Healing and hangout 7-22-26

[00:00:19]Grand Rising welcome in welcome in YouTube as well.

[00:00:48]I think I'm going to have to I think I'm going to do collective today.

[00:00:53]Hello you guys.

[00:01:05]Hello soul, welcome.

[00:01:09]It was intense yesterday. It's been an intense It's been an intense week. How's everyone doing?

[00:01:18]A lot of things.

[00:01:23]You did make it on time.

[00:01:28]Yesterday was intense.

[00:01:35]Victoria says, "A lot of the narcissists are having a hard time adjusting to the 5D projecting." Yes, that intense yelling match with my dad for no reason.

[00:01:44]A sending you so much love as you navigate that.

[00:01:51]Just clearing this energy channel, clearing the collective.

[00:01:55]from any old distortion, any emotions that don't serve the collective and moving out soon. Yeah.

[00:02:21]Just feel that release here. Move you guys a little bit closer. Actually, I want you right in my face.

[00:02:31]There you are.

[00:02:35]There is a very calming energy that's coming through my channel today just to relax my energy field, but also to just feel into this collective, just give a little bit of peace this morning.

[00:02:50]Hello. Welcome in.

[00:02:59]There's a lot of emotional movement.

[00:03:03]A lot of emotional movement.

[00:03:08]Oh, I treated myself to some new things to play for release. That's awesome.

[00:03:13]That's awesome.

[00:03:16]Keep seeing. I'm glad you're here.

[00:04:02]There's a humbling energy as well.

[00:04:05]on a first date after a year alone. It was nice. May still need some more time.

[00:04:10]Good for you, though, Barbie. Good for you. Hello, beautiful soul. Welcome in.

[00:04:15]Welcome in, Astrid. Greetings. Hello.

[00:04:18]Welcome in, beautiful souls.

[00:04:33]Oh, thank you for the gift. Thank you, Vanessa.

[00:04:42]Thank you, beautiful soul.

[00:04:56]Feel this energy just moving through you.

[00:05:09]This energy of peace and calm relaxation, anti-inflammatory energy as well using frequencies of silver coming in to the collective.

[00:05:22]Just allowing that to go through the veins and the plasma and just releasing any pressure or inflammation and allowing the fascia to work to its highest good to reduce any pressure or inflammation.

[00:05:42]Moving some energy here, making you young.

[00:05:49]I know. I know. I'm so sorry that my eyes were closed during that time, but I I saw that the gift was sent. So, thank you. That happens a lot.

[00:05:59]I'm sorry.

[00:06:02]There is a very relaxed energy coming through my channel specifically. And it's almost the energy, it's like so relaxed that it's like getting you to like this might sound weird, but like getting you to this point of death.

[00:06:18]It's like relaxing into Such peace.

[00:06:25]The silver through the veins. So nice.

[00:06:27]Yes, I am. I am okay this morning. I think I'm a little bit emotional.

[00:06:35]I think I'm a little bit emotional.

[00:06:42]Meeting took long. Well, I'm glad you're here. I also got on late.

[00:06:48]It is a collective healing this morning.

[00:06:49]Thank you. I'm feeling emotional because a friend of mine like had a friendship breakup with me last night and I didn't see it till this morning. So this morning I'm just like my heart, you know, it hurts, you know, when you love someone. But also at the same level, you love someone so deeply that you want them to take those steps in a different direction if that feels best for them.

[00:07:16]No, my list is not open today.

[00:07:20]I think it is just collective. I think I've decided that within my heart. You know, the other thing Thank you, beautiful. The other thing that has been really good for me is I've been like on a hobby kick.

[00:07:36]I've been on a hobby kick. I've been enjoying the hobbies. Like when I thought about going to work today or like going on live, um I was just like, I want to go craft. I want to write music. I want to be moody. I want to smoke a cigarette.

[00:07:52]The cigarettes always come in.

[00:07:55]But it's just I don't know. There was that energy. So I was like, I'm not going to have people come into my like I'm not necessarily going to do work on others today because of that type of distraction.

[00:08:08]Um, but I still want to hold space for myself to also heal. So, like that's why we're doing collective.

[00:08:14]You do that.

[00:08:16]Moody crafting. Your music has been so fun. Thank you. Sometimes you have to release people who don't serve you anymore. Yes. Friendship breakups are harder than relationships. For sure.

[00:08:27]I love you. So grateful you cut your life. Feels like forever. Yes. Got to get crafty again.

[00:08:40]Oh, thank you. Love moody crafting. Love moody music making.

[00:08:46]There was a song that came through last night that I'm like, "Oh, this is real moody. This is real moody." But it's it's coming through me for a reason.

[00:08:56]And I think that's something that I'm like kind of trying to figure out because when I'm sharing music, a lot of times it's very much the subconscious parts of my body or my mind that I don't necessarily it's just like a different way of expressing energy where it's more of the feeling rather than the explaining. Because a lot of times when I'm doing this work, as much as there's feeling, I'm I'm explaining the feeling. But when I'm making music there, it's just like it's pure feeling and it's like been really helpful to me.

[00:09:29]It's been really beneficial to me.

[00:09:34]So yesterday I wrote a song that was like, do I even want to be loved? Like do I want to experience a love relationship? Like that's very scary.

[00:09:44]And like it opened up a part of me that was like having this subconscious conversation where I've been holding myself back from love because I'm scared to receive and I'm scared to, you know, feel someone near me or something like that. And so like it's been opening so much in my brain to like write these songs like from a stream of consciousness. So anyways, I think that that's just been really lovely for me.

[00:10:11]people can feel that and connect to it is beautiful, right? And that's the thing like I don't want my songs to all be like love and light.

[00:10:21]Like there's going to be some moody songs in there. There's going to be some like I'm just the full spectrum of emotion, right? So I'm not going to limit myself to like one thing or one feeling. But something I really love to do when I'm sad, I love listening to sad music. Even when I'm not sad, honestly, I love listening to sad music. I enjoy sad music and so I'm gonna bring that to the table and I'm gonna enjoy that with others and I'm gonna like let myself be sad and uh I think that's beautiful.

[00:10:54]Yes. M emo music all the way.

[00:10:59]Oh, a kindness movement. I love that.

[00:11:01]Oh, thank you. Thank you for the gift.

[00:11:03]Thank you for the gift.

[00:11:07]Hello, Jen. welcome in. Thanks to everyone that's here.

[00:11:14]Thank you, Bonjour.

[00:11:18]I love cheesy8s love songs. I love that.

[00:11:24]What's an example of a cheesy8s love song that I can think of?

[00:11:29]Do you guys have any examples? I'm trying to think.

[00:11:33]I don't think '8s is like normally where my head goes. Early 90s pop is my jam. I love like I love 90s uh like girly country music.

[00:11:48]I love a '90s country. I don't know what it is.

[00:11:54]It does something to me.

[00:12:02]Sophie B. Hawkins.

[00:12:05]Damn, I wish I was your lover. Must have been love or is that these aren't these are not sounding familiar? Maybe that's aging me. I didn't message you about the knowledge I have gathered about what I have possibly correlated. Okay, lady in red and he's okay. Uh s wait is it sad?

[00:12:28]I I always I always forget how to say her name. I love her.

[00:12:34]I love her.

[00:12:39]Oh, I love that. Sh Lionel Richie Smooth Operator.

[00:12:52]Oh, I love I didn't realize that was 80s. Yeah, that's good stuff, you guys.

[00:12:57]That's good music.

[00:13:01]I love a jazz. I want to play I want to play saxophone so bad.

[00:13:07]But the real fun thing is um one of my closest friends from high school, she's like really good basist and like guitar player and I'm like really trying to recruit her. I'm like give me some of your music. Tony Braxton.

[00:13:23]I actually was I had a whole hyperfixation on the Braxton family. I was like in middle school for some reason. I had a huge hyperfixation on Tia and Tamara. Don't know why.

[00:13:36]Who's my recent My recent like hyperfixation is um um um shoot, what's her name? Oh my gosh, she's been in my head recently.

[00:13:46]Let me find out. She's in Orange is the New Black. She's in But I'm a cheerleader.

[00:13:52]Leon, give me a second.

[00:13:57]Natasha Leon. I've been obsessed with Natasha Leon. I don't know why. There's something about her energy.

[00:14:07]I think there's something in me that I just love about her like, "OMG."

[00:14:13]I'm sorry, but she's giving. She's serving. She's serving.

[00:14:18]But he knows my obsession with Janet Jackson. Yes.

[00:14:22]I want to play saxophone so bad.

[00:14:25]I want to play saxophone so bad. It's like literally I remember in fourth grade having this epiphany that I need to play saxophone and then I never did.

