SATURDAY NIGHT SPECIAL READING - HAVE YOU HEARD THE NEWS?!

Added: 2026-05-24

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[00:00:27]out of nowhere just like three days of 50° and I'm not even in Seattle or Portland.

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[00:05:11]Chariot wants to kind of hide out over here on the other end of judgment, but there's a whole bunch of business going on before we can get down to brass tax before we can get on with stuff. So, let's see what the second row is here.

[00:05:28]Thank you. Oh, there's a whole lot of stuff. Queen of Wands is wanting some uh Queen of Wands is looking for an audience [snorts] from the world. [ __ ] about this eight of cups.

[00:05:46]Some faulty magician. The page of cups.

[00:05:49]Oh, there's somebody being a [ __ ] And the three of cups. Somebody had a coven.

[00:05:56]Somebody had a coven. Somebody this uh queen of wands wants to tell on the magician and the queen of cups.

[00:06:05]Oh snap.

[00:06:09]So there's some tea to be spilled here.

[00:06:11]Not just about this. This is what we're waiting for with this judge with this judgment card here. And then the queen of pentacles. Everybody is coming out for this.

[00:06:21]Everybody is coming out for this.

[00:06:23]Worried about having to pay some fines.

[00:06:26]There is some release from anxiety here.

[00:06:29]Some release from some obligation.

[00:06:34]Just a few more. Oh, there's the tower moment. Yeah, look at this. One, two, three, and [snorts] four. Oh, somebody cut off.

[00:06:44]Somebody better keep their hands off of somebody else's honey cuz they going to come for it. This coven is breaking up.

[00:06:53]T of pentacles.

[00:06:57]This coven is infighting.

[00:07:01][snorts] So, we'll break this down. The seven of cups, you've got a group that was coming after you that's falling apart. We're coming into the close of Mercury retrograde.

[00:07:15]So, you're going to be seeing uh gravity. And that gravity is going to come in the form of people having to pay up, people having to uh pony up their fines. Thank you for the hearts. Yes, get in the chats and let me know you love this reading. Yeah, somebody is going to have to pay up. [snorts] They are determined to get some kind of clarity with this judgment. is coming in like there is nothing that anybody can do to stop this calming down on their head.

[00:07:56]Page of swords that would suggest that someone has tried to brush this under the rug for quite some time.

[00:08:07]There is great authority, overseeing, secret service, vigilance, spying, examination, and equalities. They are diving in hard. There is no chance of escape here. There's no slipping out of this with a hangman energy. Someone who was thought they were going to get away with this is being pinched.

[00:08:31]Page of Wands in here. Oh, let's see.

[00:08:39]getting pinched and they're not going to go down on their own. They're not going to go they're they're taking the whole crew down with them.

[00:08:47]So, if you are in this coven and you're not being called on the carpet, you're having somebody else in your crew take the fall for some reason, whether you were involved or not, I suggest you getting the [ __ ] out of town while you still can because something is going to come down. I don't get that this is entirely like judicial system based.

[00:09:07]This is some old school judgment coming down. This is some like monogra mongro.

[00:09:16]Managra is some queen coming in. And we got a Latino queen.

[00:09:22]A familia.

[00:09:25]Uh no the matriarch.

[00:09:28]Abua [ __ ] Hea page of I mean I like it's like damn somebody just walked in the room dropped the mic. [snorts] Page of wands. That wand this wand is the mic.

[00:09:55]Like everybody's standing around in a crowded room waiting to see who's going to get the blowback on this. 10:10. We are in present moment right now. Someone is uh just walked in the room and took the mic. Whoever whoever has ultimate authority in this group or whoever's holding these people accountable walked in and just went like >> [clears throat] >> So, two of pentacles here.

[00:10:40]Let's see.

[00:10:45]On the one hand, it's a gay old time recreation, but it also reads news and messaging and writings coming as uh agitations and drama on the move. Yeah, somebody somebody just took the mic and said, "Oh, you thought you were going to take me down. [clears throat] Is this thing on?" I have some something to tell you.

[00:11:13]I think that you really should know before you come after me. Let me tell you something. I know.

[00:11:24]Yeah. Like they the Make sure the tape is rolling. Make sure the recording is on because I'm not going to say this twice and you're going to want to hear every bit of it and there is too much to try to write down. Somebody is spilling their [ __ ] guts.

[00:11:42]So, the Queen of Wands, it's over here with the World. I get that she is the one that was going to get away with the bag and turn this other queen of pentacles into a flying monkey and take their six of pentacles back. She was going to have to pay up for this. I kept getting heathers running through my head. And being a Gen X, all of you punkies out here, you think you've got your Coline, honey. We had Heathers. We were talking all the people that are in charge right now with white hair.

[00:12:16]They know what the kids are up against.

[00:12:18]They know exactly what the kids are up against.

[00:12:22]Uh there's no there's no um just something about there's a new sheriff in town. So, this person thought, "Okay, finally, if we're going to break up the band, I'm taking the rest of it. This [ __ ] is coming with me and we're getting the [ __ ] out of here because I need somebody to drive."

[00:12:43][snorts] And it's not we're getting the [ __ ] out of here. It's I'm getting the [ __ ] out of here. And I need someone to hold my bag. Literally holding the bag, but having no having no hand in the pentacles. Always pay it out. Always pay it out. So, uh, this person may have got their split.

[00:13:02]This, uh, Queen of Queen of Wands got her split, but it's the Queen of Pentacles over here that's holding the monies.

[00:13:11]So, yeah, the there's dark magic here or there's some there was some influence that didn't work that they didn't get the money and they have to rely on this one. I'm getting siblings. It's a sibling sibling kind of [ __ ] >> [snorts] >> There's some kind of why is this person this third party is kind of sing which in Heather's there was always the mean girl the [ __ ] back up and then the s.

[00:13:40]So let's see cuz somebody has to be the punching bag. Somebody has to be the one everybody beats up on when the joke doesn't land on the bad person or there's no bad people around.

[00:13:54]So, um, we've got this queen of wands in her world energy holding on to the eight of cups, but it's this something happened with this magic, the magician energy, and then the page of cups with the queen of cups coming in to take all of her [ __ ] right away from her. We got the three of cups on its head. Somebody came in and usurped that power.

