Specific Message: MAJOR plot Twist! The moment the relationship is BROKEN....

Added: 2026-05-20

[00:00:00]Hey. Hey. Hi guys. Welcome back. All right. So, we are going to get into a specific message.

[00:00:07]I don't know that we're going to call this one urgent, but it was on one hand a little bit only in the sense that in my mind I somebody broke a seemed like a vase first and then I was like, is it a is it a plate? Is it a dish? Is it a cup? Um I don't know. But it seemed like accidental and it seemed like unexpected. So, I don't know if this is the forewarning like, "Hey, careful butter fingers. Don't don't drop stuff."

[00:00:31]Um, then it also shifted and it was more like somebody found that like something that they really liked had a big old chip in it. Could be somebody's favorite, you know, mug has a has a chip in it because, you know, you set it down too hard in the sink or something, but it seemed like they knew that it happened and it was like, "A damn, look at the damage." So, it did not seem like car stuff. It seemed like it was definitely like plate, glass, cup, something along those lines. vase, you know, that kind of thing. So, we'll just see where this one takes us. Hi, guys.

[00:01:01]Great to see you. Light and dark. I love that. Escar Anisha Shhatu. Good morning, babe. Hi, Louise. Thank you so much for being here, everybody. All right, let's take a look. By the way, um when I'm done here, I will go back over to the other channel and we'll do still do an Aquarius video over there. Um I want to do at least six videos uh for zodiacs today. And right now, we've got five done. And I'm going to do a sixth one over on the other channel after this.

[00:01:26]Okay. So, we have Ace of Pentacles here.

[00:01:28]We have four of wands upright. We have an Ace of Cups sideways. And we have the Page of Cups upright. Um, this does look a bit beautiful. Um, if something is broken, if somebody is like freaking out um that they broke something in this case, maybe that's more of a metaphor for like I just broke some other relationship, but it allows me to start fresh and end up with the right person now.

[00:02:02]Almost like we may have a masculine who knows who the right person is. Hang on.

[00:02:05]Can we center for just a minute on what's the deal with the the breaking a cup or plate or something? I mean, maybe she Okay, so there's a term called wobbishabi where it's like, you know, things are perfectly imperfect. Things are a little bit, you know, crooked, a little bit broken, a little chipped, a little bit, you know, that slightly like misprinted um favorite shirt that you have or um you know, the vase that's a little bit wonky, you know, cuz it was handmade.

[00:02:31]Um, and it's like that's what I love about it is that it isn't so factory made perfect. I don't know if that's going to be more the way to look at this. We have magician. We have eight of pentacles. What I'm saying, what is a thing that's broken? Well, first off, he's carrying like a breakfast in bed scenario. Um, something that he wants to work on. So, this is somebody who wants to repair something that's broken is what I would say. Now, I don't know if this is like more thoughts that are yet to come. Maybe he wants to give somebody breakfast and bread and he's like in bed and he's like, "Oh man, I don't want to tilt the tray and have stuff smash onto the ground." But it also says he may have already had a relationship that got chipped and broken and he'd really love to fix it. It's like he'd love to do the most romantic stuff either to regroup or to, you know, heal something that got broken, you know, to shower all kinds of love upon somebody.

[00:03:31]Okay, so hold on. By the way, we do have like this goldfish in a jar. So, I don't know if somebody, you know, be careful with your fish. If you've got, you know, an aquarium or something, don't break the the aquarium. Don't break your your fish bowl.

[00:03:45]There's something here where in his mind it's about wanting to heal the thing that has been broken. Moren Jacobs, hi Angel. Happy Wednesday morning.

[00:03:56]You guys are so awesome. So many late nighters here. Carrie Wilson, lots of love to you. Mama Jamila, thank you everybody.

[00:04:05]Annette Summers be always so good to see you babe.

[00:04:09]So we have a king of pentacles sideways.

[00:04:11]I am gonna say this might be on his side. He might be thinking about the thing that he broke and he's fully saying, "I broke it because I didn't put in the effort. I didn't put the love in that I should have. I should have been building the castle with somebody, but I didn't, and that's how I broke it, and I knew the moment that I broke it." So, this is looking like it's more um in the past.