[00:14:36]I like never entered band. I don't know why. I don't know why. Well, spirit was obviously like course correcting me in a lot of ways. I actually do know why. Um is she singing? No, she's not a singer.

[00:14:48]I just have a hyperfixation of her right now. She's an actress, that's all. Um, but so something that I've recognized and I'm very grateful for is I never put myself in situations where I would have my art judged um or like um feel like I had to be a perfectionist in some capacity. So like with my music, I never entered band. I never did choir. I never did things where I was like um super involved in that scene. And what I've seen from my friends that have done band is like if they're not perfect, they're not going to uh put music out or they're not going to love themselves to some capacity. Like there's there's a lot of judgment. There's a lot of judgmental energy. Um when you're in academia for music or for art, there's a lot of this critique because I mean obviously if you're in the academia world, you're going to have to be critiqued and you're going to have to learn to be critiqued. But that critique comes into your mind and you become the self-critic so much. And that's why I'm so grateful that the music that I'm sharing now, I don't like there is something so beautiful about the vulnerability of sharing it and knowing that it's not perfect and still being okay with that because I think for a long time like I'm just like I have to produce m music that's perfect. But then once I like put out my first song and it wasn't perfect and it was just it is what it is, something clicked inside of me like, "OMG, the whole world is my oyster and I don't have to be perfect and I can just make music that I enjoy.

[00:16:22]That feels good to me." Um, and so that's been really inspiring to me. But also the same thing with like my art.

[00:16:29]Like I never even took art classes in high school or anything, but I was an artist. Like I've always been an artist.

[00:16:34]Um, my mom's an artist, so we would always do like little art classes within my my house. My mom did uh homeschool art teacher as well. Um so I've always been an artist, but I never put myself in environments to be critiqued at that level. And I really do think it's benefited me. But at the same time, I think there's a lot of beautiful benefits of learning how to be critiqued and how to be humbled in that capacity and learning how to stretch and grow yourself. Um but I think it's opened up a huge chasm for me now to feel so expressive without this critique in my mind or this limitation within me. So, that's kind of just a a little rant.

[00:17:13]Yeah, great advice. Actually did the same. Not going to lie, didn't want to be restricted or finding myself in a place where people would critique not fully appreciate my art. Right.

[00:17:24]Oh, thank you for your service as well.

[00:17:26]Thank you for your service as well.

[00:17:31]Competitive gymnastics and my grades messed me up uh with OCD as a child.

[00:17:35]Yeah, I see you. I could see you as a band kid. Here's the thing. I would hang out with every single band kid. Like, I wanted to be a band kid. Oh, my hair is going straight up. I wanted to be a band kid so bad, but for some reason it was just not my calling to do it then. I don't know why. Like, it was I was just hanging out with all the band kids, but I wasn't a band kid. Um, but I would go to all their concerts and stuff cuz I loved music. I just genuinely enjoyed the band and like the music that they did. And again, one of my greatest friends was like a really stellar basis.

[00:18:06]Like I think she was like number one in the state for her bass. And so that's the friend that I've been hanging out with recently. And I'm trying to get her into music. I'm trying to get her to make music. Um, and I'm trying to like share this type of freedom, this empowerment that I have with music of uh, okay, let me explain also because my background with music, I'd been playing music outwardly since sixth grade. I was in the youth band like at my church and I I'd been leading worship and I'd been leading these spaces of of music for a very long time. But the intention is always different because the intention was never about making good music. It was about honoring the divine and honoring God. So that was always my intention when playing music, when writing music, when experiencing music was that it was beyond me. And again, I'm so grateful for that background. I also did like so many different um like music leadership, worship leadership conferences, things where I would I I even started our like youth band once it died my senior year. Like I was in so many different musical uh things, but it was always in a different lens where it was always towards worship and always towards um celebrating the divine. So, it's just kind of fun. like the the lens that I have with music is very different than most people and I think it's uh benefited me greatly. So my friend that was very involved in band and music, I'm trying to inspire more of this like different perspective towards like let your music just be your outlet. Let it be your connection to God. And uh it was really fun to watch her the other day.

[00:19:39]She like picked up her guitar after like multiple years. She was like this is crazy. I haven't played guitar in so long and like I just saw this spark light up in her and I'm like yeah like just play just have fun enjoy have the relationship with music. It is a conversation. It's your channel. So anyways maybe this inspires someone out there if you haven't picked up your instrument or your this instrument.

[00:20:02]Maybe it's time to do that.

[00:20:09]Yeah, same same. Evie says, "I uh honestly I wanted to be a band kid and choir kid as well, but I could just tell it wasn't where I was supposed to be.

[00:20:19]And honestly, I'm glad I followed my intuition as said. Maybe it's just not for now." Yes, music and art are such powerful healing forms of expression.

[00:20:25]Oh, I love that. It's been feeling good.

[00:20:28]Yay. That makes me happy, you guys. So, thank you to everyone that's here that's just kind of in this channel. We're just talking, enjoying life, having this little collective conversation.

[00:20:41]But sound therapy instruments are also really beneficial and really great.

[00:20:46]So we thank you for that work that you're doing as well.

[00:20:51]Take out your drum. Yes, you do need to take out your drum. It's it's wanting to have a conversation with you. It is a channel. It's a portal, right? That music, the subconscious, it is different. It is very different especially when you're able to just sing for yourself or have this stream of consciousness. Again, like this is why I feel like I've been a channel for a very long time as a channeler. Like I first started channeling through music and through writing these songs when I was younger. And um it was it's really weird because one of the first songs that I ever wrote and like had a full song for, I like even performed it in my own ways.

[00:21:29]Um, I remember being like, I don't even understand what this song means. But then there was like 2 years down the line, I remember going back to that song and being like, "OMG, everything that I just wrote made so much sense to me and it hit my soul the way that I needed it to." And so it was so weird that like uh like I remember the song being like I feel so far from home or like bring me back home, something like this. And I was like at home. I'm like, why is this I don't understand this song. But it's just funny how like the songs or the conscious conversations that come through us can influence us later in life or influence us down the line or influence other people in some capacity.

[00:22:10]But when you open yourself up as a divine channel, a vessel of light, information is going to come through the way that it needs to and it'll come through exactly um yeah, exactly how it's supposed to. So anyways, I could talk about that forever.

[00:22:25]Ah, thank you. Thank you. I do like also having my my natural curls out. They are fun.

[00:22:37]It I am grateful to have explored cutting my hair and going bald. I'm grateful for that. Um because I'm so much more free in expressing my hair because I think hair is right. It's our antenna. and I had never felt comfortable with it long. So, having it short has been such a blessing to me.

[00:22:57]It's I like really truly feel like I'm stepping into myself. But maybe that'll change, too. I've had so many different looks, so many different colors, so many different ways that my my my hair and my body has looked. I don't think it needs to stay like this forever, but I have appreciated it being short.

[00:23:14]Maybe I inspire some of you guys as well.

[00:23:20]The first thing we heard coming into this world was the drumming of our mother's heart. Drumming is so ancient and it's really beautiful channel. I agree. Yes, absolutely. I've been reading a book about the most ancient like drums.

[00:23:45]You cut all your hair off recently. You just felt called to. I love that for you.

[00:23:51]I love the short hair. Thank you. I still am working up the courage to chop mine off. I'm excited for when that happens.

[00:23:59]My hair is my ant intended, too. Lol.

[00:24:01]I've always had it long to my waist. I love that for you.

[00:24:07]Okay, I need to look that up. Oh, wait.

[00:24:09]I think I know who you're talking about.

[00:24:10]Is Porsha um is that what's your face's wife? Give me a second.

[00:24:22]I love that you gave such specifics.

[00:24:25]Circa 2017.

[00:24:27]Oh, period.

[00:24:30]I think you would do so good with that hair.

[00:24:34]Oh, 100%.

[00:24:36]Oh, you got to cut your hair off low key. Make an appointment ASAP.

[00:24:44]You've had short hair most of your life.

[00:24:47]You make pow-wow drowns. Are you kidding? Omg.

[00:24:51]I want I want.

[00:24:54]I don't know if that's allowed, but I want.

[00:24:58]I'm bonded to it. Ellen's wave.

[00:25:03]I love that. I think you should. I think you should. I'm always pro I'm always pro cut your hair if you have this urge in yourself to cut it because I remember like at a at a young age being like I want to cut my hair but everyone in my life is like you have such beautiful curly long hair and I'm like yeah I know I know it's beautiful that's not the point it's not comfortable for me make it stick up or look all professional yes Demi Moore This person says, "I literally don't want to shave anymore because I'm convinced the leg hair makes me more sensitive." Lol. That's so funny. That's fair.