[00:14:23]Somebody came in and usurped that power.

[00:14:25]Let me get the page of cups over here.

[00:14:36]Page of cups in reversed seduction, deception, artifice. So, while this person this this person was trying to step into their boss energy, somebody else came up and said, "Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, honey. You don't have the chops for this. I'm taking over and you two are going to stay right where you are."

[00:15:03]So, they might this there's this other person. And what do you want to bet this is giving um what what is that Las Vegas that dancers movie the chick from Save by the Bell and it was dancers something she was a show girls show girls or something like that she was underageed and broke into Vegas as a show girl and it just like followed her around for the few months she got away with it until she got busted.

[00:15:35]But this is um that that that understudy trip you down the stairs kind of energy.

[00:15:45]So this person might have come in like uh actually responsible for primary who is getting the judgment.

[00:16:03]Yeah. This the fight is not uh this person is getting distracted. You might be getting distracted as the leader of a group being embroiled into some drama that's supposed to get you to move off your spot and it works.

[00:16:19]And now this this other party is coming in here with Yeah. this three of cups with this deception.

[00:16:35]Three of cups [snorts] dispatch achievement end. It signifies also the side of excess and physical enjoyment and the pleasures of the senses. This queen of cups that interceded is enjoying this so much.

[00:16:55]It's working out so well. Working out perfectly for her. But I get that our private little our Miss Moneybags down here, the quiet little house mouse with her hands on the purse strings is the one that's going to bring this tower moment.

[00:17:11]She didn't see this coming. There's some loyalty happening.

[00:17:15]There's some loyalty. Temperance right here. Lovers upturned. Knight of Pentacles and the T of Swords. Some release from anxiety here.

[00:17:24]No, T of Swords.

[00:17:28]Advantage, profit, success, favor. But none of these are permanent. Also, power and authority. So, our our Queen of Pentacles here on her head, evil, suspicion, suspense, fear, and mistrust. Now, because this person is accustomed to having people only like them when they are um pouring their money out. There's this defensiveness about this. They know that people talk to them and see them that way. And they feel like they choose who they give their money to to be included in what crowd one way or the other.

[00:18:14]But they are also because they paid for this friendship circle. They It's like they can dish and and poo poo on them all day long, but somebody from the outside come in and try to tell her what to do.

[00:18:34]Look, [ __ ] don't think that I don't know how to do that mean girl [ __ ] There's this breakout that's happening and they they might be my frenemies.

[00:18:49]This Knight of Pentacles.

[00:18:52]These [ __ ] might be my haters, but they're my haters.

[00:19:00]Yeah, the Lovers and Temperance. What I was looking for was the Knight of Pentacles, utility, service, service, interest, responsibility, rectitude, all the normal and on an external plane. So super totally superficial, but these are my [ __ ] and I'm about to tear your extensions out.

[00:19:26]Girl, fight. So I guess the house mouse is the one that comes in and saves the day.

[00:19:36]So you might be in this group. You could be this house mouse.

[00:19:41]Uh you could be this third party that thinks you're going to come in and run this crew.

[00:19:47]and you're going to meet massive obstacle. You got to watch keep your eye on that. I'm getting this could be uh you're coming into a management role inside the company and you've been promoted from inside.

[00:20:04]Hi, Max. We're in the crown chakra with that. Let's move into this. So this is some usurping energy, [snorts] some um elite transosition.

[00:20:18]Transposition.

[00:20:20]Ah, come on.

[00:20:25]There's a changing of the guard that's being attempted and it's almost like I mean there's trickery here. No trickery with the crown chakra. So we're going to get into some interesting combos here.

[00:20:36]Yeah, we're right into the hoodie and there's no trying to tear it off of your head that if you're in an anooic chamber, there's no sound, no echo, no echo at all, but there's no sadness about Okay, this is giving hermit mode and we're into a broken heart and full sadness, but that's somebody can totally deal with that. Like maybe there is some loneliness in this solitude.

[00:21:04]you don't get to have the love of your life in this life.

[00:21:09]But um and yeah, that's kind of sad. It's not what you were hoping for. You wanted to be loved. You wanted to do this. But here the download for today was uh it's not the life I get to have. What are we talking about when we say it's not the life I get to have or it's not the life I wanted? What you wanted wasn't your life. you wanted someone else's life to come in and amplify yours. That's the life that you're missing out on. But you don't stop breathing just cuz you're not having someone else love you. And so what if somebody else from the outside of you isn't loving you? You have the capacity to love yourself.

[00:21:55]And if uh if spirit is putting you in another tower moment, if spirit is putting you in a tower moment where you need to learn how to love yourself is uh you know the heropant here is what's being demanded of more than just being the a magician, more than just manifesting transmutation.

[00:22:17]transmutation.

[00:22:19]Yeah, big transition mode here and uh like some big coming out.

[00:22:27]Um having to leave relationships behind, having to shed this sense of needing people in your life, anybody.

[00:22:40]that leads you to being able to achieve this um release from attachment.

[00:22:50]Yeah, you've got cause so much more cause for as much pleasure, joy, and affirmation that a relationship with another human being brings you. going through a period of life or determining that your life does not need constant uh ongoing narrative human interaction for you to find peace and joy and and happiness. That's right here.

[00:23:24]You you you come into a space where you are no longer relying on that sense of attachment. There's nothing when you get that way too. You come into a sense of timelessness. You're not on anybody else's time. You're not on anybody else's awareness. You're on anybody else's schedule or their radar. You are in a space of timelessness.

[00:23:51]If you have to go to work and be on somebody else's time, then you're not free from that release from attach.

[00:23:56]You're not free to have that release from attachment. You have to maintain an ongoing narrative. You have to maintain a future fake so that you don't forget that you have to go back to that after a period of time. Once you release a place, you know, you completely let yourself go to spirit. spirit will transform your life where it is uplifting you in a way that financially sustains you and you don't have to rely on other people and it sus here's how you know good good and [clears throat] evil evil always has to have some exchange from outside evil always has to have some kind of feeding source because it cannot generate its own sustenance it cannot it's It's there's this two two faces to this.

[00:24:49]But me as uh someone who is working not in darkness but in light in goodness in in positivity now no longer requires yet another layer of cyclic existence that relationships bring.

