Why Some People Meet Love Later—And Are Glad They Did - Carl Jung

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[00:00:00]Well, it's a simple question. Do you love the guy or not?

[00:00:03]>> There is a quiet kind of grief that lives inside people who have not yet found the love they were hoping for.

[00:00:09]>> [music] >> It does not announce itself loudly. It does not show up as crying at 2:00 in the morning or as the obvious ache of fresh loss. It shows up in subtler ways.

[00:00:20]In the particular quality of attention you give to couples in restaurants, in the way certain songs land differently than they should.

[00:00:28]In the background, hum of wondering whether something in you is broken, >> [music] >> whether you have somehow missed a bus that everyone else seemed to catch on time, whether the life you imagined is gradually becoming something you are permitted only to watch from a distance.

[00:00:44]Society has a timeline. It is unspoken but universally understood.

[00:00:50]Love is supposed to arrive during [music] a certain window, establish itself by a certain age, solidify into the recognizable shape of partnership, shared domesticity, the anchored life, [music] before the window closes and the remaining silence becomes, in the culture's quiet estimation, either a choice to be respected or a failure to be pitied. Most people absorb this [music] timeline without examining it. They feel its pressure without knowing where the pressure originates.

[00:01:24]And when their own life does not conform to its schedule, they assume the fault lies [music] with them.

[00:01:30]With something they have done or failed to do. With something they are or have failed to [music] become.

[00:01:37]With a deficiency somewhere in the interior that the right person, had they been more together or more open or more ready, might have overlooked. Carl Jung would have found this framing [music] both understandable and profoundly mistaken. Because Jung spent decades observing the patterns of human development across the full [music] span of a life, not just its early chapters.

[00:02:01]And what he observed was this: The timing of a person's deepest [music] experiences, including the experience of genuine love, >> [music] >> is rarely accidental.

[00:02:12]It follows a logic, not the logic [music] of social calendars or cultural timelines, but the inner logic of psychological readiness.

[00:02:22]And that readiness, for certain kinds of people, requires more [music] preparation than the timeline allows for.

[00:02:29]It requires a kind of interior [music] work that cannot be rushed, that cannot be performed on schedule, >> [music] >> that must be lived through at its own pace, regardless of what the culture expects.

[00:02:40]The people who meet love later are often, though not always, the people who needed to become [music] someone first.

[00:02:47]Jung believed that the first half of life and the second half of life are governed by entirely different imperatives. [music] The first half is organized around construction, building an identity, establishing [music] a place in the world, acquiring the skills and relationships and external [music] markers of a functioning life.

[00:03:09]The ego is the primary instrument of this [music] phase, and rightly so.

[00:03:14]The ego gives structure, direction, ambition, the capacity to project a [music] self into the world and have that self taken seriously.

[00:03:24]But the ego, [music] for all its utility, operates with a significant limitation. It is organized [music] around survival rather than truth.

[00:03:34]It builds the persona, the social presentation of self, from whatever materials produce [music] the most reliable social outcomes.

[00:03:43]It learns, often in childhood, what version of you is most acceptable, [music] most rewarded, most likely to generate safety and belonging, [music] and it invests in that version heavily, sometimes at the expense of everything that did not [music] fit the approved template. This is not pathology. It is adaptation, [music] and adaptation is necessary.

[00:04:07]But it has a cost that does not always become visible until the construction phase [music] is largely complete and something underneath the constructed self begins making itself known. Jung called this the second half of life's demand, the call toward [music] individuation, the insistence of the deeper self that the life being lived actually correspond to who the person actually is, rather than who they learned to be in order to be acceptable.

[00:04:36]>> [music] >> This call arrives at different times for different people. For some, it arrives in their 30s. For others, their 40s. For others, much later.

[00:04:46]And one of the most significant ways [music] it tends to arrive is through the sudden inadequacy of relationships built on the earlier, more [music] adaptive self. You find yourself in connection after connection that starts [music] with genuine feeling and gradually reveals a kind of structural shallowness.

[00:05:05]Not because the other people are insufficient, but because the version of you that entered those connections [music] was itself incomplete, was still primarily organized around the learned self rather than the actual [music] self. And the learned self, however polished and functional, cannot produce the [music] kind of depth in relationship that a person fundamentally craves. [music] It can produce companionship. It can produce comfort.