[00:26:05]Honestly, it feels great to just begin again. It's so freeing. I used to have very long hair and I don't know, it felt so much weight in it. Not physically can't remember. Can't really explain it so well. I agree cuz it would it it holds so much. Like I feel like when I had like I had a lion's mane like very large thick curls and it just felt like it would like hold on to everything like I would feel everything like I could even hear more when I had longer hair which again some people can use that to their benefit or it can be like an a distraction. So, I've actually kind of enjoyed it more almost like you know how monks will like shave their head so that they like can get I don't know why they shave their head actually, but I'm going to assume it's just so that they can get the divine knowledge right in. That's kind of how I feel about shorter hair is like there's less hair to go through to get that information in. But then there's the things on the other end of like um having like long dreads that will hold wisdom, which I've also thought about.

[00:27:13]I'm like that is that is also cool. But I don't know, there's something about for me I just change so much. I fluctuate my energy so much that keeping it short just feels better. Good morning, Allison. The hair holds so much energy because it's porous dead skin.

[00:27:28]Basically, it's an energy sponge, right?

[00:27:31]That's so wild, isn't it? Isn't that just so wild? My daughter donated 20 inches of her hair to lots of love as a kid, and it was so beautiful to watch.

[00:27:40]Every single year, my hair would grow so much. You have you had dreads for many years. Really amplified lots of growth.

[00:27:47]OMG, I love that for you.

[00:27:51]OMG, I I kind of want to see a picture.

[00:27:54]Did you have full dreads or just the back?

[00:27:57]My first girlfriend had dreads in the back and I did I did think it was really hot. Sorry. I do think they're hot.

[00:28:06]Whole head. Wow, that's impressive.

[00:28:08]Dancers compete and are judged in powas by the beat of the drum aligned heartbeat of dancer. Oh, I know. I' I've genuinely, my friend can attest to this. I've been wanting a hand drum or some type of drum for a very long time. It's been on my heart. It's been on my heart. And then I'm reading this book all about the women as drummers, the first drummers, the first musicians. Um, and it's just I think about drums so often and I think about it in association with the heartbeat.

[00:28:39]Um, Catherine, I think you should just go cut your hair. Make an appointment.

[00:28:43]Make an appointment. Just have just do it. Yes, please do send me a pig.

[00:28:51]So, for those wanting to donate their hair, there's a different company that doesn't charge for wigs. Interesting.

[00:28:57]You're going to an event in the mountains to make your own dress. Oh my gosh. Where? When? Please tell me. Omg.

[00:29:07]Yes. Yes. Get rid of You're going through a huge transition. This is lowkey a perfect time to cut your hair.

[00:29:14]Just do it. Just do it.

[00:29:20]Okay. Wait. This person says, "I like short hair. Lol. It just feels right.

[00:29:23]Although, nobody is happy with my decision. Lol. Cuz in my culture, women are supposed to grow their hair very long forever." Uh yeah, I feel the same thing. Like when I cut my hair, so many people like I mean people on here have been supportive, but like people in my life have just been like side eyeing me.

[00:29:41]It's just like one of those things like move on. It's not your life. It's not your hair.

[00:29:48]I have to bring the drum to the retreat, of course. Yes. Okay. For those that are curious about the retreat, I will be sending out invites soon. I have the um I have the the flyer made. I just have to send it out.

[00:30:02]So, sorry about that. Uh I'm working with Katherine really diligently about getting this stuff all together. So, thank you for your patience.

[00:30:12]Excuse me, father. What did you just say? I did not say father. I don't know what I just said.

[00:30:20]Oh. Oh, that I'm sorry reading the other message. Yeah, that's insane. As a kid, my dad literally said he believes women should have their hair below their shoulders. Mm- That's gross. I mean, it's not gross. It is good. It is what it is. I just don't like when people tell me what to do. And so, I'm going to do the exact opposite of that thing.

[00:30:46]I just escaped a horribly abusive relationship in January. I've been thinking about cutting my hair. I think you should, Jackie. I'm pro cutting your hair.

[00:30:55]Your teacher freaked out about you cutting your hair more than your mom.

[00:30:58]That's so wild.

[00:31:00]Feel like it's holding all that negative energy.

[00:31:08]Yeah, I think you got to cut your hair.

[00:31:12]Well, here's here's another thing. Uh I did not see my inbox like on email.

[00:31:19]Here's another thing of why I actually genuinely enjoy cutting my hair is because men don't look at me like other women and I appreciate that. Like I I'm not looked at by men the way that some women are looked at. Like I don't feel like a victim to this world physically.

[00:31:39]I think sometimes a lot of women can go out into the world and be like, "Oh, men are looking at me." Like I don't feel like that and I'm very grateful for that. I don't think I've ever really felt like that. But h there is something about having short hair that men are just like unless they're a little unless they're a little, you know, a little on the rainbow scale. You know what I mean?

[00:32:01]But other than that, I I really don't get looked at by men in a weird way, which I'm very appreciative of.

[00:32:09]I want a mask energy haircut vibe. I think you should. I think there's always like it's gender is something to play with and to express and I think it's so fun to go in between and like feel yourself in a more masculine energy and feel yourself in a more feminine energy and figure out how to figure that out cuz for me personally and I think again Catherine is someone that can also kind of fluctuate in the middle. I really love fluctuating in the middle. I enjoy being able to you know wear makeup and wear a dress if I wanted to but also like wear a very masculine outfit the next day and like play with that. That feels very good for me. It feels very euphoric for me. Uh that's just my experience though.

[00:32:51]My dad also I was 14. Wait, I was 14. My hair was to my lower back and I cut it to what I have now. He sent me out of the house. I had to live with my aunts.

[00:33:01]What? Your dad sent you out of the house because you cut your hair and you had to live with your aunt? What? Beautiful resonance in this collective. I know this this collective is so beautiful.

[00:33:24]Wait. Lol. I know, right? She was white.

[00:33:26]I cut Wait, you cut your hair in front of us.

[00:33:30]Interesting.

[00:33:34]Feast of Mary Magdalene today. Feast of Mary Magdalene today. OMG. Wait, give me a second. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

[00:33:50]A, that makes me so happy. I feel like I want to light her candle. Let me light her candle.

[00:33:58]This is a Notre Dame. This is a Notre Dame day charts candle. I was actually thinking about this place yesterday.

[00:34:07]Okay.

[00:34:09]So, we're going to light a candle for Mary Magdalene for the feast of Mary Magdalene today, July 22nd. Just honoring Mary Magdalene for her journey, for her influence.

[00:34:23]And I feel like Mary Magdalene would be one of those type of women that would very much rebel against the system in a lot of ways.

[00:34:33]Manga's official last name is Magdalene.

[00:34:34]It just pops into my head and it feels right. OMG, Mango Magdalene. Are you kidding? That's so cute.

[00:34:41]Oh my gosh. I Romanies 227. I love that.

[00:35:01]Oh, that's crazy. Some of these stories that you guys tell me about like how men react in society just absolutely blow my mind. First of all, because my dad is very feminine. My dad is very very feminine.

[00:35:15]And so I have a different interpretation with men energy, but also like just like crazy some of the things you guys say about how men are so controlling. I think I I grew up in kind of a different society that things like that weren't as acceptable.

[00:35:32]I think I also, you know, I was born in 2001, so we already went through like the '9s women empowerment thing and then going into the 2000s with a bit more of that like girl boss energy. That's kind of the the energetic point that I came into society, which I appreciate. And so most of the stuff that I saw was so many people like trying to empower women and women women in STEM and like women doing all this stuff. So there is a completely different energy that I'm coming into than some of you guys. And it's just crazy the things you tell me. I'm like, why are people acting like that sometime?

[00:36:06]I could make you so angry telling you about my years working. Oh, you already have. Like, I've heard some of the stories you've told me. I'm like, that's insane. That's absolutely insane.

[00:36:25]That's funny.

[00:36:27]That's funny.

[00:36:31]Oh, that's fair. And and and maybe you don't need to.

[00:36:37]Oh gosh.

[00:36:39]We're just discussing life. We're just discussing life. We're not really talking about anything particularly.

[00:36:45]Just having conscious conversations, being aware, just just being here for one another.

[00:36:51]I kind of want a deck of cards with women on it. Now I'm inspired. I want that deck of cards.

[00:37:00]Oh, there were female predators, too.

[00:37:02]Yeah, it's totally a different energy that I haven't really engaged in much.

[00:37:06]Well, I don't know. You're making one.

[00:37:13]You're not allowed fire, water, food for 4 days. OMG. Yes. When is that? Wait, wait, wait, wait. I'm leaving for my 4 day fast in a couple hours. I'm scared.

[00:37:23]Pray for me. I'll make it the four days.

[00:37:25]You got this. Oh my gosh. That's crazy.