[00:25:07]Not an exercise.

[00:25:10]this more succubus energy compounded by the independence that you're seeking.

[00:25:18]You can go back to it brings you back around to this internalization of moral responsibility. If you don't have any attachment to somebody, then what's right and wrong? It's all in just your head, right? It becomes this awareness of this superficial narrative.

[00:25:38]you become aware of the matrix. Now, this is the kind of thing where we'll get into deeper discussions with um our guided meditations and we'll still use the cards to do that, but we'll get into much deeper uh conversations.

[00:25:56]Uh angel eyes here guiding.

[00:25:59]We're going to step back from that.

[00:26:03]When you operate from a place of goodness, you are generating your own comfort. You're generating your own sustenance. You are generating then a keen sense of compassion because you are no longer operating in order to get someone else to do something. You are now looking through self- evvaluation.

[00:26:23]You're having compassion for yourself.

[00:26:25]You're you're starting to understand cyclic existence.

[00:26:30]You're understanding how to identify the source of suffering and how to work toward its sessation. talking basic Buddhism here.

[00:26:41]We just cracked Buddhism in a nutshell right there.

[00:26:45]Do no suffering. Once you achieve that, work toward identifying suffering so you can work toward ending it. Astral communication here.

[00:26:58]And when you do that, you start to look around you and understand that there are people around you who don't know that they are in a state of suffering only because they don't know how to make it stop. So they learn to accept it. And if they knew how to get out of it, then you are begin to feel the compulsion to help people relieve themselves of suffering.

[00:27:21]You begin to find an imperative to teach as the only way of not having to look at other people's unnecessary suffering.

[00:27:33]And then you discover that you are um now spreading the gospel without having to be uh taking up the business of evangel evangelicalism.

[00:27:49]Evangelism [snorts] something about staying be mindful that you are not casting your pearls before swine. You can only pray to teach those who are willing to learn and they will take it up from you. You can't you can't sell a good idea. You can't give it away. But people will steal it. If people feel that they can take this idea unto themselves, then what do you care where they get it from and through that spirit will continuously sustain you. It will bring you in front of the right people. It will clear you away from people who are trapped in cyclic existence. You are lifting yourself from being trapped in Dante's hell trying to save people.

[00:28:40]traditional inconformity and this huge massive effort declaration, but you have no idea how who to give it to.

[00:28:49]He has mass. You have this good news.

[00:28:51]You have this massive celebration, this abundance. You're trying to teach people this isn't just an exercise. You don't have to kiss up. You have everything that you need.

[00:29:02]adaptability and flexibility, being able to shift in and out of different aspects of this reality.

[00:29:13]And when you reach this point where you removed from cyclic existence, you look around and realize that everyone else is living in a different place.

[00:29:21]They're they are living in a different place. And you battle back and forth with the hopelessness of these people are never going to see what I can see right now. These people are never going to see this space as infinite.

[00:29:36]They're never going to see the space as infinite. This is always going to feel like a struggle. This will always feel like a struggle to them.

[00:29:46]This broken head talking to itself.

[00:29:50]That's that's what they end up I don't know. Maybe that's what Here's the paradox is you end up looking like the person walking around talking to themselves because you're living in this internal moral landscape and they cannot figure out why this is so important to you because they cannot feel the Holy Spirit moving in your life.

[00:30:14]They cannot feel the Holy Spirit moving in their life because they won't they won't let it.

[00:30:23]They won't let it. So you may be coming when we come out of Mercury retrograde, you may be coming out with a big motivation to share your knowledge and wisdom. Do not be discouraged by senseless affairs.

[00:30:41]Do not be discouraged by senseless affairs.

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[00:31:28]There's a browneyed person that is uh not able to influence the group like they used to.

[00:31:37]They're still seated in some kind of almost a jealousy of this this power, a longing for being able to make people do stuff by just walking in the room. Yeah.

[00:31:48]They used to be able to cause a fuss over nothing. Anakoic chamber on a blank field.

[00:31:55]Anacoic chambers on its head. So they're talking and talking and all they can hear is themselves and there's nobody listening. So this is somebody becoming a dusty. There's a deviation in the heart chakra. There's some kind of deviance.

[00:32:08]They They don't understand why they can't get what they want like they used to. Sounds like somebody's aging. He's an old hippie and he don't know what to do. Should he hang on to the old? Should he grab on to the new?

[00:32:24]We've got a big mixup here. There's a big mixup. Somebody's Somebody's Somebody's accustomed to winning.

[00:32:34]Somebody is accustomed to winning.

[00:32:38]Uhhuh. And now they can't get anybody's attention. And they're like a gin tapping on the glass. Hey, hey, hey you.

[00:32:44]Hey you. Hey you. Somebody. It's like they got put into a psych ward behind the glass and they're trying to get someone's attention. Bullseye. They feel crazy because they can't get anybody to respond. They feel like they've been pruned to the trunk. It's like they're walking around like a ghost, not waiting for an answer. Someone's just really getting upset about this. They They don't shoot the messenger.

[00:33:11]Something about last summer or a summer that went dark. Uh a summer that a summer of tears.

[00:33:19]I'm just going to try to sort this out and get these.

[00:33:23]I can't help but get messages through this. The atlas. I'm just trying to sort these cards out.

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[00:33:40]This is some kind of big conflict like they're having a massive internal conflict. Now, if this is uh someone who has just recently crossed over into awareness and they're struggling with this sense of I don't belong in this world anymore.

[00:33:56]It felt like a trap door. It was supposed to be enlightening and now I feel crazy and disjointed and disconnected and disassociated. They're struggling with disassociation that comes with deeper meditation. A drop of water does not know it is a drop of water when it is in ocean. But when that drop of water rises to the surface and becomes a raindrop, then it feels itself and it feels a longing to return home to this larger body where it felt more complete only because it didn't feel itself.

[00:34:31]It felt itself consumed by its group.

[00:34:38]It It craved the hive. It craved the hive mind.

[00:34:43]What are we doing here?

[00:34:48]What are we doing here?

[00:34:51]I don't want to ring the bell. My ears have been really sensitive since we've been in Mercury retrograde.

