TRANSFORMING MY MINIVAN INTO A SAFE HAVEN BEFORE IM ACTUALLY EVICTED FOR NOT PAYING MY RENT

Added: 2026-05-30

[00:00:00]Y'all already saw yesterday how, you know, we ready. So, I'm going to go in there and make it look pretty. And this is what we have. Our little aesthetics.

[00:00:13]Okay, y'all remember this find right here from yesterday. Works very good.

[00:00:18]Smells very stank.

[00:00:21]Man, bro had to be using this as a toilet cuz who eating out of this? Do y'all see this? Look at this.

[00:00:31]What it do my babies? What it do my squad? It's your girl Bino and I am back with another van video. I just want to say thank you guys for supporting me and staying tuned. Continue to like, comment, and please share this video with everyone. Your mom, your sister, your brother, your cousin, your neighbor, your nephew, your doctor. Just please share the video. continue to help me grow so that I can continue to take you guys on the journey of my van life.

[00:01:00]I'm not sure where this journey will take me, but one thing for certain and two things is for sure. We are definitely going to find out. So stay tuned. I love you guys. You guys have been great. I see the support. I appreciate you. And let's get into this video.

[00:01:19]What it do, my babies? What it do, my squad? It's your girl Bino and I am tired, overworked, overwhelmed, underpaid, and out of time. But still in all, I am back with another freaking video.

[00:01:41]And today, today, today, today, as y'all can see by the thumbnail and the title, it's about to go down. But before it goes down, y'all know we got to get straight into business. Okay, so right here what we have is now a toolbox, but it used to be my beauty box when I used to wear makeup and yeah, I don't put all them chemicals on my body and all that stuff on my face and all that. But yep, used to be my little beauty box. Now it is the tool box. But this toolbox, look at that.

[00:02:20]Boom.

[00:02:21]Boom. See them big holes? So, I lost the whatever was in here making it stay together cuz it won't stay together like you see that. Okay. So, I have the brightest of ideas. I don't know how I'm going to make this work, but it don't even fit or nothing.

[00:02:48]But somehow I'm going to put some glue up in there or something. Something got to got to give. So, hold on. Yeah, I'm not quite sure if this is even going to work. But yeah, this toolbox is going to live in the van.

[00:03:09]So, I just need it to operate, but I needed to still be able to open and close. Open and close.

[00:03:26]But yeah, your girl got to get back out there.

[00:03:30]I hope when it dry, it don't stop opening and closing.

[00:03:37]Yeah, I got to get back out there in this van.

[00:03:40]Oh, yeah. Let me tell y'all while I assume that's drying. Hold on. Let me just tell y'all what else I'm about to do. So, y'all already saw yesterday how, you know, we ready. So, I'm going to go in there and make it look pretty before I uh actually move everything in, which is happening today. The move in is happening today.

[00:04:05]But before that, I want to put these babies up. You know what I mean?

[00:04:12]Okay. So, it's still able to open and close. All right. Okay. And it's like not moving. So, let's just add a whole bunch of more of this.

[00:04:39]I am always diying, fixing, and creating something. What am I going to do with myself when I get in that van? Like, I'm going to be doing something every day.

[00:04:49]And y'all better tune in to my creativity.

[00:04:52]>> You got leakage, >> please. And thank you. I don't want leakage. I don't want it running all down there.

[00:05:06]girl. Oh, y'all can't even see what I'm doing. Your girl getting laded and everything.

[00:05:15]Stay up here.

[00:05:18]Continue opening and closing. Okay, we're doing good.

[00:05:28]Okay, it's not falling down.

[00:05:37]Yep. Getting a little lightheaded there.

[00:05:38]Getting a little lightheaded. Get a little lightheaded. Okay, let's hop over on this side.

[00:05:47]Oh, child. If only y'all knew how many huffs and puffs your girl really blew at this thing. I had to cut out so many huffs and puffs and blows and blues because I was getting on my own nerves.