[00:37:28]Allison, you're going to be a different person. Please tell us what you learned on the other end of this.

[00:37:36]That's so wild to not have water.

[00:37:51]I agree. Well, I've been wanting to make my own oracle deck for a while. I've been thinking about this.

[00:37:56]I know. I'm like such in this hobby mood right now. Like everything I do Well, okay, let's actually talk about that real quick because there are so many feelings that are coming through right now as these timelines are are are clearing, as we're coming into more cohesion. So, all of this clearing is coming through us, but all of these emotions are coming through, too. And that emotion is an energy. It's a creative energy. It's a creative drive.

[00:38:20]So, this is why I've been like on this kick of creativity and like up until the late hours of the night, I'm just creating something and like having fun because there's so much energy moving through me, so much feelings. And if I just sit, then I feel like my whole body like tenses up and all of these emotions just become pain and like I don't want to deal with that. I don't want to deal with that.

[00:38:44]I'm feeling my superstar energy lately.

[00:38:46]I love that. My creativity is unlocking again after my soul retrieval. I love that for you if you're listening. But hands will be in dirt repotting a plant.

[00:38:55]Oh, yay.

[00:39:12]Okay. Yeah, we've just been chatting this morning, but it's been good. It's been good to kind of feel through some of these things and just have conversation with other beings that are going through this transition and just being human together I think is very important. But we're going to bring some more light down through the crown, third eye, throat.

[00:39:40]Heart, solar, sacral, root.

[00:40:12]Hips, thighs, back of thighs, knees, back and knees, shins, calves, ankles, and feet pushing down into the earth. Feeling in your feet chakras pushing down. Visualize those roots extending deeper and deeper.

[00:40:45]Notice any pressure or tension in your head. Release down into earth. Feeling that gravity.

[00:40:51]Oo, there's so many emotions moving through me. I'm not going to lie. I'm feeling all of them as I'm grounding in.

[00:40:57]I'm just feeling it like just running through my energy body.

[00:41:04]And it's like all of them all at once.

[00:41:06]Like I feel all angles of self. Like there's this this emotion here that might be just like pain and death and destruction. And this emotion back here that's just deep joy, deep creativity, and deep fun, deep enjoyment. This emotion over here that's feeling all of these relational conflicts, good and bad. And so it's just like this whirlwind that I'm energetically feeling, but at the same time it's still cohesive and it's still like moving through me how it needs to.

[00:41:37]And it's not like super chaotic because I'm holding that awareness to not be lost in the chaos of these emotions, but allowing them to just move through me and I don't need to attach to them as they come forward.

[00:41:51]But dang, it's a lot of emotion. Is anyone else feeling that in this collective? The deep emotions that are moving through us this week, this time there's I there's probably some other retrograde. I know I've seen a couple different things about retrogrades. I don't know what's going on with the retrogrades, but that's probably having an effect on something.

[00:42:17]Lots of different emotions.

[00:42:21]the barbalt basket. Can you do you know more about that?

[00:42:26]I've I've I'm legitimately I've been so focused in on like craft and creation that I have not been really focusing on what is actually going on in in others uh worlds or like in the stars and the cosmos.

[00:42:43]Intense emotions.

[00:42:50]four alignments that haven't happened in forever. Okay, let me look it up. And it's also on the feast of Mary Magdalene. So, I want to bring Mary Magdalene in just to hold some reverence for her real quick. We could just hold some reverence at the coffee shop working on this last paper. Good for you, Danny. Sending you so much love.

[00:43:09]Enjoy the coffee shop. Enjoy the coffee.

[00:43:11]I love a co Here's something about me. I love a coffee shop. I I would go to a coffee shop every single day if I had the option. And I will someday and I will. I'm making that happen for me. I'm going to go to a coffee shop every day because I'm going to have my own coffee shop. I love a coffee shop. That's where I thrive. Okay. What's that thing called? Barbells basket. Love people watching. Me, too. I just love the energy.

[00:43:38]Where did it go?

[00:43:52]Barb vault basket is a rare and highly anticipated astrological event peaking in July 2026.

[00:44:01]First identified by blah blah blah. This alignment features Jupiter in Leo, Pluto in Aquarius, Neptune in Aries, and uh Uranus in Gemini all aspecting each other at the same four degrees.

[00:44:16]Astrologers interpret this specific configuration as a basket or cradle of outer planetary energy largely considered one of the most significant astrological patterns of our century because it involves four major collective planets in har in harmonious activating aspects. I love that they're harmonious and activating, including a powerful opposition between Jupiter and Pluto. It is believed to be a catalyst for collective growth and healing and personal transformation. Many practitioners viewed as an opportunity for societal rebirth, technological innovation, and a relaunch of civilization after years of global instability.

[00:44:54]Period.

[00:44:56]Period.

[00:45:00]That's that's great. Relaunch of civilization after years of global instability. I love that a ton. Big fan of that. Personal transformation. The alignment pushes individuals to weave together past life lessons, grief, and desires to carve out a new legacy.

[00:45:16]I feel that. So, weave together past life lessons. We've been talking about that in this collective of uh creating cohesion out of these old timelines, creating clarity within uh this new version of self and these emotions of grief and this desire to carve out a new legacy. I've been feeling that deeply in myself. I've been feeling this like energy of stardom. This is the word that has been coming to me a lot has been stardom. It's like feeling like a star.

[00:45:46]And um I don't know, that's just been something that's been really being carved out for me and feeling that path of like what does it feel like to be a star and what is it to be a star?

[00:45:57]Um in in in the way of like being a star on Earth. I think of course we're already like stars in the system, but I don't know. That's just been something I've been feeling as I'm carving out that path for me. Um but yeah, this is awesome. Okay. slay.

[00:46:17]All right. Bringing in some more clarity, some more love down through crown, third eye, throat, heart, solar, sacral, root, hips, thighs, knees, shins, calves, ankles, feet. I'm going to open up the womb here because Mary Magdalene is coming through the womb and the solar.

[00:46:38]She's coming through and uh clearing this path from the inner child. The inner child has always had this dream.

[00:46:44]This dream to do something big, this dream that has been influenced in you for a very long time. This dream is now coming to the surface and is uh being gifted with motivation. There's motivation behind this dream. So go into your inner child space and what is it that your inner child has always wanted to do? What has your inner child always wanted to be? What have you always wanted to feel as an individual? And allow that dream and that idea to come to the surface. And maybe in those dreams, you see this financial abundance or maybe you see this ability to go play in all of these different ways without the limitation of of money because the child, the inner child uh doesn't necessarily hold on to um that type of need of like thinking about the money behind things. The inner child is like, I just want to do this and that's my dream and I'll get there someday. And that's the energy that they're wanting us to come into and to feel is like really feel that dream and know that it will be supported by spirit because your inner child is deeply supporting you.

[00:47:45]Your inner child is is supported by spirit.

[00:47:50]So that's something that's meant to come to the surface. They're also showing something about the ovaries. The ovaries something with the hormones. The hormone balance is happening within the collective conscious field. we are balancing our hor hormones for a very long time. They have been out of balance. They're showing the food, the cows, the animals that have been given hormones and has changed the influx of our hormonal uh uh body. So, as a collective conscious, we consciousness, we're becoming more aware of these hormonal imbalances and how to take care of self, specifically the feminine with the estrogen. This is a big collective healing that is happening with estrogen to be more aware on how to take care of the female nervous system or how to take care of the body with high influxes of estrogen because it's not just the female body. There is uh men that have a lot of high estrogen as well.

[00:48:50]There's women that also have high testosterone. And so it's a matter of learning how to uh fall into your perfect uh balance. What is your perfect balance and not being influenced by outer uh things, outer hormones.

[00:49:08]So that's something that's coming to the surface here showing me eggs. Something about eggs.

[00:49:19]Bringing more light down through the crown, third eye, throat, heart.

[00:49:24]Clearing the heart of any distortion.

[00:49:26]Letting this flow, letting this go.

[00:49:30]Opening this up deeper and deeper.

[00:49:34]There's a grief. There is such a grief in the collective that I'm feeling this this deep sadness.

[00:49:41]And like we talked about in this uh bar belt or basket, there is a grief that is moving through the global collective as we let go of the old reality and as we form and create the new one. And so allow your heart to grieve what was and what your dreams or what your ideas of reality were going to be when you were younger or when you were trying to figure out life were told what life was going to be like. You didn't always see it being this way. And so grieve that old version of self because now you're able to come into a deeper state of harmony and a deeper state of peace greater than your expectations ever hit you as. At least in my own life, I never expected my life to be like this. And there's aspects of me that has to grieve this this journey.

[00:50:38]And there's an aspect um in the collective that is grieving.