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[00:38:34]Oh, yeah. The shakra meditation. If you want to do your uh summer reading, watch the uh Nickelodeon's Avatar the Last Airbender. And in the third book, uh there is a segment where he meets the guru. It is a whole episode.

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[00:39:04]Okay. So after all of this there is some acceptance of a loss of the lovers there's strength in in some kind of romance some kind of how you think about someone that you are thinking about as a lover or someone was considering you as a lover there was a lack of justice here in the way things changed in the way someone left that opportunity and chose something else. You had accepted this loss of of the lover and you found new strength and how all of that happened for you. You came out strong.

[00:39:40]You came out still not having been broken from wanting new love in your life.

[00:39:47]You avoided conflict and accepted this loss through humility and understanding that you still have what you considered to be true and loving human characteristics. It didn't break you and it didn't jade you.

[00:40:04]There was some spiritual guidance in direct conflict with the devil. It might have been you were playing devil's advocate here.

[00:40:14]Someone gave you a chance. Someone someone faced you off with an ultimatum and you said, "Huh, okay." Queen of Pentacles, you you flipped the script and went into full nurture mode if that's what you need.

[00:40:27]They took an impulsive, reckless posture.

[00:40:33]I mean, like, don't give an ultimatum unless you're ready for the option because that's what you're pushing the person, right? Like you're daring them to not take the option. Well, you're [ __ ] if the option isn't something you want either. There was a silent whisper where you knew better about what the person was doing here and uh the body wisdom is turned down like you your regular arousal connection with them.

[00:40:58]Like you've got nothing. There's no there's no pull physically there. You're not losing anything out of there's just like you have the ick now.

[00:41:09]You have you still care about them. I mean, like, you're a caring person, but you've got no sexual attraction to them anymore. No physical, no moxy, no there's no like no lovers reference to them here. Like, you've turned that off for this person. They thought if they could get you to turn it off, it would have to be turned off completely. Like, you would you you would just make they would just make you turn this off in life. Like, I I can't. This is dumb. But honestly, if true, you know, a true genuine person came to you and offered you love because you are this person, if they recognized you for the way you are, if they weren't playing games, if they weren't trying to extract something, if they were coming to you to love you, you would totally go for it. You would totally accept that. You would see the legitimacy in it. The flow of life here is just could not be stopped. You're still right here. Look at this. Oh, look. We'll read this in sections here cuz what we've got here is the flow of life. Okay? You resting in this ancient knowledge for a higher self connection. I can't make this up, folks. This is where you're resting. This is starting to be a like it doesn't feel this way because when it started it felt like you were going into hermitage, but you've gotten comfortable with that. So you don't feel cut off at you don't feel like cut off at the at the at the base and being punished for being alone. It doesn't feel like a punishment anymore.

[00:42:50]So it doesn't feel like hermitage. You still feel like yourself. You still feel open if it was real. You still feel realistic about what goes on out there.

[00:42:59]You still feel open to receiving life in, you know, you're not depressed.

[00:43:04]You're not gone into a hole. You're not staring into the corner. Your your whole thing is open. It's just you don't accept those things for yourself anymore.

[00:43:17]This is the elevation. They can't reach you anymore with that. It has no pull.

[00:43:24]So, uh, reflect and listen and dream guidance. This doesn't seem like you need to you're really having to work at this.

[00:43:34]Both of these things are not being activated. You don't need them right now. You're on cruise control for this level of inner peace and empowerment in decisions. This empowered decision here. It doesn't there's no big power by there's no big to get it done. This is just very easy and breezy natural. There's no resistance between, you know, getting your spiritual guidance from the devil.

[00:44:04]This doesn't scare you anymore. You don't get angry when this person shows up anymore.

[00:44:10]If this person is somebody that you you've got coming back to you in your world, you've been developing a continuing development of kind of an anecdote or an anirus or a an avenom is what I'm thinking. You've been pressed into having to think about this person being in front of you very soon for repetitively enough over the last three months. The realistic the realism of it uh you've got intuitive feeling that doesn't require any effort at all.

[00:44:45]There's no deep reflecting. It just is.

[00:44:49]And you you've come away from this justifiably reactive wanting for revenge and destruction.

[00:45:01]You've you've stepped back from that.

[00:45:03]Like you've exercised what it would be like enough that it now even if you engage in that the precision of what you would desire to exact just exactly what they've done to you.

[00:45:25]what they put you through.

[00:45:31]You know, having an early checkout would be an early an easy out. Like there is no you can't even begin to ex excise vengeance.

[00:45:43]Because if you're in a truly compassionate place, you are feeling every bit of suffering they put you in.

[00:45:51]and you know exactly where it came from and you can point it right back to them.

[00:45:56]You can take it right back to that person cataloged itemized and there is still no way you would break their body to try to affect vengeance physically. You you would break their mind if you tried to affect vengeance psychologically because the fact is everything that they did to you and put you through and what you suffered because of them, they simply could not have endured.

[00:46:29]They simply could not have endured it.

[00:46:33]And that's why you were such a marvel now because they did everything they could think of to break you.

[00:46:45]And it didn't work.

[00:46:50]If I was that person, I'd be really freaking nervous right now.

[00:46:57]Really nervous. It's one of those like that I'm smiling should concern you.

[00:47:10]Okay.

[00:47:13]I I'm seeing Wolverine.

[00:47:19]I'm seeing someone that was gravely tortured.

[00:47:24]Was tortured beyond that normal breaking point that they would go for because they had already decided to dispose of you.

[00:47:33]So they went ahead and tried everything they ever heard about because whatever happened after this was just going to be um just like there's no way you'd survive this. So we can just go ahead and I mean we're going to lose the sample anyway.

[00:47:54]Someone was using you like um a lab rat.

[00:48:02]Someone might have the sign of a rat.

[00:48:06]Someone might just be a rat.

[00:48:10]And when you're talking about having to reconcile what you have suffered, because when we get into the heart chakra, no matter who you're talking about, you can feel pity and compassion for the worst of your enemies. Because when we see it in the heart chakra, we all recognize that yes, you have had great suffering, tremendous suffering, unfairness, unjustice, cruelty.