[00:06:02]I couldn't believe I was doing all this huffing and puffing. But baby, don't worry about it. Your girl had a trick for all this oxygen I was wasting.

[00:06:19]>> Oh, hell no.

[00:06:39]Did y'all see that?

[00:06:45]Your girl is making an absolute mess.

[00:06:49]Okay, so I have to tell y'all this. this off topic, but it was absolutely hilarious that I have to share it. So, I was talking to one of my good friends in Wisconsin the other day and and she was been watching my videos, very supportive, and she was like, "You know what? When you spent the summer with me, but was never ever barely here at my home, I thought you was just using me for a place to stay. I thought you didn't even like me. But due to watching your videos, I can see that you wasn't using me cuz you didn't even really want to be here. Like, you don't even like being around people. So, I love you and thank you for allowing me in your presence cuz I had no idea that you were a introvert because you're such a joy to be around.

[00:07:40]And now that I think about it, my friend Bridget that lives here recently told me that it's crazy that I'm an introvert because I'm so much fun to be around.

[00:07:52]Okay, that is done. down to make it look more pleasing to the eye so that I do not go back in eventually and bother it cuz we all know that's my favoriteest thing to do.

[00:08:11]Um, what should I put over it? I'm going to put something over it just to cover it so I don't have to see it.

[00:08:28]I guess this this little fabric. I don't even know what this came from. So, while I'm feeling so grateful and thankful, >> I just want to thank all of you guys for being a part of my journey. And I want to thank the family and the friends that are actually watching this that do we do play a part in each other's lives. I just want to One of the most wonderful joys about doing stuff like this is you don't never have to worry about nobody coming and messing up your creation. No kids, no Curious George at no curious George kids messing up your stuff wondering, "Oh, why that's there? Let me just pull it off."

[00:09:58]Oh my god. I just want to express how absolutely upset I am.

[00:10:06]Look at this, y'all.

[00:10:12]It's a black cap. I thought it was black. Y'all see this is what happened when you doing too much. Like, oh my god. I thought I was going to spray paint and make it blend in and look beautiful. And now I got a gold edge.

[00:10:31]Oh, my heart hurts so bad.

[00:10:38]And shout out to my mama. First of all, I don't appreciate you. She the reason y'all that I be doing all this crying and even though the fake crime be turning into real crying, but she is the reason that the the the crying exists.

[00:10:53]She used to do that all the time throughout my whole life. She was a grown woman. a fake crying.

[00:11:00]It used to be so funny, but yet she was so serious. Like, you've had to take her serious, feel bad for her, and laugh all at the same time.

[00:11:16]I'm done and over this next. Although, it is fixed.

[00:11:21]does open, does close is gold.

[00:11:30]Okay, y'all remember this find right here from yesterday? Works very good.

[00:11:35]Smells very stank. Feels smells very bad. Works very good. Smells very bad.

[00:11:41]What the world? It smell like it's a skunk in there. It's really stank. So, I left it running. I put some good spray in there. Look at that. Look at that.

[00:11:51]Y'all come, somebody come look at this.

[00:11:54]Look at that.

[00:11:57]Just dookie. Just Just duped out. Just bogus.

[00:12:05]Don't make no sense. I mean, don't make no sense.

[00:12:10]Who eating out of something like this?

[00:12:15]How did it get like this? Was you not using the cooler to cool your food? Was you using the cooler as a garbage can?

[00:12:24]Jesus. And it's like so many shelves that's supposed to go in there.

[00:12:30]And you can use it like this or you can flip it up and it could be like a regular refrigerator. How the refrigerator door open regular. It can sit up and be regular with shelves. But there's no shelves, so there's no point in sitting it up. M baby, don't play with me. Them fumes is too strong that I just sprayed.

[00:13:01]Okay, guys. So, I know I said I was going to keep it professional and keep my personal life separate from my van life and only share my personal life with my members because I feel like if you're a member, then you know, you want to know more than just the van life. You want to know me personally. So, although I said that I am going against the grain because y'all have been going so hard for me that I feel like y'all really rock with me. So, I feel like I should be transparent with y'all.