[00:05:34]It can produce the social satisfaction of partnership. But it cannot produce [music] the particular experience of being genuinely known, because genuine knowledge requires genuine [music] presence, and genuine presence requires having first done the work of genuinely knowing yourself.

[00:05:51]There is something specific that happens [music] to people who grow up in environments where emotional attunement was inconsistent or conditional, where love was available but contingent, where being seen [music] depended on being a particular way, achieving a particular standard, [music] managing your emotional presentation within acceptable parameters, where the full range of who you were was welcomed only selectively, and the parts [music] that were not welcomed learned to make themselves smaller until smaller became invisible [music] even to yourself.

[00:06:26]These people do not emerge from childhood emotionally damaged in any dramatic sense. They emerge emotionally managed. They have developed, often to a high degree, the ability to read a room, to calibrate their self-presentation to [music] what the environment requires, to be what is needed in any given interaction.

[00:06:49]They are often unusually perceptive about other people, often generous, often reliable, often the person others instinctively turn [music] to during difficulty.

[00:06:59]These are genuine qualities developed genuinely, but they are also, in part, the byproduct of [music] growing up in conditions where being attuned to other people's emotional states was a practical necessity. [music] What these people frequently lack, not through any failure, but through the specific [music] conditions of their development, is an equally deep attunement to their own interior.

[00:07:25]They know other people's feelings before [music] they know their own.

[00:07:29]They have developed the external antenna at the expense of the internal one.

[00:07:33]And this imbalance, [music] unaddressed, follows them into adult relationships in a very specific way.

[00:07:41]They bring enormous capacity [music] into relationship. They are attentive partners. They are emotionally generous.

[00:07:49]They are capable of a quality of [music] care that many people find rare and deeply nourishing.

[00:07:55]And yet something tends to go wrong in a recurring pattern.

[00:07:59]Either they attract people who receive all [music] of that attentiveness and give very little back because the energetic structure of the dynamic was familiar [music] before it was chosen.

[00:08:10]Or they find themselves in relationships where they feel profoundly lonely >> [music] >> despite the presence of genuine affection because they have never learned how to actually receive [music] care rather than only extend it.

[00:08:23]Or they discover eventually [music] that the version of themselves they brought into the relationship was curated rather [music] than complete.

[00:08:32]And the curation, however unconscious, prevented the kind of genuine encounter that actual [music] intimacy requires.

[00:08:41]Any of these patterns lived through long enough will eventually produce a reckoning. [music] And the reckoning is where something important begins.

[00:08:51]Jung understood individuation not as a process [music] of becoming someone new, but as a process of becoming more fully what you already essentially are.

[00:09:01]The work is not construction [music] but excavation.

[00:09:04]Not the addition of new qualities >> [music] >> but the recovery of the ones that were buried under the adaptive layers. The feelings that were trained out of you.

[00:09:13]The desires that were reclassified as unreasonable. [music] The aspects of your nature that did not fit the template and learned to wait underground for a different [music] season. The excavation is not comfortable. It requires [music] sitting with the discomfort of not knowing who you are when the performance is suspended. It requires encountering the grief that was never completed for the versions of yourself that [music] were surrendered for acceptance, for the connections that were insufficient [music] but held for longer than they should have been because letting go meant returning to the uncertainty of being alone.

[00:09:53]It requires developing [music] a relationship with your own interior that is at least as attentive and generous as the relationship you have historically [music] extended to everyone else. This is the work that takes time.

[00:10:06]Not because people are slow, but because the material is layered and the layers were installed over years and they release in their own sequence regardless of how urgently you would prefer to be finished. The person who does this work in their 20s is unusual.

[00:10:23]Most people do not encounter the conditions that make it possible until later.

[00:10:28]Until enough relational experience has accumulated to make the pattern undeniable.

[00:10:34]Until the achieved life has proven insufficient to quiet the deeper question. Until the exhaustion of maintaining the constructed [music] self has finally exceeded the fear of what might be found underneath it. And here, in this territory, something begins to shift in the quality of what becomes possible in relationship. The person who has not yet done this work [music] enters love primarily as a project of the adapted self.

[00:11:02]They bring their learned presentation, their refined social skills, their ability to be what the situation [music] seems to require.

[00:11:10]And they are looking, without fully knowing it, for a relationship that [music] will confirm the constructed self rather than encounter the actual one.

[00:11:20]They want to be loved deeply and genuinely, but they have not yet made themselves available for the kind of love they want. Because availability of that kind requires showing the parts that were trained to stay hidden, and showing those parts requires [music] trusting that they are acceptable.

