SHEIN Plus Size Try On Haul… Do I Have BDD? 😳

追加: 2026-05-23

[00:00:00]You tried it on your own, but you can't alone. You kept it all inside. It's time to let it go. Let it go.

[00:00:11]Let it go. Let go and let go and let it go.

[00:00:21]Let it go. Let go.

[00:00:29]>> Praise the Lord. Glow getters. It's Strictly Bri back with another video.

[00:00:33]And if you didn't know, we out here shining with purpose. In today's video, y'all, we going to California. Y'all not coming with me in this video. Of course, we have to try on outfits, pack a bag, all that good stuff. We're going to California, y'all, this weekend. I'm so excited. When y'all see this video, I will be in California. I haven't been to California in since 2020. That's been 6 years ago. A lot has changed. A lot has changed about me spiritually, physically, mentally. Just cuz you plus-siz don't mean you can't look cute.

[00:01:09]Okay? You see me? This a work outfit.

[00:01:12]Okay? We going to work in this outfit.

[00:01:16]In this video, we putting it on, baby.

[00:01:19]We putting that on. Disclaimer though, your girl can't actually dress. This is me becoming. We trying to step out of the comfort zone. I used to be the type of girl where I showed a little too much. I showed a little too much. Now I'm trying to look cute but covered up.

[00:01:38]Just cute but covered up. Just a little bit. Just a little bit. I normally don't ever go shopping. The only time you'll ever see me shopping is if I have a trip coming up. So, obviously with all the clothes I just showed y'all, we got a trip coming up. Your girl is going to California. Of course, we had to hit up Sheen. That is my go-to cuz a plus-siz bdie like we either wearing black and white stripes, these ugly dresses, shopping at KO's, we an adult adult and I'm only in middle school. Like Route 21 was the goat. Most of them closed.

[00:02:20]Forever 21, they really don't have my size. And I'm pretty sure they changed by now. You You got a ill taste in my mouth now. I don't I don't want to go to Forever 21. Route 21 was the stuff.

[00:02:31]Route 21 had to walk so Sheen could run.

[00:02:34]Sheen. She that girl. She that girl. So, this is going to be a Sheen haul because we're going to California.

[00:02:42]Honestly, y'all, I showed y'all those clothes, ate, took a shower, went to sleep. It's still the same day cuz if you don't know, your girl is up over the night local truck driver. I should be sleep right now. I'm just so excited to try on these clothes that we going to try these clothes on, pack this bag, and go to bed. I already did a Walmart order for like the little toiletry items, like little bitty soaps. I don't know why, but every time you go on a trip, you got to get a new toothbrush. I don't care.

[00:03:11]So, I got a toothbrush, toothpaste, everything under 3.4 fluid ounces. I even had to get some foam for my hair cuz I'm getting in the pool, y'all. I am a pool girl. Don't I don't like the beach. I'll go to the beach. I don't like the beach. I rather go to a pool.

[00:03:27]It's just going to be a quick weekend trip in California.

[00:03:31]Even though it's quick, we got to try on these clothes and look cute. I don't be going nowhere. This is like me finally getting out. I've been cooped up in the house. I've always just been working and chilling. I haven't been doing nothing for a while. The last trip I went on was a cruise, Virgin Voyages, and that was in like 2024, y'all. It's 2026. I haven't been on a trip since. This is going to be fun. I'm going to be excited. We're going to do a try on haul because the last try on haul I did was, like I said, for Virgin Virgin Voyages. And that is in this video right here on a different channel because if you don't know and you new here, your girl got three YouTube channels. One for business, motivation, self-care, because we are progressing out here. This channel, we'll get into that later. I just can't wait to do a try- on haul. I'm going to do these for every trip I go on just because why not?

[00:04:28]I got to see how my style is improving because honestly y'all, I can't dress. I don't have no shoe game. Only thing I can do is match. I can match. Why do y'all think I wear all black? Cuz I don't have time for that. All right, y'all. So, this is the first outfit.

[00:04:42]This is my grandma's night gown. Rest in peace. I love a night gown set. But we're not taking this to California.

[00:04:48]Okay, we taking this.

[00:04:53]Ah, y'all. I love Hold on, cuz I need a mirror. I need to be able to see what's going on, child.

