u/NecroCannon

Added: 2026-05-17

[00:00:00]In a quiet village where nearly everyone got along, a young black trans disabled woman lived not so quietly.

[00:00:10]While most people mind their business trying to weather the economic hardship of the current day, this black trans disabled individual would rather crash out on Reddit about mundane oddities, like the shelves at Target being slightly too dirty for their liking, or going on racist tangents about other Redditors not using words how they prefer despite not knowing the race of said Redditor, or The most damning of all, complaining about all the attention they get from being too attractive.

[00:00:48]Today we will explore the deeply troubled mind of the black trans disabled Reddit user Necroan.

[00:01:03]Hello internet. Before we begin, I just want to make it very clear that you should not contact this person in any way. This is all strictly for entertainment purposes, and I don't want anyone taking this seriously in any way.

[00:01:16]I will not be interacting with this person ever again after this video, so don't even bother. But ladies and gentlemen, we have something special today. It's not every day that you get to deep dive into the mind of a black, transgender, disabled, crazy person that likes to overshare everything online.

[00:01:33]Usually, you need some type of journalistic credentials to have access to speak to the insane, but luckily for us, Reddit exists. And all it takes is a little poking and proddding to find what is essentially a diary of someone who never should have been allowed on the internet. As I was making my last video with the great YouTuber Alcoholic Horse 49, I stumbled across a very schizophrenic individual who was writing essays about how offended they were about the colloquially used phrase goofy. ah that was used in a bizarre gay sexual fantasy masquerading as a meme.

[00:02:07]After the unsurprising social ineptitude on full display by our fellow Redditors, I now show you the first message I ever read by our protagonist. Man, if y'all white asses don't find something else to get riled up about, I'm so tired of coming online and seeing this [ __ ] It'd be more productive to make fun of white people that clutch their pearls at the sight of a black person than it'd be to get upset at everything coming from black spaces that no one here hardly ever wants to educate themselves on while I have to surround myself with this [ __ ] with no choice as where the [ __ ] else am I not a minority? I'm starting to get why other cultures are getting really irritated by US opinions online when the second it isn't red versus blue the hypocrisy show. And I'm so tired of seeing so many black people becoming too exhausted to call it out.

[00:02:57]If the right was saying this [ __ ] suddenly it'd be racist and not respecting black culture. Bro, I don't even know where to begin with this post other than the fact that it's like completely irrelevant to what this original commenter said. But guys, if I was to debunk every single thing this person has said, th this video would be probably like 4 hours long. And I'm not trying to do that to you guys, but I think it's safe to say that this first comment really gives you an idea of who exactly we're dealing with. All right, so the intro actually didn't do enough of a job, I think, of just highlighting how crazy this person is, but we'll start with the main ones that I showed off. I hate being attractive. Look, I just can't comprehend the idea. Like, I used to be someone that got the ew when someone tried to set me up with a girl in high school. Hell, I got a good jawline, but my weirdass teeth makes my face crooked. Thinking back to it, my senior year was when it all started.

[00:03:57]Spent my whole life up to that point scoffing at dudes that ended up in some drama between girls just to end up having my name spread around school out of jealousy. But still, 3 to four years afterwards, I just felt like I looked super average. Let's just ignore the fact that one of the hottest girls in school wanted to have sex with me, but I was too dense to notice when it happened. I was just that good of a friend that she came over to study dressed up. It was a year ago I started noticing all the weird [ __ ] People staring at me constantly like I got something on my face. people being immediately kind and trusting, straight up compliments, and this weird idea that I just have to be rich when I'm poor as [ __ ] or thinking my life is amazing before hearing about it. Even sex when I actively pursued sex. It came easily, but then I realized how hollow it felt that I crave connection. A big part of me being single is that too often a girl wants to have sex before we've even had a date. and me not immediately wanting to have it makes it worse or they just lose interest. Then it clicked. I'm attractive. People don't Oh god, dude.

