my best friend is dead

Added: 2026-05-15

[00:00:00]My best friend killed himself and his death made my entire in life friend group separate. The day I'm posting this video is his birthday and if he was alive today, he would be 20 years old.

[00:00:07]And I'm going to tell you guys the full story and I hope you learned something or you enjoy the video. I had summer school in the summer of 2021. I didn't do any work during quarantine. So I literally fell like three classes at that during the summer and we were put in this little classroom with our laptops and we just made up our classes online. In fact, here's a picture of that classroom with him included. And as you can tell from the fact that it's cover, we made music together way back when I was making music on [ __ ] Band Lab. I'm honestly embarrassed to show this, but I'm just going to show this.

[00:00:40]>> Hey, man. Jay cop. But it was during the summer where our friendship will blossom. And for this story, I'm going to call him Jay. And in this tiny little classroom we have, we also shared the classroom with a girl who I'm going to name Emory. Now, Emory was known for, a lack of better words, being a [ __ ] She was chubby and [ __ ] our age loved that. She would constantly post twerking videos, twerk on [ __ ] She had this annoying little baby voice like she was a pickme. She's also technically my first kiss. It was not my consent. I already have a story talking about it on my channel. But during summer school, Jay and Emory, they were getting along real well. And as they got along, Jay started talking to me less cuz you know he has a girlfriend. Blah blah blah blah blah. Okay. New semester of school starts. Me and Jay, we don't share any classes except for lunch. And that is important to the story. Emry and Jay, they're officially dating. They're posting each other. Gada yada yada.

[00:01:24]Normal 14-year-old [ __ ] Jay was incorporated to this little friend group I had when I was out of school because we all lived kind of near each other so we could all hang out at our one friend's place who didn't really have parents cuz um he came from Florida and his dad came over here for work so he's never home so because his house was empty we would always go to his house to hang out and obviously [ __ ] would do things that you would expect from like 15year-olds who live in a like study now one day we're just chilling in class specifically I remember this I was in science class at the time and the group of [ __ ] also beside they were [ __ ] laughing their asses off like yo yo oh my god yo [ __ ] like silently laughing but like they're being like expensive like they're like screaming whispering sound like yo what happened he's like dude you got to see this dude you got to see this and he's smiling from ear to ear so I thought it was going to be like a funny meme or some [ __ ] but then he's like nah I can't I can't I can't show you this bro this is too this is too much at this point my curiosity peaked cuz everybody's laughing at it I'm like okay you don't have to show me but [ __ ] what is it and then he's like yo you remember Emory Right. My ex. Bro, tell me why she got caught sucking the coach's son dick in a classroom. And I'm not the coach's son friend, so I don't know this part of the story, but I'm going to just say what I know. What people said that was happening was that they was in a classroom that nobody used. I'm I'm guessing because he was a coach's son, he had access to like a key or some [ __ ] He made a video and as a stupid decision, you know, the flex to his friends, he sent it to one of his friends. That friend had downloaded that video, sent it to another friend and then before you knew it, the video start going all around the school. Emory was a very known and social girl. She's literally part of the JRO OTC thingy majiggy. By the end of the day, literally everybody either knows about this video or has seen it themselves.

[00:03:02]And our school has this policy where they can take your phone for literally any reason. Like there's a sign at the beginning of the school saying that they can just take your phone for whatever reason. They're protested by a law. So teachers are literally taking their phones and they're like, "We will charge you with actual charges if you're caught with this video." And they were serious.

[00:03:18]So they caught you with this video. They were going to report you and then give you a felony crime, dude. It's crazy.

[00:03:24]Emory and Nico's son were both suspended, not expelled, and Jay is completely [ __ ] Now, I don't know what happened in private between Jay and Emory, but I do know that they did not break up because of this. And when um Emory came out from her suspension, they were still together. I was very confused. And the whole time Jay isn't really talking to us, his friend group.

[00:03:44]He's just keeping to himself. And the coach's son, he got a longer suspension, but eventually he does come back. On the day that the coach's son came back, Jay is nowhere to be seen and it goes out like any normal day until lunch starts.

[00:03:57]Now remember, me and Jay have the same lunch and so does the coach's son. So when lunch pops up, Jay immediately goes to fight the coach's son and loses. Now, it wasn't like he completely lost, but you know how teenagers are, they gas it up, and because the coach's son was on top of the fight most of the time, they can say that he won and they're like rage bitting Jay. And if you're from the hood, you know that at this point, Jay, he literally will never win an argument again because this situation was just tied to him. And [ __ ] will always say, "Damn, your [ __ ] got fucked." And then the [ __ ] who [ __ ] your [ __ ] beat your ass. That's just how [ __ ] are.

[00:04:29]Jay was very hotaded. So anytime he would argue with a [ __ ] that's the first thing a [ __ ] would say to him.

