The wonderful world of S*ssies! (a video essay)

Added: 2026-05-10

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[00:01:27]Hey, Trissy here. Your favorite TG or YouTuber. Now that the other ones are either too old or too problematic. And today we're going to be exploring the wonderful world of sissies. Wow.

[00:01:41]What is a [ __ ] Where do sissies come from? Am I a [ __ ] [ __ ] Is this a recent phenomenon? Can trans women be sissies? Is it problematic?

[00:01:54]Is it cringe? Does enjoying [ __ ] content make you a degenerate pervert or is it just good old-fashioned fun?

[00:02:03]Something for everyone over the age [music] of consent to enjoy.

[00:02:08]I mean, the world's literally burning.

[00:02:10]It's World War III. The walls of fascism are closing in and I'm just not here for it. So, let us sit back, try to relax, and regale ourselves with the frivolities of niche sexual practices.

[00:02:27]Strap in, lock in.

[00:02:30]Here we go.

[00:02:40]Today, I, an impartial host who is definitely not a member of this community and thus can evaluate near objectively this phenomena. I, Trissy, shall be your guide as we navigate the wonderful world of sissies.

[00:02:59]If you clicked on this video, then you're probably just like me.

[00:03:03]Curious, confused, and have no real idea what the hell's going on. Please help me.

[00:03:09]>> [snorts] >> Shh, it's okay. Mommy's here. It's okay.

[00:03:14]The Oxford Dictionary. In the Oxford Dictionary, >> [music] >> [ __ ] is defined in the following way: a soft, timid, or oversensitive person or boy or man viewed as being overly interested [music] in the things traditionally associated with women. Wow, that's really cool.

[00:03:35]Let's learn more. Let's go on Wikipedia.

[00:03:39][ __ ] is derived from sister.

[00:03:43]It is a pejorative term for a boy or man who does not demonstrate masculine traits, is effeminate, and shows [music] possible signs of fragility.

[00:03:54]Generally, [ __ ] implies lack [music] of courage, strength, athleticism, coordination, testosterone, male libido, and stoicism. [music] A man might also be considered a [ __ ] for being interested in stereotypical feminine hobbies or employment.

[00:04:13]I used to work in a library. Aha.

[00:04:16]Displaying effeminate behavior, being unathletic, or being homosexual.

[00:04:24]Wow, that sounds great.

[00:04:28]I wonder what we'll learn next. Let's continue reading.

[00:04:35]The word [ __ ] it has been identified as sexist. Oh, god damn feminists, can't say anything nowadays.

[00:04:43]And in guidance issued to schools in the United Kingdom, it has been described as just unacceptable, as racist and homophobic language.

[00:04:53]We'll talk more about that later.

[00:04:57]The terms [music] gender creative, pink boy, and tomboy have been suggested as polite [music] alternatives.

[00:05:07]Tomboy, that sounds so masculine. It's giving me gender euphoria. The Japanese word beautiful youth, and the Korean word flower boy, are also polite terms for a man or a boy with a gentle and feminine attributes. Flower boy, now that's really cute. That's what they should use in English schools.

[00:05:27]Then again, kids can make anything into an insult, can't they? I remember my older sister used to always call me girly boy, which sounds really cute, you know, if if it's not said in such a jeering, horrible way. Girly boy, girly boy, girly boy, girly boy. It's okay, Trace, you're safe. You're safe, you're safe. You're girly girl. You're a girly girl.

[00:05:46]Safe with your pink piggy pigalo.

[00:05:51]The word [ __ ] in its original meaning of sister entered American English around 1840 to 1850 and acquired its pejorative meaning around 1885 to 1890.

[00:06:05]By the 1930s, there was no more damning insult to be called than a god damn [ __ ] Uh, gender studies, blah, blah, blah.

[00:06:15]Blah, blah, blah. Oh, finally. In the BDSM practice of forced feminization, the male bottom the male bottom undergoing cross-dressing may be called a [ __ ] as a form of erotic humiliation.

[00:06:32]Um, well, it's a bit more complicated than that. Uh, I mean, so I've been told by close friends of mine.

[00:06:39]Distant friends of mine. People on Reddit. Another common theme is the use of the chastity belt compounding the male bottom's humiliation by restricting the size and access to their genitals.

[00:06:54]Autogynephilic.

[00:06:56]Oh, wow, are we going there, Wikipedia?

