The “Self” Is A Recycling Thought That Learned How To Say “I”

Added: 2026-06-10

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[00:01:00]All right. I don't really I don't know who will arrive to this teaching. But as you can see from the title of this live teaching right here.

[00:01:15]We are going to be discussing who is the eye and why there even is an eye that we associate with, we build a bond with.

[00:01:27]And realistically, humans humans have to learn to let go of I would just shit's horrible.

[00:01:55]Humans have to let go of the eye of the beholder.

[00:02:02]The moment that you realize that no human no human has ever met themselves currently. Now I put that because too because currently right now how would a human be able to define themselves? How would a human be able to meet or ever get to meet who they are currently when the has for this met has already been met with in a different current reality that will always be a version of themselves being us. If we see their so different pronouns when we for example with different words like themselves including you when you're remote viewing when you're astral projecting when you're going to bed at night you are able to see a current reality because currently in that time period that you go to bed at night you are fixated on getting some rest mind you going to go through dimensional mindfulness techniques within a DMT process you now have this chemical in your mind to where everything that's bestowed upon the awareness is able to be in free dumb.

[00:03:16]That's what keeps it dumbfounded because it's still going to find itself in another world that you already know is happening at this time. But time does not exist whenever you're going to bed.

[00:03:25]That's why when you wake up, you have to be in the exact same process in order to get what you want. Because what you want is the exact same reality. The only difference is when you're in your mind, you're able to do way more things in the thirddimensional plane of existence.

[00:03:41]Prosperous Awakening Sandy Mirage watching this mindful message and thank you for liking. Thank you for subscribing. Thank you for doing whatever you choose. Whe whether that be positive or negative, I appreciate you for taking time out of your day to just be one when it comes down to just learning the mind every single day in the masonic tricks.

[00:04:01]Meaning we are deconstructing oultism because all of these things are the reason for why there are layers to consciousness. This being there are there are no humans. When humans can realize that they will meet themselves currently. This is the most important.

[00:04:18]Are you out? Nice. This is the most important mission. I wouldn't even call it a mission. Excuse me. I would just call it a knowing. It's the most important knowing. Can you be current today? Can you look around your environment and say to yourself, you know, I'm really thankful that I'm in a position that I'm in. Whether that be how are you feel?

[00:04:43]Because positive and negative are just feelings. When you stop feeling a certain way, you don't look at life as positive or negative. Because what the [ __ ] is happening right now when you're just the observer of self, being current with what a human has never met before. The moment you can meet with yourself today, that's what you have to let go of tomorrow. Because tomorrow, who's to say you'll ever think like this? Who's to say you won't think better than what you were taught to be?

[00:05:07]Because you're watching the eye in the in the days. That's why they're considering them to be days of the weekend. But when you deconstruct Monday through Sunday, you realize it's pointless. It's pointless because once again, it's all tied to your level of attraction when it comes to energy. If you let Monday through Thursday determine your mood, you're not living for real. You're living for what you had to keep up with bills, position in the corporate job or school or whatever. So you never had time for yourself till it's Friday and Saturday.

[00:05:41]When the weekend comes, what are you around?

[00:05:46]Because now when you're around people, you got to understand this environment that you were never supposed to be accustomed to. Not saying that you cannot go out and have fun and be around a lot of people. No. But when you're on your [ __ ] when you have things to do, when you have so much energy that you want to bring it into certain avenues that can help to stay in a positive life that you can walk outside with and you can toast to whatever beverage you like, you can be in whatever landscape that you have dreamed of, you're now in that.

[00:06:15]When you're around the people, can you be in that same realm? It's too much noise. It's too much chaos going on. A lot of times it's it's weird intentions, but you're just feeling out the states of mind. Nothing wrong with that at all.

[00:06:26]But can you find clarity in a in a space that wants to dance around with the mask? And then these masks are not aware of what they're dancing with. Who's to say people are dancing with themselves when they have never met who they are today? So we just watching a bunch of drones fake a lifestyle that looks real.

[00:06:46]People only meet with stories, labels, and memories. So here's the thing. Every day people meet with what? a story, a label, and a memory, especially a role, right or wrong, that people have collected throughout life. Understand that people are like Pokemon. You got to see their ego like a card because life is a game. It can be Uno, it can be goldfish, it can be blackjack, it can be whatever. But throughout life, people work hard to meet with this version of themselves. Why people work so hard to meet with their role?

[00:07:24]that they themselves collected because they're still childish. Humans hold on to roles. Humans hold on to labels because that's what their inner child remains fulfilled with. That's their only way to find peace and happiness in a fault of situation that they had to be raised with. So once they're collecting a role, they have now embodied that memory. Once they embody that memory, that memory now becomes a story that they'll always label as this or that.

[00:07:51]It's like a lot of times they want it for bragging rights.

[00:07:56]I mean these other examples too will fall into that. But these other people want to flex because throughout life they're watching other people on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Tik Tok, YouTube. They're watching them throughout their life and they're thinking to themselves okay I have collected so many roles right or wrong.

