Junked Out Prostitute Correctional Officers

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[00:00:00]Okay. So, boom. This story is called prison prostitution.

[00:00:08]Inmates be waiting for when they bring the new officers to the prison. What they bring through just like going through a factory. When you go through orientation in a factory, what they do is they bring you through the factory.

[00:00:24]Now, a lot of y'all freaky folks is on this live that work in factories. So, you know what I'm about to say is facts because you was fresh meat at one point of time when you got to the factory.

[00:00:34]Whether you was single or not, when you went through when you went through that factory and walked through that boy, it was a dude that prayed on you and said, "Oh, yeah. I'm going to give her, hey, hey, what side she working on? You already knew what time it was." Same thing with the women. They seen the new converts coming through and they said, "I like him." Girl, did you see the what's name? What side of the building they got here working on? girl because they did you the same way. When you come into that factory, listen to me. You fresh meat. I done been in a factory before. I know how it go. Ain't nothing going on in there but a bunch of STDs being passed around. I promise you the folks at the factory, if your woman work at a factory, I'm going to tell you right now, commercial break me please.

[00:01:14]If your woman work at a factory right now or the penitentiary, she busting it open. She's a cheater. If you ain't in a position right now to tell your woman she ain't got to work at a factory, listen to me, homie. you might as well go ahead and have a open relationship because if she at the factory, I promise you, as soon as she come through, it's some kind of it's some smooth cat in there. I'm talking about done sprayed that curl cologne on. You know what I'm saying? And and and listen to me. As soon as she come out there, he compliment on them. He them my favorite pants right there. That's how it happened. Every single time. Them my favorite pants right there. And before you know it, guess what? She wearing them pants all the time. You ain't even catch it at home. Like you done wore them pants six times this week at work.

[00:01:56]You washing them pants every time you come home. Hold on. Cuz Earl in there.

[00:02:00]Earl in there telling her, "Hey, they're my favorite pants right there." She come in there. I'm talking about through the thing. Little thing tooted up, sucking in her stomach. You know what I'm saying? She done came through orientation. Somebody already done. He coming over there helping. Hey. Hey. I seen you in orientation. I know it's like your third day. Look, look, look.

[00:02:18]This this how playing is though. Seen you over here in orientation. You straight? You straight today? Okay. I seen you struggling a little bit. I'm I'm Earl. I'm Earl. Nice to meet you, Mike. What's your name? Okay. Okay.

[00:02:31]Okay. But let me know if you need Let me know if you need a hand. I know some of them shelves over here, they tall, right? If you need me to uh you know what I'm saying? I got you. But like I said, I'm Earl. I'm going to be right over here. I'm going to be right over here. You know what I'm saying? I'm right over here on on this side right here. What's up? Nice to meet you.

[00:02:46]What's your name again? Okay. Okay.

[00:02:49]Okay. Nice, too. All right. All right.

[00:02:51]Okay. Okay.

[00:02:53]Listen to play the random game with them folks fac you want to. It's the same way when they come through for orientation basically at the penitentiary. When they bring them folks in the penitentiary, all the inmates is looking.

[00:03:11]Oh, that one right there going to go.

[00:03:14]Oh, that one right there. Oh, she going to be the police. She don't need to be in our unit.

[00:03:19]Oh, that one right there. Nah, she got too much attitude. She going to bring her problem from home and to the job.

[00:03:24]Nah. And then they going to say the same thing about the men. Oh, he going to be cool. He going to be cool. Oh, yeah.

[00:03:30]Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He going to be GD. He going to be GD. I can tell. Look how he standing. Look how he standing. He's standing in his six right here. He standing in this six right now. He already know he going to be G. Oh, he left or right. He going to be He going to be C. He going to be cripping. He cripping. I'm tell I'm tell cripping now. All we got to watch that white boy right there. He got a What's that what's that what's that tattoo on his arm right there? He look like he might be Arin Nation. They done told him that's how it is when you come in the penitentiary and you walk around before you get your uniform because you gonna be in your regular clothes. You gonna be in your regular clothes when you come through. I I listen to me. I'll never forget it. If I ain't mistaken, it was a Wednesday.

[00:04:04]Listen to me. A lot of things happen on Wednesday in the penitentiary. It's it's it's like the first and the fifth.

[00:04:10]It's like the first and the fifth. A lot of things happen on Wednesday. That's when you got to be alert. Wednesday come through. They bringing these folks through or orientation. It's four black girls and they all walking together. I'm standing on the top walk. Oh, you heard?

[00:04:28]Oh, they they bring the new buddies through. They bringing the new buddies through. They standing on the back. By the time you see people run. Hey, hey, hey, hey, cuz they bring the new people through. Listen to me. The penitentiary turned into a fashion show. All the dudes who like to work out, listen to me. They come out with their shirt off.

[00:04:47]They done put on the P D and everything.

[00:04:48]I'm talking about they oiled up. I'm talking about it get real. It get a little risky in the penitential when they bringing them new people through. I promise you, man. You hear the door.

[00:04:58]Boom. That's the first door. By that time, everybody posted up in position.

[00:05:03]You hear me? I got my fresh Tims on.

[00:05:05]Fresh grades. I'm talking about the grays that hug the leg a little bit.

[00:05:09]They ain't the loose They ain't the loose uh grays that I work out in. You know what I'm saying? I got the fresh white tea on that I leave under the mat.