[00:06:59]Persuasive pornography, AGPP or [ __ ] hypno.

[00:07:04]Is that what [ __ ] hypno is?

[00:07:07]I'm really asking. I'm just learning all this stuff for the first time. Reading this Wikipedia page just like you I'm sure, dear. Listen, [ __ ] hypno follows the similar context of the above where the viewer, typically male, is suggested in a hypnotic manner to undergo a sissification via suggestive audio and hypnotic visuals.

[00:07:32]Oh, is that it? That's rubbish. I should have known that Wikipedia would not suffice for the kind of highbrow video essay I am trying to put forth #IWantMyMoneyBack.

[00:07:44]Only joking. I know it's free. I know it's [ __ ] free. I'm really grateful.

[00:07:49]I really [ __ ] love Wikipedia, okay?

[00:07:52]I'm not a [ __ ] snob.

[00:07:55]Okay, deep breaths, deep breaths.

[00:07:57]So basically, don't worry, we'll go deeper later.

[00:08:01]Basically, being a [ __ ] in the modern-day kinky sense to really synthesize Just for the thumbnail.

[00:08:14]Oh my god.

[00:08:16]Okay.

[00:08:17]Who would get off on that? Who would get off on that? Not me.

[00:08:21]It is a form of sexual play that utilizes highly exaggerated forms of gender expression. Okay, I just want you to keep that in your little mind. Can you can do that for me for the next part of the video cuz we're going to be talking about some quite highbrow stuff now. It's going to be talking about a history. Is it a history lesson? Are you ready?

[00:08:43]Great. Let's take a little voyage through her story. Let's go looking for sissies in the days of yore. The term [ __ ] is quite a modern term as we discussed earlier. And the kink associated with the term, from my bit of humble research, starts around the 19th and or 20th century. But when you look back, it starts to become quite clear that this kink has been around for quite a long time, possibly since the dawn of Homo sapiens. For in my opinion, it is as old as gender segregation is. For as long as men have been men and women have been women, and there have been societal rules and cultural laws about how the two act, you can bet your left bollock that some of these Homo sapiens have enjoyed crossing those boundaries for various different reasons. In class, if I remember it well, when I was studying Greek and Latin literature back before the CC Hypno melted my brain, we learned about this trope in Greek and Latin novels that would have the protagonist cross-dress in order to escape a harrowing situation.

[00:09:54]Often this would be for comedic effect as the hero would have to ridicule himself in order to escape. Mhm.

[00:10:02]A humorous moment of humiliation whilst in women's garments.

[00:10:09]This [snorts] sounds familiar. Indeed, a humorous moment for all the family to enjoy. Do you not think it might have stirred something in some readers and listeners?

[00:10:19]Do you not think it might have stirred something in the pants of some of the authors? Greek and Roman society was a strictly patriarchal society. Men and women had very different and specific roles. And when it came to homosexuality, well, that was extremely codified and a bit weird and only really acceptable if you were either a god or upper class and not taking it up the bottom. The bottom.

[00:10:47]The bottom. That is to speedrun this topic in a very vulgar and regressive fashion because we just don't have time.

[00:10:55]We just don't have time, okay? I'm like literally got so much more to say, so just stay there. Like and like Like and subscribe and stay right there, all right? I need I need a tea. I need to calm down. I'm too vulnerable.

[00:11:08]Now let's look into some sexy gender swap tales from the days of yore.

[00:11:16]In old myths, basically. In punishment for his murder of Iphitus, Heracles was given to Omphale as a slave. Many variants of this story say that she not only compelled him to do woman's work, but compelled him to dress as a while her slave, oh my god, little Heracles or Hercules, if you prefer the Disney version. Oh my god, can you imagine like big strong Hercules in a little woman's toga or whatever it is they wore at that time?

[00:11:47]Well, either way, that story is very damning, isn't it? It sounds like something right out of a modern [ __ ] caption story. I imagine from my research, I mean, that that does kind of sound hot though. Like, hear me out.

[00:12:02]Like, I think they should have put that in the Disney version. I would have loved that as a little boylette. Okay, let's get on to a classic one, Tiresias.

[00:12:11]Everyone knows about Tiresias, unless if you're an incel slob who just sits around watching YouTube all day. What the [ __ ] is wrong with you? Why don't you get a job?

[00:12:21]Whoa.

[00:12:23]Whoa. Tiresias was turned into a woman after angering the goddess Hera. That's uh Zeus's long-suffering wife.