[00:13:45]You know what I mean?

[00:13:47]Y'all know what I mean? Y'all always know what I mean for real. Like, so honestly, I did not pay my rent. I think I've told y'all already. I didn't pay my rent because I needed the money to buy things to live in the van. Okay. Boom.

[00:14:04]So, the landlord came, knocked on the door, and was like, "What's up?"

[00:14:09]And we made an agreement that, you know, she would let me live off my security deposit cuz, you know, when you move in, you got to pay rent and security. And when you move out, if the crib looking nice, you get your security deposit back. Well, of course, this place looks better than it did before I even moved in. You know what I mean? So, of course, I'm going to get my security deposit back. So, she agreed to let me live off my security deposit. WOOHOO!

[00:14:38]IN JESUS NAME. because I was waiting on the to the channel, but I don't want to shoot the damn guilty. Like, that was my plan. I'm like, I don't know what to tell them cuz I I can't leave until I'm ready and I ain't got the money. And it is what it is. But it's so much more going on than just that. Like, y'all have no idea. And you know, I don't want to like tell y'all all of my business, but just know I only have until the 9th and I'm going have to have it all the way figured out. Like I'm going have to figure out where I'm going next, what I'm doing next, my next move, my next step, my next place. I got to figure it out by the knife. So, just wanted to remind y'all that I see how much you love me. Like it shows.

[00:15:37]Like y'all really hyping me up. Y'all really liking. Y'all really commenting.

[00:15:42]Y'all really watching the ads. Please watch the ads. Please, please watch the ads. If y'all like are unable to like help me and PO box me something to help me survive, please at least watch the ads. Please. In Jesus name we pray. Amen.

[00:16:13]Also, my PO box and my Cash App are in the description of every video I've ever posted.

[00:16:24]For anybody that wants to send me a dollar or two, like literally a dollar, I will be so happy if somebody cash at me a dollar cuz I am so grateful and thankful for anything that anybody does for me cuz you know I'm just not used to people doing things for me. So when people do things for me like oh my god I feel like it's my birthday. I feel like it's Christmas. So, I feel like like oh my god, like very very very happy. Like you don't know the joys that a dollar would bring me.

[00:17:06]Y'all have no idea. But I'm glad that y'all getting to know me so that you guys can have all of the ideas. But I just realized how much dookie is getting on my mat. Like this thing is already like disgusting and my mat is getting dookied up. Like and the outside is even worse than the inside. Like yeah, this thing looks absolutely disgusting.

[00:17:39]But look at this, y'all. Look at this.

[00:17:42]Like I don't understand how you could eat out of something like this. But it's mine now. But Oh, look at that.

[00:17:53]Look at that. Look at that.

[00:17:56]Oh, I did not know it was going to be looking like that much dookie running down the side. I didn't know that much blackness was on this thing. Oh my god.

[00:18:05]No. Let me grab my mat. Oh, it's too late already. It's so late. It's so late.

[00:18:14]Thank you Jesus for reminding me that I am in control of my OCD. I am in control of my actions. I am in control of my thoughts. I am in control of my feelings. In Jesus name we pray. Amen.

[00:18:26]Although it's a lot late. My mat is already muddy. Like look at the mud running down from Howell. Was he eating out of this?

[00:18:41]Look at all that mud.

[00:18:44]How?

[00:18:47]And the fumes is killing me.

[00:18:54]It took my son 25 years to learn and understand my life. My son would see this and he'll be like, "Mom, ain't nobody never going to see it. Don't nobody come over here. And what he never realized is that's by choice.

[00:19:12]I don't want nobody to come over here.

[00:19:14]Like what is you talking about, boy?

[00:19:16]Like this is for me. Like I want my things to look nice. I want my things to be clean for me, not for anyone else.

