Moving Airbnb to Airbnb while stressed

Added: 2026-05-21

[00:00:00]Hey everybody, welcome back to another video. Today I just got done with work, so I'm going to eat. I just want to show this off. Superioropoly. That would have been cool to play with with the boys.

[00:00:12]They're busy with their jobs, though.

[00:00:16]Everybody is, I guess, like me. That's what I was doing today.

[00:00:21]It was a long day. I'm still struggling to learn the basics pretty much to be real with y'all. But I'm dealing with so much. I'm dealing with so much. Like what?

[00:00:35]I I have to move Airbnbs right now even though I'm out of here tomorrow.

[00:00:50]did that so slowly just to take my shirt off after I had to separate them. So, I still work again tomorrow and stuff which is cool. I really like my hours. I really like my job. Earlier today, I was trying to separate my job for my future cuz it's not really about that. Like, oh my gosh, I'm going be working this forever.

[00:01:12]It's going to go nowhere. This is my life now. Not like that. I'd be fine if that was it.

[00:01:18]It's just like I don't know if I'll even be housed in a few days. So, I'm just thinking about that kind of all the time.

[00:01:36]I'm really trying to get stable right now. I just want to say thanks to everybody who's been helping me. I got to change my pants real quick.

[00:01:45]There's a fair coming to town. Well, it does all the time and I'd like to do stuff like that.

[00:01:59]Um, can't really afford it right now, but if I were able to get into my own housing and start paying for a place, I'm sure a lot of the anxiety I've been feeling before work for no reason would go away.

[00:02:20]I really don't know why I feel that way. So, I was trying to reflect on it this morning and just get better than it because like I understand completely what is happening. I'm not an idiot. Um this is, you know, the hardest point of my life, right? Right. And if I can't get through this, like like dang, I'm just a little baby boy. I'm just a little scaredy-cat. I don't even know what to say. Like, what could be worse than this other than, you know?

[00:02:55]Um, things unimaginable to mankind. I don't know. Like, I really feel like I'm at the bottom.

[00:03:06]Like it could get worse than this, but but that's people choose to get in those situations, right? I mean, just I'm at ground zero. I can do literally anything with my life right now.

[00:03:17]You know, people tell me model and stuff like that.

[00:03:21]That's not what I want to do. I want to work at Hardies. You don't get it. So, I'm putting so much pressure on myself to be this person, to be the guy who worked at Hardies when he was 20 and he didn't have anything but Hardies.

[00:03:34]Okay, it's not really that deep, but it kind of is cuz it's pretty much is what I want to be or who I want to be like the founder. Okay, I don't need to compare to anything cuz it's I'm not comparable. That's what I'm doing.

[00:03:46]I'm choosing this. I'm choosing instability, but I'm going to get stable and then I'm going to show y'all that's how you do it.

[00:03:54]It's so hard.

[00:03:57]It's not easy. It is though. I can't even lie. Like, what else would I be doing? What else should I be trying to do than the right thing to provide for myself and be good and you know provide a service to the community which is fast food. It's really not bad to eat. But when you think about it, that's literally what it's all about. if you like your job. Otherwise, there's people who get stuck in it for life. And then you know what they probably do? Maybe I'm just projecting, but they probably go online and do some other freaky stuff just cuz you know they can't know. They can't process it in real life. So, it's easier to do it that way.

[00:04:38]And it could be anything. Just stop doing that dirt. You know, that's kind of what motivates me to show up and go in because even if I get fired, which is what I really worry about. It's like even if I lost this, if I lost this right now, oh my gosh, y'all have would have no idea. It'd be my fault, too, is what hurts the most. I want to talk about work. I don't want to, you know, throw shade to anybody. I feel like there's definitely a communication issue, though, and I don't know how to solve it cuz it really has nothing to do with me. But they pretty much set me aside when I got into work today and they said, "Okay, there will always be somebody on spot B and C. You only need to worry about spot A, like direct eye contact." It felt personal. I don't think it's that deep. I think it's more just this lady's, you know, personality and who she who she is. And she is amazing. You know, she's really good at her job and I admire that. And you know, all this hyping up sounds like I'm about to bring people down, but I'm not. It's just I don't know. They say things and it's like remember I I know exactly what it is and I was just getting defensive and I don't know why I get that way. But it also I think I know exactly why cuz it's a communication issue.

[00:05:53]like they're kind they're trying to correct me out of things that it's like do I really need to be corrected on that or do you need to be corrected on the way you're presenting me to solve this problem.

[00:06:06]I'm not trying to be rude but just today like they told me you don't have to do anything just frontline just focus on getting this down because you are struggling. That's exactly what they said pretty much. And then, you know, they went into detail and gave me examples and I'm like, I don't want to give examples, but but I could say this and they're like, oh no, give examples.

[00:06:25]So then I did. No response pretty much gagged. I'm not even trying to be like that, but it's just like, meet me in the middle, okay? Like, if you're going to bring this energy, let me return it.