[00:12:32]Poor girl. By killing a female snake that was coupling. Yeah, she likes snakes, Hera. Don't touch snakes. The original mythological body swap.

[00:12:42]It really gets stuck in my mouth sometimes, these words.

[00:12:45]Uh what the [sighs] [ __ ] is wrong with me? The original body swap. And he must have liked it, too, cuz when Zeus and Hera were having a future argument in which Zeus was insisting that women have more fun in the bedroom, he brought up the one person who could actually answer that question. So, he brought up old Tiresias, who confirmed that yes, it's so good being a woman and I love being a woman and having sexy times as a woman is so much more fun. He loved being a woman. I mean, who doesn't?

[00:13:19]Well, lots of men, I imagine. This is quite a niche thing, I believe.

[00:13:25]Or is it just that no one talks about it? Yes, that's it. Everyone must be a cross-dressing [ __ ] degenerate.

[00:13:34]I'm not the only one. I'm not the only one, Daddy. Do you hear me? In another myth, this one's a Hindu myth, the goddess Bahuchara Mata. I probably completely butchered that. In one legend, Bhima here was cursed by her and he became impotent. The curse was lifted only when he worshipped her by dressing and acting as a woman.

[00:14:02]I'm sorry, that's hot, isn't it? Isn't that hot? It's [ __ ] hot.

[00:14:09]And all of these are ancient myths. So look, it's like my theory is correct and it's been around [ __ ] ages. So suck on that, you stupid TERFs, who think that [ __ ] hypno is causing the decline of the West and turning our beautiful young boys into cross-dressing degenerates, just like they used to think in [ __ ] ancient Rome. Idiots.

[00:14:30]And then, of course, there's the theater. The theater. Ah, the theater. You know what they say about those who like the theater. I mean, for many parts of history, if you were a man who wanted to dress up as a girl, like the theater was the place for you. Women were not allowed to play female roles or male roles, any roles.

[00:14:52]No cross-dressing fun for you, women.

[00:14:55]No, indeed, it wasn't seemly for a woman to be on stage at all, let alone dressed as a man. A fun anecdote, when I was a kid and I was taken to see Peter Pan at the pantomime by my parents, I fell in love with Peter Pan, who was played, as is [music] tradition, by a woman.

[00:15:13]>> [clears throat] >> Aw, he was so cute, so cute. And that's when my love for tea boys began.

[00:15:19]Mwah. You may be thinking to yourself, "Trissy, oh Trissy, oh Trissy, my love, what a beautiful Trissy you are. You are what a beautiful Trissy you are."

[00:15:31]But, wasn't this video meant to be about sissies and not cross-dressing?

[00:15:35]To which I would say, "Yes, darling.

[00:15:37]Yes, I I know, but sometimes in life things intersect." And indeed, I did have to enlarge my net a bit. And of course, cross-dressing in the theater and in myths can sit at the intersection of many different identities, just as the topic of this video does.

[00:15:54]Transvestites, trans women, and [ __ ] kinks. All I'm saying is, [music] do you not think it's possible that when hearing some of these myths and seeing some of these theater plays [music] where the male character is rendered impotent and then forced to be a [ __ ] slave for a goddess, do you not think it may have stirred something in the um imagination of the listeners?

[00:16:20]That's all I'm saying, boys. That's all I'm saying. Or am I just being a pervert and it's all for laughs? I don't know.

[00:16:27]Some things can be funny and sexy.

[00:16:31]Some people like to be laughed at. Some people like that.

[00:16:38]Some people Some people like that.

[00:16:41]Imagine yourself, you're in the Dome Theater in London in the 1500s, I believe.

[00:16:49]Imagine it, you see the most beautiful woman you can ever imagine on stage, knowing full well that women aren't allowed to be on stage.

[00:17:00]Well, that's interesting.

[00:17:03]And I can guarantee you some of the women in the audience really, really like the sight of a beautiful man dressed up as a woman. Don't ask how I know. Don't ask how I know. I just know.

[00:17:13]I know.

[00:17:15]I know.

[00:17:16]I know. I can also guarantee that some elder, [music] beautiful, lovely trans mother of mine, great, great, great, great, great grandmother of mine saw that sight and got to live vicariously through the woman on stage.

[00:17:32]For she could not be a woman in her day-to-day life, but for that moment she could experience it.

