Non-linear thinking

Added: 2026-06-03

[00:00:00]Does your mind race like this when you aren't streaming? Yes.

[00:00:04]Which is why ADHD medication is nice sometimes because sometimes it's not happening.

[00:00:12]But I used to get bullied for it.

[00:00:16]And now that means that I kind of explain it. But sometimes, which I posted this TikTok in my Discord.

[00:00:25]Someone will talk about something and then the thing that I say will sound completely wildly unrelated to what they've just said, but it's because I've connected it in a way that has happened like that brain blast meme where I've gone through a thousand different strings to connect me to the thing that I've just said.

[00:00:55]There it is. But it's like if someone is like um Oh my gosh, that thunderstorm last night was uh so loud. Then I'll think Yeah, it was a loud thunderstorm. And I'll think, oh, back when I was in Florida, the thunderstorms there were really loud. And I'll be like, oh, when I was in Florida, I used to go to Publix all the time and their buttercream cakes were so good. And I then I'd go Oh, butter cream. Is that even made of butter?

[00:01:25]Or is it something like I can't believe it's not butter?

[00:01:28]I loved when my grandma used to put I Can't Believe It's Not Butter on my chocolate chip pancakes and I liked that more than when she would put butter on them. And I liked when my grandpa made the pancakes more because he would put the chocolate chips on top of the pancakes instead of inside of them and then I could spread them on there like chocolate.

[00:01:48]Which is kind of like Nutella pancakes.

[00:01:51]And so then I'd say out loud to them Oh.

[00:01:56]Can we stop at the store and get some Nutella?

[00:01:59]Or like I guess that is like a a normal thought, right? Cuz I do try to normalize my thoughts because of masking and stuff, but I might be like Let's have chocolate chip pancakes for dinner and they're like I was just talking to you about the thunderstorm. Why are you [ __ ] talking about chocolate chip pancakes?

[00:02:19]Nutella's poison. Okay, so uh I have nothing to say to you.

[00:02:32]You have happiness?

[00:02:33]G Put happiness back in your life. What about some Biscoff spread? That's good.

[00:02:42]My little midnight snack lately has been apples and Biscoff spread.

[00:02:48]It's healthy. It's got apples.

[00:02:53]Misery incarnate.

[00:02:55]You're pretending and I know it.

[00:02:57]I know you're pretending.

[00:02:59]Because you have a dog. And people with dogs that are the kind of dog that you have they're happy guys. You can't fool me.

[00:03:10]You can't fool me. Do you eat anything not full of sugar?

[00:03:14]Yes.

[00:03:17]For dinner last night I had a steak and roasted carrots and potato salad. I've got more potato salad in the fridge. I'm going to eat that after the stream.

[00:03:34]Don't think you think Don't think you've seen him play League of Legends. Well, that's I don't think that's his fault though because I think like um You know how they did that experiment where they raised the monkey with like a robot and the robot had spikes all over it or whatever.

[00:03:54]Or the monkey and that's how monkey got to eat food. But then there was a a monkey that was like really soft but didn't have food and the monkey preferred the soft one with no food even if it meant he didn't have dinner.

[00:04:07]Well, sometimes people think their only option is monkey with spikes all over it like League of Legends. And so then when they when they are in that environment they are a product of their environment.

[00:04:24]And that's why you [ __ ] forgot your potato salad.

[00:04:27][music] You're going to have to do a second order.

[00:04:31]The steak was good. It was good. I felt bad cuz I was like I tried to avoid eating meat especially like steak and stuff like that when I can.

[00:04:41]But then again, I haven't had any in a very long time. So I think um I saw something that was like if you want to be vegetarian, but you're like, "Oh man like I think autoplay has been Oh, no, it hasn't. I was going to say is it playing stuff that is not royalty free?

[00:05:03]Um like I think when I've tried to do vegetarian, which I did for a couple of years, I've been like, "Oh man I had meat. That means I can't be a vegetarian anymore.

[00:05:14]But you can also just be like, "Oh I just eat it way less a lot less and that's still better than nothing."