to anyone who wants to say goodbye to this world

[00:00:00]I always read the comment section in my videos and most of the time I see people say that I just want to give up. I'm so tired. I can't deal with this anymore and I just want to do it.

[00:00:14]And seeing all of that, it brokes my heart. It hurts me so bad because I used to be in that position years and years ago.

[00:00:24]And but I'm survived. I made it. And I want to say that under any circumstances, please never take your own life. And I'm not going to say this as a generic generic way or something. I'm not going to say that you deserve your mother you are belong to the world. Like all that is true, right? I'm not I'm not going to say that it's wrong or by any means and but you can find it on other videos. I'm not going to sit here and just say all that.

[00:00:59]What I what I want to say is that the reason why you have suicidal thoughts in your head is because you are in a mental state that encourage it, that promotes it. It can come from your environment.

[00:01:16]It can come from your friends, your relationship, your workplace or you know your school. Because you know if you change all of that the problems will go away and you don't have suicidal thoughts anymore. But instead you are choosing a permanent solution in order to fix a temporary issue and that is not a fair trade my friend. It's really not a fair trade because when I was in secondary school, I got bullied a lot. And there was one day I was bullied to the point that I was broken into tears and I head back home. I sat in my room and on the bed and I just constantly looking at the window.

[00:02:07]Why is it so attractive to me at that point?

[00:02:11]I just thinking that is was this a chance?

[00:02:16]Could I, you know, just do it and I would feel great that I would move on to live another life that, you know, I can be happier and be the person that I want.

[00:02:28]Like that thought is just take over my head, bro. My hands were shaking. My brain was telling me, "No, no, no, no, no."

[00:02:40]But suddenly I remember that there are still people that are caring about me.

[00:02:47]It's not my friends. It's not my It's not my loved one. It's not my No, not the loved one. It's not my any anyone but the two just the two people and that's my mom and my dad.

[00:03:02]They care about me the most. Even though, you know, sometimes they might disappoint me or something, but I know that they're always by my side. And I hold back tears, I stop thinking about it. And here I am right now in flesh.

[00:03:20]And you know, I I just want to say that life is all about finding your true self, bro. is about exploring in real life and in in your in your head, bro.

[00:03:34]In your mind, sorry.

[00:03:37]You can find your true self in order to seek for fulfillment. But if you end it way too early, you you'll not be able to do that. And I get I think that is the solution for this problem, bro.

[00:03:54]because I know that there are lots of things out there that can really change your perspective and your mindset, bro.

[00:04:02]Right now, you don't have the the right mindset in life. I that's my guess. But there are truly events, there are truly things out there, people out there that can really change your mind. You can find lot of people that will be the the the be your best friend, bro. You cannot ask for a better person than some of the people I've met. Like it will change your mind. I promise you. Because after that, after the fact that I stopped trying to take my own life, I jump on self-improvement. I tried to change myself. I tried to talk to people because when I was just a little kid, I were always afraid of talking to strangers. Bro, the first few time was really awkward.

[00:04:54]It feel alienate. That made me piss my pants off every single time I approach uh strangers. But I eventually get used to it. And I keep doing that. And I managed to make some of the best relationship that I could ever ask for.

[00:05:12]And I know that you can do the same, bro. If I can do it, then you can do it.

[00:05:18]right now everything is saying everything is just going against you and you don't want to you don't want to to have that like at all bro and yeah um if you're asking me like how do I fix my depression state and release suicidal thoughts in my head I don't know but the thing that helped me the most like I'm not certain about this But the thing that helped me the most through my through my years of in high in secondary school is that I think a bit differently. I think about the people that might suffer from from from from my my action the thing that you know I can experience that could change my mind my mind about life. And to some of the people who listen to this point, they might they they will have two options, right? They can either think about their significant others and decided to not do it or if they think about their significant others, they don't really care about them and they still want to do it.

[00:06:31]Either way, it's still your loss because there are really things that you can experience that, you know, you'll never regret. And you know, taking your own life is just not a a solution for this.

[00:06:47]It's really not. And I know that I'm I'm not going to change anyone mind, right? If you have made up your mind, there's no one that could change it. I could not change your mind. I just I'm just a regular person, a loser and have you know I probably have no right of saying this but please never give up bro. That's all I want to say bro. If if you don't listen to me that and that that is fine bro it's your choice. You can either choose to sacrifice today for a darker tomorrow or you can still sacrifice today but for a brighter and better tomorrow. What is your choice?

[00:07:39]Uh I mean if you made up your choice then yeah congratulation for the things that you will be making but to those of you guys who are still hanging on bro I wish you the best bro please stay strong right go out talk to some people you know making new friends and I promise things will get better bro you're in you you have to escape this mental state bro it's not it's not healthy for you.

[00:08:13]And the way to do it is just to go out, talk to people, you know, make some friends, you know, read some books or, you know, doing some just go out for a run, exercise because it can really because it have been proven to, you know, cure depression and, you know, increase the dopamine level in your head that makes you feel happier all the time. Just do some push-up, just do some squats, you know, do something that, you know, resistant training or something using dumbbells or just, you know, no equipments. You'll be fine. Just just do it.

[00:08:49]And yeah, I probably I probably said too much, bro. And this is a really sensitive topic that I really hesitant about talking to about. But you know I know that there's many people out there who are facing you know situation that are worse than me lot a lot worse than me. You might be in debt. You might face relationship issue.

[00:09:15]I don't know. But I've been through this. But and I just want to say that if I can make it, I you can make it, bro.

[00:09:25]There's no excuses because I'm just a loser. I I have the weakest, you know, the weakest mental mental state. You know, I'm I'm not decisive. I'm really I'm I'm very sensitive person. So, you know, just a little insult can break me down so bad, bro. and but I'm still here and I wish the same for you. Stay strong, stay relentless and you'll make it, bro. I promise you 100% 110% you'll make it, bro. Just like look at me, bro. Just don't do it. Okay?

[00:10:04]Promise me. Promise you don't do it.

[00:10:08]All right?

[00:10:10]Good. Thank you for watching.