[00:04:33]When [ __ ] talk [ __ ] about him behind his back, that's what they would say about him. And that [ __ ] you know, he's a blah blah blah blah. But as I said you guys earlier, for whatever reason, Jay and Marie, they're still together after this. Even though that video of her was taken while they were together. I'm not saying it's weird for someone to take like a cheater. Happens all the time. But seeing proof of actually happening, I I couldn't I couldn't. Jay and Emory, they're still together and nothing happens for a long time. In fact, damn near two entire years goes by with literally nothing happening. Well, to us publicly in private, they might have had their own issues. We don't know. And as a friend group, we're all chilling again, right?

[00:05:06]And one of our friends is like, "Yo, there's a party happening tonight. We should go." I'm not a party guy. You guys know this. But everyone else was going and I I wasn't going to get left out. At first, Jay was like, "Yeah, my girl be tripping." But then later decided, "Okay, I'm going to bring her with me." And again, if you're from the hood, you know these functions have a bunch of underage drinking, a lot of weed, a lot of substances that don't mix very well. I get there with my friend.

[00:05:26]I'm going just call him basketball guy because, you know, he plays basketball.

[00:05:29]He's also the guy that's from Florida.

[00:05:31]Now, the guy's house chilling. And there's also another guy. I'm just going to call him Little Dick because he's short. Little dick stays at basketball guy's house. was a me and basketball guy were at the function because the function was literally up the street from us. Like literally less than a minute of walking. I was living in a very small city. Like you can walk the entire city in like 20 30 minutes. We're at the function. It's cool. And Jay, he comes over here with you know Emory is girl and you know it's a function. So [ __ ] are smoking, drinking, blah blah blah blah. Little dick stays at Jay's house. Now I don't remember what time this was but this was during summer and it was at night time. If I had to assume it was probably 11:00 and then a group of [ __ ] come, like two, three cars, they all come at once. Just for reference, I drew it. This is the house layout. This is a hill. So everything right here, this is all this is all like downhill. This right here is like uphill. And on this side is where everyone parking is parking their cars and stuff. Me and basketball guy were right here and Jay was right here. And this girl was in the house somewhere.

[00:06:21]And as I said, this is when three like three cars pull up. Coach's son pops out and he just pops out. The coach's son pulls up with athletes. And I don't know if I said this earlier, but Jay is also an athlete, just not in the same sport.

[00:06:33]And naturally, Jay gravitates towards those [ __ ] you know, the athletes, you know, the popular kids. I guess Jay and Coach Son, they still have bad blood, but it's been 2 years, so they just tend to not talk to each other. So, it's just a beefy gun on site. I even got into this conversation. I'm not really friends with like the athletes.

[00:06:47]Like, I know certain athletes here and there, but I wasn't friends with all the athletes. But even I'm in this conversation. There's a big group. I say it's like a group of like like 12 [ __ ] All of us just in like a group.

[00:06:56]Um, not really all talking at the same time to each other. We're in like little mini groups and having our own different conversations, but you guys you guys get the gist. Emory comes outside and Emory immediately is on Jay's dick and she's like, "Uh, come inside. I don't want you out here anymore." Blah, blah, blah.

[00:07:10]Making this very weird facial expression. The athletes, they start, you know, like giggling a little bit.

[00:07:15]Like it's not too abundantly obvious, but like they're like giggling a little bit. And he's like, "No, I'm hanging out with the guys." And she's like, >> "Baby, I need you to come outside now. I need why come inside."

[00:07:25]>> He's like, "No." But I I swear it was like 5 minutes of her begging, but eventually she gives up and then uh [ __ ] start laughing and [ __ ] I don't remember exactly what happened. I kept with my conversation, but I remember distinctly hearing like after a while, [ __ ] nobody give a [ __ ] Yo, [ __ ] cheated, [ __ ] Instantly I knew it was going to happen. And then Jay's like, "Nigga, what are you talking about, bro?

[00:07:42]You talking about some old [ __ ] [ __ ] You puss, bro. You bitch." [ __ ] who a [ __ ] bro? Show me a [ __ ] Show me a [ __ ] You won't show me a [ __ ] right now. Show me a [ __ ] [ __ ] who? I will beat your ass, [ __ ] Oh god, you [ __ ] bro. You even beat the [ __ ] who [ __ ] your girl, [ __ ] What are you talking about, [ __ ] They're lying cuz I [ __ ] coaches when this [ __ ] [ __ ] happened.

[00:07:57]And honestly, I'm surprised that they got this far without swinging on each other. But then the [ __ ] he's arguing with say something crazy. He's like, "No, no, we not talking about that, [ __ ] We not talking about that, dude.