[00:50:44]And through that grief though, there is deep liberation and deep openness and deep movement to something greater.

[00:50:51]The new earth consciousness deeply awakened.

[00:50:59]There's many people opening their eyes at this time. And through that opening again, I want you to understand that there can be a lot of emotions that come forward as people see that the expectations of their reality are different. than what they were told they were going to be.

[00:51:19]And so there is a lot of emotions moving through the collective for those that have just now awoken.

[00:51:25]So give grace.

[00:51:28]Remember what it was like for you to wake up the start of your journey. It was probably difficult for me. It was for sure.

[00:51:37]There was a lot of resistance to this journey that I had within myself. And so understand and give grace to those that are opening their eyes now.

[00:51:45]Those that might be spewing or feeling a lot of emotions outwards and projecting. Give grace for they are just as confused.

[00:52:00]Lead by example.

[00:52:05]This is a very intense transition and time to be alive.

[00:52:10]And yet we are being called at the forefront to be the guides physically being the teachers by your actions and by your heart and by your vibration and by your coherence and by your stability. You are teaching the rest of the world what it is like to be in cohesion to be in harmony with self and with earth.

[00:52:38]And the more that we harmonize within ourselves, the more that we create a living symphony of peace and compassion.

[00:52:51]And that's the energy they want you to settle into, to remember that that's your purpose.

[00:52:58]And that's why this transition can be so intense as we release those things that are not in peace and compassion.

[00:53:10]And yet we still give ourselves grace when we want to experience those things or when we need to grieve when we need to die to self in some capacity.

[00:53:22]Grace, grace, grace.

[00:53:34]We ask you open your womb.

[00:53:38]to greater possibilities.

[00:53:41]Create Bringing more light down from the heavens down into your crown.

[00:53:55]Third eye, throat, heart, solar, sacral, root, hips, thighs, knees, shins, calves, ankles, feet down into the earth, grounding down. Feel into Gia. Feel that connective energy of your roots. Feeling these roots wrapping around your ankles and feeling them also wrapping into earth. Grounding deeply.

[00:54:22]Feel this pulling that is happening.

[00:54:24]Feel this stretching also that's happening almost as the heavens may be pulling your head or your neck and earth pulling your feet. Feel the elongation of your spine. Feel the elongation of your bones. Feel the stretching and feel the release that is coming from that.

[00:54:44]Lift your head. Lift your neck.

[00:54:49]Feel your smile.

[00:54:52]This is something I've been really feeling into is this uh need to feel into your spine muscles as a way to keep you stable and grounded, keep you in your body without floating into the quantum or the astral realm all the time.

[00:55:14]But to be deeply human and to respect the humanness of not knowing everything, of walking in faith, walking through the darkness with deep trust and deep love that you will make it to the other end.

[00:55:34]There's something so humbling and so human about that, to not know it all.

[00:55:40]And to be human is to not know it all.

[00:55:44]And yet to know that you do innately know it all. But for this moment in time as a human being, you're trusting this perspective and you're trusting each step of the way, each breath that you take.

[00:56:05]And you trust and you keep walking and you keep going until you see the end of the tunnel and you open up into paradise.

[00:56:20]Having all experiences takes a lot of trust, takes a lot of faith.

[00:56:29]Keep walking and keep breathing and keep loving.

[00:56:36]You will get there.

[00:56:39]And your journey might look different than someone else's and it's perfectly okay.

[00:56:52]Thank you, Spirit.

[00:56:54]Thank you, Mary.

[00:57:01]Allow your body to receive just breath awareness.

[00:57:30]That felt beautiful for me.

[00:57:34]I get to stay in that channel forever.

[00:57:42]Two butterflies. I love that.

[00:57:47]That message was needed. But it's also hard.

[00:57:52]It's hard to feel that channel and to feel such deep bliss and to feel the support of the divine there and then come back really into that humanness and be like, "Oh, I really have to like embody that."

[00:58:07]Just keep trusting and keep walking in faith.

[00:58:20]Oh, there's so many emotions as I open my eyes for some reason.

[00:58:28]The humanness, there's so much. There's so much in the human experience right now.

[00:58:36]and I'm sending you all so much love.

[00:58:56]11:11 on the clock.

[00:59:21]What a time to be alive, you guys.

[00:59:25]I'm going to bring over this allowing you to feel the energy of fire and alchemy here to honor our own inner light and our own inner rebellion.

[00:59:45]We've been talking about this concept of the holy rebellion. The holy rebellion is choosing peace.

[00:59:52]It's the most rebellious thing you can do on this planet right now.

[01:00:00]Oh, thank you, beautiful soul.

[01:00:04]I appreciate you guys over there on YouTube. How lovely. Thank you guys for your support and love.

[01:00:43]Athena, sending you so much love.

[01:00:46]the fact that even human nature falls in love.

[01:00:51]Sending you so much love Athena in your solar plexus. Sending deep confidence in illuminating through your solar.

[01:00:57]Illuminating through your aura. Feeling that penetrating out and through you.

[01:01:02]Allowing your confidence to make a big impact within you. Trusting yourself.

[01:01:08]Allowing yourself to be all that you are.

[01:01:13]Keep it a heartbeat.

[01:01:16]Thank you guys for being here. I appreciate this.

[01:01:22]What does gender matter? It's energy that matters. I love that. I agree.

[01:01:28]We are becoming a world deeply. What I like to say is it's a it's a vibe economy. It's about the vibe.

[01:02:00]Get that movement. There is a very calming energy here today.

[01:02:08]I could fall asleep from this.

[01:02:15]Super.

[01:02:51]Grounding into your peace here.

[01:03:00]Feeling the heart stabilizing.

[01:03:16]Riding this light through your crown, third eye, throat.

[01:03:23]Thank you for the gifts, love, heart, lots of emotions. Oh my gosh, I just have to laugh. It's like I just like opened my heart and then all these emotions came through. Okay.

[01:03:44]Okay.

[01:03:46]Just being very human in that bringing this down to the solar.

[01:03:59]Wow. So many mixed emotions.

[01:04:03]Calming the waters. Relax.

[01:04:07]Find your balance.

[01:04:10]Find your stability.

[01:04:20]Find your core.

[01:04:38]Opening up deeper in the solar.

[01:04:42]Relax the belly.

[01:04:45]Going down.

[01:04:56]That's so funny.

[01:04:59]Opening up the womb here.

[01:05:03]Letting the inner child come to the surface. Come to the forefront. Be inspired. Allow your inner child to guide you and lead you during this time.

[01:05:11]Your inner child was born for this. It was made for this time. Your inner child has been sensitive for a long time for a reason. And it is time to bring that deep innocence and that deep sensitivity to the surface. It is time. It is ready.

[01:05:26]And you're here. And now creating cohesion, creating harmony, creating love within ourselves, being guided by the divine, bringing this energy down into the root. Opening up the root.

[01:05:44]Noticing your attention deeply going down into the root.

[01:05:50]Feeling the energy moving, buzzing and opening.

[01:05:57]They're showing an apple here. The root has deep wisdom.

[01:06:02]Deep earth wisdom.

[01:06:04]Wisdom beyond our time of our mind. The time that our minds are aware of things.

[01:06:10]The root, the body. It remembers. The body keeps score.

[01:06:15]So allow the root to remind you of the ancient ways of connecting with the divine.

[01:06:21]And for many and it's very similar to the heart.

[01:06:25]It's rhythm, dancing, thumping, sound.

[01:06:37]Feel the music in your bones.

[01:06:41]Feel the music in your heart.

[01:06:45]Feel the music in your mind.

[01:06:48]And let the the mind, body, and the soul connect your trinity through harmony, through rhythm, through beats.

[01:07:09]The most ancient sounds that we hear as children is the thumping of the heartbeat.

[01:07:20]within the womb.

[01:07:26]Remember what it's like to be there in the womb.

[01:07:38]Feeling this thumping and this rhythm, this comfort and this love deep through your hips.

[01:07:48]your thighs.

[01:07:52]The back of your thighs.

[01:07:58]Your knees.

[01:08:02]The back of your knees.

[01:08:08]Your shins.

[01:08:12]Calves.

[01:08:18]ankles and feet pushing down into the earth. As we feel into your feet, I want you to feel this stomping of earth, this dancing, this remembering within your bones, within your muscles, within your fascia, within your body of the original ways of worship that this land has offered.

[01:08:43]Dancing with our feet on the ground in community around fires, with food, with water, with drink, with sound, with music, with dance.

[01:08:56]Feel that innate part of you opening up, burning inside of you. Remembering what community feels like.

[01:09:08]Spiritual whole community, mind, body, soul community.

