ROD WAVE - I'M NOT OKAY ( lyrics video) inspired type song

Added: 2026-05-23

[00:00:02]I don't even know how to start this.

[00:00:03]>> [music] >> Everything [music] feels heavy.

[00:00:12]If you're listening, please don't leave yet.

[00:00:16]A nice feeling this brings my [music] thoughts go further staring at the ceiling playing every hurt.

[00:00:23]Every memory is like [music] it's still alive and I'm just here trying to survive. The silence speaks louder than anyone could tell me I'm not enough.

[00:00:35]Never understood. [music] I try to move on but I stay in place like I'm stuck in time I can't erase. I smile [music] outside I play my [singing] part but it's exhausting hiding a shattered heart. Some days even [music] BREATHING FEELS WRONG.

[00:00:54]LIKE I DON'T really belong.

[00:00:58]I learned to hide what [music] I feel inside.

[00:01:01]To say I'm fine every time I lie >> [music] >> but deep down I'm screaming loud.

[00:01:08]Just invisible inside the crowd. I'M [screaming] NOT OKAY.

[00:01:13]Who's going to hear me drowning in silence [music] wishing someone would see falling beneath all my fears and pain fighting myself over and over again.

[00:01:27]But I pretend.

[00:01:28]Say I'm all right while I slowly bend. [music] If someone could just stay here without judgment without fear.

[00:01:38]I gave too much to people who [music] left.

[00:01:42]Now I'm stuck with the pain they kept.

[00:01:45]I lost myself trying to make them stay.

[00:01:48][music] Now I don't even know my own way.

[00:01:52]Broken promises echo at night.

[00:01:56]LIKE SHADOWS THAT WON'T my mind. [music] I wonder if maybe I'm the mistake. Too hard to love, too much to take. [music] Counting sleepless nights, empty days.

[00:02:09]Watching my dreams just fade away.

[00:02:12]I try to fight, [music] I try to heal.

[00:02:16]But nothing ever feels real.

[00:02:18]>> [music] >> Oh, I called for help but no one came. So now I just silence the pain.

[00:02:26]>> [music] >> Even my reflection looks away. [singing] Like it doesn't know what to say. I'm not okay.

[00:02:35]But I keep going. Even when I feel like I'm slowly [music] breaking. Lost in the dark with no direction.

[00:02:44]Guided by my own reflection. I'm not okay.

[00:02:48]>> [music] >> But I still breathe. Maybe that means there's more in me.

[00:02:54]Maybe [music] one day I'll see the light.

[00:02:58]But not today.

[00:03:00]Not tonight. If I tell the truth, will [music] you stay? Or will you turn and walk away? [singing] I'm scared to love. I'm scared to lose.

[00:03:11]Either way I end up bruised. I'M STUCK BETWEEN holding on and letting go.

[00:03:17]>> [music] >> Between feeling everything and feeling nothing at all. I built [music] these walls to keep me safe. But now they're just my only place. Sometimes I wish I could restart. [music] Erase the pain inside my heart.

[00:03:35]Be someone else, someone strong. [music] Someone who knows where they belong.

[00:03:41]But here I am still the same.

[00:03:45]Carrying guilt I can't explain.

[00:03:48]Trying to fix what I can't see.

[00:03:52]Trying to become someone I can't [music] be.

[00:03:55]I'm not okay, and that's the truth.

[00:03:59]No more hiding behind a proof.

[00:04:02]No more [music] pretending I'm all right, while I'm losing every fight. I'm not okay, but I'm still here.

[00:04:12]>> [music] >> Even drowning, I disappear.

[00:04:16]If someone's listening, don't go away.

[00:04:20]I don't need words, just stay. If there's a place where I can fall without breaking at all, where I can breathe [singing] without the pain, maybe I'll find myself again.

[00:04:37][music and singing] Good for now.

[00:04:41]I'm not okay.

[00:04:44]And this [music] time, I didn't hide it all.

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