[00:11:39]And trusting that requires [music] having done enough interior work to believe from the inside, [music] rather than from external reassurance, that the full self is [music] worth being present with.

[00:11:52]This is why so many early relationships, however [music] sincere, leave people feeling ultimately unknown. Not because the love was not real. It was.

[00:12:03]But because the encounter was between two performed selves, [music] rather than two actual ones, and performed selves, however polished, cannot truly meet.

[00:12:14]They can produce warmth and pleasure and real [music] companionship.

[00:12:18]But they cannot produce the specific experience of being seen completely [music] and chosen anyway, because complete sight requires complete presence, and complete presence [music] requires having made peace with the complete self first.

[00:12:33]The person who meets love later has often, by the time love arrives, [music] completed enough of that interior work to be actually present in a way that was [music] not previously available. They are not waiting to be confirmed.

[00:12:48]Not requiring the relationship to resolve questions their own self-knowledge should be answering.

[00:12:54]Not bringing the weight of unmet childhood needs into the dynamic and expecting the other person to carry what was never theirs to carry.

[00:13:03]They arrive with a degree of self-possession that is not performance.

[00:13:06][music] That was assembled from genuine experience.

[00:13:11]That does not [music] require constant maintenance because it was built from the inside, rather than the outside.

[00:13:18]And this changes what they can receive as much as what they can give.

[00:13:23]There is a particular quality that people [music] notice about love that arrives after real development, not the intensity of [music] early attachment, which is partly the intensity of unmet need, recognizing a potential answer, not the urgency that comes from the fear that time is running out, [music] and this person must therefore be secured, but something quieter, and [music] in its quietness, more sustainable.

[00:13:50]The capacity to be fully present with another person, not because their presence [music] is solving something, but because their presence is genuinely, simply good.

[00:14:00]>> [music] >> This is not a lesser love. It is frequently described by people who experience it [music] as being more than they imagined love could be, more spacious, more honest, less organized around what each person [music] needs the other to be, and more organized around who each person actually is, less structured [music] by the unconscious need for rescue, and more structured by the genuine desire for accompaniment.

[00:14:26]Two people who have each made some [music] peace with their own interior, bringing that interior into actual contact, rather than presenting curated versions to each [music] other, and maintaining careful distances.

[00:14:39]Jung believed that the most enduring and genuinely nourishing relationships >> [music] >> are those between people who are each in genuine relationship with themselves, not because independence is superior to intimacy, but because the depth of connection available between two [music] people is constrained by the depth of each person's contact with their own interior.

[00:15:01]You cannot truly meet another person at a [music] depth you have not yet reached in yourself. You can approximate it. You can feel the pull of it, but the actual encounter requires both [music] people to have arrived at something real. This is why late love often carries a quality of recognition that earlier love rarely [music] does.

[00:15:22]Not the false recognition of the unconscious pattern meeting its mirror, the familiar ache mistaken for destiny, but the genuine recognition of one [music] developed self encountering another and finding in the encounter something that was worth the entire [music] difficult journey of becoming ready for it. There is a specific fear that lives inside certain people who have not yet found [music] lasting love and it is rarely spoken aloud because speaking it aloud makes it feel more true rather than less. The fear is this, that they are [music] too much, too intense, too perceptive, too emotionally demanding, not in the sense of being dramatic, but in the sense of wanting a quality of depth and honesty in connection that most people either cannot sustain or do not particularly want, too unwilling to accept the [music] surface level engagement that passes for intimacy in most social contexts, too aware of the dynamics operating beneath conversations [music] to participate in those conversations innocently, too changed by their own experience to fit comfortably back into the shape that early relationships and early social environments expected them to hold. This fear is not vanity. It is usually the opposite. [music] It arrives not from the belief that you are superior to what has been available, but from the grinding [music] suspicion that what you require, which is not a great deal by your own reckoning, but which has consistently proven more than most people wanted to provide, is simply beyond what you are permitted to ask for.

[00:17:06]That genuine reciprocity >> [music] >> is an unreasonable requirement, that wanting to be fully known is evidence of some [music] excessive interior need that more reasonable people have long since made peace [music] with not satisfying.

[00:17:22]Jung would recognize this fear immediately. It is the internalized voice of every environment that found certain qualities inconvenient. The perceptiveness that made adults uncomfortable.