[00:04:36]He's reflecting on something that already happened, but it's like he's coming in with a delayed um answer as to how to do this all over again and maybe get it right this next time. Maybe see if she'll love him again. Maybe him, her, it doesn't matter in these specific messages. So, we tend to go with, you know, exactly what we see on the cards.

[00:04:56]So, in this case, by the way, he could have curly hair. Um he may keep his hair short or shaved. um even you know to the extreme like a buzz cut or you know shave his head completely. He's you know bald here, bald here, here he's got hair and here he's got a lot of hair. He may be somebody who like needs to like for a profession for a career path. He may like be very cleancut all the time. Um that could also represent maybe he takes things down to the bare minimum. um you know like if you're setting that that blade really close so you know you get a really clean shaven head maybe he shaves like like energy out of things and keeps things very simplified when whereas in a love story you want to give more not give the bare minimum it's fine if you want to do a haircut and leave the bare minimum hair on the top of your head but in a relationship you shouldn't be looking at how little can I give and still keep the relationship going how can I conserve energy relationship is like, "Oh my god, this is the place for me to show the the most of my heart. This is the place for me to like really um express." So, I don't know if like conservation of action and thought had been like his thing for a really long time. And I mean, it definitely seems like in his mind he's like, "And that's where things got broken. I didn't say how I felt. Maybe I couldn't say sorry. Maybe I didn't know how to just stand up and dance with her.

[00:06:27]Or maybe I I didn't know how to like all those sweet moments and I could have told her how I felt, I I kept it inside instead and that's what broke this connection.

[00:06:39]Okay, if that is the way to look at what was broken and he is all about the remedy for it, then he knows exactly why it got broken. That's that's great though. You know, if if somebody was still confused about what had happened, I could be concerned because they'd be like basically floundering, not knowing what to do to try to course correct, but he seems to be very clear. This is what went wrong. This is what needs to be fixed, and this is how to fix it. So, he's the the man with the plan, Stan. Um I don't The name Paulo comes to mind. Um I don't I don't know why. Um, I know I just said Stan, but also like an M name maybe just cuz I said the man with the plan. Um, but an M name like a Mark Marco. Um, something along those lines.

[00:07:26]I don't usually think about names, so that's kind of interesting. Two of Wands.

[00:07:33]He knows damn well this is the person that she had wanted to marry him and he also knows she's not going to be sure about that anymore. she it's going to be hard to get her over that threshold to think about a wedding, which is that's crazy that his brain is already going there, but that's like the first thing that his brain went to with that four of wands. So, he knew he wanted to marry her. That was obvious. And she at one point was very on board with this. It's It's crazy because it's like he has flashes in his mind of the two of them, of what their wedding would look like.

[00:08:12]Okay, let me ask a more pertinent question. Why might you have held back and not actually um you know just opened up more? Why were you I mean sorry to say but stingy with your emotions and with your offerings. We have eight of swords and we have page of swords.

[00:08:33]I'm not saying he wanted her to like dig deeper and try to like draw him out of his his cave. It says he definitely has a a tendency to get himself stuck.

[00:08:48]And if anything, he might have wished that she would like fight to try to draw him out.

[00:08:56]You know, that feels a little bit like maybe he is really saying I needed the reassurance that she was going to either keep pulling me to talk to her and keep trying to like burrow in to get to know more about me as I kept withholding, withdrawing.

[00:09:18]I wanted to be the mystery that she had to solve. Maybe he wanted the reassurance that he was interesting enough to her for her to keep, you know, trying to find him out, trying to understand everything about him. That's not great to set yourself up for. Um, you know, you've got to you you have to show me that you're you're going to basically go through my emotional obstacle course that I've set up that you don't know I set up for you, but I want you to do back flips for me and jump hurdles and go through little tubes. And I want to set it up where I run the course and you don't know that you're on it so that I can see how dedicated will you be. like that does not sound like somebody advocating in their own best interest. Um, you know, like keeping things away and making it harder to get to to then be able to feel secure like, oh, see, she really is interested cuz look at how hard she's trying. Um, if that is what he he was doing, which is what it looks like with the page of swords. I wanted her to try to figure me out. Um, it it's like if you want a successful business, but you're like, I'm going to do no advertising. I will not put a sign on it. I will not tell anybody that I have a business. Um, I won't have a phone for the business. And then I want it to be really successful.

