I Got Called a Bum Online, So Let’s Talk About Why People Are Mean (and Sing)

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[00:00:00]it every time. So, I just go near my router. I'm hoping it won't kill uh the live stream. So, yeah. Anyways, uh I think everything's on.

[00:00:17]Yep, I think so.

[00:00:22]All right.

[00:00:25]Who's on? I see one viewer. Who that?

[00:00:34]Ah, blue. It's good to see you.

[00:00:39]I did not reply to you today. Whatever.

[00:00:43]I'm a little busy. Always. Always and forever. How's your day going? Blue.

[00:00:50]I should stop calling you blue and call you caster, which I'm not used to and I don't want to.

[00:00:57]You want me to call you blue or caster?

[00:00:58]People are going to be confused or they're always confused.

[00:01:06]Not now.

[00:01:12]It's good you change shorts. Shorts?

[00:01:19]How do you know I change shorts? Are you watching me? Will you marry me? Nazu Huck Prince. Uh, if you a real prince, I will marry you. But I have to divorce my husband first, which I'm not going to do actually because What are the chances you're not You're a real prince? Probably not.

[00:01:46]I'm not gullible.

[00:01:48]Uh, what do I start off with? Oh, I want to start Well, I don't know if anyone's here. I want to use the fun stuff. I have a lot of fun jokes. I'm gonna wait until other people come on so I could tell the fun jokes so maybe I'll karaoke a little bit first. Um, how do you know he wasn't asking me to marry him?

[00:02:09]Caster.

[00:02:11]He's asking me.

[00:02:14]I don't know. Uh, uh, Naz Prince, were you asking me or Caster? You're right. I shouldn't assume that was me. You're right. I'm sorry for that. And I retract that. And maybe it is you. So would you marry him? I bet you would for the money. You a little uh I know where your priorities lie, Blue.

[00:02:38]And it's never Mr. Nice Guy.

[00:02:42]Hello. Are you really that nice? And it looks like you have children in your uh little um profile picture. Do you have kids? I got kids, too. Or I got the one kid, too. You It looks like you have one kid. Or you just take pictures with um random kids.

[00:03:00]You're a fan. How long have you been watching me? And also, yes, you just you have a family. I'm a hater. Caster, where' the guy go? Where' the prince go?

[00:03:13]Maybe he ran away when I said I was married. He don't want any of this if it's married. He's like, I'm barking off the wrong tree. And I hear that. Uh yeah, Mr. a nice guy. Tell me more. What particularly are you a f fan of? Hello. Everyone is coming on. I love that. Appreciate it.

[00:03:31]Okay, I might as well say the joke I was waiting for. So, I'm a sore winner. I'm very competitive. Anyone here also very competitive? Raise your hand. I am super competitive. Um, and I like to win, but I I realize that you can't just be a sore winner. You need sore losers to enjoy being a sore winner.

[00:03:56]Like if other people lose when I'm winning and then and then I like rub it in their face and then they get all mad or sad about it, it makes me feel so happy inside. Do you guys feel that way?

[00:04:09]So I feel like I'm very grateful for the sore losers in the world. I'm a sore loser as well. I'm a sore winner and a sore loser. But like if I could just rub it into their faces when that like I win something, it makes me feel very good.

[00:04:22]Do you guys ever feel like that or is that hella toxic? But I just realized that because I was like, "Oh, if you were just like whatever about losing and you were like, "Oh, it's okay. I'll just try again another time." I'll be like, "What the [ __ ] man? I wanted to use this to make you feel bad." All right.

[00:04:36]Sorry. Uh since uh I was uh I'm reading comments now. Hello. Uh, Questery verse, how you doing today? Hi. Looking lovely.

[00:04:48]Thank you, Zorino.

[00:04:50]I hope you're doing well today, too.

[00:04:53]Like I like 30, I guess. Uh, since you were 30. You've been a fan. How old are you now? And let's see. Please, Quest says, "Please don't be offended. Are you Chinese?" I'm not offended, but thank you for asking my ethnicity. I'm Vietnamese. uh purebred like a dog. I have Asian parents, so I'm really competitive. I don't know why my mom isn't super competitive, but I'm so competitive. I think it's in my jeans, you know. Don't you just love it when you could be a sore winner or am I just messing? Hello. Uh never broke again. I appreciate the hearts. Let's see. It's my first time. I'm actually I actually got recommended. So, you're not a fan.

[00:05:40]you just started. But that's cool. Uh, welcome, Mr. Nice Guy. Are you truly nice? Cuz this I don't know if this is a channel for you. I'm not very nice.

[00:05:50]Still waiting for the joke part. I thought it was funny. You didn't think it was funny. You're such a troll.

[00:05:57]Oh, Blue. Uh, wait. I'mma go back here.

[00:06:00]Okay. Okay. See, you're so pretty. Thank you. Never broke again. So, you're not broke. How you got some monies? Do you have any Mexican in you? Uh, Michael Sanchez is gonna I'm gonna If I say no, you're going to say, "Do you want some?" I know this joke.

[00:06:20]I know this hitup line. I mean, I know it from um I think it's from Parks and Wreck. Do you have any Indian in you?

[00:06:26]And then the guy was like, "No." And he's like, "Do you want some?" You know, that was funny. Anyways, um that's the American side, bud. Yes. Okay. Thank you for Theodore. Let's see. When are you always live? I'm live Mondays 9:00 a.m.

[00:06:40]9:30 usually a little earlier. 9:30 uh PST and Fridays Friday same time 9:30 a.m. PST. Chain says, "How are you? I'm from El Banistan.

[00:06:55]You remember?" I do remember you chains just slightly though. All right, Mrs. Competitive. Integrate integrate infinity to infinity quest. Hey, I used to know how to integrate [ __ ] Integration is is not okay. What is it?

[00:07:14]Deriv. No, what am I saying? Integration is finding the surface area or the volume underneath um well say say you have an area. If it's an area, then you have to find the volume. But if you're finding it under like a curve or a line, then it's the area underneath the line.

[00:07:30]And then yeah, that's integration. And then uh d finding the derivative not the derivative is that the right term is the slope of the line at a particular um point. All right sorry I know this is stupid but I love math.

[00:07:46]I and I will not do that because I don't know how to integrate anymore. I have uh black parents so I have anxiety. Is that what you do? Is that the generational trauma they gave to you? Hey Asian parents give you anxiety as well. Uh, haha, Michael Sanchez, I got to the joke before you. Suck it. I could listen to you all day. Thank you. You are a fully grown woman. I sure am. I'm super grown and I shouldn't I don't know. Oh, yes.

[00:08:15]I'm super grown. That's all I have to say. Thank you for that.

[00:08:19]So grown that I have um I've had had a child.

[00:08:25]So grown. Uh that that was the that that was that news calculus.

[00:08:33]I loved calculus. I've had I think I had like four years of calculus, but I don't remember any of the formulas or whatever. So I don't know how to integrate or find the derivative or I don't remember what the word is. I can't remember [ __ ] but I remember how to do it. Um okay, sorry. Next thing I had to say is that I have a narcissistic family. Kind of narcissistic.

[00:08:59]I married my husband, but I did not take his name, right? I kept my um narcissistic family's name, but I was thinking it would be really funny if I ever changed my name. I would change it to my mom's maiden name instead of my dad's uh name because of the narcissism because he I have that currently. I have his name currently. If I change my name to my mom's maiden name instead of my husband's name, my in my extended family would go wild. They'd be so upset.

[00:09:30]They'd be like, "Why would she do that?"

[00:09:31]You know, why didn't she just change it to her? because they would understand me changing it to my husband's name, but they would not understand me changing it to my mom's name. And I think that would be really funny to get under their skin, you know? Like I feel like doing the paperwork just to get under their skin.

[00:09:49]There's so much paperwork. It would be like like changing my passport, changing my license, changing everything about me so that I can have a different name just despite them. I don't know. I'm just feeling literally a little slightly toxic today these days today. I don't know. I'm toxic a little all the time, but I thought it was pretty funny. Uh, let's see. I Okay, I'm reading comments.

[00:10:14]Everyone's so sweet today. If you like it, please smash the button. If you guys have narcissistic family tendencies, please smash the button. I have I don't know which button. I don't know. Likes, comments, subscribe buttons, whatever. I have a science exam tomorrow. Wish me luck. Good luck. You got this. Zero.

[00:10:33]You got it. And Tony says, "Math or another one of evaluate the limit x going to 0 sin x overx." I used to be able to do [ __ ] like this and I'm not into it anymore. You know why? Because it's not a life.

[00:10:54]I was thinking about how I'm competitive all the time. And then I was thinking about how you could be competitive at sports. Yes, it's fun and whatever, but I feel like there's like a game in life.

[00:11:05]You know what I mean? Like like if you're good at uh I don't know, finances or if you're good at finding joy or you're good at making love or you're good at getting people who want to be around you. Like that's kind of like the game of life. And I don't care about finding the limit of x sorry to the zero uh sinx overx no more because it doesn't pertain to my life you know like it's not the in the game of life. That's my thing. Okay. Upsetting the in-laws seem like a b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b b bonus. Uh oh. Yes, that would upset my my in-laws. I don't think it would upset them that much because their grandchild is the name of my husband's last name. So, as long as the grandchild's name is right, it's not like it matters, you know? I don't know.

[00:11:58]Uh, let's see. They're also not narcissistic, so it wouldn't trigger them as much. You are amazing. Thank you for the sweet comments, uh, FA Fav.

[00:12:08]Let's see. Eric says, "Who were you talking about when you said you wanted to get under their skin?" I can't say Eric, but I'm talking about my generically I'm talking about my narcissistic extended family or yes, they would be very upset.

[00:12:24]Not really that that's not a game of life. BS or whatever. Maybe not the game for you. The game for me. Okay. Uh let's see. Uh just remember the wise words of Taylor Swift. Haters going to hate hate hate hate hate. She's so wise. Danish guy. Uh, let's see. Are you facing hair loss? No, I'm not. I Oh, I um How do I I guess this is something I don't know if this matters to anyone, but thank you for asking to ch time something. I just have a lot of baby hairs. I've had baby hairs since I was like a little kid, and my daughter has the same kind of situation. Um, and it will always be like near, especially near the front of my face. I have a lot of baby hairs. So, I'm not losing hair. It's just if you see like baby hairs, it's because it's always going to be there. Such a random question, but thank you. Um, here everyone, I'm going to start singing because I want to sing something, but I don't know what to sing.

[00:13:30]You guys have any requests?

[00:13:37]You guys like churches? I used to like churches.

[00:13:41]Uh they were cute. I love their one album with the mother we share kind of song. That's a good song.

[00:13:48]Uh how much water do you drink a day? I drink a lot of water.

[00:13:56]I'm very much about hydration. Um but I also don't like keep count of it.

[00:14:02]I'm not like anal, but I do drink a lot of water because I like just love water and it's healthy and it's like actually it's a good like dieting tip too that if you're thirsty that it's better to if you're hungry it's best to drink some water first to see if you're thirsty not hungry and then like it helps you with your dieting. Not that anyone needs to care about [ __ ] like that. Go Danish guy. Hey hey hey. Okay. Jane's uh addiction. Jane says, "Okay, I will pin that after my church's thing." Thank you, Blue. If singing is your power, what are you without it? I don't That's a good question. Um, Mohamad, I would say that singing is not my power. I think I think I'm always worthy. It doesn't matter. You're not You're not the things you do. You're not just because you're funny, just because you're joyous doesn't mean or just because you have like bubbliness doesn't mean you always have to be like that, you know, or you just because you like to sing doesn't mean it defines who you are. Same thing with my career I'm looking at. It doesn't matter if I have 2,000 followers, which I'm headed towards very close. Yay. Smash that button if you want to. You know, you don't have to. If you don't want to. Um, I it I was listening to this journaling thing and it was saying if it was meant for your life, it will come in its time.

[00:15:35]And I'm really trying to believe that because I'm tired of rushing through my life to prove stuff anymore. And I don't think my singing has to be proven. It doesn't have to be good today. It doesn't have to be good every day. I'm moving forward just because I enjoy it and that's good enough for me. And I don't know. I don't think you just because you have one defining thing that you're good at or you're good at lots of things. Doesn't mean that it defines you. Your power is always going to be within you. It doesn't matter if other people see it. It just matters that you you know you know it. Okay, that's my thing. I am done with that. and we're gonna sing the mother we share and then we can do caster [ __ ] I know if you guys can't hear it, you you'll be hearing my voice instead.

