The Secret of Yirah

Added: 2026-06-03

[00:00:28]Okay. Shalom everyone.

[00:00:31]So, this is going to be a very special live. A live that will be one of a kind. And usually I don't record the inner teachings or of course do the inner teachings outside of mouth to ear and in a very small circle.

[00:00:51]But recently, by massive request and because many people with inside of the inner circle has asked that I bring these things into the public square and reveal these mysteries to set the record straight regarding the true esoteric, the true mysteries, the real secrets of the Messiah or the real secrets of the Messiah.

[00:01:12]I am making this live, which of course will be recorded and then backlogged onto my YouTube channel, Restoration of the Breach. So for all of you that are joining in, you guys are getting ready to witness the greatest cabalistic mystery ever publicly revealed.

[00:01:30]So to give some context, I am constantly asked, "What is the secret of y?

[00:01:40]What is the secret of the word yura?

[00:01:46]They see that's my name. They see that the books are called lira safer. What exactly is this word ya?

[00:01:56]The word yra hints directly to the messiah. It hints directly to the messiah.

[00:02:03]So it says here in mamelik was written by Ravn Tali. It says the following.

[00:02:11]He writes, "In the power of Yura, the Messiah, all the nations shall come."

[00:02:24]He says, "In the power."

[00:02:28]So what is this yura? And it says, Mashiach.

[00:02:33]So the secret of yah is the secret of the Messiah. And the Messiah or the Messiah is the essence of all of the cabalistic writings. It is the source of all of the deep luranic teachings and going on beyond that surround themselves and are rooted inside of that. But what precisely is this and how can we understand it? Up to this point, many of the mysteries that I've revealed regarding the secret of Yah has been in relations to Rez or in relations to dash meaning by hints and illusions or allegorories. But I've yet to reveal exactly how it's to be understood inside of the Torah and where it witnesses to all of the things that have been taught about this matter. And so therefore, I'm making this particular video and doing this particular live in order to reveal and preserve precisely that. So first we'll go to a couple of sources. So we see that MHL already says here that by the power of Mashiach the nations will be gathered. Rahnaf Tali was alive hundreds of years ago and compiled an excellent safer called Mamelik. It was written in Aramaic and Hebrew. So we already have a source right here revealing its relation to the Messiah.

[00:03:45]So that you guys understand this is not some kind of abstract concept. Although most mechim or people who call themselves mechim are not learned in these particular safers. Therefore they don't really have the context for it. So the next place we're going to go is we're going to go into partis harmon.

[00:04:10]So partis harmon was written by Mosha Delejon. Mosha Delejon is attributed usually to the uh revealing of the sephrazar. And so he says right here, know this regarding the secret of era that it is the beginning of all beginnings. What is the beginning of all beginnings? It refers to the Adam Elleion.

[00:04:34]Okay. And so why is he saying it is the beginning of all beginnings and know over here he writes know this that the foundation of the lowly world is founded upon Yera. So why is Mosha Delejleion saying this about the word Yera? He says that it is the beginning of all beginnings.

[00:04:57]He says that this world is founded upon it. Rav Nathali reveals that Yera is Hamashiach, the secret of the Messiah.

[00:05:04]So let us go into another source and we'll go into a deeper level before I reveal to you the true sword.

[00:05:15]So, our next source is going to come from the Zohar itself.

[00:05:19]We're going to go into prologue in book one.

[00:05:23]And this is what it's going to say.

[00:05:30]In the precepts of the Torah, it says, "In the beginning, Elohim created." So, we're talking about Genesis 1:1, right?

[00:05:36]Boracious bar elohim. This is the first and foremost precept of all. And this precept is called yatashem the fear of hashem and it is also written it says which is called the beginning. So it identifies year is called the beginning which is in alignment with exactly what mosha delejona stated in his safe ramon and precisely what ranali is hinting at.

[00:06:03]It says it is called the beginning. So yura is called beginning. As it is written, the fear of Hashem is the beginning of wisdom. The fear of Hashem is the beginning of knowledge.

[00:06:14]Because this fear or awe, which in Hebrew is the word ya, is called a beginning. And it is the gateway through which one enters into the faith. So the zor is telling us that this secret of ya is the secret of how one enters into the faith. It is the gateway to the faith.

[00:06:33]So we continue onwards and it says the following.

[00:06:37]It says, "And because of this, the place that is named the fear of Hashem, right, Yatashem, is called the beginning of knowledge. And this precept is included here. This is the source and main principle of all the other precepts of the Torah. Whoever observes the precept of Yah observes all the others. And he who does not observes none of the other precepts."

