It's Not My Fault Her Dad Died... (My Childhood Without Guilt)

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[00:00:00]So, I was diagnosed with ASPD and factor one psychopathy. In order to receive these diagnoses, I had to be completely devoid of guilt. And this is what it was like growing up without guilt. People might think it was challenging, but it was an absolute breeze. I never understood why you would feel bad about something that you've already done, and you can't undo it. It just feels like a toxic emotion that you're just trying to self-flagellate with. So, while normal people would compete with their number two, I pushed her down the stairs. She told me that I was only getting higher marks than her because I have a dad and her dad died. And I was like, "Don't you jinx my dad, you little piece of You can't blame your academic problems on me." Academics? That was my thing, okay? I had a high IQ, 139 when I was in high school, and I'm never testing it again. My mind sees this as some sort of toxic, unneeded emotion, but I do understand that without guilt, we would live in a very questionable society.