[00:05:06]People don't dig further into who I am because it doesn't matter. I look trustworthy. I look strong and healthy.

[00:05:13]I look kind. So people take that and just run with it. I noticed I got that weird attractive until they open their mouth vibe around me. All right, guys. I didn't know we were dealing with a Chad here. This is a 10 out of 10. Everybody wants to [ __ ] him. Even straight men want to [ __ ] him. But uh I'm actually surprised he didn't bring up race here when he said everyone was staring at him. I know uh like some people get weirded out. Like I guess not weirded out necessarily, but if you try to start actively noticing people are looking at you, then you'll start making eye contact with them more often. It's more of like a a bias than it is um you know people actually care about your presence. But even then, this is on true off my chest. So, it's this person is complaining about just, you know, being being too too um perfect, I guess. I'm just surprised this hasn't found its way into like that happened or something.

[00:06:06]But maybe it has. Maybe it hasn't. I just don't know. Here, let me zoom in a little so you guys can see it more. It [ __ ] sucks. I always wish to have whatever the popular guys in school had to just have girls all over them and didn't understand why they seemed annoyed as hell about it senior year. I just want a [ __ ] relationship and people that care. There's people that got some image of me in their head that always get disappointed I don't amount up to. People that immediately pick on me or belittle me for no reason. Girls that think I'm into them when I'm not.

[00:06:35]And girls that are a little too interested in me when I want to take it slow. And it's not like I'm not going to put care into my appearance. I still want to look good to myself. It gets to a weird ass points when there's an underage girl being clingy to me and I'm just as nicely as possible like what the [ __ ] are you doing? Do you not realize how old I am? Okay. Yeah. Who is this guy, dude? I want to see a picture of him because apparently he's attracting even miners. Uh I I probably even people who just got out of the womb, you know?

[00:07:07]They're just they they need more of this guy. I laughed it off, but it was crazy.

[00:07:12]I had people just shipping me with the sorry with my best bro in school online and it getting a ton of likes. The [ __ ] social media site in my school decided to open [ __ ] what? Oh, okay.

[00:07:23]Okay. Uh, the [ __ ] social media site my school decided to open [ __ ] sucked. Dude, this guy does not know how to use punctuation at all. You guys can't tell, but I'm using like all of my brain power to try to, you know, phrase it how he is trying to phrase it here.

[00:07:38]Anyway, then there's the touching. Oh my [ __ ] god. If someone gets touchy, despite my skinny, buff, masculine build, I have curves. Not only do women get too touchy, men do, too. Oh, there you go. Exactly what I said. In high school, several times where I'm going upstairs and someone touches my butt or shoves something up, poking my ass. Turn around pissed and it's crickets. Doing that to women. Oh, it'll ruin your life.

[00:08:04]You don't want to risk it. Guys are just fair game, though. I had a girl grope my chest and back up like, "You can't touch me back because I'm a girl." Bro, that means you just sexually harassed me. I was so [ __ ] confused about that for years until it clicked because [ __ ] kept happening. Yeah, this this guy, he's going through the Fairly Odd Parents episode where Timmy wished that everyone liked him. You know, he is living that reality. I mean, I had guys call me [ __ ] lucky for being molested as a kid. Okay, guys. This must be like a hobby that I'm unaware of. Just making up stories, trying to get attention online, but it it only got seven comments and we'll definitely read them, but we are off to a a bit of a rough start. So, it's like I'd love to date.

[00:08:50]I'd love to put myself out there, but so much negative [ __ ] happened that I'm honestly just don't have it in me to let down my walls. I'm [ __ ] lonely. It's all just harassment until it isn't. I'm exotic. A Okay. No one's ever called you exotic, buddy. Okay. A toy to play around with.

[00:09:10]Someone who's got their life written on their face. With art taking off and things getting closer to me being a content creator, I'm [ __ ] scared of the attention. Everything I wished for growing up comes true because I put in the work just for reality to be its own hell. Even my voice is apparently sexy.