[00:10:40]I It's going to be very exclusive. And it's like so exclusive nobody can find it. Um, you can't hide what you're doing. It doesn't mean you have to every breath you take advertise, but you certainly have to let people know something about what you're doing. Um, you you certainly want to be findable.

[00:10:57]Um, so I don't know. This just looks like for whatever reason he wanted her to like work really hard to get to know him. Okay. With the six of swords, it may simply have been he really needed to feel secure and have reassurance because in the past either somebody didn't care very much about him and it was really stressful or maybe he was told he came on too strong in the past and that worried him. Whatever this is, it it boiled down because here he is in his own rowboat just trying to get into calmer waters.

[00:11:32]Let me just clarify. Did you really want her to have to try to figure you out?

[00:11:38]With the T of swords in the reverse is, yeah, maybe I wanted her to come and like give me extra loving, but he all the signals that he gave was like, I don't want anything from her. When in fact, it's like, oh, please come find me. Please come rescue me. Please.

[00:11:55]He didn't really just want to go off on his own and heal silently, but that's basically what he he may have shoved her out of his life, but then was always hoping. I hope she comes to find me. I hope she comes to chase me. I hope she comes, you know, knocking on my door and won't let up and, you know, keeps telling me you need me in your life.

[00:12:12]That's what I kind of wish.

[00:12:15]what what is making you spark and realize oh my god I realized when I broke this connection because is it does seem that I mean basically what we're describing is the runner right um the runner chaser dynamic we have the chariot the moment that he realized okay I broke this connection and I actually want to fix it has to do with maybe when she moved on and way out of his realm when you know You push people away for so long before finally they go, "Okay, I get it. You don't want me. I will definitely like go completely in a different direction. You won't hear from me again. I will not darken your doorstep again. I will not reach out again. I will not chase you. I realize you don't want me chasing you." And that might have been how she felt about this.

[00:13:04]She may have felt very alienated from him. We literally have the UFO here. Um, shout out to Sunflower and Moon Power.

[00:13:14]Um, but this feels like the day she was just over it and was like, "Okay, you won't hear from me again." That's the day he's like, "Uhoh, uhoh, now I got and done it." The person that I kept shoving away that I actually wanted to chase me, I so successfully pushed her away.

[00:13:34]She's not going to be chasing. She's actually She's gone. She let me go. So, he did. You know, that is the thing where you go, "Oh I just broke this." So, that's kind of why we had probably that mental image or that metaphor for like you drop something that you didn't mean to and you smash it or you crack it. Um, and this was obviously somebody that he actually did care a lot about. It was just man, it was all about like I need the reassurances that you really want me. But instead of him like giving to the connection and maybe even finding the way to articulate like I'm scared I you know I want so badly to know that you really want to be with me and I'm having a hard time believing it. You know like maybe he should have been able to say that but I mean come on who's able to say that right? Ideally as humans with all of our great communication we should be able to say it but it's very hard to describe what you mean when you mean it sometimes. You know, it's very hard to take emotions and turn it into words. So, on one hand, okay, that's what he did.

[00:14:35]She's clearly gone. Let's go ahead and talk to her for just a second. Feminine, where'd you go? You got beamed up. Hi, guys. Nice to see everybody.

[00:14:45]Lexi, thanks for being here. Casey, Raman, sweet dreams, said Wanita. Don't worry, Strawberry. Brian, wonderful to see you. Good morning to you in Pennsylvania. You guys are so awesome.

[00:14:55]Thank you for being here. So, where is she at with the two of pentacles? She still thinks about this, but she's been making peace with it overall and she's riding her bike into the the sunset. Um, I think she still weighs this in her mind, though. Anybody would still probably reflect on this, the four of swords. And she's like, "Dude, I just I got I got the memo." Like, he wanted to be left alone. He does not want to hear from me at all. What was it that he said or didn't say or how he behaved that made you say he wants to be left alone?

[00:15:29]He does not want to talk to me.

[00:15:32]Page of Pentacles and the Moon because she did have dialogue with him, but instead of it being like a shared dialogue, he either like checked out and it was also very immature. He didn't talk to her about anything super meaningful. I'm wondering if this was like stressed and strained if these two basically you know already had like she distanced herself but she came back for one more dose to try to like check in on him and the what she got back was very minimal effort on his part maybe um almost a distraction.

