Narcissistic individuals often exhibit patterns of inflicting emotional pain on others, creating situations where victims feel distressed, manipulated, or unable to respond effectively. These individuals may use tactics like gaslighting, constant criticism, and emotional abuse to maintain control, often leaving victims confused and questioning their own perceptions. Recognizing these patterns can help individuals protect themselves and maintain healthy boundaries in relationships.
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Hey, Dex. What you doing?
What you doing? I'm bored. My baby just went to sleep.
He was rewatching what show.
He was re-watching what show [laughter] you stupid.
You know what though?
You know what though? I'mma keep talking about that [ __ ] because I feel like I feel like I heard I feel like, okay, this is what I uh found out, right, about like when people be asking me about um these apps and [ __ ] right? I feel like once you start talking about one thing, you got to keep talking about that same thing. Like you can't switch it over and just say I want to like rebrand and do this and do that. And I was talking to this other girl, this other girl today, she was like, "Yeah, once you put yourself like you find your niche, just stick with your niche. Just run with it.
just stay in that category.
So I guess Hey, who is that?
Got no [ __ ] glasses and still behind Joshua.
Yeah, she was telling me like once you find your neck, once you find your niche, just stick with that. Just roll with it. But my whole thing is I don't think I want to just keep dwelling on the same [ __ ] like I'm talking. Let me go get my phone.
Hey Scotty, y'all be rid y'all be riding with me, man. To the wheels fall off.
What y'all want to talk about? I got some time. My baby went to sleep, so I'm bored as [ __ ] I should cook something, but I don't feel like cooking. They just boil some stinking ass polish is upstairs. I had that [ __ ] stink.
I should do I need to do a load of [ __ ] [ __ ] This message is self for review.
Beat it.
I don't know who that is. Keep trying to comment. Oh yeah. Listen, I just learned on Tik Tok, too. Look, I just learned. Look, you guys, I learned on Tik Tok. Listen, when you post something on Tik Tok now, if you don't turn your permission off and your go your go your settings in Tik Tok, if you post something on Tik Tok, it's going to give you your direct address.
It's going to dox you unless you go in and turn your location off. It's something that's called like local. They show you local stuff like wherever you at, it's going to show you stuff like right up the street. Like if you got some ops, it's making a way that people can find you and find your location on Tik Tok.
So, I just turn my location all the [ __ ] way off because if you post anything, they can find you.
Period.
White chocolate. Yeah, you my white chocolate, Scotty. You going always be my white chocolate.
So guys, if y'all be on Tik Tok and y'all be posting stuff on Tik Tok, make sure you turn your uh make sure you turn your locations off cuz baby they doxing folks.
Yeah, you put you got to stay safe out here. Some very weird weird weird [ __ ] out here. Yeah. Um I was talking to my friend the other day. Um and he was like, "Yeah, it's some weird people like they get obsessed with you and start stalking you, but you know what?
Come and get me. Like I don't even care.
Like for real. Now let me stop playing.
Let Let me not play like that. Let me not play like that. But I guarantee you if somebody try to snatch me, I guarantee you they going to bring me back. I guarantee you they going to be like, "This [ __ ] is crazy. She's not scared of me.
Let me let me drop you back off. I guarantee you." Somebody sty like, "Ah, that's okay. That's okay.
That's I don't want it. That's okay. Be like, you sure? Oh [ __ ] I mean all excited and [ __ ] I thought thought she was going to take something and be like, "No, I don't want that. I don't I don't want it. I don't want that. This [ __ ] is crazy."
Somebody laughing. I'm so serious.
[ __ ] snatch me. They bringing me right back.
Telling you, it's Friday night. Today, Friday the 13th. Happy Valentine's Day to all my sha boogers. My sha woo. Let me not say sha boogers. Sugar woogas.
No reason.
They just [snorts] giving out to bring it back. But listen, they going to bring me back. They they going to be like, "Shit, you're just too much. It It's just you too much for real. They come and give me that like telling you they going to bring me back.
I promise you they going I promise you they going to bring me back. I remember being with my daddy.
I remember going places with my daddy >> and people used to be like, "James, that's your daughter." And then he like, "Yeah, they like your daughter is gorgeous." T be like, "Yeah, a gorgeous nut."
You like a gorgeous nutt. Her ass crazy.
Now I see what my parents used to be be saying like for real.
What's up, beautiful? What's up? Is y'all subscribed? What y'all doing tomorrow for Valentine's Day? Y'all go get y'all girlfriends some flowers.
I seen somebody um running the store.
When I was coming back home, I had stopped and got some snacks and some food and stuff. I saw somebody coming at the store. What it does in the roses.
I had sent my my um I had sent my my son's old teacher. I had sent her um some chocolates. What's the what's the name of them chocolates? For Ferrer Roches, the big big thing.
I got like 47.
the white chocolate, the ones with the um crumbly chocolate on there. It was like 47 pieces. I had them delivered to the school. She said, "I hurry up and put them in my purse." She called me. She was like, "Thank you. Thank you." I say, "Um, you do a lot for my I just want to, you know what I'm saying?
I send you something to the school to show." She was smacking on the chocolates all in my ear. I say don't don't wake up with little golden rappers in bed now. I love them forever roches.
I'm going to the food pantry tomorrow. I don't know who in the [ __ ] get excited about going to the food pantry. But I'm going tomorrow. They give me those forever roches. The white chocolate Scotty. Yeah, they give me the white chocolate ones when I go to the food pantry. I'mma go on ahead go I'mma make sure my um I'm make sure my trunk is cleaned out. Make sure my trunk cleaned out and we going to go on ahead go. If it ain't cleaned out, whatever's in there, I'mma put in the front seat.
You're beautiful. Thank you. You're beautiful, too, baby.
Happy Valentine's Day. Happy Valentine's Day.
What you doing for Valentine's Day, baby? It's another day.
It's another day to me. I'm going to the food pantry tomorrow. Yay.
That's my treat.
I'm a [ __ ] getting excited about a food pantry there. I don't got no life. And the crazy part about it, I just left the grocery store. I just left the grocery store before I came home.
Um, yeah. But I want to see what they got. Cuz you know, when I go, it's more so that when I go, I'm helping other people out. It's not just for me and being greedy. I get enjoyment out of putting stuff in the highway for my neighbors. I get enjoyment out of sharing. And you don't know what type of situation people in. So, it's just not that I'm excited to go. that I'm excited to share with people, you know, because you don't know what people be going through. You don't know if they struggling to pay their bills. You don't know if they're eating like these [ __ ] up here boiling polishes all day. Like, I don't know if that's all they can afford or whatever, but you know, you don't know what somebody go through. Y'all know I always put a box on my floor and I always go down to the main lobby and put a box of food down there. So when I go to the food pantry tomorrow, I'm going show y'all what I got. So RJ got speech on Sunday. They wanted me to go back to the shelter. They wanted me to come back to the shelter for afterare after care program tomorrow, but I come I'm I'm not going to be able to make it cuz I I'm doing too much. I'm doing way too much tomorrow.
So no, I'm doing way too much Sunday. I don't know why they couldn't have it on a Saturday. Like, who has it on Sunday?
Y'all don't know if somebody want to go to church or not? Like, how y'all know want to go to church?
That's good to know that you um do that because food didn't get so high. Yeah, you come back tomorrow.
Ask as Dex and Scotty, don't I be put packing boxes for my neighbors and putting them in the hallway?
I put them out there on Saturday. Sunday I wake up, they be gone. Yeah, food is high. You don't know what people be going through. Oh, yeah. And I already got some stuff that I want to put up in there, too. I got some stuff that I want to put up in here, too.
In the kitchen already.
I going to show y'all what my son did.
I got these So, Yeah, I'll be packing them some good stuff. I'll be packing them some real good stuff. And I know when they be seeing that box, they be like, "Yeah, I'll be packing them some real good stuff." So, I'mma put like 10 of those Calypso in there. I'm put five of those pinks, five lemonades. I'mma put them popcorns in there. That next quick that [ __ ] next quick uh hot chocolate. I just enjoy like giving people and sharing and giving people.
So, I already got some stuff as you can see that I'm gonna put in there.
So, I had to pluck this wig a little bit cuz I looked at Baby I Baby, I looked at that video this morning. I was like, she still stiff. I plucked it a little all around the hairline. I'm I'm not going to pluck too much cuz she is kind of boneless.
She is kind of friv frivolous and boneless. I ain't going to pl I ain't going to do too much. I was thinking about cutting some layers. I might cut some layers, but I think about it. I just get enjoyment out of sharing with people and smiling and um yeah like that shower curtain like that shower curtain that I had uh did a promotion for. I had set that [ __ ] in the highway. put it back in the pack with the little rings that I the little rings that came with the shelter and I folded it back up and put it in the little plastic and I put it cuz and put it in the hallway like I ain't going to throw it in the dumpster.
Some people in here they be throwing stuff in the dumpster. I rather sit in the hallway.
I bet you don't nobody get it. The cleaning lady going to get it. It's a lady who come and clean up.
She wash all the windows, wipe all the door hands off, all the elevator um knobs off. She come in every day and every time I see her, every time I see her in the hallway and you know I keep a bag of snacks, you know, every time I go outside, I'm snacking. Y'all know that.
Greedy as hell. I always pull out something in my bag and I give it to her and she be like, "I love you." And I'll be like, "I love you, too.
