You're a Beluga Because of Social Anxiety

Added: 2026-05-27

[00:00:00]Hey, pretty girl club. Welcome back to the beluga series. And today I'm going to talk about how a lot of belugas have social anxiety. So, one of the pretty girl club members, she mentioned this in the comment section. And that is so true because recently when I went to this event, it was literally a volunteering event at a very fancy place. They had this beautiful um tent set up. They had breakfast for everybody. They had coffees set up for everybody. So, I came to this event looking cute. I had my cute jeans on. I had my cute little outfit on. And as soon as I walk into the event, there are some belugas standing off to the side and they're over here hovering over the donuts. And it's like, first of all, ma'am, why are you not allowing other people to get the donuts? Why would you just stand there like you're the freaking guard of the donuts? They were literally just standing there, people watching. Have you ever met someone where it's like they don't do anything? They just kind of watch and observe what everybody else is doing. They're always people watching. They're always tracking what you're eating, but then they're not tracking their own food. So, there were these belugas standing off to the side.

[00:01:12]They were hovering over the donuts. And then one of the belugas walked up to me.

[00:01:16]She's like, "Oh, do you want a donut?"

[00:01:18]And it's like, "Ma'am, why would I want 1300 calories and 150 gram of sugar at 6:00 a.m.?" And this is not the first time this has happened, by the way.

[00:01:28]There was another event one time that I went to. Uh we were volunteering. We were going to be in a parade. Do you know how fun that is to be in the parade? And yeah, it's like we're just walking or whatever. Okay, but still, we get to be in a [ __ ] parade. And instead of you embracing the fact that we're going to be in a parade, you would rather walk around and try to search for donuts and lattes. So instead of actually being excited about this celebration that's going on, instead of being excited about meeting other people, you're not entertained by a parade, you're more entertained by a giant donut. You're more entertained by a bacon, egg, and cheese sandwich.

[00:02:08]That's an example of belugas who have this social anxiety. It's like they value food over people. Have you ever met somebody at a church? Have you ever been around like the big ladies at church where they're always fighting to be the cook? They want to be like the best cook. I've noticed a lot of belugas, they want to be known for their cooking cuz it's like, "Okay, if I can't be known for my beauty, I got to at least be known for my cooking." So, there's always a beluga fighting to prove herself. She's always fighting to prove her value. And so every time the potluck comes around, every time there's a cookout, of course the beluga, she wants to cook the main dish and she doesn't want anybody else to cook anything. All of that points back to that sense of anxiety. Um, a lot of women who are a part of beluga culture, they feel the need to prove themselves in other areas because think about it, they don't have the body card and a lot of them don't have the face card because when your face is super fat, it literally can mess up like your bone structure and every like you can't see your bone structure in the same way.

[00:03:16]So, when you turn to the side, you know, when your face looks like a bowling ball or whatever, your face card kind of declines. So, a lot of beluga, they can't wear their hair in a slick back bun. They can't wear their hair in like a high ponytail and look like a cute cheerleader or a Barbie or something.

[00:03:31]They just look like an obese woman with a ponytail. So, because they can't do simple expressions of femininity, I've noticed that for a lot of them, their main expression of femininity is by cooking. So, cooking for other people, cooking for dusties.

[00:03:49]Every Thanksgiving, every holiday, there's always a pickme beluga who's willing to give out free plates. every single time. I mean, she literally treats her house like a soup kitchen, giving out free plates to everybody else. And has anybody ever been around a beluga where she's pressuring you to eat more food? She always wants everybody else to eat more food, and she's doing it because it it causes her to not feel as bad. She feels bad. She knows that she's eating too much food. And so, in order to soothe her own anxiety, she'll try to convince everybody else in the room to be a beluga. She'll be like, "Oh, come on over here, baby. Just get some more food. Oh, just get another plate." So, it's like she wants you to eat another plate because she just had five plates. That's the only reason.

[00:04:33]It's a coping mechanism. She wants to see the pretty skinny girl sabotaging herself as well. That makes her feel comfort. Watching you self-sabotage, that makes the beluga feel a sense of comfort and peace. But have you ever known somebody who's a beluga and it's like no matter how exciting the event is, she's always anxious? So like when we were at the parade, I was excited to go to the parade. I had a cute little hairstyle on. I had my cute little t-shirt on and a little hat and everything. I had my boots on. It was just a vibe. I was so excited to be at the parade. And this girl, she was not paying attention to the parade at all.

[00:05:13]All she could think about was getting donuts or getting a latte or just having something to eat or what restaurant we were going to after the parade. And it's like, first of all, why would I want to eat a giant donut and a latte when I'm about to be in a parade? Why would I want to be going on the float in the parade and then I'm holding in my boo boo? I'm over here clenching my butt the entire time I'm in the parade because I just had a giant latte and a donut. Like a lot of beluga, they don't think things through. You do realize that the more you eat, the more you're going to have to go to the bathroom, right? And then if you eat too much, you really could like get constipated or nauseous or you could have diarrhea. So, it's like, why would I go through all this drama and be clenching my butt in the parade all because I couldn't resist a [ __ ] sprinkled donut? And part of the reason why people are so obsessed with donuts, you don't even like donuts. You just like the sprinkles. You just like the decoration on the donut. That's all it is. You just like the frosting. Oh, there's a football game and then they decorated it with the Patriots logo on it. Okay. So, you only ate that donut because it had a decoration on it. So, just let that sink in. You just ate 1/3 of a pound, about 1300 calories.

[00:06:31]Remember, a a pound of weight is about 3500 calories. So, you just gained 1/3 of a pound eating one item, a donut, all because it had a [ __ ] football logo on it. All because it has the World Cup logo on it. And that's how they get the Belugas. The doughut shop will take whatever World event is going on.

[00:06:52]They'll be like, "Oh, FIFA World Cup."

[00:06:54]And then they just put that on the donut. They they get some custommade frosting or sprinkles that have the different colors with all the countries on it. And then they'll be like, "Oh, it's a donut with with Ghana on it. It's a donut that has South Africa decorated on it for the World Cup." So, they're literally eating these donuts for no reason. And it's really because they just have anxiety. Belugas are anxious when it comes to talking to people. They can't talk to people normally. They feel like everybody's staring at their fat.

[00:07:24]And I'm going to be honest, they are.

[00:07:25]I'm going to be honest. I I don't even care anymore. People are looking at your fat. Yes, people think they're better than you. Oh, do skinny women think they're better than me? Yes. Yes, they do think they look better than you on average. Yes, they are looking at you and saying, "Oh, wow. I'm glad my butt's not hanging out like that. I'm glad my stomach isn't like that. I'm glad I'm not built like a linebacker." So, you know, if you needed somebody to tell you and be honest, here it is. They're definitely looking at you. They definitely noticed that you're fat. And I've heard some belugas make this talking point that, "Oh, well, nobody cares. Men don't care. Jobs don't care.