[00:48:42]Everyone has. We have all experienced great loss. But love for you is not lost in this world. is an energy that swirls all around you and is reborn as new love. So feel your grief, seat in grief until it passes entirely beyond you and then begin to heal, be charred from that clarification.

[00:49:12]There's stagnation and emotional bondage here. Someone here is trapped in their heart chakra. We are talking about this loss and grief, delays in communication, dependency. Maybe you are losing your financial stability and this is amplifying your heartbreak. You're feeling great hopelessness because there is a resistance to change.

[00:49:38]Hangman here. It's inevitable. It's unavoidable. You're already in this change shift. Clarity and new ideas.

[00:49:46]clarification. You are in the process now of being clarified by fire.

[00:49:54]It hurts.

[00:49:58]Insecurity and hopelessness will burn you right through your chest and up into your brains.

[00:50:09]Lack of action here. Someone is taking some unnecessary risks trying to cling to that old way. You're going to overspend what little resources you have left trying to keep up. Financial insecurity and greed, stinginess. You need to be in a poverty mentality, not a poverty mentality.

[00:50:28]You need to be in a poverty mind, not a scarcity mind. You need to get with the fact that you are in your ramen years, honey. You're going to be eating boiled eggs and you're going to come to like it. You're going to come to be grateful for every one of those 53 cent eggs.

[00:50:44]You're going to come to appreciate 53 cents.

[00:50:49]One day, very soon, you're going to look in your hand and count 53 cents and be grateful.

[00:50:57]Whereas you may have before experienced literally feeling in your pocket for loose change, looking at it, and throwing it in the trash with your loose litter.

[00:51:13]The High Priestess is going to come in.

[00:51:15]You're going to have this other this transformation that comes in your mind when you go from throwing away literal money like throwing away literal food in front of a hungry person.

[00:51:31]You are going to come into that revelation of gratitude. You are being taught gratitude. No, I grew up in a church where I heard over and over, "Don't ever pray for patience cuz God will test you until you learn it."

[00:51:49]Someone was Someone was praying for recovery.

[00:51:54]God's about to teach it to you.

[00:51:57]Clarity by fire like butter.

[00:52:06]clarification.

[00:52:09]Burning away what is no longer useful.

[00:52:14]One more card to close this for us. Here we're reading a transformation here.

[00:52:22]I'm still seeing a lack of progress here because you can't decide what to do next. Stop trying to decide what to do next. If you can't decide what to do next, sit the [ __ ] down and stop talking. Stop moving your hands. Stop moving your feet. Stop trying to make something happen.

[00:52:40]This is the moment where you stop striving.

[00:52:45]And you give it to God.

[00:52:49]I hated that term. I'm still angry at God. You give it over to the Holy Spirit. Give it over to the ways of Jesus.

[00:52:59]Find some gentle mode in this moment.

[00:53:07]Stop pushing.

[00:53:12]Recognize what you have around you.

[00:53:16]Form an idea of gratitude.

[00:53:19]Stop reaching for what is not yours.

[00:53:21]That is a sin. It is coveting.

[00:53:25]Stop looking at what you think you should have.

[00:53:36]Think about all the money you have spent on replacing things. Replacing things.

[00:53:42]Stuff. Stuff. Another copy of the same stuff.

[00:53:47]Burnout and restlessness here. You simply can't keep up this pace.

[00:53:52]There comes a point in life where you come to appreciate what you have because of how damned hard it is to replace it and replacing it because you don't like the color because this burnout's bouncing all over the place. Yeah, that's how we find the rest. You stop [ __ ] striving. You be happy with the version that you got. You got it for you. What the hell happened? You don't like it anymore. Does it not do the job that that you paid for?

[00:54:22]If is it not clean, dry, or serviceable?

[00:54:26]Learn how to sew. Learn how to wash your clothes. Learn how to eat out of your yard.

[00:54:34]Did you know you can eat dandelions and keep yourself fed with all the minerals and nutrition you need? Throw in an egg.

[00:54:42]An egg. Throw in a spoon of cream. Throw in a splash of apple cider vinegar. that makes cheese and spinach peach.

[00:54:57]Learn to be grateful for what the I mean, if you had any idea how small of an amount it takes to survive.

[00:55:08]If you are eating from where your food comes from, if you are living where you toil, if you are loving the people in front of you, there's some self self-doubt here because of this ambition. You're wanting to there's a look here. There is a confusion here between uh a mindset of charity and generosity giving and confusing the the title of responsibility but not actually doing anything.

[00:55:53]I'm getting somebody who goes to a job, comes home, sits down, and watches TV, and probably has somebody else bring a plate of food to them to sustain them until the next day, and maybe doesn't even say thank you, hates every minute of it, hates their life, all the drudgery, all the body pain, all the aching, all the fuss, all the bother. For what?

[00:56:21]Fear of change of feeling. stuck and then feeling just theft and sneaky cunning like their life was a lie. They did everything that they were supposed to do and that's not at all what brought them like it didn't do anything. It didn't do anything. This is the kind of thing that drives people to midlife crisis. They look up and they realize that they followed the program and it didn't get them anything for themselves and it did not bring them any joy and they worked so damned hard for it but they don't know what else to do.

[00:57:03]Like they don't even have a hobby. This person doesn't even have a hobby and they'll sit and [ __ ] about people being happy in front of them.

[00:57:12]>> [snorts] >> like get a [ __ ] hobby, learn how to sew. You know what happens is life will bring you back around to that point where you have to learn how to survive.

[00:57:22]It will take everything away from you unless you do that thing. You can make tons of money. How many people you know make tons of money and spend twice as much and live in gross fashion? They don't bathe enough. They don't brush their hair enough. They don't brush their teeth enough because they're always in drop and go. There's always some place to be, to be seen, to go do to distract them from the pain and the struggle of everything about themselves that they ignore like brushing their teeth and watch. They have no gratefulness for their own carcass. When you feel dispersed by the world, when you feel depressed, anxious, sad, when you feel lost, when you feel a wash in the chaos of world and you have no focus, you know pattern, no routine, no no center.

[00:58:16]That's exactly what your body is crying for. [ __ ] all this else. [ __ ] your clothes. All of the food that you choose to go out in the shop for, eat out all the time, being in the right place, being in front of the right people. This takes you back to this grasping of someone else having to validate you and satisfy your anxiety.