[00:17:35]The emotional depth that was labeled too sensitive. The refusal to pretend that everything [music] was fine when everything was clearly not fine.

[00:17:43]Which was called difficult rather than [music] honest. These qualities did not go away under the pressure of that labeling. They went underground. And what went underground did not disappear.

[00:17:54][music] It became a source of private shame.

[00:17:58]The person began [music] to experience their own nature as a liability rather than a gift. Began to enter relationships with a preemptive apology built into their self-presentation.

[00:18:11]Began to make themselves [music] smaller before anyone had the chance to ask because the asking had historically arrived with a particular kind of sting.

[00:18:20]The fear of being too much is, in this [music] sense, a learned response to specific experiences rather than an accurate description [music] of reality.

[00:18:31]But learned responses do not come with their certificates of origin.

[00:18:35]They feel [music] like accurate descriptions of reality.

[00:18:39]They feel like clear-eyed self-knowledge [music] rather than the internalized judgment of people who were themselves limited in their capacity for depth.

[00:18:48]>> [music] >> And they function quietly and persistently as a filter on what the person believes they are permitted [music] to want. What changes through the long work of self-knowledge [music] is not the intensity of the person. The depth does not diminish. The need for genuine connection does not [music] become more modest. What changes is the relationship to those qualities. [music] The gradual, hard-won recognition that what was framed as too much in certain environments was not too much in any absolute [music] sense.

[00:19:22]It was simply too much for those environments, and that the environments themselves [music] were not the measure of what was possible. They were just the available data set, which was, in the end, quite limited. [music] The person who arrives at this recognition does not become arrogant.

[00:19:39]They become more honest. They stop trying to fit into connections that require the suppression of [music] their actual nature, not because they have given up on other people, but because they have developed enough respect for their own interior to stop treating it as a problem to be managed, [music] rather than a reality to be honored.

[00:20:00]And from that place, the kind of connection they are actually suited for becomes not only possible, but, for [music] the first time, genuinely available to be recognized when it arrives. There is a story [music] that many people tell themselves about love that has failed to last, and it is one of the most seductive [music] and most damaging stories available.

[00:20:23]The story is called the right person at the wrong time.

[00:20:27]It goes something like this. There was someone.

[00:20:30]The feeling was genuine, possibly the most genuine feeling you have had.

[00:20:35]Something in the encounter touched [music] something real, but the circumstances were wrong.

[00:20:41]One of you was [music] not ready.

[00:20:43]The timing was off.

[00:20:45]Life intervened in the form of geography or existing commitments or the particular chapter each of you was in, and what might have been, had the universe arranged things differently, was something worth mourning.

[00:21:00]>> [music] >> This story is compelling because it preserves several things simultaneously.

[00:21:05]It preserves [music] the reality of the feeling, which was real.

[00:21:09]It preserves the sense of the other person's value, which may also have been real.

[00:21:15]And it preserves a specific kind [music] of hope, the possibility that somewhere in the architecture of what might have been, the love you are looking for exists. It is not that you are unable to find it.

[00:21:27]It is merely [music] that it has been cruelly located on the wrong side of circumstance.

[00:21:33]Jung would have looked at this story [music] more carefully. Not to dismiss the feeling, which deserves its full weight, but to ask what [music] the story is protecting.

[00:21:43]Because the right person at the wrong time story, for all its [music] romantic credibility, tends to perform a specific psychological function. It holds the attention in the past, [music] rather than the present.

[00:21:57]It organizes the emotional life around something [music] that did not fully materialize, rather than around what actually [music] is.

[00:22:05]And it carries a particular kind of grief that cannot be resolved [music] because its object is hypothetical.

[00:22:13]You cannot mourn a loss that was also a might have been. The grief has no bottom because it is mourning a reality that never [music] fully existed and cannot be either confirmed or released.

[00:22:25]There is also something [music] the story quietly avoids examining, the possibility that the timing [music] was not wrong in some cosmic sense, but was instead a reflection of where each person actually was.

[00:22:38]That [music] what felt like external circumstance preventing the connection was at least partly the internal readiness [music] of the people involved. That the person who was not ready was not ready for reasons that circumstance [music] alone does not explain.

[00:22:55]That even in better circumstances, something in the dynamic would have encountered the same friction because the friction was [music] not primarily situational, it was developmental.

[00:23:07]This is not a comfortable reframe. It requires [music] surrendering the clean sadness of the cosmic timing story for something murkier and more demanding, [music] but it is also, in the long run, considerably more useful.