[00:08:02]My friends don't care. It's all about who you are on the inside. And it's like, uh, excuse me. We live in a very shallow society. Welcome to Earth. Like, what are you talking about? Oh, it's only about what's on the inside. No, that's virtue signaling. That's a coping mechanism. That's something that people are telling you because they want you to stay at the bottom as a beluga. Have you ever met those types of people? They want you to lose weight, but not more weight than them. They want they want you to be skinny, but not skinnier than them. So, that's a talking point of someone that's actually trying to sabotage you. Oh, well, it it's not a big deal. All that matters is what's on the inside. People don't care what you look like. No, only the people who view you as competition, they want you to stay a beluga. That's why they're doing that. But a lot of women, they fall for the propaganda. They fall for these talking points. And so, they just stay in their place. They're they're around a lot of toxic people, too. I've noticed um I've noticed a lot of belugas. Maybe they have family members that were toxic or they have co-workers or friends who are toxic, they're the fat friend. And so, of course, your friends who are fake ass [ __ ] Of course, they want you to stay fat. Of course, they're going to tell you, "Oh, it's not a big deal. Just eat the donut. Oh, that's so cute. Look at the donuts decoration. Oh, it has the World Cup sprinkled on the donut. Oh, that's so cute. You should eat that, Kesha. You should eat the donut. Oh, just it's not a big deal. You can burn it off later. Uh, ma'am, do you know how many miles you'd have to run? Guess how many miles you would have to run to burn off a 1300 calorie doughut? Just guess.

[00:09:36]You would have to run an entire half marathon. 13 miles cuz the average mile burns about 100 calories. So, you'd have to run 13 miles to burn off that doughut. So, there is no, "Oh, I'm just going to burn it off." And that's why they say you can't outrun a bad diet because once you actually do the math, you're not running 13 miles in the gym.

[00:09:57]You might get on the elliptical and do 2 miles, so you burn 200 calories in 1 hour. But I've noticed a lot of belugas struggle with anxiety. A lot of them struggle with anxious attachment. Uh not just to men, but to their friendships.

[00:10:13]They're anxiously attached to their jobs. Um anxiously attached to a whole bunch of stuff. Like it it's not just about their food. They don't know how to cut off toxic people in a lot of cases.

[00:10:24]I've actually heard some belugas at my old job literally bragging about being a side chick. Oh, did I tell you that Mary? So, remember the beluga that I talked about? She was like my accounting manager. She literally used to brag about [ __ ] a guy and being his side chick. And it's like, ma'am, you're a whole accounting manager. You're supposed to be like this corporate woman who's like successful or whatever. And here you are bragging about being the side chick and you're bragging about it to your employee by the way. So I really could have reported her.

[00:10:56]So she was bragging about the fact that she was still desirable by this man. She was still desirable enough to be the side chick. And that's the beluga mindset. Settling for crumbs. No pun intended. She eats all the crumbs off the table. She eats all the doughut crumbs. She eats all the Cheeto crumbs.

[00:11:15]and she accepts breadcrumbs from men.

[00:11:17]She accepts breadcrumbs in friendships.

[00:11:19]All of that ties back to that anxious attachment style. She's got anxiety.

[00:11:25]But something else I've noticed too, though, is there are some belugas where it's like she has no personality. She has nothing funny to say, nothing to contribute to the conversation. So, you got the fat funny girl, you got that archetype, and then you've got kind of like the pick me beluga or like the hater beluga or kind of like this bitter beluga. So that's the one where she can't be the fat funny girl, you know?

[00:11:47]She she's not sitting in her room coming up with jokes and coming up with a comedy routine. She's just she can't do that. So she has to rely on basically being a [ __ ] She has to rely on being a hater of the skinny women. Have you ever been at a party and there's always a beluga who's judging the skinny women's outfits and saying, "Oh, her shorts are too short. Why she got that on? Why she wearing that? Why she make that facial expression? who she think she is, why she got that selfie stick.

[00:12:17]Oh, she thinks she's somebody.

[00:12:20]So, there's always a beluga standing off to the side chowing down on pizza. She's always chomping on some Doritos, just smacking super loud.

[00:12:33]She always has [ __ ] Cheeto or Dorito crumbs on the sides of her mouth. Have you ever been around a big person where maybe they're wearing lip gloss or something and then the crumbs from their food get stuck to their lip gloss and it's like, ma'am, what was the point of wearing lip gloss if you were just going to get it covered in donut crumbs? What was the point of wearing it? You You might as well have not worn any makeup at all because you got doughut crumbs on the side of your lips. You got fried chicken grease dripping off the sides of your mouth. We can hear your stomach rumbling whenever you walk past. Also, I don't know why belugas try to hide it whenever they fart. It's like, ma'am, everybody can smell that. We all know it was you. So, I don't know why you're trying to walk super fast all of a sudden. Like, if you are always walking slow and then suddenly you walk past the group and you're walking fast and then it smells bad, we already know that you farted. We know that you're farting everywhere. We know that you're trying to hold everything in. And then they will always try to have like this Bath and Body Works spray. I don't know why they're always obsessed with Bath and Body Works. So, they will have the little miniature Bath & Body Works sprays in their purse and then they try to frantically spray the Bath and Body Works spray everywhere and then it's like, "That didn't help anything. You didn't cover it up. So, you're over here tormenting us with your fart smell. All you had to do was just stop eating. Just don't eat anything. You could have just waited until afterwards. If you want to be a beluga, you could have been a beluga at home. Why do you have to be a beluga everywhere? That's my question.

[00:14:10]It's like, she's so anxious. She can't help but be a beluga. If we go to the cookout, she's going to eat everything.

[00:14:17]She's going to chop down and eat up all the watermelon. We'll be at a cookout.

[00:14:21]It'll be a hot day. It's 90 degrees. You don't care about other people being hydrated. You don't care about the other people who might want a slice of watermelon. No, you had to eat up the entire watermelon and then you somehow still have room in your stomach for the barbecue ribs. So, it's like she's always standing in line. Have you ever been around a beluga where it's like you're at a barbecue and somebody's on the grill and then there's always a beluga hovering over the side? She's literally watching the person grilling, watching them cook. She's micromanaging the way that they're cooking stuff on the grill. So, she's basically waiting in the food line. She's waiting in the food line every single time. That's anxiety.

[00:15:05]That's a part of the beluga psychology.

[00:15:08]It's this anxious personality. It's this personality type where she can't just talk to people. She can't just like be normal because she's afraid that people will notice the elephant in the room.

[00:15:19]And they do. They do. They notice that she's a beluga. And it's like, okay, you're willing to do anything but lose the weight. You'll eat up all the watermelon. You'll eat 1300 calories at 6:00 a.m. You'll try to pressure other people to also eat donuts and drink lattes, which are about 500 calories each. A and also, what is this obsession with lattes? Don't get me wrong, I love a good latte. I am a basic [ __ ] as well, but I'm not drinking a 500 calorie latte.

[00:15:48]As a matter of fact, I'm probably not going to get any milk in it. I'm more of an iced americano girl if if I had to choose. So, it's like you're over here trying to pretend like you're elegant by saying, "Oh, I just love lattes." And it's like, "No, you just love sugar."

[00:16:04]Starbucks doesn't count. That's literally filled with sugar. Dunkin' Donuts. If I hear one more person promoting Dunkin Donuts, that does not count as a real latte. You're literally just drinking a tiny bit of coffee with a whole bunch of half and half and hella syrup.

[00:16:20]So, that doesn't count as an actual latte. Ma'am, why do you drink lattes?

[00:16:25]If you ever want to put a beluga in check, all you have to do is just ask her, "Why do you drink lattes?" Like, what is it about the latte that you like? Oh, you just like the fact that it's pumped with caramel sugar. Okay, so you just like caramel. You like caramel.

