:10]Even in my pain, I stayed silent from the start. After all that happened, I still kept smiling bright. People never saw my soul slowly losing light. The one I always carried deeply in my prayer.

[00:00:24]Never truly understood the wounds hidden there. I remained imprisoned inside my own soul. Yet my silent suffering was never fully known. The whole world noticed only my smile. No one ever asked why my heart cried all the while. I survived through the prayers my mother made for me. Yet destiny never gave a place of peace to me. That person sat beside me with affection in his eyes.

[00:00:55]But deep inside, his love was never truly mine. I kept my wounds hidden away from every eye. Not everyone deserved the truth I kept inside. One broken dream finally made me understand. I never truly belonged in anyone's world again. I died silently inside after losing that light. Yet, no one ever noticed the change in my eyes. All night long I kept thinking only of you. But fate never brought peace for me to hold on to. My tears could never fall before another face. My nature never allowed pain to leave its place. That person stood there silently watching me break.

[00:01:45]Maybe my suffering was never his burden to take. For years I stayed angry with my own soul. Yet nobody ever noticed the scars I could not show. I searched for words to describe my pain each day. But destiny never gave my cries a voice to say. People kept looking at me as if I was fine. Yet no heart ever became a home for mine. Because I stayed silent.

[00:02:13]The world believed. There was no storm inside of me waiting to scream. Some moments destroy a person from within.

[00:02:22]For me, those moments were never strange or unseen. I kept burning in the desert of my lonely mind. Yet, no comforting hand was ever there to find. Loneliness was written deeply in my fate. There was never any shade for me to escape. Even today, I still remember every promise you made. Though your love was never meant forever to stay, in the end my pain itself became my only friend because no soul remained beside me till the end. I swallowed every tear and continued to survive. For me, there was never a cure to feel alive. This life itself feels like an endless trial. No heart ever became my peaceful exile. At last, I wrote these words and quietly cried.

[00:03:15]No one ever carried my story inside. For years, I have remained distant from myself. I live hidden inside the sorrow I never tell. No one ever reached the depths of my heart. I became a closed door torn apart. That person lived inside my soul like fragrance in the air. After losing them, I stayed broken everywhere. Loneliness was written deeply into my fate. Even among crowds, I stand alone and wait. If you ever find a time, then come near me someday. I hide oceans of pain inside my eyes every day. The one who broke my heart once softly said to me, "You look better when you stay silent honestly." After that moment, I never laughed the same again.

[00:04:08]I placed guards upon my lips to hide the pain. The world calls my silence pride and distance instead, but I only keep my suffering buried in my chest. Sometimes I wish to cry without holding back. Yet every time I convince my eyes to stay intact, I survive because of my mother's prayers alone. Otherwise, long ago, I would have turned to stone. No one ever noticed the tiredness in my soul. I still smile for everyone, though I am not whole. What a strange world where everyone stays near. Yet every heart carries a separate hidden fear. I walk carrying the corpses of my broken dreams. My existence is filled with years of silent screams. The one who left me in the middle of the road still remains the reason my life carries its load. Even now I cannot understand what love truly means. Sometimes joy, sometimes tears without reasons unseen.

[00:05:12]I talk to the walls inside my lonely room. Only they know how much silence I consume. The whole city admired the smile upon my face. No one ever said, "You look lost in this place." Why should I show my wounds before the world outside?

[00:05:31]These very wounds became the reason I survived. Whenever nights become unbearably restless and deep, I look at the moon to comfort myself to sleep. A strange fear slowly enters my soul every day. That one day I may lose myself completely away. I keep turning my pain into poetry and rhyme. Perhaps this is how I keep myself alive through time.

[00:05:56]Life itself is an unfaithful tale to endure. Even those who stay beside you never stay pure. Still today I wait for someone to call my own. Though time has left me crying again and alone. Maybe peace was never written into my fate.