[00:16:05]And you notice he's got the flower like you know I love her I love her not like ah I'm distracted maybe I care about you maybe I don't. He may have given those vibes like not too sure that I care to talk to you. She was left more confused than ever. Like what the hell am I doing talking to this cat if if he's giving me page energy? Pages are children. You know it's the most immature the most minimal effort ever. And he seems distracted rolling around on the grass.

[00:16:34]He's not talking about anything meaningful. I am more out in the dark than I've ever been with. I have no idea what he thinks of me. I have no idea.

[00:16:42]So, she was just left blank. Like, I I don't know other than he doesn't want to talk to me. Or if he does, I mean, I may as well be the gas station attendant. You know, it's brief. It's you're not having deep, meaningful conversations. Well, unless you have Aries with you because let me tell you, my dog is like he has bonded with all of our favorite gas station attendants and he is like in love with these guys and they love him and so we don't get to gas up quick because there's a whole festival of love that goes on. But for the most part, you know, I'm thinking of like the briefest interaction, you know, pop in, you guess up, you move on. Um that's that's why I use that. Not to say that somehow it's insignificant, but rather it's a brief encounter. If that is how he was talking to her, like it may as well have been I'm a stranger to him and he doesn't expect to talk to me for more than a couple seconds. That's how I was made to feel. So, I don't understand what I'm even doing talking to him. He clearly doesn't want to talk to me. So, that was the moment she really let go is what it seems like. Feminine, is is that what happened? Did you just let it go?

[00:17:59]Three of Swords. Interestingly enough, she said it actually healed my heart. I didn't feel heartbroken anymore because I'm a realist. Somebody doesn't want to talk to you or they don't want to be with you. I mean, I can handle that. I'm a G big girl, big boy, you know, whatever. I'm I'm grown up. What would have sucked is if they had loved me, but somehow I couldn't like connect to them.

[00:18:24]But obviously, they didn't want me. So, I can take that and it actually lightened my heart. It could have even been that like if she talked to them after all this time and it was a meaningless conversation.

[00:18:39]She could have been like, "Huh, how wild is this? Once upon a time, I thought there was a lot more here, but it there isn't. I literally have if I was heartbroken over them before, that was like a waste of my beautiful energy. like I shouldn't have been crying at all. In fact, now I know I don't have to. You know, I always think that that's understandable. Like it's the feeling like you miss out on something beautiful is what hurts. Finding out that you didn't and it wasn't a matchup. That's like we can all handle that, right?

[00:19:13]That's human life. Like we're not always going to have it, you know, click.

[00:19:17]That's okay. Grown-ups handle it. You know, we I mean, it might be a little bit sad, but if if they weren't feeling it, even if I was, you got to let it go. There's no This wasn't meant to be. So, I have nothing to be sad over. It's not like I missed out on the opportunity of a lifetime. That wasn't my opportunity. It didn't even want me. I could see her just shrugging and being like, you know what? I'm cool. Five of Cups and the Tower. Yeah, this is the moment that her sorrow over this stopped.

[00:19:50]So, on one hand, oh, he did break this.

[00:19:53]He he broke the I'll say the word spell, but I obviously I don't believe in spells, but um the spell that she was under where it was like I was so sad over him. I was so sad over what happened with us. And all of a sudden it was like that all fell away. It just totally collapsed. My sadness over him, over us, totally collapsed. she still like weighs maybe um either like what was he ever doing with me when he didn't want to be with anybody? Certainly not me. Like that's the one part that I think she weighs because obviously she's like okay I get it. He wanted to not talk to me anymore clearly with how little interest he put into our dialogue. But I don't understand what was he ever doing with me. And I feel like she's still making peace with that.

[00:20:44]But I think ultimately the piece she makes with it is like, who the hell cares? I don't need to figure out why he did what he did. He doesn't want to deal with me. That's cool. You know, whatever. We can leave as cordial. You know, it doesn't matter. Um, I'm not going to walk away heartbroken anymore.

[00:20:59]So, I think this was a very cathartic conversation that she had with him, which is so ironic because that last conversation was also the one where his experience was totally different. His experience was like, "Holy I just lost her in completely like she's out of my life. She's out of my universe at this point." And she ain't never coming back.

[00:21:22]But now I have to try to fix it. How the hell am I going to fix it? I broke this.