[00:19:25]Like it took him forever. Then he finally got it and he was like, "You know what, Mom? I finally understood what you meant when you always used to when I always used to tell you ain't nobody never going to see it. Ain't nobody never going to see it.

[00:19:40]Like, yes, boy. This is for me. I want my stuff to look nice for me. I know ain't nobody never going to see it. Don't nobody ain't nobody never seen it in many years. Like, duh. But I bet you I still been keeping my stuff looking nice for many years. No matter don't nobody see it or not. I see it. My eyeballs is the only eyeballs that matter. What is you talking about? My stuff. My eyeballs. My matter.

[00:20:07]I'm like, thank you. He like, you right.

[00:20:09]It's your stuff.

[00:20:11]And only your opinion matters. Like what anybody else think about your stuff doesn't matter. I'm like, hello. Thank you. Finally registering.

[00:20:25]Let me see what's on this side to make sure I ain't Uh oh. Okay, it's just the bottom.

[00:20:32]Nothing under the bottom.

[00:20:36]I'm like, boy, I've been singing the same song and singing the same thing to you for 25 years. It's finally just now registering.

[00:20:46]I'm like, well, I guess better late than never, huh?

[00:20:53]My grandma raised me in my teenage years. Call me never give a god dang what nobody feel about you.

[00:21:14]Especially those that ain't feeding you.

[00:21:25]And I ain't no fool, baby. One thing I ain't never been is no fool. I was raised by some real smart people that made their way through life without no help from nobody.

[00:21:40]My grandma and my dick. And that's what I'm doing.

[00:21:46]And my mama. Let me not discredit my mom. My mama definitely taught me a lot.

[00:21:52]She definitely taught me how to get it how I live and get it out the mud and independence just seeing for myself. She baby and I learned a lot from her too.

[00:22:07]I really hope that me cleaning this does not equal it breaking and never working again cuz it was working just fine before I cleaned that.

[00:22:20]Hope I ain't wet it up too much.

[00:22:36]So got the bank out. Jesus Christ.

[00:22:41]What was that smell? And why did it exist?

[00:22:46]The heck is pudding in a refrigerator besides food? But I guess food do stink if you let it rot and mold. See, what y'all don't know about me is I will talk y'all ears off of y'all faces.

[00:23:02]I am talking Tanya.

[00:23:06]Like, I'm telling y'all. So, if y'all would rather me hush and just like do like a, you know, speed it up, you know how they speed it up and just just shut up and speed it up and get to the point, then just say that.

[00:23:26]Holl at your girl. Let me know. Should I shut shit up and baby, I will give you just content without my business cuz that's really all I'm doing. I'm really just, you know, letting y'all get to know me.

[00:23:51]Okay. Dookie free.

[00:23:55]Almost look brand new.

[00:23:59]No dookie duke duke duke.

[00:24:03]Let's go in the van.

[00:24:07]out as y'all can see.

[00:24:17]I'm trying to see why this car moving so slow, but as y'all can see, this is where we're at with it. So, and this is what we have. Our little aesthetics.

[00:24:40]Should I add this in this video, y'all?

[00:24:42]Do y'all want me to put the lights up in this video? Oh my god. Look at my protection. My my everything. This is my everything. I can't believe. Look at my home, guys.

[00:24:54]Look at my home, guys.

[00:24:57]I'm so excited. But yeah, I think this is going to take way too long.

[00:25:03]So, we're going to just come back next video.

[00:25:18]Yeah, guys. I don't want to make this like an hour long video because I I assume you guys don't even like long videos because you know the analytics, it tells us how much of the video y'all watch. And when I be posting really long videos, y'all do not watch. Well, my loyal lovers do, but you know, all the other people, they don't even watch the full video. So, I love you guys. This is going to be the end of the video. I'll be back tomorrow to put the lights up, but I think I'm going to be moving this stuff in tonight.

[00:26:03]And I'm going just have to put the lights up while I'm in the car, while I'm in the van.