[00:23:22]Because if the timing [music] was genuinely developmental rather than merely circumstantial, then what changes the timing [music] is not waiting for better circumstances.

[00:23:33]It is doing the interior work that changes what you [music] bring.

[00:23:37]And that is something actually within reach.

[00:23:40]The people who meet love later [music] have often passed through the right person at the wrong time story or several versions of it and come out the other side [music] with a different understanding.

[00:23:52]Not that those connections were without [music] meaning, they were full of it, but that the meaning was not primarily about those particular people being [music] irreplaceable.

[00:24:02]The meaning was about what each encounter revealed [music] about where they were in their own development.

[00:24:09]What they were still working on. What they were still unable [music] to fully show up for.

[00:24:14]What the pattern of those connections, seen from enough distance, [music] was teaching them about the interior work that remained.

[00:24:22]The question that haunts people who have not yet found [music] love is usually some version of what is wrong with me >> [music] >> that this has not happened yet.

[00:24:31]Jung would have asked a different question. Not what is wrong, but what is being prepared. What interior territory is being [music] mapped in the absence of the relationship? What aspects of the self are becoming visible, becoming known, becoming integrated in the space [music] that partnership has not yet filled?

[00:24:51]But before exploring that, it is worth asking something even more specific.

[00:24:56]What does readiness actually [music] feel like from the inside?

[00:25:01]Because readiness, in the Youngian sense, >> [music] >> is not the absence of longing.

[00:25:07]It is not the arrival of contentment so complete that partnership simply becomes an [music] optional addition to an already full life.

[00:25:15]That version of readiness is another performance, the performed sufficiency [music] of a person who has learned to present wholeness rather [music] than feeling Real readiness feels quieter and less certain than that. It feels like [music] the gradual reduction of a particular kind of urgency. The urgency that organized [music] so much of the earlier searching.

[00:25:38]The urgency that made every potential connection feel like an audition, made every early date feel [music] weighted with the question of whether this would finally be the one.

[00:25:48]Made every disappointment land [music] not simply as disappointment, but as new evidence for the old fear about what you were or were not permitted [music] to have. When that urgency begins to loosen, something else [music] becomes possible in its place.

[00:26:05]The capacity to be actually curious about another person [music] rather than primarily anxious about what they represent. To be genuinely present in a first conversation rather than running a parallel interior calculation about where it might [music] lead. To let something develop at its actual pace rather than accelerating [music] it toward the point where you can know whether it is safe to invest in.

[00:26:31]To allow yourself to be affected by someone [music] without immediately needing to know whether the affect is going to be worth what it might eventually cost. This shift is not dramatic. It does not arrive with a felt sense of [music] transformation. It reveals itself gradually in small moments.

[00:26:50]In the moment [music] you notice that you are actually enjoying a conversation instead of auditing it.

[00:26:56]In the moment, [music] you realize that a disappointment has registered as a disappointment rather than as a confirmation of your worst beliefs [music] about yourself and the world. In the moment, you catch yourself being genuinely interested in another [music] person's inner life rather than primarily interested in what their attention toward you means about [music] your worth.

[00:27:20]These small moments are the actual evidence of development, not the grand insights, though those have their [music] place, not the dramatic turning points, though those also occur.

[00:27:31]The daily texture [music] of how you move through connection, whether you are primarily contracted around self-protection or primarily open to actual [music] encounter.

[00:27:42]Whether the other person in front of you is a person you are genuinely [music] seeing or a surface onto which you are projecting the drama of your own unresolved interior. Jung believed that the anima and animus, >> [music] >> his terms for the inner image of the feminine carried in men and the inner image of the masculine carried in women, are not simply [music] archetypes of romantic attraction. They are images of the undeveloped interior, >> [music] >> the qualities a person has not yet integrated in themselves.

[00:28:14]And the attraction toward a particular external person is often, at its [music] early stages, partly the recognition of those unintegrated qualities appearing in the world in human form. The projection of the inner image onto the outer person.

[00:28:29]This is [music] why the early stage of love feels so mythological, so charged with significance [music] that seems to exceed the situation. It is not simply this person who is compelling.

[00:28:41]It is everything this person [music] represents about the unlived interior.

