An ex-Muslim woman presents several pieces of evidence challenging Muhammad's prophethood, including a Quranic prophecy that Allah would sever Muhammad's aorta if he spoke falsely, yet Muhammad reportedly experienced this sensation on his deathbed four years after being poisoned by a Jewish woman; the speaker also argues that Muhammad's initial encounter with 'Angel Gabriel' in the cave of Alhira was demonic in nature, as Muhammad himself initially believed he was possessed and went to his wife terrified, and that the encounter was based on a misconception when his blind Christian cousin told him it was the same angel that spoke to Moses, which the speaker notes never actually occurred.
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A Former Muslim Proves Islam Was Created by Satan
Added:As an ex-Muslim, what convinced you that Muhammad was a false prophet?
>> There's a Quran verse. Allah says that if Muhammad said something that was not from God, God would sever his aorta.
Muhammad is on his deathbed 4 years after he was poisoned by a Jewish woman.
Then when he was on his deathbed, he says, "It feels like my aorta is being cut."
>> The biggest indication that this is a religion created by Satan is how Muhammad received revelation for the Quran in the first place. When he was in the cave of Alhira, Angel Gabriel appears to him. The way that he has this encounter with this quote unquote angel is so demonic in nature. The angel literally pins him down three different times. That's the whole miracle, right?
It's like he couldn't read or write, but it was divinely inspired by this angel who was beating the crap out of him in a cave.
>> He thought that it was a demon at first himself. He thought that he was possessed or there was something wrong with him and he went to his wife Khadijah all scared and terrified.
>> You hear when people leave Islam, they face a lot of backlash and a lot of threats. Yeah, I get death threats regularly. I mean, my extended family ended up finding out about my videos because there's a lot of Muslims who will make response videos to me, like trying to refute what I'm saying. So, then they got really upset. They were like, you know, you're being hateful.
You're like disrespecting our beloved prophet.
>> Why should someone choose to follow Jesus rather than Muhammad?
>> There are so many reasons, but what I would say is, >> what's going on everybody? Welcome back to the channel. Today, today we have an amazing testimony that you're going to hear. I've actually never heard it myself. I did that on purpose so you get a real reaction and not a scripted one.
Um, but I'm here with my friend E. She's been going super hard on Islam. She's an ex-Muslim. Came to Jesus Christ. We're actually both the same ethnicity. This is the first time um I have not only a sister in Christ, but a sister in India, too. Amen. But before we get into this podcast, guys, I want to let y'all know, make sure you give this video a like, subscribe to my channel down below if you are new, and turn on my post notifications so you never miss a new video. With that being said, E, thank you so much for coming on the channel today. I really appreciate it.
>> Yeah, thank you for having me on. Um, I I love watching your videos, so um I've never done like a professional podcast thing before, so I think this is like it's really good that this is my first one.
>> Let's go. Praise God. Yeah, I didn't even know, but she actually watches the channel. You never know who could be watching. Um, you saw one of my podcasts I did with my friend, uh, Pastor Chris, right?
>> Good buddy of mine. But what's so interesting about your story is I have never seen a ex-Muslim female content creator that has gone as hard against uh, the religion as you have. And I find that so interesting because there is a bigger risk for you know from what I've learned for females to kind of come against it. Um because you know the men kind of get more angry and more violent and you know in Islam it's you know the I don't I hate to use this word cuz this word has no meaning anymore but Islam is like actually misogynistic though.
>> It is. So, um, you know, when you have a woman kind of exposing it, it definitely grinds her gears a little bit more.
>> Um, so I want to kind of get into that.
I want to get into your testimony.
>> Um, >> like what was your upbringing like?
You're obviously raised in the uh, Muslim faith, right? So, what did that look like growing up and what did that look like when you kind of fell away from that and came to Jesus Christ?
So, um, yes, both my parents were Muslim. Um, my mom was a bit more religious than my dad. Um, before they had me, he was an atheist and then he decided to return to Islam because he thought it would be good to raise me um like with the with the faith so that um you know to instill good values and morals and stuff. But um all my religious teachings mostly came from my mom. So, uh, every night before bed, like, uh, when I was 5, we would recite the first two suras of the Quran together. She would read the Quran with me and I would watch her pray. Um, and then my, uh, my dad, he uh, he would mostly just like pray and fast during Ramadan. That was pretty he was like a Ramadan Muslim only pretty much. Um, except um, he doesn't eat pork. That's like the most Muslim thing about him.
>> Yeah, that's what most of the Muslims do. They they'll do everything in the book. Mhm.
>> They'll like I I had Muslim friends growing up. They'll go to the clubs.
They'll go, you know, fornicate with a bunch of different women, but when you talk about pork, oh no, off limits. But anyways, continue.
>> And um so then when I was around 10, um I was in Islamic studies classes at my mosque, uh Sunday school.
>> And um so I used to carpool there with my friends because we uh there were two other Pakistani families in my neighborhood. Mhm.
>> So we would carpool there together and um and so around this time though uh while I was um you know learning about Islam and all my friends were um Muslim and my extended family as well. They were like devout Muslims.
>> So my parents were not as religious but they like they go to Mecca every like 3 years. They uh read the Quran, pray all the time, like pray all you know five times a day.
>> Mhm. Um, my mom, she actually ends up leaving Islam when I'm around 10 and she uh becomes an atheist and she's been an atheist ever since. Yeah. So, >> I wasn't really sure why she left Islam.
>> I just knew that she had started to read some books and she did some research and she came to the conclusion that all religions are man-made. Mhm.
>> Um, and so after that, uh, it was kind of hard because all my friends were Muslim and my extended family were Muslim. And not only that, but I kind of looked up to them in a way like, um, my aunts and my parents, my friend's parents, they were very like type A, put together, polished, and my parents were very type B, like the house was always messy, and they um, you know, weren't as put together. didn't really care about appearances as much.
>> So, I would get judged for that a lot.
