Gacha Life’s Manipulative Predator (Hatsumi Rou)

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[00:00:14]In 2021, the Gacha Life community went through one of its most disruptive events ever. Len totally, one of the most popular gacha animators, was exposed for his predatory behavior. Len molded the community around him, and the story passed through many behind-the-scenes filters before it finally came out. And when it came out, it broke containment, gaining attention further a field. The gacha community would bear the scars upon his reputation. For those watching, it was unimaginable that something like this would ever happen again. Yet, what they did not see was an even bigger creator having their secrets laid out in front of them. Hatsumi Ru was once one of the most popular gacha animators on YouTube.

[00:00:51]With over 900,000 subscribers at a peak, she rose even higher than Lenot totally reached. Her incredibly well-made Gacha Life animation memes changed the community and hit millions of views. But Hatsumi threw away the opportunity of a lifetime when a cocktail of personal problems bubbled to the surface. Behind these cutesy animations was a manipulative and callous interior that affected everyone around her.

[00:01:21]Hatsumi Ru or Ruela Lynn Oliver Abriel was born in the Philippines on March 18th, 2003. And that's about all we have for her early life. A lot of Hatsumi's content is now gone, and any remaining Q&As's only tell us stuff like her dogs named Lucas or a cat named Yoru. Her old art from age 11 to 15 is very different to what she'd become known for, but there's a certain innocence to it. It also shows some of her online interests such as Hatsune Miku, the animation YouTuber Wolfychu, or the fact she was a massive weeb. All three of these interests would affect her art style and play a part in the start of her online career. Her namesake obviously comes from Hatsune Miku, just with her shortened first name at the end instead.

[00:02:01]And the animation YouTubers would inspire her to start posting her own art online, particularly speed paints. For Hatsumi, it was an incredible moment of right place, right time. Within only a few months, her speed paint of Wolfie Tube blew up, going on to gather over 2 million views. Hadsumi then quickly picked up animating and then started working on Gacha Life music videos. Not only was her progression impressive, she did so with attention to detail. Whether it be the effects or the clothes, she was certainly setting herself apart from the rest. Hatsumi would start to get the recognition she was looking for during summer 2019. The clarity animation meme was the kick in the door. One that would go on to gather around 8 million views.

[00:02:41]Another animation meme titled On My Way hit over 2.5 million views. What made these stand out amongst the others was the creativity and the story poured into the whole animation. The quality of the early ones might seem a little tacky, especially by today's standards, but viewers recognized how fast she was developing her style, and they fell in love with her work. It's almost unimaginable to conceive how fast these people grew off Gacha Life, but to put it in context, Hatsumi started the year with a few thousand subscribers. She ended it with nearly 500,000. In September 2019, Hatsumi uploaded Queen of Mean, a Gacha Life music video that would gather over 12 million views during its lifetime. Hatsumi helped herself by keeping her recognizable within her animations. Most of her videos focused on her main OC and any other characters would be relatives, lovers, even evil versions. Queen of Mean itself is a music video based on the Hatsumi character's mom and the backstory behind said character. Her authentic story lines inspired by the anime she grew up with helped propel Gacha Life into something outsiders took more seriously. What most people stereotype Gatalife as is paper cutter animations, corny text bubbles, and 480p mobile recordings. But the new wave of animators, including Hatsumi, did away with that reality. These characters and stories were given an entirely new lick of paint. At only 16 years old, Hatsumi was now nearly as popular as the people she looked up to. The following year, she would be one of the featured creators in the brand new gacha game titled Gacha Club.

[00:04:16]Hasumi Ru's meteoric growth inevitably slowed down in 2020, but she was still one of the most exciting animators within the gacha community. I'm sorry, but if these terrible Roblox mobile streams are getting hundreds of thousands of views, then you know you've made it. Hatsumi was the new hot thing, and smaller creators clamored for her attention. Plenty of kids, inspired by her work, started making their own gacha animations. Others copied her poses or faked collabs with her for more views.

