In trauma recovery, individuals often unconsciously repress or distort memories as a defense mechanism, and the truth revealed through therapeutic intervention can be more psychologically damaging than the original traumatic event, as the mind may have created a protective narrative that, while painful, was preferable to the reality it concealed.
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Okay, give me one second here.
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Sorry guys.
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Uh, you're going to see the main channel screen for a moment.
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Ignore that obviously.
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Hey guys, isn't that pretty cool?
All right, so let's get into this.
Appreciate you all being here.
So, we are going to be playing um Alfred Hitchcock Vertigo, and I'm really looking forward to this one. So, thanks for joining. Please uh if you do like the stream, hitting the like button along the way helps, but no big deal.
All right, so let's roll and let's get that out of there. Make it nice and clean for you. All right, here we go. And if you guys can let me know in the chat how uh everything sounds between the game and my voice once we get started, I appreciate it. I'm going to only have my phone to reference the chat. So, normally I have it on a second like side screen, but it's not really working right.
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Oh, okay. Oh. All right. Is that working? Okay, cool. All right. Here we go, guys. Let's get into it. Thank you for your patience, by the way.
Isn't that a cool filter? Yeah, I was uh Come on, work. I was uh looking for OBS filters for my camera just to see like what's out there and I found the Matrix one.
Looking really cool.
The left one needs to be barely visible.
That's kind of barely visible.
Nice.
All right, guys. Let's roll.
Welcome. By the way, this should be like a a two or threepart series of this game. I think from start to finish, it's about 10 to 12 hours.
You guys hear everything? Okay.
Hey, Neil. Good to see you, brother.
All right, character actions. Press A to I really need to put that on the screen.
What's that?
Dad, Dad.
Thank you, Drew Detective. Thank you, Ryan.
I'll switch that in a moment.
My car. Jenny.
Oh, let's see what happens when he dies.
Let go.
Let go of me.
They're in the car. Jenny, I killed my family.
Fa, I'm I'm like my dad.
Let me go.
I'm like him.
What I'm going to do is just try to adjust this the sound. I know you guys said the gain was a little high.
Sorry.
I think I have the gain up a little bit from the previous uh the previous thing. The problem is I can't freaking see it.
Normally I can go back and forth and see it, but because of the way the game settings are, I can't. So, here we go.
Just let me know what you think now.
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All right. So, how is the sound compared to my voice? Does everything sound a little better? If not, I could still lower more of the game.
Just let me know as we continue, please.
>> Hi, sweetie. Thanks for getting back to me so quickly.
>> It's about an old client, a friend from Big Su, Ed Miller.
He claims it's his fault that his daughter and her mother are dead. He was driving when their car went off a cliff and he tried to kill himself. He's been in the hospital for a week. He can't get out of bed because of uh vertigo, I think.
Oh, and he was dehydrated probably because of um alcohol.
>> Robert, >> if you could, I would take care of everything. Travel expenses, hotels, fees. Robert, >> whatever you need.
>> I think I remember this. Ed Miller, the writer, the one it all started with.
Clara Miller. I'm Dr. Lomos. Robert Carrian asked, >> "Doctor, you have no idea how grateful I am to you for bringing Ed home.
It's a long drive from LA. When will you get here?"
>> If all goes well, early tomorrow morning. I want to get started with that immediately.
>> I'll be waiting for you.
A pleasure meeting you, Ed. I'm Dr. Lis.
>> Doctor in what exactly? Doctor Bachelor's in psychology from UC Berkeley, Masters in Systemic and Family Psychotherapy from the University of Michigan.
>> Why Robert?
>> And >> why God? Doctorate in clinical psychology from Stanford.
Why?
I'll give you free reign over my memories, my trauma, my room, my troubles.
You got one hour.
one.
He's lost. He knows that he'll never recover on his own, but that doesn't keep him from feeling threatened by me.
Or is that just his way of asking for help?
>> The patient shows no signs of injury to the inner ear. This rules out any physiological causing. This could be a case of acryphobia with neurological origins in the recent traumatic episode as you suggested.
>> What about his daughter and that woman?
Do we know anything?
>> On paper, Mr. Miller has no children. As for that woman named Fay, there's nothing. However, with regards to your request to treat him outside of the hospital, >> he's my patient, doctor.
Should we get started?
>> Tick tock, doctor.
>> Why do you think Robert Carrian asked me to see you?
>> Because he's loaded, feels guilty, is simply bored.
>> I thought you were friends. What difference does that make?
>> How do you feel right now?
>> Pretty [ __ ] shitty. Like when some idiot comes and pours salt on your wound. H >> If you're only going to give me an hour, it could at least be a fruitful one.
shitty.
>> Why?
>> Why?
>> Because I lost a daughter. Because I killed two people. Because everyone treats me like I'm crazy.
Because I pee in a bottle from a deli painting? Because everything is surreal?
Because Because of you.
Does shitty work or do you want me to keep going?
>> Keep going.
>> Okay, I'll keep going. Shitty. Shitty.
Shitty. Shitty. Shitty. And shitty.
>> Got that?
>> You say it's your fault that your daughter and her mother died.
>> And you don't want to believe me. Of course, >> there aren't any birth records connecting you to a daughter.
>> I hadn't acknowledged paternity yet.
Everything happened so fast.
>> Convince me that this woman, Fay, exists.
>> What do you want to know?
>> What do you want to tell me?
It was about a year ago.
You any of you guys a fan of Hitchcock?
I've watched tons of his uh >> TV shows.
>> I just sat down to work.
I'd had writer's block for years, >> but I remembered something I made up in an interview.
>> Alan Wake Jr. over here.
>> And here today to talk about how to revive your creativity is Ed Miller, author of Face to the Ground, our book recommendation of the month.
Ed, can I call you Ed? Welcome and congratulations.
Thank you. Though I wasn't too sure you took bribes. Pretty good caviar, right?
>> Just to be clear, you're joking here.
Remember, you're on public radio.
>> Even better, no one's listening.
All right. All right. So, Ed, have you ever experienced blank page syndrome >> constantly? And uh how do you deal with it? I do a kind of I don't know warm-up.
If the mind doesn't want to start then we have to ask the body to. So I let my eyes search for a starting point.
I like the birds as a starting point.
>> When my eyes find the word, then it's my finger's turn.
I let them write whatever they want after that word. The trick is not to think. Let them be free.
The kitties.
He's hungry.
>> Eat the damn cat, bro.
Really?
Really?
Yeah. Cat's hungry. What a shock.
Take care of the kid.
>> Hi. Guess who's calling?
>> I'm going to annoy you.
>> I bet you don't even know how I got your number. The thing is, I'd like to see you again. Oh, >> I think I lost an earring. If you >> Oh, that is a definite no.
>> No.
around his office real quick.
>> Not bad. Not great, but it's something.
Maybe it's a start.
Do I hear higher? Remember its original owners. No doubt it was put to good use.
considering their history of depression.
>> 35,000 from the bearded gentleman.
Do I hear 40? 40.
>> 35,000 going once. 35,000 going twice.
Okay.
>> Don't worry, Katie. We're coming. We just need to explore the house a little bit more. Sorry.
Dan Kyote Kyote. Uh, Kammani, Krisco, Jungle Book, uh, You're Going Too Fast, Pride and Prejudice, Great Gatsby.
I always like looking at books when there's truth games involved or potential truth.
>> I'm coming.
>> Leviathan Essays, Iliad.
Secret garden poe devil's dictionary.
All right.
Looks like he's got Oh, what we got here for reading? Nah, it's all the same. All right, Kitty, we're coming, buddy. We're coming. We got you.
>> I know. I know. Hungry little fella.
>> Meow.
>> Come on.
I know.
Cute cutie.
>> I'm coming, Samuel.
>> I want to love him.
>> Please open the door.
>> No, we got to fill the bowl.
>> That's right. I love how the kitty's like, "You're supposed to give me more.
Don't be short changing me over here just cuz the doorbell's ringing.
The dog the cat's name was Petronius.
>> Hi.
>> Uh, hi.
>> Oh, yeah.
>> It hurts.
>> It hurts just looking at it.
>> It hurts me just looking at it. Were you trying to get me to faint?
>> Uh, no. I tripped. And can you help me?
My battery's dead and there are no other houses nearby.
I'm no doctor, but that looks really bad.
>> Um, I'm kind of in the middle of something, but I'll take you to the hospital.
>> No, don't.
I'm between jobs. No insurance, no money. I need to lie down, please.
