Rolling around in sh¡t instead of being Confident & Getting to it.

Added: 2026-04-29

[00:00:02]Okay, so I don't have long. I literally just did a reading and I did go get my food. Haven't tasted it. Um, my son's food came out perfect because he chose me in the kitchen, which he usually does. Um, but the Kool-Aid, oh my god, Kool-Aid is amazing. So hopefully the food is equally as good. I didn't get any meat, but I got a bunch of sides, so it kind of feel like a holiday. Um cuz on holidays they don't usually cook like fried chicken wings or catfish salmon beef short ribs. It's usually like ham turkey.

[00:00:49]Um so yeah I usually at holidays I'm mostly a side eater. I love the sides.

[00:00:56]Um, anyway, we don't have a long time for this, but I wanted to catch this because I was intrigued by the download.

[00:01:02]They like their chicks and twos, but they like to keep them both confused.

[00:01:08]And there is somebody maybe you that is wondering if this person has changed or you're trying to see like what you want to know what this person is on honestly.

[00:01:23]So your intuition could be telling you one thing and it's like soothing and confidence building and it's helping you to see around an illusion but at the same time it requires trust and faith and love which is it also requires perception um like a king perception or the ability to perceive beyond what the physical is showing you or something like that. So, you have to be Yeah. Okay. intuitive.

[00:01:57]Um, but it's calling you into this spiritual energy.

[00:02:03]It's calling you into this spiritual energy where you come out of what you're used to seeing, what it's always been, and you are able to like entertain the possibility of something better. Okay.

[00:02:16]So, what I'm getting is, and this happened with my Door Dash order, too.

[00:02:20]the app was showing that and I think somebody views you through apps and they kind of gauge where you're at in your spiritual journey where you're at vibrationally by that but the app showed you at a lower vibration like you weren't there yet but then you actually are or e reverse you know it could be vice versa I don't know but this person is headed straight to you which means that they could be close to you or getting close to you before you even know Um, they are sad, but they're sad when they think that they'll never be in a connection with you. I was also getting like this person is a dog, but you could be a dog, too. Like saying that you have enough confidence to date someone who may be honest about the fact that they're dating someone else, which means that you are free to pursue or date someone else, too. Even if you're not the type that will do it with this person, you could and you possibly would. Now, I'm also getting though that they're like a player, so they would try to keep you from being able to do that, but it's like a playful little challenge. The energy, this person is toxic. Um, and a little bit of toxic to me is fun. Life can get kind of bland and boring when you don't shake it up by being a little bad. Okay? So, I don't know how you feel about this, but this is what I'm getting.

[00:03:48]Um, we have dream jobs in reverse. I don't feel like this person is trying to sell you a dream or a fantasy. So, if this is somebody that is entertaining you while they're entertaining someone else, too. I don't think they're like fully giving to either of you. What it's saying is follow your intuition.

[00:04:08]What do they want? They like their chicks and twos, but they like to leave them confused. I want to make love to you. So, this person does send a lot of emotional energy towards you, but they're not doing [ __ ] on it. It's in reverse. So, like period, you're just like, "Yeah, they're not doing shit."

[00:04:26]And then with I knew it, this person knows that you could be following your intuition, but actually you're like maneuvering around them like they're trying to trap you and they're knowing that you are not getting trapped by them. You're not falling into their traps. This is somebody, man. They childish as [ __ ] They like to play games. Like they'll play games even with somebody that they actually care about.

[00:04:50]Like nobody what nobody is uh extent from this. Like this is crazy cuz this person literally gets sad over the fact that they possibly may never be with you. And part of it could have to do with the games that they play with you, but they're simultaneously still playing games with you knowing all the while that the game won't run on you. You're a mystery to me. They can't figure you out. So, you know, this person we have, we should be married in reverse. I don't feel like this is someone who who wants to be married. They may have tried it before and it didn't work out because they like their chicks and twos. Um because they like to play games. How can you play games when it's just one person?

[00:05:32]They toxic. Um, but you're a mystery to this person here.

[00:05:39]So, they're intrigued by you. Maybe it's somebody who would leave you alone, but you're too much. Um, you're too intriguing.

[00:05:56]You don't make sense. That's what I'm hearing. Um, and I'm not talking about you may say nothing to this person. You may not have a single conversation. They can't get no satisfaction.

[00:06:09]Still trying to figure out why. So, they are trying to connect with someone else or they tried to already or they did, but it just it didn't work for them and they're clear and aware of why and ready for more. So, they're looking for you to give them some turn on some kind of light to make them feel positive about it. Um, this person is focused on you like right right now. Right now.

[00:06:38]What's the gossip surrounding this energy? My phone's literally about to go dead. So, let's see. I have speak up in reverse. They're not going to say anything. That's why all of this energy is coming towards you. They're not going to say anything. This could be somebody that's focused on material things only.

[00:06:54]They're very superficial. They don't want to look like um like a average person, which is crazy to me because this person likes to play games. Why the [ __ ] do you need to come through like this to play games with somebody? Like you could just be you. You could be regular. You could be chill if you're going to play games, if you're going to have fun. Like why you got to be all of these all of these? And I'm not even talking about because I don't know where you're from, but I'm from the D. It's really easy to put on for my city if you want to. You know what I'm saying? I haven't done it in a while, but it's pretty easy to do that whether or not you have the funds. You can make it happen. Okay. So, I don't think that's what it is. I think this person wants to reach some kind of like true financial goal or status. They want to move into this whole new lifestyle. They want this to be elevated. Oh, wow. You going to be gone.