[00:04:43]Now was the time for her to solidify her newfound fan base. She'd done things here and there like holding a fan contest for hitting 400k. But her next idea was more of a friend group to collaborate with other creators. This was not like the gacha stars, the group made by Lenoti and Suki Online that was more of a huge space for creators to meet. Hatsumi's group would be a small and exclusive collective of animators and the name was Shipping Company. When the Shipping Company first came out, it held a roster of some prominent gadget animators. There was obviously Hatsumi Ru, Cutie Punp Pun, Lolly's Wonders, Aumi Wolf, Sella, Lil Pinda, and Pastel Clouds. The group was wildly successful, constantly gifting each other artwork and cross-osting, doing collabs together. It helped introduce their audiences to each other, attaching them more to their friendships. Hatsumi being the biggest of this whole group meant that she could prop up other smaller creators as rising stars, so to speak.

[00:05:37]However, the name shipping company took on the meaning of having everyone ship together. And whilst it certainly attracted a strongly dedicated fan base, it obviously wasn't perfect. Basing your group's entire identity on fans shipping you together had some issues. Pastel Clouds, one of the members, found themselves frequently shipped with Hatsumi. The connection on its own made sense. They had a couple prior collabs and both were the same nationality of Filipino. However, Pastel had a serious issue with the shipping considering the nearly 6-year age gap between them and Hatsumi. Pastel at only around 11 years old had to be the one to come out and tell everyone how wrong this was.

[00:06:14]Hatsumi seemingly stayed quiet on the whole matter. The vast oversight of making a shipping group with kids who have wildly different ages remains a blurry question mark to this day. What exactly were the intentions of this group? Was it just friendships or encouraging parasocial relationships for more money? If so, then things get even more confusing when we consider that an actual relationship blossomed out of it.

[00:06:36]In early 2020, Hatsumi began dating Savlla, another animator within the gadget community. Interestingly, Savlla and Hatsumi had never met before they both joined the shipping company, which makes me think that this group was more artificial than they'd like me to believe. But on the surface, it all seemed fine. Hatsumi and Savella exchanged artwork, made videos together, even face revealed with each other on Instagram. Yet, in April 2020, the two suddenly broke up. both Hatsumi and Savella posted to their community tabs about the end of their relationship. You might be thinking, why did these people put their relationship troubles out to their massive audiences? And why did these people attach their relationships to their content? And the answer is that they're like 16 years old. It's bound to happen. There are a few differences between these two posts, though. Whilst Hatsumi's is pretty generic and sad, Savellas is a lot more annoyed. She states she doesn't want anything to do with being shipped with Hatsumi and people should stop forcing them to make up. A month later, Sella changed her channel name and went quiet. Sometime after that, she abandoned Gata Life and quit YouTube altogether. Whatever happened between Sevela and Hatsumi was clearly more serious than we were allowed to know. Much later on, a letter from Savella was leaked to the YouTuber Flotendi. This letter was originally never meant to go public. It was an explanation from Savella to her friends about her breakup with Hatsumi. Savella stated that Hatsumi was overdependent on her and others to deal with her problems. She would often use the shipping company and Sella as psychologists more than friends or partners. Savella said that every solution she tried did not work, but she stuck around because she knew that if they broke up, Hatsumi would turn it into drama. Her suspicions seem to be confirmed as after their breakup, Hatsumi had apparently been going around showing DMs that painted Sevela in a bad light. Unfortunately, we don't have these DMs on hand. Now, there are a few things to note from the statement. First of all, Sella makes it clear there is not a good guy in the situation. She admits to being somewhat selfish and even manipulative, and that definitely indicates it wasn't some one-sided issue, probably referring to the way she tried to resolve Hatsumi's problems. It seems very interesting that she's accusing Hatsumi of essentially saddling everyone else with her issues and not hearing them out. Obviously, people are allowed to vent, but when you don't take the same as you give, that ruins the balance in a relationship. This was definitely a messy relationship, if not forced by the pressure from clueless fans. Though, it's important to not just take Sevela at her word, her description of Hatsumi as someone with a lot of issues seems to line up with what we saw publicly over late 2020 and 2021. her work rate started to go down. Then post about her life would briefly pop up only to disappear again, and the wait time for animations or commissions became longer and longer. The nature of these issues definitely stems from stuff like school or her family life. As Sevela had pointed out, some animations and projects were announced, but later cancelled or just forgotten about. On July 16th, 2022, Hatsumi uploaded what would be her last video titled work in progress meme read pin comment yes before disappearing for over a year. We don't know what this pinned comment entailed as unfortunately the archives are lost to time. However, what we can see is the description where Hatsumi laments about how she has to buy a new laptop. This makes sense for her absence at first until you realize a couple things. Her channel is over 900,000 subscribers. this is probably her job and if not a very prevalent money stream. Would it really take her over a year to buy a new PC? Well, the answer is no. Whilst Hatsumi had been very quiet on the YouTube end, her personal life remained active and flickering. And through the sporadic commissions and artwork, something else was happening.