[00:06:13]Every happiness leaves me scared sooner or late. Someone's separation changed me in this way. Even in the mirror I look unfamiliar today. I hide the wounds buried inside my soul and walk before people pretending to be whole. But the truth remains. I have shattered apart. I only force myself to continue with a broken heart. After losing someone, this heart stays restless and weak. A strange person once built a home inside my eyes so deep. I drowned completely inside the loneliness of my soul. That one person separated me from myself as a whole.

[00:07:01]Perhaps sorrowful nights were written in my destiny. They stole the fortune resting inside my hands silently.

[00:07:10]Even today I cannot forget that final goodbye. They left tears decorated within my eyes. All my life I kept fighting with my own existence. Then one pain entered my heart and stayed with persistence.

[00:07:27]After that I could never trust another soul again. They hurt me so simply and walked away without pain. Dying in someone's separation may sound ordinary and small, but surviving after it felt the strangest thing of all. I sit silently inside my lonely room at night.

[00:07:48]Some memory keeps me awake till morning light. I manage to hide the tears falling from my eyes. Yet the pain still appears upon my face in disguise. That person still lives in the deepest parts of my soul. Perhaps that is why their memory never lets go. Every day I gather the pieces of myself somehow. Yet with every new morning I break again. Now the world never truly understood who I became. I stayed distant from everyone inside my pain. Years of screams are hidden within my silence. Today I cannot change completely within a moment's sway. Even when they stayed beside me, they felt far away. After them, I could never let another person stay. If you ever find time, ask me how I survive.

[00:08:42]For a long time, I have been shattered inside. Someone's love gave me this painful reward in the end. Now I fear even meeting myself again. Life feels heavy upon my chest every day. Even in happiness, I carry fear all the way. No one ever looked at me and thought inside. This smiling person may also be broken and tired. I am still burning in the desert of my soul. No prayer seems powerful enough to make me whole. That one person passed through my heart in such a way. No wound after them could ever fully fade away. Even today, when I think of them, my eyes still cry. They left after taking half my life away.

[00:09:33]That pain still lives somewhere inside my chest. Left there by a silent love that never confessed. Now I cannot even cry over my own state. The weight of sorrow has turned me into stone by fate.

[00:09:50]May this endless restlessness finally end someday. I am exhausted from smiling through pain every day. I stopped explaining the sadness inside my heart because no one truly listens from the start. People only stay beside you for some time. Then leave your soul behind without a sign. I kept carrying memories like wounds unseen.

[00:10:19]smiling outside while dying in between.

[00:10:23]That one goodbye still echoes in my chest. Like a silent storm that never lets me rest. Sometimes I stare at the ceiling all night long, wondering where exactly everything went wrong. I gave my loyalty with all my broken soul. Yet destiny never allowed me to feel whole.

[00:10:45]The saddest thing about pain is not the tears. It is learning to survive with hidden fears. I became so used to silence and disguise.

[00:10:56]Now even my laughter sounds like lies.

[00:10:59]There were nights when I needed just uh one hand, but loneliness stayed beside me instead. I kept waiting for someone to understand my scars, but people only admired how strong I was. No one noticed the battles inside my mind. No one saw how often I was left behind. I still remember every promise, every word, even though none of them were ever truly heard. Maybe some hearts are only created to break. Maybe some souls only know how to ache. I lost myself while trying to save others around. And in the end, no one noticed I had drowned. Now I write my pain into lonely poetry lines.

[00:11:52]Because words are the only place where my truth survives. Even today I hide tears behind tired eyes. Pretending before the world that I am all right.

[00:12:05]But deep inside there is still a shattered child searching for peace in a world too wild. I no longer fear being alone at night. I only fear never feeling alive. Some wounds never heal.

[00:12:24]No matter how time moves ahead, they quietly turn into a part of your breath.

[00:12:29]And maybe this is my destiny till the end. To smile before people while breaking again. If someday someone reads the sadness in my eyes, tell them I fought hard just to survive. Because not every broken person dies quickly. Some continue living silently and endlessly.

[00:12:53]And uh I am one of those souls tonight, still breathing slowly beneath the weight of goodbye.