[00:06:59]Why? Because this Yah is the gateway to everything. And then when we go down here it says quesive boracious.

[00:07:08]So in the beginning right it is written in the beginning you guys can see it quesive boracious that beerit in the beginning the very first word of the bible this is ya. And not only that, it says case of boracious who is which literally reads in the beginning who is created Elohim.

[00:07:36]So now that we have the contextualization for the beginning of this clearly it's identifying Yura as the secret of the beginning so on and so forth. So we'll go into one more source and then I'm going to open up and reveal what has never been revealed.

[00:07:50]uh publicly.

[00:07:54]So the next level we're going to find real briefly is in the dele.

[00:08:02]Okay. So this was written by Rav Mosha Ephraim and it says the following regarding this matter.

[00:08:14]You can see here another explanation the verse boracious meaning with wisdom the holy one blessed be he created Elohim example Yura.

[00:08:23]Okay. So again it's identifying as the beginning. So what precisely is this? So we've learned that the secret of Yura apparently is with inside of the Messiah and Mamech states this explicitly through the power of Mashiach.

[00:08:42]The next keys is that the Zohar tells us it's the beginning.

[00:08:48]And then following this we learn that not only is it called the beginning but everything seems to have been created through it. So let us go into the very first verse and see what we can understand.

[00:09:02]So know the very first verse or the very first word of the Bible which is boratious means in the beginning. In the beginning and it is written, it is written Hashem. So vavious is the beginning of hma.

[00:09:37]Okay. The a or yah of hashem is a beginning of hma.

[00:09:42]From this we derive that boracious or the word in the beginning refers to the spherus called hmama. Hukma within and of itself is associated with the brain.

[00:09:54]on the tree of life.

[00:10:02]Hmma is associated with the brain. And so therefore, the word hma contains the letters co. Okay, you see co mo meaning essentially this is the brain.

[00:10:24]Coach, this is the brain.

[00:10:27]And so therefore, hmma is associated with the brain. And so we need to understand is that the word borious is associated with hma but borious is associated with the brain or the mind.

[00:10:42]And for this reason, boracious contains the word ber. Rosh in Hebrew means head. And so berius literally means in the head. In the head. And hma contains the letters koak meaning this is the mind. Now the word yura is hinted to in the word bacious. Our sages say that the name of Messiach existed before all of creation. How do we know this?

[00:11:15]Because the word boratious contains the letters chev which means to dwell the dwelling place.

[00:11:29]The dwelling place of yah. So the word boracious contains the letters the dwelling place of ya. This is precisely why it's written that yra of God is the beginning of wisdom.

[00:11:46]Having expounded this in some general and razlike way, we need to go to the actual panemas. We need to go as it is written panamel panim which one should not understand panamelanim meaning he spoke to hashem face to face but rather panemius el panmius. we need to go into the real levels as to what's going on here. So, first and foremost, we need to understand boratious and hma refers to the simsum. So, for those of you that don't know what the Simsum is the Simsum refers to the restriction that occurred at the very beginning of existence. Okay, the very beginning of existence. And due to this it is called beginning.

[00:12:46]It is called the beginning. It is also called.

[00:12:51]We call it wisdom. There are a lot of different puim that hint to this. But the most important thing to understand about the simsum is that this refers to when the endless withdrew itself from all directions precisely in the center.

[00:13:05]Creating a vacancy where there was no vacancy. Creating a limit where there was no limit. creating a depth where there was no depth and a height where there was no height. This very first instance of creation with inside of the infinite potential of the a is called the beginning and is associated with hma and hma I've revealed is a secret of k moak and therefore it is called moak the mind in the most esoteric sections it is called the satim it is called the concealed mind or For the concealed brain, the divine mind of God which came manifested at the very apex of existence when infinity or infinite potential brought forth the first stage of existence. A place where potential would come into being. That place which is the withdrawing of the light creating a vacancy where there was no vacancy is the secret of the mind and this is called moak. Now that is the secret of the word boracious. However, the prophet also says he declared the end from the beginning and therefore there is another secret we need to understand. The other secret we need to understand is in the end and that would be the end of the safer Torah. And in the end of the safer Torah we're going to find the word Israel which is the very last word.

[00:14:36]And therefore our sages said in the beginning when Israel arose in thought.

[00:14:43]Let us then identify what exactly is going on here.

[00:14:47]Know that in the very center of the restriction there is what we call the hard spark.

[00:14:53]And this hard spark is the key to what we call Israel.

[00:14:59]Now to understand what the heart spark is, it is referred to by the 231 gates. Why is it called the 231 gates?