[00:05:16]The the one that I leave under the mat, it's got that crease right here in the front, it's got that crease in it. And see, when you've been locked up for a little minute, for some reason, that crease means something. But you know what I'm saying? The the pants though, they straight leg, but the crease in the shirt like this and the and the crease right there, then either the crease right here or the crease in the back, that that's penitentiary money right there. So by the time they coming, they coming in. The new the new one coming in, the new one coming in. Sell it, my silly. What you doing? Oh, they they f to bring the new Junks in. You know what I'm saying? Because you already trying to get in front of man. They f to bring the new J in. I need the new J to come through because when the black girl come through, we we looking at the black girls the same way we looked at the black women in the hood. You ain't coming working in the penitentiary if you sophisticated.

[00:06:05]You ain't coming working in the penitentiary if you bougie. You ain't coming working in the penitentiary if you got all if you got phobias and you don't want to touch certain things. You coming to the penitentiary. You done heard that the dope boys is in here. You done heard that the robbers and the jackers in here, the the the one that you that the middle of your body going to be like this with cuz he going to come to your house. He going to decock the and he going he going to sit that Glock on your on your on your counter.

[00:06:34]You you know they in here. I'm talking about, you know, they got sleeve tattoo.

[00:06:38]I'm talking about chest sitting up. I'm talking about he can sit a cup on that boy. I'm talking about, "Hey, what's up, Co? What you got going on?" You You know what's going on. So, we know when you come through, I'm looking at you. You looking at me, we looking at each other.

[00:06:51]I'm trying to read your body language because you already done said to your in your mind, "Ah, if I get in this unit right here, I liked him because I done seen you. I seen when y'all were getting ready to look out, you do this right here and you hit me with that little smile and then and then you tooted your butt up a little bit. I noticed how regular you was walking when you first came in here. When you first came in here, you was walking all professional because them folks done scared you outside of the door. Them folks done told you to stand up straight and walk like they taught you at Taloma cuz that that what it is back home. But then by the time you got to walking around and somebody that was in the cell said, "Oh, she thick right there. Oh, she thick. I hope they put her in this unit." Every inmate got their eyes on you at that point. Guess what you done did.

[00:07:45]The sergeant done turned around and Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. Don't Don't laugh at them. Don't laugh at them. You don't.

[00:07:52]At that point, you you green. Oh, yeah.

[00:07:55]PUT HER IN HERE. PUT HER IN HERE, S. Put her in here, S. She straight, S. That That's all you going to hear. That's all you going to hear. Hey. Hey. Hey. Pull that wedge out. Pull that wedge out. Cuz now they watching. Listen to me. You You walking through with all this here.

[00:08:13]They looking at your panty line and everything. They notice you got a panty line on this side and on this side ain't no panty line. So they imagination done gone wild. They imagination saying if she got a line right there, the line on this side done scooted over as she walking. It's all up in between them.

[00:08:32]Hey, hey, hey, hey, the one right there.

[00:08:35]The one behind her. Hey, go pull that wedge out. I see how you walking. Go on, pull that wedge out. And then the whole time you like this here.

[00:08:45]It's you. You laughing. You and then and then look. And then look and then C pop out like this. Cuz I'm talking about C cuz on SW. Hey C. Hey chill C. Let them go on do whatever they got to do. C. He trying to insert his his authority. He letting it be known right then and there. If she end up in this unit, I'm going to make sure you straight around all of these perverts who telling you you got a little wedgie in your little booty. You know what I'm saying? You got a little wedgie in your little booty.

[00:09:16]I'mma let you know when they trying to Hey, I'm Hey. Hey. Hey. Don't do that right there. Then then he got his then he got his shirt off and then he drank he drinking water.

[00:09:28]Hey C. Hey C. Hey C. Chill with all that cuz now we ain't doing that. C know what going on cuz y'all straight go ahead.

[00:09:37]Look look look. You got to pull the OG move. Y'all straight go on. Do what you got to do S. My bad S. Oh. What's up?

[00:09:44]What's up? What's up?

[00:09:46]They going to go on. It's one. is one co little short petite got a little hat on got the little ponytail pull through the jump right this as they walking they got to go up the steps now I know everybody watching when she hit this move right here and pulled a ponytail and she walking.

[00:10:24]I said, "Oh yeah, she she going to go.

[00:10:25]She she she tore up out here. Look, she she to they they start going up the steps. All the inmate up top. Up top."

[00:10:34]When they holler up top, this is their first time getting an experience of what inmates do when the officers going upstairs, right? So when they holler up top, up top, the little one with the ponytail, she grabbed her ponytail to get to looking. Too much excitement.

[00:10:50]Shalom. Too much excitement. She She realized this is gangster. They They banging up in here. They cripping. They visual. They fighting them. Let GD know they The gang mentality had already She Why is she going up the steps like that?

[00:11:12]Them steps. It don't require you to Hey, what you is she cool?

[00:11:28]They get up the step. They get up the step and get to walking around the thing the whole time. She Now her stomach is pushed out. I'm talking about almost like the people in the LGBTQ that's so confused. They don't know what's exactly what's going on with them. And hey, and then y'all see like how you keep pushing your back out further and further so you can push your back your butt out further and further back. We notice when you first came in that ain't how you was walking. We noticed when you first came in that ain't how you were moving. Now, now all of a sudden you upstairs you like this here.