[00:21:28]Let me go back and just ask one thing real quick.

[00:21:33]Did you come across as that page in dialogue? Did you Why did you talk to her in a way that and maybe he didn't, but the way she interpreted it is you couldn't have shown me less interest or seriousness. So, why did you talk to her like that? Okay. Queen of Pentacles upright.

[00:21:51]In this case, he's like, she's amazing.

[00:21:54]Um, she's super giving. She did. You just want to receive from her. Three of Pentacles. H. Okay. So, we go back to what he always wanted, right? I wanted her to dig deep and I wanted her to bring up all kinds of things from the past and how much she wants to give to me and I wanted her to chase me and I wanted her to chase the topic of the past. And you see these little fossilized um ammonites here. and we see the the ants, you know, peeling one grain away at a time and, you know, digging a hole all the way through the earth to the other side so we can see the cosmos. This is like I wanted her to keep like dialoguing with me and tell me how much she loved me and keep offering me because the Queen of Pentacles is very good at offering. She's very good at nourishing. She's very good at let me feed you, let me rub your feet, let me welcome you in. He's like, I was so ready to wait for her to give, give, give, massage, you know, words out of me by first you tell me all these beautiful things and then you keep asking me a billion perfectly worded questions. Um, and one grain at a time, you you keep showing me how important it is that you get to know everything about me. And like once again, he wanted to be chased and reassured. That's that's what this was all about. Oh, good god. Um, that's a tough one. Sweet dreams to you, honey. Take care. Um, this feels really, I don't know, just a waste of energy here. Nine of Pentacles sideways. This whole vibe was just he didn't feel good enough, but man, he feels really good if she's paying attention to him. Who reached out to who? Did you reach out to her? Did she reach out to you in that final dialogue that you guys had? Four of Wands. It doesn't tell me. It says both people like needed to have this this conversation. Maybe it doesn't matter who initiated it. Maybe these two bumped into each other with the help of the universe. Um but clearly they um you know they they met for a reason or reconnected for a reason and it was to get things settled.

[00:24:15]Now get things settled how maybe I should be asking the universe this. the Empress.

[00:24:23]It's time to like show up and grow up or, you know, move on.

[00:24:31]Something needed to be nurtured. Respect needed to be given. Mature conversation needed to be had. Um, something serious needed to happen between these two. And instead, it seems like it was more of the same old game playing kind of the, "Okay, here I am.

[00:24:50]Chase me while I run from you. Tell me how much you want to talk to me. Talk to me about the past. Talk to me again and again about how great you know I am or how much you care about me. Remember, he was a king of pentacles sideways. She is a queen of pentacles upright. He always saw himself with her but not as her equal because it was like she needs to do back flips from me. I want her to give me seven times more than what I'm going to give her. That's what I need from her. but I want to be with her.

[00:25:21]Okay, so total sabotage of this connection, not because he didn't want it, but because he did, but it was all very much like, I need my needs met first. And my needs, unfortunately, are make me feel special. Make me feel secure. But I won't tell you that. I'll just keep withdrawing from you and hoping that you keep moving toward me as I withdraw and withdraw and withdraw.

[00:25:43]That's what the game was here. It wasn't intended to be a game. This is not a villain. This is just somebody who they needed to get their own like reassurance in themselves where it needed to be first, but instead they were trying to build something with her while not being stable in themselves. Okay. So, at this point, you have a plan. You You want to do things different. Okay. Eight of swords. Well, you have no choice. He's saying, "I have no choice." Um because I broke it. And there we go. Okay. So, broken window. Um, I started out by seeing somebody who broke a plate, a glass, a vase, something along those lines, and it was like, "Oh shit." Um, but now it says, "Oh, I broke the window. I broke, you know, I threw a ball right through this and smashed it."

[00:26:28]And it was, here's the thing, like she's very transparent to him. She was very loving with him. She never hid that she cared about him. He didn't have to doubt that at all. If he had just like treasured this and, you know, we've got all this chamomile here, this could have been so peaceful. but instead he like smashed it. So you took something that you already had, something that somebody was already giving to you and you you broke that.

[00:26:55]Okay.