[00:16:40]You like chocolate. It's not that you actually like coffee or, you know, that you just grew up sitting around drinking lattes and you're just elegant. No, you just like the sugar. You just want to get a dopamine hit. So, anything with sugar, I mean, it's in the same level as sodas at this point. Anything with sugar, you're going to eat it. Anything with the white powder, salt, sugar, flour, that's a beluga's kryptonite. I'm telling you, if you ever have beef with a beluga and you want to distract her, all you have to do is just give her some food. Just give her some food. Anything with a white powder in it, you will sedate her. A lot of anxious belugas, they use food as a form of emotional sedation. She's using that food to numb herself. She's addicted to feeling full because her life is emotionally empty.

[00:17:28]She doesn't have any fun events going on. She can't dance. So, when it comes time to get on the dance floor at at the events, she can't do that because then she's going to be sweating everywhere.

[00:17:38]She's going to be huffing and puffing trying to do the salsa. She's going to be huffing and puffing trying to line dance and do the electric sl. So, she can't do that.

[00:17:46]So that's why a lot of times the belugas, they just stand in a circle or they stand like up against the wall and then they just have their plate and then they always sit their plate on their boobs cuz a lot of time their boobs are so big to where their boobs can literally just have the entire plate on it. So, I've literally seen that before, too, where it's like she's scooping the food up off of the plate, which is sitting on her boobs, and she's doing that while all the skinny girls are enjoying themselves, you know, dancing and just having fun. And I've also noticed a lot of belugas, they have this fear of embarrassment. They're scared of being embarrassed. So, that's another reason why they don't want to dance and stuff because, you know, they're just scared that their body would look weird like doing the dance moves. And it's like, no, you need to be the one doing the most movement. Like, ma'am, you're the one that needs to burn the most calories. You should actually be on the dance floor break dancing at this point because that's how many calories you need to burn. But a lot of them can be super anxious and some of them have the tendency to just stand on the sidelines and talk [ __ ] about skinny women or they will spend their time being mischievous.

[00:18:55]So, for example, maybe she's gossiping to your boyfriend about you or something. Or maybe she's gossiping to your friends trying to start [ __ ] between you and your friends. So, she's being mischievous. She wants to start drama because that's her form of entertainment outside of food. It it literally goes food and drama. And And you know where she got that from? She got that from all the reality TV shows that she watches. Has anybody noticed?

[00:19:21]Most of the fans of these reality TV shows are like belugas. Because think about it, a woman who is pretty privileged and she's skinny and she's got a great body and she has a fun life.

[00:19:32]She doesn't even have time to really keep up with every single show and you know everything on Tuby, keeping up with every episode of Baddies, keeping up with every episode of Love Island and Love is Blind and Bachelorette and all that. A a pretty woman who's living a fulfilled life, she's traveling. she's, you know, doing her makeup. She's getting ready for different stuff. She's talking to her friends. She's hanging out with her family members. Um, if she has kids, maybe she's dealing with her kids or whatever. She's going to PTA meetings and [ __ ] So, she doesn't have time to just watch every single show.

[00:20:05]But a lot of women who have this beluga mindset, they've been brainwashed by reality TV. So, next thing you know, now she's acting like Rolley from Baddies.

[00:20:16]Now she's acting like that. Now she's becoming the loud, obnoxious woman from Baddies. Now she's acting like Mo'Nique because she's watched all those movies that has Mo'Nique in it. What's that one movie with Mo'Nique? I think it's called Fat Girls. Like I remember seeing that movie when I was younger. So now she starts to take on the persona of what she thinks a big woman should be, which is like being the mischievous one. So if she can't be the funny fat girl, a lot of times she'll be the caddyy fat girl.

[00:20:45]But all of that just comes from anxiety.

[00:20:48]And by the way, another part of their anxiety, too, is uh being scared to go to the gym. She can't go to the gym because there are too many baddies in the gym, obviously. So, she's just going to spiral. You know, she's going to have an anxiety attack going to the gym, seeing how pretty the other girls are.

[00:21:03]Has anybody met a beluga where there's always a beluga who tries to convince herself that nobody's pretty? Oh, well, she's not that pretty. She has makeup on. Oh, well that other girl, she's also not pretty because she has a weave. Oh, well this other girl, she's she's also not pretty cuz she's using filters. Oh, well this other person over here, well, she's just a hoe. She's not actually pretty. She's just using her body.

[00:21:24]There's always a beluga discounting every other woman's beauty. But then once it comes time to go to that gym, oh, she can't go there because that's when she will be confronted by pretty girls in real life. That's where she will see them in real life. A lot of belugas will also avoid the malls.

[00:21:41]number one because that's too much walking. So she she literally can't even walk around the entire mall. Has anybody been around a beluga where she will do like five different laps in the parking lot because she's trying to find a super close parking spot because she doesn't want to walk. And it's like if you don't want to walk, why the [ __ ] did you go to the mall? That that's a place where you're going to be walking the entire time. So she'll drive around the entire mall. She tries to park right in front of Macy's or like whatever store she's going to, she will specifically drive across the entire place, turning and doing all these illegal U-turns in the parking lot, running through the stop signs. Also, she could park closer to the Macy's or Neiman Marcus, whatever store she wants to go to. She has to get the closest parking spot. Some of them will even have the fake handicap sign.

[00:22:33]They put the fake handicap. Like I've literally seen some people online where they will actually uh they'll go to a craft store. So you got all this creativity to go to the craft store so you could create a fake handicap thing so you could hang that up and park as closely as possible to the mall, but you don't want to walk around in the mall. You have all that energy to do everything else except go to the gym.

[00:22:58]But they'll do all these laps. They park super close and then they really don't want to go to the mall because again there are too many pretty girls in the mall. Think about all the pretty girls that work at the they work at the MAC counter. They work at the Chanel makeup place. You know they work at these little high-end retail stores. I mean honestly I haven't been to a mall in a while. They're kind of outdated. But that's a part of being a beluga though.

[00:23:20]You're outdated. Being a beluga is outdated. Being unhealthy is outdated.

[00:23:26]All of the protein should You're telling me that the entire society has moved forward. We have all this health and wellness stuff now. Protein is more accessible than ever. Getting something that's sugar-free or keto or whatever, all of that is more accessible than ever before and you're still 500 lb. Okay.

[00:23:43]So, that's proof that a lot of women in beluga culture, they're behind socially and they're also um they're kind of like living in the past basically. They're living in the past. that they haven't caught up with the times. So, you know, they're still over here eating McDonald's 247.

[00:24:01]They're still over here eating like fast food. They're still on fast food. People have moved past that. And and a lot of times belugas will soothe themselves because they watch all these influencers who are going to the drive-thru and their vlogs and stuff, and it's like, ma'am, she's skinny, number one, and number two, she does not eat that every single day. She's not eating canes for three meals a day. That that's not what she's doing. She's not eating in and out for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. So, do you see how some of them are kind of like easily influenced? They fall for whatever they see on TV. They fall for all the marketing. Oh, look at the cute doughut decorations. Oh, look at soand so influencer. Well, well, she's having 7-Eleven every day. She's having slurpies and slushies every day, so I can do that, too. Okay, she's a follower. She's a follower. Well, honestly, I'm glad I'm not a beluga anymore. I'm glad that I am a skinny nautical. Um, I will be honest though, I've never been like obese, but still, I'm glad that I have my dream body because yes, it is a flex. So, yes, I can absolutely use it as a flex if I ever wanted to. Um, yes, I feel good when I wake up in the morning and I see how flat my stomach is. So, for all the overweight women wondering, oh, well, do the skinny girls, well, do they think they're cute? Yes, we do. Yes, absolutely. I look in the mirror and yes, I do think I'm cute. Especially if I'm wearing like a bodysuit or something or like something form fitting or even like a cute dress like a tennis skirt or like some sort of sundress or something.