[00:08:12]There are so many people that we know who will call themselves an entrepreneur, a boss, a professor, a teacher, whatever. So now they if you ask a teacher, how can you be a teacher when you never taught yourself the things that we had to be enslaved with? And then when a teacher is not able to answer that question for you, how can you look into a taught manner that never taught itself through a teacher's archetype? So even when you ask your your labels, mom, dad, friends, supporters, whoever, ask them about a memory that they play their role with, when you ask them about that, have they ever met who they were in those roles? They will tell you yes, that's the lie. Cuz we now have to we have to split life into atoms because they're going to always evolve, right or wrong.

[00:08:58]Even with the first cell, the first atom when it was under a microscope called the sun. So of course see this exactly why too when you understand outside the veil the sun is always going to be the retina the iris cera. So think about that as a science experiment. We have a bunch of entities looking down through a lens a curtain just another veil another layer of let's say awareness. when they're looking down in their subconscious mind, we tend to look up and we become blinded or we tend to now digest what the codes have relayed when it comes down to just being present, sungazing, if you will, fasting, grounding in that whole same expense, mind, body, spirit. When you're not in tune with that, who are you really looking at for real? That's the thing.

[00:09:46]You really can't put a label on that [ __ ] because throughout your life you have collected a bunch of roles and memories at define what the sun is. But when you look into that scientific experiment that you're basically watching yourself forget about then you stop forgetting about who you are throughout life. People cannot meet with that currently. That's why when you detach from the human experience who is really going to meet you and it's always them meeting themselves in that current reality.

[00:10:12]They never met themselves with that story of labor or memory till they collected a feeling or a bond when it came down to you or to what they wanted.

[00:10:21]That's why a lot of times the collective conscious they'll manifest belief systems. That's why they come true. But what if the collective unconscious is sorry cuz they're going it's the same exact [ __ ] cuz to be conscious you have to be aware of your unconsciousness. But your unconsciousness will never be will become conscious. So you understand why unconsciousness decides to remain comfortable in what it wanted to be conscious with. But that becomes too scary when you're aware of nothingness.

[00:10:48]Because you are not this, you are not this. You are not this. Let people tell a story about you. How does that make you feel? What does that say about you?

[00:10:57]Who are you today? Are they telling themselves or even people stories about you that make you feel good or cause your character to be presented as this masculine figure or this bosed up independent goating and loving nurturing woman? I mean, are these calibers within our character are they said well even behind the scenes? Because don't forget, we all got memories. We all tapped into the same space. We can't act like this ain't social, [ __ ] We don't need the media to communicate with these roles because we are not the the this or the that.

[00:11:37]We're not an athlete. We're not a content creator. We're not an entrepreneur. We're not teachers. We're not artists. We're not musicians. We are not men or women. We are not boyfriend and girlfriend, wife or husband. We're not a god or a saint or Lucifer. We're not a cultic. We're not none of these things. Because when you tell yourself, what have I been collecting throughout life? Now you lose a belief. When you question belief, what can belief know about itself? That comes down with life.

[00:12:03]Your mind has taught itself to collect what? Roles. So tomorrow will be what?

[00:12:08]Tuesday. You have a routine for Tuesday.

[00:12:10]Getting up, washing your face, brushing your teeth, taking a shower, meditating, praying, playing music, push-ups, whatever else. That is a role you are now adopting. We'll get to that point within repetition. That's going to create who you think you are. That's still not you. You're always changing so you can never find yourself. But we'll get into that later.

[00:12:32]Damn, this [ __ ] feel good. Hold on. Let make sure I'm not banned cuz I be like, you feel me? How we doing? Shout out to you, Spawn. How we doing? How you doing, Mariah? Nice to meet you all. Well, I remember you all, but nice to meet you all today. All right, let's keep going, though. I just want to make sure I was still active because Tik Tok gave me PTSD. I can't really go live on there because they'll always b me when we get too deep in the subject.

[00:12:57]I'm very excited right now, so forgive me.

[00:13:01]All right, but you never really know who's watching, so just always be yourself, right? Cuz I didn't think anybody was in here. But to the two of you in here, thank you. I'm going to really go hard for you, too, because you decided to take your time. And I know I'm off topic, but I just want to dedicate this energy right back towards you because for one, it feels so loving to hold on to ejaculation control. But not only just that, it feels so great to give this loving positivity and affirming energy right back to you. So that after this video, you'll be able to bring another alternate universe into this reality today to where now you're just basking in the present. Because in the future, will it not be a memory? Will today not be a memory five years from now? We'll talk about this five years and be like, "Bro, do you remember when you were talking about this video?" I be like, "You have to remind me because that wasn't who I was. So thank you. Let's keep let's keep going.

[00:13:54]Whoever self is will always go through changes. I mean the thing is too change is good or wrong.

[00:14:02]Yes, you have to always change yourself.

[00:14:05]But stay true to yourself within because on the outside of you, you will always change within this lie. And people think as if you have to hold on to this lie to make their ego feel better. That's not the case for you. You're not living for them because they came to live for themselves. If you can't live for yourself, why would I live for you?

[00:14:23]Well, living for you is a detriment upon my life. I could lose my life [ __ ] with you.

[00:14:29]You don't [ __ ] with yourself. You want me to be around?

[00:14:33]Please.

[00:14:35]Now, whoever self is cuz who is I, we, me, they, you, whatever.