[00:26:57]He has no choice but to try to fix it at this point. Let me just see what's the plan. You said you want to give all of this like almost excessive amount of romance, all of this excessive amount of like if I could make breakfast in bed, if I could do all the sweet things that I should have, that I could have, that I would have. I mean, this definitely is giving a little bit of like um romance um movie vibe. you know, I'll be chirtless and oiled and, you know, pecks. Um, you know, flexing as I bring in, you know, roses and croissants, you know, that's that's a little over the top. Um, but maybe he's just saying like this pendulum is swinging the opposite direction where it's like, I should have, oh god, what is that song? Uh, Bruno Mars and I should have bought you flowers and held your hand and taken you to all those parties because all you wanted to do was dance. Um, it's kind of like that. Like, why did I not just like ooze romance and and do everything I could to make her happy? Why didn't I dance with her? Why didn't I, you know, talk about marriage and get excited about a wedding and, you know, all the things? But now it's like if I could say all those things now, that would maybe make her love me again.

[00:28:17]That's that is his soul plan is I'm now going to come in and I don't know if it's love bombing, but I'm going to come in and I'm going to do everything everything that I withheld before.

[00:28:27]That's what I'm going to give now.

[00:28:28]That's what the plan is. Nine of cups, Knight of Cups, Judgement. Okay. Again, very romantic. I'm going to be like, I need to smell your neck every three and a half seconds. I'm going to make her so happy with how in love with her I'm going to be with how much I'm going to show her. Oh my gosh, I love your kneecaps.

[00:28:48]I love, you know, like with that color of that dress on you. Um, you know, I love the the sound of your breathing.

[00:28:58]Like this is, you know, this is this is over the top with romance, romance, romance now. But he's like, "Yes, because I have to make up for what I didn't do before.

[00:29:08]So, like there's a deficit. I have a debt to pay and before I even get to just like the normal amount of romantic effort, I have to first give like a ton a ton a ton. We need the most romantic dates ever. I need to make her so happy and sweep her off her feet. That's the way to fix this. That's how I'll get her back." And he feels like this is a very like I don't know if they played this song and dance a couple different times in past lives because anytime I see Stonehenge I always think of it as being more um like maybe past lifey or I mean this week we're going to be doing kind of mystical storytelling just because of the backdrop that I'm using and I was just in the mood for something fanciful and mystical. Um well sure enough this would be about as fanciful mystical as you could get. you know, the big mystery of why the Stonehenge built, you know, there's all these different hypotheses.

[00:29:57]They say it actually predates the druids, I think, by like 5,000 years.

[00:30:01]Um, there's like two circles. They say the inner circle um they think might or at least one hypothesis is like it could have been used to amplify sound somehow.

[00:30:12]There's all kinds of like um you know, spiritual belief systems. um it was, you know, created so that human beings could like celebrate the equinox or it was created for some kind of sound frequency um you know transference of energy or something. There's there's a lot of ideas, but I sometimes link it to, you know, past life stuff and echoes of the past. And if anything's going to be amplified, I would say somehow they've already done all this. So, we know they've done it at least once in this lifetime, but maybe this is a lesson, a karmic lesson that he's he's broken this connection with her in more than one lifetime. And this is the echo of the past mistake, and this time he's got to fix it. Yeah, justice card is here. It's like Alice through the looking glass. Um, I don't think this is the first time this has happened with them. That's what this feels like is I have to change it now in this lifetime because I just did her dirty. And but I want to say again, you know, there's there's something here where it's like this is not the first time he's done this. Whether it spans multiple lifetimes, I don't know, but this is too much karma. It's got to get cleared out now.

[00:31:26]Seven of Wands. At this point, she may have gone into a bit of like warrior maiden um energy. She's up at the top of a mountain with her little, you know, I guess I'll say it's not a scimitar. I would say samurai sword. Um, she's the blockage now and and I'm feeling like WTF like what do you want now? If he's going to approach her, she may be quite like I don't get what you want.

[00:31:56]She could be a little hostile. Six of Wands, Two of Pentacles. Look, I made peace with the fact that you didn't want me, but I decided not to let it, you know, crush me. I decided to go be successful in my career. I decided, you know, other people like me. I decided to nurture other things in my life. I decided not to wait for somebody that didn't want me to figure out that they wanted me. It didn't pull me down. In fact, it made me protect myself from people that don't think I'm worth anything in their life. Look, harsh words, but understandable is what I would say there. That looks like, you know, she's she's she's saying what she needs to say.

