It Shouldn't Make Me CRY!

Added: 2026-06-04

[00:00:00]What the heck?

[00:00:02]>> I absolutely can't see a thing.

[00:00:04]>> Oh, >> you like that one?

[00:00:15]>> Oh, wo. All right, here we go. I'm making more bread and I'm working out while I'm doing it.

[00:00:33]Johnny went to a funeral this morning and we have a wedding to go to and he didn't know if he would make it back in time for the wedding. So, I stayed home to go to the wedding while he went to the funeral and then we have a party later. So, what else to do but make some bread.

[00:00:53]So, Saturday and Sunday are the days that I usually don't work out and I'm not going to do like a hard workout, but I'm just going to walk on this treadmill for a little while and get a little bit of workout in. But yep, this is my this is my walking buddy today since my walking buddy went to the funeral.

[00:01:19]I am going to a funeral today and uh I can't say I knew the person really really well.

[00:01:30]I've met her a few times. Um but her son is a really good friend of mine.

[00:01:37]her daughter, someone who I know and respect, and her daughter's husband is also a really good friend of mine, two actual business partners, and I'm here to support them in their time, their difficult time in life that they are experiencing right now, which is a loss of someone they care about and love so much and sometimes love them.

[00:01:59]Not going to need those. Not going to need those.

[00:02:02]>> Okay. I didn't do like a whole whole 45 minutes like Johnny and I usually do, but I got like a mile and a half in. It's good. Did some workout. Like I said, today and tomorrow are usually the days that I don't work out. So, it's just getting in a little bit of workout. But, so the other day I read something and it said it was talking about finances, but it also works for like mental clarity, mental Yeah, your mental health or whatever, but it said the way your house looks is the way your finances are. And so I'm going to say instead of finances, the way your house looks is the way your mental capacity or your mental load is.

[00:02:49]And so it said, you know, if you if you walk into a house and it looks clean, but everything is like shoved in closets and cluttered and all that, then you're just like hiding yourself from for other people. You're trying to make yourself look better in the forefront.

[00:03:10]But in the places where nobody sees, it's really just a cluttered mess. Like in here, we try to keep it pretty clean because this is the gathering place and if there's so much extra here, then it's too much. We have the baby toys here that get out and put back there, but mostly we try to keep this space pretty clean and decluttered. Like that's pretty much what it is. Like when you come in the front door, this is like the first impression you get of someone. So if the stairs are all a mess, I mean there is a towel hanging there. The stairs are a mess. If the living space is a mess, it mentally for me, everybody's different. You can all deal with your stuff different ways, but mentally for me, it's too much noise going on up here. like that craft right there too much. It's like, okay, last night was fine, but it needs to get out of here.

[00:04:17]It needs to be put in its place. Those are some things I've been working on is trying to be less cluttered, trying to mentally help my mind by physically helping the mess. So, then it comes to this this place.

[00:04:39]It's organizedish, but actually coming in here and looking around, I'm too overwhelmed by it. I'm not going to do anything. So, that whole story I just told you, I was going to say that I'm going to try to organize at least that back shelf, these back shelves, but I don't have the time or brain power for that today. So, I'm changing my thought process. I'm changing. So, instead of making it a better place mentally to clean, make it more clean and organized in there, I'm going to leave that for another time.

[00:05:13]And I'm going to come back into my living room that is clean and decluttered and breathe cuz that's all you can do. We're not perfect. Some days there's a lot more motivation to do things, but I know I have other things that are happening today and I don't have a full day just to spend on that. So, I'm not going to overwhelm myself. There's my whole mental thought process of cleaning and not cleaning and keeping things clean and where it goes to actually not happening.

[00:05:46]So, you're welcome.

[00:05:49]>> All right. Beautiful funeral. Everything went well.

[00:05:53]It's amazing. I'm going to get my trailer and come back because I want to catch up with these guys and they've invited me to the lunchon.

[00:06:02]>> Why is she so cute?

[00:06:04]>> Oh, Mim trying to run away. Always. Huh?

[00:06:08]She's so >> So this morning, every time everywhere I went, Mim was right on my feet. Right at my feet. And then I was looking at my phone and I'm like, "Okay, I need to go get ready." And I walked this way and the garage door was open. And so I was like, "Oh, dang. Mim, where are you?"