I don't think she know a lick of English, but I know she know how to say I love you. And I'll be like, I love you, too. Thank you for the gift. Who is that? I just like doing [ __ ] for people.
I think that's why I'm so blessed. You always I I see. And this is this is what I always notice about me.
When I give somebody something within the next day or the next two days, it don't even be a whole week.
Within this the next day or the next two days, I always get blessed. God always bless me and I always get it back double or triple. I promise you I do. When I go to the restaurant and I leave somebody a tip, the next day I get my money back. When I do something for somebody, you do it at the bottom of your heart. When I do something for somebody, I don't pull my camera out. I don't bring y'all with me.
I don't let y'all see. I don't put the camera in people for people cuz some people do it just for content, just for clout. When I do something for somebody, I do it out the kindness of my heart.
And it be a moment. I want that moment to sink in. I don't want to say, "Wait a minute. Wait a minute. Let me pull my my camera out. No, I don't. I want to be genuine when I do it. You see what I'm saying? I want to be see see it be from me to you. Like it's not a show. It's not, you know, for clout.
So when I do [ __ ] I don't be doing it for clout. Sometimes like tomorrow, yeah, y'all going to see me unpack this [ __ ] Y'all going to see what I got. But you I ain't going to put no [ __ ] camera in there. So whoever pick it up, I know who pick it, you know, [ __ ] like that. Whoever get it, they just get it. That mean they needed it. It ain't my business.
So, but I I noticed when I do stuff for people, I always get my money back. I'm trying to think if I can go what I can do because I did want to take him somewhere tomorrow, but I probably just wait till Sunday and take him to speech and then come on back because we really um I don't think we going I don't think he going to rest tomorrow. I don't know if they really want him to go, they'll call me. But sometimes him I just let him sleep in on Saturdays.
But if they call him and I can get him up without him being cranky, we going to go ahead go to resters.
What y'all saying?
See, that's why we watch your channel because no matter what you have been through, your heart is still intact. And Dex, you always hitting the nail right on the head. I was around so many evil people.
I was around so many devils and they was doing so many bad things.
And for me to come out a lot of situations and I just don't think about being grimy.
I don't think about backdoor [ __ ] I don't think about robbing people. I don't think about just doing dirty [ __ ] to people. Some people just sit up and come up with schemes on how to get over on people. And that's God, you know, that's the God in me. When I come out and I can still be able to do be a good person, them people still probably look at me like my cous be on here and they and and they everything I do, they be like, "Cuz you always been a good person. Cuz you always been a sweet person. I'm not going to let nothing I went through change me.
nothing because I think that be the whole agenda is for them to turn you evil. It's just like when somebody say, "Well, if you can't beat them, I might as well join them." No, [ __ ] that. You don't join them. You don't convert to the darkness. You don't convert to the evil. Now, I got the best of both worlds. First, I just hid the light and somebody was trying to take the light from me. The darkness was trying to take the light from me. So now I got a tad bit of darkness. So I can spot it in people and I be like, "No, man. You ain't right." You know, I don't never want to be I don't want to never want to cuz I believe in karma.
I I know it's a such thing as karma. And I know the person I am. I know when somebody [ __ ] over me and I know when somebody do me wrong, karma spins the block and it don't take a long time. You know, some people be like, "Man, such and such did something to me and it look like it's taking all day for karma to spin." With me, it be instantaneously.
It be it it hit you like a Mac truck. It don't take that long. When you do something to a good person, like a good good person, man, karma spins a block immediately. But it might bust a you. It might hit a you. You know what I'm saying? It might even not it might out.
It might not even be boomerang status.
It might just bust you up. You did it.
You ain't going. We just going to go up a little saying whip, you know, whip it back around, you know.
Um, I believe in karma. I don't believe in doing dirty [ __ ] You ain't going to never get ahead. And another thing you got to realize, you can't keep a good [ __ ] down for too long.
You can never keep a good person down for too long. I ain't going to say they ain't going to never be down, but they ain't going to lay down. They ain't going to stay down. Can't keep a good person down for too long. Not too long.
What?
Chocolate milk? Yes, baby. You like chocolate milk? I don't like chocolate milk. You see how long that's been sitting in there? I don't like chocolate milk. I I can't drink milk.
You know what though?
I ain't even gonna mess it up. I'mma just give it to the people. I don't mess that chocolate milk up cuz if I open it, I ain't going to be able to give it away.
Just leave it alone for real. You're welcome. Thank you for the gifts. I know that was you.
Hey, Angie. Pray you're having a great day. Well, I'm having a good a great day. Uh I had to go out and take some um to his supervised visit. His daddy came today. Woohoo. Oh, they gave me some cupcakes, too. The man came out was like, "Do you uh do some eat some cupcakes?" I said, "No, I I don't feed him nothing with no sugar, but you can get me some cupcakes." I mean, baby, when I told you he came out with three chocolate cupcakes and had the ring who it had some little rings on them. I kept the rings and wiped them off of Samaj.
Had little three little rings on there.
It was somebody birthday and Oh, let me tell y'all this tea. Let me tell y'all this tea.
Let me tell y'all this tea. And it's only my followers remember me talking about this girl.
I ate all three of them cupcakes before I pulled off. Greedy. I know. I'm so greedy.
I was when he gave them to me. He gave them to me in like some uh some paper towels. I'm hoping and wishing and praying for me to make it to my car while all three of them cupcakes still intact. I'm hoping and wishing and praying don't nail one of them cupcakes drop out of my hand because he didn't give it to me in a container. He he gave them to me and they were in a napkin. So remind you I had to hold a napkin, hold Sam, hold my purse, you know, and then put on his book bag, baby. My mouth was salivating.
My mouth was watering and I was like, "Please God, I don't want to drop none of these cupcakes." You know, I'm just greedy.
Made a sit. I made it to the car. Cut the car. And baby, I know people was looking at her like this. She got to be shoving them cupcakes in her mouth. Yep. It was two bites each cupcake. They were so good.
Oh, they were good. I ate the I ate the icing and everything. The icing was so soft.
It went hard. It went crunchy. Anyway, [ __ ] all that.
Do y'all remember me telling y'all about the girl at the supervised visits place? And I told you she was the secretary at the supervised visits place. And remember when I kept telling y'all every time I come in there, she was dropping stuff.
She was uh wasting stuff, knocking stuff over. I don't know. I don't know how long ago it was, but I was talking about her a couple of times and I was like, and I was like, and I be looking at her like, "What the [ __ ] wrong with you?" And she be like, and she be telling people like, "I don't know. I'm just getting every time I come in and I sit right there and she be behind the desk." It's like she be knocking stuff over, fumbling stuff, and it's like I be looking, but I don't be trying to look.
She'll be answering the phone and be like, "Hello."
And then I guess the person on the other phone on she be staring at me and then I guess the person be like she'd be like, "Oh, I don't know what got into me today. How can I help you?" It's like she was always messing up and and getting nervous around me and I felt it and she felt it and it was weird, right?
Okay. Last Friday we went there, she wasn't there.
I didn't say nothing, but I felt her energy like gone out the building last Friday. I felt her energy just like gone out the building last Friday.
Today I go there, it's the new receptionist. They training the new receptionist.
She was doing her job cuz when I came in, she was like, "Hey, how are you?"
And I was like, "Hey." Okay. And the man come in and get some and take them by the hand. And she was like, "Can I get you some water? Anything?" I say, "No, I'm good, sweetheart." Cuz you know, I bring my snacks. I bring my snacks everywhere I go. I was like, "No, thank you for asking, though." And I was like, "Damn." I say, "Now, this is how this is how you this is how you reception, baby." You know, this is how you reception. You greet you greet the guest that's coming in. You ask them, you know, water, tea, coffee, you know.
That's how that's how you going to be treated when you go to a place of business. Anyway, that's the new receptionist.
One of the one of the ladies that worked there, she was back there. They was getting down like some hands. She said, "Yeah, the girl um got fired cuz she was stealing money. She was taking money."
It's like she totally was ripping the company off. She was she was in charge of getting the bills like paying the bills out the business accounts. I heard the whole conversation. She was whispering but baby you was trying to let me know. You know what I'm saying?
The whole time you know somebody be whispering but they be trying to signify this the same time donated $100.
Who donate? I don't get no damn $100 swam $100.
I got to pay for my son [ __ ] um uh whatchamacall. I got to pay out of pocket half and half.
Um what I was saying Evidently, she had been stealing from the company for a long time out the business accounts.
They were damn near going bankrupt because of the receptionist pocketing it and stealing money from the company. I overheard her one day and was like, "Yeah, I don't have enough money to pay the lights." And one of, you know, one of the people that was under a commission uh administration um team, he was like, "Why not?" Hold on, y'all.
Sorry, I had to tinkle. I had to tinkle tinkle. Okay, so I was Oh, I heard why were I Okay, I heard her telling, "Dude, one day like we I can't I don't have enough. we don't have enough in the account to pay the light bill. And he was like, why not?
And he was like, we she was like, we just don't have it. She threw her hands up. She was like, we just don't have it.
And I'm sitting there cuz all this is transpiring right in front of my face. I think after that incident, they start, you know what I'm saying, trying to find out where the monies was. This lady was stealing the money out of the business account for the supervised business. Y allegedly. We going to say allegedly.
Dex always tell me to say allegedly.
