How The Narcissist Triggers Jealousy To Control You (Part 2 of 3, Jealousy Series)

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[00:00:00]Okay, so the relationship has ended.

[00:00:02]Whatever type of relationship it was.

[00:00:04]And now months later you find yourself scrolling through their social media looking at who they're hanging out with and what they're doing.

[00:00:13]You tell yourself that you're just curious and I know because I've talked to a bunch of you guys about this. But listen, there is something happening beneath all of that curiosity that we need to talk about because it feels almost like you're competing for a prize that you don't even want anymore.

[00:00:31]Which points to how their jealousy tactics actually have worked because they didn't just make you jealous in that moment. They rewired how you measure your own value.

[00:00:45]My name is Christine and on this channel we look at the specific mechanisms toxic people use to undermine your reality and how to rebuild what they broke. So this is part two of a three-part series on the narcissist's jealousy tactics. In part one we talked about how the narcissist's jealousy is actually projection and what it's really revealing about you. So if you missed that one, definitely go back and watch it. But today we're looking at something more subtle but equally devastating. How they use jealousy not just to hurt you but to train you to look outside of yourself for proof of your own value.

[00:01:25]Because triangulation is more than just the narcissist being jealous or trying to make you jealous. What they're really doing when they're triangulating is they're identifying a door in your psyche that was already partially open.

[00:01:39]For a lot of us it's an unresolved question about our own worth and then they're systematically attacking it until you feel like you can't close that door anymore.

[00:01:50]So let me walk you through what this actually looks like because most people don't recognize the when they're in it. So it might just show up as a compliment about somebody else that somehow implies that you're not quite measuring up. And you know the intent when you hear it because you know the criticisms that they have of you.

[00:02:08]So, every time they say something like, "You know that Sarah, I really admire her. She's got such a natural way with people." And there you are thinking, "Okay, well, what does that mean about me? I know they've criticized my social skills before and maybe this is just another way to drive that point home."

[00:02:25]And sometimes they'll do it with one person consistently, how amazing they think this one other person is because they have qualities that you don't. Or maybe they'll do it with everybody. So, they'll point out everyone who's good at these things that you are not. So, maybe they'll mention how they're impressed with someone's confidence at a party.

[00:02:43]"Did you see how Jessica just walked up to that group and started talking? I could never see you doing that." And then you're processing and you're wondering, "Well, if I did do that, would they actually be impressed by it?"

[00:02:54]And what they're doing is they're creating a comparison framework where you're always measuring yourself against someone else. And the measurement is always implicit, never truly direct. So, they're not going to outright say, "You're not as confident as Jessica."

[00:03:09]But they don't have to. The comparison does the work for them. And then also naturally built into this is the replacement threat. So, it's not explicit because they're too smart and manipulative for that, but they start talking about how much time they're spending with other people and how they enjoy those conversations, how refreshing it is to be around someone who just gets it. And I want to be clear that we should always be happy for people that we care about to spend time with other people and enjoy that time with other people. This isn't about you being jealous of them. It's about this very specific type of manipulation that you may only be able to recognize if you've been in it before. It's that type of manipulation that always makes you feel like you're never quite measuring up to the other people in this person's life. And why might you feel this?

[00:04:04]Here's what's at the root of this very specific type of triangulation.

[00:04:10]It's that they're always complimenting other people and always subtly putting you down, never really complimenting you.

[00:04:21]So, you see them giving praise very freely.

[00:04:25]And you're always wondering what you could do or what you would have to do to be someone who gets that praise. But, the real problem here is what this creates within you. I think a lot of people would say, "Well, if you're feeling that way, just leave. If this one person makes you feel like that, but no one else makes you feel that way, then you know what? Just go and hang out with anyone else." But, for some people who will have a very specific wound, the response is going to be to just try harder to prove yourself, to prove that you are irreplaceable. And to show them that you can be just as confident as Jessica or just as natural as Sarah. Or you could be just as understanding as whoever it is that they're spending time with this week.

[00:05:12]Which is exactly what triangulation is designed to do.

[00:05:16]It's not really about the third person at all. The third person is just a tool.

[00:05:22]What triangulation actually does is it turns your attention outward, away from your own internal compass, and toward their approval as a measure of your value. So, now I have three questions to ask of you.

[00:05:38]And I want you to actually think about these.

[00:05:42]So, first, when did their jealousy tactics hit you the hardest?

[00:05:46][clears throat] Was it when you were feeling solid and confident, or was it when you were already questioning yourself? Because triangulation doesn't work equally on everyone. It works on people who have that door that was never fully closed.

[00:06:01]So, the second question is, what did you actually feel when they mentioned someone else in that way?

[00:06:07]And what did that feeling make you want to do?

[00:06:10]Did you find yourself trying to be more like the person they mentioned?

[00:06:15]Did you start performing in a way that you hadn't before? Or did it make you despise the person that they were talking about? So, the third question.