[00:17:40]Isn't that beautiful? Moving on.

[00:17:43]In the 19th century, oh, now we're really getting cooking. Things really started to happen in the 19th century.

[00:17:50]In the 19th century, the modern [ __ ] kink, as we know it, really starts to get cooking.

[00:17:58]This section's about petticoat punishment.

[00:18:02]Which is fun to say, isn't it? Petticoat punishment. Petticoat punishment.

[00:18:08]Petticoat punishment. [laughter] Child-rearing manuals from the 19th century occasionally suggest corrective cross-dressing for wayward boys. One such guide sniffed that a vain boy might benefit from a day in his sister's attire to remind him of humidity.

[00:18:28]It won't. I was always a vain boy. The mirror was my friend. One mother bragged in a letter about dressing her son in a petticoat and parading him before the servants to cure his impudence.

[00:18:43]That will literally give you a kink for life. That's like literally life-scarring. That's literally [ __ ] scarring.

[00:18:51]Shouldn't laugh.

[00:18:53]It's what they would have wanted.

[00:18:55]Krafft-Ebing cataloged queer confessions in his Psychopathia Sexualis, gleefully printed up for a readership that was half horrified, half aroused. Oh, I know the feeling. I really He drawn into the testimonies in this particular sexology book. They're just They're They're gold.

[00:19:17]Like, you think people from the past weren't freaky?

[00:19:21]Think again.

[00:19:22]They were freaky in the 1800s. So, I want to share with you some pearls that I found in Psychopathia Sexualis. From the poor men of the past lamenting that all they really want is a mistress to be [ __ ] mean to them.

[00:19:39]>> [laughter and gasps] >> Let's read some. In my fancy, I assumed the desire on the part of my mistress to enjoy my suffering and humiliation, which entranced me. Oh, now we're really in the right territory. You'll see this one is quite unhinged. I also had the desire to touch females, to embrace and kiss them, but I looked for the greatest delight only in their maltreatment.

[00:20:07]Someone get this poor boy a mistress.

[00:20:10]Can't you see? He's hurting. I mean, I would feel bad for him if he wasn't so [ __ ] pathetic.

[00:20:17]>> [snorts] >> What? I'm just giving him what he wants from beyond the grave.

[00:20:23]He's probably looking down at me now and well, oh.

[00:20:29]I soon came to realize that I differed from other men and preferred to be alone and absorbed in my dreams.

[00:20:36]In my boyhood, real girls and women had but little interest for me.

[00:20:41]For I saw no possibility of having them act the way I desired.

[00:20:46]On lonely paths in the forest, I whipped myself with branches that had fallen from the trees and allowed my imagination to play in the habitual way.

[00:20:55]I reveled in the sight of pictures of commanding women, particularly if, like queens, they wore furs.

[00:21:05]Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather.

[00:21:10]Let's keep going. In the presence of women, I was devoid of every sensual feeling.

[00:21:17]At most, at the sight of a feminine [music] foot, there would have come a fleeting wish to be trod upon by it. That's my favorite quote. Such a good line. You can tell he's a poet. Oh, I used to be a poet, too. I find these confessions far too funny. But, as we've already established, it's what they would have wanted.

[00:21:36]When he's like 19, he goes to see a lady of the night, but he can't get it up.

[00:21:42]So, he goes back a second time to try and prove to himself that he's a real man.

[00:21:46]Let's read. Later, on my own initiative, I repeated the attempt in order to convince myself as to whether I was impotent or not, for I was much troubled by my unexpected failure in the first instance.

[00:22:00]The result was always the same. I felt no excitement at all, and had not the slightest erection.

[00:22:07]Aw, poor baby. He just wants a strong woman to like beat the living [ __ ] out of him.

[00:22:14]>> [laughter] >> I have never attained, not even partially, a direct actual realization of my sexual fantasy.

[00:22:22]As often as I have come [music] into close relation with females, I have felt the woman's will to be beneath mine, never vice versa. I have never met a woman manifesting a desire of mastery in sexual things.

[00:22:38]Aw, he just wants a woman to top him.

[00:22:41]Aw. And again, this still happens today.

[00:22:43]Far too many [ __ ] boys are straight and end up being in relationships with heterosexual women who have no interest in their desires.

[00:22:53]But, don't worry. I'm here to tell you that they do exist. Trust me.

[00:22:58]Let's read another case in 1838 where a young man could not resist the impulse to tear female linen. While tearing it, he always had ejaculation.