[00:16:32]Never took your side.

[00:16:38]I keep my shuttle is long when You can make it easy on me and the we share our cold hearts from calling in the dying light.

[00:17:19]I'm the only one here and I will cover you until you go oh the truth.

[00:17:30]I will always be free and keep a prize with me.

[00:17:36]And to go oh commit misery where you can't come. Oh this your I I [ __ ] it but it's okay. Uh let's see. I will read comments. Oh Jane addiction. And let's see. This one's for blue.

[00:17:58]Jane says lyrics.

[00:18:02]Um, let's see. Are your eyes drawn in or tattooed? They're both. I got them tattooed ombre and also I did my eyeliner and my lips after I gave birth to my child because I had no time for makeup. And then now I just draw them in a little bit here and there. Uh, and just fill them in. Also, she did a okay job, but they're a little they were a little crooked. So, so I have to fill this one slightly, just a hairline over.

[00:18:31]Um, my favorite song is when we fell nice together on just saying thanks for sharing your favorite song. Plastic dream sky. Uh, you from Thailand? No, I'm from V. Not from Vietnam. I'm from America, but I'm I'm Vietnamese. If Oh, yes, I've read that. Uh, what's good?

[00:18:52]How are you today? And what we talking about? We just talking about whatever.

[00:18:55]We're shooting the [ __ ] and we're being silly and we're singing. Your favorite things in life in nature. Uh, what are your favorite things in life in nature?

[00:19:03]Comment down below. I would say uh my favorite things is singing and being with people. It's like my favorite things. So, I'm grateful to do both with you guys. Uh, what about you guys? Uh, did you have a good Mother's Day? Yeah, it was pretty chill. I got to do my nails. I know it's such a plain color, but I really like them and I'm glad to like I had time to like shower. That was my favorite thing. Um, yeah, that's it was nice. It's Yes. Anyway, sorry. Thank you for the comments, bum for my voice.

[00:19:34]I think I'm I'm doing okay. There's some South Indian organic oil that brings your hair growth. And personally, I was losing hair. So, you can use it on yourself and your daughter. I'm not losing hair again. It's just naturally like this and um uh thank you though.

[00:19:51]I'm okay but thank you. Um you're beautiful. Just letting you know.

[00:19:55]Thankslight. I appreciate it. And we are singing blue song because we singing blue song.

[00:20:14]James hides teleision.

[00:20:35]She hides his television. He comes back again to wait for me right I'm going to kick Smile.

[00:21:27]Go.

[00:21:29]Caveman don't like Oh god, that was enough. That's enough. Thanks for that, Blue. Um MC G says, "Hello." Hi. Okay.

[00:21:41]Love your positivity though. Yeah. Um what's your regular diet and exercise?

[00:21:48]Uh thanks for asking.

[00:21:50]I'm pretty skinny, you see. very skinny actually.

[00:21:55]Um, and I'm a mother and I'm 34 years old. So, you know, I have to work very hard to keep it tight. Keep it real tight.

[00:22:03]Um, what do I do? Um, I think big thing for me is that I focus on eating fruits and vegetables that I enjoy. I'm not the type to be like, oh, I have to like force myself to eat stuff. Like, I don't I don't want to be like depriving myself. I'm like happy with the and then like if I want sweets um I usually keep it in my mouth and like I don't chew at it. I'm not inhaling my sweets. I'm trying to stay pre like I actually inhale my vegetables and my fruits. Like it's the first thing I always eat the the thing that's healthiest first and then I always I actually usually have a treat after a meal. Most meals not maybe at least once a day I have something and then I'll just I won't inhale. So, I'll try to eat like little spoons full and then I'll like sit with it in my mouth for a long time and then like that's like enjoyous for me. Exercise. I run around with my kid. I carry my kid a lot and um I like to run and I I dance and I swim when it's summer. I swim a lot. Uh thank you Blue for saying that. I did a great job. I thought I did okay. Keep going. Um what do you do for exercise and diet? Also like I think if we stop thinking of dieting and exercising as things that we h like have to do that's like deprivity you know like oh if I exercise it has to be really brutal and painful like no pain no gain but that's not necessarily true you can have a joyous time like I've been working on my dancing and like and I get to dance that's so fun for me like why can't exercise just be fun you know and then um it's the same with food. I I I love food. I'm like I don't like being hungry. I'm not never going to starve myself. Dieting should never be starvation, you know? Like to me, it should be like you're honoring your body by saying you're hungry. Okay, I want to eat. I'm tired. Okay, I'm going to rest.

[00:23:59]It's the same thing. And I uh I What do I do? I think I basically said what I do, you know, like enjoy the fruits and vegetables that you like. You don't have to force yourself to eat vegetables that you don't like, you know, just like hone in on the things you enjoy. Um, actually, a side note, I just thought of like a great thing to give myself when I'm done with my launch of my book cuz I I write like romantic fantasy novels or I'm writing a second one. I already posted one, but I'm like writing my second one. And I want to give myself something that I enjoy because, you know, you you know, you did something big. It's a big thing, you know, to me.

[00:24:36]I like want to be excited for my and celebrate. And um I'm going to give myself a little tattoo and it's going to be near my uh Oh, Billy. It's going to be near my arm. I don't know where, but somewhere on my wrist. It's going to say wooi. Um in Chinese calligraphy, wooue, which I've talked about a lot, is a Dallas term that um that Buddhists also incorporated. It just means like going with the flow and like enjoying your the moment and enjoying your life. And you don't, you know, you don't have to worry about, if you think about it, it's kind of like in a current, like in a river, instead of trying to rush downream or rush upstream or resist and go upstream, you just chill and you go at the rate you're supposed to go at. And I like that idea a lot. Like I talk about it all the time because I'm always rushing through my life and I don't want to rush through my life anymore. So I think that'd be such a cute like tattoo idea. And anyways, that's where I'm at. Um, nice body.

[00:25:36]Thanks, Thomas.

[00:25:38]Uh, how to be beautiful like you joke.

[00:25:43]Uh, I mean, yeah, you can, but you know what? You're not defined by how you look like. Like, sometimes we go through rough moments. Like, my husband is kind of chubby right now, and I would never make him feel bad for being bigger, you know? Like, he's a great father. He's a great provider, you know? He's he's a great husband and he doesn't have to be beautiful, you know? It's not a big deal. And I don't think that of my friends either. I feel like if you like and you love them, it doesn't matter. Oh my god, Billy. Is there something on your ear? It's bleeding a little bit.

[00:26:19]Um, you remind me of a royal feast in it's a 22 20 uh 2022 Chinese historic historic what? Oh, I didn't I I almost read that.

[00:26:38]Uh, and then he took it away, I think.

[00:26:41]Oh, blue. I don't know what he said, but wait, no. Did he? I can't I can't. Okay.

[00:26:45]Okay. It must have been. Anyways, let me see. How's everyone doing? Let's see if I have anything else to talk about.

[00:26:54]Oh, I was gonna say that there was someone called me a bum on chat and I was very reactive. I said like like I'm not a bum. You're probably I have more money than you. And I was feeling kind of bad about it. Like not that bad. You know, it's okay to be reactive. I'm only human. And yeah, people online can be mean. I want to remind myself that and it's going to happen again. I'm probably going to be reactive. It's just natural.

[00:27:20]What am I going to do? You know, like like trolls be trolling and then they get sometimes they won't get under my skin if I'm you know, you know, I'm just human. But I wanted to say that I have to remember that even if someone says something negative about me, it's more about them than it is about me. Like why do people go online and like feel the need to do that a lot, you know? and that has more to do with them and I hope they find help and joy and whatever and maybe this is how they find joy. We all have a little toxicity in us. So like if this finds if this makes them find joy then you know who am I to like they can deal with their own thing and I just have to remind myself as a human and you know hearing these things that like it's more about them than it is about me and I try to I'm trying to chill about that.

[00:28:08]Anyways, uh okay. How you I remind you of the f royal feast, huh? Okay. What about it though? Focusing on culinary arts. Uh how to be nothing and to be anything.

[00:28:27]How to be nothing and to be anything. I don't know. Boy, I was reading this thing the other day and it says you don't need you don't have to want everything and take you don't everything you want you don't have to have because you are already everything and like reading that made me feel so good in a way you know like you are already everything why do you need to feel like why do you need to buy stuff to be more or do stuff to be more you know sometimes you could just be anyways That's my That's I liked that saying. I read it sometime last week or whatever. Um, thank you for saying I'm beautiful. I am doing okay.

[00:29:11]Gam, I'm really trying. I'm butchering your name. Goam. I'm so sorry. Billy looks cute as you. Billy's the best. We love Billy. He's the sweetest little guy.

[00:29:24]Isn't he so nice? He's like the best.

[00:29:27]Billy is greater than Harper. thousand percent. Billy is the [ __ ] Uh, in our family, he is the glue. Just kidding.

[00:29:36]I'm the glue in the family. Duh.

[00:29:40]Let's see. Okay, I talked about the bum thing. Um, thank you guys for being with me. This is really fun. And I hope I made it to 2,000 subscribers. I feel like I just did. I don't know for sure. I I was already hovering near it. Like last week I was at 1995.

[00:30:00]I was like [ __ ] just five more subscribers.

[00:30:04]But just a number. I mean I'm so grateful for the 1995 people who like smashed that subscribe button. But like it's like I was still kind of like [ __ ] so close to the finish line. What is it? Close is never enough.

[00:30:18]That's what my mom is in my head saying like that's nothing.

[00:30:25]You either got it or you don't. And I'm I'm not even a micro influencer. I'm just a a nothing nothing influencer. I'm sorry. I'm done. Okay. The real panda's back. Hi. It's good to see you. Uh let's see. He is so cute. Billy. Billy is the best here. He's the star of the show. I just put myself barely in the screen because he's like, "What's going on?" He she himself. He has beautiful green eyes. You're so beautiful.

[00:30:56]No, honestly, he's a good guy.

[00:30:59]Uh, Panda, how are you today? Hope you're doing well. I'm great. Grateful you could come on. Besides English, what kind of language do you know? Uh, I I speak Vietnamese, but very little. And to my mom, and it's like really shitty, like child's like a twoyear-old, not even maybe a one-year-old kind of English Vietnamese.

[00:31:20]Uh, Joshua, it's good to see you. So, how are you today? Uh, I did something yesterday. What did you do, Panda? Uh, what did you do? I made the first step to reaching out to my mom. Wow. On Mother's Day, huh? How was that? I'm sure you felt all kinds of things and I think it's okay. Um, Dill says, "Billy's a wolf." He sure is. He's actually um we used to watch like Game of Thrones and we used to have a second cat and he had he was like a Siamese cat but he was like white with blue eyes and he's kind of like the devil. He honestly was like always like antisocial, always fighting with us and whatever. Anyways, I called him a white walker from Game of Thrones. And Billy looks kind of like uh the Starks from the the family, you know, like with the the coats and whatever.

[00:32:12]I call him Jon Snow. He's so cute, isn't he? He's just like a little wolf. He's so sweet. Okay, sorry. Uh, let him be. I know. I can't. He's annoyed at me. Look at him. It was hard. A lot of debating, but I went for it. She text me later that night. That's amazing. How do you feel? Yeah, it's um it's a big thing. I mean, I always feel if you felt like you needed space from your parent, there probably was a reason. And other people always want to put you down for taking space from your parent, but I don't think so. I feel like like they always in Asian culture, they'll say you're a bad daughter because you're not spending time with your your parents. But I would say they were bad first.

[00:32:56]Who's bad first, the child or the parent? Because usually the parent, your child wants to love the parent so bad, but there's something off about the way they treat you. and you finally found reasons to protect yourself and so you did take some time away from you them.

[00:33:13]It doesn't have to be all the time. It's not like you always have to take time and it doesn't have to be forever or if you choose to take forever you you know that's your choice because they never wanted to change. You know what I mean?

[00:33:24]And that's okay. But like I think people calling you a bad daughter is messed up.