[00:15:10]Because it's written elohimior which means and god said let there be light and there was light and therefore reality came into existence by speech.

[00:15:19]We call this speech the lashon hakesh or the holy tongue. And so the mechim were highly concerned with what the speech and how this speech created existence.

[00:15:31]The best way to understand this is to see that the holy tongue in which the Torah is written in is a code in which reality is written in. So we have to look at it like a programming language.

[00:15:42]When we take the 22 letters as it is written in safer yet sir alf with every letter every letter with alf bait with every letter every letter with bait it creates 231 combinations exactly to understand the secret of the 231 gates.

[00:15:56]Know therefore that it is every letter mixed with every letter to the first order of its magnitude. Every twoletter combination with none repeating it creates 231.

[00:16:07]Therefore, anytime that you see or hear or get or or uh behold 231, know it's referring to this potential because in order for anything to exist, the potential for it to exist must first also exist. And for this reason, hma also contains the letters kak, which can be read as potential ma meaning what? And so hma means the potential of what is. That potential comes about through the 231 gates which is hinted at by the word Israel because the word Israel contains the letters yes which means substance. We'll get back to this and the letters ra lamemed alf which are the value ra is 200 lmed is 30 and alf is one. And so the real Israel means the substance of 231.

[00:17:07]With this we can understand what is written in the beginning like hinting to Bacius when Israel meaning the 231 gates arose in thought. Therefore this hard spark is called thought.

[00:17:22]So we're going to just put the word makshava here.

[00:17:27]Okay thought. And so now we have two equations. We have Moak which is called the mind identified to be the secret of bacius and we have makshava in the beginning which is called thought. And so we have two points of access the mind and thought. How can we see this in a practical light? This is why with inside of the mind exists the thought.

[00:17:55]And just as I said the thought was ALF with every letter and every letter with ALF being the secret of the 22 letters.

[00:18:01]So too does your thought speak to you via letters. Those letters gather to form words. And so our thoughts are an amalgamation of words which are really an amalgamation of letters that exist inside and within the mind.

[00:18:20]Having explained these two things we can understand something about boratious.

[00:18:24]Sporacious meaning in the beginning. I said literally can be read as in the head. And so in the head are two things. The mind which is called moak and makshava which is called thought.

[00:18:42]We learn this from the first and last letters of the Torah. The word boracious and the word Israel. But yet still I haven't explained what ya means and how it relates to the Messiah or any of these things. I have however explained that the word boratious contains the letters chev the dwelling place of ya. So in order for us to understand this mystery we're going to continue on the first bassuk.

[00:19:10]So know go ahead and erase this. So know therefore that the next word is going to be the word barah Elohim.

[00:19:24]Okay. So thus we can read boracious bar elohim. In the beginning created Elohim.

[00:19:30]But now boratious can be read as in the head created Elohim. So what is this Bara Elohim? Well, the deagle which is written by Rav Mosha Ephraim says this is Yera. How could they possibly say this is Yera?

[00:19:48]Now I'll get to it. So know that the mind which is the Sims Tsum is the secret of the letter Yod of the divine name of God Yod VH. And that the heart spark which is the secret of Israel in the makshavah is a secret of the letter hey of the divine name because the divine name or y v y refers to hey refers to bina the letter vav hints to the next having a value of six hints to gura defes and yisad being six in And the final hay of the divine name of God corresponds to Malc. So that you should understand that the name Yke actually hints to the spir. And so what we need to understand is that yod is hma and hey is bina.

[00:20:46]Now y refers to the simsum and hey refers to the makshava the thought. With this, we'll analyze the word Elohim and see what we can derive from it.

[00:21:02]The word Elohim, as Tika Zohar brilliantly reveals Elohim, contains the letters mle yod.

[00:21:20]What does mle mean? It means to fill the filling of yod and hay. So what is yod and what is hay? Yod has been explained to be the simsum, the divine mind, the vacancy and hay is thought. And so Elohim contains the letters mle which can now be read as the filling of the mind and thought.

[00:21:53]And it also contains the letters of ilim meaning silenced.

[00:22:01]Yod and which means silenced the mind and thought.

[00:22:14]What was it that filled the mind and thought of God in the beginning? And what is it that silenced the mind and thought of God in the beginning? And the answer to that is concealed in the words bar elohim.

[00:22:29]Because the word barah and Elohim contain the letters of mle to be filled.

[00:22:44]Y to be filled in Yera.

[00:22:53]So the letters of Barlo Elohim, right?