[00:23:11]Wow, what a fascinating story. Let's read more. Note here that apron means petticoat, okay?

[00:23:20]Petticoat is the underdress basically from the oldy times, olden day times.

[00:23:26]Yes, I'm a scholar. She's got a degree.

[00:23:28]At 15, his attention was attracted by aprons hung out to dry. He bound them around himself and masturbated behind a fence.

[00:23:39]Relatable. From that time on, he could not see aprons without repeating the act. If anyone, no matter whether it be man or woman, if an apron came near him, he was compelled to run after the person. In order to free him from his constant stealing of aprons, he was sent as a marine in his 16th year. In this cooling, he saw no aprons and had continual rest. Oh, poor boy. I'm glad I never got caught. Boys like us were not meant for the military.

[00:24:10]When at 19, he returned home, he was again compelled to steal aprons and as a result, got into some serious complications and was several times locked up. He sought to free himself of his weakness by a séjourn of several years in a cloister. Oh, wow. This is like a feral femboy.

[00:24:32]He can't stop. He can't stop and he's he's doing it so much that he gets caught all the time. Yeah, send him away to a monastery. Sexual repression in monasteries. What can go wrong?

[00:24:43]When he came out, he was just as bad as before. He underwent a medical-legal examination and was committed to an asylum. He never stole anything but aprons. It was a pleasure to him to revel in the memory of the first apron he ever stole. His dreams were filled with aprons. He occasionally used the memory to make coitus possible or for masturbation. I mean, he does sound like a nuisance stealing everyone's clothes all the time, but it's not like he was allowed to have his clothes of his own. I mean, poor femme queen. Repression drives you mad, folks.

[00:25:16]It will drive you mad. Let's read another one. A lady elaborately dressed was like a goddess to me. And if even her hand touched me coldly, I was happy and envious and only too gladly would have put myself in her place in the beautiful garments and lovely form. See, here's what's interesting. The importance of clothes, the person's desire to dress in women's clothes. As trans people, I don't feel like we put lots of emphasis on clothes because we want everyone to understand that it's not just about the clothes and we know that being a woman isn't just about the clothes.

[00:25:54]And maybe we want to distance ourselves from kink or from like cross-dressers. But the clothes are pretty important, right?

[00:26:03]Like, just look at the lesbian community and how important different ways of dressing and presenting is. Like, it shows and says a lot about you. How we dress and present says a lot about us.

[00:26:15]It signifies a lot deeper meaning. It allows you to feel true to yourself. And when someone chooses to partake in [ __ ] play in the privacy of their own bedroom or in the privacy of their own YouTube channel, Jesus Christ, it allows them to express themselves in their sexuality, no matter what gender they are. And not to get all sappy on you, but I think that's a really beautiful thing. Okay, let's be moving on. I indulged in this part because I really love reading from my sisters from the past. Let's finish up with the history part already. The 1893 erotic novel Gynocracy, a narrative of of the adventures and psychological experiences of Julian Robinson. It's about a naughty boy who gets punished with skirts, etiquette, and lessons in forced with a strict governess. Resistance, rebellion, then slow, trembling submission. This is the classic blueprint for lots of modern-day [ __ ] content. Let's fast forward to 1950. In the 1950s to 1970s, forced feminization fantasies circulated in niche BDSM and transvestite subcultures.

[00:27:29]Underground fetish scenes and pulp comics catered to these taboo interests.

[00:27:35]Notably, fetish artist Jean Bilbrew published in 1963 an illustrated zine called Forced Femininity, featuring men being dominated and dressed as women, which as we've established is not new in the 1950s. In fact, it's a bit passé. It's been going on for years. It's been going on for centuries, millennia. Okay, that's enough old-timey crap. More than enough to show you that all this [ __ ] nonsense didn't just come out of nowhere. I mean, some of them were pretty [ __ ] hardcore even in the 19th and 20th century. So, there'll be no pearl-clutching, not from me and not from you as we now segue into our next chapter where we'll talk about the modern day and different types of modern-day content. Of course, since the internet happened, subcultures of all different ilks have been able to spread their little wings and fly. This is no different for the [ __ ] community. I'm a kind of casual flick through comics, go on Reddit from time to time kind of girl, and of course I have my fun in the boudoir, but I'm not like per se actually in the online community. I kind of live in the past. I'm a very much kind of like living in the real world kind of girl despite the YouTubing. I actually am not very terminally online.