[00:14:46]Who is that? when the self is never saying I'mma always go through what I is through a change. But people pretend always.

[00:14:57]People always act right or wrong. The ones who are aware they're acting, they're not acting. They're basically just remembering the eye within the memory that constantly changes because they're contradicting their ways. So the people for one, we're all acting in a script.

[00:15:16]But the ones who are aware of the script, they're not going to act as if they're, let's say, this way of work or a craft.

[00:15:25]They're basically being just themselves depending on who it is. The ones who don't have to sell out, those are the ones who just don't give a [ __ ] The one the people who can tell you that, hey, today I just don't want to record.

[00:15:36]That's okay. Like, you're not the content creator anyway. But if you do, show up for yourself because you don't have to act like it's a video or [ __ ] a job or whatever. It's just something that you constantly do even though you're not doing it on the board.

[00:15:54]People pretend self is a permanent mask.

[00:15:58]So whoever self is will always go through changes, but people pretend self is a permanent mask.

[00:16:04]Why? Why do people get so gung-ho on who I'm going to be? Not me, but like them.

[00:16:11]When they say, "Who am I going to be in like five or don't care about that? Are you being current?" Like, yes, care about that to an extent. But in order to figure out who you want to be in 10 or 15 years, cuz I think about that, too.

[00:16:24]But my thing is though, I can't think too far cuz I'll lose my way. I'll lose my sanity. [ __ ] around and overthinking, that's not healthy at all whatsoever because I'm not there yet.

[00:16:34]But I'm I've been there. I'm omnipresent. I'm in all rooms remote viewing literally. So if I'm in that space already 15 years from now, so for example, let's say 5 years from now, I know where I want to be. So by me doing that, I'm not going to sit up here and think about, damn, if I do this right, will I end up in that timeline? If I move like this, will I be? No. Embody that. Cuz if I want to be that person in 5 years, I had to do that today. It's just that simple. So the roles and the identities that I want to remain with and change with, I had to put myself through even when I don't want to do it.

[00:17:08]There are days I don't want to record, but I still do that [ __ ] daily because why? I started this journey. Therefore, I have to remain consistent even when it hurts. Even when I'm tired, even when nobody watches, keep [ __ ] going.

[00:17:22]Remain disciplined. Remain determined.

[00:17:26]Use all this power. Use all this energy internally.

[00:17:30]Use that for a creative way that can get you all that you never needed. Because why? Life will want you and it'll give you things that it wants you to be attracted by or attracted with or people see the attraction in you by getting the things that you didn't think were possible. That's all because why you stay down till you came up. All them times you want to go out and lay with a woman if you are a man watching this, but even if you're a woman, you want to go and lay with a man, whoever. Like you want to go and do some lustful things.

[00:17:59]cuz you want to go and have some fun.

[00:18:00]Yeah, there's nothing wrong with that at all, but we're here to get better.

[00:18:05]You're like, yeah, there is a time and place for everything, but when it comes down to what you want to have that lifestyle to where you can walk, let's say you want to have a beach property.

[00:18:13]Let's talk real estate. Let's say you wanted to have a Colorado property.

[00:18:17]Let's say you wanted to have a San Diego property or Texas, whatever. You just want to have a plot of land. Or let's say you wanted to have a mountain range.

[00:18:24]You got the mountains in the in the distance and whatever else. Let's say you want to walk out of your crib. You got a nice silk robe on. That [ __ ] it hit different, huh? You got your nice little slides on. You got whatever beverage you got in your hand and you can look out the breeze hitting you. Whatever you looking at, the breeze hitting you. And you don't have to pick up the phone and answer email or call. You may depending on what you do, but you're not worried about that because why? Look at what you did. You will have to get to work, but it's not really work for real because you're not spending a nineto-five time frame on your day. No, you get to do what you want because you now did some boss [ __ ] without selling your morality.

[00:19:05]That's the craziest part. That's why it takes so long. But see, the long run can happen in a short time. Once again, I'm going to keep going back to the gym. You have to always have ejaculation control.

[00:19:17]the times that you want to see this energy that may be so tempting. It may be like, damn, I really want to get next to that. I really want to get upon that.

[00:19:26]I really want to do something with that.

[00:19:28]No, you do not. Unless it's beneficial for you, that means you have to always create. Even when the ego says, "No, I want to do something that requires me to sin against myself." That's not really a sin for real. You're just having fun.

[00:19:41]You just being yourself. But yourself does not want to do the things that don't really [ __ ] matter.

[00:19:46]When you stop pretending, you now begin to evolve because you say, "You know what? I don't have to indulge in food. I don't have to sit and binge watch this show to get caught up with what society talks about. I don't have to go to the movies to have a conversation or open dialogue with what somebody already seen me for." No. Damn. Why you not kicking it like that no more with us, bro?

[00:20:07]What's going on? Everything good? Damn.

[00:20:09]You know, it seems like you too busy for me. I mean, it's not even that. I just got [ __ ] to do. We got work that we have to continuously make. It's not really work for real, but it's just it's second nature at this point. It's it's a feel better. But the thing is to feel better, you got to sit still without the camera, without the board, without the MacBook, without whatever that you have, without the game, without the space. Be still.