[00:12:08]Hey, look look look at her. Look at her.

[00:12:12]Two, three weeks roll by.

[00:12:15]She in the unit.

[00:12:18]She come in the unit. Right. When she come in the unit, I'm I'm sitting on the top. I'm I'm sitting on the top walk.

[00:12:25]She come in the unit. Everybody already at Hey, hey, what's up, CO? The the CO that she changing shifts with, she's like, she tell her, "Y'all hold on.

[00:12:36]Y'all see she just got here. Y'all know it's her first day. Y'all need to chill.

[00:12:39]This this all doing all that, right?

[00:12:41]Y'all need to chill and y'all see she just got here. Everybody trying to get first dibs. Everybody trying to get first dibs. So by the time she get situated, they walking out the door.

[00:12:50]Soon as she let the other C out of CO out of the door and close the door. Oh, you Hey, CO, I need to get in my cell co. She holler. Hold on. Like she said, y'all know I just got in here. Can we listen to me? Let me explain something to you. Commercial break me, please.

[00:13:06]She was so aware of where she was at and the attention that she was getting. One thing for sure, two thing for certain.

[00:13:14]If you ain't giving your woman the attention that she actually need and deserve and to the to to the point where it's boosting her confidence, I promise you in a factory or in a penitentiary, it's going to be plenty plenty of men who going to make sure she understand the assignment. And right then and there, if she had a dude, it was clearly understood like the bar, whatever, whoever she had when she came through for orientation, she knew when I get in here, oh, they f to love me. But see, what she ain't what the the the second thing she ain't understanding is how calculated and how evil and how wicked and strategic inmates are. they get there and they don't realize a lot of this stuff they taught you in training is actually true. It's just like women who grow up and men done told women certain things. Uh how men move and what they do and then you get to a factory and you don't understand that the attention that you always wanted that you getting is the very thing that's the most detrimental to you because you overlook everything else all because of a compliment all because of some encouragement. And all of that is strategic just to I'm talking about spank you. I'm I'm talking about you in you in the my closet. You in the my closet like this here. You don't understand. She stopped and demand attention the attention. Now hold on cuz we ain't going to do all that. And then she dramatic with it, right? We ain't going to do all that. I just got in here did my first day for everybody. I'm such and such. She say who she is. Boom. Everybody, men know what to do in a situation like that in a penitentiary. Let her go on and pop it.

[00:15:14]Okay. Co. Hey, what's up? We respect that. You going to have all your high ups, your crips, your vice lords, your G's, everybody. Hey. Oh, she good. Let her let her get situated. Hey, no, hold on, C. Yo, I need to get in the cell.

[00:15:29]Hey, homie. Hey, come on. Hey, come on.

[00:15:30]Come on. Come here. Come here real quick. You got to find a way to holl at her without holling at them. People who ain't trying to give her the space that she's saying she need so to get situated and still trying to talk to her. All the people who got some pull, they gonna make sure that she here. Oh, he checking, dude. Hey, come. Hey, come here real quick, homie. Boom. They hit you with the hard like this here.

[00:15:53]The whole time they looking to see if she looking at that because it's all calculated. And then they looking at it like black, these are black women who know how to read the room. Who the penitentiary boss? Who got the penitentiary bag? They know that cos paying attention. Oh, you go to you go to visit every weekend. They know when the cos come around checking those and look in and see. Oh, you got plenty of commissary in here. It smell good in here. You got they they paying attention. They know who the flunkies are. They know who ain't this. They know who that. They know who calling the shot. They know it all cuz they going to sit back and observe. They ain't it ain't other black women who come into the penitentiary who can't read the room like that. You ain't going you ain't going to last long. It just don't it just don't happen. Point blank period.

[00:16:45]So when she make that announcement, boom, she go to the cage.

[00:16:50]She sit down. At that point, what you got to do is is observe everybody who who probably about to try to approach it. They got that muscle and then you got to weed out. In GD they will call it the process of elimination. The process of elimination in the penitentiary is you don't know what kind of person does she like. What what personality do she like loud? Do she like flamboyant? Do she like chill? That's the same way it happened in factories. It's the same way it happened when you go out and you just chilling on the town. You don't know exactly what it is that she into. So you got to pay attention to everybody that you know in the room represent a certain way of how they carry theirself. I know the workout dude going to think, "Oh, he athletic. He got a six-pack. He got He thinking that's going to be what it is.

[00:17:45]The dope boy going to do what the dope boy always did on the street. He going to wear his freshest clothes. He going to be talking a certain way. He got his fresh tea on. He got his jewelry on. And then you got to just sit and watch and see if that's what she into. The nerds gonna come out playing their card games and doing all of this. The loud folks gonna get on the dominoes, smacking the domino. And the only thing you got to do, you got to sit back and watch and see what she into. Here go where the loop come in that most people don't the ranch. I'm going to say the ranch. This why ranch get through in even when you in a factory out on the streets.

[00:18:24]When that girl got a gay friend, it's two punks in the pod.

[00:18:31]She get cool with the punks.