Um, and they would always be like the last I would always be the last kid to get picked up from school and like >> so, you know, people noticed this. So, then I felt like, okay, the the judgment from that and just the optics of that made me feel like I want to model myself after my extended family and my uh friends parents.
So that is one aspect that motivate that motivated me to continue uh being Muslim despite my parents not really being that involved with it. And also I always believed that there was a god and I always I I never became like fully atheist because it just never made sense that there wouldn't be a higher power and Islam was all that I knew at that time. So I continued to go to Sunday school. I asked my parents to put me in Quran lessons. Um, and I, you know, tried to hold myself to the five daily prayers. Uh, I mean, it wasn't easy, especially if no one's holding you accountable and you're a kid, but, >> uh, yeah. And so then afterwards, um, when I grew up, like as I was growing up throughout high school, things started to and even like end of middle school, things started to not really make sense to me. um like having to pray in Arabic, a language that I don't understand, like I don't really know what I'm saying. And then you have to read the Quran in Arabic um in order to get the good deeds cuz uh if you read the Quran in English, you don't really you don't get any good deeds from that cuz it's not considered the actual Quran >> really.
>> Mhm.
>> So you have like if you want to get points from Allah, you have to like learn Arabic.
>> Yeah. So then what do them are the American Muslims kind of screwed then or what?
>> Yeah. So what they usually do is like they will learn how to read in Arabic.
But so for me like and when I was in Sunday school there were Arabic classes um to teach you like how to understand it. But for the most part you just learn how to read the script so that you can read it out loud but you don't know what you're reading.
>> Interesting.
>> Mhm.
>> Wow.
>> Yeah. So that started to not really make sense to me. like I my Quran teacher was also Pakistani so it was like we're both kind of reading a a book that we both don't understand and he would never tell me what the meaning was that I was reading >> so that didn't make sense to me um and then it's very ritualistic and you have to do things in a certain steps so before you purify or when you're purifying yourself before you pray you have to wash the right hand three times wash the left hand three times then uh you know rinse your mouth three times times. Rinse your nose three times. And it has to be like in a very specific order.
>> And then when you pray, that's also a whole other ritualistic thing. It has to be in a very specific order. You can't go out of order or else it's invalid.
>> And so I would sometimes forget if I did a certain step or um cuz like in the um the prayers, they're called rakats, like how many times you like uh go up and down. I forget like which number I was on. And so it just kind of got overwhelming. It kind of took away from being present with God >> and I never felt uh connected to God in any way. Yeah.
>> And I always felt like I was not doing it perfectly. I was wondering am I saying the Arabic right? So I never really I never really felt good enough.
And um yeah and the whole thing you know with woodoo like the purification like that never made sense to me. And I found it kind of odd like especially like if you if you pass gas like if you fart.
>> Yeah. You have to wash yourself again, right? Cuz you can't enter the presence of Allah if you fart.
>> Exactly. Yeah. So you have to you have to pur purify yourself again. But it's like you're wiping your hands and your face. Like what does that have to do with if you just farted?
>> Right. Right.
>> And so I made a video on that and I was like, you know, Muslims like, can you explain to this to me? Like how does this make sense? And then they were like, oh, so it's a problem to be clean now. I don't but >> yeah God's so powerful in Islam but God forbid you fart you can't enter your presence a natural human uh thing but yeah that is pretty crazy I remember reading that a while ago and I'm like man this is just such an interesting religion like you >> yeah I I always thought it it would seem odd to to an outsider so whenever I would see like a white person convert to Islam I'd be like you know what drew you to this cuz I think it's weird being inside of it Oh yeah, you see that a lot. I um I saw the majority of the white converts, especially in like the UK, are all gingers.
>> Yeah.
>> Um which is really interesting.
>> I think so too.
>> I'm kind of like I'm not a believer in like your religion tying your identity.
However, I do feel like as a white person, if you do convert to Islam, you kind of are betraying your race. You know what I mean? because that's just so abysmal and foreign to like anything that their ancestors ever knew. Um >> but yeah, that is very interesting. But yeah, if you want to continue, I want to just interject and add that in there really quick.
>> Uh yeah, so then when I after I graduated high school um and I went to college, I left Islam because of the you know, I wasn't feeling connected to it and I got into new age spirituality. M >> so I was really into astrology um like even from a young age even when I was Muslim I always like resonated with it and um I was into psychic readings um once I entered college uh I would get psychic readings a lot and uh tarot cards um like uh chakra balancing uh meditation um all that stuff and I believed in past lives and reincarnation >> so um and it brought me a lot of peace and it made made a lot of sense to me and um I was like you know trying to find my higher self like they have that concept or you try to find your higher self and >> so um periodically like when I was 22 I tried to go back to Islam like during Ramadan I tried to engage in it and it just like never stuck because once again like I just never felt good enough. It um wasn't making sense. So um I continued with new age spirituality and then I noticed that um you know one by one all the new age spirituality people that I was following they were coming to Christ and they were starting to denounce uh the new age practices that they would do. um >> like who if you don't mind sharing.
>> There's this one girl, her name is Brighty B. Um she would do like past life regressions with people um and she just like made content and once she left like that was what triggered me to really look into it uh to consider Christianity.
>> Yeah. Cuz before that, I remember on my YouTube I would see um new age to Jesus uh testimony video >> and it made me feel uncomfortable because uh well, first of all, I enjoyed new age spirituality. I wasn't interested in leaving it. And then also I was like if I was ever going to go back to an Abrahamic religion, it would be Islam because it's the final revelation. And I still believed at that time that the Bible was corrupted cuz nobody had ever, you know, uh, explained that to me >> uh or like said anything different.
>> Yeah.
>> So then um I would like put not interested on those videos because like they just made me uncomfortable. So >> So then um >> yeah, I finally decided to give Christianity a chance. Um, and it was when I uh moved to where I am now. And it was like it's a more Christian area than where I where I was from.
>> Mhm.
>> So, I was like, "Okay, maybe this is a sign that um you know, she I just saw her testimony video and I'm considering uh Christianity and now I'm around a lot more Christians. Maybe this is a sign."
