My life.

Added: 2026-05-23

[00:00:08][music] [music] [music] >> Another empty morning, another hollow day.

[00:00:27]There's a smile on my face, but [music] it's already faded away. They say you'll be all right, but I don't feel it's true. [music] I've heard it all before and I don't believe in you.

[00:00:43]>> [singing] >> They used to be fixing [music] every mess, every fall.

[00:00:49]Find the strength somehow, even when there's none at [music] all.

[00:00:55]No one asked me if I still can carry [music] on.

[00:00:59]It's easier to see the mask than admit that it's gone.

[00:01:05]MY LIFE IS just [music] a waste of time.

[00:01:10]And more and more, I'm losing [music] every will to try.

[00:01:15]I'm fading slowly in my [music] own damn noise.

[00:01:20]I scream inside, but I don't have a voice. My life is just a waste of time.

[00:01:31]And more >> [music] >> and more, I don't feel like I'm alive.

[00:01:36][music and singing] I sit alone at [music] night staring into the dark. Thoughts keep racing circles, tearing me apart. Everybody wants a piece, [music] pulling me away. I can barely breathe in the mess I've made. They say you're doing fine like it's understood. Like the cracks don't show. Like I'm [music] still good. But the truth is it's harder just to be.

[00:02:05]>> [singing] [music] >> Even more reflections turning against me. My life is >> [music] >> just a waste of time.

[00:02:17]And more and more I'm losing [music] every will to try.

[00:02:22]I'm fading slowly in my [music] own damn noise.

[00:02:27]I scream inside >> [music] >> but I don't have a voice. My life is just a waste of time. And more and more I don't [music] feel like I'm alive.

[00:02:46]Now I barely [music] speak about the things that hurt.

[00:02:51]Learned to stay [music] quiet cuz it never worked. I'm so tired [music and singing] of pretending it all makes sense when every single [music] day just drags me down again. I don't even know how long it's been this way.

[00:03:10]How long you survive when you're alone in [music] the pain?

[00:03:15]Standing still in the middle of the emptiness.

[00:03:20]Feeling less and less.

[00:03:23]>> [music] >> Wanting less and less.

[00:03:25]My life is just a waste of time.

[00:03:31]Day by day I'm leaving all my [singing] will [music] behind. I'm fading slowly in my own damn noise.

[00:03:41]I scream inside [music] but I don't have a choice. My life is just a [ __ ] waste [music] of time. And more and more I don't feel like I'm alive. I used to dream. I used to [music] believe that after the storm there was something [music] to see. Now I'm picking up pieces of who I've been lost in these hallways I'm trapped within. I was strong for the whole world before too long.

[00:04:16]>> [music] >> Now I don't even [singing] know how to break when I'm alone.