[00:32:38]Queen of Pentacles. She is still giving.

[00:32:40]She is still loving. But you notice she's on this airplane kind of flying away. She's moving into her future. She has plans for her golden years. And I don't think her plans include giving to somebody who didn't know if they wanted to be a part of her future or I mean because obviously he didn't give to this connection and he made it seem like he didn't want her like bothering him when it was the reverse running away from somebody makes makes people think okay you don't want to talk to me let me stay away from you then now here you are going to reach out to me but now she's the runner I mean that's could be The the new dynamic here is he was a runner, now she is cuz she's on an airplane trying to get away. This is not great.

[00:33:30]Um, and this is no way to clear out karma. Death card. Maybe the way to clear this karma is to just say the game stops here cuz I don't I don't play anymore. It's over. She maybe has pumped the brakes and said never again. Here we go again with the shattered, the cracked, right? We see all of the um sorry it's really hard to show that all of this is like spiderwebed glass from the crack.

[00:33:55]I kind of think that this is over in her mind.

[00:33:59]Six of Pentacles.

[00:34:02]She's either ready to give to somebody else or she's saying, "I gave enough to this. You can't teach a polar bear how to play the the cello. Um it was stupid for me to do that." you know, pick the person that you're going to give to who, you know, can give to you and play in harmony with you. Don't set yourself up to try to harmonize with somebody who can't do that with you. Don't break your own heart by trying to give to somebody that doesn't want to give to you or isn't capable of giving to you in an equal way. Polar bears have their place, but they're their place is not to be, you know, a cello player. It almost feels like that's her like she's really really come to this conclusion. She's over them and she's saying I gave to them. That's how that was. But I can't ask them to give to me. And I've learned that. I want to be with the King of Cups and that's it. Okay. So, she has her sights set on somebody else. Either she has her intentions set or she actually has somebody else on her mind or, you know, on her vision. Um, but she's totally content in the idea of meeting somebody else.

[00:35:08]Um, this means a total rejection. It almost feels like he's not going to get the chance to come toward her and try to like give a whole ton of love because she's shut down. She may not even let him get to the point of saying, "Listen, I held back all this. I want to give now." She's already shut down. Like, step off. I figured it out. I don't need to. I don't want to give to you. I'm not trying to run so you'll chase me either.

[00:35:36]I literally want somebody else. I'm sorry. I know if I'm being really blunt about this, but we have death card in the reverse. We have justice upright.

[00:35:45]And we have the devil.

[00:35:47]And in this case, the story goes on and on. And I say that because we don't have an ending for him. We have him being aware this is karmic justice because now I'm the one who is obsessed with her. Um, and yet it's it makes perfect sense that once upon a time I wanted her to just chase me. I made her feel unvalued in my life. And now I want so badly to be with her and she I can't even get close to her. She's keeping me at arms length, but I can't. He's saying I can't just let this go because I can't get over this now. So, I don't know. Does this just mean? Let's switch to the universe so we can wrap this one up because I feel like this could go on and on and on because I already feel like it has through a couple lifetimes. Universe, what what would course course correct all of this? Is there a way to course correct it? Cuz I don't like the runner chaser run or chasers thing. Eight of swords.

[00:36:51]You notice that the universe is like, well, she's freeing herself from feeling blocked on this. So that might be it.

[00:36:57]Her being done with it and her choosing somebody else. So interesting. This was actually the story of a karmic relationship. And I didn't know that that's what it was. Um I mean I guess it had all the symbols of it, but I didn't really see it that way. She broke a karmic cycle with him. He wasn't her forever person. Um nor was she his. Even if there was love there, it was a lesson. if you want to stop, you know, a a repetitious game because I like I was getting a little bit nervous because I'm like, "Okay, this is already 37 minutes long and I don't see this storyline." I I felt like we're on a loop in this one.

[00:37:34]That's why I was like, "Okay, we need to break a loop. How is this going to get stopped?" Because I don't want these two to go through this for, you know, five more times in this lifetime, plus we've picked back up next lifetime when it already looks like they've done this since somewhere, you know, 5,000 years ago as well. And the universe is like, "What do you mean? She already broke the karmic cycle by simply saying, "I want to be with the king of cups. I don't want to rehash things with the magician, the king of pentacles. I don't want that. I would rather be with somebody who right from the gate can give me their love. That's what I would prefer."