[00:28:46]The qualities you have not developed in yourself, >> [music] >> the depth or lightness or groundedness or freedom or passion you [music] have not yet given yourself permission to embody, appearing in front of you wearing a human face. [music] The problem is that projections do not survive sustained contact with [music] reality. As the relationship deepens and the actual person becomes more visible in their full complexity, the projected image begins to shift. The person who carried all that inner significance [music] reveals themselves to be a specific, limited, particular human being >> [music] >> rather than the living representation of your unlived potential. And if the relationship [music] was primarily organized around the projection, this revelation feels like disenchantment, like loss, like the discovery that what seemed extraordinary [music] was actually ordinary after all.

[00:29:44]But in a person who has done sufficient interior work, the projection [music] lifts to reveal something more interesting than it concealed, a real person with a real [music] interior of their own, who is neither the answer to every inner question nor the disappointment that answers none of them, just a person, present, [music] particular, genuinely other.

[00:30:09]And the love that can form between two people who are genuinely [music] present with each other as actual others rather than as projected inner images, that love has a different quality entirely.

[00:30:21]It is less [music] mythological and more real, less charged with the electricity of projection and more nourished by the steadier warmth of genuine encounter.

[00:30:30][music] It can last, not by remaining perpetually in the charged [music] early state, which is not sustainable regardless of how much people wish it were, >> [music] >> but by deepening into something that the charged early state can never provide.

[00:30:46]Actual [music] intimacy between actual selves. This is what becomes possible for the person who has taken [music] the time to develop, who has withdrawn their projections sufficiently, who has integrated [music] enough of what they were projecting outward onto partners that they are no longer [music] primarily seeking their own unlived qualities in another person, who can see the [music] person in front of them clearly enough to actually love them rather than the inner image they temporarily embodied.

[00:31:16]This is not [music] a small thing. It is, in fact, everything.

[00:31:21]The space that partnership has not yet filled is not simply empty.

[00:31:26]It is the territory in which certain kinds of development become possible [music] that the comfort and distraction of relationship would have delayed or prevented. The person who spends years genuinely alone doing the interior work rather than escaping [music] into one connection after another develops a quality of self-knowledge that is [music] not available any other way.

[00:31:49]They learn to distinguish their own needs from the needs absorbed from other people. They learn to recognize what [music] they actually value.

[00:31:57]They develop, slowly and without applause, a relationship with their own interior that is as attentive and honest as the relationship they have historically [music] extended to everyone else.

[00:32:10]And that interior relationship is the foundation upon which everything that follows is built, not the achievement [music] of someone else's love, the prior achievement of their own.

[00:32:22]It is the territory in which [music] certain kinds of development become possible that the distraction and comfort of relationship [music] would have delayed.

[00:32:31]The person who spends years alone, genuinely alone, working with their [music] own interior, rather than escaping into one connection after another, develops a quality [music] of self-knowledge that is simply not available any other way.

[00:32:47]They learn to sit with themselves without flinching.

[00:32:50]They learn to distinguish [music] their own needs from other people's.

[00:32:54]They learn to identify what they actually value, rather than what they have been [music] conditioned to perform valuing.

[00:33:02]They learn, often slowly and often with considerable resistance, that their own company [music] is not a consolation prize, that their interior is not a [music] place to flee from, but a place to inhabit.

[00:33:16]And that a life built on genuine self-knowledge, [music] even in the absence of partnership, is a life with real architecture, [music] real depth, real foundation.

[00:33:28]This foundation is what they bring when love eventually arrives, not neediness >> [music] >> dressed as readiness, not the performance of wholeness over a hollow interior, actual groundedness, [music] actual presence, the real thing that was assembled from the real work of having lived through the real difficulty of becoming themselves.

[00:33:51]This is why the people who meet love later [music] are often glad they did, not in spite of the waiting, but partly [music] because of it.

[00:34:00]Because the person who arrived to meet that love was someone worth the meeting, someone [music] who could actually be present for it, someone who was no longer primarily asking love [music] to solve anything, and who could therefore receive it for what it actually is, rather than for what they desperately needed it to be.

[00:34:19]The love that finds [music] you after you have found yourself is a different kind of love.

[00:34:24]It is not guaranteed to be easier.

[00:34:27]Life does not operate on reward systems, [music] but it tends to be more real, more fully occupied by the people inside it, less shadowed [music] by the unfinished business of people who met before they were ready and spent years trying to complete in each other what [music] they had not yet begun to complete in themselves.

[00:34:48]Late love is not second best.

[00:34:50]It is often the first time love [music] has had enough of the actual person to work with.