[01:09:13]We're going to be bringing some of that type of energy back to humanity, back for new Earth. It might look different than it was in the ancient times, but we know as we're continuing to evolve, it's not going to always look like the hyper techno things that we see in futuristic movies.

[01:09:32]The way that we evolve is through nature and through spirit and with science and technology.

[01:09:41]It's going to be a mix of all of that.

[01:09:45]But in order for us to evolve, we have to come back to Gaia. We have to take care of what is already here.

[01:09:53]So let your body remember that.

[01:09:57]Let your body remember how to take care of yourself and how to take care of Gaia. How to be connected with Gaia. To be earthed, to be grounded with your feet in the clay.

[01:10:12]with your hands in the dirt with your voice singing and your feet stomping.

[01:10:29]Allow our bodies to remember in order to come back to a society that is deeply respectful of one another, of Earth, and of the evolution of humanity.

[01:10:49]Respect is the frequency. It is the base frequency of our foundation of the new earth foundation. It is built on respect. It is built on trust. And it is built on unconditional love.

[01:11:06]And as we do that, a new society is formed.

[01:11:13]One that is deeply earthed and deeply intuitive, deeply harmonious, deeply loving, deeply caring for all of those in this world.

[01:11:42]Lots of light good now coming into the heart space. Thank you so much spirit for this love for this message. This feels very good to give and to receive.

[01:11:52]So thank you to all of you guys that are here that is witnessing this message that is meant to hear this remembrance this soul calling.

[01:12:11]Red rising pups.

[01:12:22]Fore!

[01:12:32]Foreign! Foreign!

[01:13:03]We all deserve love.

[01:13:05]Absolutely.

[01:13:10]I'm so grateful for this energy that's coming through my channel. It feels very good, but it's very I'm very very grateful for my team for providing this information to the collective channel, but also just to my heart as me as a human and maybe those in this collective might feel the effects also of this deep peace, this deep support from the higher realms, from the galactics.

[01:13:48]When we regulate the nervous system here within our body, we're helping regulate the physical earth grid. The physical earth grid is the nervous system. It is the physical electrical system which is also the fashion of plasma which is also the brain waves. the neuroplasticity, all of these things when are when in regulation, when learning how to use them in the highest good is helping create coherence in the physical grid.

[01:14:19]We have our higher grid and our lower grid and this grid. So today there is a focus on taking care of this physical electrical grid within our energy system, within our body to focus on you.

[01:14:49]This is beautiful expression, but is it anything more? That's up to you to receive. What do you feel?

[01:14:56]It might mean nothing to you. It might do something to your heart. It might not.

[01:15:02]All of that is okay.

[01:15:07]Hello. Welcome in.

[01:15:11]There's a lot of light coming in.

[01:15:13]Welcome back.

[01:15:25]It's for you to feel.

[01:15:34]I'm so grateful for this energy coding that's coming through this channel because for me it feels very good.

[01:15:48]For me there's an untangling happening.

[01:15:51]You feel it in your heart. Feels very peaceful.

[01:15:54]Good to be back and grateful too.

[01:15:57]Yeah, thank you. Thank you for being here.

[01:16:01]Some more just energy movement.

[01:16:06]I also needed to feel this today. I didn't realize how much I needed it.

[01:16:13]And just feeling this this really opening of this channel and letting these emotions in and letting these codes float in and come into our electrical system. our nervous system collected today. Yes. Hello. It's good to have you here. Let me open the door for my cat real quick.

[01:16:38]Hi, baby girl.

[01:16:41]Hi, kitty. Kitty kitty. Hi, kitty.

[01:16:44]Kitty. I love you. I love you. You're so pretty.

[01:16:54]I know. He's the cutest. I just love my kitty boy.

[01:17:05]Thank you for the gifts.

[01:17:08]Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you for the roses, you guys.

[01:17:13]Everyone, take a deep breath in and out. Feel the bottom of your breath here.

[01:17:33]Take a deep breath in.

[01:18:07]has been very present. I love that.

[01:18:10]Oh, with a hawk. There's been so many bird messages in this collective.

[01:18:16]So many bird messages.

[01:18:19]So, allow your energy here to just find peace for a moment.

[01:18:26]I am so grateful for this channel.

[01:18:29]I'm so grateful for all of you beautiful souls to witness this channel to be here to be an influence in the world with me.

[01:18:44]Just so much love.

[01:18:47]I feel the presence at times. Good bird messages. Yes. So many bird messages for this collective. So many feathers.

[01:19:09]What about that?

[01:19:27]to go.

[01:19:52]soften into your body.

[01:19:56]Feel your nervous system relaxing.

[01:19:59]Feel your gut relaxing. The mind gut access is important to connect with the wild turkeys. Oh, I love that. I am not going to lie, I have a really good turkey call.

[01:20:15]I used to race turkeys, so I would always like call back at them. And it's such a fun sound. Turkeys are so fun.

[01:20:52]Yeah, I do speak Turkey.

[01:20:56]I speak Turkey.

[01:20:58]I want to be able to speak more like bird sounds, but my whistle is like different than like other like the traditional whistle.

[01:21:08]I don't know why. Speak a little turkey, too. Oh, I love that.

[01:21:14]I love that so much.

[01:21:17]I love that for you. There's been so much bird activity.

[01:21:24]Something about the bird species really coming and connecting with it with uh humans.

[01:21:31]Really connecting with humans.

[01:21:42]Light language is going to just keep coming in throughout this channel. So be open to whatever feels good to you. And if it doesn't resonate, don't don't connect to it.

[01:21:53]But there's a ton of light codes coming in as well here. Just allow your body to be honored. Definitely part Aven for sure. I've been seeing a lot of like bird um visions as well. Like a lot of bird.

[01:22:09]Yeah, just bird things that I've been seeing. Lots of feathers. I've been seeing lots of feathers.

[01:22:16]So grateful. Yes, there's this beautiful bird that has the most boot like sound that I've ever heard up at my parents property.

[01:22:26]The bird's the word.

[01:22:30]Yeah. Our dear friend Catherine here has been going through a little bit of a grief stage. I don't know if you want. I I don't know if I should talk about that, but never mind with birds.

[01:22:43]We can talk about it if you want, Catherine.

[01:22:47]So, okay. So, Catherine Yoga Fairy here, she's been raising this darling bird.

[01:22:54]Good. Since it was a baby baby and she was like feeding it little like crushed up worms and stuff like she was take she is this bird's mom like from birth and yesterday it flew away from the nest.

[01:23:12]So, she's been having to grieve that.

[01:23:14]So, like there's another part of this bird analogy of like really connecting humans and birds right now. Um, but we're also learning like what that looks like to be in the animal kingdom and kind of sometimes the harsh harsh truths of being connected with the animal kingdom and the cycles of life can be very very hard sometimes.

[01:23:36]Yeah. But it's good cuz he was strong enough to go right.

[01:23:41]She took care of him since he was a little little little baby. The cutest little baby in the world. and it would come like fly on her head or fly onto her arm and it would visit her every morning and then yesterday he didn't visit, you know. So, she's been grieving a lot of that as well. I know it has been a blessing and I've been so grateful. I'm the godmother.

[01:24:05]I'm the godmother of this bird and I love it so much. So, we're just kind of praying that the Berto birdie will come back. It name is [ __ ] Magdalene.

[01:24:18][ __ ] Magdalene.

[01:24:20]It's the cutest little bird ever. I know. It's so freaking adorable.

[01:24:27]But we're just sending Catherine so much love as she's navigating being the mama bird, letting her bird fly from the nest.

[01:24:37]I know. I love him.

[01:24:43]He'll be back. Yeah, he'll be back.

[01:24:47]He can't forget his mama bird.

[01:24:51]But he is a little starling growing up, experiencing the rest of the clan.

[01:25:00]Circle of parenting. Yeah.

[01:25:03]Helping you grieve. Your daughter has just left the nest.

[01:25:08]Oh, what a what a blessing. What a gift.

[01:25:10]What a gift it is to experience life and to experience grief.

[01:25:24]But if you didn't know, Yoga Fairy is also the person I'm going to be doing my retreat with in September. So stay tuned for more information on that.

[01:25:34]With his flag, thriving and seeing the world. I know he's learning so much as a little baby bird.

[01:25:51]What time in September? It's going to be September 11th.

[01:25:55]I know it's going to be I think we have it kind of planned in West Virginia.

[01:26:00]Actually, it was going to be in Pennsylvania, but we found a location in West Virginia that was really just beautiful and stunning. There's a creek nearby. All of that stuff. So much magic there.

[01:26:13]his first malt. What does that mean?

[01:26:17]It's a beautiful, perfect place.

[01:26:20]Yeah. So, it's going to be September 11th through September 13th. And on the 13th, it's also I think it's like a Jewish holiday, but it's like known to be the day of awe. Oh my gosh.