[00:20:33]Be in silence. And now you'll figure out who you really are. There's no pretending in that because that's where the self still lies. There's no truth in that silence. That's exactly why when you leave the body now you're within it.

[00:20:46]Within what? That's a silent truth right there. And yet the truth will never say to itself, "Hey, I finally noticed you.

[00:20:55]Welcome to the void." No, there is no introduction. There is no bringalong sign or a welcoming sign that says, "Hey, this is the truth over here. Let's go right into it." No. Because why?

[00:21:08]Everything about humanity will evolve just like our beliefs and desires in this realm. Do not think that humanity will ever evolve. That's never going to happen.

[00:21:20]What does happen though, the few within the bunch, the few within the ant farm will they'll make it out. They'll escape. But they have to always come right back to that herd mentality. But see, here's the kicker. They can do what they want. In order to do what you want, you have to be able to evolve within humanity. You cannot let go of yourself.

[00:21:44]You can't, for example, damn, we're social creatures. You can't. It's like in the Simpsons when Homer decided to leave his town or whatever. And that was when the dome and [ __ ] was over the town or the firmament, just basically a barricade.

[00:22:03]What we're in now, simply, you know, a globe, an experiment. I mean, this earth has no shape. So, it's not flat, round, a sphere or whatever. But the moment Homer left, he had he was rethinking about all the connections, all the labels, all the memories that he collected throughout life. And what did Homer go back and do? Went right back into the town, excuse me, to go ahead and be one with the town's people, even when he didn't want to. That's the same exact [ __ ] You can't act like you don't want to be around people for real. No matter how [ __ ] up or how deranged they're going to always be, you're still loving yourself in that, let's say, costume that you also are observing, you're not necessarily them because we are all unique in our own way of thought. But when you watch that reflection of yours, it's not so different for real because you can also do the same exact [ __ ] if you were a pretender. But you don't pretend for real. That's why you evolve within humanity even beyond that [ __ ] When you evolve beyond that, you're not really within that because now you have transcended this. This creates a whole lot of sense and the continuation evolves such as beliefs, desires, emotions, relationships, and perspectives.

[00:23:19]But the ego creates a sense of continuation and it thinks it'll never change within itself. Remember that.

[00:23:25]Once the ego creates a sense of continuation, it'll think that it'll never change within self. If you let that happen, because remember the moment you come into this realm, this womb, the synthetic inverted looking glass, the moment you look into that and you see what you're born into, your mind automatically because you have just words. Mind you, our mind is we're still stuck in the actual language telekinesis. So, or telepathy, no [ __ ] difference, same family, just cousins. So, distant relatives. Now, the moment the child doesn't matter what gender, but the moment the child or the being, the acting, the staged false light code that looks human, this alien alienated being, this mind, this virus, cuz we are viruses to the system if you're aware.

[00:24:23]Now, when a child is trying to get used to the light, it's just it's noise. You hear beeping.

[00:24:31]You see just light pollution, sound pollution, which does kill and it will kill humanity. But you got machines everywhere. You just have talking, you got emotions, you have so many things happening. You gota look like because you don't know what's being said. You just hear and then you're aware like you just start you START SPAZZING BECAUSE YOU'RE LIKE, "BRO, THIS SHIT'S UNCOMFORTABLE. You ain't got no clothes on. Everybody else got clothes on."

[00:25:07]You're like, "Bro, what the hell am I in? I was just I was just kicking it with someone. So now I'm in this dimension. What the [ __ ] is going on?"

[00:25:15]Oh, you forgot. Now they're going to show you because you cried. But the moment the child says, "Uh, we have a spark of life." Now, what can we do with that? That's when they come into play. That's when the ego starts creating a continuation of some emotions and relationships that will never change. That's where the agent smiths come in. That's where the attack within self now becomes a battle with the ego. And if your perspective is ran by your ego and not self, who's really to blame? When it's all the same? And if you create a sense of false continuation and you die in that continuation or the body dies in that continuation, what will the awareness go right back to?

[00:26:03]What the ego created sense with? Because why? Too many emotions, too many bonds, too many thought patterns, too many perspectives. You never had time to evolve because after you start growing because remember we're not born. We are just grown in an inverted lab. This is a a inverted form and my people have been knocked off, wiped out of the simulation. There are many others as well who are aware of the contradiction because to be aware of the inversion that we're all born into, we have to be conscious of what the pod depicts. So go back to the matrix. when Neo awakened from that pod like a cocoon, a caterpillar turning into a butterfly type [ __ ] Project Monarch, MK Ultra. So when Neo woke up from the inversion, the [ __ ] like, "Oh my god, I'm bound to AI." So when AI or the overseer, the overseers, the powers that be, when they stop playing with our [ __ ] and they started wiping us out into an apocalypse that became sentient, now they remove the strip paper or the canvas and the painter who paints this maze that we're running in mentally. It decided to say, "Hey, I'm going to now make you an AI being that has to fight its way through a internalized network."