[00:25:32]Yes, I absolutely look in the mirror and I think to myself, "Oh, damn. I look great." So, that's something that a lot of belugas can't relate to. Has anyone noticed that it's always somebody overweight that's promoting humility the most? Why is it always the people that lack social status, they're the ones promoting humility the most? Oh, well, you need to be humble about your body.

[00:25:54]Stop showing off your body. Why are you wearing a bikini? You're just trying to show off. I'm like, why is there always somebody big that accuses every outfit that I wear of me showing off? So, if I wear something form fitting, I'm showing off. If I wear a pencil skirt at work, I'm showing off. If I wear skinny jeans, I'm showing off. If I wear something strapless, I'm showing off. It's like, ma'am, just admit you just don't like when a woman has a body that looks better than yours because that's what it is. A lot of belugas, they won't admit that they actually do have hierarchy thinking. They do. And they think that the skinnier bodies look better. And I will say skinnier bodies tend to be healthier. You know, being at a healthy weight, yes, you are going to be celebrated more in society. You do get treated differently in society. Thin privilege is real. The only people that deny thin privilege are the women who don't have it. So, of course, they're going to say, "Oh, that doesn't exist.

[00:26:48]That's not a big deal." Or they'll be like, "Oh, thin privilege, I it doesn't save you from being mistreated." Nobody said that privilege saves you from being mistreated. So, you're arguing with something that we never said. You're trying to downplay other people's privileges because you yourself don't have those privileges. And I've noticed there's always somebody big on YouTube making content like, "Oh, being thin doesn't actually matter because they get terrorized by men." Why do they always bring it back to men? That's another part of beluga culture. Everything revolves around a man. Have you ever met a beluga where she has a son and then she treats her son like her husband?

[00:27:26]Her son is the husband that she never had. She's obsessed with her son. She She makes her son into a mama's boy. Has anybody ever seen that? The beluga moms or the moms that have kind of this fem cell mindset, you know, so she never got chosen by a man and so her goal in life is to birth a man and hopefully be chosen by him. She wants to birth a son so that she could finally for the first time in her life experience a man's love, which is actually very sad and very codependent and extremely selfish behavior. But nobody wants to call that out. They'd rather call out skinny women because they're wearing crop tops and trying to show off their stomachs.

[00:28:02]And I've also heard a lot of belugas, they'll be like, "Oh, well, having a flat stomach, that's not a big deal." Or like having a nice body is not a big deal. And then you'll see that [ __ ] going to the gas station. She plays the lottery. She will try to play the scratch off ticket so she can win. And then as soon as they win the [ __ ] lottery, as soon as they win $10,000, they win 20K with a scratch off. What's the first thing they do? Go and get lipo section. Go get a BBL.

[00:28:30]Go get a boob job. They go get something that they go and get their arms skinnier. That's the first thing they do as soon as they win the scratch off.

[00:28:38]They will spend their scratch off money on becoming skinnier. So, forget having a savings account. Forget setting up a future. Oh, no. I want to be skinny.

[00:28:48]Okay. So, you're admitting that women who are thin, we have basically won the lottery. Then you're admitting that because that's what you spent your lottery money on. That's what you spent your scratch off money on is going to get a lipo suction. You went to get ab etching.

[00:29:05]You're wearing fajas and waist trainers and you're wearing all this stuff so your stomach could be flat. So stop trying to pretend like, oh, being thin is not a big deal. It is a big deal.

[00:29:16]That's why you're going to the gas station every day and you keep on purchasing the scratch offs so you could hopefully win because you want to spend the lottery money on getting liposuction. And by the way, I do believe that a lot of big women have inferiority complexes about being big because how could you not think about how disgusting society treats you when you're obese? Like society, they they treat big women like they're just trash and that's very messed up. And and I told you guys about the red pill channels. Um, Alpha Male Strategies is one of the guys. They will literally talk about how they will target big women or they they enjoy dating big women cuz the big women tolerate cheating more. They tolerate non- monogamy. So, it's like it it's just disgusting the way that people denigrate women who are big. Fat phobia is a terrible thing to be going through every day. So, it's like if I have the choice between having thin privilege versus experiencing fat phobia every day, why would I choose to suffer? And a lot of people are like, "Oh, you're a bad person because you're seeking after being privileged." Okay, do you keep that same energy with rich people? Do you keep the same energy with white people? Do you keep the same energy with young people? Every person in this world has some form of privilege. Being healthy is a privilege. Being able-bodied is a privilege. So, are you keeping the same smoke with able-bodied people and saying, "Oh, well, you're taking advantage of your privilege by walking around." No. You literally pick and choose which privileges you're mad at. And I've noticed most people, they only get mad at the privileges they don't have, of course. You know, so it's like you got broke people who are extremely mad at rich people, but then those same people, if they won the lottery tomorrow, they would shut up.

[00:31:00]They would gladly take that lottery money. So it's like you make fun of privileged people yet you would gladly take their privilege if you had the chance. So that's how I know that people in this society they're not actually against privilege. They're only against the privileges that they don't have and they're secretly trying to attain whatever privileges they don't have.

[00:31:18]They're secretly trying to attain wealth privilege. They're trying to attain thin privilege. And that's another thing a lot of belugas will lie and then they'll be like, "Oh, well I'm not trying to lose weight. Well, I'm not on a weight loss journey. I love my body." And it's like, first of all, [ __ ] you can love your body and still want to lose weight.

[00:31:35]So, I don't know where they got this mindset that if you lose 5 lbs, then it means you hate yourself. Why are they always gaslighting each other? Oh, you're you're self-hating. Why is it always underprivileged people who love to call everybody else self-hating?

[00:31:51]If you change yourself, you're self-hating. So, if you if you go from 500 lb to 200 lb, that's self-hating because you changed. You're only allowed to stay the same. Do you see that mindset? You're you're not allowed to grow. You're not allowed to grow and change as a person. And so you'll see a lot of belugas and they will talk online about how once they lost weight, they lost their entire friend group. And I actually looked at uh some of my old pictures, too. I looked at my beluga pictures and I was technically the fat friend. So I wasn't fat. I was like a size 12, but still I was technically quote unquote fat compared to my friends who were like fitness models and super skinny at the time or whatever. So, it's like sometimes if you lose weight, if you become kind of like this fitness model body type, then you actually start to lose friends because some people they just like to have a oneup on you. And I will never let a [ __ ] think she can have a oneup on me, especially not with body types. You got me all the way [ __ ] up, [ __ ] You better find something else to make fun of. You will never be able to talk [ __ ] about my body. You'll never be able to look at my stomach and say, "Oh my god, her stomach looks horrible. You'll never be able to look at me like that. You'll never be able to look at the back of my legs and say, "Oh my god, she's got so much cellulite. Oo, that's embarrassing. Oh my god, look at Exoticles United. She's got so much back fat. She's got five and six rolls on her back. Oh my god, the back of her neck looks like a pack of hot dogs. [ __ ] you will never be able to say that about me. You'll never be able to call me badbodied. You will never be able to say that I'm bad built.

[00:33:26]And that's another thing, too. A lot of belugas are dishonest with themselves.