[00:07:46]I guess it don't matter to them because they want to play games with you, which is why they're not saying anything. but their energy still comes through because they can't keep their mind off you. What else?

[00:08:02]What else?

[00:08:05]They're very strategic, too. They're trying to break this cycle. They may not be doing this on purpose. Oh, I don't think they are because whoever the other person is that I feel like they watch tarot, too. or they're if you're talking about this person on your social media, they're watching you and they're they're getting triggered by what they see. So, they have these emotional reactions and difficulties that this person ends up having to deal with and then they're like up against the wall or backed up against the wall because something came out and they didn't mean it to, but their heart was like, "Oh, so the heart was coming out, but it's a game to you."

[00:08:44]People love to play with their hearts.

[00:08:47]That [ __ ] is not [ __ ] funny. It could kill you. What's wrong with you? Like, you don't understand that. It's just as serious in physical life as it is, but I'm not. You know what? Don't save them.

[00:08:59]They don't want to be saved. Just leave them right where they at. That's why they in toxic energy. Have fun with this. What else? Yeah, sugarcoated, candy coated [ __ ] is really all they have to offer you currently.

[00:09:15]Not sure why, but whoever this person, I'm focused on material things. I think that um it just means a whole lot to them. How they're seen by you.

[00:09:26]But we have mirror mirror.

[00:09:31]They see themselves in you.

[00:09:42]Sweet but deceptive words, empty compliments, hidden insults, and too good to be true.

[00:09:53]Mirror, mirror. This person sees themselves in you. Oh, okay. So, the third party is not just attacking you, they're attacking them also. So, both of you are being attacked because this person is keeping their back against the wall because they're too afraid to like fall for you or be interested in you and then you they don't have what it takes materially. Maybe they think you require a lot of money or something like that and then they feel as if they won't be able to like secure you.

[00:10:27]But this is crazy.

[00:10:29]I mean, cuz this the whole situation is triggering another person who is lashing out and causing issues and they don't even know it. I feel like both of these people, they're just sitting and seething in their emotions and feelings and you're getting hit with it and he's getting hit with it and she's getting hit with it. This is um I mean, you know, live your life whatever feels good, right? If it feels good, then you're doing the right thing.

[00:10:57]But somebody definitely is crying here and not feeling good and they're sad and frustrated and triggered and [ __ ] and listening to Jana Eko. And then we have and I love Jana Echo. Don't but damage, you know. I don't know. That's not Jana Eko. That's her, isn't it? Something like that. And then you have this person here who is like backed up against the wall. They're tense. They're aggressive.

[00:11:19]Also, like I said, they're not satisfied. They can't get no satisfaction. Maybe they haven't had any action in a while, but they're not doing anything to get any. This, you know, they're playing games and kind of like, uh, what is this with the sugarcoated [ __ ] They're toxic. And what they're doing is actually stopping the progression of getting what they want from you. Like, if they were honest and real, even from the third party, this is somebody who likes them in twos. You mean to tell me, man, dude, you really not a player for real. You don't really know how to do that [ __ ] because you should be getting it from one of them and it should be satisfying. What the [ __ ] are you doing here? Then we have bread coming giving minimal attention to you and giving minimal attention to the other person while still keeping their options open. So, this person is still scrolling and trying to get somebody else, but at the same time, they're like trying to hold on to the two of you without even really doing anything. It said never commit fully. vague promises and keeping their options open.

[00:12:23]They're also um sending out illusions, emotional manipulation.

[00:12:28]And if okay, so the person is triggered anytime they have something to say. This person is like, oh, you know, oh, you crazy. What are you talking about?

[00:12:36]You're imagining things. Or maybe they say this to you.

[00:12:41]But I feel as if this could be just pissing you off. So that's how you're mirroring them. Both of you are pissed by the situation, but whoever this other female is, they're like sad and feeling as if they're losing they're questioning their sanity and feeling like they're losing their mind.

[00:13:03]It don't sound healthy for anybody.

[00:13:09]This is also someone that plays games.

[00:13:10]If you text them, they uh leave you on hold for a long time. Um, it says divine timing, but what? Divine timing for what it's meant to be. Brand new energy.

[00:13:27]Fresh beginnings, reinventing yourself.

[00:13:31]Okay. So, I don't know. You might be in this cycle. Yeah, cuz me versus me is in reverse.

[00:13:37]I feel like part of your journey with this person is to see yourself in this person and what you do to get yourself in situations or to hold yourself in situations that um make you fight with yourself. It's like you're going back and forth with yourself about what your clarity and truth is. If somebody is just not good for you, they're not good for you. But you could constantly be trying to see the better in somebody because you may have been misunderstood quite a bit. But everybody does not deserve that. And at some point, I feel like you're going to see that. And instead of battling yourself about whether or not this person deserves like the benefit of the doubt, you're going to just stop doubting yourself who has already said that there has to be something better on the other side of this. And you're finally going to take that leap of faith or move on. There could even be something new that you want to do which will actually be like a breakthrough from this situation or feeling stuck in this. Okay. And I feel like that is coming towards you in perfect timing. And it looks like you're aligning to be ready for it. So anyway, you guys, that's my time. If I didn't see you in this live, hopefully I'll see you in the next. Until then, this is me and Ming kisses waving and saying good afternoon, good evening, and good night. Let me read these comments right quick. I got like two seconds.

[00:14:59]Hi Cornelius. Hi Chris. Hi Justin.

[00:15:01]Thanks for the compliment. Hi Britney.

[00:15:04]Hey Britney. I see you in here quite often. Hi Osho Messenger. I'm sure they are.

[00:15:13]Oh well. Game over. Hey Carmelas. All right. feet.