[00:22:56]Boracious Barlohim in the beginning created Elohim or in the beginning created God. The words created God contain the letters mle meaning to fill by ina.

[00:23:08]And with it it comes to also include the letters of ilim meaning silenced to be silenced in yera.

[00:23:24]And so for this reason they're all telling you including the zohar the delel raf nthali that yera is the beginning and everything is coming through this yera. And what is yera? For many of you who are uh not Jewish, you probably heard the name Jehovah Gyra.

[00:23:41]Jehovah Gyra means y vira because yera is a name of God. It's a name of God so lofty and so high it's not attributed to any spheros at all. So let us go into exactly what this is for us to crack the code of ura. know that the word is the numerical value of 216 which is the same numerical value as Elon the Adam Elleon which is also value 216.

[00:24:20]Now we identify exactly what Yura is.

[00:24:23]Eura is the secret of the Adam Elleon.

[00:24:26]The adameleion as aim tells us right that so we have the mind we have the thought we have the simsum and we have the heart spark when the light of the endless began to pour into this place it pours itself in and the image of a superal man which we call which is called the adamelon arrayed in 10 saphiro Okay. And that is called the atom cadman and called the atom eleon. And this is called the or yashar. And so it's called the atom yashar meaning the straight light or the straight atom. And so because of this we now can understand what it means to be filled in and to be silenced in yera. It means that the when the endless light began to pour in, the surrounding endless light began to pour into the vacancy which is the divine mind and descend to the place of the divine thought. The mind and thought of God became filled in which means now it says to be filled by the Adam Elleon by the superal atom. And so and to understand when I'm talking about the Adam Leon, I'm not talking about the atom of of the garden. The Adam Elleon is literally called the garment of God. It says that the unlimitable the a self garbed itself in the Adamon which is a structure of tense spheros in the image of the superal man which again the word superernal man is adameon.

[00:26:06]Okay.

[00:26:09]So now that I've explained this and I've said this is the secret of ura and this is the secret of the adamelon. What does it mean to be filled? What does it mean to be filled? To understand what the filling is mle and how this was filling you have to know these are all the spheros khakma right.

[00:26:30]So these are all the spheres and we call this the circular aspect and therefore you should know that the world's A celus which is associated with hma has an ordinal value.

[00:26:55]So now we're going to continue on and go to Berea and AA.

[00:27:13]And we calculate the ordinal values of these words.

[00:27:20]The numerical value of atilus, berea, yatsir and aa.

[00:27:25]The numerical value again of atilus, briatir which are the four worlds is 216 which is the numerical value of the word yera.

[00:27:37]Okay. So therefore what exactly is it that filled the mind and the divine thought? It filled the mind because yera is aulus birania because the atom elejleon which is also the numerical value of yera is all of the worlds whose height is the highest height and whose depth is the lowest depth. This is exactly why Sephra Ramon says that the beginning of all beginnings is era and this lowly world he says right after is founded upon era. So he's saying the highest height and the lowest depth meaning all of the worlds. But it goes even deeper because as the divine mind and the divine thought of God which is the sums right the the primordial hma and the the primordial makshava beheld this light of the eliminable beheld its own glory its own splendor its own light. It could not comprehend the magnitude of the a sof meaning the infinite. Why? Because the mind was by the limit of its height. Meaning it could not grasp the divine splendor which yera also means awe. It could not comprehend this divine awe because of the limit of the height.

[00:28:56]And the thought could not grasp it either because of the limit of the depth. And therefore they fell into silence. And that's why the words means mle to be filled in ya. And then it says elim to be silenced in yera. Silenced.

[00:29:15]What? Silenced.

[00:29:17]Because when you enter into awe, you become silenced.

[00:29:22]This is why the word Elohim contains the letters mle y meaning to fill yod and hey the mind and thought and to be silenced meaning the divine mind and the divine thought. And why were they silenced?

[00:29:38]They were silenced because the mind could not grasp the magnitude of the light of the glory of awe that was entering into that place. And neither could the thought grasp the glory of the awe that was entering into that place.

[00:29:53]And that glory which is the adamleon is the secret of ya. It literally is yura because yura is the adamleon which of course is awe. So we have to go a little bit further into this. Now that light in addition it's been explained to you that the ordinal values of atalulus bia is a numerical value of yura.

[00:30:18]So too are the words which is the first level of the soul nephesh the five levels of soul and nephesh which is the highest worlds of Adam Kadmanus Bia and And then we go to the very bottom we say of one and what is the numerical value of this is 37 is 23 is 53 ruach is 34 the ordinal of nephesh is 52 and is ordinal 17 and the value 216 that's the value of yura that is the value of yra because not Not only did he fill all of the worlds whose height was all of the worlds because the Adamon Melik Mashiach King Messiah his height is all of the worlds batsia but his light is also the light of all of the worlds.