[00:09:27]Last thing I want is to become even more of a character to people rather than a real person with emotions and feelings.

[00:09:34]Oh my god, dude. Maybe the secret to all of this attention is being black, trans, and disabled. Maybe maybe I should get on to that as you guys you guys out there keep calling me it because I don't get anywhere near this attention. But, you know, maybe that's the secret. And I can't talk about any of this [ __ ] to anyone, even on Reddit. But here you are. I get people like me tend to not be on here, but I get people trying to downplay things, think I'm overexaggerating, or lying when I'm not, telling me I'm not special, like I got a massive ego that needs to be popped. I know I'm not special. Everyone around me feels like I am. I've seen stories of people that were in my shoes and people get sorry just gravitated to them for some damn reason despite how weird they are and they took that and formed powerful connections and networked sorry networked to find success in life. I see guys clown on e- girls and only fans girls but I [ __ ] get it. Milking people for money isn't justified but taking advantage of a situation that still brings problems IRL even if you didn't do it just makes sense. There is not a dense amount of good people in the wild to justify keeping those morals.

[00:10:42]It's either desperately trying to sell myself to people who don't want to listen to who I am or telling people who you are because they're listening. I despise attention. At the same time, though, I just want to be heard. Man, people act like I'm dumb as rocks immediately. And look at me. Wait, what?

[00:11:00]I thought people thought you were rich and like complimented you and trusted you and thought you were kind. We can't even keep the lies together in a single post. Uh, look at me weird when I talk.

[00:11:09]Because while I'm not a genius, I know what I don't know. We'll tell you if I don't know something. So, if I'm talking about something, I know what I'm talking about, even just a little bit to provide input. People love when I'm goofy, clumsy, idiot, but hates when I stand up for myself or make sense about something. You can't be attractive and Oh my. Okay. You can't be attractive and an intellectual. Just like I got told I'm too cute to be disabled like it's a compliment when I used a cane. I guess only ugly people can get disabled because then you can justify treating them like they're lesser because of it.

[00:11:43]I want to know why this person's disabled, but I guess that's a hippo violation. I hate being attractive, but you know [ __ ] what? I'll embrace it.

[00:11:52]embrace the attention and use my head to give me a leg up in life because it's either sticking to memorials and constantly getting kicked in the nuts for it or having Wait, do you still have nuts? I thought you were trans. Or having [ __ ] like back home. Oh, wait.

[00:12:06]You're poor. Never mind. Where I somehow had connections with G I'm not por shaming by the way. It's just that that [ __ ] is expensive as [ __ ] Uh with gang members that uh that pull up if I ever got jumped. You don't know how much I envy the lives of everyone else just focused on life. Big dreams staying dreams. I also wished I lived an interesting life as a kid. I really wanted to have a story like I saw in anime. Now my success from art comes from expressing my weirdass life in comics and my passionate stuff getting little attention. Even drawing porn gets little attention compared to my life. I got the [ __ ] story I wanted. Now I just wish to find peace in some direction. And it definitely isn't the one where I'm laying around wishing my life wasn't entertainment for others. I just hope I don't lose the core part of who I am and become a shitty person.

[00:12:56]When you're this disconnected from others and find it hard to find people you relate to, you start to see where people like billionaires come from.

[00:13:04]They're terrible people lost with greed.

[00:13:07]But it's almost dehumanizing in of itself to live a life where you can't experience things most people do. If I never struggled hard in life and had to grow from it, I probably would have been just like them, just way less rich. So, yeah, we haven't gotten to that part of the story, but they apparently drew porn for money at some point. And this was a day ago. Would point-and-click games be a realistic goal for me? So, maybe they're trying to get into gamedev, apparently. I don't know. But yeah, this was the first post, guys. This is only the first post. I told you this shit's going to get wild. You don't seem attractive. Please get off your high horse. Crazy how you say you had narcissistic parents, but a brief look at your post says you're the epitome of narcissism. Hope you get some therapy for that. Truly, being self-aware in situations like this is tough. Bro, you know you're cooked when even I'm agreeing with Redditors, you know. And apparently they're homeless. Okay. I dream to one day see my very own AI narrated video essay summarizing my life for Shock content. That's when I truly know I made it. Oh, and somehow I missed this. Back home where I somehow had connections with gang members that'd pull up if I ever got jumped. Guys, this is literally the trans disabled King Vaughn. He apparently has no connections, but all of the connections all at once. All right, anyway, on to the next post. Also true off my chest. I really don't like arrogant [ __ ] but I'll just have to embrace being one.