[00:18:34]The punks know all the information. The punks is equivalent to girls to her. So she getting all the information from the punks before somebody could ever even get close to her. She know who, what, who got going on. Boom boom boom boom boom. She know. So now you don't know how to fill out because the punks is in the way. And the only way to get around that is to be cool with the punk to see what and who she may be talking about when it come to something that caught her eye. Cuz I ain't never seen a officer come to the penitentiary. Listen to me. I don't care if it's a co on her right now. She tell you she ain't done something, she lying. If she say she ain't bring a piece of candy, gave a number out, maybe gave up the middle of her body, I don't listen to me. It ain't a woman. They worked in the penitentiary. They work in a unit. If she was in the unit, what's going on, skill? If she worked in the unit for a certain amount of time, she did something she ain't had no business doing. So now everybody trying to figure out through the punk. And the punks know what's going on. The punks know I'm I kind of got a little power because they need to find out through me who she might be crushing on.

[00:19:50]And she was crushing on the flunky.

[00:19:53]Listen to me. Commercial break me please. How many women on here thought that the runner and the flunky because of how he carried itself and what he had going on. You thought that was the actual dude when it really wasn't him.

[00:20:08]Because the dude that's really got some going on, he really just sl chilling and then you realize, man, I got the lamest one in the circle. That's what happened.

[00:20:17]Because a lot of dudes in the penitentiary ain't tripping on realizing I still I still pay the black background whether I get her or not whether she ever talk to me because at the end of the day she the police. I don't even need her to that extent. You know what I'm saying? If somebody else get her, I'm the dude they going to have to come and holl at to go through to get something done anyway. So they ain't the ones. It was me in the penitentiary. I'm I'm the one sit back. If it happen, it happen. If it don't, I know somebody going to be in my door. Hey, J. J, man.

[00:20:49]Let me let me holl at you real quick.

[00:20:51]Let me What's going on? Come on. Come on, man. Bless his hell, man. Look, man.

[00:20:55]So, I got a little move, man. You know what I'm saying? I ain't You know what I'm saying? I really ain't got no I ain't got no line. I ain't got no, you know what I'm saying? Got no ride or nothing right now. Look, if you will and you end up putting me in a situation because you ain't cut out for the opportunity that presented itself.

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[00:21:54]It's the life of Boo Baker. It's not on Amazon. You got to go through my website. I did I did 10 years. I've been home nine years. It made nine years uh May 23rd this year. So she done got to talking to the dude who the flunking that she thinking is the man. I'm going tell you how a boss will play that situation. A boss going to play that and let you have that because you ain't you ain't controlled by your lust that you want to smash. Most dudes going to mess off the opportunity because they thinking with their second head and not with the one up top. And see, that's what's wrong with with most men. You don't understand how much time, energy, and how much you lose of your purpose because you think with the middle of your body and not the head of your body.

[00:22:42]And see, I learned I really learned that over time in the penitentiary because the first time I messed I slept with a co when I first got to the penitentiary in 2008. It's 2008. The first mistake I made was the next day I went out and told some other inmates about it who ended up telling her about it. And then what she did, she came back around to me. I messed it up myself because I ain't thinking with this up here. I just want to brag. I want to talk. I You know what I'm saying? I'm in a pen. I done slash something.

[00:23:13]If you do that in a penitentiary, you allow other dudes insight to know how to move and manipulate the woman. That's just like if you around your friends and you talk about your relationship and how good it is and you talking about you talking like this around people who have not experienced the kind of love that you have, the the sex life that you have, the joy that you have. They get envious of that and the only thing they thinking is how to penetrate that and have and try to they try to uh destiny swap with you. If that if that makes sense. It's it's a lot of y'all who done talked to a lot of people and said things that you ain't got no business saying stuff to and you don't understand them folks want a destiny swap with you cuz they watching from a place of not thinking they deserve what you have. They listening to what they believe they should have come out of your mouth. And now them folks want that. You ain't dealing with this type of you dealing with it in the penitentiary. You really never know what you're dealing with. But I'mma tell you where the flunking messed up at.

[00:24:22]What a flunking messed up. What a flunking messed up at is this girl was going through something. Listen to what I'm going to explain to you. The girl was dealing with something. So what he ended up doing was she ended up coming through and walking and seeing that he had some pills out, a bag of pills. When she see that he got the bag of pills, she already knowing that he hustling. In her eyes, she intrigued because I know they selling dope in here. I smell weed. I know it's other kind of drugs in here cuz I see junkies. I see how these people walking around zombified, knocking on doors, how long they leave their violation up on their door. I know it's dope in here.

[00:25:10]It's one thing to know they got cell phones in here cuz they taught us in training versus opening the door. Wow.

[00:25:17]And you see a actual inmate. Hey, hold on. Hey, hey, hey, see to actually see a inmate on a phone. That's why I said it's also different to know they make money in a penitentiary. But went up what you how much how much how much your car not is co uh co it's different when you when you lay eyes because you don't unless you the police police you ain't thinking I'm going to lock this person up I'm f to do this I'm f to do that you're intrigued to like what y'all really doing that in here she got something it's a whole lot going on she coming through he got a bag full of zanex zan What? What? Anxiety, depression.

[00:26:04]Anxiet Xanax is a I think is a something that uh bring you down. Like if you got a lot going on, Xanax will bring you down. Is anybody confirmed? Xanax that'll bring Xanax bring you down, don't it? It's a it's a down. So when she come through and see that he got the pills, she asking him she asking the flunky what it is. The flunky tell her he break half of her and tell him here just take half of the ZX get the rest of your day over. You gonna be cool.

[00:26:40]You don't want to take stuff from inmates.

[00:26:44]You don't want inmates to start cooking food for you.