[00:33:31]Do do they go ahead and call those people bad parents? I don't know. You know u Billy looks so chill. He is the chillest. If you want to take him off my hands, I would love that. I I love Billy, but like I have a daughter and sometimes it can be hard to raise both and he's always [ __ ] on our beds and it's a behavioral issue because he has no health issues. I've gone to the vet and everything. So, uh I mean other he is now I'm not selling Billy too much.

[00:34:01]He's a really great cat honestly other than the [ __ ] on my my bed and I swear he only shits on my bed because he has a hard time with you my daughter.

[00:34:10]So, and like it's really you know my daughter is always pushing him and all kinds of things. It's it's rough. So, yeah. Uh you're very talkative. Oh, I'm so talkative. I was very scared and anxious. Of course, you were a real panda. I thousand% um um hear you. You know, I'm sure there was a reason you were scared and there was a reason why you're anxious and that makes sense.

[00:34:33]Your body remembers. You know, your body does remember. Doesn't grip. What are you saying? Speaking of Mother's Day, how was the whole day? Did your man treat you like a princess? He gave me time off so I could do my nails and like take a shower and uh and do my skin care. So, I don't know if he treated me like a princess, but he watched Rory so I can take a break. So, kind of in a way that way that was nice. Um, I've been trying to use the the app Good to Good to Go. If you guys have ever heard of it, they like have like leftover food and then like it's like six bucks or 10 bucks and then you get like a whole mess of like their like there's a lot of bobbo Boba shops in my area that does it and then there's also like other restaurants and it's supposed to be like affordable. But then I was thinking recently cuz then I this is my second time using the app. I was like, it's really great to have like an affordable thing and like to go out still because it's everything's so expensive. I cannot like I will not spend money. I don't think it's justified to get fur for like for like 60 bucks or or like or to get like a burger place for like 30 bucks.

[00:35:40]I'm just tired of like how expensive everything is. So, I don't really want to go out. So, I thought good too good to go would be a good like middle way.

[00:35:50]But I realized that most of the food I've tried don't taste that good. And there's a reason why they keep having extra food. So I'm kind of like kind of like backing away from too good to go, too. Cuz I don't want to eat crappy food that doesn't like highly chloric food that doesn't taste good to me. I'm very big on eating highly curific.

[00:36:14]Okay. Sorry. George is from Scotland.

[00:36:17]Hi, how are you? Billy C catching strays today. Billy is the best today. Maybe hopefully people subscribe just for Billy. Maybe they're just here for Billy. Fort Lauderdale in the house.

[00:36:30]Nice. TMC. Okay. Wow. I'm like I'm seeing a lot of things. You gave you time to shower. What are you saying, Joshua? It's really hard to have a child and like someone has to watch her. So like it's nice to have time to shower.

[00:36:45]That's exactly what I'm saying. What's the name of the app? It's called too good. Like t o good to go. Uh t to o o g o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d d t o g o. So that's the name of the app, but I'm I'm telling you, I'm not sure if you would like it. Jensen, good luck. I don't know. I don't know if it's for everyone. What could there possibly be so much to talk about? I don't know.

[00:37:11]I mean I might hear I usually sing too usually that part that part at that that point I'm this point I'm just going to buy bread peanut butter and jelly sandwich sandwich sandwiches and fruit.

[00:37:24]I know, right? It's so expensive to live. Um peanut butter is pretty affordable. It's a good protein. That's not a bad way to have a meal. And there's no shame in being frugal in this kind of climate. You know this like recession is coming. I feel what if you prepare a meal that would that what would you cook? If I prepared a meal Oh my god. I'm just If I I pre prepare all of my meals for my family. I cook a lot of crap. Just depends on the day. I make a lot of those rice vegetable meat kind of situations. It's just easy, you know?

[00:38:05]you just like chicken or beef or pork and then and then whatever kind of r uh vegetable frozen vegetables are cheap, they're fresh and like I and they're microwavable. I usually do that and sometimes I plan ahead and I just leave it in the refrigerator so that I don't have to microwave. I feel like I'm saving energy. I feel like that makes sense because it's like it's frozen food and then you're putting in the refrigerator which keeps it cool and cools down your fridge and then you don't have to use the microwave. I don't know. This is like my thought process.

[00:38:37]Um, sometimes it's just easy. Uh, I live in Asia in Pakistan. Okay, that's cool.

[00:38:43]It's extreme. Wait, I can do P planets.

[00:38:47]It's extreme workout for abs. It's a monster. Cool. Minecraft. I appreciate that. I don't know it, but is So, it's more quantity over quality.

[00:39:00]Um, it is Jackson Jensen. I wouldn't recommend it. I don't I mean I don't personally love it, but you could give it a shot. Totally. Uh sin. I I am a sinner. True sinner. Yes, you can call Wait, or if you're saying sl which I don't know what that means. Are you married? I am totally married. Totally uh locked up. Uh the old ball and chain, which is me, not referring to him. Uh where do you live in uh Europe? Are you talking to someone else? Minecraft.

[00:39:31]because I live in America, but I have traveled to Europe and it's be sound looks very beautiful. So much sugar. Uh PBJ.

[00:39:41]Yeah. But it's also very affordable.

[00:39:43]Unless you put less jam in it, then it doesn't have to be that much sugar. Uh just a subtle amount of jam, it should be okay. Kind of healthy. Kind of not.

[00:39:52]But you know, everyone's just trying to survive at this point. Uh let's see.

[00:39:56]I've been doing healthy choice meals, losing a lot of weight. Good for you, TMC. I love that for you. I used to eat ice cream and everything else, but no more only fruit. Fruit is a great replacement. Um I used to I personally everyone to each their own like I hope that that looks like it works for you and I love that for you. Um but I realized that if I just like keep depriving myself of the fruit and vegetables like if I just put fruit instead of sugar then I c I have a sugar addiction and I have to have a little bit of sugar. So then nowadays I just like try to be really mindful when I do eat sugar and sometimes I just add the fruit with the sugar. So like if it's ban bananas works with almost everything. So sometimes I have bananas with uh chocolate or like apples with chocolate. So then it does and then I have the little bit of chocolate at the end without any fruit. So it feels like I had some decadence. It I just need a little. I'm just Yeah, that's how I do things. But I love that for you and good for you for losing weight. Uh I like your jewelry, dear. Do you have a theme?

[00:40:56]I don't know what the theme is. I was just thinking everyone these like uh these Zenos these days or whatever have like um lots of good good ass jewelry and they're always like going crazy on their jewelry and I kind of like that and I have stuff to wear so whatever.

[00:41:10]Just cute. It's cute, right? Thank you.

[00:41:12]Thank you. Um Um Victor says, "I'm beautiful." Thank you. Uh you're from Atlanta, Georgia. Very, very cute. I've been to Atlanta. It's very sweet. I love I think I went to like I don't know what that thing is. It's like a botanical gardens in Atlanta and everything's so beautiful and like the houses are so nice and I don't know it seems like a chill place to live. Um, what's your favorite jam for your PB&J? Good question, Boo. What about you? Uh, I do not care for grape. I like strawberry. I hate orange marbalade. I know. I don't know why they even have orange marbalade. It should not even be a option in the grocery store. It doesn't taste that good. It's a little bitter.

[00:41:56]Um, how are you today? I'm good. How are you, Omar? Uh, are you single? I am totally taken. By the way, grape is the right answer. It's not the right answer.

[00:42:05]It's the wrong answer. It's strawberry all the way. Not grape. Grapes can be kind of generic sounding, tasting, kind of like medicine. A little bit. Just a little bit. It It would go strawberry then grape. Okay. Uh, do you have any leather pants? I do. And it's such a strange question to ask, but okay. Uh TMC says, "I am 20 lb sh I was 20 200 lb shredded and I grab that photo and put it in my phone so that way anytime I think about doing something stupid, I just look at my phone." Oh, that's kind of a nice weight. That's a nice um strategy. You really kind of have to be creative about the way you want to lose weight because there's always going to be so much temptation. I feel like the same thing about men with their um I I heard these days that like these only fan models or whatever are always trying to intantalize you guys by like uh like trying to add themselves to all your social medias like on Facebook and whatever and they just want you to take they just want your money and like this is how they do it. And I was like wow society makes it so inappropriate and not okay like these things should be regulated. It shouldn't be not okay for people to spam call you all the time.

[00:43:22]Not okay for like like like only fan models to like follow you on stuff so that you follow them back. You shouldn't none of this should be okay. Okay.

[00:43:30]Sorry. Okay. Uh let's see. Uh Ashwan says, "I'm so pretty." Thank you. Like, comment, subscribe if you enjoy my content. I am TMC says, "I'm 57 and I was 280 pounds. Now I'm 258." Hey, that's really good. What is that? 22 lbs. I love that for you. And it's good for your health, too. And you're taking care of your body. It shows you how much you are starting your dieting and health journey. It shows you how much you can start loving yourself. I think it's a big thing about dieting and health. And you should have always loved yourself along the way because you're still worthy whether you're big or small. But like showing your body like that you're caring for yourself is kind of like your relationship with your body is getting better. You know what I mean? Like I feel the same way about sleeping more or trying to rest more. My relationship with my body is getting better because I used to not want to rest.

[00:44:29]I was like I'm a machine. I don't [ __ ] need to rest. Hustle culture is the [ __ ] False information.

[00:44:37]Um have you gone through sad days? Yes, I have. my kid uh was diagnosed with autism and that was a painful time for me to like like relearn things to like expect parenthood to be different for me to um to learn to be the be better parent for my kid who with this special needs um I went through a little depression through that too. I mean, depression is common and normal and I'm joyous, but I'm also, you know, a human being and I can feel sad and I can also be not talkative sometimes. Not right now because, you know, I'm on live stream, but you know, Asian girl, please. Yes, please. Okay, the red. I appreciate that. Hey, Keith is here. Hi and bye. All right. Bye.

[00:45:22]Hope you have a good day. Joshua. Oh, new Joshua. Holding hands is also a form of affection. Let's hold hands, make eye contact, and gaze into the sunset. Uh, that's sweet. But I am married. I could do that with my husband, though. Um, I want to whisper sweet words into your ears. Yes. Well, too bad.

[00:45:43]Let me sing something. I feel like chill. I feel like that was a good amount of time talking and I hope you the comment section. Please keep going.

[00:45:53]But, uh, we'll sing something.

[00:45:56]What can we sing?

[00:46:03]Look at look around.

[00:46:14]Maybe Candyman. I don't know this song very good, but I do love this song.

[00:46:19]Candyman by Christina Aguilera.

[00:46:23]I don't know it very good, but I'll sing it. I'll try it.

[00:46:30]Candy, I don't know if you can hear the music.

[00:46:54]He's a onetop.

[00:46:56]He's a sweet talking sugar coating candy man. Sweet talking sugar coated candy man.

[00:47:04]All right.

[00:47:05]I don't know the song very well. I keep saying it but all right.

[00:47:11]I should practice it.

[00:47:15]I will practice it. How are you today?

[00:47:17]I'm good. Join. How are you today? Um let's see. Loud. Is it? Sing loud. Oh, thank you. Sure. Yes, I will. I will just need to find a song I know slash want to sing right now.

[00:47:31]Do you guys know M2M? I just saw it. So, I'm gonna sing something from them that isn't but let's see. How's your day, Kenneth?

[00:47:43]It's going well. How's your day going?

[00:47:45]Um, we could do Pretty Boy. Do you guys know M2M? Raise your hand. or you know if you don't know it also they're cute. They're from the Millennials. It was a girl band. Two of them. They were so cute.

[00:48:04]This is a slow song. I didn't expect it.

[00:48:10]You know M2. I'm surprised. Blue. You know like all music.

[00:48:16]I lie awake at night. See you inside my mind.

[00:48:32]You know you have made me blind.

[00:48:38]I lie awake and pray that you will look my way.

[00:48:49]I have all this longing in my heart. I knew it right from the start.

[00:48:59]Oh. Oh, God. No. Oh, my pretty pretty boy.

[00:49:18]Just tell me you love me.

[00:49:24]Oh my pretty pretty boy. I need you. Oh my pretty pretty pretty boy. I do.

[00:49:35]Let me make you.

[00:49:47]I love that song. It's so good. I am good, sweet girl. Today, Ireland. Oh, that's cool. Do you drink a lot? I feel like you have to.