>> Okay. Well, come in. Let's take a look at it.
If you bleed to death, you mop it up.
>> Good job letting the murderer in.
Can I lean on you?
>> Um, maybe you should ask before you actually lean on the person.
>> A the kitty.
>> Oh. Oh, hold on. Slower.
Hold on. Not so fast.
>> Don't take this the wrong way, but this would be faster if I carried you. I >> I can walk. Just don't go so fast.
Ow.
Fine. Carry me.
>> Okay. Uh, I'm I'm going to grab you here. Okay.
>> What the [ __ ] >> And here. And lift you up. Okay.
>> Yeah. Okay.
>> Is that okay with you?
>> That's okay with me.
>> All right. Here we go.
>> Sake. It was already established.
Pick >> her up. Let's go.
>> Hey, am I that heavy? If you had taken your backpack off.
Okay, I'm going to let you go.
>> Hold on. Hold on. Let me take my backpack off >> now.
>> You want my back to hurt, too?
>> Mine already does.
>> All right.
>> May I?
>> You may.
>> Do I?
>> Please do.
>> All right. It's just ridiculous. Really?
Thank you.
>> Are you good? Comfortable? H >> as comfortable as I can be, I guess.
Thanks. Um, what did you say your name was?
>> Take a guess.
>> Oh, thanks, Mr. Mysterious.
>> That's it. That's my name. Oh, Fay.
>> If you could bring me some ice.
>> Hand me your phone and I'll charge it for you.
>> It's no problem at all.
I left my car outside the Force Park entrance.
I'll go over there and let you be once the swelling goes down.
All right.
Yeah, she's going to rob him blind. They bring her ice. Charge the phone.
Check out the rest of the crib here.
Can't go out there.
Damn, what a spread candy over here.
Somebody's been having a good time.
Why doesn't his shoes match? Let me see.
I didn't catch that.
Oh, I thought he was going to hide. I didn't realize he was going to hide the veno.
Pick it back up.
Oh, he doesn't have much left. He doesn't want to share it, right?
Kitty wants Chinese leftovers.
You're a little, aren't you?
>> You don't cook either, pet.
pet, eggs, chocolate, cat food, bananas, flour, butter, milk, cookies.
All right. Okay.
Some ice.
All right. If you can bring me some ice.
Yeah, I can.
Yeah, I can.
>> Wait, wait.
Gently.
Oh, perfect.
Not even a thank you.
Let's Let's just say that. Just >> You're not even going to thank me?
>> Sure. As soon as I wake up.
>> Oh, that wasn't a response we wanted.
Okay, let's get her a blanket.
Enough of the creepy expressions.
No, Kitty wants it. Let Petronius have the blanket. That'd be cold blooded, wouldn't it?
>> Come on, get off.
>> Sorry, but Petronius needs the blanket.
>> Move it.
>> Move it.
>> He's cold.
Love the kitty's name. Petronius.
That's just great.
Charge your phone.
Take a dump.
It just said help FA to go back down.
But the mission is to uh continue our writing. So why I did that? But I see you've read the message. You're obviously not going to answer me, right?
My friends warned me about you.
Fine. Screw the earring.
He's a stage 10 clinger.
Keep procrastinating.
Just a second.
Mr. Mysterious, you there?
Hey, feeling better?
>> Uh, I think so. Thanks. Hey, the ice worked. My ankle looks brand spanking new.
>> Yeah, you healed quickly. Always have.
By the way, thanks for the blanket.
>> Got you. We got you. Thank the cat.
>> Thank. It's his blanket.
>> The cat?
>> Why is he cold?
>> Cold move >> cat.
>> I definitely go with a cold girl over a pissed cat.
>> Besides, I usually warm up fast.
>> His name is Petronius. Calls him cat.
>> Have you eaten? I'm hungry.
Should I come down and make you something?
>> Something?
My fave?
Is it any good?
>> No. God awful, to be honest.
>> That sounds yummy. But I'll just make something myself if you don't mind.
>> Yeah, he's definitely going to get some.
As long as Petronius doesn't eat it all.
Could have left the wine out. What were we thinking?
beer.
Someone looks pleased.
Am I interrupting a special moment?
>> Huh?
>> Porn. Something. porn.
>> It's something I'm writing.
>> Mr. Mysterious finally makes a reveal.
What do you write? Hopefully not mysteries. That would be too predictable.
>> Something for years. I'm not sure yet. I told you I'd have to kill you.
>> If I told you, I'd have to kill you.
>> Mysterious. I love it. Here, you've earned this.
Oh, she found the wine.
>> My way of saying thank you.
A toast H.
May I ask where you carried this from?
>> Your kitchen. I was looking for leftovers in the cabinets and You raided my kitchen. I thought you knew about wine. What? You're lying. It was in your backpack. I was hoping I was hoping you'd find it.
>> Ha. I left it there so you'd find it.
>> No way. I fell for it.
>> Sorry to say, but yeah.
>> H Do you do that with all the hikers?
>> So far, seven, eight this week.
>> No shame.
And then >> then we toast.
Anything else you want to know? Ask. You have until I finish my glass. The riskier the question, the bigger the sip.
What are you doing in Sero Lake?
>> Guess I'm looking for someone.
>> Who?
>> I'm not sure yet to be honest. H Short Zip.
I hope this doesn't count too much against me, but uh how old are you?
>> 23, half your age.
>> Uh do I look that old?
>> I'm not answering that one. Medium sip.
All right, you've got one more. Make it count.
You stay out that way tonight. You want >> What are your plans for tonight? It's late.
Seems like a hog reveal party.
I've got plans, but if I told you, I'd have to kill you.
>> You're stealing my words now, too.
>> Words?
Now I get why you're so well spoken.
>> Neil Young up in here.
>> Wolf, Beers, Pla, Poe, a host of tragic deaths. Should I be scared?
>> My favorite one's missing.
The son of the black Corsair, >> Amelio Salgari, right?
>> Mhm.
>> How did he die?
>> Uh, suicide.
>> I should be scared.
>> Hey, look. One who's alive. I'm saved.
Do you like Ed Miller?
>> He's an idiot. I love him.
>> Serious.
>> Ed Miller. What an idiot.
>> Yeah, sounds about right.
>> You know what? Me and that guy have history. Huh?
So what kind of history?
>> The bad kind.
>> Oh, hey Dave. Good to see you, brother.
Welcome.
We We didn't start that long ago, so you didn't miss much.
He ditch you after hooking up. Did he take advantage of you? Did he steal your wine?
>> Wait, say no more. He stole your wine.
>> I wouldn't have let him.
I was about 13. I was obsessed with this book. Well, the cheapo edition.
I heard he was doing a book signing at Rosmore Books. I pretended I was sick to skip school, but my parents didn't buy it. I tried to leave during recess and got caught.
After school, I ran so fast that one of my heels broke and I twisted my ankle.
But I made it. I got in line and waited and waited. And when there were only three people left in front of me, this old guy showed up. His editor, I think, white hair, white suit.
>> You still here? What about the radio interview?
>> And he took him away. The end. I never even saw his face.
Getting grounded felt worse than the ankle, but not nearly as bad as the let down.
Anywh who 13 years old.
The cheapo edition you had didn't have a picture of Miller, did it?
>> I'd remember.
>> This edition does. Don't you want to see his face?
Of course.
That's why you didn't want to tell me your name.
I I have to see this was my own Oh.
>> Oh, >> Petronius. What did I tell you? Huh?
>> Sorry. You're your uncle.
>> It's fine. It's fine. I think he doesn't like me as a >> That's right. Petronius any girl. He's quite possessive.
>> Oh, so do you get a lot of lady callers?
A lot of hikers with lame excuses.
Yes, my neighbor. Miss Mr. M what? Mr. Frank. Let's let's put why.
>> Every day I get a hiker with a different excuse. Messed up ankle, sprained wrist.
Take yesterday's hepatitis.
>> Hepatitis? Why didn't I think of that?
So sexy.
Anyway, I'm 23 now. I'll never learn.
>> Do you remember the song that Buster sings at the end of the book?
>> Buster?
>> I wrote it.
>> Did you write the music?
It's a novel.
You can't hear it.
>> I could.
>> What?
>> What? No.
No. Sing it.
>> No way.
>> Sing it.
>> No. No.
Please sing it. Sing it. Sing it. Sing it.
Cringy. Cringy. Cringy. Let's see. You know you owe me a meal for that. Wait.
You know you owe me for that meal.