[00:06:36]That's why I'm doing it on a video. A little bit healthier than saying it to her face. But like even then, I get defensive in the moment. It's like I've never said get a small drink. Never. cuz I know what up charging is. I've never said get a Would you like a small drink?

[00:06:51]Would you like a small? I've never Would you like a small? I'm That's I think that's the first time today I've said it.

[00:06:58]Maybe I have. Maybe they could pull it off on recording. I don't know. It's just a simple mistake. It felt personal though. It felt like like here's what I would say if that maybe I haven't been training you well enough instead of Well, we don't want you to go months without getting trained. Can you see verbally why it sounds like that's an issue?

[00:07:20]You shouldn't have that. Should you should just fire people if they go a month without getting trained a week.

[00:07:26]Seriously. And I guess they don't hold their workers to that standard. But I believe they should. And maybe I'm putting too much pressure on myself because I'm just finding out today after a week. Focus on your one task. Stop trying to help everybody. You know, I keep I go over there. I try to to fill the fries and it's like I don't want to be getting in people's ways. I just want to be useful. But now they're telling me don't do that. So what really sucked today is so they told me that they gave me the pep talk and it's like okay okay I understand like I I wasn't getting too defensive. It was just one moment where I had no burst and I'm like I'm like I'm not saying that cuz if cuz I can feel that energy. You know what I'm saying?

[00:08:05]subliminently. You e even if it's not that deep, even if it I I'm sure I'm not in any danger of getting fired right now, but I keep messing up with the orders. You know, you're supposed to say, "Did you order the new prime rib every day?" And all that's really simple to remember and get down. And I don't know why I keep choking, but there's a new shift lead who comes in today and he's tell he's trying to train me in all these new things. And it's cool. I've done all those things before, but they but like I'm just thinking in the background of my mind, okay, but they told me stay on station A. Now he's telling me go do station B, go do station C without telling me it. He's just saying here's what you do and then he's looking at me and expecting me to do it. And it's like, bro, this is like I'm genuinely being like that. That's his job. I get I'm training into it and that's the best way to learn is the example.

[00:08:58]So show me show me how to do it. I You haven't even done it once really.

[00:09:03]Maybe only once, but let's get into a flow. Maybe if it's busy and I don't I guess that's how you learn. So, I'm just upset because that there's a communication issue there where I wasn't expecting to learn anything today. I kind of for 2 hours I was already in the mindset of okay, I focus on my job. I keep doing things one step at a time and then all of this is just adding to stress because I'm dealing with housing instability. So, I can see why some people break and they'd probably quit in this situation, but no way will I. I love this job, okay?

[00:09:37]And I'm genuinely trying my best. And people are supporting me, and I know that they're just supporting me because they see a 20-year-old who's just trying to do what's best for him or whatever. I just want to say thank you.

[00:09:53]Genuinely, thank you. Can't express it enough. You know, I make these Minecraft videos and then that I have this love garden. I try to put some of most of my donators in there because you all mean so much to me.

[00:10:11]I wouldn't be where I am without you. I wouldn't be having this job and being able to talk about my life without people supporting me. So, seriously, thank you.

[00:10:23]Um, I feel privileged to have a job like this. And I know it sounds crazy because it's a job that you just get out of high school or some people would call like I don't know bottom of the barrel probably. Like I don't know what the comparison would be. It's just lowend, right? Probably low income specifically.

[00:10:44]It's not any shade. I've always wanted this job since I came out of high school.

[00:10:52]These are really good.

[00:11:01]I'm so grateful.

[00:11:04]This is a free meal.

[00:11:18]Like I'm being real. I I'm sitting on a gold mine. Not really. But I have $1,400 that I got out of, you know, making a video slightly editing it and posting it.

[00:11:34]I just want to tell you all about the reality of my situation because I'm still trying to understand it and I'm just really grateful.

[00:11:57]I'm going have to finish this food and I'm going to have to move Airbnbs, too.

[00:12:04]So, I have to pack up all my stuff right now. I also have to edit some videos tonight to get them home. I want to make this clear and I want to try to get support for my situation.

[00:12:17]I just recently applied for housing at a place and they messaged me back.

[00:12:23]Okay, a few places have messaged me back, but right now we have I have the opportunity to actually get into a place on June 1st.

[00:12:31]I don't really have the funds to do that to be into an air to be staying in an Airbnb until June 1st. I know it's a lot to ask for.

[00:12:40]It's going to be a lot of money to spend. But if we just think about it this way, sucks for me the most. Not that way, but it's going to because I've been in so many different hosts in so many different places and that's all my own choice. It's a lot of money and I'm so grateful to have been warm and safe and just hosed and able to clean my clothes some nights and eat.

[00:13:09]This past year and a half, the stability has been really really stressful and life shaping um in a way where it's not tough love.