[00:14:34]Wow. 3 days ago. Really? You You just now discovered this? Yeah, I'm an arrogant [ __ ] I don't talk to people much. I'm blunt when I confront someone about how their actions are affecting me. I think this is the wrong affecting.

[00:14:48]I don't think highly of most people and find them kind of pathetic. Touche, buddy. I wish to think highly of myself and don't like people who aren't considered good by my own standards. I'm also black, trans, and by disabled, and went through 20 years of abuse that had several months where I almost went off in the deep end. My life has been so terrible and different that I'm forced to look at things differently no matter where I go because someone would have to actually be raised with an open mind to not have some assumption about me because of what I am. Bro, woe is me, dude. Holy [ __ ] I thought so little of myself growing up and I thought so highly of other people. I pushed myself to change because I wanted the fruitful lives they had. Just to realize that none of that mattered just because the color of my skin alone. before you get to other parts. The art skills, especially I honed in isolation due to my terrible upbringing, gets reacted to with passive aggressiveness and brushing it off. If not that, then this weird envy. Yes, everyone's jealous and envious of you despite you not actually showing any pictures of yourself or your art. Despite the fact that I'm cheerfully offering to draw with them or draw something for them to have fun, to socialize. When I decided to continue living and started working through my insecurities, I started noticing this gap forming between me and most people until now where I can catch and confront myself about a negative emotion and understand it while I have to nearly scream at people just to snap out of it and listen to what I'm directly telling them. If I wanted to keep my peace of mind, that means I can't reject who I am to just fit in, only improve myself. So, if I thought so highly of the world around me, but there's a gap I see between me and the average person I come across now, I don't care if most people don't like me, I'm going to be the best person I can, not just for myself. But if I can't love everyone, then I'll round up the people I'll love completely and share those skills and experience with myself. That won't change. Even with the attention I'm getting from art now, I was uncomfortable with it until I stopped posting to reflect. How many people cling to the image of fame and success to have the world view to even comprehend my discontent with it if I talk about it in a vacuum even then apparently I have a choice where I get to have things or have nothing in life.

[00:17:12]Bro, what the [ __ ] are they even talking about? So yeah, rejecting the world instead of myself is going to make me perceived to be an arrogant [ __ ] So [ __ ] what? From now on, I wait. No.

[00:17:23]Okay. No, it's choose. They They're using the wrong choose and chose. I choose who gets my love and respect. And that means having a degree of respect for yourself to have respect for me. Too many [ __ ] want to be perfect when they'll never be. We're all losers. We all have [ __ ] we're scared of. No. No.

[00:17:42]You're the You're the loser here, okay?

[00:17:44]You're probably close to 30 years old and you're still typing online like you're 16. We are not the losers. You are the only loser here. Being able to admit that is what makes you cool as [ __ ] and seem fearless. I'll admit my faults because I know damn well I'm working on them. I'm not going to grow older babying grown ass [ __ ] adults all my life. It's just pathetic behavior with no accountability. Oh no. And one of the commenters are actually cheering them on. Honestly, it sounds like you've been through hell and emerged with some serious wisdom. Most people wouldn't have the self-awareness to even recognize that gap, let alone articulate it so well. Keep being you. The world needs more people who aren't afraid to be authentic, even if it makes others uncomfortable. Your art and your perspective are clearly powerful. Don't let anyone diminish that. Oh my god, dude. Bless this person's soul. Oh my god. And just more woe is me paragraphs, dude. Yeah, you sound like an ass for sure. I'm not impressed, though. I 100% agree. If I could upvote that, I Oh, I can. Well, I I am [ __ ] banned. I don't know if that went through or not.