[00:33:29]They lie about who they actually want to be. They they don't admit who they want to be in this world. And and I feel like in my case, as a skinny woman, I have been honest with myself. Like at the end of the day, I want to be pretty. I want to be thin. And I want to be intelligent. So those are my three things. You can't call me dumb. You can't call me ugly. And you can't call me fat. I don't care what other names you call me. I don't care about anything else really. Those are my top three.

[00:33:58]Okay? You can make fun of whatever else you want, but as long as I got these three things that you can't make fun of, oh, I'm solid. And I have no problem admitting that. So, everybody has certain things in society that they care about the most. So, for some women, they care about like maybe it's being rich.

[00:34:14]you know, for some people maybe they really want to be like a millionaire or something and then, you know, they get stressed out if they're middle class. I noticed that's a thing for some people.

[00:34:24]Um, but yeah, in my case, you can't call me ugly, you can't call me stupid, and you can't call me fat. Those are the three things that I will just never I am not willing to ever tolerate. I mean, I can be broke. I'd rather be broke and pretty and thin because then like I can I can kind of use my thinness and my beauty to help me to get out of the poverty and stuff. But once you cross over into oh you know your face card declined, your body declined and you're a dumbass. Oh no. I just feel like at that point you're just screwed. So I am not willing to live in a mental and social health. I'm not willing to do that. But a lot of women who have this beluga mindset, they're living in a social hell and they won't admit that that's what they're doing. They won't admit it. And if you don't believe me, just go and watch their Tik Toks. Just go and watch their videos and and go look at the vlogs and stuff where they're like, "Oh, what I eat in a day as a fat person." And then it's like them sipping on a whole bunch of Starbucks Frappuccinos. So they're basically spiking and crashing their blood sugar all day. That alone, that's a form of a physical hell because your body is not made to do that. That's extremely unhealthy. Your your body is not made to just like not have any protein, to not have any fiber. So, just imagine even that alone, spending all day only having Frappuccinos.

[00:35:43]Your blood sugar is off, your proteins are off, everything's just off.

[00:35:48]And it's like, I'm not willing to do that. But another aspect of a socially anxious beluga, I mean, think about it.

[00:35:55]She can't go out because a lot of social settings involve dancing. Um, it involves talking to new people. So, all of that stuff is going to trigger anxiety for the beluga. Um, a lot of social environments involve wearing cute clothes, being seen. And we all know they don't even really make a lot of cute clothes for plus-siz women. They don't. and they don't make the same types of clothes for plus-sized women versus like skinny women. So, they're they're not going to have the cute halter tops and all that like how they do for the skinny girls. So, it makes sense as to why a lot of them become anxious. And so, that's why a lot of them they just stay trapped in their apartment. Their apartment becomes a prison cell. So, they're just they're trapped in their apartments sitting in a sea of Door Dash bags. They're sitting in a sea of Uber Eats bags. Their car is filled with empty McDonald's cups, empty milkshake cups, and candy wrappers and black and mild wrappers. And that's another thing, too. Some of them will take on other coping mechanisms like using substances, smoking, etc. So, they're taking on all these other coping mechanisms or overspending is another one. Has anyone met a beluga that overspends on makeup? She always overspends on nails. That's something else I noticed. I'm like, why do the Belugas literally have the most decked out nails out of everybody? You got the gems on your nails. You paid $75 for the extra nail art. They have the most decked out nails, super long nails, going to get their acrylics done once a week, once every two weeks. So, that's another coping mechanism. It It's like if my body and face can't be beautiful, at least my nails can be beautiful. All of that is a distraction. And you know what I used to do when I was a Beluga?

[00:37:41]It's like, okay, if I'm going to be sitting at the nail salon, I could go and sit on the bike machine at the gym.

[00:37:48]I'm still sitting down. It's like, you can work out sitting down. You could work out in the pool. You could even work out in the bed. You could do sit-ups in the bed. You can do stretches in the bed. But a lot of women with this beluga mindset, they're using their nails as a distraction. Oh, well, let me go set up my nail appointment. Yeah, cuz that's the only place where she doesn't feel inferior. That's the only place where she doesn't get made fun of is is the nail salon.

[00:38:15]So, a lot of them, they're too anxious to do like social events and stuff. And then they'll complain. Like I told you guys about the girl that I had to cut off because she literally got mad because my friend got in for free. Like she was getting a lot of male attention or whatever. And then my friend got us in for free and this beluga was over here complaining. And she was mad because these men were talking to one of the other girls and not her.

[00:38:39]So that's why I say that social settings it it causes a lot of anxiety for women who have this beluga mindset because the beluga mindset is another version of an inferiority complex. The only difference is she feels inferior about her body and about her weight and about her stomach.

[00:38:56]Sometimes she might feel inferior about a certain body part. So maybe it's not her whole body. Maybe she has that toothpick body shape where it's like she has toothpick arms and legs and then the big stomach. So maybe she has um an inferiority complex specifically about her stomach. So why is nobody talking about this? Nobody wants to talk about this because people are scared of being reported. You know, they're scared of all this [ __ ] Oh, by the way, be sure to follow the Patreon because um that's where I make other beluga content. So, you know, just in case the belugas try to report these videos, I can still talk about it on Patreon. But something else that causes women to be beluga ass [ __ ] is toxic femininity. So I've never heard anybody talk about that.

[00:39:41]There's all this talk about toxic masculinity. Well, where is the talk about toxic femininity? So an example of toxic femininity is doing a little bit too much resting.

[00:39:52]So being passive, basically she's passive when it comes to her goals.

[00:39:55]She's passive when it comes to leveling up. She's constantly looking for somebody else to save her. She wants to get a boyfriend who's a [ __ ] bodybuilder to come and be her personal trainer and that's not going to happen.

[00:40:07]You know, she's always waiting for something magical to happen. Like, oh, I I'm just going to attract this NFL player boyfriend and then I'm going to go to his practices and then I'm going to work out and then I'm going to become skinny because of him. It's that external locus of control. She took the damsel in distress a little bit too far.

[00:40:27]So, that's part of what makes women into belugas. They're too passive. She doesn't know how to be aggressive where it counts. And and a lot of people that say, "Oh, I don't want to be aggressive.

[00:40:37]I don't want to have that aggressive stereotype." Aggression is not always bad. Like in my case, I like to use my aggression at the gym. You know, I use my aggression going on the elliptical. I will run seven miles sometimes like on the elliptical or I will um lift some weights. You know, that's my version of aggression. I will dance. Like when I was in college, I used to sometimes dance in my dorm room. Like I would just dance in the mirror and that was kind of like my way of channeling this quote unquote aggression or kind of burning off that energy. Some people will do kickboxing classes. Um so whatever it is, rock climbing, going up a hill, kind of like hiking up a hill, it it's kind of this mindset where you want to channel the aggression into something else. So I've noticed that some women, they have this passive mindset. um they're scared of their own aggression. They don't know how to use their aggression properly because they were raised in an environment where aggression means danger and aggression means getting violent with somebody. Uh and by the way, have you ever met an aggressive beluga where she wants to fight everybody? So, you don't want to work out, but suddenly when it's time to fight someone, oh, now you're ready to get physical. Now you're ready to burn some calories by beating somebody's ass.

[00:41:54]Suddenly you want to become [ __ ] Mike Tyson up in this [ __ ] And it's like you should have just signed up for a kickboxing gym and been done. Like why do you have to channel that aggression on others? Something else too is joining a sports league. That's a good way to, you know, instead of using aggression to be violent, you can use that aggression to beat the other team. Like when you're playing basketball, you know, joining a volleyball team. I actually I just heard about this thing in my city where um they play volleyball about once a week.