[00:49:58]Just like them Russians. You kind of have to.

[00:50:03]Uh, let's do um a thousand miles.

[00:50:10]Blue loves us all.

[00:50:16]Oh crap.

[00:50:26]>> I made it 2K. No way.

[00:50:37]Oh my god. Hell yeah. Yay.

[00:50:40]And I need you and I miss you. Oh, ball.

[00:50:46]And now I wonder if I can fall. And oh wait, sorry. First of all, I made it to 2K. I am not a bum.

[00:50:58]And it says more about you saying I'm a bum than it says about me. Ball N7W.

[00:51:05]And definitely gonna be a bum for a foreseeable future.

[00:51:10]You little shizer. Um, and Bobo's here.

[00:51:14]Yay. Hey, it's good to see you, Bobble from Sweden, right? I love I loved having you last time and I love having you this time. Why are the black women doing tar taro and eating cornstarch? I don't know what you're talking about, Ryan. I am don't know this cultural shift you're talking about. Stumb Oh, ball. I was just saying that I'm not going to take whatever uh troll uh seriously. And it says more about you and and how you want to come in and bring negativity to the room than it says about me. So, I hope you enjoy your life. Ball nub something. I'm joking.

[00:51:55]Chill. No, I will not chill. I'm still gonna say it.

[00:52:00]Suck it, Ball. Okay, let's see. Ball is my new favorite. Whatever. Okay. Also, I want to celebrate that um that I got I made it to 2K. Isn't that amazing? I just appreciate you guys all for being here and enjoy. I'm just enjoying myself and I hope you guys are enjoying yourself, too. And this has been great.

[00:52:18]Every comment's a good one on social media, right? I guess so. I mean, just like no such thing as a bad bad publicity. Uh let's see. Bobo, congratulations. Thank you, Bobo. I love it. It's okay to avoid black girls. What did you say? Okay.

[00:52:37]Filipino or V? I am Vietnamese. Good.

[00:52:40]Good asking, Ryan Miller. Um, let's see.

[00:52:43]Don't forget to talk it up with Jesus today. I don't talk to Jesus. Jesus doesn't want to talk to me.

[00:52:52]I'm a genius. Holy [ __ ] I don't know if you're a genius, but you uh can call Asian people out. And also, uh, you didn't Yeah, you just named two Asian races. What if you were just like throwing like spin game? I don't know.

[00:53:06]Uh, US or Canada? You can guess. I need to get me one. Get you one. What? Shout out, Caroline. Uh, Jesus does want to talk to you. I'm just kidding.

[00:53:18]Underwater rockfish. I don't want to talk to Jesus. And if that makes me a sinner, so be it. And also I'm not I'm not looking for religious stuff. So so we could just leave that conversation for people who want to talk about religion but not here in this space.

[00:53:35]Thank you for that. Um okay sorry I'm back to singing. US is right.

[00:53:43]If I could fall into the sky, do you think would pass me by? Cuz you know I walk a thousand miles just I lost it tonight.

[00:54:04]I lost it. Jesus still got your back though. I appreciate that.

[00:54:10]I think of you and I wonder if you ever Jesus does have my back cuz everything Jesus has everyone's back and I miss you.

[00:54:35]And now I wonder if I can fall into the sky. How can one fall into sky? Time would pass me by.

[00:54:48]Oh, you know I walk a thousand miles just like you.

[00:55:01]Okay. I love that Jesus has my back.

[00:55:04]even if I don't talk to him. I feel like the universe has my back even if it's given me rough times. And I feel like that's how we should see God in general or the universe that there we're all it might give us shitty times, but it's like I always believe I don't know if this is true, but I think I can handle the shitty time it's going to give me in the in song commentary. You love it. How can one fall into the sky? One falls from the sky but not into the sky. I'm like so confused. Sing loud. That's as loud as I can sing. You mad at your parents, not God.

[00:55:43]That's so true. If anyone says anything about Jesus like being hateful, it's usually because their parents are kind of they're that's what who they see God as. Do you did you win stricter land for the Did you have strictlin for the win?

[00:55:58]I don't know what strict land is. Say something in Swedish. I'm not Swedish and yes, I'm from the United States. Uh, God talks to me, but I haven't heard anything from Jesus yet. God talks to you, DJ Ducky. What does it tell you? I was just looking at this. I saw something like I think it was in Alaska and they were s they were their name was DJ [ __ ] what was it?

[00:56:29]G-spot. That was the name.

[00:56:32]DJ G-spot and I was like, "Wow, this guy is like like overpromising, underdelivering." I'm almost certain JC is the only one who won't stab you in the back. Family hurts you the most.

[00:56:45]Family does hurt you the most. Do a Mike Jones freestyle. Uh, I don't know. Mike Jones, sorry. So, but thanks for your suggestion. Do you if you is that is freestyle the song? If it's a song, I'll try. I can I can try it.

[00:57:04]Let's see. How about Kiss Me? I'm just going to run through the same.

[00:57:09]Hi, how are you? Let's see. Let's do this.

[00:57:30]Every man will answer to Christ.

[00:57:34]The beardley nightly beside the green grass swing swing swing your spinning steps. You wear the shoes and I will wear that dress.

[00:57:51]Kiss me on the moon.

[00:58:11]So kiss me.

[00:58:13]You could tell I mess up on the lyrics and I'll kind of sing it almost kiss meneath your open hands. Strike up the make.

[00:59:07]All right. Sorry. Let's see. Every man will answer to Christ. He will he will answer to no one. Okay, we could be done with the Christ talk. Let's move on the conversation. Um I'll tell Christ that I did not subscribe. No respect to you to what you believe though.

[00:59:27]Oh. Uh Bryant, that's funny.

[00:59:33]Sometimes you don't want to subscribe and that's okay. Like you're not allow you just like everyone has free will.

[00:59:38]You don't have to subscribe to me and you don't have to subscribe to Jesus either. Everyone has free will and let them be. You know, I hope you if you do subscribe to your own thing, you accept that other people have the right to unsubscribe or subscribe and they don't have to subscribe. No one has to do anything. Hi Trev. Trevor, it's good to see you. I think you were on last time and I I I don't know what's his face is gone.

[01:00:12]Hi Adill.

[01:00:18]It's all been done before. And if you could only let it be, you will see. I like you the way you are when we're driving in your car and you're talking to me on be else.

[01:00:42]You're watching your back like you can't relax. You're trying to be cool. You look like a fool to me.

[01:00:50]Tell me why you have to go make things so complicated.

[01:00:55]I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else getting me frustrated and life and you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it.

[01:01:18]This is the cutest mini.

[01:01:28]You see, you're making me laugh when you strike a pose. Take off all your preppy clothes. You're not fooling anyone anyone. Would you become somebody else, not everyone else? You watching your back like you can't relax. You try to make me cool. You look like a fool to me.

[01:01:54]Tell me why you have to go make things so complicated.

[01:02:00]I see the way you're acting like else you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn it into honestly. Promise me you're never going to find you faking it. No, no, no.

[01:02:24]All right.

[01:02:27]I don't know. I'm reading comments now.

[01:02:30]Yay.

[01:02:32]Just subscribe, Adam John. I appreciate that. Thank you so much for your subscription. Love it. Um, we sing and talk about life here. Hi, you ladies.

[01:02:43]All right. We all right.

[01:02:47]Uh, good to hear you, Adam John. Thank you. You look so good. Thank you, Trevor. I appreciate it. I love your sweet voice. Thank you. The fit. I know, right? It's a fit. It's a I should show my whole It's cute, isn't it? A little mini. Has a little thing right here.

[01:03:04]It's cute. I like it. And then the hell hair. All right, I'm done.

[01:03:08]It's a little preppy. It kind of worked for the song. Uh, let's see. Um, I'm impressed that you continuously do this being a mom, a friend, a wife, and make you look stunning. Stunning. Oh, Bobo, you should have seen my last live. I told people that you don't have to be a highmaintenance girly. I think that sometimes you people put a lot of into their appearance. And yes, sometimes I enjoy this. You know, it's like um passion of mine. You know, fashion is and like beauty aesthetics can be p something you could be passionate about.

[01:03:40]But every single day I don't do it. Um, most days I look like [ __ ] I don't do my hair. I don't do anything. I wear my pajamas outside and I'm okay with it because I'm not defined by what I look like. You know, I get to go hang out with my friends and enjoy their presence or I get to be a wife or I get to be a mom and that's like you got everything's all about perspective and balance. I feel you can sing. Well, thank you Bron.

[01:04:05]I appreciate it. Byron, I hope I said that right. You married. I am super married. Been married for too long.

[01:04:13]If travel, where would you go? Uh, I've traveled around the world and now I'm going because of the recession and just I'm just trying to keep a tight I just well also because I have a daughter. I'm not traveling around the world anymore.

[01:04:26]I like nowadays I'm traveling in my backyard like I've been I'm going to Yoseite this summer which I think is really cute. You know, it's near my where I live. There's so much beauty in where you live. You can you don't have to travel. Everyone feels like they have to travel across the world to travel.

[01:04:41]And I don't think it I don't think that's fair. I think there's so many beautiful places in your area that you can travel to. Um and it's affordable and you don't have to rent a car. You don't have to whatever. You can just drive there and then have a good time.

[01:04:53]You know, beaches, mountains, all kinds of stuff. Um I need to call 911 because it's illegal how gorgeous you are. Thank you. I appreciate that. Everyone, if you like it. Yay. I can't make I can't believe I made it to 2000. That's amazing. The ankle socks completes the outfit. I mean, yes.

[01:05:13]It's just cute when you do that that that little little kick, you know, the little kick. Nice to meet you, too, Adam John. Uh, let's see. Love the honesty.

[01:05:22]Makes sense. And that's okay to look like [ __ ] Yeah, it's totally okay to look like [ __ ] I feel like we need to prioritize different things. Like, I enjoy doing this. That's why I'm on live stream. I enjoy talking to you guys. I enjoy being here. I'm extroverted sometimes. You know, it can be lonely, being at home, etc., etc., etc. Um, but I don't know. Everything's about what you want in life in a healthy way.

[01:05:51]I hope it's not like you're out raping people or killing people, you know what I mean? Or like, you know, trying to make money by stepping on people's backs. Like, that's not okay. But like if you can do happy things that make you happy, you know, like you deserve it.

[01:06:05]Everyone deserves to find some kind of happiness. I hope this like I hope my lifestyle can inspire people and that's a big thing for me. Um let's see. Good to hear you. Yes, this has been fun. Let me see if there's more videos I would like to play. Let's see what else is there. Uh where are we?

[01:06:26]What else do I know? Let's see.

[01:06:29]Unless you guys have stuff you want to sing or you want recommend to me. Oh, do you guys know Cry from from uh Oh, thank you, Blue. I'll always remember it was late afternoon.

[01:06:52]It lasted forever and it ended soon. Do you guys know the song?

[01:07:14]I love this song.

[01:07:19]All your feelings so deep inside deep cry.

[01:07:40]cry.

[01:07:47]I [ __ ] love that song. It's from A Walk to Remember. Do you guys remember that? I [ __ ] love that song. Uh, okay. Sorry. Ku Katu is back. Yay. Okay.

[01:07:59]We are doing Caster's song.

[01:08:03]I will try it.

[01:08:05]That is the cutest song. I love Cry.

[01:08:08]It's such a good song. Oh my god, the end. Tears. I don't like it when people die, especially in movies. It really gets me.

[01:08:17]Uh, let's see. Feels. We're going to do it with the lyrics because I don't know this song. And we're going to try our best. Let's see. Pikachu retracted Disney, but it's good to see you. You too. Kadu Katu Kadu, it's good to see you. Bo Brown subscribe. Yay. Congratul Greetings to everyone. Everyone's so sweet. Thanks to for the movie spoiler. Oh, Blue, you watched it, you [ __ ] Don't say that. I'm sorry for spoiling it.

[01:09:04]>> I can see you. Yeah.

[01:09:18]I tried.