[00:05:15]Oh, this is cute and classy. Like y'all, we'll get I don't know y'all, but back in the day, Bri did not try to dress modestly. Like, everything was out.

[00:05:28]Okay, everything was out. But now I'm trying to be a little, you know, show a little shine shine but not show everything, you know. So, I really do like this outfit, you know. I love Sheen because they are plus-size friendly and they be having cute outfits for the plus-size baddies. Come on.

[00:05:49]Like, I definitely would have to do a strapless bra cuz I hate when you wear clothes and your straps show. Even if it's a little bit. I don't I don't like showing my straps. But, but yeah, y'all.

[00:05:59]This is one outfit. Let's go try on the second look.

[00:06:13]Y'all, it has come to my understanding.

[00:06:17]I have I don't know how to say the word, so I never agreed with the word, but body dysmorphia.

[00:06:24]I've always had it since I was a little kid growing up. don't help because this is huge on me. But I feel comfortable in it because it's not tight. But look how much like come on. Look how big this is on me. It's a 4XL.

[00:06:41]I'm 300 lb. I'm 5'5 and it's a 4XL.

[00:06:48]But I feel like I feel bigger than what I really am.

[00:06:58]I don't want to cry. So, when it comes to like my weight loss journey, I'm harder on myself already. So, I don't need y'all. I don't need anybody else to be hard on me because I'm harder on myself already because I feel like I'm bigger than what I really am. So, when the scale only moves like a pound or two or like to me that's not good. But that's freaking amazing. Bri Bri. So that's why when I'm cuz you know this channel is about discipline and faith.

[00:07:29]It's not really specifically about my weight loss journey. But when it comes to my weight loss journey, it's not just about losing weight. It's about the mental, the physical, the spiritual, like everything. Like so it's like I'm hiding under the big clothes. Like this is huge on me.

[00:07:48]I can wear this to sleep. Yeah. I've come to agreement. Cuz if you don't address it, then you can't change it. So if I never say, "Oh, I have a food addiction." Then I'm not going to try and lose weight. I'm not going to try and stop the food addiction. I'm just going to keep binge eating, keep overeing, and keep eating and falling asleep, letting the food control me. So if I don't address it, I can't change it. So now day 96 of choosing me, I'm addressing that I have body dysphoria. This dysmorphia this I don't freaking know.

[00:08:21]But you know what I'm trying to say.

[00:08:22]Hear the word right here. Okay. I have that cuz this is huge on me. A 4XL.

[00:08:28]I try to get a 3XL but then sometimes the threes they be a little tight. So then I get the 4XL but they're huge on me. So, it's like I'm in that medium type of thing. So, that's why it's also important. I just started May 1st on day 90 of choosing me. I just started doing my measurements, but I already ordered these clothes before I did my measurements. So, now I measure myself and I can just look on the sizing chart and pick out clothes from there versus me just thinking I'm 4XL when I'm really probably need to get a 3XL. Because think about it, I'll probably lose 100 lbs and still think I need to wear extra large, 2XL, 3XL. Like, it's a work in progress. But this is the outfit. It is cute. It just don't fit.

[00:09:15]So, why take up space in my bag? Like, where the booty at, you know? But yeah, so it's cute, but it's a no for me.

[00:09:33]Okay, that's awesome.

[00:09:36]All right, this the front.

[00:09:43]Oh, child. I ain't wore a crop top in a minute, child. But this shirt came with a threeack. So, three shirts. Guess what size it is.

[00:09:57]Guess what size shirt this is?

[00:10:02]Guess what size shirt this is, y'all.

[00:10:12]5XL.

[00:10:18]Why do you think I have body dis whatever the hell that? We going to have to Okay. Yeah, we're going to have to look it up. We can't We can't be ignorant. Oo, not his mental health condition. M see this why I don't like saying I got things cuz I don't like that. I don't like you saying it's a mental health condition. I don't like saying I'm anxious, I'm depressed. Nah, no. Come up with a different word. I don't like it. I don't like it. Called BDD where a person spends a lot of time worrying. Okay, see this why you need to look up the word cuz n I don't have that. I don't have that. I don't worry about flaws in my appearance. What I'm talking about is I think I'm bigger than what I really am. So I'll look in the mirror and I'm think I'm huge. I'mma buy all these big old clothes. I can lose 100 lbs cuz I've lost weight before. And you know, and even when I lost weight, I still thought I was a big girl, you know, like at this size, I still thought I was a big girl. When I went back and did my 300 pound life season one where I talked about my life and my childhood in this video, I thought at that time living my life at that time I was the biggest thing on earth. Huge. But looking back, I'm like, Bri, you wasn't even that big. So like, think about it. If I thought I was big back then and I think I'm big now, what if in the future I get older and this ain't even that big, you know? So, like, I don't know if it makes sense, but this definitely not me worrying about no flaws and appearance mag.