[00:42:25]So even I'm thinking about doing some volleyball. I'm not good at volleyball, but I feel like playing sports, you know, using that competitive energy in a healthy setting, that's a better way to channel that. So I'm not against competition. I just don't believe that it's smart to always be in a social competition. If I want to be competitive, I will go and be competitive in a healthy environment like a sports environment. I'm playing volleyball against the other team, you know, I want to beat the other team or I'm playing tennis or pickle ball or whatever. I'm playing golf, I want to win in the golf game. But a lot of women that have this toxic feminine mindset, they feel like everything is a competition. The shoes I'm wearing, I need to make sure my shoes are cuter than your shoes. I'm in a competition to get in a relationship.

[00:43:13]So just remember that when you think of competition, there's always a prize. So that's why I don't promote social competition or like relationship competition cuz I don't believe that a relationship is the prize. I don't really believe that the male gaze or whatever is a prize. But women who engage in toxic femininity, part of toxic femininity is centering your femininity around the male gays. Oh well, I have more ass than you. Okay.

[00:43:41]And what's the prize for having the biggest ass? Oh, you get more of the black male gays. Okay, so that's a male centered social competition that you're participating in. And I'm not talking about ex-workers cuz that's women who are actually getting paid. I'm talking about women who are just doing this [ __ ] for free. You know, they just want the guys at the gas station to look at their butt and then they brag to skinny women, oh yeah, see, look at me. Like, I'm getting more guys looking at my butt.

[00:44:07]Toxic femininity. And that comes from that social anxiety. So again, she has no social climbing strategies. She has no healthy coping mechanisms. She has no healthy social climbing strategies. So she has resorted to toxic femininity, which is, you know, trying to destroy other women with her femininity. So for example, bragging about taking people's men like Mary at my old job, bragging about being a side chick. Like, haha, he doesn't really like her. He likes me better. And it's like, ma'am, are you an exworker? You're not an ex-worker, you're a freaking accountant. So why are you bragging like, "Oh, I'm so I'm I'm sexier than this other woman." Okay, that's a an example of toxic femininity.

[00:44:48]Overusing seduction, trying to seduce your way into oneuping another woman by using the male gaze, that just doesn't make sense because you're not winning anything for real. All you're winning is what? A dusty man. That's not a prize.

[00:45:04]That's just a way to soothe your anxiety. Most women who have this beluga mindset, they have desiraability anxiety. So, you know, they're they're anxious about whether or not they're pretty enough. They're anxious about whether or not they're skinny enough, whether or not their body fits enough beauty standards, etc. So, that's another form of anxiety. You're anxious about if you're good enough for this guy. And and by the way, being male-centered actually is a cause of weight gain. That it's not usually a cause of weight loss. It's not because if it were a cause of weight loss then then every married woman would lose weight in the marriage. Every woman in a relationship would lose weight. And no, statistics show the opposite. The average woman gains I think it was what 20 pounds within the first 5 years of a relationship. And I think it was what the average married woman also gains weight as well. So being male centered or being with a man that's not the key to your weight loss goals either. So a lot of women they have it backwards.

[00:46:03]Usually women who are single actually are the ones who are more likely to lose the weight cuz they're more focused.

[00:46:09]They're not distracted by, you know, talking on FaceTime for 5 hours with some dusty man. No, she has time to go to the gym. She has time to do her meal prepping. She has time to create her grocery list and then to drive over to the grocery store cuz she's not talking to Tyrone the entire day. She's not talking to Scott all day long. Also, have you ever met those spiritual belugas where they swear up and down that they're going to curse you? They're always signing up to go to the Caribbean witch. They're always talking about like ocean or Santaia, whatever. They're doing all these rituals and it's like, you can't even control your weight. Your magic didn't even work to make your stomach flat. Yet, you expect me to believe that I'm cursed? I'm cursed.

[00:46:54]Yet, I was able to achieve a healthy body. you can't even get your blood pressure down and you're over here talking about how you're going to curse these other women. Has anybody else noticed that? That's another coping mechanism. Utilizing spirituality as a way to soothe your own desiraability, anxiety, and then trying to use that spirituality to basically curse anybody who is quote unquote prettier or has a better body. And even with the whole Ompic thing, people are mad because some women are getting Ozmpic. And it's like, okay, you're just mad because that woman could afford to get the Ozic or she got it prescribed by her doctor. So, you're mad because what?

[00:47:33]Cuz she has healthcare. You're mad because you couldn't even manifest proper health care. You're over here bragging about being a career woman.

[00:47:42]Yet, your job did not provide you with the healthcare to be able to see a doctor so you could get your little OMIC. So now you're mad because Karen at work, she got to have the Ozmpic. So now she's losing weight. And then I see all these people, they're like, "Oh, this person got Ozmpic. Look at the shape of their head." And it's like, "Ma'am, your head is bigger than hers. What are you talking about? Your chin looks way worse than what you're saying her chin looks like." And then they'll be like, "Oh, well getting Ozmpic isn't healthy, but eating McDonald's every day is healthy.

[00:48:13]Eating poison for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, that is healthy. Also, who made you the expert on health? So, do you see what I mean? All of that ties back to their anxiety. They're anxious about other women becoming skinnier than them or becoming healthier than them. They have this fear of being left behind. And some of them already know that they ain't [ __ ] basically. So, then they just stay in the house. They never leave. They They don't go anywhere. They don't do anything. They don't travel because, you know, when you travel, usually you're going swimming and stuff.

[00:48:41]So, they don't want to be at the pool.

[00:48:43]They definitely don't want to go to like Vegas or Miami or, you know, like Jamaica and all that. They don't want to be triggered by seeing all these pretty women in their bikinis and stuff. So, a lot of them won't even travel.

[00:48:54]Some of them can't even fit in the airplane seat because when they go on the airplane, then people next to them complain and say, "Hey, can I move seats? I don't want to sit next to this beluga. I don't want to sit next to this beluga who is clenching her butt right now trying to hold in all those burritos that she just ate at the airport. Why is there always somebody at the airport?

[00:49:13]I'm telling you, every time I go to the airport and I walk past the burrito place, it's always the entire line is just belugas. And I don't know why they've convinced themselves that burritos are healthy. They'll be like, "Oh, but it's vegetables. Oh, but it's chicken. Oh, but it's protein." But then they get a double dose of everything.

[00:49:31]They get double and triple the protein.

[00:49:34]They They'll be like, "Oh, I need like five cups of chicken in my burrito." You don't need to eat that big of a serving of chicken. Calories are supposed to be a form of energy. You're going to be sitting on a plane for 6 hours. You don't need 2,000 calories just so you can survive sitting on a plane. Now, if you were about to run a marathon or something, if you're about to do some tough workout, then I can see why you would be getting like a double dose of everything. Maybe you need that energy.

[00:50:00]But you're telling me you're just going to be sitting on a plane, yet you need to eat 2,000 calories before you go on the plane. That doesn't even make any sense. So, every time I'm at the airport, I will be walking past the burrito store and there's always a huge line of belugas at the burrito store and then they try to lie and say that they're getting vegetables. They lie to themselves and say, "Oh, it's healthy."

[00:50:23]But then they get the smallest spoonful of vegetables and then the majority of their burrito is just like cheese. The majority of it is like queso, you know, the melted queso that they put in the burrito. They get like the They get the white queso in there. They get the yellow queso in there. Then they get the regular shredded cheese in there. And then they get extra guacamole. So, it's really just high fat. It It's high fat.