[00:26:08]It is what it is. But this needs to happen. Now, I just want to say thank you guys for keeping up with my journey while I put together these last few little things before this movie. Oh, I'm so nervous and I don't even have a solar panel.

[00:26:30]I swear I don't want the sheriff coming knocking on this door. But it's looking good, y'all. Look at that refrigerator.

[00:26:39]Look at that refrigerator. Look at that refrigerator. Look at that kitchen. Look at that kitchen. Look at that kitchen.

[00:26:47]Look at them curtains. I don't know where I'm going to put them curtains, but don't play with her.

[00:26:53]Don't play with her, y'all. Can y'all just not play with her, please? Cuz I'm trying to tell you.

[00:27:01]I'm trying to tell you the readiness is ready. Your girl really be having to hype herself up because I cannot believe this is really happening.

[00:27:12]Ready?

[00:27:16]All I got to do now is like stuff this blanket inside that mattress and nail these little things them them shelves under my bed and I'll be done. Please make sure y'all like, share, comment, and subscribe. I love y'all guys. You know, one of my wonderful, wonderful babies commented on one of my videos and said, "I know it must suck to be doing all this on your own by yourself with no help. I wish I was there in Texas to help you."

[00:27:47]But honestly, what is help?

[00:27:52]You know, some things you just get used to. And I am used to doing everything on my own.

[00:27:59]Like, who you think moved me here to Texas in the house that I'm in right now? Myself. I had zero help. I moved every piece of furniture in this house where I am right now.

[00:28:14]So, I'm I'm slowly but surely moving everything out with no help. Like, very hard to do. I'm just glad I have a vehicle big enough to fit like one big piece at a time. You know what I mean?

[00:28:31]Like like I have a sectional. It chops into pieces. So, you know, it's very convenient. Everything got to fit though. Like literally the refrigerator has to fit. The stove has to fit. I just have to do one thing one by one by myself. I have to get a real dolly because this little $5 dolly that is literally going to break the next piece of furniture I put on it, it's not going to work. Like, it's just not.

[00:29:00]Does any of you guys have a dolly that you can send me to my PO box? I need a dolly cuz I have big stuff. Like the little stuff is easy, but like I have big stuff. I have a washer, I have a dryer, I have a refrigerator, I have a stove, I have like big stuff. So like yeah, if you guys can help me or if you like 10 of you guys can send me a dollar.

[00:29:29]Um yeah, I can like find one off of um Facebook Marketplace or something. I just need a little help. Just a little bit. Just a little bit. Just a little bit. I don't want to sound like a beggar. Jesus Christ. Don't make me beg.

[00:29:40]Jesus Christ.

[00:29:46]This thing got your girl super frustrated. Could not get this box off of the dolly to save my life. I had to give y'all a closeup of how flimsy this thing is for one and how it was giving me so much trouble. Finally. Jesus.

[00:30:06]Jesus. Thank you Jesus for everything.

[00:30:10]The good, the bad, and the ugly.

[00:30:15]I really wish y'all knew how heavy this row is. I thank God I am not a little weak link.

[00:30:24]It's like do I have a yard sale? Like I don't want to have a yard sale at where I am because I don't want them knowing my business. But like do I sell everything? Like, am I going to be able to buy some land one day? Do I save my stuff for like like what do I I just I think about so many things like like do I continue to just tote this stuff around and from storage to storage and state to state like what am I doing?

[00:31:04]if you guys like can answer the question for me like like what do you guys do with your things?

[00:31:10]Cuz people start off with things before they end up in their van before they get campers and RVs or land or like what do you do with your things? Like do I keep them in every storage in every state where I go?

[00:31:29]Don't tell anybody, guys. But I've also even thought about living in a storage unit, but that's way too scary and risky. I'm not that much of a daredevil.

[00:31:44]Hey, hold on. Hey, what? Hey, I'm finished. I'm done. I'm happy. Happy dance. Happy happy dance. Hey. Hey.

[00:31:55]Another mission accomplished. Another mission accomplished. Thank you guys. I love you. Bye.