>> But then with the move and stuff, I kind of fell into a depression like with the change in environment and stuff. Um, and one thing I forgot to mention is that growing up, um, I had like really bad social anxiety. So, um, because I would get, uh, I experienced bullying, uh, getting made fun of for my appearance, uh, my ethnicity, uh, people would make like te like terrorist jokes and all that.
>> Uh, >> you were So, you were bullied for what?
Being Pakistani.
>> Yeah. And, uh, >> yeah, cuz I I went to like my middle school and high school were like predominantly white. So in middle school I did get bullied for my ethnicity and I guess they could tell I was Muslim so they made like some Muslim jokes as well.
>> Wow.
>> And um so yeah, but it was mostly that because when I was a child I used to be really outgoing and really loud and so I would get called annoying a lot and then getting made fun of my parents. I think those were the two things that really triggered my social anxiety. Mhm.
>> So, it got to the point where I was uh like almost mute, like I would never speak in uh public situations.
>> Yeah.
>> Um like when it would come to giving presentations in class, I could do that, but when it would come to like one-on-one conversations with people, that was harder for me.
>> You're good at it now.
>> Like flowing the whole time. So, praise God.
>> Thank you. And um yeah, so and it was because I think like I subconsciously viewed myself as like uh inferior to everyone else because of everything that >> people would say to me.
>> And um you know I had also like I was in a relationship in high school where uh there was this guy who was really like uh preoccupied with appearance of women and like he had this like huge celebrity crush like went to her concert and everything. So, I tried to like uh look like her and like from the bullying of my parents um I went to um I I got my first part-time job when I was 16 so that I could raise money to get certain like procedures done.
>> And I'm I'm bringing all this up because I think it ties into my story later.
>> Yeah.
>> But um >> Yeah. So um Yeah. So then after I decided to consider Christianity and my depression got worse. My social anxiety also started to come back because it had been under control while I was in college. It started to get a little bit better. I was still very quiet with new people like people would I remember one of my friends she was like at first I thought there was like something wrong with you like you know if you're mute or something. Um >> so it started to get worse and I wouldn't leave the house and um so I didn't go to churches like I had planned to. didn't go to the Bible studies uh in my area. And then after like a year um something told me to I had this like strong conviction or like strong uh desire to get on anti-depressants cuz before that I had considered them but I was like I don't I don't want the side effects. I don't know if I even need them. But then something told me after like I had a particularly hard day something told me like you you just you need to try them. So then I immediately booked a tellahalth appointment and then that same day I got a prescription and I went I picked it up the next day. After that um everything got so much better.
My social anxiety went away, my depression went away. Uh and so finally I was able to leave the house and so I went to Bible studies at my school. I went I had two friends in the area. I went to church with them. They were Christians. And um at first I I loved how loving the Christian community was.
That was something that I never experienced in the Muslim community. I always felt like there was there was so much judgment from other Muslims. Like uh another thing was when I was 16 and I was uh in high school still a Muslim. My aunt, she sends me like a really long message and she says, "I think that you're going down the wrong path like your mom cuz she left Islam and she was like, you know, um I saw on Facebook that you were wearing that you were wearing shorts and there was like a family wedding. I didn't go to and she said everyone at the wedding was talking about how you were wearing shorts and it was just >> that honestly just sounds like the brown culture in general you know >> cuz trust me I grew up in a similar environment too and yeah you're like the talk of the town with all the aunties and uncles and stuff >> so that's funny >> and then like even just um when I would see Muslim like Islamic videos on Instagram or Tik Tok there would be like so much judgment in the comments if you put music in the video they'd be like for haram, right? So, so when I want to ask you about this when it comes to music in Islam, like uh what is considered halal? You have to do like the the the duas with the instrumentals in the background. Is that the only way music is permissible or >> so instruments are not allowed in Islam?
Like you can uh there's something called nasheeds where you're reciting the Quran in like a >> singing sort of way like that's allowed but no instruments are allowed because there was a hadith where Muhammad said that during the end times uh people would start to believe that instruments are permissible. So >> based on that um instruments are not allowed. I now that I'm a Christian and I've read the Bible, I find that really weird because it's like there's no way it can be from the same God because instruments were part of temple worship in the Old Testament. Like >> there, you know, um there's a whole psalm where it's like praise him with loop and loot and harp, praise him with symbols, uh tambourine, you know, and like uh there were like 4,000 people recruited to play instruments like during the worship. And then even um uh God commanded Moses to craft two trumpets out of silver.
>> So that was one thing. It's like, you know, to me it seems like God loves music. You know, he loves when we worship him with music.
>> So I was like, it doesn't really seem like it's from the same God. That was like one thing. But um >> that's a great point. You know, I thought about this when it comes to Islam because I know like music is so uh there's so many regulations behind it and it almost kind of makes me wonder if it's like the devil trying to gatekeep certain ways of expression especially because the Bible talks about how there was instruments built into Lucifer when he was in heaven. Mhm.
>> So, a part of me wonders if the prohibitions on music in Islam are like a part of the devil's way to kind of gatekeep certain ways of worship and certain ways of sound.
>> Um, you know, whenever you hear like them reciting the Quran and uh Arabic and the way that they sing it, it feels very ominous. It feels very dark. And not just because the language is foreign. Um, because I've heard foreign languages before. I've heard people sing worship in Spanish and it sounds beautiful, >> but it's the way that it's it's being brought about. It's very ominous and very mysterious. Um, and not in a good way >> and it just seems like it seems very robotic too, you know.
>> I actually completely agree with that.
Um, it's it's funny that you mentioned that because the call to prayer, the the aison whenever it would come on in my house um even when I was like younger, I would get scared in the beginning like it would activate my fight or flight. I don't know why.
>> It's like the beginning part where they're saying like Allah and they're like, you know, I don't know. Something about it is scary.
>> Yeah, it's very terrifying. I mean, if I don't watch horror movies, but if someone's trying to make a horror movie, they should maybe open it up with that.
They maybe would get cancelled for that.