[00:12:10]Y'all just come up with any god dang word.

[00:12:15]I don't know.

[00:12:17]BDD is not just about worrying about flaws in your appearance that are often unnoticeable or minor to others. It's also about your brain perceiving your body size causing intense distress regardless of your actual weight.

[00:12:34]Phantom fat syndrome. This term is often used when someone has lost significant amount of weight but still perceives themselves as heavy or as their former size.

[00:12:47]See, I denounce the spirit of BDD, honey.

[00:12:54]Okay? But I don't know what it's called.

[00:12:57]I know I used to love wearing crop tops back in the day, and I'm going to get back into them. But this is a 5XL crop top. And I just wanted to show y'all this cuz how is the 4XL too big? But this 5XL shirt is just right. Like it's not tight. It ain't routing up.

[00:13:16]It ain't routing up. It's just It's just right, you know. But I don't I don't know. I don't know who's wearing leather. I guess Bri Bri.

[00:13:30]Y'all tell me why I got these leather pants and don't know what to do with them. I can't I don't have a top to go with it or nothing. And three, they look cute, but why do we have leather pants?

[00:13:41]What do they go with? What do they go with? I mean, they cute, y'all. They are real cute. Like, they are real cute, but I don't have a top.

[00:13:54]I don't have a top, y'all. What do they go with? So, they probably gonna stay at the house, but they feel good. I love it. I guess I forgot what I was supposed to, you know how you know how you'd be shopping and be like, "Oh, that'll go good with this outfit. That'll go good with that outfit."

[00:14:10]I don't know what I was thinking of.

[00:14:13]Like, I don't know what was supposed to go with these pants. And I'm thinking like, is this supposed to go with it?

[00:14:18]Cuz it's not the same black. And I like my blacks to match and these don't match. So, these pants feel really good though. I need to see what size they are.

[00:14:30]Oh, cuz they feel they fit perfect. Like they show a little something something.

[00:14:34]This what I'm talking about. Like I trying to be a little bit more modest but not like you know but like it's show a little shine shine but not too much. Okay. Not too much. So, I don't know what they supposed to go with.

[00:14:54]All I know is we got like these pants go with this shirt. Look, y'all. These pants go with the shirt I got on right now. Right now. It's never luck, baby. But God. Always God. Don't play with them. This is like one of those lounge outfits I would wear to get on the plane or something. But this outfit, we're supposed to wear this for Mother's Day cuz I'm gonna go see my God baby.

[00:15:25]Okay. Okay. So, I don't know if I like this dress. I don't know how I'm supposed to wear this dress. I don't know if I need to wear it all the way this low.

[00:15:37]I don't know if it needs to be this low or if I should bring the sleeves up.

[00:15:45]Okay, I think I supposed to bring the sleeves up a little bit cuz I don't like wearing a strapless bra. So, if I'm going to have to keep wearing a strapless bra with everything, that's going to suck.

[00:16:01]I did not think about that.

[00:16:06]Yeah, child. This is what the picture looks like. So, we we going to see child.

[00:16:13]But yeah, y'all. This this supposed to be the Mother's Day outfit. And I'm going to San Francisco, so if it gets cold, they wear cardigans.

[00:16:24]So, we ordered a cardigan.

[00:16:28]Hopefully, it's loose. I don't want no tight cardigan.

[00:16:34]We ordered a cardigan.

[00:16:38]So you just throw this on and wear your dress still.

[00:16:43]Throw this on and wear your dress.

[00:16:47]Thought it was a little longer, but hey, I feel warm. I don't know if it's cuz I'm in this hot bathroom or what, but I like it.

[00:16:56]So, I'm cute. Not doing too much.