[00:06:26]Went upstairs. She to get the kids, make sure they were up and going. I'm like, "Is Mim in your bed, Savannah?" She's like, "No." Then all of a sudden, I was like, "The birds in the garage. The chickens and the ducks." So I hurry and came down here. The chickens and ducks are all fine. And Mim was in the garage.

[00:06:43]You little goon. Little stinker.

[00:06:45]>> Silly stinker.

[00:06:46]>> Stinker.

[00:06:47]>> I mean, the chicken.

[00:06:49]>> It's warm in the garage. And luckily the garage doors weren't open so she couldn't go out out. But still you little stinker. Why you want to go away?

[00:06:58]Huh?

[00:07:04]All right. I'm now out here at the ranch after getting the trailer. I'm checking on the cows here. See if they got any new babies that are due in 2 weeks. And there they are.

[00:07:20]And it looks like I'm going to need to give them some food because they're out because they have another day before Cody gets here. So, I'll hurry and throw them some food enough for the next few days.

[00:07:41]That's bad.

[00:07:45]Hopefully not as bad as it looks. Every time I see an accident, I immediately like I don't get scared about a lot of things, but I immediately have this feeling like, "Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. Please no, please no." That one looked really bad, but I think it was just cuz the trailer was a mess all over the road. Look like somebody's pulling a a trailer and uh and a closed trailer and something happened. It just looked like it tipped over. Probably because of the wind. The wind is crazy right now. I wouldn't want to be pulling a trailer.

[00:08:12]And uh that's probably what happened.

[00:08:14]Tipped over. Not a big deal. Hopefully nobody got hurt. But I'm like, "Oh man, that's a mess." Okay, that's not bad.

[00:08:19]The vehicle itself, not too bad a shame.

[00:08:22]>> So, we went to Red's wedding reception or open house, and of course, we sit in top of Ohana Adventure for way too long.

[00:08:34]Uh we should have been here an hour ago to run through Costco. So, we had to hurry and run to the hospital, get home, cook dinner, make bread, and then go to A's birthday party.

[00:08:56]I asked Branson and Ty to come help me with a few uh C pieces of cabinet. Well, this is enough cabinet to fill a couple houses, actually. Um, look at that. That is insane. So, we needed a we needed some cabinets for Jean for his house that the house was flooded. So, we found these and uh the family was nice enough to just say just, you know, just take take it, whatever. And we're like, well, if we're going to take it off your hands, we'll just take them all. So, we did and they filled up this whole entire space right here. And so, we got here and realized, wo, like the trailer just wasn't enough. And we filled the trailer and now they're filling the back of my truck and we have Branson's truck, Ty's truck still. And I don't think we're going to be able to take the those things. So, which is okay cuz I don't think they'll fit. Anyway, anyway, that's uh that's what we're doing. Good cabinets. Okay, we are full. And that basin with the cabinet, those chairs with the the the uh bases on them, swivel chairs, and then these three cabinets are still here. So, we got to let them know about that. So, I was supposed to get home, cook my sourdough, and take it with us, but I didn't have time for that. So, my sourdough is going crazy, and we're going to cook it at Branson tomorrow's house. Tomorrow already started the oven and everything, and so there we have it.

[00:10:28]He made it.

[00:10:30]>> The party can begin now.

[00:10:37]>> You like that one?

[00:10:38]>> Oh, you ready for it?

[00:10:41]>> Should we go sit over there?

[00:10:43]>> I hope we >> happy birthday to you.

[00:10:52]Happy birthday to you. She's not >> happyar.

[00:11:00]Happy birthday to you.

[00:11:04]>> She does not like the fire. Huh?

[00:11:06]>> No.

[00:11:18]>> Yummy.

[00:11:19]>> Yay.

[00:11:31]You better use them all.

[00:11:35]>> Oh, that's some good cake, huh?

[00:11:37]>> Mhm.

[00:11:39]>> Chocolate.

[00:11:40]>> Mhm.

[00:11:41]>> I love chocolate.

[00:11:46]exact.

[00:11:49]>> Wait, there's rules to this, isn't there? What do we say?

[00:11:52]>> Yeah, we need to sing a little bit.

[00:11:54]>> Well, yeah, we have to get ready.

[00:11:57]>> What's Okay, >> ready.

[00:12:36]Hey.