[00:58:38]Your anxiety is your body trying to get your attention like a child tugging at the shirt tails of their mother. Your body cries to you every day trying to get your brain to look at it.

[00:58:58]Look at Can you feel me? I'm over here.

[00:59:02]When was the last time you actually looked at your toes? When was the last time you touched your toes? Just sat on the floor and looked at your toes.

[00:59:12]these feet that carry you around without mostly without complaint but without any any way and there just the sense of this insatiability with people right now.

[00:59:26]This there's no outward love. It's all I got to win. It's this culture of be best instead of be the best you can be. We need to get back into that attitude of being the best you can be because this be best has your focus outward, doesn't it? Be best has be best. Best is what? Best who else is what else is out? What do you mean be best? Be best of what?

[00:59:55]Well, now you got to look at everybody else. That's where these people's mind is. They're looking at each other. They don't care about themselves. The only thing they care about themselves is to win the validation of someone else.

[01:00:08]That's the only value they have to themselves.

[01:00:11]What's the good of having uh value unto yourself in the form of something that you don't especially like yourself?

[01:00:21]Like you don't even like you. You don't even like you. I'm talking to this low vibe we're all trying to get away from.

[01:00:31]It's the jock in the teen movie. It's the It's the It's the hate crew in the Mean Girls in every teen movie.

[01:00:48]Yeah.

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[01:01:14]Something about transmuting this win energy into there's a Leo here and a a there's a Taurus that doesn't want there. So, so there is a spoiled brat of a Taurus here.

[01:01:29]This Leo is trying to save them or trying to change them uh without being seen and without telling anything. They've gotten a Virgo involved who it's a hard past. This the Virgo. There's a special place in hell for you.

[01:01:49]Mhm.

[01:01:51]This is a transmuted Leo. So, Leo, you may have been in some kind of spiritual assassin energy before that you flipped.

[01:01:59]Confirmation.

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[01:02:13]Oh, what where's that card? Where what are we doing?

[01:02:19]Okay. So, there is uh some kind of authority figure here that's trying to prevent total obliteration of a pairing that's gone bad. A pairing that's gone rogue.

[01:02:33]Who is this pairing? Let's get the other deck.

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[01:02:52]There's a something about the way it's always been done. There's some massive formal structure here.

[01:03:01]Some conformity issue.

[01:03:04]I'm getting someone here in my collective. Yeah, there's the death card and a lack of blocked creativity. These this group that you're involved with collective is not going to let you move forward in this way. They don't want you.

[01:03:19]They just don't want you. Moreover, why do they want you out? They want you out of the way.

[01:03:27]Yeah. Your your sense of tradition and conformity is bringing the moral the moral It's not about the moral compass.

[01:03:36]It's about the moral standard. Yes.

[01:03:40]Your presence is um exposing because these people can't operate the way they were doing. And see how they were doing was they were just fine going about doing everything the way they do it. And when you came in, you didn't know because you're not that type of people. those type of people think that you are the other type of people and they know you're not down with all that [ __ ] They just know you're not down with all that [ __ ] So, if people are leaving your life right now, [ __ ] let them because they know them better than you. They just aren't going to embarrass themselves if they're already going to separate themselves from you. They don't want to embarrass themselves with having to tell somebody that is they already know is too good for them. That they are actually a piece of [ __ ] and have no business hanging out with you. Sorry. They're financially greedy here. What about this insatiable?

[01:04:42]Yeah, they are. They absolutely have to have some kind of dominance over you.

[01:04:47]Some kind of financial display.

[01:04:56]Maybe they've let go of that. There's some releasing from attachment here, but in a way of letting go of grudges and actively being humble and actually seeking peace. Here's the actual win here.

[01:05:09]What this Leo was coming in with challenging the status quo on your behalf. So someone is speaking up on the way because Leo was converted. That's right.

[01:05:22]Because Leo came around to they sent Leo in to try to spiritually assassinate you and Leo fell in love with the way you do stuff. You healed Leo. You You gave Leo this exposure to positivity that they've never seen before. They have always been operating in this dark energy and they had completely like, "Oh, that's just a [ __ ] fantasy. People don't actually do that." like they had completely lost any connection to a reality based in positive relationships.

[01:05:56]Yeah, this Taurus had them oh just like total full throttle overindulgence. This Taurus is out of control. This Taurus is in self-destruct mode cuz Leo doesn't want anything to do with that. Leo's looking at you like, "Oh, this is there's like a whole other thing going on over here."

[01:06:14]And what's the lack of inspiration?

[01:06:16]That's the results coming off of this Taurus. Now they they can't they don't know they don't Leo was saving them. Leo was the one that was keeping them above water.

[01:06:28]What about this Virgo? This dark Virgo that has passed on from this situation.

[01:06:33]Like Virgo has left. Why are they even in the mix here? They used to be connected to this Taurus, but it looks like Virgo has assumed their role. They were involved with the heavenly angel and they were a dark entity that has become resolved because uh something about they passed up on a role of demon demonic role. They passed up on a crossroads deal with Uhhuh. Yeah. They figured out that it was a crossroads deal and took a hard pass. They already did some damage against a heavenly angel and they can't do it anymore. They've been resolved as well. So, this is our Mercury retrograde coming into close.

[01:07:22]So, what this tells me is that this Virgo and this Leo were secondary offenders being driven toward you based on what someone else was saying. Could it possibly be this? Yeah. This Taurus, this spoiled brat energy, this overindulgent, no inspiration, no brains, no no forethought at all, trying to stay like like making everybody else be the problem, but they're the one that's pushing these people toward you and making them come at you with this negative energy. And they are seeing you and going, "No, I'm in love with you.

[01:08:04]You are amazing. I don't know what this was. The magician energy right here.

[01:08:12]Yeah. So you you affected manifestation create you allowed this Virgo to attempt an assault on you, brought them in close enough where you uh did something magicianwise, but you pulled a fast one on them.

[01:08:37]They were trying to pull a fast one on you and you gave them a little Houdini and they got away from you. You got away from them. They got away from you, didn't they, Virgo? And you are so Virgo, you're not in love with them.

[01:08:51]They You're still a piece of [ __ ] You're still that guy that said, "There is a special place in hell for me right now."