[00:38:09]So, she stopped it. Interesting. Isn't that kind of a fun one? I mean, fun. I don't know that I'd call it fun. Um, but you know when when it's almost like we got to figure out along with her that this was a karmic relationship. And isn't that sometimes the way it goes?

[00:38:28]You don't realize you're in a karmic relationship that you have to stop a cycle. And sometimes you can't stop it until you've gone through it enough times to finally be like, "Oh, wait a minute. This is going to keep happening unless I say no. This is not the way I want it to And here she is again as this queen of pentacles and she's way up here in the sky kind of removing herself. We saw her doing this. We saw her on that airplane and now we see her again up in the sky. We see her like trying to get herself up and above it. We even saw it while she was standing on the hilltop on the seven of um wands. So she's been trying to break free and like ride raise her elevation. And you notice she doesn't do it to be mad at him. that wouldn't probably fix this. If she were actually still angry at him and were just running to punish him, that wouldn't be sincere. She's not doing that. She's actually saying, "The truth is, I want somebody that is ready to just give me their heart and isn't going to take it back. I want somebody I didn't already experience that with, too. I don't want to hash it out again with somebody who loved me, but wouldn't show it to me, wanted me to chase them.

[00:39:37]I'm not actually chasing or running. I just am certain that I'd rather be with somebody that right out of the gate they can just be honest about how they feel about me. That's it. That's all I want.

[00:39:48]That's all I ever wanted was to give to somebody who wanted to give to me, too.

[00:39:51]So, I'm a better match for the King of Cups. And there's some hottie on the horizon for her. So, all I can say is amen to that. Also, this new person, this king, um, he may have like a scar or a birthmark or something on his gorgeous cheekbone. Um, there could be like a ton of emotional depth to him. He may have some like physical scar or trauma from some aspect of his life, whatever his life has been, but he's still so kind, so loving, so um like maybe that's even why he is so like heart on his sleeve, so willing to open up and show his emotions. That would suit her very very well, especially in light of what she went through with this this karmic connection. Okay, so plot twist. This whole thing was a karmic connection. And man, did we did we ride through it. I feel like we were all on the bus riding along as passengers on this one. You guys, thank you so much.

[00:40:52]Really good to see you all. Sarah J.

[00:40:54]Milky Way, Calibbra, thank you for being here. Really good to see you. Morgan's machine. Hi, Angel. How are you, honey?

[00:41:05]Taurus is already up, babe. Yeah. So, tonight I've already done uh Virgo, Capricorn, Taurus, Leo, um, hang on, what did I Virgo, Libra, Leo, Capricorn, and Taurus. Sorry, I had to go in order of how my brain went. And now I'm going to bounce back over and do Aquarius. So, I know it's really frustrating, isn't it, that um I'll post stuff and YouTube doesn't tell you guys that they're up.

[00:41:33]And that's definitely tough. Um, and when I put out videos and nobody knows it, but I'm so glad you asked because now I've got a chance to tell you. So, all right you guys, I send you so much love. I will see you on the other side.

[00:41:46]If you guys are waiting for an Aquarius, we're still going to do that one tonight and a today's tarot topic and then tomorrow we'll get back to some more zodiacs. All right, Wendy E. So good to see you, Angel.

[00:41:59]I hear you. Thank you again so much.

[00:42:02]That was really kind. Sweet dreams to you. Supernova, you're perfect. Bridget, hi. Nice to see you. Lee Wards.

[00:42:10]Oh, that's amazing though. Lee, I hope you have the sweetest dreams ever and just peaceful and restful and restorative is Cass. Thank you, honey. Nice to see you, Ramon. Always a pleasure. And Brian Neural Cathedral. Thank you again.

[00:42:29]Don't worry, Strawberry. Nice to see you guys.

[00:42:33]Lexel Martin, Casey. Oops. I've gone and done it. My cicada ring just caught my hair.

[00:42:42]All right, you guys. Sweet dreams, everybody. If this is where we part ways. Oh, Tracy, I'm sorry, honey. I almost missed you there.

[00:42:50]All right, you guys. Lots of love and Escar. Always a delight to see you. Such a nice treat. See you guys on the other side. Bye for now.