[00:18:51]So, yeah, guys. This person attempted to do some reflection and then realize that they are just they are just fine the way they are. They're they're fine being an [ __ ] And that's just who they are.

[00:19:02]And that's actually them growing, by the way. They're growing into being an [ __ ] or I guess an even bigger [ __ ] than they already were. Some real life reverse character development going on. r/c customer service. I've come to realize that I'm actually great with people. Customers are just the problem. I started working at a theater and I've worked a lot of fast food, so I've dealt with hangry customers, but they are genuinely in another world when they step inside the theater. And I don't know if it's because I'm black. it is. But I keep dealing with a lot of unnecessary aggression to a point where I'm trying to work out why they're suddenly upset. And if it triggers them even more to even start Sorry. And it's like it triggers them even more to even start insulting me or disrespecting me.

[00:19:49]This person just [ __ ] can't type. And then they despite doing it so much, by the way, and then they go crying to managers if I, a human being, tells them that you can't just treat someone like that. My job then decides to write me up. I've even gotten an onslaught of verbal harassment by a customer while cleaning and I laughed it off and joked around, but because they went and cried because I guess I just didn't stand there and take it or leave the theater like they wanted me to, I got a write up. Their response was that I should have rushed to tell them first like a child running to get their sibling in trouble first. The kicker is it's the second time in a row the customer mentioned my race. Just how broke is HR that they can't afford to hire competent people? This is in Chicago. Wait, HR doesn't hire people. Just moved here from the south. Was never that bad there. You know, I can see some of this being accurate because my fiance used to work at a movie theater. But, you know, given this person's history, I'm more likely to side with the customer. But my fiance, like she got all the tips and they actually got stolen. like a lot of her tips got stolen by one of the managers who I'm I'm not even gonna get into, but she did cocaine. Like she she just did cocaine out publicly and oh my god, dude. It so so much bad [ __ ] happens at that theater. Oh my god, I can't even get into it. But anyway, and I just keep talking to people because at first I kept feeling like I was the problem. Oh my god, dude. We're getting somewhere. But I step back to observe and I am just an honest half-intelligent laid-back person that tries to understand people. Wow. This is legitimately the craziest sentence this person could have put together. But anyway, I do not mix well with people that put up walls. Not even rude. It's just like I got to chisel a hole in using common ground so I can gently whisper, "I don't [ __ ] bite." With most people, they're cool with me after a period of time, and I stopped holding the warm-up period against them.

[00:21:52]Seriously, my life is proving myself to people. Customers don't want that. They don't want a friend or friendliness.

[00:21:59]They want a slave that barks yes at their demands most of the time. A lot of people have common decency, but there's still a few that will burn the world around them just to have their own patch of grass. And what makes the sorry that hell versus a livable expense is how the workplace handles those few. Mine can't tell the difference between customers.

[00:22:20]So my worst is just straight up bigotry.

[00:22:22]I get in trouble if I react to not even negatively. What's the point in all those training videos if there's an exception? They didn't know what to say when I mention that there's a reason that kind of behavior isn't tolerated within the work environment. They feel uncomfortable knowing it's going on and management isn't providing the assuring actions. Well, welcome to the workplace.

[00:22:44]I guess this person never works because this [ __ ] happens literally everywhere.

[00:22:49]Not that it's acceptable, but I I'm surprised this is a shock to someone.

[00:22:53]However, they're probably just karma farming because they're they they can't get money, you know. But to be fair, I would probably never [ __ ] hire this person ever. And it's not because of any of the things that they mentioned.