Figure great thing. I'll sign the book.
I've always wanted to hear it.
>> Hey, you know you owe me after something.
The [ __ ] in me hates all that I am.
The [ __ ] in you hates all that you are.
But when we are together, we hate each other twice as much.
That's the reason why we will never which goes to show just how itchy we are.
and ever meant to cause you any harm cuz you need so funny to see how you see mine.
What a wasted if we didn't team up.
Which goes to show just how [ __ ] we are.
And then um I don't think I need to go into detail about what happened.
>> And why not?
>> Okay. Um, no. I'd rather not feed your morbid curiosity.
>> But there's something I do want to know.
Do you remember the date?
>> I don't even know today's date.
>> Our brain gathers much more information than we think. Look here.
>> No, no, no. You want to hypnotize me?
>> Please.
>> I thought Robert would hire a real professional.
You can keep your eyes on me, but a little spiral is too much for you.
>> So, let's go back to that day.
You wrote a novel a while back, but you've been suffering writer's block for years.
You look through your office window.
Leaves dance in the wind. Birds sing up in the sky.
There's a mug in your hands, a warm feeling, a comforting scent.
You look at a flock of birds and suddenly an idea.
Your cat interrupts you begging for food. And when you go feed it, there's someone at the door.
Open the door.
I'm coming, Samuel.
>> Please open the door.
Open the door.
>> Hi.
>> Uh, hi.
It hurts.
If you could bring me some ice, >> hand me your phone and I'll charge it for you.
>> It's no problem at all.
I left my car outside the Force Park entrance.
I'll go over there and let you be once the swelling goes down.
All right.
You mentioned a certain Samuel.
>> He lives a 5-minute drive away. across the forest with his wife.
>> You call your cat pet.
>> It's short.
>> Petronius.
>> Eh, I don't like it.
>> Does he like ginger ale? Like the one in the door into summer?
>> I read too.
>> Petronis is a great name.
Where did you get him?
>> From Mont Claire shortly after moving here.
>> So you don't get lonely, >> which is exactly what you were looking for.
>> Have you had other pets?
>> I didn't even want pet, but I couldn't say no.
>> Why haven't I seen him around the house?
He'll go missing >> when?
>> I don't know yet.
>> Maybe you're not feeding him.
>> Do you like to drink >> wine? Never on my own.
>> Why?
People like me better that way.
How did she do it?
>> I haven't asked her yet.
Ah, there we go.
Wow, >> kid.
Little baby patron.
>> Please open the door.
>> Open the door.
>> Hi.
>> Uh, hi.
It hurts.
If you could bring me some ice.
Hand me your phone and I'll charge it for you.
It's no problem at all.
I left my car outside the Force Park entrance.
I'll go over there and let you be once the swelling goes down.
All right.
All right. I think better not be the same analyzing, right?
If so, we'll get right out of it.
Double checking. All right. Yep. Same thing.
Consider it my way of saying thank you.
>> Consider it my way of saying thank you with my own wine.
H >> a toast.
>> I just finished my degree >> in >> psychology.
Seduction.
Is your cell on, Ed?
>> Yes.
>> What's the date on the screen?
>> October 8th.
I like that from a hypnotherapy point of view. Like, oh, what's the date on the screen?
>> You'd had writer's block for years. How did it feel to write again?
>> Hopeful. Scary.
>> Will you keep the idea going?
>> We'll see.
You bought it at an auction, right? Who had it belonged to?
>> The first American flapper, as F. Scott put it.
>> Zelda Fitzgerald >> and her husband You didn't tell me she was a psychologist.
Why? And why are you so put off by that?
>> If it weren't for my aunt, I'd be dead right now.
>> Explain.
>> Both Zelda and Scott Fitzgerald went to psychologists and psychiatrists.
He was an alcoholic yet died of tuberculosis.
She has schizophrenia and died in a fire at the insane asylum.
>> Got it.
Thank you.
Okay, before this next segment starts, I'm just going to pause it for like 20 30 seconds and go grab a selzer. I'll be right back, guys. One moment.
All good.
>> Thank you for your patience.
As I was saying, you have no idea how sorry I am that this didn't work out.
>> I had to give it a try.
So, you did it. I'm cured.
I'm not going to cure you.
You are.
We'll continue this later. Get some rest.
The smile of the nurse that tore you from your mother's arms.
>> Okay.
>> Your first lover.
>> Creepy.
>> Sleepless in an unknown house in an unknown bed. staring at an unknown body.
Spiders lining up to dive into your empty mouth.
All of your TV sets aching to be turned on again.
A roach scratching its belly with the bristles of your toothbrush.
>> Ain't no roach.
>> Who doesn't like a good tickle?
>> And then >> not from you, honey. Are you here?
>> Doctor, how long have you been here?
>> I didn't mean to interrupt you.
Who's the poem by?
>> Oh gosh. I like to come up with verses while I work.
>> Oh, so then this is where Ed gets it from.
>> Or from my brother, his father. It runs in the family.
>> Where is his father?
Where did I put the sauce?
>> Ah.
Oh, it's right over there. I'll get it.
>> Oh, don't be silly.
>> She's going to turn into like a straight demon or something.
I'm not talking about therapist.
>> Eddie loves three bean chili. He used to ask me to make it all the time when he was little.
>> Did you spend a lot of time together?
>> Care to eat lunch with me?
>> I usually eat with Ed upstairs, but it's no big deal if he eats alone for once.
Besides, I made enough chili to feed an army.
I appreciate it, but I think it would be better for Ed if you ate together.
I think I might need a little fresh air to take a break and maybe uh organize some of my notes.
You should check out the dock. Plenty of sun at this time of day.
I'll make you a sandwich.
>> What do you think about Ed? He's a little stubborn, isn't he?
>> Will he walk soon?
>> Okay.
Not very cooperative. He won't be walking.
He's not giving me much to work with.
>> Well, I guess he should just focus on doing his exercises, right?
>> What exercises?
>> Ham, cheese, lettuce, tomato, and mayonnaise.
>> I'm vegan.
>> Yes, that's perfect.
Well, if I was able to help him last time, I'm sure a doctor like you will manage.
>> Help him with what exactly?
>> Vertigo.
>> Vertigo.
>> Oh, let me tell you, Eddie was never afraid of heights as a child.
>> No pirate captain ever is.
>> You see that tree? The one with the deck chair?
There used to be a little treehouse in it.
Ed would spend hours on end up there.
My brother built it for him. Then Eddie turned it into his very own pirate ship.
It was all he could talk about. Pirate this, pirate that.
>> He was obsessed with pirates ever since I got him a book by Salgari.
And with his love of pirates came a love of reading, too.
And see, that's where the writing began.
Mystery solved.
I don't mean to pry, but when did he have for >> Off you go then, doctor.
>> Oh, >> or you might not have time to eat your sandwich.
>> I wouldn't be touching that sandwich.
tell you that right now.
Give that [ __ ] to the birds.
Or better yet, just dispose of it completely.
Look for a good place outside. Breathe and meditate.
Review sessions.
What the hell? He's got like four full kegs and half a keg. Damn, man.
First, you have to pick a stone. This one, Julia, sweetie, that's the best skipping stone I have ever seen.
Now, remember how to do it. Knees bent, high knee out, arms back, limp wrist, riding fingers stone level with the ground, eyes on the water. Flick your wrist and the stone skips. Flick your wrist and Oh, that's okay.
I'm sure next time will work out better.
>> Okay.
Nothing else here, right? Okay.
Pick up the pace, honey. Let's go.
Okay.
dispose of that sandwich immediately.
Ed is reluctant and even hostile towards therapy. Why?
He's blocking out a certain memory. One he doesn't want to remember. Something too painful.
H I've never seen such an intense case of vertigo before.
He's not the first writer I've known to exaggerate his symptoms to get attention, make people feel sorry for him, >> make it more realistic in his mind, which is so used to fiction.
Does she exist?
are Playboy's delusions.
>> There are too many details, little things that somehow make sense. Fay exists or existed. What about that earlier Vertigo episode and his parents?
Something happened in his childhood, but Claire isn't going to tell me. Maybe Robert or Ed himself if I can break through this wall he's put up. I'll have to give it a try.
The number you are trying to reach is currently unavailable.
Yes. Eat the poison sandwich.
the birds of Who am I speaking to?
>> Dr. Lis.
>> Who is this?
>> Uh, it's Sheriff Reyes. Dr. Leonard gave me your number.