[01:09:20]This is a cute song though. I'm I'm keeping it. That's a cute song. I'm gonna listen to this girl now because I like her the way she sounds. She has a pretty voice. Um, and that reminds me of uh a this zed song. I'm like I love um a good EDM song that can sing, you know, a good singing EDM song. I appreciate everyone here too. Thanks for the spoiler. Yes, you. But no, but you can sing. Thank you. I worked on it. This is me. Bobo this song. This is me. I'll try it.

[01:09:56]I love is calling faith to shadow me through your hallways into echo. You can feel and rehearse the way you make them dance.

[01:10:19]Yeah.

[01:10:23]I'll run away with your footsteps.

[01:10:27]I'll build a city that dreams for two.

[01:10:31]And if you lose yourself, I will find you.

[01:10:39]High on fire with fuse.

[01:10:47]Fly your pains with paper wheels to the same heels. Make them dance just like you cuz you make me move.

[01:11:02]Yeah, you always make me go.

[01:11:06]I'll run away with your footsteps.

[01:11:10]I'll build a city that dreams.

[01:11:14]And if you lose yourself, I will find you.

[01:11:24]Uh uh uh. Okay. Reading the comments now. Let's see. Why most Americans use the what word? What word you trying to say? Mhm. A copa. Okay. Oh yeah. This is me.

[01:11:40]I don't know if I don't know this song.

[01:11:42]This is me. greatest showman lyrics.

[01:11:46]Solutations to your Discord. It's active while you're live sometimes. Yeah. I mean, people still be talking if they want to talk. I feel if you want to join. Yeah, I would love that. You would are most welcome. Happy modding. Thank you, uh, Caster, for always modding, too. You're always You got my back. I appreciate that. We've been friends for a long time, me and Caster. Uh, I can't believe making online friends is not so bad. I really I never thought about doing that, you know. Yes, girl. You on the right road. Thank you. I'm working on it. I take singing lessons. I've always loved singing, but I used to sound pretty awful. Now I I enjoy singing. Um I'm grateful to like to do this with you guys. I just described.

[01:12:32]Thank you. Deuces. Deuces. I hope you stay and you're not always deuces.

[01:12:39]I'm going to try to sit here without showing nothing.

[01:12:47]That's okay. I think that looks okay.

[01:12:56]Drunk.

[01:12:59]I'm not scared to be seen. I make noies.

[01:13:04]This is me.

[01:13:21]I hope that that was good enough.

[01:13:23]Lincoln Park guilty as the same. I will try, but I don't know if it's going to go the way you want it to. The skirt looks so beautiful on you. Thank you, Plastic Dream Sky. I appreciate it. Uh, let's see. I adore the skirt. Thank you.

[01:13:41]Let's see. Lincoln Park.

[01:13:45]I will butcher this because Lincoln Park is not in my range and also they rap and I don't know this song. If I knew the song, maybe I would I would try harder or do a better job. But I'm a thousand% I'm going to butcher this. I hope you bear with me. This one was a requested song.

[01:14:12]Oh, it's a long way. I'm going to skip the instrumentals.

[01:14:17]Oh my god, I need the lyrics. What is this karaoke version lyrics?

[01:14:32]Hi Marett, you got some baby.

[01:14:39]What are you saying?

[01:14:42]Now you're right where you're Now you are on the right way to the moon and back. Oh, that's sweet. Thank you. I don't understand it, but I appreciate it. Thank you everyone. Oh, if you like We're almost We're not that close to 100 likes.

[01:15:03]My content isn't killing it today, but that's okay.

[01:15:08]Uh, let's see.

[01:15:11]Uh, I think I I should really really update my live stream notes.

[01:15:26]I'm trying to get to the list. Okay.

[01:15:33]Fine.

[01:15:45]Guilty all the same. You said to be ashamed to want to point your finger blame. Guilty of ashamed. Oh god.

[01:16:01]Thank you for suggesting that. And I picked a a a video that did not work for this kind of situation. It didn't actually have the lyrics right away, so it was kind of like it kind of [ __ ] with me. It's nothing you can do. Um, let's see.

[01:16:18]At least it's okay. At least you tried.

[01:16:20]Thank you. High volume music, sis. I can't with the volume. You can't hear it anyways. Uh, please don't, beauty, sis.

[01:16:28]Uh yes. Uh new but dang this girl is talented. Thank you. I also write a book. I wrote a romanticy book. I'm writing my second of the series and we are trying really that is what this is usually about. Not usually but you know like I am live streaming so hopefully my career will make it as an author. Like live streaming is fun and I love it and I can't do it long term because I'm in already in my 30s and like I don't see I don't know what it's a very fickle thing. I'm hoping my authorship will like continue to grow versus live streaming someday you guys will find someone younger and more beautiful and like more talented than me and leave my ass for her cuz she deserves your time better than I do. All right, let's see. What song can I sing?

[01:17:20]Uh, let's sing. Officially missing, relax and breathe. You're good. I know.

[01:17:29]I'm just And you're you're just listening to the thoughts in my head.

[01:17:32]That's And and they're always like that.

[01:17:35]My thoughts always be like that.

[01:17:43]I a little insecure little girl because I have well you know everyone's traumatized to be obvious and I'm officially missing you.

[01:18:17]I thought that I could escape, but I'm running ain't missing you.

[01:18:40]Nobody ends on my mind and you tears from looking at your just now you don't know you at all right now you guess it's safe to say baby safe to say nobody.

[01:20:03]All right.

[01:20:05]Maybe I can continue. I I haven't decided.

[01:20:14]From the way you went over me to the sweet things you told me.

[01:20:30]All right.

[01:20:32]I'm sorry. Where are we? Sing music balance song. A sing song. Sing a song and music balance, sister. Thanks. My wife's cousin wrote a book and it's a movie that's going to be playing on the cans this years. It's called Ashes in Mouth. It's a Spanish movie. She literally wrote a book on the whim and then it got picked up. Hey, that is the dream. I love that for your sister. Oh, sister's cousin, Super Dad P. I hope uh maybe to have a kind of similar set thing. I don't know. But I'm I mean yeah the the I decided to write a book on the whim and that was kind of the same situation and I hope it goes somewhere but also I had so much fun writing it.

[01:21:17]Like I'm already like I already won in a way. You know what I mean? Giant tip is here. I had a great Mother's Day. Thank you for telling me that. I love that. I love everyone that knows that I am a mother and wishing me a mother's happy Mother's Day. Thank you guys so much.

[01:21:32]Um, I love the jewelry. Thank you, Giant Tip. I appreciate it. Um, I'm going to call you minuscule minuscule tip because it's funnier. Good morning, Chris.

[01:21:44]Uh, girl, you're funny, but you definitely deserve our time. Yay. Thank you. Uh, let's see. Reading. Oh my god, the comments. Thank you. Can I be in Blood Lust movie? What do you want to do? What do you want to be, Caster?

[01:22:01]I mean, I don't even know if like if it got picked up, would I have any rights to the movie? I feel like with Hollywood, if they or with anything they pick it up and then as a like as an author, they will be like, "You don't know anything about screens and like crap like that and then they push you out of your own book, your own idea."

[01:22:20]Um, I can imagine that. That's that's what I feel like would definitely happen. Uh, let's see. Let's do Take a Bow by Rihanna. I don't know if I know it very good, but I'm like just going through my list of songs. We'll try. New baby newborn tip is fine.

[01:22:49]>> I don't know. I don't know this part.

[01:22:53]Are you Filipino? I'm Vietnamese. Do you want to be on Spotify? I don't know. I don't think about it.

[01:23:01]You look so tumb. right now trying to ugly when I know you're only You got really curtains.

[01:23:50]very entertain.

[01:24:08]Okay, I'm done. That's all I know anyways.

[01:24:12]Uh, too much verbiage. Okay, thanks for your comments. That was so useful.

[01:24:21]If you can tell, I was being sarcastic.

[01:24:24]I'll check up on you later. Giant tip.

[01:24:26]Go to work. Have a good day. You got this, man. I got you. Minuscule tip. I mean, have a great day. Yes. Uh, let's see.

[01:24:36]All right. I definitely subscribe. Her voice and personality. Thank you, Devbit. I love it. I'm at 2K and I love it. We just turned the corner to 2K and I love it. I think you do well. Do the song You'll Be in My Heart. I think I heard this Bobo. Someone else has recommended it. You'll be in my heart.

[01:24:59]Oh, is this the the Tarzan song?

[01:25:03]Cuz if it is, I love that song. Collins lyrics.

[01:25:10]I Yes, I think it is. But I'm gonna sing it with the lyrics because I don't know what's good enough. But we're going to do it with the lyrics.

[01:25:19]I can hear your real voice. Yes, you can.

[01:25:33]I will I got nerve damage. So that's what this is.

[01:25:46]So my arms will hold you broken.

[01:25:57]I'll cry. I'll be here. Don't you cry cuz you'll be in my heart.

[01:26:08]Yes, you'll be in my heart from this day now and forever.

[01:26:20]I don't know. I'm kind of going with it.

[01:26:23]You'll be in my heart.

[01:26:28]No matter what they say, you'll be here in my heart.

[01:26:37]Oh, thanks for the suggestion. It's a cute song. I love Tarzan. I thought it was so sweet. Um, I was actually watching a YouTube video about a uh what was it?

[01:26:53]I'll sit down for this one. I'm tired.

[01:26:55]Take a break.

[01:26:57]I was watching a YouTube video about a lion and a I think it was a a hot dog.

[01:27:07]And the lion was like a little cub when he met the hot dog. And it was so cute.

[01:27:12]And then they were friends. And even though the lion got really big, he was like 150 lbs. like they they were worried that he was gonna hurt the the dog. But then so they took him away, the dog, and then the the lion was so sad.

[01:27:23]He wasn't eating and he was grieving and he didn't like want to play for like the longest times and then months later they like brought them back together. It was so cute. I was like, why would you even let move them? Stupid humans always [ __ ] around. Um, sorry. I love your climax blues band.

[01:27:40]Uh, oh, is that the song? I is that is that the song? Is that what you're saying? I don't know if that's a comment or or a song. I'll try to look it up though. Climax Blues Band. It is a It is a song suggestion. And we will try it with the lyrics. And hello honey. Hello.

[01:28:00]You are very beautiful. Kisses for you.

[01:28:04]Thank you, Bau. Lovely brother.

[01:28:06]Appreciate it.

[01:28:09]Anyways, it's so cute. Anyways, Tarzan is kind of a similar situation. Like he's an a monkey or he's an human, but he's still kind of like a monkey. We can all be connected.

[01:28:33]You enter what it takes so I never looked back like a dream and oh I love you long from far away and found me here. I was playing around feeling down in the paveile.

[01:29:22]Your life ain't for a while.

[01:29:28]And as my head spinning around, I gazed into your eyes and thought, "Ooh, I want to."

[01:29:42]Thank you for the suggestion. I see. Uh, let's see. Tarzen was raised by gorillas. Yep, that's what I'm saying. I know I said monkeys. I was like, I don't remember exactly.

[01:29:55]I'm just doing my best out here.

[01:30:00]I Let's see. Okay. Uh what what should we sing next?

[01:30:16]This is a miss. Maybe. It's okay.

[01:30:20]Sometimes it's a hit and sometimes it's a miss. And that's okay. If it's a miss for you personally, then I hope you luck finding something that's a hit. I'm going to do Pieces of Me by Ashley Simpson.

[01:30:33]Oh god, it it was actually a very quick thing. You're at 70 likes. Yes. And I think you'll get to 100 this stream. May I request crazy? Yes, you can. I will look it up after.

[01:30:49]And Wednesday then I clear view as you come to resue me with you I fall so fast I can hardly catch my breath I hope it It seems like I can finally reals myself of the pieces pieces pieces of me of Pieces pieces pieces of me and moody messy I get restless and it sounds when I'm angry and you Won't stop till I'm there.

[01:32:12]Oh, sometimes I fall so fast.

[01:32:17]When I hit the bottom, crash, you're all I have my head on.

[01:32:31]I like the way that feels.

[01:32:37]You know me better of the pieces pieces pieces of me or is it written on my face?

[01:33:04]I hope it never goes away.

[01:33:10]Yeah.

[01:33:12]All right. Uh, let's see. Uh, I'm reading comments now. Crazy. You're right. I remember now. Crazy. Crazy.

[01:33:22]Nar, I try my best. I don't know the song, but we'll try our best. Um, thank you. Put more bass into the speaker or but fire voice. Thank you. Um, c can you even hear the background music? I'm surprised.

