Charleston White BREAKDOWNS the Psychological Programing of Youth Offenders

Hinzugefügt: 2026-06-03

[00:00:00]Hey, yo, who you talking to? Man, I'm talking Texas.

[00:00:06]Oh, the superintendent and Mr. Davis was looking at me walking. I had a cool ass walk.

[00:00:13]Uh, looking at me and I'm looking at them.

[00:00:16]>> Yeah, that's how it was.

[00:00:19]>> All of a sudden, the white you going to 7B.

[00:00:23]What? All my enemies over there.

[00:00:26]All of them Damon by all my cheap book all Dre hear me I don't when we at war right now. We just come off a riot.

[00:00:33]You put me on the door of my enemy.

[00:00:36]Never been in a vulnerable position like this ever in life.

[00:00:39]And in my in their mind, I think I'm bad and I do, but I'm playing. Yeah, yeah, I'm playing.

[00:00:44]Uh I slept out in the middle.

[00:00:48]They took my comfort from me.

[00:00:50]And over here you ain't fit to stay up late. They enforcing the rules. They mean. So, now I'm not being coddled. I'm not treat me like I'm a nobody.

[00:00:59]>> I'm in my group.

[00:01:00]>> Me and all of my group, I'm when I see Hey, when I see dude every day I hit the When I get back, I'm going to lock up.

[00:01:06]Give me for everything. And then lock me up and told me if I don't change that walk, I can't get out. So, now they Now, I'm locked up for 30 days. They changed my walk.

[00:01:13]>> Change your walk.

[00:01:14]>> They were breaking me down. But Mr. Davis said, "Give him what he like here." Mr. Davis know how to take the bad boy and turn him good by leadership skill.

[00:01:22]Stay up and stay on his but punish the his flunkies. Right. Stay on it.

[00:01:28]Punish the flunkies.

[00:01:28]>> Don't reward the flunkies.

[00:01:29]>> Take his flunkies away from him.

[00:01:31]>> I got you.

[00:01:31]>> getting to stand alone. So, I did a 30-day program. Uh I couldn't stay up after 9:00. I'd be laying in that bed then playing dominoes. I hear that microwave ding.

[00:01:40]Smelling all them popcorn back there. I can't listen to the headphones. I can't go outside.

[00:01:46]See.

[00:01:47]They know how to make you mind.

[00:01:48]>> a way out.

[00:01:49]>> They take away your comfort.

[00:01:51]Uh You got to learn your thinking errors.

[00:01:54]You got to memorize it. Before you can stay up on late nights on Friday, You go around in circle for 2 hours. You got to memorize everything they teaching you.

[00:02:01]So, between uh uh thinking errors. When I learn how to separate thought from feelings, that they're not the same.

[00:02:10]Cuz deep people ask you, "Well, Charles, how did What What What What do you feel about this?" Man, I think I didn't ask you what you think. Tell me what you feel. And if you can't come up with a word, feel [ __ ] with a hundred faces and feeling on there. And we going to sit right there till you find a face. You're going to learn how to identify your feelings.

[00:02:25]>> And separate them before you talk.

[00:02:27]>> Look at that happy face. Look at Charles. What one do you feel right now?

[00:02:30]Well, I feel numb about it. I did it.

[00:02:31]Okay, there you go. Now, what makes you feel Well, I'm angry. What is other feelings before anger? Anger is a smokescreen. How did What made you feel angry? Well, I felt disrespected. So, you felt the shame. No, I didn't feel the shame. Well, that's what disrespect teach you this. You've been in that [ __ ] for 4 hours a day. And then we got to go do a life story. So, the life story packet takes you all the back all the way This where the brainwashing come in at.

[00:02:51]It takes you back to your earliest memory in life.

[00:02:54]>> Earliest memory, around 4 or 5, whatever you could think of.

[00:02:57]>> Based on your trauma and abuse or whatever, you might can go to two.

[00:03:01]Your earliest memory. And you got to It might take you a month to fill the packet out.

[00:03:05]It's going to take you a week to tell your life story.

[00:03:07]>> Right.

[00:03:07]>> Cuz it's going to do chronological segments, zero to five. The foundation of who you are.

[00:03:12]Who you are is from zero to five.

[00:03:15]Your temperament, your personality, your attitude. You don't change up on that.

[00:03:18]That's the foundation and the core of who you are. What you got from zero to five.

[00:03:23]You can change and add on to it. What you get from five to ten.

[00:03:26]>> Right.

[00:03:27]>> Based on environment. Yeah. Yeah.

[00:03:28]Because that's That's why I say train a child.

[00:03:31]That's why I say it's train up a child.

[00:03:33]Can't just raise a child. Children have to be trained. Uh that's why boys got to do. So, uh earliest memory. Now, keep in mind, they got your history of your where you've been All your record is on their file.

[00:03:45]You can't lie to them.

[00:03:46]>> Right.

[00:03:47]>> Uh they going to keep you stuck at the trauma.

[00:03:50]So, you can see your trauma how you care how tough you try to put it.

[00:03:54]Man, you a kid with a kid brain. You and we're being brainwashed with truth.

[00:04:01]We was put into a circumference bubble light.

[00:04:06]We didn't have ball walls. We didn't have We didn't see bars. We didn't see bars. We didn't see none of that, homie.

[00:04:11]Uh We were placed in a perfect environment.

[00:04:15]And was given everything that kids is supposed to be given to develop to see what you see today.

