Porcelain

[00:00:07][music] >> Hey, I um I wish you'd picked up.

[00:00:14]Um I don't know. I think maybe uh hearing your voice might have made me less nervous to say this, but [music] um I just feel like I'm running out of options, and I I can't keep trying all of these things that give me and and having none of them work.

[00:00:27]>> [music] >> I just hope I haven't made the wrong choice.

[00:00:33]Please call me back.

[00:00:34]>> [music] >> Hey, good news. I uh I got you in with her. She says she's in room nine.

[00:00:43]And look, take it from me. I don't think you'll even recognize yourself after.

[00:01:02]>> It's open.

[00:01:13]>> Good luck.

[00:01:16]>> Come in. Come in.

[00:01:20]Sorry about the mess.

[00:01:22]Just moved in after they chucked me out of the last place. Settle yourself down.

[00:01:25]If you could just sign there, please.

[00:01:28]Here?

[00:01:53]Mhm.

[00:01:55]Let's see.

[00:01:58]Oh.

[00:01:59]Yes.

[00:02:02]Yes, I think that one will be perfect for you.

[00:02:05]>> Right. So, um how long have you been doing this?

[00:02:08]>> Oh.

[00:02:09]Getting on 5 years now.

[00:02:12]Before that, I did prosthetics for films.

[00:02:14]>> Oh, that's cool.

[00:02:15]>> Yeah. Yeah, it was fabulous.

[00:02:18]>> So, um how come you started doing this instead?

[00:02:22]>> Same reason you came here.

[00:02:25]Oh.

[00:02:26]Sorry.

[00:02:27]Just got to get that. Won't be a sec.

[00:02:33]Hello.

[00:02:34]Oh, what's up?

[00:02:41]>> [music] >> Okay, okay, I'm back. Let's speed this up.

[00:02:54]Do you mind keeping still so it sets evenly?

[00:02:57]>> Sorry. Don't be silly.

[00:03:00]Is that a resin?

[00:03:01]>> Yeah, it's a special epoxy resin that's bioreactive, so it binds with human keratin.

[00:03:06]>> Oh, um I didn't even know that existed.

[00:03:09]>> Well, I haven't shown many people.

[00:03:12]>> Yeah, but surely you could sell all of this, though.

[00:03:14]>> I could, but it tends to scare people off once they hear it's irreversible.

[00:03:25]>> I think I need to show you something.

[00:03:40]You have a twin.

[00:03:47]Noel, it's fine.

[00:03:51]It's just every time I look at myself, I feel like I'm looking at her.

[00:03:57]And I just couldn't do it anymore.

[00:04:01]Does that make sense?

[00:04:05]>> Wow, I I think when this was me, even though it was for different reasons, all of this it helped me get out, but it didn't heal me.

[00:04:22]>> I'm not sure you can skip that part.

[00:04:30]I've got to get that. Be back in a sec.

[00:04:58]>> [music] >> Hey, I uh I wish you to picked up.

[00:05:30]Um I don't know. I think maybe uh hearing your voice might have made me less nervous to say this, but um I just feel like I'm running out of options, and I I can't keep trying all of these things that give me and having none of them work.

[00:05:45]I just hope I haven't made the wrong choice.

[00:05:48]>> I can't make that decision for you, sweetie.

[00:05:50]>> Please call me back.

[00:05:52]>> Just give me a minute to sort these out and then we'll talk about it.

[00:05:59]>> I didn't say anything.

[00:06:01]>> Yes, you did. Just then.

[00:06:06]>> That was a recording, not me.

[00:06:09]>> Oh.

[00:06:10]Silly old me.

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