Dex always telling me to say allegedly.
I hit the tankle. I'm sorry.
[snorts] I'mma say allegedly.
So when they was getting down whispering, "Thank you for the gifts."
When they was getting down whispering, the girl, the lady was like, "Yeah, we fired her cuz she was stealing all the money out the" And this is this is the point I'm trying to make in all that.
This is the correlation.
All the time that I came there on Fridays, it's a super best visit. So, I was there for an hour. She made it her business after those couple of uh like all those couple of interactions and she was acting like she was so nervous and like what?
After that she started going on lunch.
She started going on lunch and I used to come there and I used to look at the like she had somebody like fill in for her. So it was like she always went on lunch. She started going on lunch always when I came. She was always there. And I guess when I left, she I see her coming back off her lunch or something. This is what I want to say. And this is real life. Real deal. Holy feeling. Y'all listen to me.
My lights irritated her demons.
I'm so used to holding up a mirror to people. She knew that if I really looked at her and if I really zoomed in on her and wanted to read her, I knew she was up to no good. But by her being so nervous, I didn't really want to look at her and really like let anything resonate cuz I'm thinking like she's just a receptionist like you know she's just But my whole thing is you had been working there for years. She had been working there for at least six or seven years. So my whole thing is why when I come in there it it automatically knocks you off your square like you off your aame now. Like when I walk in like you all nervous. You I mean I'm talking about literally knocking over whole big ass cups of coffee. Like big ass tumblers, big ass Stanley cups. She Oh, I forgot. I silly me. I didn't even screw the top on. Top wasn't even on.
almost, you know, wrecking the people computers and stuff. She was doing stuff like that, like making it so obvious she was nervous. When I came around, my light irritated her demons. She knew what type of person I was, and she knew that was her nerves. That was her nerves in real time. You see what I'm saying?
She didn't want to draw too much attention to her because if she knew if I sat there long enough, I could read her. You see what I'm saying? I could be like, "Oh, no.
Something ain't right about this girl."
And everybody there, they like me. You see what I'm saying? Cuz I sit there like a lady. I don't be on I be on my phone, but I be reading my emails. I don't try to be, you know, watching no videos and nothing loud on TikTok. So, I just be sitting there with my legs crossed with my little purse. You know what I'm saying?
You know, looking out the window.
Everybody come in. Hey, how you doing?
Hey, how you doing? You know, so everybody I've been going there for almost a year. So, everybody, you know, cool with me. So, my light irritated her demons. It's something about something about me makes people nervous and I don't like that. I like to make people nervous. I like when you a little bit, you know, like you I can tell you like I make you shy, I make you c like some people play on that. But I like when you know what I'm saying like you know how you touch somebody and and it be static like that.
That's how it is being around be like you be like man and then I be like loosen up. I'm chill. You know I don't like when people nervous up around me. And if they if I can never bring them down to a comfort level if I try.
I know you up to something. I know you doing something you absolutely have no business doing. You doing some thievery.
You doing some slick [ __ ] ignoring some [ __ ] [ __ ] And she was just absolutely too nervous. And I think when I was talking about her, I was like, I'mma cuz she was like a sub, bro. And I said, I'mma I'mma kiss, you know, little kiss at her wink cuz I just wanted to do something where she just calm down around me. She was a st. And I was thinking about like wink in my eye like chill. Like why are you so you so nervous and you making so many mistakes?
I'm looking at you like what's to you?
Because you've been working here six years. Ain't no way when I walk through the door you should be messing up like that. So she got the place auditedly audited allegedly stealing. Yeah, they Yeah, that's what happened to business.
They coming in, they want to show they want you to show all them papers. They want to they want they want their paperwork.
She could have been a whistleblower. She probably could have been selling and the whistleblower trying to get that little money to allegedly. That's you absolutely right. She got that place out of there. And when I tell you they ain't got nobody looking like me up in there no more. Oh, yes they do. No they don't. Yes they do. I saw one the one girl she did my interview when I first started. But understand even before then I was a client of theirs. Even before then the visits I was already a client of them cuz I was going through them. I went through them doing to get something else.
I forgot what I went through them to get. But when I went through the company to get something else, the lady who I was working with, she thong, she had uh retired. Yeah, she had retired and I had remembered that that was one of the services they had rendered. So I had called called there and they was like, "Yes, since you was already a client of us, Angie, the services will be free because every other facility you go to and you have to you have to pay for those visits. They want your court order. You have to pay cash every single visit." But I was already a client of theirs. So we get the free visits.
But yeah, she allegedly she got them out of it stealing like you had a good job.
I'm gonna tell you, let me read this and I'm gonna tell you how good that place is.
Hope you having a blessed day.
Thank God it's Friday.
If you won the Parable jackpot, 3 million after taxes, what would you do from the start?
First of all, you got to get in it to win it. I don't gamble.
I'mma gamble.
So, uh, I believe in my heart everybody that won the lottery, it ends badly. Especially that tight. Now, hear me out.
Let me finish my story up first.
and then we going to talk about that.
Uh, so it end up being free sessions.
She's just out of there. She was doing some rotting [ __ ] and I think she knew that I could read her and she was giving me bad vibes and I would have been able to go and cuff one of the administration team and say, "Man, what's what's to her? She she she rubbed me the wrong way. Y'all need to check them books."
Point blank.
But she out of there. It's unfortunate.
It's a good organization.
It helps a lot of people and it's unfortunate that we have people out there in the world that was still allegedly from their job.
Okay, back to the lottery. You got to get in to win it. I don't gamble. I believe in my heart that a lot of people that win the lottery big like that, they don't make it. They always end up broke. They not ready for money like that. They don't have a game plan. They just get the money. They go crazy. They spend it all. And in about five or six years, they be broke. Um, I believe you should get a lawyer. If I win, say, okay, we going say hypothetically.
I win the lottery. Bam.
I'm looking at the TV. They read five, four. I be like, "Oh, these are my numbers." First thing I'mma do is call me a [ __ ] lawyer.
Call me a lawyer.
I don't want my identity explosed, you know? I want to do it discreetly. I don't want to go in there holding up no big ass check smiling. Y'all put me on the website. None of that [ __ ] Get you a lawyer for one, for two.
I like that I've been subscribed. Thank you for telling about your thoughts if you will win. Oh, thanks babe. I'm just telling you what I do. Like, you know what I'm saying? Call me a lawyer.
Tell my lawyer.
Keep my identity withheld. I don't want to take no pictures with them big ass checks, you know, and put me on a website talking I want 3 million. No.
Find out how much taxes because you have to pay taxes on the lottery when you win. You have to figure out if you want your money in a lump sum or if you want your money in installments, too. I think I would want my money in installments. Don't give me no big ass check because I wouldn't know what to do with it. give me in installments. That mean if I mess the first installment up, I can look forward to the second, the third, the fourth until I get it eventually get it right. I want it in installments.
Pay the lawyer. Um, pay off any debt that I have, which I don't have any debt.
Um, it's good for you not only to have a savings account, it's good for you to have a a high interest savings account.
PayPal has one, I think. Um, you just don't want to let your money sit in the bank. You can let your money grow in the bank. That mean, you know, incurring interest while it's sitting there, while you saving it.
Second thing is I probably will open up me um something [snorts] where um what is I'm trying to say? I open up me.
Um what' you say?
In Canada, you don't pay taxes on gambling prices. We do. We do.
Damn. Drake from Canada, ain't he?
Drake Canadian, ain't he?
I want to go to Canada.
Canada look popping.
That's where they be having the Olympics at, too, huh?
Who else from Canada? Dude, they locked up. Who they say uh who supposed to uh pinp right?
See how I be getting all off topic.
Happy Valentine's Day. Happy Valentine's Day.
Somebody said, "Sup. What's up? Where you from?" I'm from um I'm from Illinois.
How are you, Angie? I'm doing good. Hey, William.
Hey, William. Nice nose piercing. You just notice my nose was pierced the whole time. My lip pierced, too. I just don't wear my my piercing and my lip. My nose and my lip pierced. I took I took my lip piercing out maybe uh like eight years ago. It's still pierced though.
If you are a billionaire, you live everywhere. You live everywhere. Yeah.
You can have a uh you can have uh you can buy property. You can have time shares.
I I believe time shares is you know they getting over on them. But um you have to pay taxes on money on on lottery money in Illinois. And they want their money.
They want it. If you owe any child support, if you owe any student loans, they yanking your [ __ ] If you owe any parking tickets, and you win the lottery, they want their money. If you owe anything, light bill, gas bill, any type of bills, any type of debts, any type of student loans, they're getting their money out of that lottery. Child support, they're getting their money. student loans, they're getting their money and on top of that, you got to pay taxes. So if they leave with zero, oh well ho, we got to pay. Illinois's got their money. Illinois got they don't have a belly piercing. I know.
Hell no.
Uh, I'm wearing a belly button piercing.
I got a hernia and I think it's against the law for piercing shops to do belly button pierces on people with hernas.
Yeah, I think it's a law.
It's a law. It's a written law telling the piercing shops that you can't do belly piercings on somebody with a hernia.
So you have to have a any belly button.
I have a Audi.
So I think you want no piercer pierce your belly button if you have a Audi. I don't know but I think it's the law.
quote me, but don't quote me, you know.
Plus, I plus I think it's a little risque. Not that I'm not, you know, dangerous. I think it's just a little bit risque.