They >> definitely would.
>> But um so you you came to uh Jesus Christ basically through uh the environment that you were around as well as kind of already being disaffected with Islam. And so what time period was that? Like how old were you during that time?
>> Um when I found Jesus.
>> So I actually um after after I started um anti-depressants, that was August of 2025. So that was last year. And then I became I found I gave my life to Jesus October 2025. So it's only been like seven, eight months.
>> Wow. Mhm.
>> You already know like a lot of the Bible too, which is kind of similar to like my experience, too. When I first got saved, I was just like in those scriptures all day, like studying, studying, studying.
>> That's how it happened for me. Like I just kept going down rabbit holes. kept reading, kept learning, and like in the first two weeks of me accepting Christ, I barely got any sleep because I just couldn't stop like making connections and like learning. And so, >> totally, >> as an ex-Muslim, what convinced you that Muhammad was a false prophet?
So, one thing was when I was doing research, I learned that there's a Quran verse that talks about how uh Allah says that if Muhammad said something that was not from God, um God would sever his aorta.
>> Mhm. Then there's a authentic hadith uh and the most authentic hadith collection sahil albkari where Muhammad is on his deathbed after four years after he was poisoned by a Jewish woman uh for um unaliving her entire family.
>> Mhm.
>> And so she cooks lamb for him and his companions and it's poisoned. And um his companions, some of his companions immediately pass away. Then when he was on his deathbed, he says, "I still feel the poison that I ate in Cber," which is where it happened. And it I it feels like my aorta is being cut.
>> And I feel like that's a very specific thing to say, especially if like the Quran says that Allah would sever your aorta.
>> Yeah.
>> And so that's one thing.
>> It seems like just from that alone, the religion already contradicts itself.
>> Yeah. you know. Um, but that's pretty self-explanatory. I I do I do remember reading that actually like I was reading that like a year or two ago and I'm thinking to myself like how do people not see this and think to themselves like oh wait he just completely contradicted like the entire prophecy that was given about him.
>> Yeah. And even if it was like just a coincidence to me, it it may it may seem like subconsciously he knew he was a false prophet or it's just something weird about it. Something weird about him saying that.
>> Yeah, that is so interesting. There's other things too like uh I was reading in the in the hadit and the Quran like where Muhammad was using black magic like he was accused of using black magic for some of his uh things that he was doing. A lot of lot of weird stuff. You know what what's so interesting to me about Islam is like it's obviously demonic and false and you don't even need any other religious text like the Bible to disprove that. Mhm.
>> I think the biggest indication that this is a religion created by Satan is how Muhammad received revelation for the Quran in the first place >> when he was in the cave of Alhira and the quote unquote angel Gabriel appears to him and the way that the angel Gabriel which they claim which we know wasn't Gabriel of the Bible it was obviously Satan but the way that he has this encounter with this quote unquote angel is so demonic in nature, the angel literally pins him down three different times, forces him to read because he was illiterate.
>> Yeah.
>> He couldn't read or write. So that's the whole miracle, right? Is like he couldn't read or write, but it was divinely inspired by this angel who was beating the crap out of him in a cave.
>> Exactly. And what's so interesting about that is we know that that's a demon because if you look in the book of Acts when they're trying to do deliverance on somebody, but they don't do it in Jesus' name, the demon that is in the person leaps on them and pins them down in a very similar way that the quote unquote angel Gabriel pinned Muhammad down in the cave.
>> Exactly. The book of Galatians also says, "If we if we or an angel preach a gospel different than the one that's preached unto you, let them be under God's curse."
>> So that alone with the encounter that Muhammad had to create this fake religion, Islam, that by default, according to the book of according to the book of Galatians, is under God's curse.
>> Mhm. Yeah. And the thing about that is he didn't even know. He he thought that it was a demon at first himself. He thought that he was possessed or there was something wrong with him. And he went to his wife Kada all scared and terrified. She took him to her cousin who was a heretical Christian and he was like really old. He was blind and he passed away 3 days after this. Um he told Muhammad, "Oh, this is the same angel that spoke to Moses." Uh and they they believe it was Angel Gabriel, but Angel Gabriel never spoke to Moses.
>> So already that's a a false claim. Yeah.
>> So then it but that's what made him believe he was a prophet and that that was angel Gabriel. So then it was based on a on a misconception on a lie.
>> Wow. I didn't even know that.
>> I do remember looking into that though.
He was visibly distressed after that encounter.
>> Yeah.
>> Um was it Cadia? Cuz Cada was Catholic at the time, right?
>> I think.
>> Or so was it her that kind of convinced him that he actually was receiving revelation from God?
>> I think it was her cousin. And I think he was like, "Oh, uh, she was like, God would never forsake you." Like, you know, but I don't think she was the one who initially said it was him receiving revelation. Yeah.
>> I think it stemmed with her cousin.
>> That's why you should never have yes men in your corner cuz they may inspire you to create a false religion that leads billions of people to hell.
>> Exactly.
>> That's a word for somebody, man. Don't have any yesmen in your corner. um you know you hear when people leave Islam they face a lot of backlash and a lot of threats.
>> What are uh some threats and backlash that you've experienced now that you publicly expose it?
>> So um yeah I get death threats regularly. Um, I get people, you know, trying to discredit me saying, you know, she was never really ex-Muslim, like she was, uh, first I got like I was a Coptic Christian from Egypt cuz I made a video on Egypt and so they just like thought I was. And then when that died down, they were like, uh, okay, she's Jewish. She is like >> trying to support Israel. I've never said anything about Israel.
>> Yeah. Yeah. And then now what the narrative is is that I'm ex-Hindu. And um yeah, none of those things are true.
But >> and then um >> well, my parents, I mean, my uh extended family ended up finding out about my videos because um there's a lot of Muslims who will make response videos to me, like trying to refute what I'm saying.
>> Yeah.
>> So, they saw one of those people make a video in response to me, and that's how they found out about my content.
>> So, then they got really upset. They were like, you know, you're being hateful. You're like disrespecting our beloved prophet.