[00:06:23]Did you find yourself working harder to earn their attention afterwards? And if so, what were you trying to prove?

[00:06:31]Because here's what those answers are pointing to.

[00:06:34]The jealousy you felt wasn't to just an emotional response. It was information.

[00:06:39]It was showing you exactly where you were still looking outside of yourself for proof of your own value.

[00:06:47]And this is where things start to get a little bit uncomfortable when we start digging into this stuff. The narcissist didn't create your need for external validation. Unless, of course, the person on your mind right now is a narcissistic parent or early caregiver.

[00:07:03]If this is somebody you encountered later in life, they really just found that need for external validation, and they exploited it. So, when they found the wound, they've identified a place where you hadn't fully internalized your own value. And they just exploited it.

[00:07:22]So, I really want you to hear this part.

[00:07:24]Your need for external validation is not a character flaw. It is an unhealed wound that has existed for a long time.

[00:07:34]Maybe it goes back to childhood. Maybe to previous relationships. And whatever jealousy you felt is telling you that there's still a part of you that believes that your worth was up for debate.

[00:07:46]That it was something that you could lose if you didn't fiercely defend it.

[00:07:50]And the narcissist got very good at finding that exact spot and pressing on it because narcissists kind of instinctively know how to exploit your vulnerabilities. And this right here is a big one. They know that if they can get you to question your worth that you'll start reaching outside of yourself for reassurance. And once you start reaching outside of yourself, they can control what you find there. So here's something that could be really helpful for you. I know it's been very helpful for me in so many ways.

[00:08:23]Marcus Aurelius wrote about stepping back and viewing your situation from above. Like you're looking down at the whole dynamic from a really intense height.

[00:08:34]And you're not trying to detach from your feelings about the situation, but you're trying to see the larger pattern that you can't see when you're in the fog. Like as they say, you can't see the forest through the trees. But if you zoom out, all you can see is the forest.

[00:08:51]So picture yourself from above watching the whole thing from a distance. You can see them introducing the third person and you could see yourself responding with anxiety, with the need to prove something. And you can see them watching your response. Calibrating how much pressure to apply.

[00:09:12]From up there, the machinery is obvious.

[00:09:16]And what becomes really clear is that this was never about you versus the other person. It was about training you to look outward for validation instead of looking inward for your own truth.

[00:09:29]And now to bring in some of the principles from part one. In part one, we talked about Carl Jung's concept of the golden shadow, which are the parts of yourself, the good parts, that you have repressed for whatever reason.

[00:09:42]Maybe as a child, confidence wasn't safe. That you would always get that attitude of like, who do you think you are to be so confident? And maybe you'd be punished for it. And so that's something that you suppress in yourself.

[00:09:54]So, a narcissist will inevitably, almost magically, find the person who has one of those traits. So, in this example with Sarah or Jessica, those people have confidence. And if that is part of your golden shadow, if you have always wanted to exhibit confidence, but were never really allowed to, these are going to be people that you maybe feel a little bit of jealousy towards to begin with.

[00:10:25]And so, narcissists are really, really incredibly good at finding the exact people to triangulate you with. It's not going to be somebody who you feel neutral about. It's going to be somebody who can produce some sort of charge within you. And so, again, bringing that all of that in together, you can take Marcus Aurelius's view from above to really separate yourself from it, and to be able to see the narcissist pulling the strings. And then consider, is this an element of my own golden shadow? Is this something that I've repressed in myself, that I've not allowed to come through? And maybe that's why it's so painful to be compared against somebody who has that characteristic. So, you're shifting from questions like, how do I compete? And how do I make sure that they choose me? And instead, you're starting to ask the really important questions like, whose opinion of my value am I still carrying around? And do I actually want to keep carrying it?

[00:11:25]Because your value is not a competition.

[00:11:28]It's not comparative.

[00:11:30]And it's not something that goes up when you outperform someone or down when someone outperforms you.

[00:11:38]But if you believed it was, and most of us do for being real at least to an extent, then triangulation is going to work on you perfectly.

[00:11:47]So, this isn't about never feeling jealous again. It's about noticing when you're reaching outside of yourself for proof of something that is already true.

[00:11:58]So, the next time you catch yourself in that comparison spiral, whether it's with their new supply, with people on social media, or with anyone, ask yourself this: What does this feeling think that I still need from this person in the outside world? And is that actually true? Because now you understand their projection from part one, and you understand how they use jealousy to hijack your sense of self-worth. And next time we're going to talk about what happens to all of that energy when you finally close the door.

[00:12:30]And what becomes possible when you stop using it to defend yourself. So, if you missed part one, definitely check that out. You'll find that right here. And part three will be coming out soon, possibly on Friday. So, keep an eye out for that. Make sure you're subscribed and hit that notification bell so you can be notified when it drops, and I'll see you next time.