Yeah.
Well, you have tattoos and and you and you know that. Yeah, I know that I have I have a lot of tattoos. So, yeah, it's allowed that if you have a hernia, the piercer absolutely cannot give you a belly button piercing. I never wanted a belly button piercing at all. The only piercing I did want is the lip piercing.
And I had that for a very long time.
And um when I had some I I don't know if I did when I had Sam, I didn't want him to snatch it out. So I took it out.
I did. I took it out and I never put it back in. But it's still open. I think up here since they never closed. They never close.
Your message is for review. Beat it. We help them in good conversation. We talking about, you know what I'm saying?
When hitting the lottery, manifesting that [ __ ] affirmations and [ __ ] cuz we can do whatever we put our man to up in here.
You have more tattoos on your uh lower back. I have um I have one huge tattoo and I have one up under it.
So I will say about where your belt where your above where your belt would hit.
Hello from Florida.
That real Florida water.
It's that real Florida water. What's up?
What's up?
Can we see your tattoos on your back?
Hell no. No.
Hell no.
Can be showing y'all my test. I might do a video one day. I got to check. I got to check. You know, a lot of [ __ ] you can't do on YouTube. You know, a lot of [ __ ] you cannot do on YouTube. People are weird. They try to get you banned. I don't know what my [ __ ] baby daddy and his folks be on. They might be like, "Look what she doing on YouTube.
She exposing herself. Look at her standing up there pulling that shirt up and our pants down. We gotta get some MJ. Look what she do. You know, I gotta be careful about um what gota be careful about what the [ __ ] I do on you know they stopping me talking to [ __ ] player trying to find anything I do wrong.
She's driving with one hand instead of two.
Where's her glasses?
She's, you know, that is weird as [ __ ] But yeah, they watching me. They all love to be like, "Look, look, look, look, look, look." She went from uh being a a public speaker. She went from being a motivational speaker in the day, but at night when when the sun go down, she exposing her tattoos. I can look I can hear him in my head. I can hear that ninja in my head. Oh, she's saved and sanctified at 8:00 a.m. She's a motivational speaker at 8:00 a.m.
8:00 p.m. At 8:00 p.m.
She's up there showing She's stripping.
She's stripping on the YouTube. You see her? She's showing the folks her tattoos.
She's showing the folks her tattoos. I can hear him. I can hear his voice in my head right now.
Not in the Texas. Not in the Texas or YouTube.
Who not in Texas?
Yeah, she get know you're grown. We all know that I'm grown.
We all know that. But is it different from being grown until you and and doing something that I already can hit somebody in my head and how they would twist it and take something innocent and wholesome and twist it and just throw it all out, rip it all out of proportion.
They go from that to oh I bet she I bet she be doing more than that on and you know what I'm saying like these you you don't know narcissist and when they just trying to analyze you I'm telling you if you never been in a rel relationship with them you what I'm saying will sound absolutely crazy but I'm promise you I'm telling you the truth I can hear the man voice saying at 8 a.m. She a motivational speaker, but at 8:00 p.m.
judge, look at her now. Does this go with it? You know, like I'm telling you, they would twist that [ __ ] and put a spin at it and it you'll be like, "Man, I don't think I did nothing wrong." Just be like, "Well, you did get up off the couch and you you're exposing your you know what I'm saying?" Like weird [ __ ] Where you from? Texas. No, I'm from Miami, but I'm moving back to Texas. But I'm in Illinois now. Illinois.
Even though we say Illinois with the S, but I don't feel like arguing with nobody. So, I'mma say the correct way and say Illinois.
Hey, how is your evening going? I'm doing good. I'm here with y'all.
Politicing. You know I love politic.
I love swig. Who? Stefan. Uh oh.
[laughter] Why you do curling like that Stefan?
That's crazy. You going home with your baby mama?
You could have at least went to go eat a piece of cake.
You from Chicago. Chicago in the house.
You from the west side.
or the south side. Talk about it. Let's talk about the east side, north side.
Talk about Do you know me? Dakota.
Yeah, I know you Dakota. You out. You be here. You be in here sometime.
Dakota. You be here for You be down. You want You know what I'm saying? A1 A1 stay on Angie B make her dance to make her dance. All this clapping.
Let me stop.
[laughter] I'm trying to be on my motivational speaker [ __ ] You know what I'm saying?
I miss you.
I miss you, too. Why? [ __ ] We be We be mean here every day. [ __ ] you at work.
We be here every day. Politicing, talking [ __ ] swallowing stick. Where you be at?
Do you even spend a block and watch watch me when you get out? When you clock out, you can't miss net. You don't be here. Dakota, I do see you here on the weekend when I do be live Friday and Saturday. You do be chiming in.
So self that what's what's what's going down on the south side? I think that y'all got a Getts popcorn out there.
Y'all got the Jerks chicken spot.
Y'all got a good burrito spot.
And y'all did have a foot locker outlet out there. I don't know if it's still there.
That's all I can think about.
That's all I can think of.
So sad our 40th or 45th getting bubbly.
So sad. Oh, getting bubbly on Cook County. What? I'm in Florida now. For real.
We in Tallahassee, Orlando.
by Howard Johnson and the park by Lake Shore.
Who is Har Johnson the hotel?
You got your drive?
No.
No. West Palm Beach. Oh, you in West Palm Beach at all?
It's nice.
What? You in the pond, [ __ ] Damn. You see my screen just lit up? That was confirmation.
The old Howard Johnson ballet short.
I don't know if it's still there. I don't even know what the [ __ ] Howard Johnson is. Is that a hotel or a McDonald's?
You look nice tonight. Thank you, Dakota.
Sorry I lied to you, Martin. I didn't want to go to Dakota.
No, that ain't He said, "Sorry, I lied to you, M. I didn't want to go to Arizona.
Yes, the hotel. Okay.
Okay. Y'all be throwing [ __ ] at me, you know, throwing [ __ ] at me left and right. I, you know, I'll be trying to keep I do my best, you know. I do my best. Try to, you know.
Yeah, it's still there.
It's still there.
That's like that's like u that's like u like half parkish had park area. It's uh they actually uh put a homeless shelter.
They put a homeless shelter right there child and it was like it had everybody panties in a bunch last year. They put it right there.
Hotel with a waffle house food. Yeah.
South Park in the building. H Town Bound.
Yeah. They actually put a uh they actually put a shelter right there and um High Park.
Um, now y'all f to have me thinking about the [ __ ] lottery.
How much is the [ __ ] lottery, bro?
No, no, no. Cuz you know what? I don't like to gamble and I'mma want my money back.
I'm I don't care if it I don't care if it's $5. I'm want my money. You know how some people just sore losers? I'm one of them people that I never get lucky. I never win anything.
Is that if I just ask the universe for what I want, it always come to me. Does that make sense to y'all? Like if I be out like like spending my money like trying to play a number, I ain't gonna never win like that. I feel like if I really want it, this message is hell for review.
Baby, baby, let it go. Just like frozen. Let it go. 3 million. Yeah, that [ __ ] don't. You probably get out of 300 million no cap and Illinois, you probably walk away with a cool 50 mil telling they taxing you. They taxing you be like, "Man, wait, what? What?"
Telling you.
[snorts] And if you pick installments, they'll be like, "You get 250,000 each year." Yeah, they they do some weird stuff like that in Illinois. I I promise you.
Your 300 million will be every bit of 50 million cuz they going to get their proper chop.
They want their money. They going to dig from the time you were born. They might you might have be responsible for your mom and dad's debt when it come to that 300 million in Illinois and be like you know what your mama had like my mama is deceased. What what is it?
Then they get to talking about your grandma here. I'm telling you, Illinois is weird like that, bro. I'm telling you, they be talking about a [ __ ] 1976 Ford your granddaddy had that he had $300 worth of parking ticket. They'll be coming, well, Illinois weird. They'll come out the left field. It's always something with them and some money.
No, my mom said only back on sure things you know if we been all the way you know the probability of winning a lot you know the odds what the odds looking like one probably a million, right, to win the lottery. But if you think it's a sure thing with your number, whisper it. Whisper it.
Whisper it to me.
And um only me and you going to play and and you get 150 mil and I get 150 mil.
But send me an email if you think your number's a sure thing. Okay.
You live where?
In Kansas.
I'm not in Kansas anymore. What movie is what what movie was the old girl from Kansas and she had the shiny red shoes and she was she she was trying to get home and [ __ ] the little girl. I I watched that movie and everybody who played in the movie was some kind of her in the movie. But she was from Kansas.
I'mma enter what? Mama and EMT and environment. Right the code up.
We talking about what y'all be doing in the firehouses and how and how not to fratonize with your co-workers. I remember you now.
Thank you for your service. Mhm.
Yeah.
I wish I had you giving me mouth to mouth that day. I was uh h I was hyperventilating.
Mhm. I had went through a car wash. I automated car wash and I don't like them. Mhm. Wish you was here. I wish you was here that day. You could have gave me mouth to mouth. I had found the a a candy bag and I was, you know, ducking in the car blowing the you know. Yeah.
But thank you for your service.
Do you know the probability is not taught in school is not I thought they taught I thought they taught the probability of winning the lottery. I thought they thought the I thought they taught the odds of winning the lottery in school.
Well, it depends on the school you went to.