[00:28:58]I spend most of my time making music and doing whatever the hell this is. And yes, I just did admit that I have a [ __ ] kink, okay? [ __ ] hell, I mean, this kind of dedication doesn't come from nowhere. I know the jig's up, okay?

[00:29:11]Boohoo, I'll cry about it later.

[00:29:14]I'm too tired to care now. I've had to take breaks to recharge the camera. The video's getting so long. I don't have a second pair of batteries.

[00:29:22]Uh, okay, we're pushing through. We're pushing through. Let's take a moment to list the different kinds of [ __ ] content starting with the most deranged.

[00:29:32][ __ ] hypno. Some people who are more on the right and anti-trans provocateurs have equated uh [ __ ] hypno as a purely trans thing. It's our dirty little secret. Something we're terribly ashamed of. If that's true, how did you find out about our dirty little secret? Did you go looking for my dirty little secret online, you [ __ ] perv? Something we're terribly ashamed of, but it actually isn't a trans thing. Like, yeah, some trans women like [ __ ] hypno, but there's a lot of you sissies with a C out there who like it just as much if not more. Like, all kinds of different content and activities. There's different things for different people and everyone has different tastes. Isn't that just so inspiring? Some people like it and some people don't. And I say that's okay. Of course, for some trans women, big shocker, watching hypnosis videos that tell you you're such a good girl. You're a useless man.

[00:30:38]You should become a girl. You're so naturally feminine, anyway, every way.

[00:30:45]You should just give up. Give in to being feminine. Yeah, some trans women like that, especially pre-transition.

[00:30:53]Big shocker. I think that it's mainly about allowing yourself to be feminine in a way that is kind of guilt-free. And that can be something that men can enjoy if they want to be feminine in bed, but also that women can enjoy if they want to be feminine in bed. Especially if you're assigned male at birth, being feminine in any situation is supposed to be embarrassing and humiliating.

[00:31:17]So, of course, some encouragement towards that is much appreciated. But often these videos do get pretty weird, so they're not exactly for everyone.

[00:31:27]Everyone has their own tastes, as I've said, and not everyone that consumes [ __ ] content likes all content.

[00:31:34]Everyone likes different things. And you know what I say? That's okay. Can I Can I ask you a personal question, Harry?

[00:31:43]Et. Oh, here it comes. All right, go on.

[00:31:46]Was it the hypnosis porn that turned you trans?

[00:31:51]I'm sorry? The hypnosis videos. I think I'm going to need you to elaborate on that. Well, respected mental health counselor Steven Hassan expressed concern recently on Twitter that there were trans [music] hypnosis videos on a rather popular adult media site which were tricking people into thinking they were transgender, indeed perhaps causing people to transition who aren't really transgender. Highly sophisticated mind control, he said. Highly sophisticated.

[00:32:21]To pretend that these hypnosis videos are like actually brain-melting, really sophisticated hypno videos that could turn an unwilling participant trans is just absolutely ludicrous. I mean, have you seen them? Have you seen them? Well, I just learned about it 3 minutes ago when I stumbled across this video. Ultra powerful [ __ ] hypno and subliminal messages.

[00:32:53]Excuse me, are you Are you [ __ ] talking to me, lady?

[00:33:02]>> [music] >> No, I'm not.

[00:33:12]Uh maybe I do. Like, if you're straight and you watch a video with music and swirling lights that says, "You're gay.

[00:33:21]You're very super gay. You want to suck lollipops all day long because you're gay."

[00:33:28]If you're really straight, those videos will do absolutely nothing for you.

[00:33:35]If you're gay and repressing it or bi, then those videos might scratch an itch.

[00:33:43]But, they're really not very powerful unless you're gay.

[00:33:49]Sorry.

[00:33:50]And with the [ __ ] hypno stuff, it's a bit more complicated cuz if you like them, it doesn't mean that you're necessarily trans.

[00:33:57]But, it might mean that you like being feminine in bed or you like cross-dressing or you like this kind of play.

[00:34:04]If you don't like that, then it's really not going to have a big effect on you.

[00:34:09]I'm sorry, like there are some good ones that it could be considered quite strong.

[00:34:17]They're They're only strong if you like that.