>> How are you, Sheriff? Um, look, I don't want you to breach patient doctor confidentiality or anything, but when something comes up in your conversations with Miller, >> is Ed under investigation?
Is he the suspect of a crime?
>> No, not exactly.
>> If I understood correctly, Ed hasn't committed any crime.
>> Well, we'll have to see about that.
>> So, will you give me a hand?
I'm not in a position to make any promises.
>> Mhm. Well, >> I understand, doctor.
>> I would settle for anything at all.
>> Yeah, let's break uh Dr. Client confidentiality. No big deal.
It's all good.
All right. I do need to pause it. Uh the beasts need to go out. So give me about five, six, seven minutes tops and I'll be right back. It may even be a little less than that, but uh I apologize. Um but they got to go out one last time and I'll be right back. Okay, so hang in there, enjoy uh the music and I'll see you more in a in a brief moment. Thank you.
Hey, hey, hey.
Heat. Heat.
Heat. Heat.
Heat. Heat.
Hey. Hey. Hey.
Heat. Heat.
All right, everybody. Thank you so much for your patience.
All right, let's get back into it. Thank you so much.
>> Maybe someone saw something.
>> I'm on my way to his neighbors as we speak.
>> The Franklin.
>> Nick, you there?
>> Sorry, I got to go.
>> What is it this time? Madam, >> tell me you saw my email with the slogan proposals.
>> Yeah, great stuff, kid. I'm not sure which one I like the best.
>> I like the sixth one.
Um, yeah, that one was uh >> vote for Sheriff Reyes, the sneaky bastard who would have known there were only three slogans if he had read the >> Adam, do I have to tell your aunt and uncle you have no respect for your elders?
>> You at the ranch yet?
>> I'm on my way.
>> Look, if anyone asks, I was working on Saturday night. Okay.
>> I skipped the monthly dinner.
>> Hello, Samuel.
>> Did you know your nephew is a sneaky bastard?
>> You wouldn't dare.
>> Hey, I'll check that out once I got a signal again. Okay.
Samuen, are you there?
It's me, Sheriff Reyes.
Oh, the horsey dunkey. Little horsey.
Poor baby.
[ __ ] Oh there, Trunko.
How long have you been here like this?
>> Poor babe.
Yeah.
Help the baby.
Hust me.
You don't.
Oh, see he's going to be jealous of this one.
Miss Bio No running for now. Get your strength back.
Give him one more carrot.
Want to make sure he's nice and healthy.
No running for now. Get your strength back.
All right, let's go outside real quick.
>> Nick, you there?
Just a reminder, you got a meeting with the mayor in half an hour.
>> I'll tell the mayor to [ __ ] off.
>> Hey, I can hear Frankie Lane. How is he?
Uh, >> I don't think your uncle's taking very good care of him.
Seriously?
The old man is really losing it. You'll be here on time, right?
>> Uh, >> no.
>> You better fit in for me. All right.
>> Again, sneaky bastard.
Before we go explore the barn upside down, let's check out the house.
Open the door.
Please search for it.
Adam, are your aunt and uncle usually home at this time?
My uncle's probably in the barn. And if my aunt's not home, she's at the store.
They're not answering. Just go on in.
>> Right. You want your uncle to accuse me of breaking and entering?
>> I see you know him.
Wild theory.
Yeah, the voice acting is pretty rough.
Just scale the building.
Oh, we go upstairs.
All right, go back in the barn.
Any murder weapons missing?
Chainsaw.
Okay.
Adam, >> hold on. Nick, >> sorry. I'm back. Everything okay?
>> The big tree in the field behind the barn. Who's under it?
>> Oh, my cousin Leonard.
I never met him.
What was it? 50 years ago.
He was still born.
My aunt almost died. Had to remove her uterus or ovaries or something.
>> Nick, you still there?
>> Sounds terrible.
Thanks, man. I'll see you at the station.
No running for now. Get your strength back.
Ah, walking in without a search warrant.
What else is new?
Right Yeah.
H. Well, at least they didn't rob you.
>> Surprised he doesn't want to take some gas money there.
Rumor has it he's one of the most corrupt in the force.
Don't forget to flush in case you guys were curious.
Our little angel saves us from one [ __ ] Evan Nice little Matrix propaganda there. Uh >> oh.
Hey Roy, good to see you brother.
Jesus.
Just had a flashback to the Home Alone Uncle singing in the shower.
This baby was talking about I wonder who could be.
Hey, I'm the heaviest cat. Heaviest cat you ever did see when you see me walking down the street.
Hey, I'll shut up.
Get out of here, you little pervert, or I'm going to knock you silly.
Something like that.
All right. So, we've checked everything.
Uh oh, the basement.
When you see me walking down the street, Freaking caught up in here.
Nick, the mayor just left.
You in, Nick?
Everything all right?
>> I'm busy. I'll let you know later.
Oh, suspense.
Morse code truth bombs. Ryan I was just going to call you. Ed's waiting.
>> Hey, creepy lady.
>> And just so you know, like I launched your disgusting sandwich into the lake.
Where's Geralt when you need him? Adam.
Harley, don't say anything to Adam. Call for Red 6.
Wait, wait, wait.
Ed, shall we start?
Why don't you tell me about your childhood?
>> What do you want to know?
What you played?
How high up?
The treehouse is beautiful.
It was Hey, tried. Good to see you, man.
Army.
>> All right, you scallwags.
Now we got to leave home.
Flanigan. Me hook.
It's not in your cabin, Captain Roberts.
>> Blame me, Flanigan. I can't board that ship without me. Hook, >> I think it's back on Skull Island.
Captain, you better bring it to me soon. Unless you want to end up bud, come to my office, please.
>> Okay, Dad.
Flanigan, get all hands on deck.
>> I, Captain Governor Miller requires me presence at the forecast to discuss highly important matters.
I've got enough Spanish dollars to buy me own island.
One of akind article crafted by Richard Long Finger Evans, the best hatter on Skull Island. Wait a second. Was me hook in meat pack when I visited the hat shop?
The Skull Island Market looks quiet this time of just what I thought. There's that horn swaggler long finger Evans.
I tore from Admiral Lauren's midst after sinking his gracious majesty's ship.
>> Oh, sorry.
Wow, we do need to do that. Okay, find Hook on Skull Island.
Hey, Captain Hook.
I am not seeing anything.
No, no, no, no, no, no. Stop it.
If I keep piling up treasures, relics, and talismans, I'll have to start sleeping on deck.
>> Ra, >> step aside, me hearty flat again.
We're approaching the jer at the end of the world.
All right, that's enough of that.
>> Flanigan, take the helm. Or must I take care of everything?
There's my hook. The scoundrel I got my hat from stole it from me. I must exercise caution and Richard Longfinger Evans, you're the filthiest scum in the Caribbean.
>> Lock them up. Throw away the key like Hillary.
>> You found me.
>> Off to Guantanamo.
>> Of course.
Now, >> prepare to My name is Enigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die.
Prepare for the justice of Captain Roberts.
Okay.
Found the hook.
All right. Now I got to go back up.
Yeah, it's been a while since we did a game on the gaming channel.
I've had this one sitting for freaking ever, guys.
Let's go to the cabin. Well, actually, I'm kind of curious what's up here, if anything.
I've got crew members stationed all over the Caribbean to gather intelligence on my enemies. What good tidings bring thee? Pirate spy galon.
>> All is well, Captain Roberts.
Okay.
Remember the good old days when we were kids and use our imagination for all sorts of [ __ ] The carefree days.
And then we had to grow up. And >> now is a good time to wet me whistle.
I'm as thirsty as >> Are you there?
You coming up?
>> Yes. Dad.
>> They grow up and deal with Matrix [ __ ] right?
>> Juicy blue. Juicy blue.
Juicy blue. Juicy blue.
>> I don't know what that means. Oh man, there's no more though. Jessie Blue is better ice culture, right?
>> Does that guy see?
Any ice up in here? There we go.
>> Juicy blue, please. Please, man. And there's no more here either.
Now, what do I drink?
>> That's a good question.
Maybe some nice toxic tap water. Yeah.
Nice cup of fluoride.
Ah, the fre. Looks like freaking what's her name? Audrey Hepper, right?
>> Oh, I miss them. And I'm sure mom misses them, too.
>> Light that fire up.
>> This winter, we ran out of firewood and brought the heater inside. It was fun.
>> Well, not really.
There's nothing like a raging inferno in your living room.
All right, we got to go upstairs, but let's see what's up back here.