[01:26:34]When he loses his juvenile feathers and get his black oil slick ones. OMG.

[01:26:40]Oh, yeah. He really was growing up, huh?

[01:26:43]That's him growing up.

[01:26:45]That's so precious.

[01:26:47]That's so precious.

[01:26:51]He's going to look totally different.

[01:26:53]Omg. The next time you see him, you're like, "Is this Mongo?" You'll know.

[01:26:58]Okay. Excellent, Katie. Yeah, I'll send out I'm going to try to send out those invites today or tomorrow.

[01:27:05]I feel like I've just been lost in the sauce a little bit.

[01:27:10]Lost in the sauce of life. I'll go through a day and be like, "What just happened? What has this day been?

[01:27:22]I love the weirdness."

[01:27:28]Tenacious. It's a fun word. Tenacious noise. Yay. You'll definitely be interested. I also have a couple I have another friend that said she'll be interested as well. So, I have a lot of like interest uh for people that are interested in this retreat. So, I'm excited to send it because there's very limited spots. It's going to be a small retreat in the beginning. So, I think we have four or five spots, but we'll have more if people want to camp. That's the other option. If they want to be out in a tent, they can they can do that. But for beds that we actually have, it's only like four or five spots because it's going to be very small since it's my first and I don't want to be super overwhelmed.

[01:28:06]So that's my truth. But I'm very excited about the agenda and the things that we have planned and just the energy that we're going to bring to the table. I think something that me and Catherine say is like even if no one has fun, like I know me and Catherine are going to have a good time. We're going to be entertaining within ourselves. So I think if anyone else that joins it'll just be excellent.

[01:28:28]magical uplifting and restoring activating experience.

[01:28:32]You're going to be a pro already. Yes.

[01:28:35]I'm excited. I think it's just going to be fun, right? Like as much as maybe we're hosting it, I think I always come in from the perspective of like we're all teaching each other and we're all leading each other. Um, and maybe we just have an agenda planned, but for the most part like our souls are teaching one another and we're we're growing together. we were having a good time. So that kind of puts a little bit less pressure on me to just be like just be, just be.

[01:29:03]How much are the tickets? So I'm kind of teetering. I actually have to talk to Catherine about this, but it's going to probably be around 400 or 444 for a weekend trip. That includes all the food, all of the things, all of the whatever. So feels relatively okay in my opinion. But that's uh that's that information. Again, I'm going to send out a flyer either today or tomorrow.

[01:29:28]I'm going to probably have to do it today since we're talking about this. Um and then I'll send that also through my email chain if anyone um is on that, which most of you probably are on that.

[01:29:39]If you're not on my email chain already, you can go to my link in bio and go scroll down and join the email chain thing. I don't send much out because I don't want to. I actually hate emails, so that's really fun, but I'll do it when I need to. So that is a great price. Okay. Excellent.

[01:29:58]I love to come visit. One from England.

[01:30:00]Well, maybe we'll have to do one in England. I think that's the thing. I think I'm I'm planning some other retreats like in my mind in my mind's head. Um hello Shauna. Welcome in. Uh I agree. Okay. Excellent. Excellent. Um anyways, I think I'm planning on a lot more retreats after this. It's like spirit has been showing me like you're supposed to go all over the world. You're supposed to do a lot of things. So get ready you guys. We might go to England.

[01:30:28]We might go to Ireland. We might go to Mexico. We might go to Peru. We got lots of places to go you guys. There's a whole world to visit and this is New Earth we're creating. Come on.

[01:30:39]So that's just what we got going on here. So thank you to everyone that's here. Oh my gosh, look at everyone that's here. Shout out Laura. Welcome in. Thanks. Just subscribed. Excellent.

[01:30:49]Thank you, boo. I appreciate you. And also, if you didn't know, just to put a more information out there, I did put out some music. If you guys are interested in having fun listening to that, um, that's something you're interested, go check it out. If not, don't don't. So, not not forcing you in any way to do that. All right. Sending some more light down through the crown.

[01:31:11]Really opening up through the brain grooves. Clearing any distortion, clearing any insecurity in the mind.

[01:31:18]Just letting it flow out. Creating a beautiful clear channel. Releasing out of your ears.

[01:31:26]Going down through the third eye.

[01:31:27]Opening.

[01:31:36]Hello. Welcome in. Going through the throat. Opening this up deeper.

[01:31:44]Omg. Wait.

[01:31:47]This is so cute. Also, I'm making wild jerky feathered pins for hats. If anyone wants one, DM me. That's so cute.

[01:31:55]That's so adorable. I wish I wore hats.

[01:31:59]I haven't gotten into hats yet.

[01:32:02]I want to I want to be a hat person, though. I think that would be cool.

[01:32:06]Just not there yet.

[01:32:09]That is the cutest thing, though.

[01:32:11]Opening the heart a bit deeper.

[01:32:17]Bringing this light deep into veins, arteries, plasma body, electron body.

[01:32:25]Shifting in and deep into your fascia as well. Bringing the light in and illuminating through time, space and dimension. Bringing deep clarity into your channel, through your heart, through your solar. opening this up.

[01:32:49]This is such a cute comment. Give me a sec. I got so many feathers. Lol. If you want a feather fan or anything else, let me know. OMG, I would love a feather fan. I would love that actually. I'll come visit. I actually really want to come visit. My list is not open today. My list is not open today. So, this comment over here on YouTube says, "You look absolutely radiant in this attire. How did your evening transpire? And what culinary delights are you savoring?"

[01:33:21]I think that's so cute. Um, thank you first of all. And what did I have last night? Okay, you guys, to get very human, I love a potato. I love a hash.

[01:33:35]Most nights I'm going to be eating a potato, a sweet potato, some sort of vegetable. Yesterday I had some um what are they called? Oh, shoot. They're green. They're little balls of green delight.

[01:33:50]Brussels sprouts. Oh, I love a Brussels sprout. I love a Brussels sprout. Got some Brussels sprouts in there. Had some yellow zucchini. I had the yellow color in there. Um and then I always have kabasa cuz I'm Polish. So I'm always going to put some kabasa in there. I got some onions in there. Some fresh garlic from the garden. Uh uh uh. Chop it up.

[01:34:12]That's my ish. I eat that most days.

[01:34:16]Death has sweet potatoes on the list. I am such a fan of a sweet potato. I like I can't go a day without a sweet potato.

[01:34:22]That's not true, but I do love a sweet potato.

[01:34:26]She sent me a vegan pesto zucchini cream vera type pasta. Oh my gosh, that sounds amazing.

[01:34:32]And also those who are coming to the retreat, we're going to be eating good.

[01:34:35]Don't you worry.

[01:34:37]We're going to make you guys cook, too.

[01:34:41]Yes. I thought we could authorize one of the meal options. It's really good. That sounds incredible. We're going to put you guys to work. We say sue chef, get to work.

[01:34:53]It's a zero judgment zone. Yes, that's also important. It's a zero judgment zone. All right, we're going to go down into the womb. Well, actually, let's go to the solar.

[01:35:02]Want to notice any judgment that you have towards yourself, towards the food that you're eating as well, and just release that. I don't know. It feels like that's meant to come forward.

[01:35:11]There is no judgment to your experiences with food.

[01:35:18]I've been chowing down recently. I just like feel like I can't stop eating. I know some people when we go through ascension, some people are like, I can't eat anything. I'm always on the opposite spectrum. I'm always like, "Give me more. Give me more to eat."

[01:35:33]All meats are coming from a local farm.

[01:35:35]I personally know the owners. Oh my gosh, I love that. Yeah, that's that's a that's a huge part that I love.

[01:35:43]Got to start saving now. Yes, we have vegan and respectful omnivore options. I love that.

[01:35:55]Now I can't stop eating. Yes.

[01:36:01]Is this mind healing session? This is more just like body healing, connection to the nervous system, regulating the nervous system, calming down through collective conversation.

[01:36:11]What is kabasa?

[01:36:13]It's like it's Polish sausage.

[01:36:17]When is the retreat? It is September 11th through 13th.

[01:36:31]Opening up this channel here deeper in the womb and in the solar. Feeling more confidence in your body to be all that you are. Feeling more confidence in your body to be seen.

[01:36:43]It is going to be in the woods. It's going to be so pretty. It's going to be so pretty. It's like in the woods, but it also has like a step down to the creek. There's a creek, which I love a creek. I love a creek.

[01:37:03]Omg. No way.

[01:37:06]Omg, Catherine.

[01:37:12]Laura, that's so awesome.

[01:37:16]That's crazy. That's so wild.

[01:37:21]I'll have to I'll have to tell her about that if she doesn't see that message.