[01:09:01]But you've passed on to something else with this magician energy. It changed you.

[01:09:08]You How did it change you? It's this magician and they gave you the slip.

[01:09:19]They gave you this. I get that mag again. Virgo is the one that brought in this ultimatum and it ended up swifting them right the [ __ ] out the door.

[01:09:28]Chariot. So with this PD coming in, this authority figure, there was some authority figure here outside of Virgo, Taurus, and Leo.

[01:09:40]Uhhuh. I get that Virgo may have passed on from this devilish energy and got the [ __ ] out of there whenever they were transmuted cuz I don't think they're sticking around.

[01:09:52]Lack of recognition. So this PD was undercover. Honesty, facing consequences here. So no obliteration. They reported on you in in uh what dark cancer the cavalry that you didn't have any backup that you did all of this by yourself. So there's some spiritual accountability here. When we go into spirit court there was u an incomp completion here was what I got the world card on its hand. There was a investigation, a spiritual investigation cuz we do we go to spirit court. Every time we get involved or interacting with people, we bring them on in karmic relationship.

[01:10:36]Every opportunity and engagement, every engagement is an opportunity for us to create or dispel or heal or pay off karmic debt. Every interaction, every time you pick up the phone, every time you walk up the street and pass somebody by, every time you see somebody at the pub, every time you're at the grocery store, if you are in front of and engaging with another human being, you are interacting in karmic resonance.

[01:11:11]There's a lack of focus about how you were involved. They cannot figure how you got wrapped up in this because there's an awful lot of karmic debt happening. But what the spiritual courts are seeing is blocked emotions and a lack of action on your part.

[01:11:30]You're not doing anything with these people.

[01:11:34]All of this energy is coming off of them. So you might be an exorcist where you enter a room and people's demons are agitated and they begin to act out on you. It's why you might be difficult have difficulty building relationships with other human beings. It's the human beings that are the problem. Now remember, if you're dealing with a lot of human beings and you're a light worker, you're not a human being. You are a light being having a human experience. You are not a human being having a light experience.

[01:12:07]this blocked emotions and a lack of action.

[01:12:13]There's no backup from this. They're not finding that you were involved anywhere.

[01:12:18]They're not feeling any karmic energy coming off of you. They're not seeing where you provoked anybody. They're not seeing where you where you caused any you just keep showing up when this stuff blows up everywhere.

[01:12:37]Yeah, they're not that there's this the death card right here and the heropant and lack of inspiration. You're not doing anything.

[01:12:48]It's just when you show up.

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[01:14:35]All right.

[01:14:38]Oh, let's see what else is here. We'll do just a little bit more. We'll do a runstone read here.

[01:14:54]I'm Cece with Angel Radio Tarot. It is a pleasure to have you here.

[01:15:08]Let's see. Brillan Wright has a question and we'll pin it here and it looks like a good one and this looks like your read here.

[01:15:22]Let me get the pop out. Thank you for your question, Brillin.

[01:15:35]You are today's winner. What sort of star seed is a dark angel?

[01:15:41]And how do I complete my mission when my partner has been devoted to the darkness for half his life and is just now coming into the light?

[01:15:53]What sort of star seed is a dark angel?

[01:15:57]Hi. The gratitude.

[01:16:01]Yes. And Brillin and M. Ladybug. Lady Lady Dub.

[01:16:07]Jwan David and Sabine, thank you for all of the props in the chat there. I'm thinking about what sort of a star seed is a dark angel.

[01:16:17]How that would combo.

[01:16:19]It would be very powerful superhero ego.

[01:16:25]It would be someone who now believes that they can save the world. There is a temptation there toward megalomania as a sense of as giving one a sense of purpose with all of this power.

[01:16:41]Uh so there let's see how do you complete your mission when your partner has been devoted to the darkness for half his life just now coming into the light.

[01:16:57]So, you're dealing with especially if they've been able to engage in the darkness with this dark angel.

[01:17:07]It's um it's like they've learned a bunch of bad habits and they're going to be going through what they put. So, they've recently gone through a big tower moment here.

[01:17:24]And this is a great kind of question for discussions we'd have in guided meditation. What you're going to get here is someone who is built up into a an adult or a mature level of strength, has had time to exercise it and work out the kinks and has been able to use those skills to get as far along as they have in life, but they recognize now that it's not serving them. There is a lot of that where they're missing holes like it's self-educated.

[01:17:59]So, uh, because if they're in the dark energy, they've been working with other unguided souls. So, they're all kind of hodge podgeing this thing together without a lot of positive energy to build them up and to sustain them personally. So, they will fight with each other while they're attempting to share information or they may even come to a point where they won't share information if they feel like it's exposing them. So this person is who you're dealing with in your personal relationship as well. They're not they may be untrustworthy.

[01:18:35]They [clears throat] may feel that you are untrustworthy because that's what they are accustomed to. It's like don't smile if you've had a hard life because it makes you look like you don't know you've had a hard life or that you've never actually experienced a hard life.

[01:18:53]Like when people say don't smile so much as an adult, it makes you look like an idiot. No, it just makes you look like you haven't ever had to gone through anything hard. So how could you how could you be as like you don't and that's why people will say you don't have any right to be happy.

[01:19:10]Um, so this your partner [clears throat] being a new devote to light work is going to need a mentor outside of your personal relationship.

[01:19:27]It's going to need guidance that is not you. If you're going to continue being in a romantic or a karmic tied relationship with them, they need to go on the same spirit journey that you did and probably more than you need it. They need to go and be alone.

[01:19:45]They need to go be spend time with their spiritual mentor. They need to go spend time developing these new positive skills.

[01:19:55]There's no way for someone coming into a new level to continue their practice while they are still living in a reference point with someone that knew them from before because that person is gone. And when they're having to operate and continue in front of them, they have to still keep having the relationship as this other person. Unless this person they're having, the relationship in front of them has room for them to change and grow and morph and make mistakes in front of them. I find that really difficult to do from a position of romantic attachment because you become switching back and forth from a romantic partnership where you're sharing your achievements together. You're sharing your discoveries as like life events uh not as a teacher student mode.