No, let's see. Uh, go to the cabin. All right.
Oh, get the jukebox, baby. I used it to contact international spies and crack their codes. Then I got older and became a pirate.
There's this grandpa up here.
Wow.
Mom is always getting on my kids for leaving my stuff lying around, but lately she leaves her stuff around, too.
>> Clean us tissues.
Dad doesn't like constantly moving from one house to the other. But when his book gets published, he'll leave his job in San Francisco and we'll stay here for good.
>> Wait, wait, wait.
Where? I thought Oh, no.
Thought I saw a Masonic compass there for a moment.
Being a grown-up is cool because you can drive motorcycles, but it's also not cool because you spend half the day shaving and things like that. When I grow up, I only want to be a grown-up for the things I like.
>> Shaving is another annoying thing about living in the Matrix.
trimming all that [ __ ] >> What good titans bring you? Pirate spy Giannis the Gomera. Your enemies fear you and peace reigns supreme. Capitan Robertos.
This is where it all started. Before I played a kids game, spies and stuff.
Well, better late than never.
Now I got to open that [ __ ] Aunt Claire made me promise to call her if I ever found a real treasure. She says I pester her with calls, but she cracks up. So, I've barely used it since I quit international espionage. H maybe another day.
Where'd that kid go?
>> Yeah.
>> Dad, >> come in, bud. Come in.
buddy.
You knock so softly that I barely even heard you.
Come and say hi the way we do.
Remember the Pirate Brotherhood secret handshake?
There is no lost cause.
All right, that was just a warm-up. Now, let's try it again. One more time.
There is no lost cause.
As long as there's one remaining madman.
Okay, the third time is the charm of man.
There is no lost cause.
>> What the [ __ ] >> You know what? We'll get there. Just give it time.
Open the window for me, will you? Secret handshakes are like everything else. The more you practice, the better you get.
Anyway, do you have something you want to tell me?
>> I was busy playing, but I came as fast as I could.
>> As fast as you could, huh? I don't know about that.
Anyway, that's not what I wanted to talk about. How's your morning? More productive than mine, I hope.
>> Well, bad at first because I'd lost my hook.
>> Darn, that hook is so cool.
>> I know, but then I found it. The hatter from Skull Island horn soggled it.
>> You know what? With that imagination of yours in this neverending chapter, you'll probably make it as a writer way before I do.
>> Whoa.
>> By the way, do you >> When you finish the novel, can we go on a trip?
>> Yes. Start thinking about where you want to go. And now, what would you say if is mom back from the store?
Nice.
>> It's not 911.
>> What do you say you go to the garage and bring me a You know what?
>> I don't think I know what you know what is.
>> You know exactly what I'm talking about.
Don't act like you don't.
>> Want a horse's carrot? Oh, and the most important thing is that nobody can ever know.
>> A pale of water.
>> Nobody. Nobody.
>> Nobody.
Nobody.
It's our secret.
>> A secret pirate brotherhood pack.
>> Exactly. A secret pirate brotherhood pact.
>> Signed in blood. Signed in ink.
Wait, >> ink.
>> You'll see.
>> Ink.
Okay. So, what could the symbol of the Pirate Brotherhood be?
>> The Thousand Sucker Kraken.
>> Excellent choice. Let's do it.
>> It's awesome.
>> Secret packed.
>> Secret packed.
>> All right, then. Hurry up. You know your mission.
It's probably in the back actually.
Oh, nope.
Captain, the thing we are looking for, I'm not clear on I'm part of it.
>> Explain yourself, Flanigan.
>> What exactly are we looking for?
>> We're looking for I know what, Flanigan.
H. Of course, Captain But >> can you describe it to me?
>> Well, I don't know. A little like this.
>> Oh, it's so much clearer to me now. But I know it's here in the garage, but where exactly? That is the question, Flagan. The governor is constantly changing its location. Oh, now I understand though. Enough questions.
Fine. Start looking.
Well, it's not here.
It wasn't an accident.
Dang it. Not here either.
Pringles up in there.
must be kept.
Mhm.
You're not fooling me, little bird.
Mom, where? Where?
Eddie, what what are you doing?
You know I don't like you playing in here. It's dangerous.
Betty, I was testing the heater because winter is almost here. And >> winter Winter.
>> Okay, whatever. I don't want to know.
Do as you please.
Mom.
Well, just finish what you're doing and come to the kitchen when you're done and help me with the groceries. Okay.
Captain Roberts was dangerously close to betraying the governor's trust and even worse has made enemies with Captain Morgan, a valuable ally. I must get her back.
>> Captain Morgan, >> he said to himself, but first I have mission to complete and Morgan can't find out.
setting sail over here.
Little too young to be setting sail.
Hey Eli, good to see you, man.
Been a long time, brother. I hope you're doing well.
Ed, dude, are you crazy? Why did you climb up if you've already fallen once?
Are you okay?
>> I just wanted to keep our secrets safe, >> buddy. It's not that. It It's just that it's dangerous. You have to be careful.
>> I was very careful, Dad.
Ed, you could have >> Pringles.
>> Wait, did I hear the car? Is she back?
Did she Hey, did you talk to her?
And did you tell her? Does she know?
Well, a little, but then I didn't. I mean, no. The Pirate Brotherhood is safe.
>> Good.
That's good.
>> Um, maybe you should >> Oh, yeah.
>> Here.
>> I was supposed to help her with the groceries.
>> Come here.
>> Matrix duties as a kid, huh?
>> I've never seen you climb.
Will you show me how you climb down?
Maybe I can use it for my novel.
>> I don't know. This story like took a turn. It's just I don't know.
>> The writing is like >> Are you hungry? far past.
>> My belly is full of water. I was so thirsty I drank a glass of water this big in one gulp.
>> Well, good for you.
>> That's my boy. What are we going to eat?
Well, unless your dad cooked something and hid it so he could surprise us later. Roasted veggies.
>> Veggies.
>> Sounds good to me. Roasted veggies. Love me some roasted.
>> I saw that look on your face.
Okay.
Can you put the rest of this stuff away while I start getting things ready?
>> Okay.
>> Aka, can you do my matrix duties for me?
see if you remember where everything goes >> and look forward to a life of uh further Matrix cities.
Mom's got a nice ass.
Oh, did I say that out loud?
Where are we putting the bright air?
Huh? There we go. Okay.
Two. This goes in a cabinet somewhere.
Maybe back here.
Boom. Boom.
paper towels.
Love doing matrix duties in video game.
It's great.
Reminds me of why I keep incarnating.
Oh, there's a vacuum. We can vacuum and scrub the floor and all that [ __ ] too.
Got to make it realistic, right guys?
>> Mom, I put everything. Can I go play now?
>> I'd say that was faster than >> Got to put away infinite groceries.
>> Are you sure there's nothing left in the bag?
>> If I were you, I'd check again.
All signs point to a bottle of >> I see.
>> Juicy >> bread. My fave.
I love me some Hawaiian punch.
>> Red, my fave.
Whoa, >> that is kind of Okay. Jesus Christ. How'd this turn into a sad scene?
>> Thanks, Mom.
Mom, Eddie.
I love you, Mom. And I love you, honey.
>> You keep reincarnating to press abxy.
>> Mom, you're bleeding. That's why you were crying.
>> Oh, sorry. I got some on your drawing.
>> Think about the many times we've reincarnated where we weren't able to >> press abxy.
>> Should I go tell >> It's nothing, sweetie.
I'll fix it up in a jiffy.
>> Just finish putting the things away, please, buddy. Okay.
>> Okay, Mom.
>> So brave.
>> How is he bleeding all of a sudden?
>> What did mom knife him or some [ __ ] What the [ __ ] Just one sec here. Let me Oh, I can't. Okay.
All right.
H I should give this to mom. I wonder which bathroom she went to.
Little dude's got freaking uh the pump sneakers. Anybody remember those?
Yeah. Where the [ __ ] is the skip button?
Trust me, I am the the top advertiser for both my channels.
I make sure to let you know when to to listen and when to not, when to waste your time and when to not.
>> This [ __ ] game.
Hang in there, guys. Maybe it'll get better.
Oh, we're finally going back here.
>> Jeez.
>> What?
>> What happened next?
>> It was better with him.
>> Nothing.
>> Nothing?
>> Yeah, nothing.
>> Ed, there are some things I still don't quite understand.
>> Why? So much secrecy. Why is everyone crying? Were you that obsessed with pirates? You had a lot of imaginary friends.