[00:26:49]You don't want to bring in a piece of candy or say you can have that ink pen because in an inmate mind or even out here on the streets, most people ain't emotionally stable enough to understand nice gesture.

[00:27:09]A woman could be nice to a man and he can read that completely different and think it's a pass to just continue to and now she was just being nice and then by the time she say no because of where his mind is at he flipped completely out. That's why it's dangerous for a woman to turn a man down at a store. No, I don't think you you you a man can simply compliment a woman. She can say thank you. He don't know that that's that's not a sign to say come over here and be more intrusive in in in my in my space. And now that you done stepped over here, you ain't reading the body language. She was just trying to be kind. And now by the time you ask, "Hey, can I uh call you sometime?" And she say, "No, your mind like what? Wait a minute."

[00:28:01]Like what you got going on? Cuz I was just being nice. You said that I look good. He say he liked my hair. I'm just being cool. That wasn't saying you could.

[00:28:11]That's what happens in situations. In the penitentiary, you done already showed that you kind of like dude, that you like dude. Not only that, let me rewind you. Let me rewind. The reason why dude was able to get close to her the way he was able to get close to him is because the boy, the punk, he was also giving Xanax to, she was aware of what he had going on cuz the punk communicating that to the police cuz the police is cool. So now the the dude with the Xanax is using the boy as a as basically a mediator to say certain things and figure out certain things and understanding that in her mind this is the person that she chose up on not understanding that the Xanax does not belong to the man who giving you the Xanax.

[00:28:59]This she come over to the sale. Boom. He pop a half give a half of the Xenex. She gone about her business. She's on the downer. I'm standing on the top. I'm standing on the top rail. One of my home, one of the guys pull up on me. Hey JT, what you got going, man? I ain't doing nothing. He was like, man, what's up with the co? I said, I don't know what's up with her. He was like, man, she uh I went down there some while to go, man. She seemed like she high or something. Don't nobody know. Don't nobody know at this point. But over time, you you you figure out that's that's what was going on. He done gave half of his in there. He as we sitting right there talking, boom. He walk over to the cage and when he get over there he talking to her she talking back they having a whole little conversation right I don't know what was said I don't know what went on by the end of the day he end up pulling out the green money and giving her some green money too when he give her the green money listen to me penitentiary rules is in effect a lot of people are call this uh what's the term a lot of women use Now when they get with a guy and the guy do a whole lot of things in a short period of time, he he's super consistent. He buying things. He he he romantic. What they they call it? It ain't gaslighting.

[00:30:17]They call it something else. That a that ain't the word that I'm looking for.

[00:30:20]It's a word up love bombing. There you go right there. Love bombing in the penitentiary. This is what they would I guess they would call a form of love bombing. So what he done what he done did is he done make he already knew what was going on through the boy. He done gave her half of a Xanax. Then he done pulled out his money and she done vented to him while she was on the Xanax. Why she was dealing with what she was dealing with. Didn't want to go deal with this with the inmates. Hold on.

[00:30:48]Didn't want to deal with the inmates.

[00:30:50]Got a whole lot going on. And she got some stuff she need to take care of.

[00:30:54]Period. You good?

[00:30:59]What drives people crazy is to see any small level of consistency and then you watch that person pull back from the consistency. It put you in a desperate situation. It's a calculated move in the penitentiary. I done gave her Xanax. I done gave her some money. I done gave her my time. And at this point in the penitentiary, if you ain't f to bring me something in here, I ain't got nothing else for you. I'm not doing nothing else for you. And if anything go left, the first person you looking for is the same person that you thought that was that was always there. Somebody come to the cage that been trying to get in their cell and go off on them like see you got me. I'm talking about snapping on her.

[00:31:44]She look over to see what the flunky going to do. The flunky ain't said or did nothing. She get up, come out of the cage, slam the door. Boom. Grab that little ponytail, walk over to the sale, let him in the cell, slam his door, boom.

[00:32:00]Going back to commercial, break me, please. When you don't deal with whatever that you dealing with internally, the only thing you will know to do is to continue to try to run back to the temporarily fixes that you've been getting. And that's what most people don't understand. And you lo and you lose yourself because a lot of people continue to do what work for them. You end up in a situation where somebody put a band-aid on put a band-aid on it, but you ain't never really gave no air to really let it heal. You ain't tend to what need to be tend to the way it need to be tend to.

[00:32:34]So now things irritating you on a level that you can't even explain and you looking for the person to blame it on because they also done contributed to your issue. So what happened was even though she getting up to unlock this door, her body language is directed towards the person that she feel should should come over there, rectify this situation. Tell this dude, stop dealing with me. Give me another half a pill for my anxiety and also hear me out again and give me what I need so I can keep the band-aid on on the situation. So when she go over and slam it up, boom, she go straight over to the flunky and her and the flunky talking. Everybody in the penitentiary watching at this point because now what's done happened is you got other predatorial minds looking at it and seeing what they need to do and how they need to do it in order to get into the position that he in. That's how most people end up in the cycles that they in as well because you go and vent about what it was that was keeping the band-aid on to somebody who else who was also predatorial. And then that same person know to step in and do the things that made you step away from that situation. And now you don't understand why you continue on in the same cycles that you in.

[00:33:48]You choosing the same people, same kind, and you ain't never taking time to yourself to address what's going on with you internally. You trying to continue to repeat the process. That's why people don't realize you end up in the same cycles that you in. You ain't got a new number. Look at the people that you choosing.

