RoddyFlow - The Voice of My Pain | Lyrics Music Video

Added: 2026-05-31

[00:00:04]People hear me laugh, but they don't hear the pain behind it.

[00:00:11]People see me smiling, but they don't see what it took just to survive the day.

[00:00:18]Sometimes [music] I sit alone at night and wonder if the sadness inside me got its own heartbeat.

[00:00:29]And honestly, I think my pain been talking for years.

[00:00:36]>> [music] >> My pain got a voice.

[00:00:43]>> [music] >> My pain got a voice, and lately it's been louder than me. Talking every night when the world go to [music] sleep. It remind me of betrayals I tried hard to forget. Every broken promise still hanging on my chest. I gave my love away like I ain't needing myself. Kept checking on everybody while neglecting my [music] mental health. I carry family problems like they all belong to me.

[00:01:13]Whole time I was drowning and nobody noticed me.

[00:01:17]I didn't cry in dark rooms till [music] my eyes got tired.

[00:01:20]Praying to God I feel it spiritually [music] wired, and maybe that's why my soul been feeling weak. Too many years of suffering in silence every week.

[00:01:31]Ain't nobody hear me till the pain started speaking for me. Oh.

[00:01:39]>> [music] >> The voice of my pain keep calling my name. Reminding me of every storm I barely escaped. I got [music] scars and my spirit tears I never showed. A HEART FULL [screaming] OF LOVE still carrying heavy loads, and even when I smile, >> [music] >> I'm still a broken child living deep inside [music and singing] me.

[00:02:06]Uh.

[00:02:07]I remember nights sitting in the car alone, too hurt to go inside, [music] too broken to go home.

[00:02:13]Music turned therapy, pain turned poetry. Every [music] scar on my heart started writing melodies. People only love you when you're useful [music and singing] to their life. Soon as you need help, they disappear overnight. And that realization, [music] man, that changed me forever. Now I question every handshake, every I love you, every effort I didn't gave. Pieces of my [music] soul to people who wasted.

[00:02:38]Stay loyal to people who never would have did the same for me. [music] That kind pain don't leave fast. It settle in your chest and live there.

[00:02:49]I got trauma.

[00:02:51]I still don't know how to explain.

[00:02:53]Memories attached to every time it rains. Sometimes I want to heal.

[00:02:58]Sometimes I just feel numb. Like my heart got tired of waiting for peace to come. I watch people switch up after everything I [music] did. Made me realize loyalty really rare as a kid and I ain't angry no more. That phase gone.

[00:03:13]Ain't no knowing it's turning to hate.

[00:03:16]Sometimes it just turn into exhaustion.

[00:03:21]Then one night I heard God whisper.

[00:03:26]Your pain has a voice because your soul been ignored too long.

[00:03:30]You keep listening to everybody else >> [music] >> but never yourself.

[00:03:37]And for the first time in years I finally sat with my own emotions instead of running from them.

[00:03:46]The voice of my pain.

[00:03:48]Voice of my pain.

[00:03:50]Ain't hurting me no more.

[00:03:52]Ain't hurting me no Every scar, every tear, every dark night opened [music] a different door.

[00:03:59]I've been broken, I've been lost.

[00:04:03]>> [music] >> But surviving this life made me stronger than my thoughts.

[00:04:10]And even with the damage, I still got love in me. That's the miracle.

[00:04:18]>> [music] >> Maybe my pain was never trying to destroy me.

[00:04:27]Maybe it was trying to finally be heard.

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