Back on Youtube after a 4 year hiatus! Why I haven't uploaded in 4 years

Added: 2026-05-27

[00:00:04]This is exactly why I can never be a full-time content creator. It's just too much fighting going on. I can't get my makeup right.

[00:00:14]Because I'm used to using a DSLR and professional lighting. I'm using my um using my cell phone for the very first time. I've never filmed with a cell phone. I don't have professional lighting. I got a cheap ring light from Amazon.

[00:00:30]It makes me kind of look orange.

[00:00:35]And on top of that, I'm nervous.

[00:00:40]It's been four years. It's been four years. I'm nervous.

[00:00:42]If my makeup is not looking great or if it's not perfect, please show me some grace. Please.

[00:00:48]Thank you.

[00:00:50]See? Damn it. Sis.

[00:00:56]Five other gynecologists told me that See what I'm saying? Y'all see what I'm saying? Look at this. My lighting is falling over y'all.

[00:01:06]I don't even know how it makes me look on camera. Oh, look. I got makeup in my hair.

[00:01:11]I'll be back.

[00:01:12]It hasn't fallen out. It hasn't broken apart. It hasn't lost its texture.

[00:01:17]It hasn't lost its lux like it's it's um It hasn't lost its lux luster.

[00:01:25]It hasn't lost its lux luster. I can't say It hasn't lost its luster. Luster.

[00:01:33]Luster. It hasn't lost its luster. It's still luxurious.

[00:01:38]Hello everyone.

[00:01:39]My name is T.

[00:01:41]Um I just Hi.

[00:01:45]Uh hello. My name is T and I want to thank all of my subscribers for returning [music] to my channel and checking in with me after uh a four-year hiatus.

[00:02:03]You're looking for a definitive answer as to where I've where I've been for the [music] past 4 years.

[00:02:08]The short answer is I just didn't feel like uploading.

[00:02:17]Everything has already been talked about. I mean, really, what can I add to [music] it? That's what I thought to myself all these years. What can I talk about on my channel?

[00:02:26]I lost my hair.

[00:02:28]I just felt like I have nothing to contribute.

[00:02:31]You know?

[00:02:33]You haven't seen me in 4 years and you're probably are wondering how I've been wearing my hair. So, I'm going to show you. I'm just going to show you how I wear my summertime hair. Now, I have something to talk about. I could show you how I make my wigs.

[00:02:45]You know, and I don't make wigs often.

[00:02:46]So, if I make wigs, it's a big deal.

[00:02:53]Yeah, the girl was trying to keep herself alive. I was trying to stay alive.

[00:03:01]I ordered lighting from the DV DV D company. I ordered them in 2016 [music] and they broke about a year or two ago. So, they lasted [music] a very long time.

[00:03:30]And I've been looking for someone to fix those. I want my original lighting back.

[00:03:35]These lights are [music] okay. They're all right. Uh they don't get nearly as bright as my other lights and they don't really illuminate your face like my previous lighting did. [music] Also, these lights don't have as many bulbs in them. Like, my [music] other lights had like three or rows of, you know, small bulbs and this doesn't, [music] so yeah, that's probably why it doesn't get I found this in storage without the >> [music] >> um the lens on it. I don't know how to I don't even know what happened to the lens, but it was in Then I went to start recording commentary and realized that I [music] did not have a microphone.

[00:04:20]So, I had to order a microphone. So, I'm in the process [music] of making my summertime wigs and um I figured, you know what? Maybe somebody in my channel might want to know how to make a a low density, lightweight wig. Then I was like, wow, I got to order hair so I can do the demonstration. So, I had to wait for my Yummy Hair to come in, then I'm like, oh shoot, I got to I got to show them how to make my closures. So, then I had to wait for my closures to come in.

[00:04:45]I want to show you guys my summertime hair routines.

[00:05:02]Do you hear anything?

[00:05:05]You don't hear anything, right? Yeah, I know. I didn't either. I recorded commentary giving you guys an update on my alopecia. I have a couple of updates that I wanted to tell you about and I did tell you about them in video and I forgot to turn the mic on.

[00:05:21]So, I'm talking for 20 minutes and realized through editing that I did [music] not that the mic was off, so at some point I'll have to go back and re-record the video, but this time it's going to be it's going to be a a voiceover.

[00:05:43]Hello. My name is T >> [music] >> and I am here to share you some of my experiences from having a vertical abdominal hysterectomy. I had a hysterectomy about 6 months ago, [music] and I'm here to share you all of my experiences. I give you pre-op information, post-op information. I talk about what to expect. I give you video updates on from week two on up to 6 months. [music] I give you scar update on week two up until 6 months. And I talk about all of my complications and things that you can expect from having a vertical abdominal hysterectomy.