[01:33:38]Pieces of meat is a hidden gem, though.

[01:33:40]Yes. Isn't it though? How are you? How was your mother today? Thank you, Booble. It was great. Um, I don't know how it went. I got to shower and I redid my nails myself and Yeah. Oh, I remember when I lost my mind.

[01:33:58]There was something even though I'm kind of getting it out of I'm just gonna [ __ ] make me Crazy.

[01:34:51]But think twice.

[01:34:55]That's my only advice.

[01:35:02]>> I don't know the song or the lyrics. The lyrics are going by very fast. So, I figured if I don't know the song, but I kind of know the song, I'm gonna go and then kind of like sing but not really sing the words because, you know, girl doesn't know the words. Um, I I find that funny now that I'm doing it like that. I feel like it's the best way forward. What do you guys think?

[01:35:24]Uh, yes. See, yes, because you don't know the song or I don't know the song.

[01:35:30]How about truly deeply madly? Do you take requests? Yes, Birdie, I do. Uh, you had to fight through that one. Thank you. Sorry. Sorry. It hurts your vocal cords. It doesn't hurt my vocal cords.

[01:35:40]It's just that I had to fight through it because I didn't know how to read the lyrics quite fast enough. So, I just went n because I don't know all the lyrics.

[01:35:50]If that makes any sense.

[01:35:59]I'll be your dream. I'll be your wish.

[01:36:01]I'll be your fantasy.

[01:36:04]I'll be your hope. I'll be your love. Be everything that you need. I'll breath truly deeply. I'll be faithful. I'm counting on a new beginning, a reason for living, a deeper meaning.

[01:36:29]Yeah.

[01:36:31]I want to stand with you on a mountain.

[01:36:37]I wanna bathe with you in the sea.

[01:36:43]I want to lay like this forever until the sky falls down on me.

[01:36:56]All right, that's all I know anyways. Um, all right. Sorry. Yes, Debit. He and I get each other. Nails look on point. bubble.

[01:37:08]Thanks for your Thank yourself for not having those exaggerated long ones. I tried the exaggerated long ones and it does not work because I have to like work with poop. I mean, you know, kid poop, pet poop, whatever. And like it gets into the nails and you just can't.

[01:37:25]Nothing's practical with long nails. You really have to be a highmaintenance girly, which I can never be um in that kind of situation. So, thank you for saying that, Bubble. We are doing days and days, days and days. [ __ ] machine.

[01:37:40][ __ ] machine. I don't know the song, but it's sounding interesting already. [ __ ] machine. Ooh.

[01:37:49]Band lyrics.

[01:37:51]Uh, I see crust ball with lyrics, but I don't see [ __ ] machine.

[01:37:59]Maybe this one. I try it.

[01:38:04]Uh, Birdie, it's a really fun song in itself. Thank you, Birdie, for your recommendations. Haven't I missed you? I missed you, too, Don. Uh, what the [ __ ] am I witnessing? I don't know. Can I have a candy? I have a ton of candies cuz I'm a mother. So, what kind of candy would you want? Cuz like I freaking have candy all over the house. I was in my exam era. Oh, did you do well?

[01:38:32]Oh, you're saying this song is from your exam error. No, no, this is birdie saying recommending the song. Don, what are you saying?

[01:38:57]Okay, this is a really cute song and I I mean I don't see the lyrics to it. So, it's I can't sing it just because there's no lyrics on YouTube. But thank you for your suggestion. Uh Birdie, if you have another song, I would try. Long nails mean you got to be careful when you're wiping your ass as well. I know.

[01:39:15]That's what I'm saying. Your channel's name though. I'm loving it. Deep fried.

[01:39:19]Thank you. I do have a lot of deep fried feelings. Boo. Enjoy the silence. Enjoy the silence.

[01:39:27]Okay.

[01:39:29]Dep mode is a great uh band. Period.

[01:39:35]Oh, I love this song.

[01:39:39]Can you sing Caroline? Yes, I can.

[01:39:41]Joshua after yo admon the silence come crashing down into my inner world to me through me can't you understand oh my little All I ever wanted is all I ever needed in my arms.

[01:40:20]Words are very unnecessary.

[01:40:24]They can only do harm.

[01:40:28]This is a little lower than my range, but it's a good song. Thank you for your suggestion. We are doing Caroline because it was next up and then we'll do that next song. Thank you first everyone who's suggesting uh Crash Adams.

[01:40:46]Okay. Lyrics.

[01:40:50]Try it.

[01:40:52]This one's for Joshua and then Mischief Bruce. We'll try it. I used to sing it myself.

[01:41:00]Birdie can sing along with me when it comes up. every morning. Oh, where she going? She wakes me up.

[01:41:10]She never get enough.

[01:41:18]She'll take your money. Take your money.

[01:41:21]She got that one certified juice.

[01:41:26]Oh, pretty honey. Well, pretty.

[01:41:31]Oh, I got this.

[01:41:41]First kiss. Oh. Oh my favorite kind. I kind of got it.

[01:41:54]Tastes like a soda pop like first kiss.

[01:41:59]Oh my my. She's my favorite time.

[01:42:04]Not bad. Thank you, Joshua. And then we're doing uh Mischief. Mischief Brew.

[01:42:15]Oh my goodness. Oh, this one looks really again.

[01:42:22]Let's see. Lyrics.

[01:42:25]Okay, we'll try it.

[01:42:27]This one is for Birdie.

[01:42:30]115.

[01:42:34]You need to get a cactus. Well, with a username like that, you're gonna Yeah, of course you're gonna say that. His username is grow a garden cactus.

[01:42:46]Yay for me. Yes, it was Joshua. This one's for Birdie.

[01:42:51]Sold the farm. Mistook his blood for rustic charms. So this ghost as an Rest in peace and the world's no such a pity says we're living in the past why craft and it's mystery I say another Modern man out of property the brass pass off as gold around memory say when wood and silver gold was That was glowing my phone.

[01:43:56]>> Not bad. Birdie, I know that was really rough, but it was I mean it's a new song. It's cute though. Thank you for suggesting. I hope you sing along and help me figure it out together. Um, you have tidied things up behind your house. Room looks clean.

[01:44:12]Thank you, Boobo. Um, I did not do that on purpose.

[01:44:16]my my kid is learning to clean and she was like like singing clean up, clean up like a song while she was cleaning and she just literally cleaned everything and I was like hell yeah that's why you have kids so they can work for you.

[01:44:30]All right, let's see. Good job. You will not get better without trying. A thank you. Thank you. That was very sweet. And yes, you're right. And also it's like a new song, so of course um but I appreciate it. I love it. Uh anyways, let me sing a song I know just so we can go back and forth since there's no suggestion yet. Uh what really do you do?

[01:44:55]I'll just I'll just go from here. Let's just look up songs.

[01:45:02]We could do unwritten. I mean, I don't really want to, but it's the first song we could do unwritten. Oh, how about Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie. I love this song.

[01:45:28]You're probably on your flight home back to your home.

[01:45:36]I need some shelter of my own protection, baby.

[01:45:46]Be with myself instead of this person.

[01:46:07]And I got some you like a child, but I got to get on with my night. It's time to cry.

[01:46:31]Don't cry.

[01:46:33]Don't cry. Don't cry.

[01:46:39]All right, this song was whatever anyways.

[01:46:43]Or it was a really good song when I was a kid and I was really into it at the time, but I'm like, I'm fine, whatever.

[01:46:51]But it's okay. Let's see. Cecilia from the Vamps. Cilia from the vamps.

[01:47:03]We doing this.

[01:47:06]All right.

[01:47:09]Nothing wrong with some child labor. She has to learn. Good job. That's right. Bo straight.

[01:47:17]I have to say this once. I've said it before and I'll say it again. My husband was trying to remove the crust from a PB&J sandwich for my daughter and I was like, "Whoa, whoa, whoa there. What do you think you're doing?" And he was like, "I'm like cutting the crust off.

[01:47:31]She's not going to eat it." I was like, "Bitch needs to learn.

[01:47:36]We need to grow them hardy. You know, these kids these days, they're like bubble wraps." And I'm like, "No, kid needs to learn. She gets to get the crust." And I was like, "If I was being even harder, I'll be like, "Crust only.

[01:47:47]That's what she gets. she gets to eat crust and crust only. And anyway, so I I'm really big on like teaching her things like doing the dishes and doing laundry, even little things, you know, like putting her own clothes away so that she knows that, you know, she has responsibilities and and like life is rough and I need to teach her to like grow up in a rough world where like she's going to have to learn to be an adult, you know? So, I'm raising an an adult anyways and adults eat crust. All right, I am sorry. That was the thing. I got to give it to you. You have courage. Who cares what people think? Practice makes perfect. Thank you, Jordan. I appreciate it. Um, yeah. I'm just having fun. Any ordy belly? You are a freak, aren't you?

[01:48:32]Oh, pack holds. Cool. I Why you asking me about my belly button? That pertains to nothing except for your kink. I'm sure. I'm like a thousand% sure about it.

[01:48:43]I'm not here to shame you, though. Enjoy your kink, but I'm not telling you. It's going to be mystery mystery. You know, you could find my only fans account in my description below and then you could figure it out if I have an any sorry except you you may love why and no song. Why you following me? This is a cute song. I love it. The Oh, Cecilia, I'm screenshotting it. Uh, that Thanks, Josh. I don't know if you can go with Joshua or Josh, but yes.

[01:49:30]I couldn't sing it because it's fast, but it's hella Oh my god, Jesus is back.

[01:49:37]Where have I been? Where have you been?

[01:49:39]I got a cash app. I mean, you don't have to pay me. Please don't pay me. You have you have keep your money. But if you want to pay me, the description is below somewhere. I haven't seen you scream. Oh yeah, last Monday. So like I'm only doing every other Monday now. I'm an addict and my drug is your stream. I'm hurting. Babes, take my money, dude.

[01:49:58]Josh Sus, please. You don't have to give me money. I know I made a cash app, but please, you know, if you have your own, like you need the money probably more than I need your money. So I appreciate it and thank you so much. And I'm on every other Monday now. Just letting you know. Uh you're you're good afternoon.

[01:50:17]Hey, good afternoon. You're beautiful.

[01:50:18]Thank you. Oh my god. Oh my only fans.

[01:50:21]Of fans.

[01:50:23]I'm just kidding about the only fans.

[01:50:25]It's just because a guy was talking about um uh what's it called? It's a joke actually. So I don't have an Only Fans account. I would never. I have a daughter. I would never though I do not judge women who have it or judge the consumers who who pay for a subscription for that. I would just say that uh whenever someone's being perverted online BCF that if someone's being perverted I like to pretend that I have an Only Fans account in my description.

[01:50:54]So I make them go into my description to look for it and like kind of troll them in that way. So that's my thing. Uh you should troll them. Exactly. That's what I'm saying Troy. If anyone's gonna ask me about my innie and Audi, if I have an innie or an Audi belly button, I'm like, dude, I'm gonna I'm gonna troll you a little bit because that's a little that's a little too much. I don't even know you. Like, at least buy me dinner first. [ __ ] You know, or at least like subscribe to my Only Fans, which I don't have. I love saying it though. It's fun to say.

[01:51:23]And also, you shouldn't judge people for having Only Fans, BF, BCF. Most people who have who are women who are doing Only Fans don't want to sell their bodies. you know, trying to walk a mile in their shoes. Um, yes. Jesus says, "Just saw it. Thank you. I don't know why it took you two months." Oh my. I know, right? To get free money because I was saying that I don't really want you to give me your money. I think you know, Jesus, keep your money. Keep it in your pocket. Keep it in your wallet. You know what I'm saying? But you don't put it in the link though. It's in the bio as a text. Link it. Um, is it really though? Is it not uh a linkable thing in the bio? Okay. Well, I'm going to screenshot that. We'll work on it for next time. Okay, Jesus. Uh I'm talking about judging only fans models.

[01:52:12]Uh I don't want to judge them, you know.

[01:52:15]It's like rough out there. They they desperate for money, you know. Kendra Kendra Lust of Okay. Yes. Anyways, worked 14th. Gez.