[00:23:04]They're just literally insufferable to every single degree imaginable. But they actually did get some positive attention on this one because they, you know, everyone's experienced what it's like to deal with customers, even myself. You know, they're probably not entirely lying on this one, but it's still crazy, you know, reading all their other posts and then they still come back to like, I I'm still not doing anything wrong. I've never done anything wrong in my life, in fact. All right, this next one isn't that long, but it's still funny. A fan came here, stood around for like 10 minutes, then dig through the stock and left it a mess. Don't be that guy. Like, dude, I can use context clues to find out prices, but what the [ __ ] is an unknown parent going to do? If you're going to be a grown ass man in the toy aisle, then own it and not act worse than the kids man. Literally, my first experience seeing another Transformers fan that isn't the occasional kid. Bro, what are we talking about? This isn't that bad. It's also Target. I don't know what this person expects. And they got absolutely ratioed for it, too. Call me crazy, but that isn't that messy. Bigger question is, why did you creep on them for that long? This is an absolute nothing burger other than the weird self-report. As someone who's worked in Target retail, this is nothing. I've seen far worse. Is the mess in the room with us right now? But yeah, I don't know if this person has OCD or anything, but this is this is like super standard.

[00:24:29]I don't know what they're bitching about. My [ __ ] credit score should not keep me from renting an apartment.

[00:24:34]Oh god, how bad is it, dude? Like, I didn't have a great credit score when I rented my first apartment. It was like low 600s. But you have to really [ __ ] up for them not to accept you. Especially if you're in a lowinccome area.

[00:24:48]Hypersexual, looking for others wanting an outlet, too. Hey, I'm non-binary.

[00:24:54]Mask appearance currently. 24. moving there in a few weeks for college and wanting to find cute people that can't help but be turned on almost 24/7 like me. Oh Jesus, they're a sex addict. I'm a loving pleasure Dom and from how people describe me, I'm pretty athletic looking with attractive features and lean feminine in my personality and self-care. Okay, but like where is any of these pictures to confirm this? All right, I hear a lot of talk, but I I don't see any evidence so far. Oh god, here's a post explaining why they're hypersexual. We don't have to click on this one though. I'm I'm certainly not clicking on it. If I could hot swap genitals, I'd be way happier. Art has turned me into a nudist. Oh no. I'm so glad that [ __ ] was removed. So wait a minute. Am I a furry? Dude, this guy is just collecting nerfs. Like what the [ __ ] I made up my mind. I'm planning on going to a brothel. Having an interesting life sucks. Another classic true off my chest pose. The more I grow my boobs, the more I go from yay to oh, that's what girls are complaining about.

[00:26:01]I'm a 36 DDD. Holy [ __ ] this person is fat. God damn, they're a triple D as a man. Maybe they're stuffing their bra. I don't know. They they keep saying they're athletic. So, I I find that hard to believe. As a black artist, I really don't care about being inclusive. Should a trans woman still look up to men?

[00:26:23]Should men still look up to men? I don't know. Probably. Depends on the man, I guess. Oh my god, guys. I finally found it. I found the face image that we've all been looking for. And, you know, he isn't actually that bad looking. But he is not a 10. He is not, you know, in the category that he was talking about where everyone was just trying to hop on his dick. But that is absolutely nuts. We finally found a picture of this guy, but this was 6 years ago. So, you know, he he no longer is presenting as a man, I guess. So, I I guess it's impossible to tell, but how do you have 36 drip D's?

[00:27:05]Tell me. Something wild must have happened for this guy to somehow grow triple D's. But anyway, guys, that's going to be the video. I hope you guys enjoyed. Honestly, a lot of the posts were just repeating a lot of the same stuff that he's already said. So, I didn't I didn't decide to read any more of them. But, you know, I'm finally glad we got to see who exactly this guy was because apparently he's he he was like balling. He was he's been balling all his life and everyone else is the reason that he's down, you know? Let my [ __ ] Necro cannon free and then the world would be a much better place. Let him let him express himself. But anyway guys, give this video a like, comment, and subscribe. Thank you so much for watching. Thank you to all of my base gods, base legends, superb based, and base certified members. And I will see you guys tomorrow. Peace.