[00:31:33]And therefore the next word Elohim the next word is at in the puk.

[00:31:42]And what is et is alf meaning the first letter of the Hebrew alphabet and tav the last letter of the Hebrew alphabet. And therefore the next letter are the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet because I've explained that the 22 letters are in the secret of the atom eleon. It is the superal glory. It is the superal splendor. It is the panemius and atmos the essence of God's own being. The letters aren't something that's created by God. The the the letters are the manifestation of his panemius the manifestation of his own being his own essence. And so therefore it is in the secret of et.

[00:32:27]Now I've explained some incredibly powerful lofty things regarding this puk. And up to this point, I've probably revealed more than I probably should have, but I'm going to uh reveal one more thing.

[00:32:42]The ordinal value of boracious ba elohim at and the final words are hashim.

[00:33:02]Okay. In the beginning at the shayim created the heaven the earth is the ordinal value is the same as so the entire ordinal value of the whole first b is 298 that's the same value as z this is this so is the secret of okay so just to give you guys the the numerical values Okay. 1270 ya zoda. The entire ordinal value of the very first borious is the value of this is the secret of yera. And now you can understand and this secret. There are very very very very few mem in all of history who have ever entered into the secret of the faith. To know what the Adam Elleon actually is to behold and witness the glory of that place, the filling of the divine mind, the filling of the divine thought, the staggering of awe that happened within that mind and within that thought. to understand the secret of the origin of the Adam Elleon and how it exists in the Torah itself. It's always explained through midrash or Remes by hints and by allegorories but not in the pashhat, not in the plain text.

[00:34:39]Here I've already revealed probably way more than I should have. But it's in the plain text. the concepts that are to be found inside for example the order of emanation or to be found inside of Tik Y for those of you that have been following my work for over the years know that it's only by hint and allegory that I'm hinting to these things but not by the pashad of the Torah and up until now until this video literally as you guys are watching I've only passed these secrets that I'm sharing with you the real secrets to enter into the real panios the real gateway of the faith which is what the Zohor says in the beginning that is the gateway of the into the faith from mouth to ear to very select students that are filled with zohar they've studied a they've studied midrash talmud they've studied the lurana corpus they've studied kamelik they're familiar with and all these other things in order to even come to the threshold of grasping these things because as I've explained in prior videos every Hebrew word black letters are locks and to open the lock, you need the right interpretations. Those interpretations we call ticun. The word tikun in Hebrew literally means a key, a key. And so these tacons open these locks meaning the words are locks and their interpretations open their doors. And when you open their doors, you enter into the superlot, the superal palaces, the inner dimensions, the inner chambers of the upper worlds to comprehend exactly what it's being talked about.

[00:36:13]So, I'm not going to go into too much more detail here because I've already, as I said, revealed way more than I probably should have, but it's important for all of you guys to grasp and comprehend what the secret of the y is.

[00:36:26]Now, I have in times past explained the secret of the atom and what that garment actually is. It's called the garment of light. and how that garment of light and how the 22 letters form that garment of light and how it permeates all of existence and all of reality and how everything is after its image and pattern and form.

[00:36:44]But due to the length of this, I'll save that if I recap on it for another time.

[00:36:50]But for all of you that are here watching this, the secrets of yah are the highest secrets of all of the kabala and the highest secret of the Messiah.

[00:37:00]You guys saw exactly where Natali states in Hamashiach by the power of you're the messiah because you have to understand that the atom elon surrounds all worlds and everything surrounds him. It is the most inner light. It is the very light of the illimitable meaning the the the infinite and it is the essence of everything. And so when I'm talking about you're a Hamashiach or you're the Messiah, I'm not talking about some abstract thing and I'm not talking about a person or something like this, but I'm referring to the Adam Ellejon which is the most inner light of all of existence, the essence of every single thing in creation.

[00:37:45]that superernal endless that guards itself in the lights of Atulus Brieta and all of the parts of Abimukva so on and so forth whose very cle are the spheros of emanation and all of the rest. So I'm going to go ahead and bring this to a conclusion and I'll I'll re-upload this God willing onto my YouTube channel Restoration of the Breach. But for those of you that were here, it was a very incredibly advanced lesson. May Hashem bless you to open your eyes to behold the wonders of his Torah. David said, "Open my eyes and behold the wonders of your Torah." Amen, everyone. Shalom.