[00:50:45]It's not even high protein. And then they'll get that. Then they also have to get the tortilla chips on the side. So now you're also high sodium as well. And then of course they have to get the chips with the queso. They don't want to get it with like the pico or something like that. No, they have to get extra queso on everything. So, whenever I'm in the airport walking past the burrito stand, there is always, first of all, all the tables are taken up, too. So, then I would always get pissed off cuz I'm like, "Wow, I can't even go on my laptop. I can't even sit here and go on my laptop because all the belugas have taken up all of the tables in front of the burrito place." And then I'll try to go next door and sit by the pizza place and like go on my laptop. But nope, I can't go there either because all the belugas are standing in line so they can have their high carb meal of the day.

[00:51:31]Pizza is majority carbs. And then they'll be like, "Oh, no, it's healthy because I got the meat lovers." Okay, that's highfat protein. So, yes, it's protein. Yeah, technically there's protein in the cheese. Yes, technically the the Canadian bacon or whatever is protein, but it's a highfat source of protein. All protein is not created equal, but a lot of belugas don't know this. So, I will be walking in the airport and going past the burrito place. It's crowded. I can't sit there.

[00:51:57]So, then I try to go to the pizza place.

[00:51:59]And then I can't sit over there either because all the belugas are standing in line with their big ass pizza boxes of burnt pizza. Most of the pizza in the airport is not even good. By the way, I don't care what brand of pizza it is.

[00:52:12]It's never good. They always end up burning the pizza whenever you like look at the bottom of it. It looks normal at the top, but then once you pick up your slice of pizza, the back of the pizza is just jet black. Like it's it's burnt up.

[00:52:27]So whenever I go to the airport, I can't even sit in front of the pizza place cuz first of all, it smells like burnt pizza. It smells like burnt cheese. They burn the cheese on the side. So now the cheese is like brown. The cheese is supposed to be white or like a yellow color, whatever. And then it's like the cheese on the pizza is crusty and brown.

[00:52:44]And then the back part is just completely jet black. So when they pick up the pizza, there are literally flakes of crust just falling off the pizza because that's how burnt it is. And it's not supposed to be like that. I'm like, how did you get a deep dish pizza and they managed to not make it deep dish?

[00:53:01]They didn't put enough stuff on it and then they burnt it at the bottom and you guys are standing in line for this. You stood in line for 40 minutes and paid $30 for a personal pizza that looks like this. And then you want to take up all the seats in the entire pizza place.

[00:53:19]You can't even go sit at your gate. And it's like whenever I'm in the airport, I basically can't sit anywhere. I I will literally get my 10k steps in the airport, by the way. That's a skinny hack cuz most of the time all the belugas have taken up all the seats, of course. So, right by my gate, it's crowded. By the other gates, it's crowded. If I go in front of the pizza place, it's crowded. All the belugas are sitting down. And so I'm just like, you know what? [ __ ] it. I will use this opportunity to get my 10k steps. So I already have my 10k steps before I even get on the plane. So my circulation is working fine. By the way, a lot of people who are obese and sit on planes have a higher tendency to have blood clots. So it's like you're over here sitting on this plane going numb about to have blood clots all because you didn't want to walk around in the airport. And by the way, what happened to eating before you get to the airport?

[00:54:11]What happened to bringing your own little, you know, protein bars or whatever? What happened to that? Why is that not an option? Why is it that there's always a huge line full of belugas? And don't even get me started on the burger places. Oh my god. Any place in the airport that serves burgers or pancakes and waffles. Oh, you can't even get in there. You literally can't even get in there. The line at the airport, it will be going outside of the restaurant. Like, that's how long the line is. And I'm like, wait, I thought I already checked in at TSA. What is this long line with like 50 belugas standing at? Oh, that's the line to get the burgers. That's the line to get the tacos. And then I don't know why a lot of belugas, they romanticize tacos. They they think that tacos are like this dainty little snack like, oh, I'm just getting a couple of street tacos. Ma'am, each taco is an average of what, maybe at least 250 calories. Even if it's the small street tacos, generally speaking, if they're authentic, they're going to have two uh little tortilla shells versus just one. So, the tortilla shells and the grease that they cook it in, that's that's upping the calories. So, I've noticed a lot of Belugas, they try to make it like tacos or just this dainty little snack. So, then they always stand in line and then they crowd up the airport trying to get these little tacos. And then, of course, they can't just eat one or two. So, they'll actually end up ordering more like six or eight, but then they try to make it like, "Oh, I didn't eat that much. I just had a couple of little tacos with the little vegetables on top." Just cuz it has vegetables sprinkled on top doesn't mean it's healthy, Bertha. So, you got all these big Berthas standing in line eating up all the tacos and then they get on the airplane and then they blow up the airplane bathroom. So, that's why at this point, I don't mind having a layover. I don't even like having super long flights anymore because there's always going to be a beluga blowing up the bathroom. I won't be able to go to the bathroom or they're going to be standing in the line and clogging up the aisle. No, like I'm not kidding. Like one time there was a beluga on the actual airplane and she was clogging up the line. She was standing there for a long time. Then she went in the bathroom for a long time. So then a super long line formed in the aisle and the people had to announce on the intercom, please sit down. The seat belt sign is on. Please return to your seats. We are about to experience turbulence. Please do not try to go to the bathroom right now. Have a seat. And this is all because the belugas were clogging everything up. clogging up toilets, clogging up the lines, taking up all the seedings at the gate, at the airports, causing long lines at Chipotle, long lines at And don't even get me started on Starbucks. I'm like, "Ma'am, you just got the chicken and waffles. Why do you also have to go to Starbucks?" And and by the way, that's a beluga habit. They always have to have a high calorie drink with every meal. They can't just have like a normal, you know, like water. There's this thing called water. Why is it that I never see belugas walking around with water bottles? They always have like a Stanley cup or something with a straw and then they have some [ __ ] inside of the Stanley cup. They got wine in there.

[00:57:19]They have like some sort of alcohol in there. They got like some sort of high calorie soda in there or they're just drinking soda all day long thinking that that's hydrating them. They'll be like, "Oh, but I I have a Coke Zero in here."

[00:57:31]And it's like, "Ma'am, what happened to water?" just because you're drinking liquid that that doesn't mean that you no longer have to drink water. And then they'll start complaining like, "Oh, I can't drink that much water because it's going to make me have to go pee." Good.

[00:57:44]Get some extra steps in, [ __ ] Get some steps in to go to the bathroom. You need those extra 500 steps because every single time we go somewhere, you always have to sit down everywhere. You can't walk anywhere. Has anybody noticed that a lot of Belugas, they overspend on Ubers and transportation? First of all, they always have to get a giant SUV. And then they always have to get the most fancy truck. You know, they they need a fancy Range Rover or whatever because they also have to prove themselves to the skinny women. They have to prove that they have money. They have to try to flex their money on skinny women.

[00:58:16]Like, oh, look, you may be skinny and pretty, but I'm richer than you. And then they go into debt for these giant trucks.

[00:58:23]They'll have these what? Escalade, Range Rover, whatever they're called. Rav 4.

[00:58:28]Oh my god. Don't even get me started on that [ __ ] They have all these freaking trucks all the time or if they don't have that type of car, they can't walk anywhere. So whenever we travel, if you travel with a beluga, like I've literally stopped traveling with women who are big. I I know it sounds [ __ ] up, but like I can't do it because they can't walk anywhere. They need to take an Uber everywhere. So then the price of the Uber, we're spending half of our travel money on Ubers when we could have walked 20 minutes, we can walk 30 minutes, we can walk 40 minutes. And so a lot of them, they don't want to live in walkable cities either. So that's why if you go to big cities that have a lot of areas where it's like you can walk around downtown, you're not going to see a lot of belugas out there walking.