[00:34:09]Look at the situation. They all the exact same thing over and over and over and over. So by the time she get over there, you done revealed your desperation.

[00:34:24]Know tell you how good that enemy is.

[00:34:27]You done revealed your desperation.

[00:34:31]Only thing I got to do is go in myself.

[00:34:33]You embarrassing yourself.

[00:34:36]I know all of these predatorial people in here also see it. So they going to try to come behind that. But guess what?

[00:34:43]I'm the person you done put that trust in. He go to see slam the door. Boom. At the point of slamming the door. Now she got to walk off with shame.

[00:34:53]As she walking over to the to the to the cage, guess who f to come over and console her? That also helped her end up in this situation that she was in cuz she thought she could trust him. the gay best friend. The boy come out of herself. Girl, what's wrong? Girl, what what is wrong with you? I'll let the K.

[00:35:15]Girl, you can't be Girl, let me come in here.

[00:35:21]Now, the boy sitting in here, what she ain't understanding is at the end of the day, the boy want to get something out of the deal, too. So even though the boy, she thinking that the boys f to go over here and say something to dude, they f to be in cahoots, they wearing blue. They're not wearing badges. I got on blue with a white strip. You got on black pants and a and a and a tan shirt.

[00:35:43]You the po. You the police. You ain't understanding the game that's being ran.

[00:35:51]It's a lot of girls right now who will call his homeboy and ain't understanding you venting to the homeboy who really want to smash you and probably be in his shoes or the or the homeboy that ain't going to give him the advice that he really want to hear cuz the homeboy want him to continue to be outside with him.

[00:36:07]You can't vent to people who ain't got wise counsel. You venting with it's the scripture say where there is no wise counsel the man fall. The people fall.

[00:36:18]Do you know how many times you done went and vented to people who either wanted to see you back in a bad position because they got tired of seeing you happy and they done gave you some advice that seemed like it came from a good place but the whole time they couldn't wait to be bunny bunny with you again because you was about to exceed the expectations that they had of you in their mind. Do you know how many times you done went in vintage somewhere and that person had every intentions to see you walk away from the situation that they call toxic that they thought would be healthy for them. You got to be careful who you talking to because you really never know who trying to like I said destiny swap with you. So in this situation, by the time you see the boy get up, bloom, the boy get up and go over to the cell, tap on the cell, pop, he go in, everybody sitting seeing what's going on. Two, three inmates go over and try to talk to her. She got an attitude.

[00:37:20]Excuse my language. She a little pissy.

[00:37:24]I ain't got time for that. I ain't got time for that. Nope. She get up on the cave. Boom. Slam the door. Boom. when she slam the door. Let me explain something to women real quick. Listen to me now. A lot of time your outcry for attention to think somebody is going to go ahead and come and reassure you because you got an attitude that could be played on. You really exposing yourself when you expose your emotions to to in a situation where you showing you like this person more than this person like you or you done exposed you got more on the line than this person.

[00:37:58]And you ain't understanding you in the penitentiary.

[00:38:01]This person done let it be known. I done gave you a little bit so I can hook, line, and sink you. And now you showing everybody you and your feelings about me. And you don't understand. I got time to do. You got eight. You going to go home and your children. And I know your situation. Quit playing with me.

[00:38:16]Sometimes you got to quit showing your hand and thinking, "Oh, he going to see I'm upset. He going I'm going to cry.

[00:38:23]I'm going to have my home girl call him.

[00:38:26]I'm g I'm gonna uh deactivate my social media. I'm gonna change my number. I'm gonna do all these things because you hoping that the emotional things make him think, you know what? Let me go over here and see what going not in that ain't what's going on to somebody who trying to break you. Do you understand what I'm saying? When somebody is in a is in a position to break you mentally, they not going to tend to that. They don't care nothing about your emotional stability. They actually want you emotionally confused. They want you emotionally unstable because that gives them the control. That gives them the opportunity to keep giving you a little bit to give to have hope for. And when that ain't you get outside your body and now this person is doing it's a it's a tug and pull. It's a tug of war. But what most people don't understand, even the other side, the person on the other side is doing these things because he's getting something out of it, too. It's toxicity. It's transactional toxicity.

[00:39:32]That's what we going to call it. It's transactional toxicity.

[00:39:38]Point blank. Period. So, by the time she done slam the cable, old boy come back out of the cell. When he come out of when he come out of the cell and he see the boy walk off. Come, come here.

[00:39:52]Everybody see what's going on in the penitentiary.

[00:39:56]Guess what happened?

[00:39:59]The dude that's over the flunky cuz she thinking that's the one who got it. She go upstairs, they holler up top, up top.

[00:40:09]He standing out. She walk by. He say, "I'm gonna fix it." That's all he got to say. I'm I'm gonna fix it.

[00:40:20]She don't know what's going on. The flunking done came up, told him what's going on. He put him in the business.

[00:40:29]Keep in mind, she ain't broke bread yet.

[00:40:32]She ain't brought nothing in the penitentiary. And he ain't and he ain't dropped no pig in her. Ain't nobody going to keep going through that with you. So when he tell when he tell her I got it, he telling him, "Hey, but at this point now it's bring me something in here or do something for me." By the time he breaking bread with a name, knocking her down and she bringing something in and he giving her money and he giving her in and he giving her Xanax. She full-fledged in the penitentiary at this point.