[00:10:12]But we would only get through the full extent of those events in 2023.

[00:10:25]On June 15th, 2023, a 40-minute video hit YouTube titled The Truth About Hatsumi Ru: Exposing Hatsumi Ru. Its publisher was Setsunai Silva, a fairly small gacha animator with around 10,000 subscribers, who had previously collaborated with Hatsumi. They had both met each other and become friends around late 2019. However, Satsunai is not the sole publisher of this video as the description details a team of people behind the entire expose. Whatever this thing about Hatsumi was, it had been circulating behind the scenes for a while. X Sprinter, another animator, later revealed that Hatsumi's friends had heard of what happened, but had no proof or evidence to support it. So, what was this devastating secret? Well, take a guess. In 2020, Hatsumi Ru met and befriended an at the time 12-year-old fan. Hatsumi is about 16 years old at the time for reference. The two met on Pony Town, an online multiplayer world similar to Habbo Hotel or Club Penguin, except with the characters being ponies. Anyone from around this time in the gacha community is most likely familiar with the game, as gacha tubers would sometimes raid into Pony Town, much to the annoyance of the existing community. Hatsumi also had an account and would play regularly, something that wasn't entirely surprising to anyone. After all, she had also publicly advertised her Roblox account, and her fans followed her there as well. The 12-year-old was a huge fan of Hatsumi's work, and the two began occasionally chatting. After Hatsumi broke up with Sella, those chats became a lot more frequent and sexual. Without anyone to saddle her issues onto, Hatsumi's next choice was this 12-year-old. And as she let them into her personal life and vented her issues, the 12-year-old began to catch feelings for Hatsumi. Within a few weeks, they were dating. Hatsumi's relationship with this 12-year-old did have some public hints as she posted artwork and animations of them together. However, since no one knew who this 12-year-old actually was, they didn't suspect much.

[00:12:16]It also didn't help that later on when she turned 18, Hatsumi often instructed and threatened this person into lying about their age to everyone else, then using her own life as leverage whenever they brought up how inappropriate the relationship was. She clearly knew that this was wrong, but only seemed to agree with the concerns when the victim brought up how it could affect her channel and reputation. When they brought up other issues like uh the law, Hatsumi's response was to break up on the spot. When the victim responded trying to calm them down, saying they'd wait until they turned 18 to date them again. Hatsumi's response was still going to wait for a dead person. Back to when they first started dating, Hatsumi and this 12-year-old regularly role played in their DMs. Hatsumi would often accelerate these role plays to an excessively sexual level. Not only did she have full knowledge of how wrong this relationship was, she practically romanticized the age gap. Hatsumi also created explicit pictures of them together in Gacha Life. When the victim later showed their face to Hatsumi, she rejoiced in the fact that her fantasies could now be more accurate. Whenever the victim began expressing discomfort, Hatsumi responded with a pity party, pretty much ignoring their complaints and hoping it would go away if she talked about how bad her life was.

[00:13:25]Unfortunately, it worked on this significantly younger fan. When Hatsumi turned 17, she would elevate their conversations, often sending explicit photos, videos, and audio recordings, and pressuring the now 13-year-old to do the same. It's believed that she was drunk during many of these times, which I don't exactly believe. But if it's true, it's yet another indication that Hatsumi's life was a total mess. Outside of sexual conversations, Hatsumi would consistently threaten ending everything as leverage or just to get attention, with the victim having to take several hours out of their day to talk her out of it. With Hatsumi saying that marrying them was the only reason she kept on living, you can understand the immense mental pressure she was putting on a 13-year-old. In this regard, she was constantly overreactive and possessive.