It It depends on, you know, the school you went to and how what what what pinnacle you reached in school. cuz if you went all the way to calculus and statistics.
Yeah. You know, and if you plan on getting in it to win it, those will be some of the things you will have to sit down and think about.
What's my What's the chance of me running this 300 mill [ __ ] I I be thinking too intensely for this [ __ ] You know what I'm saying?
I want I want to know I want to know how many times I've been alive. How as long as I've been alive, how many times have the lottery got to be 300 million? And if so, how many people in my town, in my city, in my state have won? Like I see my mind is different from everybody. I want to break that [ __ ] I want to dismantle that [ __ ] Break that [ __ ] down like some Legos. You feel what I'm saying? [ __ ] with me. If I really put my mind to it, I probably will win cuz you see what I'm saying? I'm just that cold at everything I do. I just I I'm just not a gambling person.
I I break that [ __ ] down like I won't know like what I'm getting into.
They probably have to put the sweats on me.
Like somebody won and they still not cat man. Hold on. Hold on. I'm getting my [ __ ] online. Just wait a minute. I'm gonna tell y'all I won. [ __ ] They have damn near folks.
Like look on the camera type [ __ ] Like I have everything in order. Dorothy.
Yep. Look at that. Dorothy. throws the [ __ ] on little girl name.
And the whole time she was dreaming and all she had to do is click her shoes to get home and see dude was a narcissist.
Dude was a [ __ ] narcissist in that movie. The dude the bully. the the bully that was trying to act all big and bad.
And then when they went up in his setup, he was a little little shrimp. He was a narcissist. Cuz why you around here inflicting pain and torching, putting and setting up everybody, drying the tin man off, unstuffing the straw, man. You know what I'm saying? He was a narcissist. Walked in his setup.
He a little bitty ass shrimp. But you out here up in this [ __ ] wearing a mask portraying some [ __ ] you ain't you a you you ain't you know what I'm saying? Yeah. It's it's always a narcissist somewhere.
They all what? They all can in Kansas.
What? Just like in England. Everybody can in England.
Mhm.
Everybody is king to each other in angry. So everybody is king and can't.
So ain't no outsiders.
A outsider come in. Y'all might rip them to shreds. It might start a whole new generation. Huh?
I can tell when you're hyper ventilating on purpose.
How you could tell?
You were saying I was hyperventilating on purpose. No, baby, that was a real panic attack.
When you scared of something, you you scared, you know, some people be scared of [ __ ] and others it don't faith them.
Just like my son, he want to get on a roller coaster one day.
I was scared to death. I said, "You know what? I can't ask nobody else to get on the roller coaster with my son. He my son. I just got to suck it up and take one for the team." I get on the roller coaster. I was freaking the [ __ ] out.
Everybody in the facility ran over there. They say that is Angie screaming.
I know that's Angie. They ran away. They was like, but the whole time I was screaming and freaking the [ __ ] out. So was laughing. He was laughing. It was funny to him, but I was generally scared. When you're scared or something, some people get enjoyment out of seeing you scared.
They might think you're phony and fake and faking it because they might not be scared of the same thing you're scared of.
It might it might you know some people just like to laugh at other people pain.
I don't laugh at people. If you say man I'm scared of hikes. I ain't going to say man let's go to Navy pen get on get on the ferris wheel. I ain't getting on it either. But if if if if you choose to get on the ferris wheel I ain't going to be down looking at you taking pictures laughing at you cuz you freaking out.
You get what I'm saying?
In Florida, they hit In Florida, they hit at Publix. Let me tell you something. I hear so many people talk about Publix.
I hear somebody so many people talk about Publix and they food.
I It's Publix is in Atlanta, too, right? It's in in Atlanta and it's in Florida. I hear so many people talking about public. They need to come here now.
They need to come now. I hear so many people in Atlanta talking about Publix.
I hear so many people in Florida talking about Publix.
Them sandwiches.
Them deli sandwiches that public man.
Shut up now.
It's crazy.
If they pro if the probability of the lottery will be over, no one will play the odds. Odds are bad.
Let me tell you something.
Let me tell you something about I'm I'm going just say what I know about about gambling period.
It leads to a addiction.
Anything that you can get a drilling rush in, anything that builds up suspense, anything you can take a chance on and it's exciting and it could be borderline addiction [snorts] and a compulsive disorder. People be compulsive gamblers.
Anything that you just can't, you have to do. You have to do anything that leads to addiction or you not paying your bills, taking gambling. You going, you done went from the scratch off to playing the lottery.
Now you graduated to the boat.
Then you going to Vegas.
Then you you put your house up.
Then you put your car. You know, anything. That's how my man work.
Anything that leads to a addiction or you being a compulsive addict.
I don't want no parts of it. I told you I'm a sore loser. I want my money back.
Uh yeah, but I got to do it. It's God's will.
I told you we going to do it. If you say it's a for sure thing, you say it's a for you know then and you better hide that ticket.
You better have a good hiding spot. I told you what steps you got to do. You got to call a lawyer, bro. Go around wait. You know what I'm saying?
telling you go call your friends.
Telling you a lot of people listen to me what I'm saying off the top of off off the rip.
A lot of people that have won a substantial amount of money from the lottery. A lot of bad stuff has happened to them after they hit the lottery. It was bad things. Bad things.
It's like they won that, but they got a stroke of, you [snorts] know, bad luck events happening after that. Just look it up. If you don't believe it, just look up lottery stories and some of the [ __ ] will blow your mind. I'm telling you, I'm skilled on a lot of [ __ ] aspects of life. And when a lot of people has won the lottery, a lot of bad things have happened to them.
That's all I'm saying.
That jacket. What jacket?
Yep. Wizard of Oz. What jacket?
They pajamas. Nothing jacket.
Um, the witch have flying monkeys, baby.
Yeah, told you. [ __ ] narcissist.
Full of them in that movie.
Witch head flying monkeys putting the sweats on Dorothy.
Dude up in in the uniform bullying and torturing them. Feel what I'm saying?
Yeah. That witch. Yeah.
Yeah.
Killed killed the old girl. You feel what I'm saying?
The good witch put the house on her.
Yeah. The movie is full of narcissist.
Like if you really sit back and and like I said like the other day, a lot of these shows, a lot of these fairy tales and be involving a narcissist. If you don't know, you just got to know what to look for in people. And and that was a kids movie. That was a children's movie.
So a lot of that [ __ ] you can watch and you say, "I don't never want to do it be that way in life." And a lot of kids, they watch it and they say, "I want to be just like that."
I hit the like button. Thank you, Dakota.
Florida. That's the only snow Florida Publix. Man, I hear a lot of people talk about Publix them deli sandwiches.
They need one here.
I ain't a lot of people is good and they be having sales. I see y'all be having sales like buy one get five free.
about to get eight free like publish through stuff like that. You know what I'm saying?
Yep.
The subs are the best. See, and that's another thing. I could just sit back and you know thing about being me and I think that's why they want to put me in the little you know the little public speaker and in the public relations box is I think they see that I'm a people person and no matter where somebody from and who they are I can always correlate off the top of my dome off the top of my brain something that correlates with somebody. Ain't too many people skilled like that. Some people be like, "Well, you from where?" I don't know nothing about them. But you see how people be throwing different, you know, different places in the world at me and I be like, "Bam, this there." You know what I'm saying? Without Google, without chat GBT type [ __ ] So, I think that's why they want to keep me in their little public speak. I'll take it. I'll take it. Yeah, I'll take it because, you know, I want to be able to relate to everybody.
My kids love gambling.
What?
Oh, what?
Your kids better be grown.
Online gambling is bad. All this shit's bad.
Online, offline, hitting the door, make fo craps, cocaine, spades, deuces. All this [ __ ] is bad, man. Online.
All this [ __ ] is bad.
Blackjack, bad gaming, crap, all that [ __ ] is bad. Texas hold them.
All those bad. I want my money back.
Put me on high rollers.
High roller tables only. Godamn.
Blow my dice. Blow my dice. [snorts] Let me stop playing.
I'll be having fun with y'all though.
Me, you are sweet. Thank you. Think you can't um tell I'm going blind now.
Look, you can't take nothing with you.
Why?
The good witch was the bad witch in my opinion. Exactly.
Exactly. My boy, she lured her and gave her the wrong advice.
Because remember when Dorothy was kept walking down the yellow brick tro road tide thirsty and she just kept appearing.
Yeah. The thing you doing around you right baby. All you had to do was tell her right then. Baby you got my shoes. You took my shoes right up out my feet. Just click them. You ain't gota keep walking on miles and miles down this yellow brick, bro. She just kept seeing her vision and she just kept saying, "Yeah, you're doing good.
You have to make it this.
Yeah, you so sharp.
Yeah, they grown talking [ __ ] Yeah. Yeah.
She just kept popping up trying to Yeah.
Bro, you could have told me 10 miles ago.
I got your shoes. Click them, baby.
Go home. Get up out that jam. But I'm I'm I'mma tell you though, she was dreaming. So hear me out.
I believe when we dream at night is meant for us to go to different towns and cities in our dream.
unbeknownst to us whether we remember it or not. I we are time traveling.
If you from Kansas and you go to sleep, you just not staying in Kansas in your dreams. You all the way over in Bangkok some [ __ ] you all the way over in P per Peru some [ __ ] you in Israel. you in Paris.