[00:59:11]You're not a lot of belugas, they want to live in the suburbs. They want to live in the small country towns. They want to live where you need a car because for them walking means sweating.

[00:59:21]It means, you know, that's too much.

[00:59:23]They can't walk for a long time. A lot of them don't have as much mobility as a person who's skinny. So they don't really value walking. So even if they do travel, they overspend on Ubers. And then the the amount of money that you have to pay for an Uber, it depends on like how busy it is. So if it's if you're going out at night or something downtown, oh, the price of the Uber is going to be a little bit higher. So they don't care though. They they don't care about spending $70 per day on Ubers and then spending another $70 per day on food. And then they want to go to the sweet factory whenever you go on a vacation with a beluga. She always wants to go to the candy store. Not the regular store, but I'm talking about the expensive one with the fancy candy. You know, the ones where it's like they have to weigh the candy. So, she always wants to go to the sweet factory. She wants to go to the candy shop and get the big giant candies so she could have some snacks in her hotel room. And it's like, I don't want to eat the snack, [ __ ] I am the snack. My body is the snack. How about them apples? I don't need to go and purchase some gummy sugars from these corporations in order to have fun.

[01:00:30]But for a lot of women with this beluga mindset, they're anxious. They're anxious about their own bodies. They're anxious about walking around in this new town, you know? They're anxious about going to the beach, anxious about going to a big city, anxious about what the other women will look like, anxious about getting the male gaze or not. Just everything causes a freaking anxiety attack, anxious about not eating before getting on a flight. And by the way, when your stomach is digesting a bunch of food, it affects your sleep. So, a lot of these women, they overeat before they get on the flight, and then they think they're going to have a nap while they're on the flight. No, you're not.

[01:01:05]Because you just ate 2 lbs of curry right before you got on the plane. I remember when I was on a plane recently and I saw that the people, they were serving curry as like the meal. As soon as I saw them roll that cart out and as soon as I saw the curry and the chicken pot pies, I was like, "Oh, the belugas are going to blow up the bathroom. Oh, there's going to be a line at the bathroom." I already knew. I was like, "Yep, the bathroom is going to get blown up." You cannot just eat a whole bunch of curry and then think you're just going to sleep peacefully on the plane and you're not going to have any gas.

[01:01:37]No, it's normal after you eat a meal for your body to produce gas. it's normal for you to go to the bathroom because if if not then that means you're constipated which is a different problem. So, I don't know why a lot of belugas, they think they're going to have a peaceful plane ride and then they eat all this food, then they can't sleep on the plane, and then once they arrive at the vacation spot, now they're cranky. Now they're in a bad mood. Now, they don't want to walk around Europe. They don't want to walk around the strip or around, you know, Miami Beach or wherever you're at. They they can't walk now because their food is still digesting or they're stopped up. They're constipated. They didn't get enough sleep on the plane cuz they decided to eat curry and burritos and spicy tacos and a whole bunch of queso.

[01:02:20]So all of that that is a part of this dusty beluga mindset. She doesn't think ahead because she's a dusty [ __ ] She's dusty. She doesn't think ahead. She has no foresight. So she's not thinking, "Wait a minute. How am I going to feel 2 hours from now after I eat a giant burrito with several types of queso on it? How am I going to feel in my stomach?" And a lot of them don't think about how digestion works either because it's like, okay, you need the fiber to digest the protein. So even if you got a double serving of protein, if you didn't get any fiber, aka vegetables, if you didn't get any vegetables, guess what?

[01:02:57]You just wasted your time and money because your body is not going to metabolize that protein. So all you're doing is creating more boooo in your stomach because you didn't eat the fiber. So a lot of them, they undereat vegetables. They don't eat enough fiber.

[01:03:11]They just eat whatever. And then they wonder why they have no health benefits.

[01:03:15]They're like, "Oh, I just had that burrito and I still don't have energy.

[01:03:18]Oh, wow. I still didn't lose weight on the scale. Oh, all I did was just get constipated and then I just blew up the bathroom in the airport." But a lot of them, they don't think ahead. They're not thinking of how their body would feel. They're not thinking about how their body would look. And it's this external locus of control. So, she doesn't want to be the snack herself.

[01:03:37]She wants to eat the snack. She She's always yearning for somebody or something. She's yearning for a cupcake.

[01:03:44]She's yearning for Tyrone. She's yearning for Scott's attention. She's yearning for the skinny girl to gain weight. Have you ever been around a beluga that tracks your body weight?

[01:03:54]She's tracking your diet. She's tracking how many carbs you're eating. She's tracking how much uh frosting you're eating. Like this used to happen to me all the time, especially in college because when I was in college, they had a cafeteria where it's like all you can eat basically. So I would have several plates in front of me and then every single day there was always a beluga that's like, "Wow, how do you eat that much food and stay skinny? Where does all the food go?" And it's like, why are you over here monitoring what I eat as a skinny person? You need to be monitoring where your food goes. And also one thing that they didn't realize though is even though I had a lot of plates in front of me, I did not actually eat every single thing on the plate. Like I didn't clean those plates, but they didn't know that because they're too impatient. They're just judging. They see I have a big thing in front of me. And so then they say to themselves, "Oh, look, Exoticles United is eating 7,000 calories, so I'm going to do the same thing." And they don't realize I'm not actually doing that. I'm just putting the food in front of me to trick my brain into thinking I'm going to eat that much, but I really don't cuz I stop whenever I'm full. You know, whenever I feel satisfied, I stop.

[01:05:02]But a lot of belugas, they don't stop until they feel extremely full. Like they're literally about to keel over.

[01:05:08]They have a food coma. That's how much they want to eat. And it's like, ma'am, am I really enjoying my life if I have to put myself into a self-induced coma and then I call that fun? Do you hear how insane that sounds? that sounds mentally ill. That that sounds very similar to drug addicts. Oh, well, I want to have so much food or I want to have so much of this substance until I go into a coma. So, that's a sign that your life is actually terrible then. Cuz if the only way to enjoy myself is to disassociate from my life, that's a sign that I'm probably not living a good life then. If I have to have so many carbs to where I go in a coma and fall asleep and then I say, "Happy holidays. That's how I have a happy Thanksgiving." Ma'am, if you don't love your family, just say it.

[01:05:52]If you have a dysfunctional family, just say it. If you don't like being around mommy and daddy and sister and brother, just admit it. Because there's nothing normal about wanting to go into a food coma and then you think that's fun and and like that's a sign that like you had a good time. No, it's not. Me having a good time means that I actually enjoy the environment. I'm not constantly trying to escape. I'm not trying to mentally or emotionally or physically escape. Oh, I want to eat so much to where I fall asleep. Oh, when I go to the event, I'm only looking forward to the donuts. I'm I'm thinking about what kind of food we're going to have after this. You know what I think about when I go to events? I think about all the cool people I'm going to meet. Um, I think about what kind of music they're going to have and like me dancing and how that's going to be fun. I think about any performances that might be going on.

[01:06:41]Um, I'm thinking about just so many other things other than the food. Some of these women literally value food more than they value people. But what do you ladies think? Let me know in the comments section and I'll talk to you next time.