[00:14:07]Whenever the victim played games with other friends or just talked to other people, Hatsumi would throw a fit. When the two eventually broke up, the person who brought it forward was the victim.

[00:14:16]However, fearing she'd lose them, Hatsumi immediately went into denial mode, telling them they could keep this relationship as their secret, and that if nobody knew, it was fine. Obviously, that's a huge, huge red flag, but I think at this point in the timeline, it's kind of redundant to point that out. Hatsumi would eventually calm down and pause the relationship. Yet, this didn't change any of the dynamics within their conversations. She continued to make sexual comments and loaded her mental health onto this kid. When they objected, Hatsumi would flagrantly throw her life on the line. In one instance, the victim asked if Hatsumi could delete all the sexual recordings that they had been asked to send. Hatsumi initially agreed, but later threw herself onto the line because of this reasonable request.

[00:14:56]Her use of manipulation took various forms. As we've seen already, she would throw her life out as leverage in order to guilt the victim into her control.

[00:15:03]Sometimes it was blatant. Other times it was implied by her saying, "Forget me and have a nice life." This was framed as her being a selfless hero, accompanied by her wishing the victim well. And giving them advice, apologizing for wasting their time, saying she'll do this for them to help them. Sometimes when the victim got mentally overwhelmed by Hatsumi's behavior, her immediate reaction was to back away, apologize, and then feain illness, saying she suddenly felt dizzy and really sick. Truly, just pathetic stuff. This conversation finally hit the 14-year-old with a sense that Hatsumi was not acting with her best intentions, and over the next few months, they stood their ground more firmly. Hatsumi's reaction was even more explosive, making a threat even more blatant and outward.

[00:15:44]Somehow, the victim managed to officially break up with Hatsumi, but stayed friends with her, fearing she would do something drastic. This eventually pushed the victim to burn the bridge between them. Outside of the relationship between Hatsumi and the victim, her manipulative behavior carried over to affect her friends as well. Hatsumi was part of the Plant Squad, another creator friend group, including Setsuna and a few others. Like before, Hatsumi would constantly threaten ending everything and rejected gifts sent from friends. When other members of the Plant Squad became friends with people outside of the group, Hatsumi would conspire and label them as backstabbers, causing the group to collapse in on itself. These members later looked further into Hatsumi, found her victim, and confronted Hatsumi on her actions. Her tactic this time was to claim to have no memory of any of these events or even who these people were who were confronting her. before then breaking down and admitting she was faking memory loss. The exposure of Hatsumi's relationship shows a violent tyior that she had been hiding. The reason she wasn't uploading as much wasn't solely because of family issues or school. This does not excuse Hatsumi's behavior. She was exploitative, possessive, and incredibly manipulative. The way she constantly guilted the victim with her life, it's so blatant, it leaves you without much to say.

[00:16:59]3 days before Setsuna's video, Hatsumi posted to her Instagram announcing a long break due to family and personal issues, indicating that she may never be back. This heavily implies that she got some wind of the video coming out before it did. Yet, she was helpless to affect its release. When the video actually went out, the first thing Hatsumi did was privately beg Satsunai to delete it.

[00:17:19]When that didn't work, she released a response of her own on a community tab to much ridicule. I don't know how to explain this. I'm not here to protect myself or anything, but I know apologizing won't do either because what I did can't be undone, but I know I can't run from this anymore. I'm happy and scared at the same time right now.

[00:17:37]Yeah, I'm happy about what happened about the exposed. I'm glad, so glad about it. I didn't know why it didn't happen earlier. I've been wanting to post something about everything I did and have a public apology for months.

[00:17:48]The time that I haven't been posting is because I was realizing the and the monster I was. I've been hesitating myself to post because I can't stand seeing everyone pray the monster.

[00:17:56]Everything I did made me sick to the point that I wanted to because I know I deserve it for everything I did to my friends. But it just made me feel like I'm running away again. Being Hatsumi Ru was fun, but it was the huge burden in my life. I became depressed, stressed, have anxiety, and became a disgusting person. It gave me a lot of family problems IRL and led me to more attempt.