[00:34:21]It's just really niche pleasure content for really kinky girls and guys out there. And I say that with love as a kinky gal myself. One of the reasons why I wanted to make this video, other than the fact that I actually just like wanted to learn new things about this content, is that when I Googled it on YouTube to see whether or not there was a gap in the market, I just found lots of videos of poor young men, and like maybe men or people that like had either de-transitioned or like just average guys who were like really, really repentant and sad about liking this kind of content and trying to give it up.

[00:35:02]And I watched this podcast with like some turfs, where they were talking to this de-transitioned trans girl.

[00:35:11]And they were like saying, "Thank you for being on the show." and everything, but the way they were looking at them, him now, is that like you could tell they were still disgusted by him. It was quite sad. And they never gave a good reason as to why it was bad. They never gave a good reason as to why liking this kind of stuff was bad.

[00:35:33]Because it was bad because apparently it turns you trans, and being trans is just a weird kink by men that want to become women to abuse women.

[00:35:45]Turfs, make it make sense. Anyway, moving on. So, yes, there's [ __ ] hypno, as we mentioned. There's also [ __ ] captions, which range from cute to absolutely unhinged, but they can be good for getting the imagination going. Then there's comics and magazines. Ooh, how retro. And of course, novels, all to more or less gently push you into [ __ ] play. All kinds of things that I'm sure without access to this kind of content, all the little people behind their screens would never even have thought of. Well, to be honest, I would never have thought of chastity without that kind of content. But now I'm grateful for the cage. I'm so grateful for my cage mistress. If it wasn't for the cage, I wouldn't know what real freedom truly is.

[00:36:34]The main themes nowadays are the same as they've always been.

[00:36:38]Cross-dressing, being submissive, being naughty, wearing girly outfits, and exploring your sexuality.

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[00:37:20]Moving on.

[00:37:26]All kinks are problematic. Just get over it.

[00:37:30]Oh wow, so you've read George Orwell.

[00:37:32]Well done. Bravo.

[00:37:35]You're so [ __ ] intellectual.

[00:37:37]Okay, let's talk about something um important that we haven't talked about yet. Isn't it like super problematic?

[00:37:46]And like worst of all, super cringey. It's not problematic, queen. It's problematique.

[00:37:55]Okay, let's talk about racism first. If you ever happen to search for all things [ __ ] on whatever naughty supplier you may use, you may come very quickly That was a genuine That was a That was a genuine mistake. I'm so sorry.

[00:38:13]You may quickly come across the mention of BBC.

[00:38:22]And as a Brit, not that BBC, the British Broadcasting Corporation, but something else entirely. I'll never forget being a teenager and being on a certain Reddit page and seeing a comment by someone saying, "I'm a young black [ __ ] I wish that this content wasn't so geared towards white boys." I can't remember exactly what they were saying, but it was like they wanted to be able to be petite and feminine, too.

[00:39:04]And there's so much of this kind of race play thing all over the place that they couldn't really get into it, which I think is a great shame.

[00:39:16]But on this topic, there's already been a super video that's been made by Foreign Man in a Foreign Land, which I shall put a link to in my description, as I don't feel fully qualified to talk any more on this particular subject, but there's a whole hour-long video essay on it that you can watch right after you're done here. I mean, there's also sexism that is something that's pointed out quite a lot. Gender roles often exaggerated.

[00:39:47]Consent is dubious.

[00:39:52]I mean, kink is kink is kink is kink, right?

[00:39:58][ __ ] hell.

[00:39:59]I'm going to read from another little article that I was reading that I think sums it up rather well. The forced angle, while erotic to some, can blur ethical lines, even in fantasy.

[00:40:11]Normalizing non-consensual transformation or sexual encounters is worth unpacking. Some say it promotes a narrow view of womanhood.

[00:40:21]These stories often focus on exaggerated femininity, heels, lipstick, lingerie, as if that's what it means to be a woman.

[00:40:30]Okay, yes, I'll concede that it can be problematic like lots of kinks, which is precisely why we need to be mindful when we choose to engage in such forms of play.

[00:40:42]But at the end of the day, we're not kink shaming on this channel.

[00:40:46]Look at BDSM.

[00:40:48]What's not problematic about BDSM?

[00:40:51]And we all understand that that's just good fun and games, don't we?

[00:40:56]No, we probably don't actually.

[00:40:58]No.

[00:40:59]I don't know what's normal anymore. I've gone too far. I must be stopped.

[00:41:05]Could you give us some of your political beliefs? Kill everyone now. Condone first-degree murder. Advocate cannibalism. Eat [ __ ] Felt is my cult.