[00:04:21]If they did it.

[00:04:22]>> That's the answer to that.

[00:04:23]>> So so so so why so so so from 14 to 18, I got I got my brother. I got all my all my older partners. I don't even go to prison 17 18. So they write me from prison. They say let us write each other from prison. So all of them from prison them skinny [ __ ] write me making prison sound fun.

[00:04:40]>> Yeah.

[00:04:40]>> I can't wait till I get there. I mean I can't but I don't know they bull cuz they they older than me. Uh I'm with Commodore I'm with Commodore in the cell. Uh when Duberry went to prison Uh when Danny went Danny Danny when Danny went to prison that broke us.

[00:05:00]That shook a [ __ ] up, homie.

[00:05:01]>> Duberry said this, man. Duberry >> went we lost hope.

[00:05:04]>> But Duberry said you cried when he went.

[00:05:07]>> like a I cried when Danny went. Becoming them them tried to do right. Danny did everything right.

[00:05:12]>> Danny did everything.

[00:05:14]>> The the psychologist cried. Miss Rebecca went herself. But you know the the crime superseded it. her everything right, huh? It's right.

[00:05:22]Still to this day, homie.

[00:05:24]Uh I I started a riot right before Duberry uh go to prison.

[00:05:31]>> That's what he said.

[00:05:32]>> That's before he go.

[00:05:32]>> So right before he go >> kick off a riot. So I don't I don't put the war plan together. These two go go with that I don't line everybody up and we go kick it off at the school house. I told dude not to do it.

[00:05:44]>> You said that.

[00:05:44]>> Told dude to stay out of the van. Man, once that homie go to going activated.

[00:05:50]>> He said >> Get up there and see dude, man. Broke man, god damn, homie.

[00:05:54]Me and my loyal.

[00:05:56]>> Nah, he said it. He said he said, "Man, I really didn't trip. I knew I was going to prison."

[00:06:00]>> He got a chance. He wasn't He wasn't going.

[00:06:02]>> No, he was saying no. He saying after he did that >> him cheated, yeah.

[00:06:06]>> But he said he said, "But I'mma tell you who was and who cried." He said Charleston cried.

[00:06:12]>> I cried like >> He said, "I'll never forget that."

[00:06:13]>> But that was >> Uh I was going to court, too. So, the state recommendation was for me to go to prison. [ __ ] they sent every powerhouse they had uh to send me to prison. I had a Jewish lawyer by the name of Carl Mallory, one of the baddest lawyers, may he rest in peace. Uh He believed in my mama and I really was a good kid. Uh He know what they saying about me and Thank you, Charleston.

[00:06:36]>> Right.

[00:06:36]>> What got me made out as a one of one of the worst kids.

[00:06:40]The people who work with me said different.

[00:06:43]Somebody who worked there sent my file to my mother. They had 2 years of my file missing cuz they still doing everything by hand. Uh My lawyer subpoenaed the people that work with me every day. She didn't want to hear from them. They did. So, the judge was uh Judge Jean Boyd. And And Judge Jean Boyd is nationally known for for ruling on the affluenza case with that kid that killed the four people and got the 10-year probation. That's my judge. Uh In In her defense, she should have sent me to prison.

[00:07:10]She didn't listen to nobody but the people who worked with me every day.

[00:07:14]I already had to say that.

[00:07:15]>> I already had to get away from that file.

[00:07:16]>> She got away from that file. She said, "Let me talk to the people that work with this young man every day." And they said, "Yeah, he look like that. But have you ever seen him sleep?" They ain't know the little boy.

[00:07:25]Uh he throw tantrums. She said, "But he has potential."

[00:07:28]Potential saved me. I ain't know what they were talking about.

[00:07:31]>> Right.

[00:07:32]>> They he got the potential to do this.

[00:07:33]They said, "Well, how do you know?"

[00:07:34]"Because of his negative influence."

[00:07:37]Uh And then my victims victims family She very forgiving.

[00:07:41]Uh and then the judge looked at my mom and said, "Uh, Miss White, are you asking for your son to have three options?" Parole me that day, parole, I go back and parole home, uh, go to a halfway house, or they had option to recommit me back in our state till I'm 21. Uh, if they would have let me out then, I'd have a life sentence.

[00:07:58]Uh, I couldn't wait to get out and gang bang on the streets.

[00:08:00]>> Yeah. Finally represent.

[00:08:01]>> yeah, I didn't know gang banging was coming to an end. So, uh, the judge looked at my mom and said, "Uh, Miss White, are you asking for your son to be released?" My mom stood up and said, "No." I looked and said, "What?"

[00:08:13]My mom She said my mom said my mom said her people said they believe if he go back for a little while longer, go through the capital offender program.

[00:08:19]Man, I was mad and My mom probably helped you though.

[00:08:22]>> She saved my life. Forget what? You could get what? The capital offender program taught me the value of all human life.

[00:08:28]>> Right.

[00:08:29]>> It took any desire of me wanting to hurt people because I'm hurt.

[00:08:33]>> Right.

[00:08:33]>> So, I came home with no desire to hurt nobody ever again in life unless you hurt me physically.

[00:08:38]>> Right.

[00:08:38]>> And even then, I hurt you with compassion and have some conviction because I hurt a human. If I didn't hurt him, I hurt his family by hurting him.

[00:08:45]So, I I I I developed empathy for people.

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