[00:18:16]It breaked my family apart. It broke me apart to the point that I didn't recognize myself anymore. All of my friends and my ex was always there with me, but I did them dirty. I manipulate them, take advantage of them in so many ways. Yeah, I dated someone younger and never let go because I loved her. I didn't think properly, didn't do anything else, and put it to the side because all I cared about was loving her. But I realized that love wasn't a real one. I kept her because I'm scared of losing someone. I always play the victim and denying my problems. Same goes with the rest of my friend. I didn't let them help me till it became worse. I became a monster to each and everyone's life. Every time I look back to everything I did, I wanted to throw up and always say there's no hope for me. This past few months, I did nothing but think about my mistakes, all of them. But they drive me to myself and always ask myself why I did everything.

[00:19:03]I'm too scared to accept everything, but now I have nothing else to feel but relief and happiness. Me and Silva talked about everything I did. I was scared, but I know I need to accept this. I'm glad that she did what she did, and I'm happy. Yeah, it's weird that I'm being happy in a situation like this, but I'm relieved. She gave me a huge step to start new and finally focus on fixing myself without turning back.

[00:19:23]Fame and money is nothing to me, and I don't want to run again, but accept it.

[00:19:27]And I know all of you were mad at me, but I can't really blame you. I made all of you disappointed. The Hatsumi Ru you know and love was a monster. But this left a huge rock on my back because this past few months, I really am willing to change myself so can be better to everyone around me. But this has been holding me back. I want to see the new me. Yeah, some of you will say I deserve this in death. I do, too. I didn't deserve being around with people. After all, I did. I'm dirty and disgusting.

[00:19:52]But I'm willing to start my new chapter.

[00:19:54]Even people will hate me. And I want to start it now. I will take it step by step. I will take everything. I will not miss everything, nor the fame. Me, my ex, and Silva talked about it. And we all agree about this that this is for the best. I'm ending everything here.

[00:20:08]Being Hatsumi Ru was the being regret in my life. Everything that happened in my life is not an excuse for everything I did. I want to change myself fully. I'm not here to make other people feel bad about me. I didn't deserve any of it.

[00:20:19]So, this is a goodbye and yes, forever.

[00:20:22]While she does admit to the DMs and relationship being real, her post is less of an apology and more of a substory/ceelebration.

[00:20:29]She starts off saying that she's not here to apologize and that she can't run from this anymore, confirming that part of the reason for a long absence was her actions. She then says, "I'm happy and scared at the same time right now."

[00:20:41]Okay, no, that was the uh wrong answer.

[00:20:44]You probably shouldn't start off your apology for grooming with the words, "I'm happy." That is like a bizarre move. That's like a missed the quicktime event, press the wrong button kind of thing. What Hasumi does throughout this post is play the whole trope of being glad that she was finally able to be exposed because now it's all out there.

[00:21:00]We all know this is cope from cowards who are too afraid to own up to their actions. Seen it a thousand times before. But all that's missing now is the announcement that she's going to the gym/therapy/job center. She also says she's been spending time away because she realized how much of a monster she's been and how she couldn't stand posting and seeing everyone praise a monster. Very selfless from the person who constantly manipulates the 13-year-old into staying with them by dangling her own life over them. Also kind of like ego stroking in the middle of this. Hatsumi goes on to say that being Hatsumi Ru was fun, but it was a huge burden in a life. kind of the Spider-Man mask of pedos. Okay, being serious here. She talks about depression, stress, anxiety, more family problems, and I guess how her career made her a disgusting person. Sure, depression, stress, anxiety, they're all unsurprising for someone having a huge online career, especially at age 16. It also may cause family issues, parents not exactly happy you're not following the set path in life. But all of these factors are separate from the main issue. They may contribute to pushing you away, but it is not to blame for you dating someone way younger than you and being incredibly manipulative towards them. That is a you problem. There's no blaming this on mental health or there's no I'm all want to know working your way out of this one. You have no one to blame but yourself. Your career did not make you a disgusting person in these conversations. There's a bunch of sexual comments and threats, but you know what?

[00:22:21]There isn't comments about stress because of your YouTube videos or your family life or your school. None of those are present here. Again, you're allowed to vent to people, but those are your issues to deal with, and those issues did not make you into this freak.