[01:37:32]That's so beautiful.

[01:37:36]Okay, collective. Let's go down deeper into the womb. I want you to feel that deep openness of your inner child having fun and playing and being all that you are. specifically being weird.

[01:37:50]Be weird.

[01:37:52]Experience that.

[01:37:55]Embody that inner child that just wants to be weird, that wants to feel things, that wants to touch things, to explore life, that has this spark in your eye, this awe of life.

[01:38:08]Allow yourself to feel into that, to honor that.

[01:38:16]I'm totally weird.

[01:38:18]Are those blue jays in a track or yelling? Yeah, those blue those those ones are just outside. Those are real.

[01:38:26]Well, I love that you share your weird with me. I love being weird, too. I love being like openly weird and like making it in a way part of my brand cuz there's once you just like own that you're weird, there's nothing that that can hold you back. You know what I mean?

[01:38:45]It's like I am not scared of anything.

[01:38:50]I ain't afraid of a dang thing.

[01:38:54]That's not true. Sometimes I am afraid of things, but that comes up when it comes up.

[01:39:00]So, let's go down into the root and feel the stability in your body.

[01:39:06]Are you famous? Sure. I'll take it. I'll take it.

[01:39:15]I've been loving that we've been getting YouTube to be just a bit calmer.

[01:39:20]YouTube has been starting to understand the work that we're doing here, which we appreciate. So, thank you again, YouTube.

[01:39:35]Thank you to the mods over there on YouTube as well. I just want to mention that. Yes, I am on YouTube also.

[01:39:41]Whenever I stream, I do streams on YouTube and Tik Tok because I also like to keep this information. So if I have a stream and I want to go back and just perceive myself again, I'll watch it and like learn from myself because a lot of times when I'm in a channel like I'm channeling. So I sometimes I receive it differently if I'm on the other end of like witnessing myself. So sometimes I like to just learn from my own channel.

[01:40:15]Really deeply feel into that root chakra. Opening up a bit deeper here.

[01:40:19]Trust your body. Trust those hips. Trust the rhythm of life. Trust your harmony.

[01:40:25]Moving through your hips, thighs, back of thighs, knees, back of knees, shins, calves, ankles, and feet.

[01:40:42]down into the earth. Grounding down.

[01:40:58]They're showing me a tree here, like the tree of life.

[01:41:05]I'm showing this visual of me touching my hand on this beautiful big oak tree and just feeling those roots buzzing underneath me as my root system is connecting with it and just feeling this deep stability coming through my channel as earth is influencing me as she is teaching me stability as she is teaching me confidence as she is teaching me strength.

[01:41:28]So allow your energy field to feel the strength of these beautiful trees all around us as the trees are starting to buzz out there. Feel them.

[01:41:40]Let yourself be free to be a tree.

[01:41:46]The tree of life that is within all of us. Connect deeply.

[01:41:54]Just brushing out your energy channel.

[01:42:17]Oh, thank you for the gift.

[01:42:21]Thank you, beautiful. So, that was sweet.

[01:42:25]Feeling all of this energy from the divine moving down through your neck and your spine inner intertwining in and out guiding and strengthening your channel here today. I'm very proud of each and every one of you.

[01:42:44]Hips, thighs, back of thighs, knees, back of knee, shins, calves, ankles, and feet down into the earth. Grounding down. Truly, I'm very proud of you guys for moving through this time. I know it's not easy, per se.

[01:42:59]Oh, thank you for the gift, beautiful.

[01:43:02]And yet, you guys are doing the work to stabilize, to ground in, to be whole, to heal. I truly honor your journey and your mission here on Earth as I honor my own.

[01:43:17]Thank you for being here and witnessing me as a reflection of you and your light and the capacity that we all hold together when we come into community.

[01:43:27]And I might ask here that we go into a little bit of a collective channeling because I haven't done this in a while, but I used to do this all the time. This is a form of Reiki. Yes, this is Reiki, energy healing, however you want to say it.

[01:43:45]life force energy, divine flow. Okay.

[01:43:48]So, in this collected channel, I want us all to maybe if you feel called, energetically close your eyes, and reach out your hands as if we're in this astral realm with the birds confirming here. All of us then holding hands to one another, feeling this beautiful circle of light of all of these individuals in this room, holding hands together with this beam, this ball of light in front of us, in the middle of this channel, which is divine source.

[01:44:20]They're saying, "I am in the middle."

[01:44:23]And I want you to feel this light going into your heart.

[01:44:27]this unconditional overflowing love going into your heart and pouring into your left, nope, your right arm, down through your shoulder, down through your arm, down into your hand, and pour it into the next person's hand.

[01:44:39]I want you to feel this love then going throughout this whole circle as we're filling each other with love as we're feeling the community of love going from one hand into the heart into the next hand and pouring into each and every one of us.

[01:44:54]You might feel some expansion in your heart as you're feeling this this love of this community. And as we feel this love of this community, we can almost see this vortex being created. this vortex of light, this vortex of love, this vortex of community, this vortex of compassion and harmony and peace and hope and love. All of that stuff being created and being sent up into the higher grid and being sent down into the lower grid and being sent through our electrical grid, our nervous system, allowing our body to regulate and relax into community, into compassion, into trust, into love.

[01:45:34]And just feel this energy spinning through this collective stronger and stronger with each pass to the next person.

[01:45:46]Feel this vortex for me.

[01:45:51]And from here you might feel called to give a kiss to the person next to you.

[01:45:57]And the person next to you just giving so much physical love and touch through the astral plane.

[01:46:03]and honoring one another.

[01:46:06]Getting one last burst of love through the collective up into the higher grid, the lower grid, and to your body here.

[01:46:12]Just feeling the love then going into the center of the light and continuing to pierce this light. So, you can let go whenever you're ready. You can bring your hands to your heart and just feel the love that you have for yourself here.

[01:46:27]Appreciating the gift that you are on this planet that is here to help change reality through your conscious actions.

[01:46:34]Thank you for existing. Thank you for living. Thank you for staying this long.

[01:46:38]Cuz I know some of you have died many times before we got here. So, thank you for still being alive. And I thank your team for keeping you here and your own conscious decisions to choose for something greater, to find something better for humanity.

[01:46:54]Okay, I love you guys so dearly. This has been beautiful. I know the Blue Jays were really feeling it. They were really getting into it on that one.

[01:47:04]I hope you guys feel that love from the collective and from this beautiful community.

[01:47:11]Thank you guys so much for the gifts.

[01:47:13]Thank you for being here. That's the work that we get to do all the time. We just get to be with one another in this community of love. So, thank you. Thank you so dearly for being a part of that.

[01:47:24]I'm so glad you thought that was beautiful. That makes me very happy. I haven't done one of those in a minute. I used to do those a little bit more than I have been now. So, very inspired.

[01:47:35]All right, collective. Thank you for letting me tune in with you guys today and just kind of have maybe some moody energy, but also coming into clarity and peace and compassion with one another. I think we are going to close out here for the collective. So, thank you so much.

[01:47:50]We're going to release any last energy.

[01:47:52]We have two two likes here. Releasing any last energy.

[01:47:58]Oh, yay.

[01:48:01]Oh, I love that so much.

[01:48:05]Wow. Oh, I really haven't done that in a while, have I?

[01:48:08]I got to start doing that more, you guys. I think that's a big call within my heart. Releasing any last energy that doesn't serve you. Letting it go.

[01:48:16]Letting it flow. Letting it go. Letting it flow. Thank you. Thank you.

[01:48:25]A I know. I'm so grateful for this beautiful community for bringing unconditional love into every cell of your body, illuminating from the inside out. Appreciating the love, the joy, the peace, the bliss, the honor of being alive here in this present moment. I see you. I love you. I honor you. Bringing gold and light energy all around your aura. Keeping you safe, sandy, and protected. Abundance all the way through you and into the collective consciousness field as we all shift together. Take a deep breath in.

[01:49:01]Your energy is yours and my energy is mine.

[01:49:08]And so it is. I'm so glad you came in, Caitlyn. I love that you were eating pineapple. That's so beautiful. So that's all we have for today. That was so good. I'm so glad we did a collective today and was able to do that together.

[01:49:20]Thank you. Thank you. Thank you so much for being here and just being yourself and being in this world. Um, I love you so dearly. Again, I'm going to send an invite out about the retreat. I'm also going to send out information. Oh, wait, no. Also, if you're interested in listening to some music I sent out, you can go check me out on all platforms at Lydia Joy. I think I have four songs up now. So, you can go check that out if that's what you're interested in. Uh, other than that, I think that's all we have today. And I will see you guys on Friday. I love you guys so dearly. Have a great rest of your day. Bye, YouTube.

[01:49:52]I love you guys.