So when you sleep, you time travel. And when you travel somewhere, listen, in your dreams and my dreams, a lot of times when I travel in my dreams, I'm always there having fun.
People are inviting, but I always want to go home and my dream wherever I'm at. Bam, I fell asleep. I wake up.
Say I'm in Sri Lanka some [ __ ] weird. Bam, I fell asleep. I woke up.
I'm in Sri Lanka. Everybody doing the Sri Lankan [ __ ] thing, right? So, I'll sit on the bench and somebody will be like, "What's wrong?" And I'll be like, "I want to go home." And they they'll be like, "Well, we'll help you home, but come with us." And then I go be at a Sri Lankan Fifi, you know what I'm saying, at the club somewhere. But at the end, it's like I get upset and I be like, I thought y'all was going to help me go home and I branch off from them. That's how dreams happen. If you really think about it in your mind, that movie.
And it's like it be they go for you to go here and go there. Cuz I feel like if you try to wake up abruptly out your dream, you'll being sleep. You'll have sleep paralysis.
Sleep paralysis is when you dreaming, you time traveling and you get scared that you ain't going to make it back and you wake up and your soul haven't came back to your body and this and people be like it feel like something holding back. It don't be that something holding you back. It don't be that you be having sex with demons. It be that you got too anxious and you got upset and you got mad that you wanted to go back home and you say, "I want to wake up."
And when you woke up, your soul wasn't back and you really can't move cuz you can't come all the way back.
Sometimes I have deja vu. Um, deja vu is where deja vu is letting you know you at the right place and the right time. Deja vu is the things that you have dreamed about in this covenant perition.
Dreams are nothing but our thoughts.
Sweetheart, when you dream about something and you think about something and it be so real, but you wake up sometimes you don't for you don't remember your dream word by word, play by play.
Some of us do, some of us don't. And then when it happened again, you be like, "I saw this before."
You saw it because you dreamed it.
You were supposed to be there. You was at the right place at the right time.
That's all it be.
You saw it before because you thought about it in your mind. You saw yourself doing it.
That's what deja vu is. Things that we thought about and we did in our dream.
You could be somewhere and be like, I saw this before. Yeah. A [ __ ] be looking at you saw this before. You like, yeah, that mean you thought about it in your dream. You dreamt it. You in the right place at the right time. It was supposed to happen just like it's happening because you saw it.
Do you ever Yeah, I always um I always I don't Okay, I'm the opposite.
I'm not going to lie. We I'm going be totally transparent.
I don't ever have deja vu.
I could tell what's going to happen. I could tell what's going to happen. I don't know what you call that.
I don't see stuff that I saw before. I see stuff before it happened. Like I can tell like such such going to happen. Don't you have you ever noticed when I'm driving and I be like this they f to the You know what I'm saying? like this is just going to happen. Oh, she f to say this.
Oh, you know, like I don't know what you call it, but I can see stuff before it happened.
Wow, that's deep. Yeah. I I just I don't know what you would call that, but um Yeah.
Trying to think what the [ __ ] what you call it.
I don't [ __ ] know. But yeah, I can see a lot of [ __ ] and I can feel a lot of [ __ ] that's going to happen. Yeah.
Yeah. Yeah.
What you say?
What? Clairvoyance.
Clairvoyance. That's what it's called.
clever once. I don't know.
I never really talked about it. I never I never really talked about it.
I never really talked about it about that particular subject. But yeah, I could see a lot of [ __ ] beforehand it happened. And you know, uh, when I was younger, I'm I'mma tell you this. I'mma leave it as that.
When I was younger, all the time when I was younger, I I'mma say it started when I was like seven or eight years old. And my grandmother used to do it to you.
They used to like, "Angie, come here."
Like my mom, she's like, "Angie, come here."
Um, and she used to ask me like certain [ __ ] and I used to tell her like I think my mom I did they knew I was gifted like that cuz I used to all I didn't I didn't know it then but now that they're gone and I'm looking back at it and they used to just you know how you try to get you know information out of kids. me looking back cuz I always wanted to know why why my mom my ask me about this stuff. They knew that I was gifted like this. So yeah, they used to ask me certain stuff and I used to be like, "Oh, such and such is going to happen."
Like I remember um my um yeah they just used call me to the the dining room table and be like child let me ask let me ask your opinion you know what I'm saying like and I used to tell them and then yeah I just used to know certain [ __ ] you in touch with your soul. Oh that's what it is. Okay. Yeah, cuz they always used to ask me like Angie come here like what? And it used to be real serious type [ __ ] I used to think I was in trouble half of the time sitting at the dining room table and they like such such such. I used to be like, "Yeah, when I say they used to ask me in intense [ __ ] I'm I'mma give you I'm I'mma um erase this cuz I don't be know who the [ __ ] know me, you know what I'm saying? On here. I'mma give you a prime example of what they used to ask me and what I used to tell them. And it's very important and I want y'all to listen to this. Hold on. Let me go get me a water cuz I'm kind of parched.
Y'all want to hear this story or example about what um how many people? It ain't that many people. I might leave it up.
Y'all want me to tell you this story about like a a prime example about what they used to ask me?
Do y'all want to hear it or no? Oh, we can talk about something else.
That [ __ ] might get me get me to get be scared up in here.
Let's chop the chop up the game.
Okay.
Okay.
Apparently, apparently I had an aunt.
I had an aunt and and it's weird, but when I got older, I'mma just tell you the whole story. Apparently, I had an aunt.
She was my grandmother's sister.
My grandmother every morning used to call this one sister.
I was always smart. When I say I was smart my whole life, everybody used to call me.
Every morning my grandmother used to call her sister and every morning she used to be absolutely distraught hanging the phone up. Don't you know the the phones like the cordless phone? My grandmother used to be so upset with her sister every morning. She used to have to buy a phone like once a week because she totally destroyed her phone from slamming the cordless phone back on the base base. She used to be distraught. She used to be crying. She used to be in tears. I used to feel so bad for my grandmother.
Her and her sister had a argument.
Listen now. Hear me out. This what type I'm going explain to you what in my and my parents mark me. They said, "Angela, I know what type of woman you gonna be."
They knew when I was two years old. See what I'm saying? They say, "I know what type of woman you gonna be." And they told me what was should ever, you know, stop me from being a woman. And I never went that road or I never let it happen to me. My grandmother used to get in an argument with her sister every day where she used to take the cordless phone, slam it down on the base. She used to be crying, visibly upset. Majority of the time, the stuff they were arguing about, my grandma used to call me down and ask me about Angela, what is this? What's the meaning of this? What's these pills are for? I think one day they was arguing about some pills. And I was like, Grandma, those pills y'all arguing about is for pregnant women.
It used to be dumb [ __ ] like that. You see what I'm saying? Metam Mucus and And what's Metamucil for? And and my grandmother used to be self.
That sister we that's what that's the sister we're talking about. Apparently before I was born, long before that, the same sister. Listen to me y'all. This important cuz I speak about this every day.
That same exact sister had a son.
It was her only son.
My mom called me.
She never understood.
The family never understood it. And she said, "Angel, I want to ask you this question and I want I want you to tell me what what you think about it and why it happened." Now, listen to this.
My aunt had one child. It was a son.
My mother say she spoiled that child crying, spoiled him running. He lived on her. I forget how old he was, but I want to say he was still a child.
My mother say she kept him clean all the time.
He spoiled and bought it anything he want. My mother said one day my aunt went in his room and had a gun and he blew his head off.
He waited for her to open the door up to his room and he blew his head off.
And she said everybody in the family was so sad. They couldn't understand how a mother had a child and spoiled him and bought him anything he want. But we can't understand it.
And she asked me what I thought about it. I never knew him. I never met him.
He apparently committed suicide way before I was born. And my mama say they couldn't understand it. She asked me what I thought about thought about it.
And I told her I felt like all the while he was living with his mother.
She emasculated him. Mom, she talked so bad to him. She probably treated him so good on the outside to y'all guys, but when he was in the house with him her, she was a total monster. This is me as a child telling mom cuz couldn't nobody understand why I said he treated her so bad.
She treated him so bad and probably talked so down to him and emasculated him that he felt so bad and he wanted her to see it.
I said, "Mom, it was almost that he gave up. He gave in when he blew his head off." He wanted his mother to see because it was his way of showing her she won.
You won, Mom.
This what you wanted, mom? You pushed me to this. Today we have a word for that.
Money can't buy happiness. Exactly.
But I talk about this every day.
His mother was a narcissist.
She was the worst kind.
The way she inflicted pain on my grandmother and made her cry every single day. It was a up. It was a down.
It was a up. My grandmother, that was her sister. She loved her. Every day when she was slimming that phone back down on the base or when she ran and got another phone, she gave her sister another chance. And her sister repeatedly hurted her, taunted her on purpose, argued with her, bullied her, made her cry on purpose. She was a narcissist. Narcissists are like that.
They love to inflict pain. They love when you cry, when you beg, when you plead, when you say, "Why are you doing me like this? Why are you treating me like this?" They love seeing you distraught.
When nurses, when you cry to the nurses and be like, "Baby, I just want to talk to you. Can we talk?" And they be like, "No, get away from me." That gives them empowerment. They feel powerful when you do that. Have you ever cried in front of the narcissist? Have you ever saw that weird ass grin that gives you, that smirk for a split second?