[00:41:15]Felt is felt is my life. Take whatever you like.

[00:41:19]Yes. Kink is kink is kink, and on this channel I will not stand for kink shaming. For I for one hate to be mocked and shamed.

[00:41:31]But why, oh why, please tell me do people get off to this kind of stuff?

[00:41:36]Escaping the confines of masculinity.

[00:41:39]Women's clothes are often sexy and luxurious and often like designed by men. So, isn't it normal that men would like them? For many readers, it's about escaping traditional masculinity.

[00:41:53]These stories offer a chance to explore softness, submission, and beauty, traits that are culturally coded as feminine and are often off-limits to men.

[00:42:04]By framing the transformation as forced, readers get to indulge those feelings without confronting shame. They didn't choose to be girly, it just happened to them, right?

[00:42:18]Repression breeds fantasy. Gender swap erotica grows in conservative times.

[00:42:23]Just look at the rising popularity of trans porn in America during these fascistic times. The pressure to conform breeds the desire to escape. When society says a real man doesn't cry, wear dresses, or submit, fantasy becomes the only place they can do those things safely. And when you're a trans woman, this repression is only more intense, and your femininity needs to find some way to be expressed. For some women, cis and trans, there's something undeniably satisfying about watching a man become the object, submissive, sexualized, and reshaping that into femininity. It flips the traditional script of who gets to be dominant and who gets to be desired. In a genre where the transformation is often forced, there's a fantasy of poetic justice. Now, he gets to experience what it's like. For trans women, non-binary people, and queer women, these stories can be sandboxes for exploring identity.

[00:43:23]Even if the stories are messy, fetishized, or flawed, they provide space to experiment with gender. Very nicely put. Okay, we're near the end of the video now. I'm exhausted, I need to go to bed. Why do I like it?

[00:43:37]Well, I'm not going to tell you exactly what I like because that's a bit personal, and I've shared enough already. But personally, I like to feel cute, I like to feel feminine, and that's a really big part of it for me, I think. I was a bashful, cute, blonde little boy who was very shy, and lots of my formative experiences were with girls that found me just terribly cute, and I'd get all shy.

[00:44:03]And then that would make them like lift me into the air and be like, "Oh, isn't he just so cute?" And then I would just like I'd be like a a tomcat and just be like, "Oh, this is my place, isn't it?"

[00:44:19]I feel like enough is said about that.

[00:44:21]And lots of this kind of content encourages not very masculine men to be feminine. And I was a not very masculine man.

[00:44:32]And as a trans woman, I found it very validating to be told just how I wasn't at all a real man.

[00:44:39]And to be kind of shamed and mocked in the same way I was as a child, which I didn't like.

[00:44:46]But now there's a kind of sickly sweet validation to it that I find really enticing, if that makes any sense. I like that feeling in intimate moments where it feels like you're on a roller coaster, and you can just feel your stomach go up into your chest because someone says exactly the right thing, or looks at you in exactly the right way, and it makes your legs get weak in the knees. And yeah, it's all a bit cringe, and kinks are weird, and lots of trans women are ashamed about once having a [ __ ] kink, which they definitely don't have any more. Oh, no, that was all in the past.

[00:45:24]Yes, no weird kinks here. I used to have that weird [ __ ] phase. Don't worry, baby, it's okay. It's okay.

[00:45:32]Yes, it's cringe and a bit shameful, but deep down, isn't that what they want, these degenerate perverts? That's probably why I'm making this video, isn't it? Just to ridicule myself and out myself for no good reason. I tell myself that I just wanted to make this video to make people like me feel less alone, and I was the one with the bravery to do it, but maybe I'm just like one of those dirty sexologists, [music] and I just enjoy reading filth.

[00:45:58]>> [laughter] >> No, I'm just an academic who wants to help people. I definitely don't get off to this [ __ ] I'm not a sex-crazed degenerate like the people I study and put down in my book. No, I just fill up my little books with testimonies by perverts to help people and definitely not satisfy my desperate and throbbing curiosity.

[00:46:21]Okay, I'm done.

[00:46:22]I'm done. That's it. It's done.

[00:46:26]I shall leave you now. I shall say thank you to my patrons. If you want to be a patron, it could really help cuz I'm a poor struggling artist who hates going to work. It's bye-bye from me and it's bye-bye from Piccolo.