[00:22:33]That is your own action. Hatsumi might talk about how she wants to throw up and how there's no hope and she's too scared to accept anything. But the main thing here is how she constantly notes how happy and relieved she is. This is kind of a spit in the face to everyone affected, whilst also straddling the enlightenment stage and deciding like freedom is better than fame or money.

[00:22:52]She only realized now at this convenient moment. To me, it reads like the only reason she felt bad about this is because it would affect her YouTube career. At least she's upfront that she's not here to make people feel bad about her. She's just here to, I guess, celebrate. Never in my life have I seen such an unabashed response to serious allegations like this one. One thing that really bugs me is how she pretends as if she just stayed in the relationship because of her undying love towards the victim. That's just not true to anyone who actually reads the messages. As a random example, in some of these sexual role plays, Hatsumi would pretend either her or the victim were boys. However, later on, when the victim expressed genuine thoughts about transitioning, Hatsumi completely melted down and yelled at this kid because she liked them better as a girl. This is blatant evidence right here that Hatsumi only saw and valued this person because they were an outlet for her to project her sexual fantasies onto. When it came to genuine personal conversations that weren't connected to anything sexual, Hatsumi's immediate reaction was to freak out that she had to deal with someone else having thoughts regarding their mental health. In this case, gender dysphoria. She will absolutely impound someone with her issues. But as soon as you express your own issues, she freaks out and now it's all like, "Oh, maybe they're right. I belong in a grave." Like, this is completely manipulative. And doesn't it sound real familiar? It's truly astounding how Hatsumi portrays and probably sees herself as some selfless figure for coming out about this when in reality someone else had to do it for her and the whole community post is about herself. Great for video essays trying to scrape out your personality from underneath the facade. Not so great for the person you affected or literally anyone else. I didn't even pick this up until now, but she doesn't even mention the details of what she did or how old the victim was. If Setsuna Silva's video didn't pick up major steam and become so popular, would she even have apologized?

[00:24:43]Obviously not. Everyone in the comments immediately picked up how this post literally did not have a single apology.

[00:24:49]The community's response was pretty overwhelmingly condemning of Hatsumi.

[00:24:53]There wasn't any terrible counter video trying to say that everyone here sucks or anything, but there were some people who forgave her for what she's done. If I had to guess, these are probably kids who don't know what she did or why it was serious. They just see their idol being sad and leaving and try to cheer them up. If I'm being honest, I don't even get the amount of people condemning her but telling her to go to therapy.

[00:25:13]Sorry, this person has been like insanely malicious and sociopathic.

[00:25:17]She's not seeing the pearly gates, bro.

[00:25:19]If she did this whole post but ended it off with, "By the way, I'm going to therapy." I don't think it would be any less worse.

[00:25:31]Following Hatsumi's apology, she does seem to have at least made work on her promise to leave the internet. Her Instagram and YouTube have been wiped, whilst her Twitter remains entirely inactive. Satsuna's video now stands at over a million views, though it has led to them being tagged in anything Hatsumi related, which they don't want at all. A few months after Hatsumi was exposed, Looney, the creator of Gacha Life, removed all YouTubers featured in the Gacha Club game. Whilst the Hatsumi RU video didn't have as much reach outside the community as the Lentoly situation did, the hit was very similar. In fact, there was some push back from people who were annoyed at those comparing the two.

[00:26:06]There probably will be people who didn't bother to get to the end who will do the same with this video. And whilst I understand the original complaints because people back then were essentially like power scaling pedos, it's always worth comparing situations like this to recognize similar patterns.

[00:26:19]What I've learned from this video and my video on Len totally is that the gacha community seems to be very malleable.

[00:26:25]Whilst Len built and positioned himself at the top of an ecosystem and used that to function as a cover, Hatsumi played a different game. She kept to herself and pushed away those around her or tried to make them indebted to her. People were not just friends, they had to have a use. She constantly played her mental health as a guilt trip. And while some of those issues may have been real, the motives quickly turned to malicious and depraved. both went out of their way to act in the community, possibly in a deliberate attempt to obscure themselves from everyone else. Thank you for watching and until next time, stay safe and stay toasty.