[00:41:06]Guess what a fun mess up when she started breaking bread telling the dude not only the dude know cuz it's coming through him not only is they is she bringing it in he exposed to the very person that's really the the the it guy.

[00:41:19]So when he tell that to him he cut when he acting like he want to cut back again. Now the guy who up top is telling her, "Hey, are you good?"

[00:41:30]Now he breaking bread with a prison prostitution.

[00:41:35]It's a cycle.

[00:41:38]Do you know how many of us don't realize the cycle that the enemy got you in? You don't realize the the the the eyes that he has on you, knowing what your weaknesses are and constantly putting people in your path that that contribute to your weakness and you discerning it and thinking that it's a sign of help.

[00:42:02]You thinking, "Oh man, thank God." And the whole time this person's intentions was never appearing. The whole time this person agenda was never what you assumed or what you thought it were going to be because you always in a survival state.

[00:42:17]Your emotional state is always so thrown off. You don't even never understand when this person is coming like he's in a shining night and armor coming as a beacon of light and the whole time they dark. You ain't understand. You ain't understanding that when you lost when you high she on Xanax. She struggling.

[00:42:38]you don't want to work in the penitentiary. You got a whole bunch of convicts and and and and criminals always uh uh uh encouraging you and and comforting you and and and and complimenting you. And you got all of that Michigan strew in your mind as well. So now you done became a part of this system.

[00:42:57]So by the time he started doing what the flunky was doing, she moving out of the way of the flunky and the flunky can't do nothing because now the dude telling him leave that alone. So now the the high up dude spanking her too.

[00:43:12]Now the high up dude spanking her. So at that point, guess what happens? The flunky get in his feelings. When the flunky get in his feelings, guess what he start doing? He start venting about what he was doing. So now you got a prison prostitute co that everybody clearly see jumped out on the ZNX. Now, so what they doing? They trying to give up pills. Ecstasy in the penitentiary, they trying to give you ecstasy. They trying to give you cocaine. When you come through and you smoking, guess what? You so trapped. You can't do nothing because now everybody know what's going on. When you come through and they smoking blood, they trying to get you to hit the blunt, too. That's how the enemy put you in such a dark place because everybody know what's going on and everybody trying to tug and pull you to come over in their shade of darkness at this point. Now the flunking mad because of what's going on. He telling people and where it turned into prison prostitution is you come through and you doing count time and they like, "Hey, what's up? I got uh uh I'll be right back. Let me let me let me let me finish doing what I'm doing. You scared to say no. You know why you scared to say no? Because you aware that the cat is out the bag. You aware that your skeletons have been Do you know how many people mouth is muzzled and won't say nothing because they worried about the exposure?

[00:44:48]You won't stand up to a standard because you too busy worried about being exposed.

[00:44:55]A co can't do that job when you realize every inmate know I'm in here busting it open. I done br something in and I done smashed two inmates.

[00:45:06]What I look like telling you put that phone up when a inmate with 15 years going to tell you, hey man, come on man.

[00:45:14]You aware of that? Just imagine a woman that's at a factory that's been passed around and every man know that she don't feel like she either got to leave cuz she ain't going to never really get to a place of where she can stand confident because that man going to be like nobody want you anyway.

[00:45:39]Dude told me to head trash anyway. Same thing with men. When women know certain things and and and that man know what going on, he don't feel like the king that he thought he was that he was betrayed to be. Cuz now the women unexposed. Now you he now you feel less of a man. It's it's no different. You feel less of you feel less of a woman in this situation. You feel less of a co. You can't do your job because your secrets done been exposed.

[00:46:08]And now you either going you got to take the payment.

[00:46:12]By the time you tell one person, I'm gonna be right back. Guess what's gonna happen? He gonna tell he gonna tell his silly, "Oh yeah, I got her." She said, "She'll be right back. Step out the sale. Step out the sale." He going to step out the sale and guess what he potentially going to do? My s got something going. What the s got going on? He just told me to step out of the cell. Boom. Guess what he going to do?

[00:46:32]He going to go somewhere else. He He said this told him step out of the cell.

[00:46:36]Now everybody trying to get green money.

[00:46:37]Hey, prison prostitution.

[00:46:44]You on Xanax. You taking money. You bringing in stuff. You done changed everything about you because of the game that you chose to play. And now you don't know how to exit because everybody got you in the choke hole.

[00:47:02]Over time, she was forced to she was forced to leave the job because too many people started talking about it and thinking that they can pay her. And now they coming in. You could tell they watching her. Before you know it, they walking off the compound.

[00:47:17]Prison politics is insane. The things that go on in prison is insane. I learned so many things when it come to the human mind and how we think, how we uh perceive things, how we retain information and how we choose to release that information out into the world.

[00:47:36]A lot of time what you done experienced and what you done been through is what you release out into the world. That's why when you hear people giving their perspective, that's why so many people say you projecting.

[00:47:48]So when you look at a woman that been through something like that, if you ask her about her life experience, she going to come from a lens of all these dudes ain't I boom cuz she's going to project what exactly that what she's been through until she experience something new, which is what I want to get to. The only way I have become the person that I have become today is to experience something new, to create new memories, to create a new mindset, to create a new perspective. Because when you only hold on to the things that you were aware of and the things that you know, that's that's all you got. That's all you got.