What happened to your mother? Why was she crying?
>> She cut herself.
>> When was the last time you cried because of a little cut?
>> Maybe it wasn't a small cut. I don't remember much.
Ah, so you tried to murder your mother, didn't you?
>> Why didn't your father want your mother to find out about the frangles?
You've misunderstood.
My father always hid treasures around the house for me. Little presents or just some candy.
It was a game.
I see.
>> Sleep well, Ryan. Thanks for swinging by, brother.
>> Would you say you were a little obsessed with pirates?
>> Not as much as you are with psychoanalyzing me. I was just a kid.
Do you tend to obsess over things?
>> Maybe you're the one who is obsessed asking the same question over and over again.
>> One last.
>> I was under the distinct impression that psychologists just listened.
>> Let's see.
And I was under the impression that patients go to therapy to heal.
>> Maybe wanting to heal isn't the problem.
Maybe the patient isn't either.
>> She's like, "Let me turn this back on here."
>> Oh, come on. Don't you ever get tired of being ridiculous?
It's not going to work this time either.
>> Please. Earlier, I sat down at the edge of the pond.
There's something about it that I don't know, lingers.
It's as if I were there right now. The water moved slowly. I liked the sound.
>> Yes, I'm a doortodoor lawnmower salesman.
>> The air was humid, sweet.
>> The cool breeze whistled between my fingers.
>> You could barely hear the birds in the distance.
It smelled like sap, like bark, like earth. I imagined myself, 8 years old, sitting, smelling, feeling, seeing, and I imagine you, 8 years old. I see you.
You've climbed up into the treehouse.
You're playing.
What are you playing?
Ready to board.
Yeah. Yeah.
We'll go just a little bit longer and then I got to wrap things up with part one here.
Flanigan. Me hook.
>> It's not in your cabin, >> Captain Roberts.
You better bring it to me soon. Unless you want to end up a shark.
>> Damn it, Eddie. Are you deaf? Come to my office now.
>> Okay, Dad.
Flanigan, get all hands on deck.
>> I, Captain >> Governor Miller requires me presence at the forecast to discuss highly important matters.
Where did you get all of this?
>> They're treasures.
They're all over the place. They're not actually treasures, but I make it look like it. The trick is half closing your eyes.
>> Why the name?
>> It's from a movie. The dreaded Captain Roberts.
>> Mhm. Do you like being scary?
>> Only when I'm a pirate.
>> Guard dealer.
>> No, no, no, no, no, no. We weren't done.
We have one more to go or actually a few segments. But let's see here. Got to do this.
>> Why is Flanigan so ugly and hunchbacked?
>> Maybe because he's a little dumb.
>> Mhm. Are ugly people dumb?
>> He's kind of like a monster.
I like playing it.
>> Fun.
Reminds me of myself.
It's a kid.
>> Who gave you all of that?
>> My dad bought me a ton of pirate toys.
>> Look closely.
Are you sure that toy was bought in a store? Maybe I found it somewhere. Like my treasures before he would give me presents. Lots.
>> Why did he stop? He's busy.
>> Who built it?
>> Dad.
Did he build it by himself?
>> With Mr. Samuels and Mom and Mrs. Samuel's help.
>> Why did he yell at you like that?
>> Sometimes he gets a little upset.
>> What makes him upset? The yearning.
Dad.
What?
Jeez. What have I told you about coming in here while I'm working?
>> I made you lose focus. An artist concentrate.
>> You go to the garage and bring me a you know what.
>> I don't think I know what you know what is.
>> You know exactly what I'm talking about.
Don't act like you don't. Oh, and most importantly, your mom can't find out.
>> A secret pirate brotherhood packed.
>> Sure, but she can't find out.
Come on, you're taking forever.
How much does your dad smoke?
>> I don't know, but he doesn't want to.
>> Who makes him?
>> The yearning.
>> Mhm. Is that what he says?
>> What is your dad writing?
>> A bestseller.
>> Will it sell? I mean, >> he'll never finish it.
You told me about a pirate handshake where you bumped fists. Did that actually happen or did you make it up?
>> It might have happened another day before when everything was peachy.
>> Ed, your father, has he ever hit you >> once? What happened?
>> I just wanted to play Mind Sweeper on his computer, but it turned off.
Then dad came and he got angry and turned it on and couldn't find something, so he got angry. He turned mean he looked at me like I was a bad kid.
>> And your mom, has he ever hit her?
>> I don't know.
So, you and your dad made up the Pirate Brotherhood, or was there anyone else?
>> No, just me.
>> And your dad?
>> I don't know.
>> There's a book on salvation there, guys.
So, your father hides treasure around the house as a kind of game for you. Do you remember other treasures aside from the frangles?
>> Not right now.
Now it's here in the garage, but where exactly?
>> That is the question, Flagen. The governor is constantly changing its location.
>> Of course, Captain. Enough questions, Flag. Start looking.
damn gold.
Okay.
>> Your dad said he would fix it.
>> I'll never ride my bike again.
They look pretty dangerous for a kid.
>> Mom doesn't let me go in there. But your dad asked you to go in.
Ed, are you okay?
Ed, what are you feeling?
I feel I feel I feel >> Okay. Okay. It's all right.
Are you out of your mind?
Sit down there.
Breathe this.
The next step in the long process of Joe selfdestruction involved an internal rebellion.
his nervous system out of revenge for being mistreated by Joe.
It's all a bunch of crap, Ed.
I I'll never make it.
I'm worthless. You understand?
[ __ ] worthless.
I'm worthless.
You're worthless.
A waste.
No.
No matter No matter how how hard you try. Okay.
You're trapped.
Remember that. One day it'll come.
It'll never go away. Understand?
>> Sovereignty and liberation, [ __ ] >> Dad, >> I have to.
Mom is in the kitchen.
You fell, right? How long ago? A >> Eddie, >> I got really hurt and mom got really scared. Dad, too.
>> It was epic.
Heat.
Heat.
Ed, do you drink >> so much today? I drank a huge glass of water in one gulp.
>> That's good. It's important to drink water.
Is it a normal thing for your dad to get really sad all of a sudden or angry or happy?
>> It wasn't before.
All right. So, we're missing something here.
Are we missing?
Can't go any further there.
Can't go in there.
Can't go over there.
Blocked off too.
What the hell we missing?
Okay.
Got to be something over here.
H. What the hell is it?
Now we'll skip it.
All right, just one moment. Doggies need me. Be right back, guys.
Be about 3 minutes.
Hey guys, just be about one more minute.
Not much longer.
Thank you.
All right, here we go.
>> Mom, I put everything away. Can I go play now?
>> Wait, are you sure there's nothing left in the bag?
>> Secure the bag.
>> If I were you, I'd check again.
Oh, I just point to a bottle of >> I want to know what the heck we missed earlier.
Give me a break.
Mom, you're bleeding. That's why you were crying.
>> Oh, sorry. I got some on your drawing.
Does it hurt? Don't come in. Ow. Ow. Ow.
Ed. Betty.
Okay.
I This one really bugs me. We've got all of them but this one.
What is going to force me to finish all of them? What the heck are we missing on this one though?
Maybe we should have relived the memory first to see if we catch anything.
Yeah, I didn't really look up at the roof. Wonder if there's something.
Okay, so he climbs up.
Better be related to him, right?
Maybe the crowd.
I might look this one up because bothering me All right. I'm sorry, guys. I'm going to look it up. Just bear with me about one minute. Normally can find this stuff pretty quickly.
Vertigo.
Um, wrangles.
We're going to go west.
Come on.
Ah [ __ ] Mr. Bojangles.
Sorry guys, I have no clue.
Okay.
Doing a little search here. Sorry.
Couldn't find it on YouTube. Normally, you'd find this stuff on YouTube right away.
Let's see.
Hidden side objective.
What the [ __ ] What are they even saying?
This is not a VR game. VR game.
Okay, here we go.
walk. Okay.
Looking for fragments, a clue, a photo or a memory.
Is there a mechanical part like a pipe?
Need to find there are lang. What?
All right, guys.
Not many people have played this game, so it's the guides uh are not necessarily online without going through endless minutes of it.
All right.
Oh my god, they keep mixing it up with some [ __ ] VR game when I'm searching for it.
[ __ ] my life.
Where to go game?
Put Hitchcock in there.
All right. So, what?
All right, here we go. Yes, it is by this company.
I'm really sorry.
I'll figure this out.
Ro game.
Bye.
Okay, there is no quest item or character.