>> Yeah.
>> And they put me in a WhatsApp group chat and were trying to convert me back. And you know, >> see, I know you're brown because you were put in a WhatsApp group chat.
>> I'm in the same I'm in the same group chat like but it's a bunch of my Hindu family members as well. And they'll always send me Hindu videos about like recite this daily mantra from Lord Ganesha. And I'm like that's exactly I rebuke that in Jesus name. If you guys have been blessed by this ministry, it's impacted you in any way, there's a way you can be a blessing in return. Amen.
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>> One of my aunts, I don't know if she thought like I converted because I'm surrounded by white people, but she kept sending me >> videos of white people who converted to Islam. Yeah. And um >> then she would also send me stuff that's just not true. Like, oh uh it says day 365 times in the Quran, but it doesn't.
They're just taking like specific forms of the word or something.
>> Yeah. And so um and then I would try to tell them my reasons for leaving. So one thing for me, another thing that made me realize Muhammad was a false prophet was he told a grown woman to breastfeed her adult adopted son.
>> Interesting.
>> Yeah. She Yeah. she had to breastfeed a grown man because adoption was banned because um like there's there's different narratives to how this happened, but what I believe happened and because this is based on certain narrations, Muhammad walked in on Zanab when she was when he was looking for his adopted son Zade and um he walked in on her his wife instead. And narrations say that when he saw her, he became attracted to her because she wasn't fully covered.
>> And so she he said something out loud like praise praise God or praise Allah the turner of hearts or something like that. It's like to express that you desire this person.
>> Yeah.
>> So Zanab told Zed who was Muhammad's adopted son >> and Zade offered to divorce Muhammad.
>> And this is actually in the Quran there.
It's like Allah's divine speech is the Quran. So it actually says like um Allah is telling Muhammad >> you told Z to keep his wife and you were concealing what was in your heart >> but um this was to be revealed to the people which is that he should marry Zanab.
>> Mhm.
>> And the the narrative is that oh Muhammad only married Zanab to show that your adopted sons are not your real sons.
>> They can't get your inheritance you know like they're you know >> they can't take your last name. So then from that moment adoption was banned and so because of that this woman who had an adopted son now she had to wear her hijab around him in the house and her husband didn't like um her being around the adopted son now.
>> Mhm.
>> So then um the woman goes to Muhammad and it was like hey after this Quran verse was revealed this has been causing problems in my home. What should I do?
And he said um breastfeed him. And then she was like well he's a grown man. Why should I breastfeed him? And then he was like, you know, I know he's a grown man, but like do it. So she did. And apparently that made them mahum, which means like related so that she can she didn't have to like veil around him. And I was like, this is just so ridiculous and convoluted.
>> You learned something new every day.
That's unbelievable. But I like how you brought up the hijab stuff. I remember I was reading the hadith and I was reading the Quran and I saw a story of this is when Muhammad had 11 wives at the time.
>> You know, this is before he kind of ranked up his roster to have even more.
>> Um the yeah, the limits never ended with that guy. But um he I I remember in the hadith it details about Muhammad walking down the street one day and there was a woman back then you know there was a time when Muhammad was on the rise where women didn't have to cover themselves >> and they were able to dress in their traditional clothing.
>> I remember reading the hadits about how Muhammad was walking down the street and he saw a woman. She wasn't dressed promiscuous. She was just dressed with regular clothing and he was lusting after her so hard that it enraged him to where he had to rush home to have intercourse with one of his wives >> to relieve himself of the lust.
>> Um this is where Muhammad details that uh women are sent by Shayan Satan >> to tempt him shortly after the hijab gets instituted. Mhm.
>> And so I find it really funny because you have a lot of these feminists who, you know, support Islam when the whole reason women have to cover themselves is cuz this man couldn't get his lust problem under control.
>> Exactly. And he had three concubines, like three X slaves. That was another thing where cuz he's supposed to be the perfect example for all of mankind.
>> And I was like, there's just no way. And now that I've read the Bible, like I see it's it doesn't align with God's plan for marriage. And you know, like also >> you're allowed to divorce for any reason you want. And there's even a rule in the Quran where uh if you divorce three times, then the woman has to get married to a man and the marriage has to be consummated and then you can marry her the fourth time. So it's like if you would just not allow divorce in the first place like Jesus said, right?
>> Like Moses only allowed it because their hearts were hard at that time. Yeah.
>> And you wouldn't even have these strange rules >> and um but yeah like there's so many hadiths of him just being like this like sex addict. There's one where it's like he had intercourse with all nine of his wives in one night and then wouldn't shower until he was done with all of them. I don't know why we needed to know that.
>> Yeah. But I I remember reading that. I was like wow thanks for all the details there. you know.
>> Yeah, >> that created a disturbing image in my head when I read that, you know.
>> And there was one that made me really sad. Um there was like a basically Muhammad had a uh a concubine from Egypt and one day he was having intercourse with her in one of his wife, Huffsa's bedroom. Huffsa walks in on them and gets really mad. Um and I believe it was Huffsa's like allotted day or something.
Mhm.
>> So, she gets really upset that he's having intercourse with her in her room >> and she goes off on him and then Muhammad's like, "Okay, I'll never sleep with her again. Just don't tell anyone."
>> But Huffsa goes and tells Aisha, the one that he married when when she was six.
>> Yeah.
>> And they come and they they like basically harass Muhammad and they were like they're like, "Don't sleep with her ever again. Don't do this." And then he was like, "Okay, I won't."
So then a Quran verse was revealed that says uh why do you prohibit for yourself something that Allah has allowed for you? Like basically saying like you can sleep with with your concubine.
>> Yeah.
>> So all this first of all it's like this is so messy. It's like a reality show.
>> Yeah. Yeah. Right. I was just thinking that. That is un It seems like Islam is the perfect religion for the devil because it relies heavily on three things. Violence, um endless intercourse.
>> Mhm.
>> And um deception.
>> Mhm.