That's what her sister was doing on the other end of that phone. I was so young, but our aunt eventually told my grandmother in the in in in the way.
She's the [ __ ] up person. When I got old, like old enough and I I think I was downtown.
My auntie, she wore high heels even at 80 and 90 years old. She was like, Angela, she knew me. She knew me. I haven't I hadn't seen her in years, maybe over 10 years.
She She passed away lonely in alone in the old folks home. They had took all her money and put her on the old folks home and she died by herself.
But she sat in the house with her son and tal and treated him so badly and emasculated him and probably belittled him and cursed him out and told him he will never going to be [ __ ] How we ain't [ __ ] You're spoil black. You live with your mama. Get out. And you know she was enabling him at the same time.
And he probably felt so bad when she opened up that door. him doing that in front of her. When you wait for a specific person to open up the door so they can see, you do that to yourself.
That mean that person right there, push you to it. You're showing them, look what you made me do. You won.
Is this what you want? I can't live like this.
Narcissists will play play mind games and [ __ ] your man up. That's why I teach you guys every day the red flags to see these demons. My mother asked me that and I told her that as a young child. I never had met the little boy, but she wanted to know why.
That was her nephew. She say that's what the story. She said, "Yeah." And I told her just like I'm telling y'all, his mama talk. I know it for a fact because I saw how she treated my grandmother. Do you hear me? That's why I put the part in about my grandmother being so distraught and crying and put slamming the phone down because that was another way. You see how God work? I'm going to tell you how God is good.
God let me know what type of person she was when she treated my grandmother like that. So that was giving me a little bit of who she was.
You see what I'm saying? And then for me to be down as a grown woman and she recognized me, I feel like that's deep.
That's deep right there. You know what I'm saying? like she felt who I was and I'm like who are you?
She like I'm Mabel's sister and I'm like oh yeah you know what I'm saying she was a narcissist. I didn't had the words back then back for it but we have the word now. But I told you I saw how she my grandmother used to be crying and she like that's my sister and I love her but I can't believe how she treat me and talk to me and then look the next day my grandmother be on the phone with her laughing and kicking but she used to torture my grandmother on purpose. My grandmother used to call me downstairs and say Angie what does this mean? Angie what is this for? And and then she she used to tell her sister like Angie said D. So it was like I was really winning the argument for my grandmother some days.
But then see the other days she have my grandma crying. You know what I'm saying? Like they play mind games with you. And look, she could have she could have really almost pushed my grandmother to that because she couldn't understand why her sister was so cruel. She couldn't understand why her sister had to argue with her over stupid stuff every day. It it's it it did something to me saying my grandmother I can still see her slamming the cordless phone. I used to be like why why do you talk to her? But it's my sister. I love but she's not a good person. Grandma, she's not a good person. Do you see how your condition when you get off the phone with her every day? She nobody be shaking up and shaking and hysterical like that every single day. And every single day you find it in your good heart to talk to her again. That's a narcissist. The up, the down, you get conditioned to that dopamine. That dopamine means a little bit of release of happiness because that's your sister. Then it's gonna go back down. Y'all going to be arguing and fighting. It's not worth it. So imagine if she did that to her own sister every day. Imagine what she did to her son.
That's why I was telling my mama.
I ain't know the little boy, but I'm telling my mama. I go downstairs and grandma, if this the same lady you talking about and her son, I say I see what she do to my grandma every day. Mama, I can imagine what she was saying and doing to her own son behind closed door.
My mama say, "Baby, you absolutely right." My mom say, "Baby, you absolutely right." I never thought about it like that. My parents used to ask me deep intense [ __ ] like that and I used to sit down and talk to them. I told you I've been grown for a long [ __ ] time.
Yeah. I used to sit down and talk to them. They used to be like I never thought. Not to say my parents wasn't smart cuz they were very smart. Oh my my mommy and my dad together was smarter than the [ __ ] My daddy worked for the plastic company.
My mama was smart as [ __ ] but it was something about me and my soul that I can see things and I can read people and I'm very intense that they wanted they had questions about if y'all understand what I'm saying.
So yeah.
Yeah. So yeah, I told her like so today we will call her a narcissist and he wanted her to see that. He wanted his mother to see that cuz she had taunted him and emasculated him. and pushed them to that point and no telling what else the [ __ ] she was doing to that little boy in the house.
Sounds like you are blessed. Uh I would say I would say uh I am but a lot of [ __ ] that I see and I know and I feel I be like I don't want this. You know, some [ __ ] you be like, man, some [ __ ] I be like, I rather not. I I rather not.
I'd rather not.
Yeah, I rather not. I, you know, I'd rather not know what I know that's going to happen type [ __ ] But yeah.
So yeah, that was that was one story.
And yeah, they used to just ask me with [ __ ] like that. I used to just sit down because it was always an intense thing.
I used to always think I was in trouble.
Like what the [ __ ] did I do? Like no, we're just going to ask you your opinion.
We just want your opinion, baby girl. I used to give my opinion, but I never I never thought about it as much as I do today now that they gone. Like in real time after they ask me that they playing. Oh, okay. And you can go back and go play.
you can go back and go outside. It never bothered me. I never like thought twice about oh my mama asked me this. Oh my diddy. I never went outside and told my friends like man y'all know my mama just called me up. No, I never thought about it. I only think about it right now today. Like right now today I think back like me and my mama used to you know what I'm saying? Like I never even thought about it like now like until I went and until I went into isolation by myself.
A lot of things like that kept me going and it was like that was my purpose in life. I have a purpose in life. And just going through the motions of me just interacting with different people and my thoughts about it and what our conversations was about.
And you know, for a long time, you know, people be tricky with some [ __ ] It wasn't always cut plain and dry like that. people used to try to, you know, be tricky and get information out of me when I ain't know what I knew. You know what I'm saying? So, it wasn't always like, "Come here, let me ask you something type of shit." It was always like people be scheming and plotting, you know, in a way to get some [ __ ] Well, drama. Yeah. Well, drama would drain you.
Um, drama would drain me. Um, not really. Cuz I'mma tell you why.
I see it coming.
See, and and this where they'll be like, "She's crazy." See, this is how they'll put the twist on what I know and they'll be like, "She's crazy." drama. Say somebody they didn't set a whole little scheme up. Say they didn't set a whole whole plot up.
I feel it. I peep I peep game.
I [ __ ] with man. I [ __ ] with they head before they, you know, soon as they start up. You know how narcissist try to play man games? I twist it and [ __ ] with their mind.
And when you do that, they'll call your ass crazy.
See what I'm saying?
Like, oh, y'all thought y'all was going to start with me. Y'all thought, you know what I'm saying?
Yeah.
See, this is why I love you and your channel. You always keep it all the way real, G. I'mma always keep it real.
I'mma always keep it real. Like the thing with drama is and you can feel you can feel when [ __ ] is staged. You can feel with certain [ __ ] is carefully planned out.
on the side of me and be like, "Ignore the ass.
Ignore them. Don't say a [ __ ] thing to them." Because if you ignore somebody and not give them what they want, they really get frustrated. They really get frustrated. They really get frustrated.
They really get frustrated. And then you you'll be the crazy one because I didn't fall for the okey dokie. Cuz I didn't fall for y'all [ __ ] Now I'm crazy because I dodged the bullet. I dodged potentially getting locked up cuz y'all didn't came up with this game cuz y'all jealous of [ __ ] You see what I'm saying? Why should I feed into the [ __ ] Why should I feed into y'all trap?
But then they word for crazy.
Really? They want to say, "I don't know if that [ __ ] is human or what. She got to be perfect cuz it's just ain't no way she keep getting up out these jams." You see what I'm saying? They say some other [ __ ] like they is they they used to go as far as your dad ass mama, your daddy. Listen, baby.
My parents died. They lived a long good life.
Ain't no need to be sad. Ain't no need for me to be sad. That can't hurt me because didn't nobody take their life.
Didn't nobody shorten their life. They live way past their time.
You see what I'm saying? I can see if somebody broke uh broke uh tried to rob them and killed them or broke in the house and killed them. No, they passed away and God when God got ready for my parents and they would you know and he let them know my mom called me and my mom said God to take me away from you baby. So if y'all if you have a moment like that with your parents, can't nobody ever.
Before my daddy died, he took his house keys for me. I had his house. I I've been living in that I had been living in the house since I was 8 years old. I always had a key to that house cuz we it was a family house. My daddy came to me one day. He called me said, "I'm going to need my house keys."
I ain't think nothing of it. You know what I'm saying? I came and gave him the copy of the key. I I wasn't thinking nothing of it. But like mind you, I told you I we've been living in that house since I was eight. So when he called me for the key, I ain't think nothing of it. I came and gave him his house key.
Really? He knew he was going to pass away and he was going to pass away in the house.
He didn't want me to walk in the house and find him because he had had a stroke.
in the house.
He told his sister that lived in Mississippi. She end up telling me, she said, "Baby, your daddy, your daddy knew he was going to die." He say, "He took the house keys from you. That's the reason." He say, "But my baby girl is going to find me and she's going to find me within 3 days." I went to the house.
I couldn't get in. I called the police to do a wellbeing check cuz I had called them all that day.
My daddy had an air conditioner in the side. The police climbed up in the window, moved the air conditioner.
When I saw their face, I saw their face walking towards me. I say, "Man, my daddy is in there." They say, "Your daddy is in there. He passed away.