Most likely film reels or fragments.
Check the projection. What involves pipes, machinery, or the heating system?
No, that's not correct.
Pringles doesn't appear.
What? All right. You know what? I'm just going to look.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. All right, let's relive it. Let's see if we can find it out that way.
Sorry about this.
Walk towards [ __ ] vines.
>> Are you out of your mind?
All right. Maybe we were supposed to climb up. I don't know. Let's see if we can even climb up. I don't know.
Can we climb up?
No, we can't.
I guess the question is where did he find the liquor?
Got to be in the barn, right?
Okay.
Maybe it's a little sad. saturation there.
What the [ __ ] Ah, where the [ __ ] is that?
This I I am like complete completely confused.
Wait, it feels like I mean, where the hell is he supposed to look?
Maybe the garbage pail.
Yeah. None of your business. Exactly.
Can't go up there.
He's just chilling on the [ __ ] side of the house.
Maybe let it play a little bit more.
No. No. No.
Maybe it depends when you analyze Oh, this is such [ __ ] Maybe look on the ground here.
The fog of war.
Look in the windows.
What the [ __ ] guys?
Where's the [ __ ] liquor hiding spot?
Huh?
You know, it's going to be something totally stupid, right? Anytime I run into these situations, I'm sure any of you who play games regularly, you know, it's always something stupid.
Like, oh yeah, I was right there the whole time.
I am like the anger boiling inside of me is at a fever pitch.
This game is already subpar at best.
Can't go any further.
His dad hide the liquor in the [ __ ] tree. What the hell is going on?
Oh, I swear I got a nice house though by in the forest. My kind of place.
Wait, maybe that little vent up there.
No.
Did he hide it in a boulder?
Think he's that talented to hide his liquor in a boulder? I don't think so.
What the [ __ ] I swear I feel like it's bugged.
Burn the trash can.
Burn the house. Burn the [ __ ] barn.
Take it all down.
It really it feels like a bug.
Let's start here.
All right. So he's walking towards this going back up which we saw goes into papa bottle of liquor in hand.
Maybe we're supposed to look at his hand.
Doesn't make much sense, though.
What the [ __ ] All right. So, he came from here.
Can't go in here.
Pink him.
What the [ __ ] guys?
All right, fine.
Bear with me.
Let's see how long we've been playing.
Hold on. I just got to check here.
So, we've been playing for three and a half hours.
This looks right. I'm just looking at a guide here.
No, wait. I think I got it.
That looks right.
Oh, this is it. Hold on.
Show me the secret.
This what?
I'm at the right scene.
This guy's lost, too. Love how I'm not the only one.
Wait, what?
Wait, what?
So they rewind it too.
Show me the secret.
I can't go up there. Sorry.
What?
What are you doing, dude?
What?
I love dude this guy like whoever I'm watching he just like he got clearly got stuck where I got stuck and then like the video like it's clearly he just edited it and like all of a sudden everything's fine.
the hell.
All right, let's went forward. did exactly what I did.
Can we skip this [ __ ] or what?
What the [ __ ] I'm sorry, guys. I'm really sorry.
This is just [ __ ] ridiculous.
Like see like every other part is 100%.
It's just this one stupid [ __ ] segment.
Are you out of your mind?
I'm just letting this play while I keep Sit down there.
Read this.
The next step in the long process of joruction involved an internal rebellion.
his nervous system out of revenge for being mistreated by Joe.
It's all a bunch of crap, Ed.
I I'll never make it.
I'm worthless. You understand?
[ __ ] worthless.
I'm worthless.
You're worthless.
A waste.
No.
No matter No matter how how hard you try, okay, you're trapped.
Remember that. One day it'll come.
It'll never go away.
understand.
Remember >> Dad, I have to Mom is in the kitchen.
[ __ ] I'm sorry, guys.
What a bummer. This is right. So, I'm looking at a second play through. I'm at the exact scene where we are.
Okay.
Okay. So, where is it? What am I supposed to just Hold on.
Let's just see how this goes.
It's ridiculous if this is the case.
Let's let this play out. See what happens.
It just makes no sense.
What the [ __ ] shows checked off in this person's game, but Yeah, I'm going to have to edit the [ __ ] out of this video. And I hate editing.
Walk.
What?
Hold on.
Hang on to your titties, guys. May have found it.
Ridiculous.
So, we looked at the basketball hoop.
The basketball the basketball hoop. I looked at all this [ __ ] All right. Yep. Something's bugged because you're supposed to look at this basketball hoop and something should happen.
Oh no, that's what I already did.
It's a shame. Really a shame.
Crow here.
Okay. Hold on.
Do you like basketball?
>> Ed, I'm sorry. Who Who are you talking to?
>> To you. I love it.
>> So do I.
>> I knew it.
>> Really? Why is that? Well, because it's awesome.
>> Oh, sure.
>> So are you. Who's your favorite player for the Lakers?
>> D Bowie.
>> Definitely Magic Johnson.
>> Yeah, right.
>> Magic Johnson >> has to be from this season. Nick Van Exel is my favorite. Nick the Quick.
It's not Magic Johnson, folks. But looking at this season, >> yeah, the Lakers aren't what they used to be.
>> It's a shame. Really a shame.
>> On a little fun fact, I used to play poker on occasion with Jerry Bus who own the Lakers.
>> So after falling from the ivy, you didn't get vertigo.
>> What is that?
>> Fear of heights. For Captain Roberts, fear is what's found on the faces of his enemies.
>> There we go. Yep. It's definitely bugged. So, Yep. There we go. So, they So, basically, in the first segment, it should have been listed in the second segment, but of course, it's not. So, that's where all this these problems stem from.
[ __ ] Christ. But we're done. We finally did it.
And hypnosis.
Jesus Christ.
Sorry, guys.
They should have patched that. That's total [ __ ] All right.
Oh, you like editing? I hate editing with a patch.
>> Do you believe me yet or are you going to keep editing?
>> I had to give it a try.
>> Yeah, I tried. I appreciate you checking. It's just it there should be a bug video about this. If I was ambitious enough, I'd do it. But not many people have played this game.
Sweet dreams about Joe.
>> Well, we'll continue tomorrow.
>> Yeah, like I have a choice.
I wish I liked editing because I think I'd be a lot it'd be a lot better with YouTube uh if I did enjoy editing, but I despise it with every fiber of my being.
>> We're just going to have to put up with each other for now.
It's cool like when you get the finished product and all that stuff, but everything leading up to that finished product is uh a nightmare.
Yes. Call the manager. Exactly.
Need a bunch of Karens here immediately.
I can't believe they didn't patch that.
That is such an oversight. It's not even funny.
Not to mention, just going to throw this out there, they blatantly stole that that whole kind of feature from Cyberpunk. Just saying.
It's like, how do you not patch that?
There's no way other people haven't run into that problem.
I mean, this game's been sitting in my playlist for well over a year, maybe two, and the game came out like four or five years ago. I mean, come on.
order something for dinner. Go over afternoon session notes. Inform Robert It's just what I thought.
>> Ed is unconsciously repressing some of his memories or distorting them. But did he block things out himself or with the help of someone else?
>> I repress the [ __ ] out of a lot of memories myself.
I think we do it naturally. Well, I know we do it.
>> Judging from what he's told me, there's reason to believe he did it himself.
What if Ed, aside from fulfilling his father's dream of becoming a writer, followed in his footsteps in other ways?
What if by driving himself off a bridge, Ed was trying to copy his father?
Yeah, it tried says editing and fun alienate each other heavily, especially when it takes even longer than anticipated. It always takes longer than anticipated every single time.
At least that's my experience. I can't speak for anyone else, but all I know is it's a [ __ ] nightmare. And and I have like this I have like this convoluted thing in my head. Like even with thumbnails, uh I'll spend four, five, six, seven hours on a stupid [ __ ] thumbnail for the channel thinking, "Oh, you know, this one's going to be catchy and you know, maybe people will uh you know, they'll connect with it." Like I'll spend all this time doing that or editing and then you realize it really doesn't mean a goddamn thing. like like nothing becomes of it. Like you what are you going to get a couple extra hundred views or something? I mean I guess with if you're a big channel and you're not covering controversial [ __ ] maybe you know no big deal like you know you might gain something from it but if you're talking about the [ __ ] we talk about no chance at hell it doesn't matter makes no difference.
Let's see. So John committed them. Ed rebelled against John.
>> Or maybe it was none of that. Maybe Ed feels guilty for having rebelled against his father.