[00:27:16]They were technically underground fighting what sentient programs. So, if we're going through that on the surface, imagine the the lower layers because that's where the back rooms are. If you ever seen the back rooms, I'm have to make a video on that, too. But really, a live probably. But just comment that down below. Remind me. Yeah, I'll make a live on that. Maybe a Patreon video, then a YouTube video. Remind me after this is done. If you want a backroom [ __ ] live teaching or YouTube video of a breakdown, just let me know. I will I will forget. So, please remind me because that movie to me is phenomenal.

[00:27:48]But you may think otherwise and that's cool. But the moment we see the layer of consciousness, it now becomes artificially intelligent. Meaning that we're always being imitated because this world does not know how to see itself till we become present.

[00:28:05]We become pretentious in self in a continuation of a sense that is not mindful anymore. And that is throughout life. And we collect that form to where now when we let it go physically, the memories in the other realm or the observer that memorized that way of life, it can only go back to it because you're not ready for the next phase, the next shift. If you still think as if you are the eye, there is no next betterment for you in life. You will always come back to this one. Well, what do I do? Nothing. Nothing. Be you.

[00:28:42]You are not you. Don't be the label, but be you. Without the label, when you know that you, you did it. Now work harder so that you can find better dimensions that you don't have to suffer in. Yes, there are other dimensions that want you to be there like this. But in order to be there, to never be here, you have to always be aware of that. That is Satan.

[00:29:13]When you become aware of it, when you become aware of the nature, you understand Satanism way more. [ __ ] will be like, "Uh oh, this is getting demonic. You have no idea what you're talking about. Stop it. I don't believe in Satan." So, what the [ __ ] are you?

[00:29:25]Nothingness. I'm not even I'm not the body. I'm nobody. I'm no one. But I am the one in nothingness. So, I can't believe in [ __ ] I don't know [ __ ] I was just aware of nothing within something because we're in something right now. I mean, what would you call this [ __ ] A prison? I mean a pyramid, what would you what are we stuck in? A thought pattern. Okay, nice, nice, nice, nice. What makes that demonic? Because if you call anything demonic, that's still you. And the thing is too, you create that demonic or demonism. You create Satanism. That's why Satanists that are oultic, that are freemasonic, that runeranism, they know you more than you because why? You gave them access to who you were the entire time. That's why they know you more than you and better than you before you were born. Before you were born, they knew why you would cry and why you did not cry. That's why they gave you a phone number. They gave you a label. They gave you some type of shots. They gave you something to keep you suppressed in what you knew was going to help you in this realm. That's why people fight so hard throughout life to get to an advancement of a mind. And yet that still means nothing. You can have all bits and portions of information that's scattered all over the world like Dragon Balls. The moment you obtain all these Dragon Balls and you get what you're looking for, there's still nothing left.

[00:30:49]All you did was think you obtained something and that is what you hold close to you. And when you leave, you know none of that [ __ ] mattered. you know, like you know everything spiritually to where you never talked about it because what's the point? It's like in the next realm like the things people ask me or ask themselves. They'll ask me and I don't mind dropping a video on it because I want them to know even though I'm giving you the answer, I won't spoon feed you. Let's go back to the Matrix. It's like a Family Guy episode. Like we always going back to different things that I memorized as far as like films. I love movies or documentaries, right? I'll say a mockery because it's not a movie. It's not a film.

[00:31:33]There wasn't a spoon.

[00:31:36]The spoon was never bent. It was never there. So Neo saw the What the [ __ ] Neo saw the spoon and the monk, the boy or the avatar was telling the other avatar which is basically the construct saying hey you know there is no expo marker in my hand. You see it moving like this because the mind tells you that. But realistically, I'm holding on to you and moving you in certain ways that you thought weren't possible. But that sounds like witchcraft. That sounds like voodoo hoodoo. Stop that. Don't demonize what you've been doing. Why do you think we are cursed to death? Why do you think that? Why do you think racism exists?

[00:32:18]Why do you think a government exists?

[00:32:19]Why do you think secret societies exist?

[00:32:21]Because the more you know, the more you will have to You had to go through a process of being forgotten about. That's why you had to never let go the love you are currently in. Because when it's all said and done and you have said so much to where people can't deny what you're being, they'll have to take you out. And I'm not saying that in any type of mongering system. Taking you out means you have now activated your marba. You activated your submarine. You're now going to travel through space. Space is not above your [ __ ] head. The sky is a CGI program for crying out loud. When you're going through space, you are traveling within your mind. So you can say channeling, you can say time travel, astral projection, whatever you want to call that. It's all perspective, right?

[00:33:08]Either way it goes, you know what I'm talking about. So because you know what I'm talking about. You know exactly where to be. Nowhere. Because where the [ __ ] you going to go? Like my thought was to before I reached this point in life or the pinnacle of awareness, I had to still ground myself. I said, "Damn, what if all my works would help me?" Ah, stop that [ __ ] No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Do not create. And I didn't. That's why I said, "Damn, so in the next life, I'm still working."

[00:33:39]Exactly. You will always be enslaved to a mind. There is no freedom, especially if you're a human being. Stop that.

[00:33:47][ __ ] want a revolution this and that.

[00:33:49]Now I see like people somebody said I seen a video they were like humans will free their mind when they go to war with I S R A E L. So which is the creation of the biblical fables and excuse me and [ __ ] our workload work labor that's being funded to wars and [ __ ] Hold on let make sure I'm not going to get banned for saying [ __ ] like that either.