[00:08:07]We talking about 3 months ago." Say God, your [ __ ] get fought by two [ __ ] in the car. Say on God. And I got the video. Oh, boom. Jay hit the smoothest right hook I've ever seen on this [ __ ] Like it fully connects. And then of course, [ __ ] friend starts fighting on Jay. And the [ __ ] who just got punched, they're now both jumping Jay. I immediately try to get involved cuz you're not going to jump my homeboy. I get involved. Some [ __ ] stiff bars me so [ __ ] hard. I thought a [ __ ] pick me up. And I hit my head mad hard on the ground. I was like 57 at the time. These [ __ ] like 6' 3 plus. But then these [ __ ] be getting to jump. Jay and I'm on the ground. I can't do anything but my head hurts. I couldn't see how many [ __ ] was beating his ass. I guess it was like 3 to four. Best basketball dude were friends with. He's like, "Hey, y'all don't stop that [ __ ] Swear to God. [ __ ] out." And I'm guessing some girl heard this in the background. She's like, "Oh my god, he has a gun." By the time I'm in a days, it's 11:00 at night.

[00:08:51]I'm on the ground. And I see people recording with their flashes on. I thought I was dying. The [ __ ] hear that someone has a gun. Okay, everyone starts running. Basketball guy helps me get up. We don't know where Jay's at, but basketball guys like, "Hey, let's go out to my house." Jay's MIA. We get back. My head still hurts. We tell Lil Dick what happens. And we're just chilling in the bedroom until we hear a knock from the living room. Basketball guy opens up the door and it's Emory.

[00:09:12]And you know, she's full crying and she's like, "Where's Jay? We can't find him." And we're like, "We should be asking you. He was fighting over you."

[00:09:20]Maybe I should have kept my mouth shut, but I do have like some type of social autism. So I like, bro, what what are they talking about? They said you got [ __ ] on video while you and Jay were together and she's like, "What? Oh my god, what are you talking about?"

[00:09:32]Basketball guy is like, "Dude, I lowkey don't give a [ __ ] Y'all got to get in my house." Emir is just binging her [ __ ] eyes out and Little Dick is not seeing anything. I look at basketball guy. I'm like, "Hey, we can't just let her walk home. We don't even know where her home is at. She should at least wait until she has a secure way to get back home. and everything outside calms down.

[00:09:49]And he's like, "Cool." He has two couches. We sit on one. And I was probably asking the wrong questions, but I I have [ __ ] hiccups. Holy [ __ ] I was probably asking the wrong questions, but I started asking her about what what what a what are they talking about? And then she looks at little dick while crying and then looks away and then says nothing. And it was a very intentional look, which gave me a very weird vibe. I didn't find out until the next day why.

[00:10:11]At school, Emory and Little Dick have been [ __ ] and this video Little Dick took of him running a twoman in a car on Emory. And after this day, we don't hear from Jay. Not directly at least. I still talk to Little Dick in school, but all around I don't hang around with him that much. And me and basketball guy, you know, it's the same thing. He we mostly hang around the athletes now. And we don't hear from Jay. We don't see Jay in person. He just suspect in the group chats, nothing. I just ended the near the school year and Jay FaceTimes us all in the group chat and he's like, "Hey."

[00:10:39]And then we speak to him. We have this really like deep conversation just one random night I don't remember what about and then radio silence we just go on with our lives until in the summer tragically we get the news that he killed himself now I cannot give details on how he did it because all you have to do is search up my city and that and you get his full name you probably track which high school I went to and all that other [ __ ] I don't want that on the internet but it was done intentionally and he was very popular in our school so till this day people have highlights of him with the little broken heart emoji with you know pictures of him. If I was more personal on this channel, I wouldn't be showing like some of the screenshots and videos we got of this like, you know, time area. You know, it's kind of crazy to me cuz I never expected um something this drastic from him. He did have mental health issues.

[00:11:23]Like he was a crash out, but I never expected him to, you know, do some [ __ ] like that. It's crazy that I can literally go back and hear our old songs together or I can I can find a picture of him or I can find one of his own drawings and [ __ ] And it's weird to see somebody, you know, personally die so young. I It's weird. And this wasn't an isolated incident of one of my friends, you know, tragically doing the extreme.

[00:11:46]Um, even I have my own mental health issues and suicide attempts. So that's why I treat mental health so seriously on this channel. And that's why in this video, I didn't want to incorporate any dumb memes to, you know, distract you from this actual real story. I don't want to see comments saying that he kills himself over a girl. It's obvious that he didn't. And obviously he has some some [ __ ] going on behind the scenes that I don't know enough to put in this video. And the tragic thing about suicide is the fact that most of the times when it happens, you don't know why. You can never pinpoint a reason. There's even this Black Mirror episode I watch where um a mother and her daughter her daughter killed herself. And um the whole time he's over she's over here stressing and she wants to know why. She's trying to log into her old social media accounts to see if she can find a reason why. And at the very end of the episode, she gets logged in, but we can't see. We never get to see what's on the account because probably no matter what she's seen on that account, it didn't give her closure to why her daughter took her own life.

[00:12:37]And I can't pinpoint the exact reason that Jay took his life. But I do know that this entire situation with this girlfriend deeply affected him mentally.

[00:12:45]It's also affected me a lot, his death.

[00:12:46]And I've made so many songs um tributing his death and talking about him and my regret for not being there for him.

[00:12:54]My brother wish my heart.

[00:13:13]>> But yeah, I just want to get the story off my chest. My