What about his mother? How does one deal with a situation like that?
She had the child.
>> What if a possible sibling Ed has never mentioned is one of the memories he's repressing? Too many questions. I hope Robert has some answers.
Little Apple commercial there. Little iPad commercial or some [ __ ] What does it say? Do not deserve.
Oh, in different languages.
Yes, we have to be politically correct.
Make sure the do not deserve sign in the video game has all different languages.
>> Mrs. Lis, is there anything I can get you? Um, you don't do dinners by any chance, do you?
>> No, but there is a wonderful restaurant in Santa Anita about 5 miles from here.
>> Oh, thank you. I think I'll order in.
It's been a long day.
>> Oh, good luck with that. They don't usually deliver here. I could make you something if you'd like. Just this one time, I can add it to your bill. Would you like anything in particular?
>> Anything you have is fine. I'm not picky. H just give me a few minutes and I'll bring you something.
>> Anything you have is fine. Like it's clearly a motel. Motel, I don't know about you guys, but motel are not bringing room service over. Just saying.
And if they are bringing room service, first off, I wouldn't be like, "Oh yeah, just just bring whatever you got. What are you going to get? A bag of [ __ ] Doritos or some [ __ ] Blue wants the booty.
Hey, sweetie. You must be exhausted. Did you find a motel?
>> Yeah, we're exhausted.
>> You should have let me do it for you.
>> Exhausted is an understatement.
>> Okay. Well, just stop me when you're falling asleep. So, tell me, how is Ed?
>> You know, I can't.
>> But I'm paying for it.
>> That's not going to work.
>> No, no. Yeah, of course. Uh, I know. I know. But he'll be all right, right?
>> It's still too soon to tell, but it's not going to be easy.
>> Hey, dish the dirt. So, what do you think of his aunt Claire?
>> Have you known her for long? just over the phone these last few days. But uh hey, don't change the subject.
>> I don't know. I think she's hiding something.
>> Uh yeah, I totally get it. Well, I have some bad news.
>> She's not hiding anything. She called me a little while ago. On the one hand, she says you're very professional, and she likes how punctual and responsible you are.
>> Oh, and the bad news, >> she's thinking about moving things out of Ed's room so you can bring in the equipment.
>> Equipment like in a Clockwork Orange.
No, I don't think so. No. Physical therapy equipment.
>> Walkers and stuff.
>> I don't think she realizes you're a psychiatrist or psychologist. What is it? I always forget.
>> Both.
>> Really? Well, the lady has a whole different picture.
>> Um, I still don't understand why that's a bad thing. Hold on. Ed hates psychiatrists. I'm sure Claire does, too.
>> No, no. Uh, yeah, for sure. When they find out, >> Ed already knows and seems okay with it.
As for her, time will tell. Give me a second. I need to think.
>> Yeah, sure. Take your time, sweetie. I'm in no hurry. Although, I did order some dinner and it should be here any minute now.
Let's start by taking off the sandals.
You want to put on the slippers. I mean, tell me about Ed's first vertigo episode.
>> What do you know about Ed's first vertigo episode?
>> Not much really. He was eight or nine.
He was in bed for several weeks.
>> Do you know what triggered it?
>> His father. He um committed suicide.
>> Oh, I wouldn't have thought.
>> There goes the channel.
>> How?
>> He jumped from a bridge.
>> And you didn't think to tell me this before?
>> Well, I um No, it just slipped my mind.
>> Ed is following in his father's footsteps. and his mother.
>> I think she died in a car accident.
>> Robert.
>> Yeah. Yeah. I'm I'm sorry.
>> How did you meet Ed?
>> Through a mutual friend, one of his college professors. She gave me his manuscript. I loved it and we met up.
The novel was a diamond in the rough, but it needed a lot of editing. Lucky for him, he was talking to the best editor in Los Angeles. It was a few months worth of work. He would come over, we'd read, talk, drink.
>> You said you and Ed haven't been as close lately.
>> No, not nearly as close as we used to be. We'd write occasionally, but ever since Vera Robert?
>> Yeah. Uh, no. Sorry.
>> Are you all right?
>> Yeah. No. Um, I don't know.
Yesterday, no. Um, the day before yesterday was the anniversary of Veronica's death.
I completely forgot about it. It's been 8 years and that's never happened to me before.
>> Do you want to talk about it?
>> No. Yeah, it's fine. It's just weird.
It's like I'm I remember you said this would happen, didn't you? In our last session, >> possibly. Oh, dinner's here. I'll be right back.
Ah, the Dorito platter has arrived.
Ah, take out. A bachelor's best friend.
Hey, how's Lou?
>> He's getting work.
Oh my. A visit this late, doctor.
>> Oh, come on. I eat too.
>> Yeah, right. Of course. I'll leave you to it, sweetie.
>> Bonapetiti.
>> Talk soon. Yeah. Bonapetit.
>> Mrs. Lis, your dinner's going to get cold. Oh, yeah.
All right, kid. Let's go.
Guy's got a little cyrex going on.
>> You You should have told me first, >> Adam.
I wanted to tell you as soon as I saw you. It didn't seem right to tell you on the walkie-talkie. I should have heard it from you, not by accident.
>> Kid, we have to find my aunt.
>> We'll find your aunt.
>> She's alive, right?
>> I hope so. Harley is getting ready for the biggest search party you've ever seen, Adam. We'll find her aunt, but she's dead.
>> We've already got over a 100 volunteers coming.
We'll find her.
All right.
She might not be alive, but we'll find her.
>> Let's go.
Sure. You don't want me to go down there?
I've done this before.
Just pay attention.
Give me more or less slack when I tell you to. Okay.
You think there's a connection, don't you, between my uncle and Ed Miller.
According to the forensics, your uncle died.
>> Was murdered?
>> A little over a week ago.
>> Murder.
>> Nine days ago today, Miller tried to kill himself.
We are talking pretty much the same day that Miller's car went over that cliff and the jackass says he was riding with a girl and a baby that no one's ever heard of.
>> The fireman went down and didn't find anything.
>> God, what noses, huh?
>> We don't put out fires and they don't find things.
They both got the same nose.
>> All right.
>> Although his nose is a lot worse.
I'm on the ground. I'm on clipping. All right.
>> Roger that, boss.
>> Who are you talking to when you're you're with your boss?
>> I skipped the monthly dinner, Nick.
No reason. I >> send him to the chair.
>> Didn't feel like it.
I don't know why. Just didn't, you know, >> for 200,000 volts. Adam, how dare you miss a dinner.
>> I just stayed home. Watch some stupid show with Marcelo.
>> Marcelo?
Maybe if I had gone.
>> What show?
>> Why?
>> Well, either way, if it's a family dinner or the worst show ever, I'll take the show. Thank you, >> [ __ ] I get why you feel that way. And I have no idea how one gets rid of that feeling. However much time goes by, all I know is that it's pointless.
It's like a busted pipe.
The more you force it.
>> Nick, are you getting poetic on me now?
If that doesn't make you smile, I don't know what will.
>> [ __ ] America.
Hey Drew.
Hey Drew.
My nose just way too close.
>> Nick, you there? I just just what I said in the car. I'm sorry.
>> Adam, >> are you getting poetic with me?
>> You [ __ ] Smells like gasoline.
Better investigate further.
The suspense gun and liquor.
A horrible combination.
>> Adam, tell Harley to call forensics.
We've got work for them.
>> Need backup.
>> A, we missed the liquor commentary.
All right, my friends. I'm going to leave it here. Appreciate you. Thanks stopping by.
But, uh, it's getting really late. As much as I'd love to continue, I have to leave it here. Uh, but I'll see you for part two very soon.
Uh, much love.
And uh if you can uh hit the like button on the way out, I greatly appreciate it. I know we had a a moment there where the stream was completely derailed because of uh some [ __ ] but uh I will edit it. If you're watching the replay and you've made it this far, I'm sorry. I probably haven't edited it yet, but um if uh you're a few days after the stream, there's a good chance it has been edited out and you're fine. So uh look for part two coming soon.
Appreciate you all and uh thanks True Detective Ryan Uni Tried and uh Ro Dave Roman and everyone else who swung by tonight or anyone else who's watching the replay. appreciate you all and uh see you soon. Okay, much love my friends. Take care. And there's going to be a stream coming up hopefully as long as I'm feeling okay health-wise uh perhaps uh Saturday or Sunday or uh sometime next week. All right, we'll see you soon. Take care of yourselves and much love.
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