We don't want you to go in there.
I went upstairs. It was some neighbors.
We had some neighbors on the second floor. I went upstairs to the second floor. I had a best friend that stayed across the street from me.
She came she came to me and she she was upstairs in the neighbor house.
Yeah. They say he in there. It was and in and in and and and in in that moment I was like what the I was like what the [ __ ] You know what I'm saying? It it was it was surreal.
I called my baby daddy over there.
I said my daddy passed away. He left me.
Look cold blooded cold. The narcissist I talk about day.
This a man he talked to, he knew. I got pictures of them together. Him and my father. I had been with this man 26 years of my life.
I called him over there. I said, "My father, dad, he rolled up."
He said, "I got to go, but you need your family." I said, "What [ __ ] family? I don't got no family like you supposed to be my family."
The man left me.
It was It was weird. When I say my whole life been [ __ ] weird. [ __ ] weird, bro. He left me. Now I called my childhood friends. She used to stay right across the street. She came there.
She came there immediately.
My other family called me. They said, "We on our way." I say, "No, y'all don't come over here. Don't because if y'all get to snatching stuff out the China cabinet, we going to fight. I want y'all walking in here over my dead body cuz he's still in this house.
Now, I'mma teach y'all a life lesson.
I'mma teach y'all a life lesson.
Something about life.
Real game.
The only way the corner would come and get a deceased dead body is if they were murdered.
If nobody killed them, it was foul play.
It's not going to be an investigation of the death. It's on you to find a corner.
So, out of in the midst of all that, I'm trying to figure out who do I call to get my my dad's body.
But see, he was a soldier.
And my daddy cared about me so much.
He had uh was paying on his cremation. He had already started paying on his cremation and [ __ ] But I didn't know that until after they the corner came and got him. So I had to pay for that. Then I had to turn away.
When I did find out about the people that he was paying on his cremation, I had to pay that corner to release his body. So that it was a whole lot, man.
It was a whole lot, man. And mind you, I had to do all this by myself.
everything. I ain't gonna say my baby daddy didn't help cuz he did give me the money for that corner and then for them to relate. But for me to do that all by myself and handle a death. I feel like man that was wow. Like I told you, I went through a lot in my life and and that's why I I have a lot of knowledge about a lot of things. But that was hard. It was hard for me. A lot of [ __ ] that happened. And it was just it was just wow for me. So yeah, if you ever find somebody.
Yeah. The first thing you have to do is you know find a corner and prepared be prepared to spend you know and then when the corner do come and get them orever funeral home they going to pay them again to release the body to them. So it's just a whole bunch of stuff. But see, I had to learn that on my own. You think my baby daddy didn't know about what I'm talking about now?
You think he didn't know that? Just like I had to learn that in that moment. You think he didn't say, "Well, Angie, I stay with you till you No, give a fuck."
You see what I'm saying?
Rotten. When I say they are rotten, people, they are rotten.
It's not like that in Florida. It's like that in Illinois. If somebody didn't whack your ass, if if it's not going to be an investigation to your death, you have to get a corner on your own. They just don't pick up the body without you paying them. They want some money.
Now, if I Now, if I would have found his uh papers where he had been paying for the cremation at first, I could have called them out and they would have came and got his body for free cuz he had already been paying on cremation. I would have just skipped that, omitted the corner.
But I didn't know that until I got him out the house. He was in there. I wasn't going to walk in there and step over, you know what I'm saying? His body and look for no papers. We I had to we had to get him out of there for me cuz I was I was dying myself.
My baby daddy could have went in there and said, "Well, let me I know he ain't scared of dead bodies. I'm scared of dead bodies." Plus, that was my daddy. I didn't want to see his body like that. I didn't want to I wanted to remember him how I remember him. He already knew he wanted to get cremated. So, he was gonna get cremated. But that's why I had to do that step because if I was strong enough, I could have went in there when he was in there. I wasn't that strong to go in there with his body and be looking for no papers.
So, I could have just called the cremation people and they could have they could they would have came right out and got them, but I wouldn't have, you know, called them.
But [ __ ] I didn't know what to do.
[ __ ] I had to get his body out of there first to even go in there to look through his papers to know what to do.
He my daddy here with me right now. I got this. Um, and it's so crazy that when I [clears throat] called the lady, she was like, "Well, he already has the urn." I'm like, "What?"
So, I called my I called everybody I know. They like, "Girl, it's going to be like a little vase. It's going to be shaped like a woman." I look for my daddy in my daddy house from the top to the bottom. I said, "I don't find no."
And I called the lady back. She says, "Not a N. It looks like a big cherrywood box. It looks like a jewelry box.
It was sitting right there in his front room. It It's not an urn. It looks like a It looks like a jewelry box. It's here right now, but I feel like it'll be disrespectful, you know, if I put that on YouTube.
Um, my daddy was a veteran. I had to pay for a certificate uh if I ever choose to go and dump his ashes out in the state of Illinois. I just can't go to Lexure Drive and dump his ashes out cuz you know people do weird [ __ ] and they might think I did something to about it. So, I had to and they told me when I get ready to dispose of his ashes, the soldiers will come out and play the trumpets and all that. And um I just kept his ashes. I kept I was going to dump them. My son came to me and said, "Mom, want to keep my granddaddy's ashes."
So, when he said he wanted to keep them, I kept them. I was going to dump them.
But then again, I'm glad I didn't dump them. I'm kind of glad that I kept him. So yeah, one day when I get strong enough, I might go, you know, release him because he was from Mississippi. Lakes Shore Drive runs into the Mississippi River. So I think it'll be a little moment, but I'm not ready for it right now. So that way he'll be, you know, he'll be in the Mississippi River. My condolences.
[snorts] Thank you. It's okay. My daddy died and my father died in I want to say 2013, 2014.
Yeah.
Yep. He died uh some days before my birthday.
Yep. It's It's cool. It's cool.
Yep. He lived a full life.
Got plenty pictures.
I got plenty memories.
I actually think my son looks just like him.
He has my father's manurisms. My my son remind me so much of my father, you know, and and and [ __ ] I I know for a fact my daddy is still here with me. We talked every single day. Every single day.
I don't give a [ __ ] what I was doing. My daddy called. Y'all gone head. You know, we talked about life every single day.
And now one thing I will say, everything that my father and my mother ever taught me or said to me right off the bat, I can repeat it. You know how it's deep.
You are a good person. Hope I find you again on here. May God bless you. I'm not sure if you care, but I'm not.
It's okay. Are you following me? if you not following me. Um, Brian, I don't care if you're white or not. I got a lot of followers. One of my minds is my white chocolate. I call him my white chocolate. I want everybody to be able to relate to me. every uh denomination, religion, creed, sexuality. I want to be able to conversate and connect with every, excuse me, with every race, you know.
But yeah, one of my Scotty, if he's still in here, eat my white chocolate. I got a lot of, you know what I'm saying?
Caucasian persuasions. Baby, come on back.
I'm trying, you know, I'm trying to relate to everybody. Like I I want to be, you know, relatable. But you have a good night and happy Valentine's Day, sweetheart.
Thank you, Dex. It's cool. Like, I'm over it. I can talk about it without breaking down and sniffing. Like, I some days I do get sad that I I miss them.
Um, I wish that I wouldn't I wish that I wouldn't I wish that they weren't so damn old when they had me. I think my daddy was like 47. My birth certificate say he was 47 when he had me. So I didn't have, you know, that much time anyway. [ __ ] 50 [ __ ] years old. You decided to have me. So it is what it is. [ __ ] Yeah, I could tell you were good people.
Thank you. Thank you.
Name name wrote down in history forever.
Thank you.
Well, yeah. I'm a good person. I try to be a good person. I try, you know, I just be me. I'm not going to say I'm a good person. I'm I'm I'm just me.
Um y'all it's good people. You know it be a lot of trolls that come up but we be making up and through. I don't know if I'm going to keep this um video up or not. But um I want to wish all my subscribers and everybody that was here with me today. I want to wish y'all a happy Valentine's Day.
Um, I want y'all to have a good night's sleep.
I don't want to be scared. My son in that sleep child know I'm scary. I'm like, you know what I'm saying? My daddy here with me anyway, but I want you to have a good get a good night's sleep. Get up.
If ain't nobody buy you nothing, I want you to go out and buy yourself something. Give yourself something. I don't give a [ __ ] if you go get you a box of turtles. I don't care if you go go get you a box of uh Reese's pieces.
If you don't get nothing, go gift yourself.
Show yourself that you special and you love yourself.
and you can treat yourself. Okay.
[clears throat] Members only video. Okay. I'll make it a membersonly video. You right, Dex?
Yeah. I think it's just for you and me now.
Oh, yeah. I'mma make it a members only video. We got deep. We got [ __ ] deep. We we doing from lottery to dreams to all type [ __ ] I mean telling the story of finding my father [ __ ] So we going deep. So Brian, I hope you um subscribe, turn your post notifications on. I'mma um start doing this. I'mma try to start doing this either on Fridays or Saturday nights. Come on. When it's a little bit later and it's a more of like a chill crowd.
You wanted them on. Thank you.
What? Don't say that. [ __ ] [ __ ] Don't say that, Brian. Please don't don't say that.
What was you say?
What did you say?
A liver. What's that?
Like a organ?
Now I got to go. I got to I got to go cuz you know what?
I love y'all.
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