Leaving Control: Trusting Yourself After Harmful Beliefs

Added: 2026-05-27

[00:00:00]I put in my most recent main channel video on Niza Now Nicole talking about a video where she's like I was told that my heart is deceitful even though it was my heart that sort of led me to Christianity but now I can't trust my heart now that I'm in it is very much a control tactic where you when you think about the world in this way often you become very conditioned to dismiss anything the outside world has to say. You can never trust any sort of actual authority on the Bible or history or whatever social issues. You can't trust them because they could all be wrong. You can't even trust other people in the institution.

[00:00:39]You can't just rely on what a current council said or even the pontiff cuz even even the pope can send you to hell.

[00:00:45]And the only person that you can trust to be correct is the person that has a vested interest in maintaining control of you and that is it can often be incredibly harmful when you leave because you've learned that you can't trust yourself, you can't trust your experiences, you can't trust experts, you can't trust the outside world.