>> When you have all three of those, that's the perfect uh that's the perfect formula for a demonic style of evangelism. You don't need to win people over with reason or logic because you can slaughter them if they disagree with you. You can outpopulate them by having multiple wives and you could lie to them about what your religion really says.
>> And that's exactly what they're doing today.
>> Yep. Exactly. And and this is how I know that Islam is satanic because >> we look at the Bible and the Bible says that the devil is the father of all lies according to Jesus's own words. Mhm.
>> But in Islam, you are actually allowed to lie to somebody, which is called taka, where you can basically lie about what Islam really says for the sole purpose of converting someone and winning someone over.
>> And so I can't if if we believe that God is perfect, God is holy, God is pure, and that God is the truth, which they believe that Allah is the truth as well.
If God is the truth, then truth is in his nature, which means he can't lie.
>> Mhm. So, but but if your God permits you to lie and allows you to lie, and that's his divine inspired word, that's obviously being written by the devil, who is the father of all lies according to Jesus's own words.
>> Exactly. And that's the thing. when I I went to a farmers market and there was a booth for an Orthodox church and I I'm non-denominational but when I read the pamphlet uh what it was saying about heaven and hell and um and theossis and all that it made it really connected with me.
>> So that inspired me to you know I had been going to Bible studies at that point and going to church but I was like let me actually open the Bible for myself. So, I opened the Gospel of John and I was like, "Okay, I had always been told that Christians are just misinterpreting these verses, but there's no way to misinterpret it."
Like, it's clearly saying he's God. It's clearly saying he's the son of God. And one verse that really stuck out to me was um I am the bread of life. I was like, "No prophet would, you know, say this about himself." And for some reason, it really stuck with me. So, that's why I made it my username. Mhm.
>> And um but yeah, and and the thing is I realized that all this like um the gospels, they're based on real eyewitness accounts >> like his closest companions watched him get crucified and then watch him rise again on the third day. Yeah. And he appeared to over 500 people.
>> Yeah.
>> So, >> and he showed the wounds in his hand and his side to his apostles. And then even Thomas when he said he wouldn't believe until he saw him and saw the wounds and then once he did he said my lord and my god.
>> Now if if this is based on real witnesses I I decided to go back to the Quran and and go back to Islam. I was like okay if Christianity is the truth then what happened with Islam? I need to go and like investigate.
>> Mhm.
Well, another thing before that, the the last step was, okay, is the Bible really corrupted? And when I looked into it, I I found out not only is the Bible not corrupted, but it's actually more well preserved than most ancient texts. Yeah.
>> If you type into Google which ancient text has the better has the best preservation, it will say the New Testament.
>> Yeah.
>> So, it's insane that there's this narrative that it was corrupted.
>> So, then after that, I was like, okay, Jesus is the truth. Christianity has to be true.
>> Yeah. Um, so then I went back to Islam and then when I read what it said about the crucifixion, it said, "Oh, uh, Jesus wasn't crucified. He was only made to appear."
So, and that's all it says.
>> Yeah.
>> Something in me, I was like, "This is clearly trying to take away the salvation that you have through Jesus Christ, right?
>> Because through his sacrifice, we are saved." So, that made me realize like this is and I had read one John 2 where it explains like what the antichrist is.
anyone who denies the son or denies a father. So then when I'm reading like, oh, God has no son. He's not a father to anyone. He was Jesus wasn't crucified.
He just was made to look. So I was like, this is the biggest antichrist ever. And I started to get this like um kind of like a like anger.
>> And that's what made me realize it's satanic and I wanted to like speak against it.
>> I love how you brought that up. You know what's so interesting about Islam is in Islam the biggest reputation that they push back on is Jesus being crucified.
But in the Quran it talks about how it it verbatim says that Allah made it appear that Jesus was crucified but he was not crucified. Why on earth if if if the crucifixion of Jesus is the most like refuted thing in the entire religion, why on earth would Allah make it look like he was crucified if his sole purpose for giving Muhammad revelation is to tell people that Jesus wasn't crucified?
>> Exactly. And not only that, but Jesus was crucified on Passover. And the thing is, what's really interesting is that in the Old Testament, we see how blood atonement for sins is like a huge thing.
It's all throughout the Old Testament.
Um, like these temple sacrifices, cuz Leviticus says that the the life is in the blood. You won't read about these temple sacrifices anywhere in the Quran.
It doesn't mention it. The only thing that that uh is similar in Islam is like you sacrifice a lamb on Eid, but it's only to remember what a Abraham's uh when he was about to sacrifice his son.
Mhm.
>> But they completely removed this this like blood atonement aspect when if it's supposed to be from the same God and you know God used this as a as forgiveness for sins, >> why is it not there? And then >> you know how like there were uh 10 plagues like 10 signs that uh God showed to Pharaoh.
>> Yeah.
>> In the Quran there's only nine and they took away the last one Passover. That's not it. So you see it like >> taking away these things makes Jesus's crucifixion make less sense.
>> So so that's why when I when I was like first um becoming Christian, I was going to church. I was like looking into it. I noticed I was like they talk a lot about the crucifixion. Like I didn't know I don't know for I don't know what I thought Christianity was, but I was like why are they talking so much about the crucifixion? And I and I never understood what what it means like oh Jesus died for your sins. I didn't understand what that meant.
>> Yeah. because without that like uh context it doesn't make any sense. So that's another reason why I think it's very satanic and purposely left these key things out.
>> I I totally agree with that. I think what has convinced me that Islam is the most satanic religion to ever exist is the theology of committing shark which is equating partners with Allah.
>> Mhm. which is the only unforgivable sin >> in Islam. And guess what? If you think that Jesus is God, that's committing, which is the unforgivable sin. So the reason that Muslims are so hostile to the idea of Jesus being God is because if they believe that, that's their they're getting kicked out of heaven forever in their own world view. And that's how you know it was made by the devil. Because Jesus being God is the only thing that gets us into heaven.
>> Yeah.
>> It's so perverted and inverted.