[00:34:16]Okay.

[00:34:18]What the [ __ ] y talking about?

[00:34:20]Make a breakdown backwards. I got you, Cal.

[00:34:24]No, they are being robbed. Boo. That was corny.

[00:34:30]You can go. Mind you, you're in my stream and you're talking about L stream. My fault. I don't s here and twerk and sell my morals for validation.

[00:34:38]Haha.

[00:34:40]Y'all be watching in shake their ass and [ __ ] read off his scripts because you have no narrow activity in your mind to comprehend what's being said. That's why we gonna keep on going and make you even more mad. The practice of repetition creates identities. The more you're practicing. Hey Kell, thank you for reminding me too. I seen your comment about the back rooms. Please remind me again in a few. We're almost done. I will also make a YouTube video after this because it's 404. I may have a buy study, but yeah, I like how too people talk [ __ ] when I'm not around. But the moment I see the comment, they stop typing. They stop being big and bad.

[00:35:18]It's just like that's See, but that's the thing. That can't even exist. But I can't deny that existence. See, that's the thing. That never happened in this realm. But you can't be in denial, Darius. But then, see, who is that? See, now my ego is going to war with what has to be. That's their position. So, a part of me wants to feel some kind of way because it's just like, damn, I'm doing some type of good for society and [ __ ] still want to accept that. And you know what?

[00:35:47]That's how you go through growth. That's how you evolve. Because I said to myself, Darius, you cannot expect everybody to love your ways. And that's okay. That's okay. How does that happen?

[00:35:59]How does the okay become lovable to where you don't give a [ __ ] You came into the stream to say what? You commented. You gave it a view. You just now pushing to the algorithm. Thank you.

[00:36:09]Why would you help me in that way? How can you hate and still help me? Don't do that to yourself if you don't like. Just go. But see, the spirit knows like, "No, ego. I kind of want to hear that real quick. I'mma make another account and I'mma still say some negative [ __ ] because you can't see what I'm saying for real, but I kind of want to hear it out." Don't be like that. If you don't like what you're hearing yourself wanting to say, just go somewhere else.

[00:36:36]Go watch somebody cut down some trees.

[00:36:38]Go watch somebody eat fruit and stare at themselves. Go see somebody twerking. Go see somebody playing a guitar. Go see somebody playing Fortnite or whatever else. We don't want to do that. I got a gaming channel for that. Let's get to work. But see, that's work. All we can do is create repetition.

[00:37:01]Because that's the practice getting better than that last thought. Because that memory that we just had, I can't say we, it's just still me that we just had that does not belong to the you. The mind repeats many stories to where you begin to think it's an instant truth.

[00:37:18]Right or wrong, that just happened in real time. We can't make this stuff up.

[00:37:22]my mind repeated a story both of them saying hey do the people mind you I pay rent in this apartment so for the person to say I'm robbing the house it's just like that was lame it was like you mind you like you're going to be racist see the mind's creating stories cuz I did get him out this this live but the mind's still repeating that why is this pattern happening what's going on. But see, now you have to be able to create a practice that gets away from the repetition. That cannot be our identity. So when the person said, "Hey, do the people that's that you're in their house, do they know that you robbed us?" Just like, "Hey, anybody in there?"

[00:38:12]Nobody's here.

[00:38:16]It's like I made it to a point where I pay rent. I made it to a point I'll also move out pretty soon, go find another place to stay at. Still more work to be done. And it's interesting too, there are many people who will hide their face. They will never post any type of content. It's like why would I believe the stories in my mind plays?

[00:38:35]It's just like people will see that you don't have a lot of viewers. They'll care about that. If you let that affect your mind, you'll always tell yourself I shouldn't go live anymore. If I if the old me would have let that if I would have started in a weakness like other content creators, no comparison to them but or disrespect either. But if I was to be weak minded and let that affect me, I would end the life a long time ago. But we're still going because how can we learn through other people's faults or their negative ways towards themselves? People wake up and talk to themselves like that because if you're not doing some circus acts, they're not entertained. We're not in a [ __ ] zoo.

[00:39:14]I mean, but humans are the animals, so there's no [ __ ] difference. But I'm not going to sit up here and entertain a [ __ ] boy or a teenager or a grown ass man. Not sorry for that. Like, you came here for, I don't know, jumping for joy.

[00:39:28]I don't know. We here to just get better mentally so that after this video, you can go and lay down, do whatever you do because you have some gems today. You actually learned one thing new. Somebody didn't learn anything at all. They're still stuck on yesterday. You're so stuck on 10 years from today. How can it survive currently in a better future?