[00:48:27]If you done been betrayed, backstabbed, and cutthroat all your life, you ain't going to never trust nobody in a relationship. You ain't going to never think you can commit to a relationship.

[00:48:35]Why? Because all of your experiences end in turmoil. All your experiences end the same way the the first one ended. So if you don't meet somebody that's really trustworthy and then understand that one of the reasons why you don't trust nobody is because you can't even be trusted, you ain't going to never experience the ideal love that you even got in your mind. When you done dealt with somebody and then all the people that this person related to is also a part of the problem and contributing to the problem. If you date a dude and he's a mama's boy and his mama won't never hold him accountable and you keep telling him about his finances, you keep telling him how he living, you keep telling him he need to go to work, you keep telling him what he need to change and his mama is constantly, oh, he going to be all right, he going to get it, and she constantly putting food in his refrigerator. She constantly sending him money to help him. She still buying them shoes. Listen to me. He going to stay in that same cycle. It ain't going it. And now every time you trying to vent to the mama, the mama telling you he gonna be all right. And now you gonna assume every man got that same kind of issue until you experience something different. Same thing with a man. As a black man, when you dealing with a certain type of when you've been around certain type of women all your life, until you see something different, I promise you, you going to think all of them just fit in the same box.

[00:50:05]It's the only way to see it.

[00:50:08]We just went to Italy and the South Freds. I'm from Springfield, Tennessee.

[00:50:13]I done been to a couple of places. I ain't experienced no place like that. It opened my mind up in a way that I can't even explain. You know why? Because it exposed me to outside of what the news say looking at some videos. It's it's beautiful over there. I actually taste the food. I actually walk the streets. I actually talk to the people. I actually experienced it. Which takes away me, which adds to understanding it's way more to life. is way more in the world than what than what I have been exposed to. And that's what happens. That's what happens with most people, man. U you got to realize that uh sometimes y'all double tap the screen real quick.

[00:51:00]Double tap the screen if you ain't already follow me. Hit the follow button. You got to understand this. You got to understand this sometime.

[00:51:08]And I don't even want to say because you have a destiny or you you got a calling on your life because I'm kind of over that phase in my life with telling people that they going through a suffering because it's something greater that's that's on their life. That's not necessarily always the case. Sometime it's the case because people have continued to pass down their trauma.

[00:51:29]People have continued to pass down their brokenness. And the only thing now you experiences is the same thing that has been being passed down to you. And the way that them people had learned to cope with it was to tell you that it's something greater on your life. But then when you look at the people who was convincing themselves that something greater was a greater calling on their life and something that was coming and them folks is 40 and 50 years old. You need to be asking yourself then what was the greater that was coming for you?

[00:51:53]Then now you telling me the same thing because somebody told it to you and the greater never came.

[00:51:59]It's too many people who going to the graveyard and telling themselves something greater is coming because they want to experience heaven. They want to experience their heaven when they leave and not understand that you've been robbed and it's been snatched away from you here on this earth because you don't have the level of discipline in your mind. You don't have the determination in your mind to obtain and and grasp hold of the life that the Most High really got designed for you the whole time because you sitting around a bunch of people who ain't trying to figure it out because they feel entitled. They feel like God is a genie in a bottle.

[00:52:31]And because I suffered and went through everything that I done went through, eventually something is gonna crack open in the sky. That's why you got so many believers, people who call theirelves Christians, they'll go to church every Sunday and they'll keep putting their money instead of the tithe, but they won't even put the time into their self.

[00:52:46]Listen to what I'm telling you now.

[00:52:48]They'll go pay their tithe in and want entitlement to a blessing, but they won't put time into their self. They won't sit and retain information and learn how to apply the information and then turn around and recycle and repeat the information. They rather go in there and say, "I paid my tithe on Sunday. I know a a blessing is coming." Listen to me now.

[00:53:13]You got to quit telling quit believing that you can continue to do what all of your bloodline done did. I need you to hear me.

[00:53:24]You have to quit believing that you can done what you've seen all of your bloodline do and expect a different result.

[00:53:33]It's no way you have came to an understanding of what the definition of insanity is and that's continue to do the same thing expecting a different result. You have to apply that to your bloodline as well. It's no way you can continue to do what your family has always done. The patterns that they have, the cycles that they have, the children that they have, the ways that they move, the jobs that they have, the places that they travel to when they get in their PTO once or twice a year and believe that that is not the definition of insanity when you have became the exact same thing.

[00:54:08]That is the absolute definition of insanity. Matter of fact, it is the definition of generational curses.

[00:54:16]Curses insanity.

[00:54:18]You have became a part of the same cycle that you watch your great great great greats go through.

[00:54:30]Facts.

[00:54:35]It's time to break that off. If you ain't already following me, hit the follow button. But I just wanted to get on here. I'm start back getting on here more often because I miss uh being able to tell the stories and explain the lessons as I'm talking.

[00:54:55]Uh I got away from that somewhere. Uh when it come to my calling, I got away from that. And uh I got to get back to that. If you ain't already got my book, go get the book. jtb3.org shots have been fired.

[00:55:13]Uh, and again, look, if you've been blessed by anything that I have said, man, and you want to do something for me, you ain't you ain't ordered the book, uh, my cash app is okay. So, boom one. That's K S O B O M1, not K A Y.

[00:55:29]It's OK K S O B O M1.

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