>> And that's the thing. That's what makes a lot of Muslims afraid to even consider Christianity. Like for me, when I was considering, I was like, "Okay, I'm never going to pray to Jesus just in case. Like, I'll just focus on uh the father." I mean, >> now that I know what I know now, I I don't have that fear anymore. But like, in the beginning, you know, you do have that fear. And that's what I hear from other Muslims, too. I think it was it's doing everything it can it can to take you away from Jesus.
>> It's it's really crazy.
>> Crazy. And you know, I was looking into some other things um you know, about Muhammad, peace be upon him.
>> Um cuz we need to get the police involved in that guy's life. But um you know I think one of the most disturbing things to me about Muhammad and his child bride >> was not necessarily like obviously it is disturbing that he married a child but it wasn't even necessarily that I remember reading the hadits about how Muhammad was praying on her when she was literally playing with dolls. You know Aisha talks about how I used to play with dolls in the presence of my prophet. M. And so in my mind, I think to myself, this apparently is the holiest man alive, yet he was actively scheming on how he was going to wife up a child while she was still playing with dolls.
>> Exactly.
>> And it gets even worse, too, because, and this is very graphic, but this needs to be heard for everybody watching. Um, I was reading hadits about how Muhammad would make Aisha wipe off the, let's just say, fluid from a rag that Muhammad had as a child.
>> And when I read that, I got so I got so angry because I'm thinking to myself, how could someone ever pray on a child like that?
On a side note, I noticed when the whole Epstein thing came out, you saw no Muslims talk about it because if you compare Muhammad versus Epstein, they're both evil, but Epstein was a little bit more moral because Epstein's victims were double the age of Muhammad's victims.
>> Mhm.
>> So, I I noticed that it was very very interesting that no Muslims like had anything to say about that. And then there were some that did and I made a response video and I'm just cuz cuz there was a a a hijabi who posted a video about how like um if the world embraced Islam there would be no Epstein and I'm thinking to myself, bro, y'all literally had the first Epstein.
>> Yeah, I saw that. You were like um it was because like it wouldn't be illegal.
>> Yeah, exactly. It wouldn't be illegal.
It's unbelievable. Um, you know, and I do think it's really powerful what you're doing online. Like I said earlier, you know, you see a lot of male uh ex-Muslim apologists. You don't really see that many female ones. And what I like about that is like I think that's a testament to your boldness, too. And you remind me of me when I first got saved. I was and I still am, but back then I was like, dude, I don't care what it cost me. I'm going to speak out against this.
>> Like I for those who grew up in the brown culture, if you leave your religion, >> it's like, uhoh, what did the white man do to you? You know, like like I grew up as a Hindu >> and so >> the way that like people in my culture look at me is like, uhoh, he got usurped by America and white culture.
>> Yeah.
>> It's like I have so I've had so many people say that to me, too, like, oh, you just want to be white, that's converted. But what what's so funny about being an exhindu and becoming a Christian and being accused of joining the white man's religion is Hinduism is actually a white inspired religion because I'm Indo-Aryan. So what that is it's a mixture of the Aryan race and the people from the uh in Indo tribes the you know the the Himalayan mountains and stuff and the everything about Hinduism was inspired by the Aryans like the cast system for example the cast system was literally created by the Aryans so they could be in a higher uh hierarchical class because they believed that dark-kinned people were less than them.
Mhm.
>> So a lot of the aryens would be like the brahinss and the kashhatrias whereas the untouchables would be the darker skinned Indian people. And what's so funny is when I left Hinduism to become a Christian, I was accused of submitting to the white man's religion, literally everything about Hinduism was created by white men.
>> Yeah.
>> Like what?
>> It's unbelievable. Um what I wanted to ask you another question as well. uh for people who are watching, you know, there are a lot of people who are coming out of Islam, >> what advice could you give them for somebody who was on the other side who took a bold stance against it? I'm sure there's a lot of family pressures as well uh in terms of like leaving the faith. What would be some sound advice you could give them that you were able to walk through and uh be as bold as you are now?
So it's really hard because a lot of these people who are you know leaving Islam they come from like super religious families where they could there are people who fear getting unalived. Um there are people who are in the Middle East. Um I I'm in a group chat with some ex-Muslims and they some of them live in in the Middle East and they're facing imprisonment. Um one person got reported to the police by their friend and they have to go to court just for leaving Islam. So it's hard because I think for me both my parents um being atheist or like you know letting me kind of do what I want.
Um it was easier for me to leave. So I would say you know finding a community online where you can talk about these things with is important. Uh cuz you know I've created a community of ex-Muslims online and um you know giving support to one another really helps. um you know just staying in prayer uh you know one thing is like the most repeated phrase in the Bible is do not be afraid so like just remembering that God is with you at all times and >> but yeah >> that's good I was studying why when people leave the Islamic faith why their parents like all of a sudden try to slaughter them and take their life and at first I used to think that it was because these parents had a rage problem and don't get me wrong Muhammad It does say in, you know, the scriptures, you know, the the Islamic scriptures, whoever changes his religion, kill him.
But there's something a lot deeper to why uh people's family members try to unalive him after they deconvert. In the Islamic faith, there's this belief that you have an angel on your left who records all your bad deeds and an angel on your right who records all your good deeds. That's why before they pray, they look to the left and they look to the right cuz they're looking to these angels.
>> And so in in these Muslim parents minds, >> it's actually the greatest form of love to slaughter your own child because they want to stop the opportunity of you going to hell apparently because the longer you become a Christian, the more the angel that records your bad deeds is going to write in his book and outweigh the good deeds that you've done. So in their mind, they believe that they're saving their children from hell by taking their own life because they want to follow Jesus. If that isn't satanic, I don't know what is.
>> Exactly. That's what um this Somali ex-Muslim, he said. That's the exact reason why his family was considering unaliving him. And it's just insane. And that's another thing. It's like it's like a video game. Like you're trying to gain more good points that outweigh the bad deeds. And it's it just feels transactional. It feels like you're only being good to gain something. But when you accept Jesus Christ, he said, "If you love me, keep my commandments." So, you know, we we obey him because we love him.