[01:52:26]Oh, what? Andy W, you're back. What's your favorite number? I don't have a favorite number. I have I don't have a favorite number. I don't think about numbers. I think they're equally lovable and they're all my favorite numbers.

[01:52:39]How's that?

[01:52:42]Uh let's do I don't know what to do. Let's just do a little Let's do Bleeding Love. You guys know Bleeding Love. Everyone knows Bleeding Love.

[01:52:58]And then I'm not staying that long because I want to edit some of my shorts.

[01:53:04]20 more minutes.

[01:53:10]And this has been so fun. I love you guys for chilling with me and having fun with me. This I love it. Thank you guys for being here. You guys are the best.

[01:53:24]I didn'tice enough but all in starts to pass before you know it thinking I'm going crazy.

[01:53:59]But I don't care what they say. I'm in love with you. They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth. My heart's crippled by the fing You cut me open.

[01:54:38]All right.

[01:54:41]Let's see. Jesus.

[01:54:46]Let's see. Inflation is real. That's what I'm saying. Bobo, keep your money.

[01:54:50]Jesus. Buy my book and enjoy it. If I can if I can entertain people with my romanty book, that's fine. You know, that was worth it. But like, but like but keep your money, you know. Andy White, uh, love it when you trick people into h about having only fans. That's me too, Andy. Why you asking if I have an innie or audi, you know? Like you being little like you like you thinking about lust too much. You lust on your brain too much, you know? So, so I have to I have to troll them. Troll them right back. You know, it's not it's not appropriate to ask me if I have an innie or Audi, you know. That's like a that's like a fifth date kind of question.

[01:55:34]All right. Sorry. I need your favorite number. I can't spend a Okay. Send.

[01:55:39]Okay. My favorite number is zero through cash. Oh my god, you're so complicated.

[01:55:43]Take my money now. I know. I even gave it to you. I'm like teasing you. I even gave you an app. H. Okay. Favorite number. Uh, $1. $1 is good. Thank you for your tip. You beat Jesus. That would be my first tip ever. Like ever. No, that that's amazing. I appreciate it.

[01:56:00]I'm going to screenshot it. It's I'm going to print it out and put it on a thing. And then think about how much more money I could have made from Only Fans.

[01:56:09]Okay. Adrenaline gives you wings.

[01:56:13]Hey, he came back. And yes, it does.

[01:56:15]Okay. Sorry. That's funny. Uh, great voice, bro. Thank you, Lumen. I appreciate it. May I ask for Tokyo Drift six days? Yes, you may. I love how you say it so politely. May I ask? So sweet.

[01:56:32]Tokyo. Tokyo drift.

[01:56:36]Six days.

[01:56:38]Okay. Lyrics.

[01:56:41]Oh, I'm at a Oh, that's crazy. 82 likes.

[01:56:44]Almost there. Yes. Thank you. Uh, Tokyo Drift. Okay.

[01:56:50]My brother's car was in Tokyo Drift.

[01:56:52]Actually, he was so happy about it. Mama song. Carrie Underwood is next. Bull tag me. Bring bring it up. Bring it on.

[01:57:17]Bring it on.

[01:57:33]See those leaders start to frown. It's day come with it.

[01:57:53]You sit and tuck in lunch. The news will hit you like a punch. It's only Tuesday.

[01:58:06]Thank you for your suggestion. That was nice. What's next? Mama song. Carrie Underwood.

[01:58:13]Mama song. Carrie Underwood.

[01:58:18]Lyrics.

[01:58:22]I love you too alive.

[01:58:26]Her sweet demeanor. I'm not always sweet, but I appreciate it forever.

[01:58:31]If you liked it, I come on uh Mondays and every other Monday 9:30 PST.

[01:58:43]It says, "Mama taught you taught me to do the right things." I like I want to say I was sharpening my knives with my daughter around. She's just like around me, you know, like in the living room, whatever. I'm in the kitchen. I'm sharpening my knives and I was like, Rory, whenever you're with a man and you're like you're like having an argument, what you should do is start like come go to the kitchen and then take out your knives and start sharpening them while you're talking to him, while you're having a conversation with your man.

[01:59:15]This is what I teach my daughter.

[01:59:19]You just sharpen them. You don't do anything. You don't say anything. You just start sharpening your knives while you're like conversing with your man, while you're having a discussion, a disagreement. And then I think it it depicts enough.

[01:59:33]All right, I'm done. See, I told you I'm not very I'm not always so sweet.

[01:59:38]You are Bella. Oh, thank you.

[01:59:41]3.999%.

[01:59:43]The knife stuff is above 3.999 crazy.

[01:59:49]>> I'm a little crazy.

[01:59:51]Okay, the three 3.999 thing is an inside joke. Um, if you guys were here from before I was watching the hot crazy scale online. There's like the original hot crazy scale. The man says there's it goes from the crazy scale goes from four to 10 because 10 being the most crazy, four being the least crazy because women only start at four.

[02:00:12]And I got really mad and I was like, [ __ ] this guy. He's being such a patriarchal [ __ ] misogynistical [ __ ] I was like, all men and women are crazy just the same. And then I was like, you know what? I'm going to tell him I'm a 3.9999999 crazy. 3.9999, like infinity crazy. So I'm not [ __ ] four. Okay, sorry. That was my thing. I was I was mad. Um, let's see. Anman said, "Hi, men found dead in kitchen." Hey, you know that women can get away. Don't kill your husband.

[02:00:47]But like, a woman got away with killing her husband because she was on her period.

[02:00:52]Just something to think about. I should tell that to my husband. Just something to think about.

[02:00:59]Okay, let's see. Uh, you say you sharpen your knife, but she's going to be doing something more after sharpening the knife. I'm just Well, it depends on if I won the argument or not, Joshua. If I won the argument, then nothing's going to be happening. The knives go back into the drawer. Okay. Where they belong or into my husband where it belongs. It depends on the situation.

[02:01:23]Okay, let's see. You are one of the most beautiful people I've seen. I would love to be with you. Oh, Thomas, you're so sweet and I'm taken, so it won't matter.

[02:01:32]See, I'm And also, do you really want to be with me? You might be my my second husband after I kill my first husband.

[02:01:39]And do you want to go down that route?

[02:01:41]Because no matter what, I don't see a good future for you.

[02:01:47]You know, I was watching forensic files yesterday and this woman, she was a male orderer bride, but like her this other guy, this guy, his her husband killed two of his wives and then killed his third wife. So, like, you know, you don't want to be my second husband. I'm just going to say that you need to sleep with one eye open. That's for sure.

[02:02:05]Bobble, let's see. Would would love to book you for an event for a photo shoot of my brand. Jesus, what's your what's your IG brand? Do you have a screenshot of your IG page? I'd love to see it. Um, I had a song request. You missed it. I did. Oh, no. And you I was I was going on with the Carrie Underwood thing.

[02:02:27]Sorry. You're right. I was already I was It was actually because of the song I got like distracted.

[02:02:41]>> I don't know where she is.

[02:02:47]Okay, there you go.

[02:02:56]>> He treats your little girl like a real good promises. He keeps going.

[02:03:16]So don't worry about me.

[02:03:28]She's asking for an impossible thing because moms will always worry about their love, their children. Period. Yes, that one was for you, Joshua. Okay, let's see. I do. I am Mr. Husband number number two and second husband. You're going to die, Jesus. I just straight up telling you that men really don't. They just they want the the pretty look and then and then one day die from it.

[02:03:57]Priorities, right?

[02:03:59]Pretty wife. I don't care if I die. It was a great ride in between.

[02:04:06]That's silly. Okay. It's Don't Be Shy by Joshua. Okay, let's see. She watches Forensic Files to learn how to get away with that stuff, you know. There was actually a There was actually another episode of Forensic Files about like Oh my god. So, they the first episode was about um like this guy was trying he killed somebody to like fake his insurance. Oh, no. He didn't kill somebody. He just dug up a grave and then faked his death so that he can get the life insurance money. Don't do that.

[02:04:39]Anyways, so then someone saw forensic files and actually implemented it, but they killed someone instead. Oh, so stupid. I was like I was like Anyways, so I do not watch it to like get away with it because it seems like you cannot get away with that [ __ ] Honestly, if I kill my husband, I honestly just want to be um get a jury and look hot so I can get away with it that way and like get a smaller penalty because I'm hot. And you know how like hot people get away with more stuff? Yeah.

[02:05:11]I don't think I would get away from like the cops or the people they would find me. I just want to make sure that the jury is good at like convicting me. No death penalty.

[02:05:23]Like minimum years and parole. That's what I want.

[02:05:28]Okay, we're doing forensic files is a good show. Yes. Debit. Debit. And I just see eye to eye. We like I've been really on it. Uh uh Kinjun says, "You're smoking hot." Well, you would know you're Cinjun. Okay. Sorry.

[02:05:45]Would you die? Would you be my second husband even if I just talked about how I kill and sharpen my knives and [ __ ] Why are women watching murder shows?

[02:05:53]They need to learn for their husbands. That's why they're watching mega mega scar.

[02:06:06]Oh, this a cute song.

[02:06:21]>> Love is where it's all belong.

[02:06:28]So don't be be shy.

[02:06:32]Let your feelings all right.

[02:06:36]Don't wear fear or nobody will know you're there.

[02:06:44]>> You're there.

[02:06:46]That's a cute song. Thank you, Joshua.

[02:06:49]All right, let's see. Women be watching these murder shows to make sure they know what to do in case men be [ __ ] up. That's why.

[02:07:01]Uh, Jack Martin, thank you. Uh, let's see. Uh, you know, you know, you know you are live, right, Bob?

[02:07:12]I'm fine. She has never got a speeding ticket in her life. That's true, Jesus.

[02:07:17]I've I've never had a speaking ticket.

[02:07:19]Actually, this is a pretty funny thing.

[02:07:21]Um Um, what do I say? I was once getting really hammered at my my family's house and we and I was driving by one of those checkpoints and um I I did not I'm looking I was like, "Oh my god, I have to like I'm trying to find my ID. I forgot my purse at my my aunt's house because I was plastered." Anyways, don't drink and drive. Okay, this is before Uber. I now if I I don't even drink that much anymore, but this is like stupid me when I was young. Stupid. Okay, whatever. Anyways, so then the my husband's like, "Don't worry, you're fine. Thank god you drove." And I was like, "What? I'm still hammered." So I drive by the guy. I'm next. And then I'm like, "I'm so sorry, officer. I left my my purse at my aunt's house." Like, and then he was just like, "It's fine. Just go back and get it." And I was like, "Oh my god, I got that's crazy."

[02:08:18]Okay, that's what I'm saying. So, if my husband ever, you know, if I ever end up killing him, I just need the jury to like not convict me. So, we'll we'll get there. I I believe in us. Um I would let you go. You should definitely let me go.

[02:08:33]You want to live, Jack Minez. He wants to live. He's a smart man. Yeah. His p his penis isn't driving the stick. Oh, sorry. Driving the the the the car.

[02:08:45]Okay. Sorry. Joshua says, "Hey, lady. He just across the room and talking about killing him. Yeah, I know. I talk about it in front of him, too.

[02:08:54]Uh, my friend, why wouldn't you talk about it in front of him? You want him to be scared of you. That's why I don't need to hide my plans for him. I need him to know. Okay. My friend Michael just [ __ ] up. His girlfriend caught us. Oh my god. Scott. Scotty.

[02:09:15]Scotty. Scotty.

[02:09:18]Why are you messing with your friend's girl? You shouldn't be messing with his girl. You should mess with other people's girls. People you don't know, but your friends, you don't mess with their girls because then you're losing a friend. Not worth it. I feel that py tank cannot be worth it. Uh, how can I save this? You can't you Oh, you start singing It Wasn't Me. Okay. It wasn't me. That's a great song. It wasn't me by Shaggy. Okay, you just start singing that or I start singing that because this is a singing kind of situation. Uh only drink an ebike or you know drink and an Uber or drink very little and all all kinds of things. Her stream is going to be part of the EV evidence. Totally.

[02:10:02]And and I'll still I'll still be convicted less. I'm so confident and caught me rightanded creeping with the girl next door. Oh my friends this we were but naked banging on the bathroom floor. How could I forget that I had given her an extra key. All this time she was standing there. She never took her eyes off me.