[00:39:52]The constant that you repeat will eventually become your reality. Why is that? Because we stop the flow. It's like going to the beach and then putting up this wall because you're afraid of the water hitting certain circuit points that bring more oxygen to your mind. So many people I feel like they were strangled when they were babies to where now they can't think clearly. You got some psychotic people who will walk around just yelling. People who will get on the internet on their phones. They'll just type out [ __ ] to themselves, other people as well. You got people who will admit their fetishes fetishes online and what they're into is just like, why are you doing that? Why are you exposing yourself? People will get on their story and just start spilling out other people's business and just be like, why are you doing that? But see, that's the thing. These people create that constant so much. They're repeating what's eventually going to become their reality. So the people I went to high school with, I would see them in my earlier 20s, see them talk about other grown-ups who were overweight, who didn't hit the gym, who just look whatever else they have many kids. As I kept seeing that constant, cuz I'm always observing. as I've seen the constant of that repetition happen that became and is becoming people's reality right now. So the people who wake up and hate themselves, they will never have a better tomorrow. They will always think that same exact way unless you are funneling with their emotions because these people are sad behind the lens, behind the screen. That's why when you can make videos on them, you can talk to them directly, they fold, they shrink, their ego gets small. That's why this world became sensitive because the more you know, the more people hate you because you know too much of what they themselves are afraid to research. It's just pathetic as [ __ ] It's like [ __ ] have an instant truth and the moment you contradict that truth with some evidence and research, cognitive bias, cognitive dissonance.

[00:41:50]They want to act like you not saying [ __ ] that is important to their demise.

[00:41:55]It's like, [ __ ] I see why you're going to be damned for eternity because look at how you live. Look at how you talk to yourself. This shit's amazing. After existence happens, the ego begins to narrate every moment.

[00:42:08]The moment you were born, who was talking? Who was that eye? When there was no eye in you? And if you have eyes that are within you, who sees through you? When the who that's seeing through you is not a being.

[00:42:23]But is that your being? Because I mean you're still a human, right? You're still a label. Your mom and dad still called you what your guardian called you something, right? So who is the eye in that? And if there's no eye in that, how do you see yourself?

[00:42:38]And if you can't see yourself with your eyes, then whose perspective are you holding on to and you're making visions with? Cuz if it's not your own vision that you can see daily, oh, you're lost.

[00:42:48]You're lost with the blind. And if the blind are leading you and telling you what to think or how to think, oh, you're done. There is no get better.

[00:42:55]There is no healthy life. No, because you'll always go right back to what feels comfortable being a loser.

[00:43:02]So now remember, existence never happened for real anyway. But let's just say for today, existence happens and the ego begins to narrate every moment. Like right now, I'm aware and listening to what my ego said from yesterday, but today never happened.

[00:43:20]It's just pre-recorded. It's happening now. Of course, you can see me doing the hand motion and [ __ ] like that. But tomorrow, today never happened because tomorrow is what's important, which is basically now. Tons of people assume they have conscious control of their decisions. How? That's why people say they're God. I be like, how? Cuz if you were God, you would have control of death. you act because you can't die, but you would have control of the wrongdoings in this world. It's like you would stop police brutality if you were God, right? You would stop racism if you cared. You would stop abuse. You would stop [ __ ] different networks and adoption centers making money from children trafficking.

[00:44:08]I mean, you would stop that [ __ ] too.

[00:44:09]Right or wrong? You would do something about pedophilia if you were God, right?

[00:44:14]Okay. So therefore, you can't be [ __ ] God. But wait a minute, it says in the Bible, there you go with that forge Freemasonry [ __ ] You just can't let that [ __ ] go because you wanted to be a truth so bad. The truth never [ __ ] talked. How can that be a reality? If the truth is your reality, you become a lie. If the truth is your reality, you become a lie. That's why the truth never speak or spoke. And if God was to speak, we will all be deaf. But you thought you heard some valuable information that had a truth in it.

[00:44:44]You're deceived by yourself. That's manipulation. You cannot be taught. You can only go to that water and drink whatever purity by yourself. There will always be a guide to be there with you.

[00:44:56]And it will always be another version of your higher awareness that isn't so high when you're sober.

[00:45:03]But there is the action first. So when you assume that you have conscious control of your decisions, this is where the action comes first, then the mind will justify the story and why it happened. Emotions.

[00:45:22]Let's go back. So a negative comment bruise out.

[00:45:28]Why is the mind justifying that story and why it happened? Control the energy.

[00:45:33]Put it into a different motion. alchemy, putting a lower state into a higher state. So when you see a higher state, are you really observing that state of mind? Is it really so negative? Is it critical? Is it skeptic? Let it be. Let it be whatever their intention is because that's not what you can attract.

[00:45:51]You don't attract that. It's just them talking to themselves. Let them go. In order to grow, let them go. When they're gone, they will cease to exist. That's what makes them mad because you don't care about them. When you stop caring, they'll get even more upset. So, you have to be prepared to lose your life because why? People want to feel like they're heard and seen because when they get home, when they cut that phone off, oh, it's hell for them. Somebody right now is thinking negative of what's you said, what I said. And guess what? When they cut that phone off and they don't see you and I, oh, they getting slapped around, they getting wedgies done on them. They getting beat up. They got they getting told what to do. They on punishment. They got so many things going on. Why are we going to war with them in the comment section on the social media app?

[00:46:40]You have a great life. Have a great day.

[00:46:42]I want nothing but the best for you. If that's how you move, that sucks for you.

[00:46:46]Your life sucks. And if that's how you move for you, you're not doing yourself any good. And I don't want that for my people. That's why we can't come together because why? Somebody always has something negative to say. And that's their position. They're a pawn to a chessboard. And it's still going to be Masonic because they're playing checkers with everybody's mind in different forms of duality.