[00:13:23]And I really want to talk about that. I want to get into an apartment and I want to just record it or my reaction and just say thank you. And you know, I was this morning I was thinking about it. And I was imagining crying and then I guess there will be more to it. I really want to have that moment cuz I've never had it before. I'm only 20 years old and I've never had a roommate or anything.

[00:13:52]Over a year and a half ago when I turned 19, I was living with my grandma and I just didn't have a job at the time and they didn't let me pay rent. It just wasn't an option.

[00:14:04]No, not my parents either. So, I'm just not close with them anymore because I don't really understand all of that. I don't really feel like it was fair. When you say it out loud, you know, movie cliché, you know, there's those families where it's like, oh, you know, there's all sorts of situations you can put it through a lens of, and it's just like, I'm not going to lie to y'all. I don't love my parents. It's not something deep that I need to make a video about it. I just want y'all to know that I'm not upset um about all that stuff. Like it it did suck. I miss my siblings a lot. I love them a lot and I'm glad that I still am able to keep communication with them.

[00:14:50]You know, that whole situation definitely sucked at first and especially when I had a lot of friends and they didn't reach out or offer me to stay with them or anything.

[00:15:04]You know, that sucked. I mean, what am I going to do? Ask everybody I know to sleep on their couch. I'm sure a lot of people in my situation have had that thought before. But that's just kind of the stuff I'm always thinking all the time. And what I'm thinking right now is I can get into housing. I can start renting my own place if I just had a little bit more money. If I had a lot more money, it's going to be a lot, but only temporary bit of help. So, I'm going to need all the help I can get. If you want to share the video with some people, maybe they only need to send a dollar.

[00:15:41]I'm trying to say, you know, they could help or if you wanted to leave a comment or like that also boosts the algorithm so that way more people can see it. I'm just 20 years old. I'm working. I like to make videos in my spare time and trying to make my situation better. I can't afford hosing on my own. So, I'm just trying to make a video instead of going on the street.

[00:16:12]I would also like a job like babysitting and dog walking. But when I think about that stuff, like babysitting for example, then I also think about, well, who are your references?

[00:16:22]You know, my parents, they'd have to ask. And then I don't know what they'd say if I'm good with kids or not. They really didn't even let me watch my siblings, which I still find weird because I feel like I'm really responsible and I'm trying to be mature.

[00:16:42]Uh, I just want to say again, I'm really grateful for everybody who's donated this past year and a half. And if anybody wants to, I'm really grateful.

[00:16:53]Please, please, please. I'm just looking for help with hosing and any little bit would mean a lot to me. I'm gonna end the video though. Finish these chicken strips. I'm so hungry.

[00:17:08]>> Classic. Turn the TV on.

[00:17:12]>> That's amazing. I don't even want to change channel. I don't even want to hook up my Xbox. Hey everybody. I just want to say that I'm really grateful to even have electronics like that. if you didn't know, is actually a Christmas gift and it's all that I have really. It allows me to make content in my free time, which is really useful for long-term stability. You know, having a channel that I can use in the future, especially if it's growing right now, is going to be really nice. That's the whole point of being consistent and making better quality videos.

[00:18:02]Makes me really happy. And I couldn't do that alone. I wouldn't be in this new Airbnb without all my viewers help. So, thank you. And I also want to talk about my job a little bit more.

[00:18:18]I don't mean to sound like I'm hating on it too much. I just talk about my experience right when I get home from work all the time. So, I just want to say again, I'm really thankful to all my co-workers. They have been super helpful in training me in. And I I'm definitely, you know, kind of lacking. and I need to pick it up, but I'm really just dealing with so much housing, instability, stress that it's really hard to focus in on the job. Because for me, it's not as easy to just think about it like I'm just going to work and it's going to be it. I mean, really, my whole life depends on this.

[00:19:08]kind of feels like I mean not just about YouTube and getting stability, right? If I got fired, I could just get hired again. It's my whole identity is based upon this place I work at. It's my favorite. The fact that I even got another opportunity at it is amazing. I mean, it's hard to believe that I am able to. I mean, I can't even believe that I was working there at one point, lost the job, and now I'm able to work there again. They're really nice to give me the opportunity, and I don't want to mess it up.

[00:19:51]I'm just trying to ask for support if anybody wants to help me out. But I made a lot of videos like this. So, I'm trying to get into a better place where I don't need to be. But right now, I just can't support myself. I have to get groceries tonight. And it's going to cost me, you know, just a little bit more. But I'm going to try to get some stuff that'll last me a while, like peanut butter and jelly and bread. And hopefully I'm just here until the end of the month and I can get into a place. If I can't get into the place that I have thought about right now, then maybe I can just figure something else out. But I'm going to try to upload this as soon as possible. I just want you all to know that I'm hosed and safe and really grateful.

[00:20:43]Trying to do the best I can and be wise.

[00:20:46]So, I just want to thank you all again for allowing me to do that because I'm very lucky and I understand that. Thanks for watching. And hope you have a great day or night, whatever you're up