[02:10:28]That's you Scotty. Scotty, do you have any advice for me? I Yeah, I tell you not to bang your friends girl. Bang other people's girls. Fine. You know, like all is fair and love and war. I don't suggest it. Why don't you find someone that doesn't have a girl? Is there something about the chase? Like you got to tell me. Is there something about the chase and there's why? Or you you bang all kinds of girls. It doesn't have to be someone that is already taken. I need to know, Scotty. I can't give you advice until you give me more information. His car is an automatic, not a stick shift is what you meant. Ex.

[02:11:02]I don't know exactly. His penis is in overdrive though. Um, let's see. Jeremy says, "How are you doing today?" I'm doing great. Actually, this is my second time here. Love every second I subbed.

[02:11:16]Bobo, yes. Cyber hug, did you like the whole he caught me red-handed thing? I thought that would just totally work. I love psycho women. Take my money.

[02:11:27]Jesus, you can't. Why do people They do love psycho women. I agree. I am not the nicest woman. I don't treat my men well and lots of men flock to me. It's the same kind of thing with like what was it? Uh it's the same kind of thing with men women who love like a bad a bad boy.

[02:11:46]Yeah, it's the same kind of thing. Uh I'm messing with him, not her. Oh my god, you're messing with him and she caught you. Oh, Scott. Um well, like I'm glad he's outed in a way. Shouldn't Shouldn't she find someone that isn't the beard? Like I feel like it's good to not be a beard. Uh I I think it's okay to be a beard if you know you're the beard. Do you know what a beard is? It's like a man a gay man's fake woman lover so he can pretend he's straight. That's the That's a beard. Uh don't lose a friend over a girl. Come. Oh yeah. Okay.

[02:12:23]Also love your outfit. Thank you. Let's see. I give up hitting on you. I Okay. I give up hitting on you. Is it because I'm so crazy? Cool.

[02:12:33]you should know. Uh, check your cash app. Ah, Jesus, did you pay me? That's what's up. Hey, if you're on my Discord, I can totally like like text you and be like, "Thank you. Thank you." Okay. Uh, what's up? Oh, Tristan's here. How are you doing, Cam? I love that you're here.

[02:12:50]I hope you're okay. Sending you lots of love from afar and just look glad that you're back here just chilling with us.

[02:12:59]It wasn't me.

[02:13:01]caught me red-handed banging a girl next door. We could do uh a angel and and Okay, I'm banging Michael, not his girl. Yeah, that's what I'm saying.

[02:13:14]Michael needs his girl needs to find out that she is um you know the beard and that she you know he likes men and like maybe he likes men more than her. I don't know. I mean he's hiding it. So yeah. Are is the girl your friend though? I I sent you a dono. A dono for snacks for coffee. Oh, appreciate it.

[02:13:38]Thank you so much. Has J has sus. I'm going to pin that. Dang, that's so great. That's my first one. It's because of my bad childhood from my from our mothers because it's all we know.

[02:13:50]Punishment is our only form of affection. Totally.

[02:13:56]And I'll give it to you. I'll give it to all you men.

[02:14:01]We crazy out here. Oh my god. Actually, I'm so nice to my daughter, but I'm terrible to men. Skirt is fire. Thank you. I appreciate it. Uh, yes. Let's see. What is Discord? I'm old. I'm just on Snapchat. Uh, it's just like a place where a community can talk. It's great actually because like it's not just texting back and forth. like you can reply to different people in the group and you can like send gifts and like and it's fun and it's it's I I have a blast.

[02:14:29]We always stick around there after um what do you call the jewelry on your arm? It's awesome, dude. I have no idea.

[02:14:35]I got on Teu cuz I cheap. We have money but we cheap cuz you know a recession is totally coming. AI is taking over tech jobs. My husband's in tech. So yes, uh I don't know what this is called. You probably look up arm jewelry. probably that's what you would I would look up.

[02:14:53]Um, so what do you say about triangular relationships?

[02:14:59]What do I say? Boy, I don't know. I would say it's complicated. I'd say the worst thing is not being open about it to your significant others, both of them, whoever. And that's it probably.

[02:15:12]it. Uh I don't think there's anything wrong with like consensual open relationships or like multiple relationships as long as everyone's consensual and understands like the roles everyone's playing. But um what's come up the stairs but not down? Sorry.

[02:15:29]What's a triangular relationship? That's true. What is a triangular? Like how would you define a triangular relationship, Joshua? Um I'm going to sing one song that I know. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Uh, I don't want to sing Angel anymore. Let's see.

[02:15:46]Yes. What is a triangular relationship?

[02:15:55]Let's do my boooo.

[02:16:00]Let's do that one.

[02:16:07]You'll never see it coming cuz you'll blind it from the start. Know that you're the one for me. It's clear for everyone to see. Oh baby, you will always be my but even when I rap, I can never rap. I don't know about y'all, but I know about us.

[02:16:33]I can ever do Iave your first kiss.

[02:16:41]Girl, I was the one who said, "Put your lips like this." Even before all the people screaming.

[02:16:52]Girl, I was there when you were my baby.

[02:16:57]When we were younger, you were my boo.

[02:17:02]Now in my eyes, even though you all right, I'm done.

[02:17:17]I can't catch the fast parts. Love the outfit. Uh caps app says pending. You need to accept it. Oh my god. First.

[02:17:26]Okay. My boo psycho wife.

[02:17:29]I will accept it after this live stream.

[02:17:32]Jesus. Um let's see. An author. You and an Arthur. A screamer. Streamer. Your brother is tied to Lord. Uh Fast and the Furious. Your family is one of those.

[02:17:45]Huh. Uh good question. Are you saying you're asking if I'm a nipple baby? Any advice for oil burn? They be jumping when it's hella hot. I use I be using toothpaste. Toothpaste is what I would use, too. Um, Chad GBT probably has better advice than I can give you. Yes.

[02:18:08]I'm so lost. I'm lost in the sauce, too.

[02:18:11]Let's see. Death metal. Can you guess my joke? I cannot, but you can tell it. U.

[02:18:16]Adam says, "Thoughts?" That thing on your lap looking sus till I realized it was a mic. You thought it was.

[02:18:25]That's funny. I love that. That's dirty.

[02:18:28]Um, sorry. Oh, yes. Oh, yes. I had to I wanted um Kadu Taku. I came from a very kind of poor family.

[02:18:39]Um, kind of poor, really poor. We were on welfare. My mom was a single mom. My dad wasn't around. She had three baby daddies and five children. Um, my brother just really liked cars and he worked on his car a lot and it was one of those kind of like lowrise, cool car, whatever. So, he applied to be in the Fast and the Furious. He's never been in the industry, the Hollywood industry after that. So, like that was just like a one-time thing. Um, me being an author and streamer. So, yes, I did marry and like kind of go dig my way up, but I love my husband. I'm married for love and he just happened to have money. Um, so he does kind of like take care of me.

[02:19:20]I would never say I'm a trad wife. I take care of our finances. I take care of everything, a lot of things in around the house. Like he thinks I do more work for our household than I he does, even though he makes a ton of money. And I would always say I'm lucky to have him too. Um, I would also say that because I live such a simple life, like I don't spend that much money. I don't need to spend any money. I buy used crap all the time. use like secondhand clothes, whatever, you know, whatever. I I don't go out and do much. Like I don't need a luxurious lifestyle. I don't have any luxurious purses. I have fake purses. I only started buying fake purses this year. So like anyways, and I don't really buy that many anything anyways.

[02:20:02]What would I say? because we live a simple life, I have the luxury to try to have this career on the side where I get to perform for you guys and like and like follow my passion which is writing or singing or being with you guys. Um yeah, so that's where we are at. I would never say I'm a nipple baby. Um but I also wouldn't say I'm not privileged and beneficial and have like opportunities.

[02:20:26]Those are true. Yeah. Uh, thanks for asking though and yes it is pending but right after this I am totally accepting your money Jesus she a rapper too. Oh my god I'm not a rapper. What's comes up uh the stairs but not comes down is knee pain cuz we old. Ah that's funny. Bryant 90 likes 100 almost 100 I know. Right around the corner. Uh oh my god I'm trying to read everything. You're my favorite new streamer. Jesus you're my favorite new donor. I literally have one. Let's see. Let's all donate one duck buck so she can quit her job so she can stream live. Boy, I don't have a job. This is my job. And also, I don't I can't quit my job because I'm a stay-at-home mom and I had to be there for my daughter. So, I literally can't quit my job. But, I really appreciate that. Even if you gave me a ton of money, I'm doing as this is as much hours as I plan to do because I want to be there for my daughter. She's neuro divergent and it's just nice to be around her and like teach her and be there for her and that's like my lucky part of my dream is also to take care of her um until she's old enough and I don't have to do that no more.

[02:21:38]Oh, Todd, first- time viewer. What's up, Todd? Um I was so broke as a kid. We had to share sandwich, bread, lettuce only.

[02:21:46]Crazy times. 90s was fun but broke though. Me, too. I didn't I was a happy kid even though we were broke.

[02:21:53]I I don't know. I think also I had some rich friends and it like taught me that like they were usually kind of angry.

[02:22:01]Like my rich friends always wanted more and more and more and then like because I was broke it kind of I thought it was kind of beneficial. You know, you like enjoy the little things. You know, you don't have to have everything doesn't have to work out the way you want it to because it never worked out the way you wanted to. And then you can just be happy, which I loved. So like I think it was a beneficial thing to not have um money growing up. Um I want to be your sugar daddy hubby too. I want to spoil you. Oh my goodness. Hey Jesus, I'm telling you, you could be my second husband once my first husband's I def I was definitely broke when I was younger. Your our family would just eat rice and soy sauce and fish. Are you Asian? I do the same thing. I didn't even have, you know, that pork thing.

[02:22:47]I'm gonna show you right now because I'm gonna leave soon, but I'm gonna show you the pork thing. Let me show you the pork thing. Okay, I'm just so excited. Let me I didn't have this. My You You You guys know I mean, you Asian, you know. When you're Asian, you know.

[02:23:05]Do you know this thing? This is that pork thing that you could put on your your rice and they eat it with soy sauce or whatever or whatever. They just eat it with this and rice. I didn't have that growing up. That's too expensive.

[02:23:18]This is hella expensive. This is for rich people or middle class people, which I didn't have. Um, yeah, I too was eating uh soy sauce and rice and fish sauce. So, I feel you. I feel you.

[02:23:31]You can tell how excited I'm getting.

[02:23:34]Okay. Yeah, everyone in the chat is invited to our wedding. It will be at McDonald's. We broke broke her my dress would not cost $20,000.

[02:23:46]Uh let's see. Talking about the hairy pork floss thing. Yep. Yes, we are.

[02:23:51]Okay. Yes, you are Asian. Okay, guys. I loved it. It was so fun being here with you guys. Uh yo, quit flaunting your um me. Hey, I get to flaunt my rich people stuff, which is like middle class people stuff. It's just pork floss thing. It's not that rich, but like it is kind of like a little thing that I never got growing up and it's so yummy. I had to go to my friend's house to eat that [ __ ] So, I mean, I digress. You know who had money growing up and you know who didn't. Um, yeah. Anyways, um it was really fun being here with you guys. Oh, Jesus, did do you like Mexican food? I [ __ ] love Mexican food. I b I make my own Mexican food all the time. I have frozen beans and rice in my fridge. like it's a staple in my mini freezer and I'm always having guac. I make my own salsa.

[02:24:40]Um yeah, it's lit.

[02:24:43]Anyways, uh I will talk to you guys next time.

[02:24:46]Okay, thank you so much for being here with me, guys. And uh Jesus, thank you for the donation. You're my first donation, boy. I love that. Maybe be my No. Okay, I'm done. Thank you guys. Bye.

[02:25:00]Bye. Wait, what do you mean? She is a millionaire and still asking us for money. [ __ ] I didn't ask you for money. I told you. I told you I didn't want to take your money. Um, I feel like it'd be better for you to not to not give it to me. Like, I want you to benefit your life. I care more about you than take your money. You're right. I'm already kind of killing it in life. So, I didn't need your money. Please don't give me more money. And I only asked you for a dollar, [ __ ] Don't start with me. Okay, I'll talk to you guys later.

[02:25:31]Bye.