[00:47:09]That's why when you see why these things are happening, that was never a narration moment.

[00:47:15]The mind just wanted to feel something.

[00:47:17]Just wanted to see itself. That's all the That's all the mind does. It'll see a positive that you want to see. That's not realistic, bro. Get real. The mind will say, "You know what? I want to just [ __ ] myself up." So another version of me will sit up here and say, "Oh, you're a [ __ ] idiot.

[00:47:33]Thank you." Should I feel some kind of way about that? Ah, the ego will. But why would you do that to yourself? It has to be that way.

[00:47:43]Do not practice negative identities that narrate their moments daily because that's what kills. That's why you have to get these people out of your way. You will get sick if you are health consscious. negative people, energetic vampires, parasites, basically astral leeches, they will take from you.

[00:48:07]Especially if you are not guarding your mind 24/7. They want you to give a [ __ ] the moment you start caring too much and they can see that. Oh, they got you.

[00:48:15]They got you.

[00:48:17]Lastly, your version of self can only survive within the remembrance of stagnation. Remember, if you're being stagnant and there's nothing going on, how can you find a version of yourself in a quantum realm? Let's say in a cosmic or a celestial dimension. Mind you, this is all like a different frame.

[00:48:36]Cuz life is a camera lens. So, you never really capture the moment till it's time for you to go. The moment it's time for you to leave the body, every moment will happen just like that. That's when you live. But for right now, you're stuck in stagnation. So, how can you live itself when you're in survival? Because when it's time for you to go, oh, [ __ ] you're not surviving no more. All you're doing is remembering what the capturing of remembrance never seen. You never seen life before because scientists told you how blind you are. I'm blind as well. Stevie Wonder ain't so blind either.

[00:49:17]That's why the blind lead the blind.

[00:49:19]Your identity that is defended is controlled by memory.

[00:49:23]Excuse me. If you think as if you're a social media handle, you're the name that your mom named you or whatever.

[00:49:30]Especially, let's say if we have a God conversation, we're talking about the church and Jesus Christ, Roman Empire, and whatnot.

[00:49:37]People defend luciferianism because they're controlled by the memories that caves themselves. Memories put themselves in prison because you're the one controlling them. And when you defend that controlling that is not physical, but the powers that be have that controlling because they watch you do it to yourself. Now that memory becomes unknowing and you're now controlled by what the ego lost itself.

[00:50:04]If you didn't consistently reference your past future today, then whatever pronoun you use would have nothing to exist with.

[00:50:13]If you stop going back to the past today, then whatever pronoun that you use or label, you can't exist with that. Because as that's happening, you stop making a reference. You stop talking to who you used to be or who you can be because who you're being in those two timelines right now is not infinite. That's just a current moment that happens to be eternal. But the moment you see eternity and how where's it at stagnant that will always be now you're always surviving within that stagnation because you remember it by going within.

[00:50:55]So you can have a false within remembrance that keeps you stuck to your memories if you're not contradicting yourself and your nature. The self spends the entirety of life seeking to become itself. But it can never be the same long or the same long enough to find what it's looking for within nobody.

[00:51:16]If you are aware of the eye, who is the eye watching the I am? And if you are not the I am, then what does that make you when you have no name?

[00:51:27]All right, we're going to answer some questions for a little bit. I'm going [ __ ] record a little YouTube video.

[00:51:40]The Bible isn't a puzzle. Kelis, what the [ __ ] are you talking about?

[00:51:45]There you go getting emotional and [ __ ] Jeb, duality is nature. I literally just said that. So, thank you for repeating it.

[00:51:54]If I'm making you upset, that's even better. So, I appreciate y'all. Kell, thank you so much.

[00:52:01]Oh, yeah. Who said that? That was Hey, deep in deep. I'm going say Gupta. Gupta, I appreciate you as well. Also, don't dox anybody's [ __ ] I seen your comment.

[00:52:13]Don't move in that manner because you can get arrested for like stalking and all this other [ __ ] bro. Don't. That's Don't move like that, bro. I I get that you're doing the inversion just like myself and I really I [ __ ] with that.

[00:52:26]People who expose inverted beings who are celebrities and [ __ ] and sellouts, bro. I love it. But don't dox them because they're protected by the system for a reason. So, I'm just saying that to save your life. And Kale, thank you as well. I appreciate you. Knight, prove.

[00:52:44]You prove that. I don't have to do that.

[00:52:47]No. Nor do I want to, nor do I care.

[00:52:51]I'll have to write it down, too. But yeah, I appreciate you all for watching and thank you for being in tune. And to the comments that did not like this live, thank you for your energy. I don't know why you gave it to me when you didn't have to, but you're still here watching. So, that made you mad.

[00:53:05][ __ ] it. Comment down below. I'll make a video about your point of view. So, there's no reason for us to be divided.

[00:53:11]It's just like remain one with yourself and love who you thought you could have been. I appreciate you all. Thank you for staying here and being mindful. I will make a video on back rooms as well.

[00:53:21]And I love you all. Thank you. I'm gone.