[00:17:00]Yeah. So, this was a try on haul. I didn't try on everything obviously, but I think we got to at least try on the bathing suit. I buy a bathing suit every time I go somewhere. I have like plenty of bathing suits. But just to end the try on haul, we got to try on the bathing suit. Show a little sh something something, but not too much.

[00:17:32]Okay, y'all. Not too much. Oh, okay. So, let me scoot up so y'all don't need to see down there cuz I got to shave. Shout out. So, oh, had to take the mic off.

[00:17:42]Testing. One, two, three. Testing. One, two, three. So, yeah, y'all. You know, I love the bathing suit. I needed something pink because y'all, I'm about to be matching with my best friend.

[00:17:53]Okay, we about to be matching. We're actually not matching like twins, baby.

[00:17:57]We about to be triplets. Okay, she got her baby matching outfits. She got matching outfits with her best friend, which is me. So, yeah, that's why I had to get a pink bathing suit. I really don't like the material cuz it's not something I would wear to a pool. It's like I don't know. That's like some type of fake leather. I've never had a fake leather bathing suit. Hopefully, it holds up well in the water. This is what the back looking like.

[00:18:28]That's what the back looking like.

[00:18:31]I didn't want to wear a two-piece cuz it's just not that deep. Who we trying to impress? Huh? Nobody. Okay.

[00:18:38]But yeah, I like the one piece cuz it shows a little sh something cuz y'all I love my belly button. But this covers up way too high so you can't see it. But I have a belly button piercing and I like to show it off. But my belly button in the slumps so it's too high. Pants too high. shorts or whatever you want to call these. Too high. But yeah, I'm excited y'all because we are going. 2026 we are going going done. I stayed down all of 2025, but 2026 we are going out. I'm not going to just stay in the house, go to work, come home. No. If you going to spend your money, Bri, make memories. Live life. You're only 28 years old. You should not just be working and coming home.

[00:19:24]Nobody should really. Doesn't even matter that I'm 28. But still, we fa to live life and enjoy it. So, we're gonna start that off by going to California on Mother's Day weekend. So, hopefully you guys, you know, got something planned for y'all's Mother's Day weekend. I didn't know it was Mother's Day weekend when I booked the flight. I just booked the flight May 9th. Is it May 9th or May 8th? I think it's May 8th. It's Friday.

[00:19:47]I think it's May 8th. So, yeah, I just booked the flight Friday, May 8th because it was the cheapest to go. So, I was like, "Bet." That's how you book flights. You look on Google flights, you see what's the cheapest, and you plan your trip around the cheapest flight.

[00:20:00]You don't just, oh, let's go on this weekend, and then that's the highest flight, and now you got to pay $500 to go somewhere. Well, I only got to pay 300, and that's 150 there, 150 back. But it's also Frontier, so no Wi-Fi, no drinks, none of that. But did y'all know y'all can bring food on the plane? So yeah, we're going to do that. We're definitely going to do that. But anyway, yeah, that's why I'm going Mother's Day weekend. I definitely would have stayed at home if I knew ahead of time that it was Mother's Day weekend cuz you know I got my auntie, you know, my sister, stuff like that. But they'll be all right with Brie Bri gone for the weekend. I got to go out. We got to go be outside. Okay. And like I said, if it's windy, we got that cardigan. So, I need to go ahead and pack my bag, go relax cuz it's Thursday and your girl got to go to work. She got TO GO TO WORK. OKAY, WE GOT TO GET some money. We don't spend all this money on this trip, baby. We got to make that back. Times 10.

[00:20:57]I don't know about times 10, but we going to make it back. Okay, so I hope you guys enjoyed this try on haul. I will say more to come cuz y'all, I already got another cruise coming in November. Now, what we doing between now and November? I don't know. But I already got a cruise coming in November.

[00:21:12]So, y'all stay tuned for more plus-size try on hauls cuz eventually we ain't going to be plus-siz much longer. I mean, give me like two years, but you know, whatever. I don't care if I lose 100 or 200 lb. I don't care how much weight I lose. I'm always going to be plus-size at heart. So, thank you guys so much for watching this try on haul Sheen exclusive. Okay, don't forget to like, comment, and subscribe. And make sure you're out there growing, glowing, and walking in God's purpose. I'll see y'all in the next video. Peace.