>> And you know, we respect what he did for us. We don't want to. He he died for our sins. So, why would we continue to sin when that's what he was crucified for?
>> So, you know, now I feel like I actually avoid sin more now than I did when I was Muslim because I genuinely want to >> I love what you just said about it being transactional because this all boils down to like this main philosophy. A lot of times Muslims will try to lie to uh Christians and say that we worship the same God.
>> Mhm.
>> When we don't because in their theology, God is not their father.
>> Exactly. They're not just denying the uh you know the divinity of Jesus Christ being God's only son, but they're denying any sort of family relationship with God.
>> Yeah.
>> But in Christianity, the Bible clearly refers to God as God the Father multiple different times. And Jesus even taught that God is our father.
>> Yeah.
>> In Islam, God is in their father.
They're literally slaves to Allah.
>> Exactly. In and even in the Old Testament, God refers to himself as a father.
>> And the Quran says um one thing it says is >> uh the Jews and the Christians say that God is their father. Say Muhammad, then why does he punish you for your sins? So now it's like God is somehow clueless as to why they're calling him, you know, their father.
>> And yeah, and it's just Yeah. Exactly.
You cannot refer to uh Allah as anything except for like, you know, your master or your creator. You can't call him a father, not even in a metaphorical sense, which is just so contradictory to the Bible.
>> It's it's a clear testament that Satan wrote that book because Satan views us as his slaves, especially if we're in deception.
>> Mhm.
>> God would never view us that way. You know, the the Bible talks about there is a scripture where the Apostle Paul says that, you know, he's a slave to God, but he's not saying that God views him that way. He's expressing how like un uh dubitatively obedient he is to God even to the point of that God never refers to us as the slaves.
>> Um >> you just know the devil wrote that book because that's exactly how he views us under deception. We are his slaves and he doesn't want any relationship with us because we're made in the image of God and he hates that.
>> And not only that, but one thing is you're not allowed to say that you're loved by God because you don't know if you are. So, it's just like hypocritical to be like, "Oh, God loves me. Uh, you know, I'm beloved by God." And I think now as a Christian, I think that's so crazy and so sad because, you know, God is love according to one John. And God wants us to know that he loves us. Like, that's we see that throughout the entire Bible.
>> You know, I want to wrap up with one last question. And this is probably the most important question um that I would ask you on this podcast.
Why why should someone choose to follow Jesus rather than Muhammad?
>> There are so many reasons. But what I would say is the Quran says that Muhammad is the perfect example. Yet we see where he has done so many horrific things. He has killed people for insulting him. He killed a poet for ma writing an unflattering poem of him. He had multiple wives, multiple concubines.
He was just an awful person.
But Jesus, he preached forgiveness. He said, you know, turned the other cheek. He spoke to those who were viewed as lesser than.
and he spoke to this Samaritan woman and he he never judged not the way that Muhammad did. And not only that, but there were people who saw Jesus's miracles. There were people that saw who he was. Muhammad never had any miracles.
The Quran says like there there are hadiths where Muhammad like split the moon but >> Yeah.
>> But the Quran even says that Muhammad his only miracle is the Quran. That's it. So, you know, Jesus forgave sins. He he's he did all these things and he fulfilled so many prophecies from the Old Testament. His crucifixion was already prophesied. His virgin birth was already prophesied. Even from Genesis, he was prophesied where in Genesis 3:15, it says God says to the serpent, um, "I will put enmity between your seed and the woman's seed. uh he will strike your head and you will bruise his heel. And it says the woman's seed instead of the man's seed because he was born to a Virgin Mary. So we see Jesus prophesied. You don't see Muhammad prophesied once. And um you know Jesus actually loves you. Uh Muhammad doesn't love you. Um especially if you're a woman. He >> he probably would have made you one of his concubines.
>> Exactly. He said that you're deficient in intelligence and religion and that's why you make up most of Hellfire.
though. I remember reading that I was like, man, how did these like western feminists get behind this stuff?
Especially since they're so anti-men already, >> you know? I just want to thank you so much, Eve, for coming on here sharing this testimony. Like, it's always encouraging to see people in a similar position that I was in. Especially when I although I didn't, you know, leave Islam, I left Hinduism. It seems like a lot of our experiences were the same.
Mhm.
>> And interviewing you today, like it just reminds me of me like a couple years ago. And it's so powerful to see that like the Holy Spirit is still on the move and he's not done.
>> And especially if you're watching this, he's not done with you. I don't know where you're watching from. I don't even know what you believe in. Maybe you're a Christian. Maybe you're a skeptic. But I want to let you know that God has a plan and a purpose for you. if he could save me and Eve from, you know, not only just these religions that we were under. But you guys don't understand in our culture, your religion is tied to your identity.
>> Exactly.
>> Your false belief system is tied to your identity. The only way to break free from that is a move of God. And if God could do that for us, he could do that for you. And before we close out, I would love if you could lead us, you know, into a prayer for anybody who's watching here. Maybe they're going through a similar thing like you did, like I did, and you know, they feel confused. They don't know what to do.
Their entire identity has been wrapped around in a false belief system, maybe because of their culture. I just love if you could lead us into prayer for that before we close out, if you don't mind.
>> Yes. Heavenly Father, thank you for bringing me and Nick together and um allowing us the opportunity to uh speak on falsehoods and um you know speak about you and your word and what you have done for us. Um, and I pray that whoever is listening, if they are, if they are feeling like they can't leave Islam or any religion that they're in because they feel it's part of their identity, let them know that they they can surrender to you and that, you know, you love them and you view them as more than a slave. and you know to just pray to you and ask to reveal the truth and you know uh just to ask for peace and um you know I pray that they when they read this the scriptures that their eyes are open to understanding it and uh reading it with an open heart and yeah >> amen.
>> Amen.
>> Amen. Thank you so much for coming on and thank you guys for watching. We'll see you guys very soon for another video. May God bless all of you in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Take care and peace
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