[01:20:55]And so you come back and forth. You do this uh it becomes this identity switching. You both end up doing it where you switch in and back back and forth between being uh mentor student dominant submission um to okay now we have to be peers now it's really hard for you will catch yourself trying to parent them outside of that structure. They will catch themselves feeling dominated outside of that structure.

[01:21:30]So, they need their own mentor. They need their own teacher. And then let them come back to you as a partner. Just like if they were going off to school and they can they can talk to you about stuff, but to you it's going to feel childish. to them it's going to feel like you're talking over their head to it's just it would be the same thing if your partner was taking up if you were a mastery in your profession and your partner decided they were going to take it up because they've watched you do it for two decades and they think they could do it too and it looks amazing they're going to make that transition and change and uh now they're going to come and talk to you like a pleb they're going to talk to you like like a um a freshman, but there but your relationship, you both are at mastery level. It's just really hard for you to relate to the person at that level and it still be interesting. It's like raising a child, spending too much time with a toddler. I hope that helps. Let's do a little bit of this runstone read and see if you what this lays out for you. I do recommend you having uh not becoming their teacher if you're going to be their romantic partner.

[01:22:51]Hi Nikita, wonderful to have you here.

[01:22:55]Thank you for joining the chat. Thank you for subscribing.

[01:23:02]And Nikita, allow me to encourage you to check out the new memberships uh that just came online today. and welcome you uh in a gift or super chat. We couldn't do that yesterday. We couldn't do that the day before, but now we can.

[01:23:21]So, let's wrap up today's read with this runstone projection for Brilling and this relationship with a new uh And please send my congratulations to your um your acolyte partner.

[01:23:47]That is a beautiful thing to hear. We are all celebrating for your success and their success and all their continued progress.

[01:23:57]Wow. A lot of cut off here. There is some cut off here. There's a lot of like blank energy that just like very simple, straightforward. This one here almost doesn't want to be seen. It's kind of hiding, but it's in in a getting ready for some new beginnings, but they're very quiet. Maybe they might be very subtle new beginnings or small changes. This message is for your eyes only. This information is for you to enjoy inside your own mind and ego.

[01:24:30]Don't share this with your partner. I don't recommend it.

[01:24:35]This you you're this new balance for you is um is requiring you to create a separation in your mind.

[01:24:54]There are things that you will not be sharing with your partner when they take this new role because it's not appropriate at their level of exposure.

[01:25:03]Be mindful too that this isn't a dark energy that is attaching itself to you to glean from you all of your spiritual knowledge and not actually being with you because it's you.

[01:25:22]There is some honor, justice, leadership and authority here that is being prompted.

[01:25:31]And I do sense uh some conflict that is being cocked into position again with Yes. So what's all in similar position here being cocked because this change shifts your readiness. Your readiness will be in keeping a mode of justice and fairness and authority.

[01:25:57]You're going to be deciding the rules here.

[01:26:01]self-reliance is straight up.

[01:26:05]Um, but the mysteries and the secrets of the occult abilities that you hold where you might have been gushing before about all of these things and wanting to share your achievements as they've come, you're going to be withholding those things now because they are out of their skill level and you will be inviting them to stick their finger in the electric socket unsupervised.

[01:26:28]Your strength is being challenged. Your strength will definitely be tested here as will physical strength. Yes. Untamed potential. Yeah. I feel like this person is coming to you to learn everything that you have to offer. And I don't think that this is a healthy intention.

[01:26:48]There's something that they're holding back. Dawn, breakthrough, awakening, embarking on an enterprise. They don't want to start something with you, but they need you. What they want to start with you is a cycle of consumption, but there's no actual project behind it.

[01:27:02]They don't see themselves as taking partnership with you. If you go back and see the series from right at COVID, uh, Blood and Stone and the woman has the ability to talk to the white caribou. This is a lot of Asian folklore there. Yes, I'm hearing it, too.

[01:27:24]It's a lot of crossover with some folklore with Princess Monoke.

[01:27:29]Yeah. So, the woman has this ability to go and talk to the sacred caribou and dude shoots the antlers off and then tries to trap her by making her a chain necklace out of these antlers that ends up becoming magically impressed and becoming her his prisoner.

[01:27:44]That moment like she's saying, "We could have been equals." And he's saying, "Oh no, honey. We were never equals.

[01:27:53]Yeah, I do see the potential here for I don't see that they even have that plan here, but the setup is ripe there for them to see this as an unexpected opportunity. Enemies, social order is being cocked with honor, justice, leadership, authority, insight and inspiration with true vision.

[01:28:15]no fertility and growth, but but uh embarking on an enterprise. Is that this weird? No, there's no they don't want to. They don't want to embark on an enterprise with you, but they want this exchange of contracts.

[01:28:34]Yeah, they're leaning hard into this exchange of gifts, this relationship sacrifice, exchanges, contract, partnership. They want to lean heavy into this aspect of it. so they can get as close to you as possible. Imagine the power they would have if you are a light worker and you were sleeping next to this person and they decide to stay awake and monitor you while you were sleeping.

[01:29:00]Just being present with you in the room while you were asleep. And if they have any of this dark energy about them, how that is going to affect you if they were ever to just just be there and watch you sleeping. The the not the physical vulnerability, but the psychological vulnerability.

[01:29:27]Okay. Well, that's two runstones down.

[01:29:29]Let's see what they were.

[01:29:33]Okay. They're both being they were both faced down and held in darkness here.

[01:29:38]And these stones are psychological blocks. Yeah, this person is coming in to feed on you. This person is coming in to feed on you.

[01:29:50]Psychological blocks and relationship sacrifice.

[01:29:56]I don't see it. I mean, I do see it and I don't see it being good. I don't see it being good for you at all. But I'm not your mama and I'm not your relationship advisor. Uh but uh you asked me a question there. That's the best I can come to. Uh thank you for the parameters there and thank you for your time here with Angel Radio Tarot. I'm CC. It's been wonderful to have you here for this open general read for Saturday.

[01:30:21]Uh uh it is a felt like a smoking gun Saturday night special. Thank you for the hearts in the chats there. Send me some more hearts in the chat if any of this just resonated with you. Check out the channel for new membership options and come back soon. Hit that notification bell so you know when I'm coming up live again. I'm Cece with Angel Radio Tarot. Take care, folks.

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