[00:12:38]Yay.

[00:12:48]Wow.

[00:12:58]>> Yay. Ian's turn.

[00:13:01]>> Go ahead.

[00:13:21]run.

[00:13:23]>> Okay. Run, run, run.

[00:13:30]There you go.

[00:13:31]>> Oh, yeah.

[00:13:32]>> You got >> I think I have enough. W.

[00:13:36]>> Oh, that is a lot.

[00:13:37]>> Did you get down there?

[00:13:40]>> Why you hitting it so soft?

[00:13:42]>> Sorry. Was it hard enough?

[00:13:45]>> Wo.

[00:13:46]>> Okay.

[00:13:48]>> Oh, see.

[00:13:50]>> So tired.

[00:13:50]>> I'm not tired. You're tired.

[00:13:52]>> I don't know.

[00:13:55]>> What?

[00:13:55]>> What does that mean?

[00:13:57]>> What are you growing out here?

[00:13:58]>> What does that mean?

[00:13:59]>> It means a wanted a tree of beans. That seems more valid than any other.

[00:14:04]>> A binky tree. Not You're not trying to grow a baby out here.

[00:14:07]>> No. A binky tree.

[00:14:09]>> A binky tree.

[00:14:11]>> Oh. Whoa.

[00:14:14]>> Look at that.

[00:14:19]>> Oh, cute.

[00:14:23]>> You want it out? She's like, come on.

[00:14:33]Oh my gosh, that's so cute.

[00:15:03]Guys, I got blind eye contact.

[00:15:06]I'm about to put them in. I've never done this before. I don't actually know what I'm doing.

[00:15:11]I don't know what I'm doing.

[00:15:14]One second, guys. I just need a mirror.

[00:15:17]Okay, guys. I This doesn't feel right putting something in my eyeball. Wait, it's not going in.

[00:15:24]Guys, this is so annoying.

[00:15:27]I'm too flinchy for this.

[00:15:30]Literally been going at this for 15 minutes. Okay. No, it was in my eye and then it freaking folded, guys. Oh, guys, I got it in finally. That took me 20 minutes. And now it's stinging. What is it? I've never put an eye contact before, obviously. Wow, that looks so weird.

[00:15:54]And I cannot see. I absolutely can't see a thing. It's burning.

[00:15:59]Burns. It burns. It looks really cool, though. Look at that.

[00:16:06]I was going to wear both of these to a fan convention. I can see the screen.

[00:16:13]I can see light. And that's lit. I can't even see silhouettes of anything. I can only see the screen. Come in. Wait, wait. Don't come in. One sec. Wait one second. Okay, now come in.

[00:16:26]>> I finally got it in. It took forever.

[00:16:28]>> Yeah.

[00:16:30]>> What the heck?

[00:16:32]Oh my gosh. You have to go talk to the boys.

[00:16:39]>> I already know what's happening.

[00:16:40]>> Yeah. Are you going to react to it though or you just going to sit there?

[00:16:44]Freaky.

[00:16:44]>> Is it kind of freaky?

[00:16:45]>> Look like Kenyon. Don't make face. Just go.

[00:16:50]>> Are you guys half asleep or what? No.

[00:16:53]>> Isn't that weird?

[00:16:54]>> It is so weird.

[00:16:55]>> Doesn't that look so weird?

[00:16:56]>> That's going to be so weird. You just like walking around be like >> um Is it fine if >> What is that? Looks so crazy.

[00:17:08]>> That looks gross. Looks crazy, isn't it?

[00:17:11]>> I forgot what it looks like.

[00:17:14]It's so cool. I want to put the other one in, but I won't be able to see what I'm doing.

[00:17:19]>> I can't see my phone screen.

[00:17:21]>> Let me see. Oh, I'm good. I'm good. I lost my phone screen.

[00:17:25]>> Savannah, the brain is off.

[00:17:28]>> Is that so creepy? I don't even know where you're at.

[00:17:31]>> That is creepy.

[00:17:31]>> You look like Mantis.

[00:17:33]Really? This is really what it's like to be Oh, I guess her eyes are black, not white.

[00:17:37]>> That's so weird. I was using my phone to see where I was going cuz I could see through my phone but I couldn't actually see.

[00:17:46]>> We love you guys and as always you are worth it. BYE >> BABE. BYE YOU.